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rileyclaw · 2 years
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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!! random reminder to drink water if you can! <3
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happy pride month everybody!!! I've been happy with who I am for many years now - even if I'm a little quiet about it. and I hope that you all can find that happiness and be proud of who you are!!
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kpop-with-mars · 5 months
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|Ateez X Trans (Ftm) Reader|
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{disclaimer; I dont own any gifs used, this is also inspired by @kittensyoonie and their ateez x trans reader so please check them out as well~.}
{Summary: Ateezs reactions to learning that your trans/you coming out to them.}
{Tags; fluff, angst, hurt comfort, just having a silly old time (mostly),}
{⚠Warnings⚠; I haven't had top surgery or any other forms of gender affirming medical care so some things might be wrong. this also might not relate to every trans person so im sorry T^T. Also look out for misgendering, dead naming, transphobia,}
{ Hi guyss I haven't been writing alot cuz I have so many drafts and i've been working on NONE of them T^T, but don't worry I will post them soon once finished. i've got some goodies in the vault so please look forward to them. alot of these scenarios might be pretty dramatic so sorry ✌ but without farther ado you can read now. Enjoy! maybe? idk its up to you - 🃏}
Hongjoong
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You were with him on vlive for your 1 year anniversary of being together so you both read atinys questions and blocked disrespectful ones.
hongjoong attached himself on your arm while you read. "Do you look at other idols?!" you read in shock, hongjoong looked directly at you menacingly. you looked away from him "no~" you answered tucking hair behind your ear.
"You better not" he kissed your cheek making you giggle while hongjoong looked at the other questions until he found one.
"Is y/n transgender?".
hongjoong stared curiously at you "yes, im transgender" as soon as you said that, the viewers and comments spiked upward.
"Im so proud of you for coming out, ill always support you" he gave you a gentle peck on your lips before he turned to the camera.
"Atiny, lets all show our support for y/n okay?. if I see anything that doesn't i won't stand for that, this is a space for everyone so lets make it feel like it" he smiled at the camera when he finished.
You both read more questions and felt thankful for the support from atinys, eventually the camera was turned off and when it did, you and him were getting ready for bed when he pulled you into his chest "I can't believe you came out like that, you didn't feel pressured into it right? " he gently stroked your hair.
"I never thought i could do that, but ever since i met you i've felt more like me" he hummed in response before he put his hand on your cheek lifting up your face "I love you~" he cooed "I love you too" he chuckled at your shyness and he hugged your head to his chest.
Seonghwa
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You were at home recovering from your top surgery, you felt like tired didn't wanna move from your bed while you hugged your pillow to your chest, until you finally decided to get up and eat.
But as you walked into the kitchen to grab a quick breakfast you heard the front door unlock. you looked at the door wondering if this is the day you die until it opened to seonghwas smiling face.
"Hi honey" he walked up to you and kissed your forehead before he looked you up and down "Did you just wake up?" "No i woke up an hour and a half ago, i just got out of bed tho" he brought his hands up to your face and turned it from side to side "Did you eat yet?" you shook your head "good thing I got you some food" he handed you the food, which you ate in minutes after seonghwa guided the two of you to the table.
"Are you alright y/n?, you seem tired did you get enough sleep?" he bombarded you with questions while rubbing your back. "I feel fine, maybe just about sluggish" "I know im busy alot, but i just wanna know if something happened while I was away, please?" he moved his hand from your back to your free hand.
You decided to tell him "im sorry I didn't tell you sooner but, I got top surgery" seonghwa looked into your eyes waiting for you to explain "because im transgender" you added.
"That's cool, im glad you're okay" he smiled brightly you responed by giving his lips a gentle peck "I love you" you said making eye contact with him "I love you too, my handsome man".
Yunho
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You and yunho were looking at pictures from his childhood while he told the stories behind them, alot of them making you laugh.
He was flipping though more photos when he paused "what?, what is it?" you asked him and he turned his head to you. "I don't think i've seen your baby photos before, have i?" he tilted his head to the side with curiosity in his eyes.
You didn't know what to tell him other then lying "Well i- um" you stammered "You're not embarrassed about them, right?." yunho asked when he noticed how anxious you were getting.
"Yeah, a little bit" you took a deep breath, you pulled out you're phone and showed him a picture of you as a kid. he looked at for a moment then smiled "I don't see any problem with it" yunho said with confusion.
You scrolled through your phone until you found one from prom, and you showed it to yunho. He took in the photo he was seeing before he responed "Oh, oh, you looked..." he had an awkward smile on his face "What" you asked knowing exactly what he was gonna say, until he said something you haven't heard.
"You just don't look happy in that picture, and i don't like it" he put his hand on your back. "I like who you are now because I know that you're happier this way" yunho wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into one of his special hugs.
You would cry but yunho made you too happy to, that's what you loved most about him, and that's what he loves most about you.
Yeosang
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You and yeosang started working out together, nothing more sexy then seeing a muscle-y yeosang with an extra shine on his skin.
After more grueling exercise the two of you were taking a break and eating lunch together. "t-that was...alot to say the lest" he wiped sweat from his forehead with a rag and drank his shake.
"Yeah, I think im all worked out for the day" you smiled at him, mean while your sleeveless shirt puffed out and yeosang couldn't help but look "woah-" he admired your toned arms and chest, making you straighten yourself up and cross your arms over your chest.
"It's no secret your totally hot, even with scars" he laughed "Wait what scars??" yeosang made a confused face "the ones on your chest?"
"What- I don't-" "but you do?" he was getting concerned about the way you were suddenly so defensive. "Are you getting self conscious about yourself?-" "no it's just-" you felt you'd just ruined this nice day working out with yeosang by making him upset.
Yeosang came up to you and held your hand "What's wrong honey?" he asked in a sweet but worried tone making your heart sting a bit. but that made you realize this was stupid to keep from him.
"Those scars on my chest..." he looked intently at you "they're from top surgery... im transgender" yeosang pulled you into a hug while he stroked your muscles "that's nice. Im glad you're happy with who you are" he looked at you and gave your lips a quick kiss "and with me~"
You and him laughed about it and continued on with lunch "oh y/n!, can I see your abs again?...please?" his confidence faded to embarrassment when he asked, this caught you off guard but this was at KQ's gym after all, might as well give him some fan service.
"Sure" you lifted up your tank top for him, making him choke on his food for a second. you asking if he's okay until he answered "im fine...but not as fine as you~" you laughed at yeosang's cheesy pick up line and enjoyed the rest of the day with your boyfriend.
San
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San was having the best day of his life when you came out wearing some of his clothes, the way his clothes looked so baggy on you made him feel like he had to protect you at any cost.
"Cute~" was the only thing he could say in awe as he stared at you, you gave him a little spin "All of your stuff is so comfy~ it was hard to choose which to wear" you went up to him and threw your arms around his waist and hugged him tightly.
He pet your hair lightly "ill let you wear anything of mine if it makes you happy" he stroked your cheek and kissed your forehead. "Are you ready now?" you nodded your head and san began to walk you through the bouncy choreography.
The two of you were having a fun time and laughed whenever you made a mistake, or when he did. he was showing you how to go down for the chorus. "Then we do that for one, two, three, four. got it?" he demonstrated for you while he spoke "yeah I think so" san nodded then played it for you.
You started going down with the beats while san counted. but even though the shirt you were wearing provided some good ventilation, it was going down your chest more and more with each move.
"Oh-" san laughed out and paused the music. you laughed too with him and the shirt was falling off, revealing most of your chest. san noticed this and smirked when he walked toward you then noticed your scars. "What are those?" he pointed to your chest and you looked down.
"Oh" you pulled up your shirt "those are top surgery scars" san nodded then he suddenly got a look of surprise on his face "you're transgender!?" you put a thumbs up and smiled "Ooo that's cool, like pungja right? but just the other way around?" You nodded.
San picked you up in his arms and lifted you "no wonder you have such a feminine body" he teased you and ruffled your hair "That's why I kinda like wearing your clothes, they're good at hiding it when I want to" you giggled he squeezed you tightly.
"Well like I said, ill let you wear anything of mine if it makes you happy~" he kissed your cheek and put you down. "Alright now since you wanna know how, let me show you right now~".
Mingi
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Mingi had took you with him and the members while touring around, he really needed cuddles after performing his heart out and you were his stress reliever.
He walked into the hotel room and you were on your phone and he went straight to the shower after greeting you, having been covered in sweat while you waited quietly for him on the bed.
He came out of the bathroom with his pajamas on and his hair wet. you opened your arms out to him "come here princess~" you understood how tired he was and he flopped down on your side, his head on your shoulder as his hands moved around your body.
He was obviously much taller then you but he felt so small hugging your body. "I love you~" you told him and kissed his forehead while your hand held the back of his head. "I love-" mingi froze when his hand reached a small long bump on your chest, his sleepy eyes widened a bit.
You chuckled lightly at his reaction and you held his cheeks "those are just scars. im transgender, I used to be a woman so I got surgery to get a flat chest" you explained and he nodded "That's cool~ are you happy?" he asked in a deep sleepy voice. "Of course I am. im even more happy with myself after I met you~" you kissed him lightly on the lips.
He gave you his gummy smile and he cuddled you closer to your body, laying his head against your collarbone. you turned your body to him and wrapped your arms around his head and back.
"I love you" his voice was muffled against your chest. "I love you too princess~" he smiled and you turned the lamp off and the two of you fell asleep. your princess finally getting the sleep he needed while knowing you're happy.
Wooyoung
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"Come on babe!, let's go to the beach-each what they gonna say~" you heard him sing from down the hall while you were getting ready. you and wooyoung decided to go on a beach date when he had a break from promoting, and now that day was here.
You hurriedly searched for a swim shirt of any kind but to your dismay you couldn't find one. "im coming!" you threw on a shirt and run out the door with wooyoung.
At the beach you and wooyoung ate lunch that the two of you prepared together, after wooyoung finished he threw his shirt off and on your towels and booked it to the water, "Come on y/n!, let's cool off!" He yelled for you when he was in the water.
You grimaced nervously and walked over to the shore, you sat down and brought your legs to your chest. you felt the water lightly brush your feet. wooyoung raised his eyebrow at you "is something wrong babe?" he was confused by your actions.
"N-No.." you denied, but you knew wooyoung would keep pressing you til you dropped dead so you stood up and took your shirt off. you stepped into the water near wooyoung.
"See~, its not so-" he noticed your scars. "Babe?!, did something attack you in the water??. Is that why you were nervous?" he quickly stepped up to you and took your hands.
You chuckled lightly "No... im just transgender" you smile feeling your unease drip away. "Oh, well of course that's alright dummy" he hit your shoulder lightly. "I love you~" he said in a cheesy tone. "I love you too~"
He pecked your lips "I've never actually been to the beach without a shirt on sense surgery, i just get kinda nervous you know?" you admitted while the two of you were in calif deep in the water.
He smiled sweetly "I understand but lets not worry~. I promised to give you some of my confidence when we started dating..." he took a short pause to look in your eyes before he gave you a big smile "so come on lets go have fun!" He dragged you further into the water while the two of you laughed.
Jongho
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A sudden knock interrupted your thoughts while in a cracked voice you said "Come in". the door opened to jongho's handsome face making you straighten up and try to make it look like you weren't crying.
"I was told you weren't feeling alright" he explained himself and sat next to you giving you a kiss on the cheek. "Do you wanna talk about it?" he looked at you with pleading eyes.
He held your hand in his squeezing it gently until you gave in and started tearing up again, "If -i was different back when I was younger, would you still love me?" he stayed silent allowing you to continue. "I know I shouldn't care what people think, but i don't feel like ill be- anything to anyone, really. I hate how people looked at me---and still look at me---especially because I knew what they were thinking"
you took in some more fresh air and wiped some tears before jongho spoke "Why would people ever judge you?". you responded "because I didn't want to be what they wanted" he thought on that for a moment before he asked another "What did they want you to be?" his voice held nothing gentleness and compassion, instantly you felt safer.
"A girl they could control" you put your face on his shoulder and lightly sobbed, jongho wrapped his arms around you and helped control your breathing. he held you in his warm chest for awhile, until you pulled away.
"You don't have to deal with this alone, okay?... I'm sorry you didn't feel safe telling me before but," he paused for a minute and held out his pinky "Let's get through this together now, promise" you let out a light chuckle and interlocked pinkies with him.
His arms snaked around you while you held him tightly hoping to never release, jongho turned your head to him and he gave you a kiss you'd been dieing to get. his lips fit onto yours like a puzzle piece, and like a puzzle you were complete.
{Hi guyss~, I sadly couldn't finish my hongjoong x trans reader one shot I was writing for his birthday so ill be working on it and ill post it when its done or just work on some other fics, speaking of them ill probably do some sort of poll or vote for these other fics I really wanna write so that I know what y'all will wanna see next~~. I got inspired by @kittensyoonie I read their ateez x trans reader thing and I was inspired by them to write this. So thank you to them and also read theirs!. - 🃏}
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Grelle Sutcliff
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Submission reason:
author portrayed a trans woman reaaaally badly i heard she understood more later on but i have yet to read the manga sorry. but truly in the anime Grelle is NOT portrayed good PLEASE hear me
so grelle is canonically transfem, right? shes a very powerful character, being on-par with who i would consider the strongest character in kuro, yet her power and potential wasnt acted upon, and instead she was shown to be incompotent and only after attractive men such as sebastian. yana toboso, the creator of black butler, originally wrote her character with a lot of harmful queer stereotypes. one of those is the fact that she killed women out of jealousy because she couldnt give birth, yet these sex workers were throwing away what she saw as a gift through getting abortions. now, her characfter in the manga improved drastically since then, and yana has improved on her representation(although not fully, ill admit). this would be fine in my book, if she wasnt COMPLETELY SCREWED OVER IN THE ANIME. THE ANIME ONLY FOCUSED ON HER STEREOTYPES IN THAT FIRST ARC, AND KEPT ON BUILDING ON THEM. SHE WAS ASSIGNED A MALE VA AND HE WAS LITERALLY TOLD TO PLAY THE VOICE OF A STEREOTYPICAL GAY MAN. YOU SEE THE PROBLEM? THEN SHES CHARACTERIZED AS SOMEONE WHOS JUST CONSTANTLY HORNY AND ONLY WANTS TO SEE HOT MEN AND JUST HGKRGJRKGRH. SEASON ONE. EPISODE 11. THERES A NEW CHARACTER, A DEMON HOUND. THIS DEMON HOUND IS A GUY WHO CAN CHANGE FROM A HUGE DOG TO A NORMAL HUMAN MAN, YET HE COMPLETELY HAS THE MIND OF A DOG. HOW DOES GRELLE REACT? SHES COMPLETELY FUCKING ENTHRALLED BY THIS GUY. SHE FINDS HIM ATTRACTIVE, AND. UGHRGIH. I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT ITS JUST WEIRD AND NOT. HOW. SHE WOULD REACT. STILL EPISODE 11. THE MAIN CHARACTER, CIEL PHANTOMHIVE, WAS GIVEN AN ASSIGNMENT FROM QUEEN VICTORIA, WHICH REQUIRES HIM TO INVESTIGATE THIS PLACE WITH A BUNCH OF SENTIANT, LIFE-SIZED DOLLS AND ITS ALL WEIRD. CIEL NEEDS GRELLES HELP, SO HE ASKS HER TO GO TO THE BIG TOWER W THE DOLLS. GRELLE IS UNINTERESTED. CIEL COMPROMISES BY OFFERING HER A DEAL, WHERE IF SHE HELPS, SHE CAN HAVE SEBASTIAN FOR A WHOLE DAY, AND HE'LL DO WHATEVER SHE ASKS. AND SHE FUCKING AGREES. IM SHITTING MY PANTS OVER THIS. ALMOST THROUGHOUT THE REST OF THE ARC, IF SHE AND SEBASTIAN ARE IN THE SAME ROOM, SHE'LL ONLY CARE ABOUT SEBASTIAN. lets go to season 2! episode 3, the first episode she appears in for s2! she does not do her job correctly. this funny camera makes souls disappear if theyre killed by the flames it makes. does she care? not really! she just takes a picture with sebastian at the end of the episode and leaves. MANGA GRELLE WOULD NOT DO THAT. THE GRELLE I KNOW. WOULDNT DO THAT. this is very not sorted <3 i feel very passionately about this though <3
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i want her carnally
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dogboyjackkennedy · 3 months
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so, because i'm considering making a comic about The Prologue of Dsaf (basically, everything that happened pre-Dsaf 1, as well as maybe a little bit into the beginning of Dsaf 1), at least my headcanons for it, i thought i'd just list a few in text form, 'cause some of them might not be too clear whenever i get this comic made:
Dee's hair is darker than Jack's, and Peter's is darker than Dee. all of their hair colors are a different shade of red/ginger.
Peter moved out of Jack and Dee's house when he got engaged to Caroline.
Dee is quite literally just as chaotic as Jack is. makes sense, given he was the one she was around the most.
Jack told Dee that if anyone was being a dick to her (or was, in any way, trying to seriously hurt her), she could just bite them. maybe also scratch them like a cat. yes, Jack did (and still does, kinda) bite people. why do you think he taught her how to do that?
so, i've mentioned a couple of times how Jack is a trans man. he had a nickname, "Jackie," which was uh. a shortened version of his deadname. technically, he was only fully comfortable with Dee, Peter, and Caroline calling him that, but he didn't really protest when his employers/coworkers would call him that, and would even encourage them to do so, because, in his eyes, it's better than being referred to by his deadname.
Jack got a job at Fredbear's as a technician and nightguard when Peter moved out, a few months before Dee's murder.
Henry was actually the first employer of Jack's who both actually called him "Jack" and referred to him as a guy. Jack, at the time, viewed this as a good sign that this job would work out perfectly fine.
Jack and Dave actually talked a few times and would ""jokingly"" flirt with each other. this may or may not have also been the thing that got both of them to realize that they aren't straight.
Jack actually bought Dee a small stuffed kitten as a birthday present, a little red bow wrapped around its neck. nowadays, he uses it as a reminder of who he's doing all of this for.
Dee understood that Jack and Peter had to work so much to support her, but it still made her sad :(
neither Jack nor Peter were going to be able to be with Dee for her birthday due to work, so they both decided to schedule a birthday party for her at Fredbear's, so that she could still have a good day :]
Jack dropped her off, promised he'd be back at around six, and that they could even have a little birthday celebration at home that night before Jack had to leave for work. he'd even bring chocolate cupcakes, her favorite! he kisses her head, tells her goodbye, and then leaves. i believe we all know the rest from there.
Jack, on the night he died, wanted to check the cameras to see if there was any footage of Dee or the other children before they went missing. sure enough, there was.
also that night, before Jack went to do his job, he noticed a visible bite mark, as well as scratches, on Henry's arm. upon pointing it out, Henry tried lying and claiming that he just simply got attacked by a dog. Jack, a dog owner himself, told Henry he didn't believe him; he knows what a dog bite looks like, after all.
(looks like Dee took his advice, doesn't it?)
look, when i say that The Real Fredbear assigned Jack to be a partial dogboy, i'm not joking. he's got dog teeth now, he can literally make dog sounds (may or may not be based off of the Confusing Ending for Dsaf 2), he's got paw pads (kinda), he has claws. like, he might not have ears or a tail, but trust me: he's kinda sorta part dog now.
Henry: "So you see, William, I have the guy right here-" (suit is incredibly fucking empty, almost like nothing was ever in there to begin with) Henry: "..." William: "So...where's he at? Did you move 'im-?" Henry: "Fuck."
Peter blames Jack in the sense of "Why weren't you there to protect her?" the only reason Peter didn't let Jack stay with him was because he knew the police would be looking for him.
Jack scratched the word "LIAR" into Henry's car, and smashed the glass.
Peter may or may not have sued to clear his brother's name. and he did it by using the undeniable evidence of: JACK'S LITERAL BOSS SAYING THAT HE WAS WORKING THAT DAY AND COULDN'T HAVE COMMITTED THE MURDER. SERIOUSLY, HE SAW THE GUY WORKING NONSTOP ALL DAY HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK WOULD HE HAVE SOMEHOW SLIPPED AWAY TO COMMIT AN ACTUAL MURDER-
Peter began to suspect that Henry was hiding something. he got a job at a Freddy's location to get close enough to Henry to get the man to spill the beans. unfortunately, he died before that could happen.
however, what he witnessed on the day of his death...it did make him realize that Henry wasn't just hiding something: he was the motherfucker that killed Dee and tried to frame his brother.
Peter died having finally learned the truth...and then immediately had his memory wiped-
Jack and Henry nearly crossed paths several times. it's lucky for Henry that they never did, though; because Jack wanted to rip that fucker apart himself, consequences be damned.
i already have. another post talking about Blackjack specifically. go see that for details.
pretty much all of the Kennedy siblings after they died: FUCK Henry, all of my homies HATE Henry!!
that's about it for now. this is all stuff PRE-Dsaf 1. who knows when i'll get the beginning of the comic finished, but i'll try and work on it later. enjoy the headcanons in the meantime. :]
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tentacletdick · 3 months
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Hiya tentacletdick,
I'd like to know your answers for the unusual asks questions 5, 6, 9 and 28?
And for this or that 4 and 6.
Thanks in advance
UA 5. Something you did in bed and would NEVER do again?
pee. im not into watersports, and as a child i had issues with bedwetting so the idea of doing it again just brings me back to that uncomfortable time
UA 6. Something you did in bed and would LOVE to do again?
i have not actually done a ton in bed so this is just gonna be like. jacking off i guess.
UA 9. Look around yourself. You are EXTREMELY horny. What unusual object are you using to get off?
7x7x7 rubiks cube. lots of fun textures and twisting to grind against
UA 28. What does your ideal one night stand look like?
ooo i dunno... im not super into the idea of a one night stand, if im gonna have sex with someone i kinda want it to be ~special~ (which i know is a little corny and influenced by Society or whatever but it's how i personally feel).
BUT i can play pretend. okay hmmm. maybe im out with some friends at a drag show or gay bar or similar, and there's this really beautiful trans person across the bar and we keep stealing glances at one another. i work up the courage to buy them a drink and we hit it off, with the encouragement of my friends. we head out and fuck very sensually.
ToT 4. Take Erotic photos of someone or Let someone take erotic photos of you?
definitely taking the photos. ive actually been into photography as a hobby since i was about 16, and i've further developed the skill in university. i'm far more comfortable and confident behind the camera than i am in front of it
ToT 6. Creampie or Throatpie?
creampie for sure. for some reason preforming oral squicks me out sometimes. could change in the future so im not completely opposed to it but i think im more comfortable with a creampie
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sebrrari · 2 years
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YOU BASTARD !!!!!! WHY WOULD YOU !!!!BRING MARK INTO THIS!!!!!!!!!! dmaaged im damaged we gotta man down
bom what have you dONE (i mean i started it but know that i am partially blaming u)
(trans!seb/mark webber ficlet under the cut in which aston martin did the crop top debauchery instead of mclaren; content info under cut as well 😘)
mark's sitting on a stool getting mic'ed up for broadcast when he sees it - seb walking around in a ridiculous aston martin green crop top and his ever-present baggy shorts. he's being trailed by three cameras and seven team staff, so it's clearly for some kind of promo. that doesn't make it any less inconveniently sexy.
(content info: trans male character, slut shaming, rough sex, unprotected penetrative sex; unbeta'd and rushed as fuck so let's just take it all with a grain of salt 🥴)
by the time seb gets back to his driver's room after the session, there's a text from mark with two words: keep it.
easy enough. he bites the inside of his cheek, rolls his eyes, and stuffs the shirt into his bag.
when seb's finally released from debrief (late, as always; mostly his own fault, as always), he bikes over to the side entrance of mark's hotel and lets himself into the suite. mark's not there yet, so seb perches on the edge of the bed and shucks his sweater off. he's fiddling with the rainbow patch on the side of the vest when the door swings open and mark enters. he spots seb immediately, eyes narrowing.
he rakes his gaze over every inch of seb’s exposed skin - his toned arms, his pale, deceptively soft stomach, the gorgeous blonde hairs that dust his body. mark will never tire of sight, whether it’s in a tasteless, sexy crop top or pajamas - it’s the fact that it’s seb.
"mate," mark says. "what the fuck have you been wearing?"
seb looks at him innocently, raising an eyebrow. "what, you don't like it?"
mark crosses the room with quick strides, grabs seb by the sequined collar and scowls down at him.
"i didn't say that," mark growls, then pushes seb until his back hits the mattress. he makes quick work of both their clothes, save for the gaudy vest. but when seb starts wriggling his way up the bed and spreads his legs, mark stops him with a hand clenched high on his thigh.
"nah, babe," mark leers. "i wanna watch you do some work." seb can't hide the shivery thrill that rocks through him. he rolls to make room for mark on the bed, then straddles him and pouts until mark gives him a quick, biting kiss that goes straight to his cock.
seb sighs as he eases himself down onto mark's dick, his pussy opening up easily for him. he's so deep, so fast that it's right between pain and pleasure - his favorite line to toe with mark.
mark wastes no time in grabbing seb's hips to bounce him punishingly fast on his dick. his grip digs into a fading bruise on seb's hipbone - seb yelps and his cunt squeezes around mark's length.
"is there anyone in the paddock who didn't see you in that fucking shirt today? do you think they imagined you like this, sebi?" mark asks in a furious murmur. seb punches out a shocked noise at the thought, his dick swelling and his core tightening. mark hums and skirts his hands up until they're under the shirt, cupping seb's pecs and twisting his nipples.
"fuck, mark," seb cries out. "don't care about them."
"no?" mark prods. "then why did you walk around like that? just to cool yourself off? sure." mark digs his nails into the smooth skin of seb's chest and drags down to his stomach, making welts appear all the way down his skin to where his bush begins.
"you wanted them to see, huh?" mark coos meanly between filthy, hot slaps of their bodies meeting. he bends his knees to get more leverage, and seb moans deep in his throat and shakes his head wildly, but it's no use - mark presses on. "christ, you're a slut."
a sob catches in seb's throat and his eyes screw shut. the top is itching against his hot skin but he's so wound up it barely registers beneath the way he's prickling with need all over.
"knew it," mark smirks, his eyes blown near-black and his thrusts growing brutal and unforgiving. it's an onslaught that fills seb up and wrings him back out just as fast, like his body wants to take and give and take some more.
seb drops down onto all fours so he's hovering over mark, his ass out and his hair falling into his eyes. the change in angle makes it easier for mark to fuck up into his cunt just right, hitting where seb needs it. it's a rush of sensation that hooks around him and pulls until he's right on the edge.
"please, mark," seb sobs.
"yeah, alright," mark allows through gritted teeth. "go on, babe."
seb locks his right elbow and reaches his left hand down between his folds to gather their pre come on his fingers, uses it to ease the friction as he strokes his cock faster, pressing in harder and harder until it hurts. sensations clash in his gut until pleasure sublimates into bliss and he starts pulsing around mark and quaking.
mark keeps his pace up, slides into seb wet and fast. seb's panting and flushed from his face down his neck. the arm he's supporting himself with wobbles and threatens to give out - mark grunts and skims his hands up seb's body until they're under the vest again. he thumbs at seb's nipples and the thin scars just off to the side like he can pull the blush down to meet his fingers, then flexes his wrists and holds seb up from below by the chest.
the over-stimulation and the feeling of being at mark's mercy makes seb whine and squirm, and he lets out a high, reedy wail as he feels mark start to come inside him. seb rocks to grind back on mark's dick, rutting his slick cunt back and forth to make mark shake.
when he finally comes down, mark wraps his arms around seb's waist and pulls him down flush, chest to chest, the cheap material of the vest catching on their sweaty skin and fine hairs.
"so when you said keep it..." seb mumbles into mark's neck, catching his breath.
mark chuckles and pushes seb up so he can pull out delicately.
"oh yeah, you're keeping it," he answers. seb drops to the mattress and curls into mark's side. mark hums, bites seb’s shoulder gently just because he can, then starts pulling up the sheets around them. 
“you staying, baby?”
“yeah,” seb answers lazily, “spoon me.” 
mark does, happily. they have to send the vest to the cleaners - it's worth it.
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joyridingmp3 · 1 year
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interesting show. nice to hear songs that i've listened to for the last 6ish years live. was weird seeing him and his tattoos and outfits doing his little dances in the flesh because im so used to having seen him through my computer or phone for the last decade. felt surreal. harry picked up the rainbow and trans flags which i know he does like at every show but as someone who had otra harry rainbow flag as their phone bg before they were out to anyone it meant a lot to see it in person. kiwi and tpwk went off!!!! wish he did medicine but was still cool! idk though... he's lovely and kind but i felt like he didnt have the stage presence i expected. it felt very like....rehearsed and inauthentic and obviously manufactured (as youd expect most artists to be). but it's almost like you could see him saying to himself "you're on stage, don't forget to smile all the time because the cameras are watching" and things like "okay. now i'm going to do or say this so that everyone thinks x of me'" which like is fine and i'm obviously not hating someone who wants to be perceived well. esp with today's culture. he has done so much for me these last almost 10 years. but it didn't feel genuine and it's hard to even explain how you could Feel that, but i could. overall still a really cool show! but just different to what i anticipated i guess which is fine. very full circle moment though. i have no idea who daryl is though but everyone seemed to enjoy whatever all that was. never heard that song. the live guitar was INSANE though i was starstruck!! couldn't help but look at the crowd and the stage and hear the music and think to myself like 'i have to do this. i have to'
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oh I have to write this dream dowm
-my uncle giving my mom a special camera to photograph the pitaya flowers at night
- i was at this dystopian mad max fury road quarry looking place where everything was so muddy and they held all these people to work on the mines or something and it was really scary cause periodically I think at the end of the shift you had to bring everything all the clay minerals you collected and also fruit or any other food or gift you could to the boss but they like left you to your own devices there meaning it was survival of the fittest if you weren't smartest or fastest or if you were too kind you would end up with nothing... they had some celebrities there .. loona was there some pokemon were there i think some r&b singer from the early 2000s but idr who some ppl I went to school with it was kind of like a super strict boarding magical school and people were sent there as some sort of vague punishment I guess we were all excommunicated from the rest of society for some vague reasons... and this one influencer girl who was super rich got there and was like idc im going to post about all of this and she got up on some sort of indoor balcony that was close to the ceiling and got on the mic and started yelling and and the secretary was introducing her was like we advise people not to scream and then the amplifiers on the ceiling like exploded on her and she fell from the balcony hit her head and was acting like all traumatized bc of that and then they found out who the girl who told her all the gossip and took her away.. but anyways back to the end of shift offerings it was like my first one and i didn't get anything and was super nervous bc i was watching the ceremony and even people with decent gift were being humiliated and the loona members were reassuring me a little bit ;_; but when it got to my turn i was judged as a legendary Pokemon (that doesn't exist it was a sun/cog pokemon) so i was sent to another room because legendary pokemon were met with wayyy lower standards and I was let go just fine but i ended up finding a way out of there somehow and i was at this dark street where all the concerned relatives and friends of the people inside were waiting for them.. oh there was this whole thing about the people inside telling us that we could live at any time but if we did we would become forgotten/forsaken from everyone else's memory.. which made everyone really scary but that's when I found out that was a lie because everyone was there waiting for them and from a distance we could see this one trans woman (she looked like stasha sanchez telling them that she used to be inside as well and that they should fight to free their loved ones and i think that made them start a rebellion then idk what happened but they started transforming into monsters and zombies but they were just wearing Halloween costumes! But they really became inhuman undead monsters and wanted to kill people even their loved ones that they helped escape it was either kill or be killed so we had to kill them and everything went back to normal it was like the evil tyrannical academy never existed
-then i after all that we were walking down the street just appreciating all the peace and quiet and then we came across some sort of party on the street it was like carnival we approached it and got into it met some people and i started lip syncing a duet with this random girl next thing i know i was being recorded for a music video (?) and i was the star of it xDd then some celebrities start popping out and then boom KYLIE MINOGUE comes out grabs me by my hands and makes me do a twirl and I'm screaming to all my friends omg i can't believe Kylie minogueeeeee then after some time I'm walking home and i was already famous everyone was talking about me and like this dude recognized me and hit on me
sorry for the long post on your dash ^_^;;
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reusedtrashcan · 3 years
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Jschlatt x reader: Love Game
ALRIGHTY!!! Finally, i have moved my smut from Wattpad to here. if you still use wattpad (i dont cause im an adult now,) you can follow me @reusedtrashcan!
I'm a trans boy, so the reader in this is trans but hasn't transitioned yet. I really want to, but I'm terrified to get it. Anyways, have a boy with titties and a VV.
  !SMUT!
"Y/N, ITS 9AM, CALM DOWN!" my lover, Johnathan Schlatt, shouts from the other room. I giggle quietly as I whisper to my twitch chat.
"I think I woke the bear up... I'll be riight back!" I stand up from my black and white gaming chair, making my way to mine and Schlatt's room, our orange tabby named Jambo following close behind me. I slowly open our door and peak in, seeing my king facing away from the door. I hold back a giggle as I see his medium length brown hair sticking up in tufts. Jambo wanders in, jumping on the bed and laying by his fathers feet.I walk over to the bed, climbing next to him, my 5'6" body body tiny compared to his 6'3" figure. I wrap my arm around his waist and set my head on his arm. "Johnny, I'm lonely... Come stream with me..." I whisper in his ear as I rub his chest and stomach. He groans, rolling over and throwing one arm over my waist, the other traveling up to play with my short blue hair. "Why not cuddle with me instead?" he mumbles tiredly, his morning voice deep and gravely. I giggle. "Because, I'm busy doing my job and streaming for 16k people who are waiting for me to return right now." I whisper sweetly, cupping his face, my hand resting on his 'mutton chop'. I lean forward and kiss him on the nose before standing up and straightening my 'Unus Annus' hoodie. He flips on his back and stretches before placing his hands behind his head, watching me as I fix myself in our full body mirror. "Whatcha' looking at, Punk?" I ask, faking an attitude. He laughs, standing up and walking over to me. He places his large hands on my hips, leaning close to my ear." I was admiring what's ~mine~." he whispers as one of his hands slides to my ass, squeezing it, making me gasp. He turns around and walks to our closet."I'll be out in a minute. Don't miss me too much..." he hums as I turn around, heading out of our room, a blushing mess. I walk back into the streaming room, looking directly at the camera before checking the chat. They are all asking where Johnathan is. "Schlatt will be here soon, he's getting ready so he looks like a pretty princess.'' I say laughing as I stand up straight. "What?" I hear him ask from behind me before I feel him wrap his arms around me, leaning down to bury his face in my neck. "Nothing Love..." I say as I smile, placing my hand on his head. He stands up, looking at my chat, who is spamming my 'AW POG' emote. He laughs before leaving the room again, probably to grab food or something.
~TIME SKIP~ Sighing as I end my stream, I sit back, feeling a presence behind me. I look up to see Johnathan looking down at me, smirking. He pokes my forehead, looking further down me before I realize why. I quickly pull my hoodie up a bit before giggling. He sighs and moves his attention to my computer screen, watching as I put my favorite playlist on. "How to Save a Life" by The Fray starts playing as Schlatt walks around the chair, picking up my small body and sitting down, setting me on his lap. I lean my head into his chest, enjoying the moment. After about 20 minutes of just sitting there listening to music and cuddling, he finally speaks as I wiggle down further into his crotch, trying to get comfortable. "Y/N..." he says, I shift again, which made him groan. "Y/N, stop moving." I gasp a bit as I realize what I did. I quickly try to hop up, but he wraps his arms around my waist, keeping me in place as he rubs against me, putting his head in the crook of my neck. (authors note, I'm writing this in Science class) Feeling his shallow breaths against my neck as he tries to keep in groans, our roommate Connor asleep in the next room. He continues to grind against me as he gets rougher, making me moan. He places his hand against my mouth as he gives one more hard grind before bending me forward and pushing me against my desk. He leans over me, grinding again, and whispering to me. "Next time Y/N, watch how you move, alright? Now, Prince, be a good slut for daddy."I nod my head and he chuckles, leaning back up, running his hands over my ass. He suddenly smacks it, making me gasp. He runs his hands up my hips, flipping me around and lifting me to sit on the desk and spreading my legs apart a little, stepping in between them as he takes my hoodie off. He immediately starts sucking, leaving hickeys on my neck. I moan as he gropes my boob with one hand, his other traveling into my pants. (I'm now in ELA class... hah) He sets me on my feet, looking at me impatiently. I quickly pull my pants down, leaving me only in my underwear and him fully dressed. He only looks at me with dominance. "Everything off Y/N." I look at him, rocking on my heels, feeling a bit bratty. Mistake. He wraps his hand around my neck and I hear a very familiar click. My eyes widen as I rush to take my panties off. "Good boy~" he hums, picking me up as I wrap my legs around him. He presses me against a wall to hold me up with one hand, using the other to take his throbbing member out of his pants. I whine as I feel it brush against me. He chuckles, brushing it against my opening, teasing me. I moan and he covers my mouth with his large hand as he pushes into me, letting out a soft groan. He slowly pumps, knowing he's driving me crazy. I whine and he lifts his hand from my mouth, wrapping it around my throat. "What do you want, baby?" he asks, smirking. I choke back moans. "Please..." I say, out of breath as he continues his teasing pace. "Please what baby boy? Use your words~" he purrs. "Please.... please... f-faster... h-harder..." I quietly say as he smiles crazily. Suddenly he slams into me, making me scream as he places his hand back on my throat. "Happily!" he laughs as he continues slamming into me. You can clearly hear my moans through his hand as I feel the burning knot start to build in my stomach. His pace stays just as ravaging as he groans. At the sound of his groan the knot in my stomach snaps as I cum on him. He continues pounding at the same pace. He looks down and his lip curls up. "Did I say you could cum, slut?" he spits, picking up his pace and throwing his head back. I begin to cry as the overstimulation overcomes my body. He keeps his pace as my tears roll down his hands, my screams sounding as though they aren't even muffled.
As I begin to come down from my high, I feel my second orgasm start to build up. I start whining to tell Schlatt so I don't get in trouble. He laughs.
"Do you really think i should let you cum?" he questions, removing his hand from my mouth again and grabbing a fist full of my hair, his thrusts getting sloppier. I nod rapidly. At that, he grins. "Beg"
"P-please... please Daddy, please let me cum, Ill be good! Please" I plead in-between moans. He chuckles, letting go of my hair and stroaking my cheek softly. "Good boy~ Cum with me~"
As his thrusts become harder and sloppier, I cum again. Seconds after I feel him release ropes of his seed inside of me. He pulls out, shifting me into bridal position as I feel his cum dripping out of me. He quickly throws a blanket over me as I lay my head on his chest. He carries me out the office and into the bathroom, setting me in the tub and starting the warm water. He momentarily leaves the room to grab me new clothes, and I hear Connor outside the door., making me giggle.
"Next time Schlatt, keep it down."
(If you want, dm some story ideas. ill take some.)
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saltysalmonkid · 2 years
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Im still thinking abt the tma dark office comedy thing so heres some random disjointed ideas ive put together:
They kinda do this in the show already but i think it wld be funny if all of them abused the fuck out of the fact that elias cant rlly fire them so they literally dont turn up to work unless they hv to bc theyre itching for it again. Like straight up dont even call in sick they just stay home and laze around with no warning
Melanie and elias hv a fun little tom and jerry thing going on. Every ep she surreptitiously tries to kill him but he always escapes by a hair.
Literally everybody assumes that elias and peter lucas were exes no matter what elias says they cant be convinced and elias is like jon you shld Know im not his ex and jon goes u guys did fuck tho?? And when tim hears he makes fun of elias for a week straight. (Jon doesnt actually Know that he just said it to fuck w elias but judging by his reaction it was probably true)
Also in general their behaviour is very ex- like. Elias is stiff and awkward around peter lucas and peter keeps making little jabs at elias everytime he talks about him. Like the tension is so thick whenever both of them are in the room.
This was stolen from a wwdits/tma crossover fic (thats fucking hilarious btw, go read it its called gaslight gatekeep girlboss LMAO) but jon so DESPERATELY wants to do the The Office deadpan look into the camera thing but everytime he does it the cameras static out and hes very upset about it
Mentioned in my previous post but i think it wld be so funny if ppl all thought helen was just a trans woman like shed be explaining like "yea so i used to be michael-" and then basira or whoever wld be like "noooo queen u were always helen!!1!" and shed be like 🧍‍♂️nvm
Daisy is always dragging arnd dead bodies casually like shed just pass by the office w a body and jon wld be like oh another one without looking up frm his book and shed be like lol fuck off
Everytime jon gets flustered the cameras static out like he'll brush hands w martin or smth and the the screen will suddenly go black and hell be like uhmm. Lol oops that was nothing lmaooaoaooo dont worry about it thats just my Powers Growing or something lol.
People keep going to jon whenever they lose something and its getting v annoying for him so he starts making them pay him. Like 2 bucks per item or something. And he uses the money to fuel his coffee addiction.
Theres an ep where the documentary crew interview the ppl who arent frm the archives and theyre all like normal ass people. Like the receptionists like yeah. Idk theyre weird they all look like theyre one incident away frm a mental brekdown we all kinda keep away frm them and then theres a hard cut to her inching slowly around the hallway where jon is standing motionlessly muttering to himself, his eyes glowing green.
Again mentioned in my previous post but elias just randomly materialises behind ppls backs sometimes and everyone is startled by it but jon. Hes just like get out frm behind me u creep. Fucking hell. But elias has been stabbed by daisy twice frm doing that to her so hes stopped.
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vive-la-revolution · 2 years
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okay crush 2/2 let’s goooo 😭
also this crush is a guy lmao so like. can you tell i am bisexual adjjdjjfhdjsh
okay lets GO woot wooooot
okay so he’s like, in my current class and i hadn’t met him before literally did not know who he was lol. this school year started off online so i barely interacted with him bc of the invisible wall between girls and guys and also eh? also didn’t know what he looked like outside of zoom calls with terrible quality also who tf turns their camera on amr
anyways yes i come to physical school for the first time honestly don’t find him very attractive, acknowledge his existence and the fact that i want to steal his gender (holy shit hes so gender omg) and move on with life because i have better things to do so
did i mention he is so gender?? jsut like, the way he moves the way he talks and Exists?? his like, general existence?? bro gimme ur gender rn why do u have this much gender. pure homophobia.
also like. two seconds after i saw him irl i was like oh this man is a homosexual. this boy right here? gay. (yes this is the guy i just posted about) also getting some kinda trans vibes but not sure about that hes definitely gay/bi tho
but yeah i didn’t care about him much so ye sjdjfj the cis boys scare me tbh 😭
then like one day in like november or early december right, i was sitting in the science lab and like vibing and listening to the teacher and this guy and his group of straight boy friends enter the classroom and i catch myself staring at him which has happened a few times before but i’m like oh it’s just gender envy :) and now i can’t take my eyes off him and i’m like. oh fuck. oh fuck. oh fuck i’m SCREWED huh i, aryan rahul alexander, am absolutely totally and completely screwed
anyways yes ajsjajd. it’s not really as intense as my last crush since i have stronger crushes on girls and just like vagueish crushes on guys but i get nervous when he’s around and havr to stop myself from staring at him sjdjfhf
and yknow the absolutely fucking wildest thing? he isn’t even attractive 😭 and yet i am attracted to him. what is this sorcery i’m. he’s literally jsut like some guy with like average features WHY AM I ATTRACTED TO HIM @ MYSELF YO ARYAN WTF 😭 yknow when aros say “allos describe romantic attraction as so confusing and weird wtf” IT IS LIKE THAT @ MY BRAIN YO WHY R U LIKE THIS
anyways yeah his friend (the guy who wanted to be bi) hangs out with my friends since my friend is friends with the guy who had a crush on her who’s friends with both the other guys (confusing i know) and my other friends were in another class so he was hanging around the area of their tables (i was there) and my crush came over and i was like HHHHH aryan breathe in out in out HsgwrafakeiUgsgdjaiwydh
anyways yes istg when covid is over and we can’t keep our masks on im totally screwed bc with the mask off hes literally. hes literally. hes. HHHHHH
😭 well that’s my crushes enjoy my gay rambling lmao sjdhsjdjfj
BESTIE AHDHGJDJSJSJS
once the masks come off you have my 2000% permission to come and scream in my inbox u r in over ur head
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The Stolen Umbrella || Weddings & Funerals --- ꒰ ch. 2 -> just like old times ꒱
A Diego Hargreeves x F!Reader Series
❛      'Our world is changing.' [Reginald] bellows, his intimidating aura strong enough to silence the large crowd of people, all they can hear now in the silences in between are the shutters of cameras. 'Has changed. There are some among us gifted with abilities far beyond ordinary. I have adopted seven such children.'
    The man steps aside, arm sweeping out as he declares his children to the world.
    'I give you the inaugural class of the Umbrella Academy.' ❜
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heads up: because i'm going back & updating viktor's pronouns (but also not wanting to take away his coming out) i put his coming out at an earlier time in their lives: sometime after the academy's public debut & sometime before five's disappearance. so their will be the smallest mention of that without misgendering him in the 3rd person. if you wish me to change this &/or do what im doing for my other tua fic, please let me know! i only wish to handle this in a way that respects trans identities as well as the character we all know and love! thank you & i hope you enjoy this chapter <3
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    𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐘 𝐎𝐅 the Umbrella Academy sits quietly in pensive silence. They are scattered around the living room, aside from Klaus who is across from them at the bar, pouring himself a drink. After several beats of awkward silence, Luther rises to his feet and looks around the room at his siblings.
    "Um, I guess we should get this started." He says, for the first time in their lives he speaks before them with a timid and unsure composure. "So I figured we could have a sort of memorial service, in the courtyard at sundown. Say a few words, just at Dad's favorite spot."
    A look of surprise crosses Allison's face as she speaks for the remainder of their siblings. "Dad had a favorite spot?"
    Luther nodded, speaking as if it was as obvious as the sun rising in the morning and setting in the evening.
    -"Yeah,"
    -"Yeah,"
    Luther and Viktor share an awkward look with their siblings, both of them quickly realizing they were the only ones to know about this. Viktor ducks his head back down into his lap, not at all anxious to start anything back up but Luther was none the wiser.
    "Yeah," Luther repeated, clearing his throat as he returned his attention to Allison. "you know? Under the oak tree?"
    He quickly notices a look of pained absence in his sibling's faces—Viktor merely rolls his eyes to himself, not speaking a word and Luther's confusion grows. "We used to sit out there all the time. None of you ever did that?"
    Before anyone could correct him, Klaus strolled across the room to join them, cigarette and his latest drink in hand as he spoke.
    "Will there be refreshments?" He asks, looking from Luther to his sister and brother in search of a seat. "Tea? Scones? Cucumber sandwiches are always a winner."
    "What?" Luther scoffs, shaking his head. "No. And put that out. You know Dad didn't allow smoking in here."
    Allison speaks up next in an accusatory tone towards her brother in what she wished was the first of such habits. "Is that my skirt?"
    "What?" Klaus asks, twirling around to face his sister before his face lights up excitedly. "Oh, yeah, this. I found it in your room. It's a little dated, I know, but it's very breathy on the, uh, bits."
    "Listen up." Luther snaps, impatient with the wandering attention of his siblings. "Still some important things that we need to discuss, alright?"
    "Like what?" Diego asks dryly from his seat by the hearth.
    Luther looks to his brother knowingly, their previous conversation in mind. "Like the way he died."
    Diego drops his head in annoyance, muttering. "And here we go."
    "I don't understand," Viktor says, breaking loose from his timidness and into old habits as Klaus takes a seat next to him. "I thought they said it was a heart attack."
    "Yeah, according to the coroner."
    "Well, wouldn't they know?"
    "Theoretically."
    "Theoretically?" Asks Allison.
    "I'm just saying, at the very least, something happened." Luther sighed. "The last time that I talked to Dad, he sounded strange."
    Klaus leaned farther into the couch, his head thrown back. His voice comes out through gargles in a high-pitched voice. "Oh, quelle surprise!"
    Everyone, including Allison, shrugs it off turning back to Luther. "Strange how?"
    "He sounded on edge. Told me I should be careful who to trust." He looks to Viktor, unsure. "Vik, I know you two had a falling out, okay?"
    This only pulled a sigh from Viktor as he rises off the couch, snatching Klaus's drink from his hands in the process, and begins to pace. Klaus lets out a small whine as he watches with a pout as his brother takes an anxious gulp from his drink as he crosses to the mantle. "but did he say anything to you? Did he reach out at all, recently?"
    Viktor swallows the gulp of mango margarita with a surprised wince, his fingers curling anxiously around the cup as he heaved a heavy sigh at his brother. "I hate to burst your bubble Luther, but Dad had a little too much pride for that. There's no way in hell he'd be the first to reach out, to 'come crawling back', so to speak,"
    Luther shifts on his feet. "Well, he had to have said something. I mean—"
    "Luther," Diego begins, grabbing everyone's attention as he rises to his feet and inches towards the taller man. "he was a paranoid, bitter old man who was starting to lose what was left of his marbles."
    "No. He must have known something was going to happen." Luther states with a clenched jaw, and he turns his focus to Klaus. "Look, I know you don't like to do it, but I need you to talk to Dad."
    Klaus's eyes widen, all trace of his nonchalant attitude vaporized. He silently points to himself shocked. Off to the side, Allison scoffs taking a drink, knowing where this is about to go.
    Klaus shakes his head, bewildered at Luther's request as he leans forward. "I can't just call Dad in the afterlife and be like, 'Dad, could you just, stop playing tennis with Hitler for a moment and take a quick call?'"
    "Since when? That's your thing."
    "I'm not in the right... frame of mind." He defends, struggling for words.
    "You're high?" Allison offers.
    "Yeah!" He cheers, breaking out into a nervous laugh. "Yeah! I mean, how are you not, listening to this nonsense?"
    "Well, sober up, this is important." Luther barks, eliciting a tired sigh from Klaus. "Then there's the issue of the missing monocle."
    Growing abrasive, Diego snaps. "Who gives a shit about a stupid monocle?"
    "Exactly. So whoever took it, I think it was personal." Luther says, turning to rest his glare on Diego before bringing it around the room to each of his siblings. "Someone close to him. Someone with a grudge."
    "Where are you going with this?" Klaus gaped.
    Diego turns on their "number one", glaring up at him pointedly. "Isn't it obvious, Klaus? He thinks one of us killed Dad."
    A soft, barely audible grunt escapes Luther at the accusation, and yet no words come to deny it. He looks around lost at all the broken faces of his betrayed siblings, clearly not wanting to believe he would even consider such things. But as they watch him stand there in silence, it's with heavy hearts they realize just how deep Reginald's hooks are in their brother.
    "You do!" Klaus gasps breathlessly.
    "How could you think that?" Viktor asks, inching forward as several objects all across the house began to rattle.
    Everyone looks to Viktor anxiously, knowing how destructive his anger could be having grown up in competition with him. Luther gulps but does not back away. He eyes Viktor cautiously, authority written on his face but fear evident in his eyes.
    "Viktor," he eases.
    The dark brown tufts of hair on his forehead begin go twitch from an invisible wind, and the shaking grows with his threatening look. "What?" He seethes.
    "I—" Luther gulps, eyes darting momentarily to the watchful but reluctant eyes of their siblings. "I'm not jumping to any conclusions, I just want to cover all our bases. Look at possibilities—"
    "Like me murdering Dad?"
    The house shakes harder and with more fury as he inches closer to Luther. "Cause I'm too unhinged, right? I might lose control? I mean, hey,"
    He looks around bitterly at all her siblings, any hope of burying the topic with any of them long gone. "it's happened before so why wouldn't it make sense; I finally snapped and murdered Dad. Or maybe,"
    The house was now shaking so hard Luther had begun to lose his footing, and the others stumbled for something to hold onto. Luther gave him a fearful look, abandoning any effort to hide his fear of his brother. "Viktor—" he tried, but he kept pacing and the world kept shaking with him as he paced back and forth too angered to care.
    "maybe it wasn't. Maybe one of our siblings did it? Cause we all have a motive right? Cause pushing us all away and pinning his death on one of us is just a bit easier for you to swallow than the fact that we are finally free from that manipulative bastard and we can all finally try and be equal. Huh?"
    "Viktor!"
    "What?!"
    He looks around at the house in fear, several things from the shelves and decor fell far from the walls. Glass pitchers and frames fell to the floor and shattered, finally snapping Viktor out of his anger and bringing attention to the tremors happening all around them.
    "Just calm down, alright?" Luther tries, all of them still stumbling to maintain their balance.
    Viktor meets Luther's gaze with a look he cannot quite place, but Luther does note the tears that had pooled in his brother's eyes and had already streaked his cheeks. Viktor shakes his head softly, voice grave. "Luther, that's not me."
    Within moments, silence returns to the room as does the world and all of them look around the house, their fear growing inside all of them. Viktor's eyes never strayed from Luther when the tremors stopped, and his cold voice rang out across the shocked silence.
    "You don't have to remind me I'm a monster, Luther," he said. "I remember what happened."
    Everyone's eyes fall to the floor as they remember that day. Klaus is the only exception, who suddenly picked his head up and gazed across the room when a sympathetic look grew on his face as he returned to Viktor. But he had moved on.
    "I obviously can't change your mind, so," he trudges across the room and hands Klaus his drink back. He happily takes it back like an excited toddler. "if you're really itching to solve some mysteries, maybe you can finally solve whatever the hell is wrong with this house. so I mean it when I say good luck, Luther."
    With that, Viktor disappeared around the corner, his shoulders slumped and feet dragging in sadness. Luther's mouth parts many times as he struggles to process what had just happened. As if, like Allison, there were some magic words he could say to make it all better. But when he looks back at his siblings, he finds the same look that had shown through in Viktor's eyes; betrayal.
    "Great job, Luther." Diego drawls, pain laced within his gloating. "Way to lead."
    Not unlike their departure from the Academy, Diego is the first to stalk off after Viktor. The simple act is enough to break Luther from his trance.
    "T-That's not—" he sputters. "Guys, I didn't mean—"
    No one listens, and Klaus is the next to scold him as he launches himself off the couch. "You're crazy, man. You're crazy. Crazy!"
    Everyone but Allison rises from their seats, ready to disperse to their corner of the mansion. Klaus puts out his cigarette in a goblet on the side table as he makes his exit.
    "I'm not finished." Luther tries, but still, no one cares enough to listen. And he can't blame them.
    Klaus cuts him off as he makes his way out of the living room. "Oh, well, okay. Sorry, I'm just gonna go murder Mom. Be right back."
    "That's not what I was saying. I didn't—" He breaks off his sentence with a heavy sigh, guilt washing over him as he stares at the floor.
    Just when he thought the weight on his heart couldn't grow heavier, he saw Allison rise from her seat and glide across the room without even a glance in his direction.
    "Allison," he chokes. "Jeez..."
    Luther now stands completely alone in the foyer, the last few minutes playing over in his mind intrusively. He couldn't help but think, after all these long and lonely years since they first left the Academy, his reunion with his siblings would be a bit different.
    He sighs, nodding his head bitterly towards himself. "That went well."
    His mind reels at the thought, how different things had become since they were kids. Back then, in the Academy's hay day, he had never felt more important, more treasured, more alive than he had back then... Not for the cameras, or the crowds that followed them wherever they went, not even because of his father... But because he had the love and support of the others.
    The Academy was a unit, a team. They were there for each other, all of them. Especially during missions. And he certainly would never forget the first time they had saved the day as a team, as a family.
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    The first of many news reporters check his mark for the last time as the camera centers on his face.
    "We go live in five, four, three, two," One.
    "This is Jim Hillerman reporting live for Channel Two news outside the Capitol West Bank at Main and Sixth." A chill in the autumn air weaves its way through the gathering crowd beyond the barricades, brushing the man's neck and sending a quick shiver down his spine that he pushes through. "A group of heavily armed men stormed the bank not three hours ago and took an unknown number of hostages. "
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    A stocky bald man stomps down the marble hallway of the bank, barking orders into his walkie as he makes his way to the lobby. His patience is growing dangerously thin, as is their window of time. Reinforcements had already arrived, barricading themselves outside surrounding him and his men but he still had confidence. But it was quickly tested again by his anger when he sees the hostages still lingering in the center of the lobby, his men doing nothing useful.
    "Get them behind the counter!" He orders, waving his gun threateningly at one of his henchmen who hurriedly scurried the hostages into place. His voice lowers in volume, the threat still lingering as he returns to the conversation in his walkie much too distracted to notice the young girl skipping up to his side. "Now you've put me in a position where I gotta do something I don't wanna do... Hmm? Shit!"
    It takes everything in him not to smash the walkie to bits on the floor in anger, but it was all too necessary. And needless to say, he is baffled to finally register the girl standing at his side, bouncing back and forth on her heels as she looks around the lobby in disinterest. He gawks at her, completely baffled as to why a young girl in a school uniform and domino mask had appeared out of thin air, and more importantly, why she was acting so cavalier. He didn't allow himself to dwell on it and had every intention of taking control of the situation.
    "Hey," he growls, pointing his gun at the counter of his shoulder. "Get back with the others."
    She looks him up and down, completely unimpressed—and unbeknownst him, checking him for more weapons but finds none. She had quickly deduced this man was in fact, an amateur. This wouldn't take long.
    "I heard a rumor," she says. The confusion she had hoped to pull out of him lured him closer just as she had hoped.
    "What? What did you say?"
    She grins, trying so badly not to laugh. Instead, she leans in cupping her palm against her face as she tells him her 'little secret.' "I heard a rumor," her grin triples in size. Too easy. "that you shot your friend in the foot."
    He staggers back, the white veil that came with her abilities flashing in his eyes. Her words burrow into his mind, becoming his obsession. That's all he could think of doing. All he wanted to do. And he did it. The gun in his hand rose to point at the henchmen passing by who gave him a worried look. Before he could ask what was wrong, he was on the ground, howling in pain. He clutched his right foot as glass from the nearby window rained down on him and a small handful of hostages; during his fall, his machine gun had misfired a single round that rang throughout the entire building, even capturing the attention of everyone outside.
    "We just heard shots from inside the bank," Hellerman says, eyes darting from the camera to the bank. He keeps his head low and gathers distance between himself and the bank. "It's uncertain if any hostages have been harmed in that--"
    "Up there!"
    The cameraman flies the camera to the roof where a flash of blonde hair darts across their field of vision.
    "And now there's some movement on the roof! Possibly law enforcement?"
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    A figure dressed similarly to the girl—a young Allison Hargreeves—falls from the sky along with millions of shards of glass where the boy makes his entrance; Luther. He lands by the increasingly frightened crowd of hostages. The footman watching the hostages has no time to react before he eats a mouthful of the marble counter thanks to Luther. A scream erupts from the man's bloodied mouth as he is suddenly thrown across the lobby and through a high window.
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    Multiple screams erupt from the crowd at the sight of the bloodied body landing on the concrete, where it laid unmoving. Hellerman turns uncertain to the camera.
    "Looks like one of the armed robbers has been thrown from the bank!"
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    Another boy enters the lobby across from Allison; a young and extra mischievous Diego, matching set of knives in hand.
    "Guns are for sissies," he quips, announcing his arrival as he winds his arm up before the perfect throw. "real men throw knives!"
    He releases the identical pair of knives into the air, seemingly headed straight for his sister before curving suddenly with a beautiful glint as they catch the light. They take the fourth armed man off to the side by surprise, entering his torso suddenly and he collapsed against the wall with a groan.
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    "I've been in many hostage situations before," Hellerman says, turning back to the camera anxiously as he inches closer to the barricades. "and it can escalate very quickly,"
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    Another masked henchmen emerges, stepping away from his post herding the hostages with a wild and panicked look in his eye. Nevertheless, he draws his gun and the barrel doesn't seem to know who it wants to shoot first; Diego, Luther, Klaus, Ben, or Allison who all now started to gather.
    "One more step--," he shouts, shaking his head as he cocks his gun. "An' I swear to god!"
    His threat is met with a soft and vibrant melody that echoes brilliantly off of the marble walls from the hall behind him. The violin's song carries a tune so enticing he fights his instincts to remain focused on the children he has trapped now and finds himself casting a wide-eyed glance over his shoulder. Gliding into the lobby, his signature white violin resting under his chin as he glowed with intense power was a smirking Viktor. Sound waves all around the room migrated towards him, his small body soaking them up like a sponge and turning his brown eyes a bright white along with the rest of his small stature. He was dressed identically to his sister—hair uncut, his true self not quite yet introduced—only his clothes had been stained white from his powers.
    The bow stopped suddenly where it rested on the strings as he froze, the hall going quiet as his body absorbed the remaining notes. The boy's siblings watched with mischief in their eyes as his bow became his sword, slicing the air in one fell swoop. His bow helps cast the burst of energy that sends the man flying across the room, his back colliding into the wall and cracking his skull. The man is dead before he hits the floor and young Viktor lowers his instrument, drawing it back to his side before joining the rest of his siblings. They gather him near as his glowing white skin returns to its usual pinkish hue.
    The man in charge now stands on the marble counter, inching back as far as he can as he points his gun shakily towards the gathering of amused, uniformed children that only seems to be growing in numbers. He tries to threaten them, but as it happened with Allison, his words only came out in a weak tremble.
    "Get back you freaks!"
    "Hey, be careful up there, buddy." Diego chirps.
    "Get back!" He shouts, but he is the one to move farther back along the counter.
    "Yeah," Allison chimes, joining in on Diego's teasing. "Wouldn't want you to get hurt."
    "Get back now, o-or I'll--"
    A flash of electric blue appears beside his feet on the counter, bringing with it another boy. The boy in question lounges on the counter in a leisurely manner, a smug grin stretched across his face.
    "You'll what?" He mocks in a gloating tone, the gun coming to aim at him now.
    Wasting no more time, the man pulls the trigger several times but to his confusion, they only hit the marble where the boy once sat. He blinks several times, trying to understand what was happening. He turns to find the same boy waiting for him with crossed arms and the same confident smirk. He pulls the trigger at the boy again, this time even quicker but his bewilderment only triples. In his hands is not a gun, but a stapler. An empty one at that.
    "Ooh!" Mocks the boy, Number Five. "That's one badass stapler!"
    Before he can blink, the office supply strikes his forehead, stunning him. Blood drips onto his brow and he dizzies, his body tipping before collapsing off the counter altogether. The academy kids smile to one another triumphantly, pleased with how everything was going so far.
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    "Although there's been no activity for a few minutes," the reporter outside speaks quickly into the camera, his eyes repeatedly darting between the crew and the bank not wanting to miss a thing. "We're gonna stay live on location to make sure we don't miss anything in this hostage situation at the Capital West Bank."
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    The smallest of the children now stood before the office behind the counter. His shoulders are slacked and he looks between his brothers and sister with uncertainty.
    "Do we really have to do this?"
    "Come on, Ben." Luther eases. "There's more guys in the vault."
    He casts one last pleading glance to Viktor, who in turn, meets him with a somber gaze. "Sorry, Ben."
    The poor boy sighs heavily, anxiety brewing in his stomach though he knows that is not the worst thing in there.
    Ben sighs bitterly at the floor. "I didn't sign up for this."
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    "And now we see the hostages." The camera is fixed on the entrance of the bank where the small sea of hostages flee the bank in terror. "They're... They're free."
    They scramble over one another in a stampede, shrill cries of terror tearing their throats apart. Several of them throw a horrified look over their shoulder at what had frightened them.
    "They're scared, clearly, but they do seem to be unharmed."
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    The rest of his siblings stand outside the office where Ben had disappeared. They watch with raised brows—and slightly queasy stomachs —as they make out an array of tentacles that flail violently behind the wall of frosted glass. Petrified screams from the other side are silenced left and right as several bodies are flown against the glass, painting it crimson. The unseen monster inside the small boy picks off the men one by one, its mighty roar swallowing any and all other noises in the bank including the screeching alarm.
    Then all is silent and still. The small brass doorknobs turns with the softest of clicks and Ben emerges shyly from the room. Not a single inch of him is dry, and it looked as if someone had dumped a bucket of blood on him. He was drenched in it. He sighs so quietly they almost miss it, and he looks to the Academy meekly. They notice even the whites of his domino mask are stained red.
    "Can we go home, now?"
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    The crowd comes alive, particularly the journalists as the group of seven kids file out of the bank and onto the front steps.
    "People are coming out now." The man says, baffled gaze attempting to make out what he thinks he is seeing. "It's not the armed robbers. These are young school children in uniforms with masks on."
    They fall into line in numerical order, not by coincidence, as they stand before the cameras.
    "Jim Hellerman, Channel 2 News."
    The Hargreeves kids are bombarded with questions, the line of reporters had moved up closer to ask questions. It is not much longer until their adoptive father joins them on the steps.
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    The kids now properly wrapped up in protection against the crisp autumn air—and Ben now cleaned off to some extent, all of which happened thanks to their mother, Grace—Sir Reginald Hargreeves stood before the waiting crowd. His voice is colder than the autumn breeze as he begins his speech.
    "Our world is changing." He bellows, his intimidating aura strong enough to silence the large crowd of people, all they can hear now in the silences in between are the shutters of cameras. "Has changed. There are some among us gifted with abilities far beyond ordinary. I have adopted seven such children."
    The man steps aside, arm sweeping out as he declares his children to the world.
    "I give you the inaugural class of the Umbrella Academy."
    No sooner does he punctuate his sentence that Sir Hargreeves is assailed by a flurry of questions cast from the crowd of reporters that squabble at his feet.
    "Mr. Hargreeves! Mr. Hargreeves. Channel 9 News," One woman asks, microphone extended out. "What happened to their parents?"
    "They were suitably compensated." He answers stiffly from beside Klaus.
    "Are you concerned about the welfare of the children?" Asks another woman with a concerned frown of her own.
    Hargreeves squares his shoulders subtly, his chin hiking higher and his scowl growing deeper, hardening his grip on his trusty monocle. Everything he did had purpose, everything had an ulterior motive and he couldn't possibly be bothered to care how he got there, or who he hurt. This included this very moment, and his chest puffs as he looks directly into the eyes of the third reporter, his face completely devoid of emotion.
    "Of course. As I am for the fate of the world."
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    All that was left now of Sir Reginald Hargreeves was the elaborate golden urn his ashes rested in on the mansions bar and an overabundance of mental and physical issues he had left behind in his seven children. Klaus stood before him now, much to his great disdain, and figures the old bastard had a framed portrait of himself placed just beside. Now even in death, he could look down on them. Well, up at them, if you were to ask Klaus.
He glowered at Klaus now as he stood before the urn and attempted to rid himself of the fright and general unease that came with his power.
    Huh. It was just like old times.
    "Listen up, old man," Klaus frowned, rolling his shoulders to loosen himself up. "You know, if I was murdered, and if one of my sons—adopted sons—happened to be able to commune with the dead, I might think about,"
    He strolls across the carpet, his right arm coming to rest on the edge of the bar.
    "I don't know, I don't know," He tosses his head over his shoulder as he fakes a laugh, sending a wink to a spot on the couch before backing away in a flourish with his arms spread as he cries, "manifesting!"
    "Do the whole," his fists land on his hips, mocking his father with a frown and hunch. "big angry ghost lecture. Tell everyone who done it, and find eternal peace. Eternal peace is probably overrated."
    Klaus sighs tiredly when the room is greeted by silence. He looks around the room disinterestedly, as if waiting for something to happen. Nothing does. He lounges from nook to cranny surrounding the bar, hoping by some lazy miracle his father will appear if he stands a chance from across the room however comfortable he feels. Again, nothing works.
    At one point he finds himself leaning against the bar again, head draped lazily on his shoulder as he sighs at his father's urn.
    "Come on now, Reggie,"
    He stands across the room, eyes drilling holes into the framed photo. "Any time now."
    He begins playing his exposed belly button, bored enough to seek entertainment from the gimmick of making it speak. "Please."
    "Just need to sober up," he tells himself, stretching out, even smacking his face repeatedly. "Clear thoughts."
    His head rolls across his shoulders and he lets out a relaxing deep breath. His palms open at his sides, revealing clearly the matching tattoos "HELLO" and "GOODBYE". They tremble from the drugs still in his system, and deep down he knows what he is trying to accomplish is not something he can do properly. Not sober anyway. He cries out in frustration.
    "Come on! Come on, chop-chop!" He shouts, beginning to pace before he throws an accusatory finger at his father. "You always were a stubborn bastard!"
    His anger fizzles out almost as soon as it had boiled to the top, but his resentment still burned bright within his chest. Instead, he turns to his own preferred method of coping. He pants as he approaches the bar, casting a sour glance forward.
    "I don't know about you, but I could use a drink."
    He reaches across the bar for the shiny glass bottle that had caught his eye. What happened next he could not for the life of him decide if it had been because of his intoxicated state, his bitterness for Reginald, or a powerful cocktail of the two, but as he made a grab for the liquor bottle his arm collided with the urn. It toppled over onto the counter, his ashes burying a portion of the marble and creating a small cloud that flurries in the air.
    Klaus' hands burying themselves in his short curls, a shocked laugh choking his airways that he quickly buries in a gasp, palms descending his face to cover the amused smile that tugs at his lips.
    "Oh!"
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a poem for small things
by Admin 1 & 2
The time has come, the first proper post for this segment we’ve settled on calling a poem for small things, a nod toward BWL and its Korean title. Like we said in our call for submission post, this is supposed to be something like a place full of positivity for vminnies (and perhaps the occasional namjinist) where you (and us) can share whatever we’d like in connection to vmin, both as vmin and as Jimin and Tae the individuals, and have something to raise our mood and also strengthen our vminnie confidence. We’ve gotten several wonderful submissions and quickly realized that for this first post the theme is mostly how I became a vminnie, even if three submissions talk more about vmin moments they enjoy instead.
I think it’s a really interesting theme, especially since everyone’s story is different, and everyone seems to find something else about vmin that captured their attention and hearts so sharing these memories and experiences is a great way to start off this segment. We’ve said it many times before, though I don’t think you can say it enough times, but this bond that Jimin and Tae share is truly special and so one of a kind, it’s wonderful to see how we all relate to and resonate with it in our own way and find something in it that makes us fall in love with their loves, regardless if we see it as platonic or romantic love. Love is love after all. 95z is love.
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For the order of these submissions, we’ll simply go in the order in which we’ve received them. Most of them came from anons, which is more than okay. We’ve also opened the possibility of submitting posts for those who would like to submit wordier posts/asks, should we do another edition of this. It all depends on how much you’ll enjoy it and if you’ll come through with more submissions that could be gathered for future posts.
Anyway, enough talking from our side, let’s dive into these submissions below the cut, shall we? Like we said in the original post (and demonstrated in the preview post), we’ll add some of our commentary and observations along the way, too.
From anon: This is going to be long winded story but Vmin is like a Serendipity to me. I've heard of BTS mainly from my hubby when he complains that times sq is packed because of BTS (when they’re in town and doing their rounds of morning shows). I knew they were very popular but it was a great surprise that i discovered them after watching ILand during lockdown. Their songs were great and i started playing their classics like Fire, DNA Fake Love etc. Then they did an appearance in the show...
I love how you heard about BTS because of your husband and Time Square being packed, this is honestly the most original and unique version of how I’ve come across BTS I’ve read over the years. Amazing!
I was drawn to Taehyung's beauty during their appearance in Iland. And my first Vmin ? moment was when Tae commented about being handsome and attractive are 2 things and being attractive weighs more - along those lines... then JM made a comment that its unfair that he's both and Tae was like Im talking about you... I went like ok he thinks JM is attractive- theyre good friends.... then Jimin did the FakeLove choreo and the camera focused on Tae and he had this wide smile...The Iland Tae/Jimin clips made me do a double take but I dismissed it since it was just only a few seconds worth of screen time but still...
I-Land vmin was really something else in both episodes. 
Fun fact: I-Land was the first Korean survival show I’ve ever watched, mostly because it had something to do with BH and since it was streamed online with subs in real time. Unfortunately, my faves—Daniel and Taki—didn’t make it into ENHYPEN, though I’m happy that Taki will be in a future Japanese BH group.
But, going back to vmin, that moment with Jimin dancing FAKE LOVE and Tae looking at him with that boxy smile as though Jimin hung the stars in the sky? I melted, even if it was just one of those brief moments, yet still it’s so cute! And it was all over sns being shared by vminnies and non-vminnies alike. What a great time that was.
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Then VMAs Dynamite perf happened- both Vmin looking good. I saw a lot of their promos especially the Jimmy Fallon interviews... and I noticed in hindsight how JF was so careful when referring to Jimin ... Since Tae was my first bias, I searched YT for Tae related content eventually saw in my YT feed Vmin moments. Theres a lot of Vmin content in YT or maybe the T*ek*ok ones didnt really register as extraordinary to me. But defo the Vmin moments were extraordinary to me,,,the BV4 sleeping together, kitchen role play & BV3 JM excited to see Tae and them holding hands and then Tae crying and then Tae's busking with Jimin cheering him on were all amazing to see. Up to this day this specific YT vid stood out to me first 
I actually went to check what video this is, and also looked at the comments where my favorite was this one: The staff member went straight to Jimin to tell him V was crying. That's all you need to know. They’re not wrong with that one, are they? That is pretty telling. BV3 vmin were a work of wonder, truly. Jimin watching Tae sing that Sam Smith song during the dinner in the sky looking all soft and endlessly fond?
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Jimin encouraging Tae to busk and gently petting his hair was just such a pure moment and showed how much Jimin appreciates Tae and the talent he has, how in moments when Tae might brush aside wanting to do something, is a little hesitant and unsure, Jimin will stand up for him and give him strength/encouragement, which reminds me of Tae’s vlive in April 2020 and the fact that Jimin had told him that he wants to be his source of strength. Beautiful. And it shows that it wasn’t just pretty yet empty words, but something he truly meant. They both do.
Then i came across vid trans of Friends & cried first time hearing it especially when it got to the part "One day when the cheer dies down, stay hey.." It felt raw and honest to me. Then there's MOT:E concert and that part in Dynamite where they bumped their heads seemed bizaare to me - i was like were they fighting? because JM looked really fierce(or maybe emotional) then i saw the close up. i couldnt remember the exact moment I became a Vminie but it made quarantine easier...
This, I’ve noticed, seems to be a recurring theme among quarantine ARMY and vminnies, the fact that becoming ARMY and vminnies made it easier, and it fits with what we’ve been saying about BTS for years: they will find you when you’ll need them most. And in these trying and uncertain times, it’s certainly proven true once again.
Thank you of much for your submission and sharing your story with us, and I’m glad they could make quarantine a little easier for you.
From anon: I've been following BTS on and off since BST, but only really consider myself a true fan late 2019. I can't recall having a bias at first, but I was captivated by Jimin's everything when I binge-watched all their content. I must admit, my first OTP is T*e/k*ok, where I fell down the route of considering Jimin 'an interfering 3rd party' in their relationship, and it shamed me. Since then I've been cycling through Jimin ships, namely yo*n/m*n, j*n/m*n, m*ni/m*ni, and I even thought that j*/k*ok was real at some point. Strangely, Vmin never struck me as something extraordinary. I don't want to blame anyone, but Vmin caught my eye after I watched official BTS content without filter (presumed bias/judgement) all in their glory. I realized that while other ships may go up-and-down as in one day there's a frenzy and another day quiet af, Vmin has been and is still going constant. That's what makes me love Vmin, and for the first time in my fandom life, I have no qualms about whether they are real or not. Their bond, whatever it is, is already precious and something to be cherished forever. Thank you for providing us vminies a special corner to speak up about our experience 💜
You’re very welcome! I hope you’ll like how this turned out as well. Thank you for sharing your story with us and personally I find it fascinating how, despite Jimin being the one who captivated you most at first, you still fell into the “he’s an interference for my ship” trap that’s quite popular with that particular ship. I’m glad though that that never ruined your love for Jimin. It’s also really interesting for me how you went through different Jimin ships yet it took you the longest time to notice vmin. I feel like, because vmin and vminnies are more “low key” than the other bigger and louder ships, as well as Tae and Jimin simply being quieter in their interactions (not always but you get the point) as compared to, for example, Jimin’s interactions with Hobi, Jungkook, or even Namjoon, it takes people a while to really notice them.
This is my favorite part of what you wrote, and I think it’s a great way to describe vmin in general and what makes them different from other ships in the grand scheme of things: I realized that while other ships may go up-and-down as in one day there's a frenzy and another day quiet af, Vmin has been and is still going constant.
From vminot7: So i fell into BTS hole after watching blood sweat and tears mv casually on youtube. Jimin immediately stole my attention with his unique voice, graceful moves and handsome features even though i didn’t know their names at that time. I watched more MVs and jimin continued to hold my attention but i was also extremely drawn to taehyung's voice and facial expressions. So i started looking for more content such as RUN BTS and other compilations and realized my love for all 7 of them. I also noticed how jimin always had a soft spot for taehyung and was curious about their dynamics. I started looking at more of vmin content and i was really surprised to see how in the early days they were nowhere near as soft with each other as they are now. I think they have a unique bond and i have never come across anything quite similar. Now vmin are both my biases and my bias wrecker is hoseok.
I admire jimin for being a hardworking, passionate perfectionist but also a caring soul who is always ready to offer love and comfort to people in need. I love taehyung for how he looks at the world in his unique ways and how he has a childlike awe for things and how he is so passionate over the things he loves. The thing i love about vmin together is how they are so different yet work so hard on their relationship when it would be easier to just not try that hard.
Ah, another mention of the queen that is Blood, Sweat and Tears. The MV truly is such a masterpiece so I’m not surprised that it caught your attention, and especially Jimin since he was…something else in that MV, or like Tae said, his eyes were temptation (this boy, I swear). Since you mentioned how in the first years they were nowhere near as soft with each other as they are now, I think watching their dynamic and relationship change and evolve over time showcases the one thing I think a lot of people (as well as movies and TV shows) forget or gloss over, despite it being so incredibly important: in order to make a relationship of any kind work, especially in order for it to grow as deep and strong as the one between all members and especially vmin, you need to put in the emotional work to make that happen. You have to make an effort, have to learn to understand the other person and teach them to understand you as well, learn to appreciate and love their little quirks and how to accept others. And it’s so clear that that’s what vmin did, continue to do, and it more than paid off in the long run. I’m glad you highlighted that in general but also as something you love about them.
While the overall bond between the members is a class of its own, I think especially what vmin have achieved is a whole masterclass in relationships and fostering strong ones, in and of itself. There is a lot I think we can learn from them and I’m so happy that people recognize how special they are.
Thank you so much for your submission!
From anon: There’s this small moments in Dear Class of 2020 that i just adore! I’ve watched it at least 20 times this past month
It starts with “Spring Day”- tae and jimin laugh and look at each other and it’s just so sweet!
Also, maybe it’s my delusional mind but after tae’s and jin’s small and adorable moment- it seemed that jimin did the same with junkook right after maybe out of i duuno if jealousy but like “pay attention to me too” kinda way- dont know really and maybe it’s me being extra🤷🏻‍♀️
I agree partially, in that Jimin watched Tae’s and Seokjin’s adorable moment, obviously must’ve thought of it as cute just like we did, and thought he could do the same with JK. I don’t think it had anything to do with jealousy, especially if we work off of the idea that vmin are a thing, but also because it’s a performance and these things primarily serve the purpose of being cute and entertaining use, in other words, it’s fanservice (which isn’t the evil word some portray it as). Also, within that same performance, Tae and Jimin actually sang some of the lyrics toward each other, therefore they, too, had a cute moment they shared with big smiles and everything, just like you mentioned.
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But we’ve gotten to see much more of Tae’s friendship with Seokjin in 2020, and especially the second half, so it was really sweet to see them interact during that song. Their friendship and dynamic is really a beautiful one, just like JKs bond with Seokjin, which I feel we’ve also gotten to see more of in recent months. Part of me (and that part can very well be wrong) feels that perhaps once the members caught on to Seokjin feeling the way he said he did/does, they decided to give him an extra dose of love and affection, off camera but also on where we can see it. That isn’t to say that they didn’t show him any of that before, but maybe they increased the intensity a little, a reminder that Seokjin truly is loved, that he deserves all of this, that it’s just his imposter syndrome (or at least what sounds like it) lying to him.
I’m still so touched and moved by the fact that he trusted us enough to share his feelings with us, to gift us Abyss and how it came to be, and that Bang PD was on his side and coaxed him into pouring his feelings into music, even if it would be “bad”, that the fear of it potentially being “bad” shouldn’t hold him back (and Namjoon helping in even if just a tiny bit with the lyrics). It was one of those times where I feel like we were all reminded that regardless of our opinions of BH and their doings, the members are surrounded by kind people who have their best interest in mind. After all what’s good for Bangtan is also good for the company, a win-win for everyone.
…wow, okay, I kind of went off on a tangent, I’m sorry…
Either way , then we have “Mikrokosmos” where we have a sweet moment at their part and towards the end where they switch mic and hear each other
I love this performance overall and especially “spring day”- jin’s and j-hope’s lovely voices and of course tae’s!! This song fits them so well and all the members of course
Well this is my rent , i love your blog and always wait for another post! Also i love the new idea and look forward to it!
Thank you so much for your submission and for bringing up their Dear Class 2020 performance. It was a truly magical one, and after reading this the first time, I did go and watch it again. To this day I’d still very much like to know how and when and why the mic switch between vmin happened, and I kind of hope that we might get a Bangtan B*mb or EPISODE about this eventually and it might shine some light on that question. Overall it was one of my favorite performances on 2020.
From Sky: While I enjoy cute, physical moments with VMIN, I really do value how emotionally attached they are to each other. For example (I don’t know if it fits as vmin moment but), I love how Jimin asked V to take the Promise cover photo, and how he ended up putting V’s name for credits on the cover. (Special Thanks to V, Best Photographer) This really shows a lot. Coz he can easily choose any Bighit photographer to take it. He could have chosen JK because we know how he takes good pics and vids too (and also apparently alot of people say that vmin had a falling out and that Jimin and JK were much more closer, lol). Or he could’ve asked Suga too bec he’s into cameras too. But he didn’t. He chose V, and chose to shout it out to the world how thankful he is for V’s help. RM co-wrote Promise, and maybe had offered more help in this project, but he didn’t put it in the cover. I’m not saying Jimin is ungrateful for not crediting RM in the cover. The difference is that he and RM had a vlive regarding the making of this song, a lot of people already know RM’s participation, he was officially credited as co-writer and Jimin really showed how thankful he is to RM. But no one knows of V’s participation (except for a snippet in that Run ep), so Jimin felt the need to tell it to everyone. I’m sure it’s not only the photos, I think he wanted to acknowledge how V helped him through the process, whether directly or indirectly. Also, remember this is Jimin’s first non-album solo single. By putting V’s name in it, he is sharing this very special song with his soulmate. How endearing it is! V also included Jimin in his first full English song. He used the two bears given by Jimin as Winter Bear’s cover photo and he included the photo Jimin took (sleeping V in the plane) in the MV. Like, seriously, they are trying to consciously imprint each other in their life’s milestones, openly or subtly. I’m crying. 😭
This was lovely, and yes, Jimin could’ve asked whoever to take those pictures, could’ve chosen any other ones, and yet he wanted Tae to be the one to take them, wanted those specific ones as covers. It’s very sweet and creates this subtle connection between Jimin, the song, and Tae. Sure, it isn’t the first time a picture Tae took is the cover for a SoundCloud song (the picture of JK on the 2U cover was also taken by Tae if I remember correctly), but it’s the fact that Promise is Jimin’s first non-BTS song, his first solo release, that makes it that much more special. Even more so when you think about how meaningful that song is to Jimin, and by having Tae as cover picture photographer, he’s in a way forever attached memory wise to that song as well, right?
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The same also goes with Winter Bear and the two ceramic bears. Remember how excited Tae looked when I kinda spoiled that gift being a thing happening in an upcoming RUN episode during Jimin’s vlive during the summer 2019? Adorable. It’s also curious how though the title is singular—winter bear not winter bears—there’s two ceramic bears. One for Tae, one for Jimin? Maybe, or maybe I’m reading too much into it. Either way, it’s really cute, and it was a very thoughtful gift, even more when we think about just how much Jimin loves that song.
From anon: Love this idea it's super cute!! 1st thing that came to my mind is a rather simple moment, jimin bopping taehyung's nose and making a lil game out of it
Taehyung asking for more and that dazed smile 🥺 he had the same expression in that concert when jimin placed his face just above him, tae's smile afterward... it was so pure u could almost read "love" in his eyes lol
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What a lovely note to end this post at, thank you for that. I don’t know what got into them during that photoshoot for Season’s Greetings 2020 but this was so disarmingly adorable. I remember when that moment appeared all over every sns and everyone just melted, myself included. Their smiles, the cute clothes, Tae’s head on Jimin’s chest, the softness and innocence of it, just all of it. It truly was so pure and like this sweet visualization of ‘love’.
And with that, we’ve reached the end. Did you like this? I had a great time reading your submissions and adding my little comments to them. If you’d like for us to continue this, same rules as last time, send in a submission marked with “VMC” and once we’ll have enough of them gathered, we’ll do this again, if you’re interested in more, that is. Send in whatever positive vmin you have, a thought, a moment, a memory, whatever you’d like.
Thank you once again to everyone who participated! :)
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I will include my tags again but only because i cant get enough of myself and not to sound like im tooting my own kazoo but this is the one time in my entire life that ive been objectively correct in every way
Lengthy and unrelated thing under the cut: 
Let me talk about canon bro for a second 😌 even though its barely and tangentially related to this and you dont have to read it <3, in fact i would encourage you not to read it i just wanna run my mouth. People love to use him as a cheap villain in their dave angst fics which is like... hilarious to me. Like i get it, since hes abusive he must also be misogynistic and homophobic and transphobic and also genuinely hates dave and revels in his suffering right? Lmeow no, hes just some guy and despite everything he is in fact trying his best. Hes naturally intense and aggressive and this doesnt translate well to child rearing, especially since his one goal is to make dave strong enough (physically and mentally) to Survive whats coming. The random sneak attacks ? The traps littered around the house ? To keep dave on his toes and buff his spatial awareness. The cameras ? To monitor his progress (if hes not up to standard then we’ll just up the “training”) and / or film some puppet snuff (puff ? Snupp?) so he can keep running his dumb website and like provide for them or some shit , or ig to buy random crap and throw it around the house. Who cares if the kid sees the porn anyway its just puppets, plus hes seen way worse at that age and turned out fine (no he didnt). Dave has to be resourceful , he has to be creative and think on his feet , lets have impromptu rap battles and scrabble games. He has to know numbers like the back of his hand (idk why this is even a phrase do any of you memorise what the back of your hands looks like) to effectively utilise his sylladex.... actually nobody even uses that shit idk why bro was so insistent on it. Dave is his protege, his charge, dave is NOT his friend and hes not gonna let him forget that. He teaches him all he knows, in the way he knows. Making comics, mixing music, ironic jokes, being cool and getting shit done. Actually its GOOD that the kid is terrified of him, if hes the scariest thing in the room then dave wont fear anything else. Lets spar then, if dave wins then hes trained him well. If dave loses then hell become resilient. Either way he has to be strong or else hell die, training is necessary. Its either this or failure and failure equals death. Do your own laundry, ration your own food, become independent as fast as possible because i wont be around to take care of you forever
Nothing bro does is without reason, neither is it “sadism”, its all very logical to him despite being horrific to any sane person because his only friend is the mansplain-manipulate-manspread puppet that raised him and he has awful coping mechanisms that barely stretch past beating himself 1. up 2. off. Like he kept his baby alive to the point where it could keep itself alive (kind of alive) and thats a win to him.
That was my thesis on why bro is not a bigot like ,, he makes porn of fucking smuppets, that gives him zero chance to fetishize The Ladies. I doubt he has porno mags littered around the house its just endless plushie dicks and asses (and the two puppets handcuffed together were legit kinda funny like Why). So why would dave have internalised homophobia if it did not stem from his brother ??? Acting as if his only friends werent exuding anti gay vibes, like christ, john “im not a homosexual” egbert, him and rose’s competitive flirting gag (before they found out they were related >.>), just generally the three of them accusing each other of being gay, yknow, as kids do (jade is exempt from the argument we love jade here). Things were just more homophobic back then and its not like bro and dave had a sincere talk about gender and sexuality in the 13 or so years they lived in the same house like why would you even come out to your younger sibling if you could just not !!! Lol !!! I could be getting all this info wrong lol so correct me if im wrong but bro has this cute comic artstyle and it was about someones charge (? Sibling?) straight up dying and the saw guy makes an appearance the end , like there was no sex or gore or whatever but if you look at sbahj the second page literally has an incest sex joke like where does dave even get his material from , which online sites has he been trawling , well haha its not bros job to monitor his kids search history lets ignore it and move on if the kid wants to be gross and make dumb jokes who is he to judge , spread your problematic wings and soar into the cancel clouds little guy
Anyway heres a disclaimer: if youre gonna clown on this post and tell me im an abuse apologist or some shit just understand that i have a lot of free time and love being a huge asshole when provoked but like youre so welcome to add to the discussion i love bullying my favourite character bro strider by steamrolling him we’ve talked about trans rights for too long now is the time for trans wrongs
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Question:  Yeolmaes hate baekhyun mostly because his stans are the ones sending most hate to chanyeol and baekhyun never said anything about it, instead he kinda validated their feelings by not showing up to the box premiere, avoiding mentioning him at all costs and straight up saying he doesnt like musical movies Understand that yeolmaes have to deal with hundreds of hate messages written in Korean everyday and they are at a breaking point considering most of them come from bbh’s own fans How is it possible to like chanyeol and baekhyun at the same time in a situation like this? Do you even take chanyeol feelings into consideration? No? Not even once? He has to deal with thousands of nasty comments coming from bbh fanbase while bbh comes on Twitter reminding them how cute they are and how much he loves them If you cbkists choose to ignore this and baekhyun is actually in a relationship with Pcy it just means that you all couldn’t give less of a shit about chanyeol as a person with feelings and are just a bunch of selfish pricks
Answer: Anon...sighs you can't see something from one point of view only really, but it's okay i get you, ok so let us talk about this one by one: 1. You said: Yeolmaes hate baekhyun the most because his stans are the ones sending most hate to chanyeol and baekhyun never say anything about it -When you perceive the assumption that baekhyun stans hate chanyeol the most, did u believe it right or did u question it, like why its baekhyun stans, if its true then since when they started hating chanyeol, and why do they hate chanyeol, does their reason make sense or its just stupid like how other bbhls who hate other exo members too (for example some bbhls hate jd bcs both are main vocalists and they think jd is stealing bh's spot as a vocalist) -But at the same time, we cant find the exact number that would proof that bbhls are the ones who hate chanyeol the most, we only can see what twitter shows us, and it happened to me too that i see bbhls throw hate to chanyeol the most -But at the same time too, I've been seeing yeolmaes who throw hate at baekhyun too since years ago without me knowing the reason why they do that, and I keep questioning it everytime why yeolmaes suddenly started hating baekhyun so bad, when did it start -AND at the same time too, I've been seeing other exo member stans throwing hate to either baekhyun or chanyeol -But my twitter algorithm is the same as you anon, it shows that bbhls hate chanyeol the most and yeolmaes hate baekhyun the most, so I do often make the assumption that bbhls and yeolmaes are always on each other's throat -But yet again, I don't know who started hating the first time, is it bbhls, is it yeolmaes, and why they did that -This knowledge is unknown to me so based on this, to me the most right way is to think that both sides are wrong because hating is always the worse way to deal with things, the fact that we know is chanyeol and baekhyun are good friends they are always there for each other, usually when ppl see im saying this they will say its fake and its fan service, but people can choose to not see what they dont wanna see, so the easiest proofs to prove that chanyeol and baekhyun are good friends is one chanyeol is the only member in exo that baekhyun wished happy birthday on his instagram, two both of them support each other for candy and 1 billion views by coming to the mv bts, three baekhyun and chanyeol go to vocal lessons together, four chanyeol had taken a photo with all of baekhyun's bucheon friends before so in that photo baekhyun, chanyeol, and baekhyun's bucheon friends (istg if people see these as fan service then it doesnt make sense right?)
Before we go to the next thing, I have this assumption that chanyeol and baekhyun are two members that have the highest popularity in sk, either they are the top 3 or top 4, and my reason is bcs everytime there are individual album/photobook covers sold offline, their individual covers sold out the fastest, everytime, even with nature republic stuffs, ok so there's this possibility that we keep seeing yeolmaes and bbhls on each other's throat everytime bcs well both of them are two of the most popular exo members in SK (i mean even in china, chanyeol and baekhyun are the most popular members with sehun, there's data for this)
2. You said: Baekhyun never say anything about this, he kinda "validated their feelings by not showing up to the box premiere and voiding mentioning him at all costs and straight up saying he doesnt like musical movies"
-First of all, let's look at a bigger picture, is there any idol in the k-industry like ANY IDOL that ever said to their fans "guys don't say that to my member" IS THERE. ANY.? what I know is: there is none, none at all zero zip nothing, and if there's at least one or two idols, then its just one or two idols right -And thats it anon, thats just about it, idols dont have the absolute freedom of speech, they never do, and its hurting them all of them, all they can say is: "I love EXO, I miss EXO members the most, EXO is my home" and most solo stans who see that will just say "its bs" yet solo stans are also asking for proofs that the members relationship are fine -None of these kpop idols ever say anything about hate speech from their fans that are thrown to their friends/bandmates, and this kind of thing happens in every fandom anon, not just chanyeol and baekhyun, it's just how korean entertainment industry is, idols never have the ultimate freedom to say or do anything
3. Not showing up to the box premiere, avoiding mentioning him, saying he doesnt like musical movies -That not showing up to the box premiere really changed the way you think huh anon, yeah I think that event also changed many yeolmaes' perspectives sighs okay, not showing up to the box premiere is like a very open information we can easily see it from one tweet that didnt mention baekhyun name during that event -BUT for other cases "avoid mentioning him" and "saying he doesnt like musical movies" is not a very open information, by this i mean u have to read alllll of the things baekhyun say, look at the trans for all of his vlives/shows/etc, read the whole trans for baekhyun's last vlive before he goes to the military, so u or other yeolmaes after that situation are either trying to "search for baekhyun's act or words that deny fans opinion about how they hate each other" bcs u still "have hope in baekhyun" or "search for baekhyun's act or words that support my perspective about how he hates chanyeol and never defend cy from bbhls" -"Validate their feelings" how? once again, it's just what bbhls think, did baekhyun do and say all of that because well "his motive is to support bbhls that hate chanyeol" and who are you, who are we to say that, are we our bias? can we go inside their minds and goes aha! this is why they do this and that! well no. because once again thats the entertainment industry, the chances for idols to "explain" all of the bad situations esp when its about how their fans act, is very veryyy low, or like the chance is even minus
-We are just fans who watch them on cam, without knowing what's on their mind or what is everything they are going through behind the camera, we know nothing, all of our opinions are just perspective that our mind created that turned into assumptions, we could never know the truth because kpop industry prevents their artist from showing the truths that may "hurt" people, who actually deserve to be hurt, but those people are the "money makers" for the company, it's bad it's toxic it's awful that just bcs they have to "maintain the money makers" idols can never get that freedom -Same goes with baekhyun, gdi we dont know him, we really really dont know him, his mind, his motives and reasons for his actions, who are we to judge him and call him selfish? -But what we know is baekhyun helping to defend chanyeol when that fake rumor was spreading by tweeting the mosquito thing, what we know is baekhyun and chanyeol doing their choreo for DFTF together that was practiced since early 2021 until before they enlist, what we know is baekhyun saying chanyeol he's fine when fans asked on japanese fansign, what we know is them still doing vocal lessons together, going to vocal lesson tgt too on march after the box premiere (bcs chanyeol's hair was grey in the vlog) before they enlist, what we know is baekhyun loving and singing "tomorrow" tgt with chanyeol, so what we know is they keep spending time with each other as bandmates and friends 
"do you ever take chanyeol's feeling into consideration, you all couldnt give less of a shit about chanyeol as person with feelings and are just a bunch of selfish pricks" 1. Baekhyun tweeting that mosquito tweet to defend chanyeol -Responses>> People went: oh he's just defending himself, he's being selfish once again, he doesnt care about chanyeol 2. Baekhyun answering fans question about chanyeol's condition -Responses>> No one translated this after few days OP has translated Original post Jan 29: https://twitter.com/tomo_exo/status/1355177834185064451?s=20 First ever translation on FEB 13 (AND FROM A CBKIST): https://twitter.com/NTH_2705/status/1360626904756228096?s=20 Also this cbkist isnt always active translating, I know her, she's not on Twitter as much as other trans account and she doesnt understand japanese, so she actually found the post on weibo and translated it from chinese thats why it was translated 2 weeks after, but before her? does ANY account translate this? well no. 3. Baekhyun and Chanyeol doing choreo in DFTF tgt -No BTS, no anything from SM, people who hate seeing them tgt can ignore easily, chanbaek stans can only watch the part over and over 4. Baekhyun and Chanyeol practicing their hitting the woah part in just usual mv -Again no one commented about this, except chanbaek stans bcs this is easily ignored 5. Lesson With Baekhyun -Responses>> yeolmaes went "chanyeol don't do this, chanyeol im not watching this, chanyeol what are you doing, i want chanyeol only, oh god why is chanyeol with him again, chanyeol is feeding chanbaekist, his fans (bbhls) gonna come at us again, fuck this im not watching" and bbhls went "the translation is wrong look theyre trying to sabotage bbh" and yeolmaes replied with "good for him haha, ya serves him right for being selfish" and also "why is it always chanyeol who does this kind of thing and never baekhyun? oh right because hes selfish hes sm golden boy he never gonna do this bcs his channel is own by SM" "look he promoted kyoongtube even in the nng" "look SM posted kyoongtube but not NNG u can see whos the mistreated one him"
All of those 5 things I mentioned, even tho some are small things....they got mostly negative responses from yeolmaes and bbhls who are not cbkist dont they? The things that prove chanyeol and baekhyun are always there for each other and they are bandmates, true friends, nothing change between them And yet, what did bbhls and yeolmaes do? Throw negative shits and comments to those things, esp Lesson With Baekhyun, and until now still hate Baekhyun... when Lesson With Baekhyun, is a vlog recorded by Chanyeol alone, he taped his phone in the car, he added Candy MV BTS with Baekhyun calling him "chanyeol ah" and baekhyun smiling while holding the food, a vlog where he praised baekhyun's vocals, prepared playlist for him, sing tomorrow together with him, laughing during their vocal lesson, and just...doing things tgt
And yet people still call it a fanservice? feeding chanbaekist? baekhyun is still selfish? when chanyeol worked hard preparing that vlog, providing it for us, baekhyun and chanyeol practicing their part tgt for DFTF, baekhyun tweeting the mosquito tweet
When Chanyeol and Baekhyun have done so many things together, after the fake rumor, after the box premiere, proving they are still good friends... so do you even take chanyeol's feelings into consideration? oh wait not just feelings, his efforts, his time, him uploading to NNG about him hanging out with Baekhyun, have you ever take that to consideration? or just ignore all those facts because "whatever i still hate baekhyun" 
So two options: 1. Hating and keep hating and telling others selfish because yall hate the fact that baekhyun never do this and that, that yall wanted him to do, but actually we don't know the reason why, we just don't know anything at all, accept assumptions that "baekhyun validated fans feeling" and thats according to you, your mind, your perspective, oh wait... it's all about you? 2. Know and accept and support and love, chanyeol and baekhyun's friendship, because thats what we know, thats what themselves say to us, thats what themselves been doing, accepting the fact that "chanyeol and baekhyun are good friends" and know we are not in the position to turn the friendship into bad relationship bcs what? bcs it comes from chanyeol and baekhyun themselves, not yeolmaes, not bbhls, not even exols, and so be a fan that know chanyeol and baekhyun have good relationship, keep reporting bbhls who said bad things about cy and vice versa, bcs what? we never want chanyeol to see that after lesson with baekhyun, apparently his "fans" still think baekhyun, his best friend and bandmate, is still a selfish person who doesnt care about chanyeol, so chanyeol is happy that we know and appreciate his relationship with baekhyun, with exo members because we care about chanyeol's feelings, because we trust his actions, his words, and we love everything he does, and also we love everyone around chanyeol that he loves
So choose... and last thing, are social media and on cam interactions, are enough to "measure" a group of people's relationships, so if your best friend never post any picture of you on their instagram and never tell stories about you to other people who well, actually are also strangers, living thousand miles away from you and your best friend, then it's okay for those strangers to say that your best friend hates you? avoiding to be affiliated with you? a selfish person? Have people ever think that it's tiring that just because you're a celebrity, you have to show everything, including minds, feelings, emotions, actions, personal reasons, to your fans? For them to be validated? And for them to turn into facts? Well, at least for me, the things I don't know then I don't know, I don't have the right to judge, and the things I know, especially positive things, that came from my own idols, that's what I'm holding on, that's what I support. *extra note: exo members always call us as EXO-Ls, not bbhls, not yeolmaes, not anyone, but EXO-Ls, so when they say they love us, "loved ones" are those who say themselves are EXO-Ls, who loves EXO as 9 members, because that's the fact
Have a good day anon, stay safe and healthy, God bless you, spread love and not hate
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**Please do not repost without credit** [TRANS] 2021.06.28 SONE NOTE LIVE vol 32 with Yoona
Staff: The plan this time is photoshoots in various situations! This is a first for SONE JAPAN, so how was it?
Yoona: I felt like it was a time to be able to meet SONE JAPAN. It’s different from the previous experiences as I felt like I could tell everyone about what’s happening with me recently, and I had a lot of fun! I’d be happy if everyone enjoys this SONE NOTE LIVE.
Staff: What do you usually think about during a photoshoot? Please share if there’s anything that you were conscious of when you were shooting.
Yoona: Above all, I paid attention to match the concept well while taking photos. Of course, I want to show everyone a beautiful appearance so I also paid attention to my hair and makeup!
Staff: You shot in several different situations and moods. Do you have a favorite scene that you want SONE JAPAN to see? Please share why as well.
Yoona: Instead of “pay attention to this scene”, I hope you can sense my expression and feelings (laughs).
Staff: How did you spend your time while waiting for the scene switchovers and camera settings changes?
Yoona: I’d talk with the staff, listen to music, search the internet and the like while waiting♪
Staff: I believe you do many photoshoots like this one, but is there anything you take care of on a daily basis to maintain your good looks and style?
Yoona: I often cleanse and moisturize, and take half body baths. I also do my nails and use hair packs which are essential for women’s self improvement! 
Staff: If there is another chance for a photoshoot for SONE NOTE LIVE, what scenes and situations would you like to try out?
Yoona: I’d like to try a photoshoot with my dog, Rae-O~♡
Staff: If you were to have a photoshoot with the members, what kind of situation would you like to shoot? Please share why as well.
Yoona: Since the members are also adults, how about a photoshoot with a natural atmosphere of us drinking? (laughs)
Staff: Last year, you opened your official YouTube channel, “Yoona’s So Wonderful Day”. Do you have a favorite video?
Yoona: It’s my official space, but it’s a space established for all the fans. I’d be happy if SONE enjoy it! Through this channel, I’d like to let all the fans know about my recent happenings♡ The haircut video was popular (laughs).
Staff: You played an intern reporter in the recent drama, HUSH, that aired in Korea. Was there anything that was difficult in creating the role? Also, please share if there was a memorable scene for you.
Yoona: She’s a character that I’ve never played before and I wasn’t used to her vocalizations and the like, so it was difficult. It was a good experience. Everything was memorable, but the scene with beef bone soup was especially unforgettable! (Ending of Episode 5)
Staff: Last year in August, SNSD had their 10th anniversary in Japan. Looking back at these 10 years, please share any memorable events or episodes and the reasons why.
Yoona: I always say this, but for Japan activities, the tours were the most memorable. This isn’t just for Japan, but as SNSD, [the tours] are memories I can count on one hand. Also, going to onsen and amusement parks with the members while on tour were also really memorable! 
Staff: Is there anything that you think has changed for you during these 10 years, and is there anything that hasn’t changed?
Yoona: As for what’s changed, I feel a little more relaxed, probably thanks to my experiences. As for what hasn’t changed, I am SNSD and actress Im Yoona. 
Staff: If you could go back anytime in the past 10 years, how many years ago would you go back? Please share the reason as well. 
Yoona: I was able to meet SONE in various countries by touring, so if it’s possible I’d like to go back to that time. Recently, I can’t go abroad and I want to meet all SONE because I can’t right now.
Staff: Is there anything that the Yoona now would like to say to the Yoona of 10 years ago?
Yoona: I believe there’s that pressure that you have to have a good result for everything, but you don’t have to torment yourself too much. Always do your best and you’ll be fine~ Just like it always has~
Staff: Do you have any goals or anything new that you want to try out? Please share why as well.
Yoona: I want to learn how to cook and get into the habit of exercising, but it’s difficult... 
Staff: Finally a message for SONE JAPAN, please!
Yoona: My irreplaceable SONE JAPAN♡ I’m always thinking about you and I’m also waiting for the day we can meet again~! We’ll walk together forever! Take care of yourselves. Right now it’s Girls’ Generation In the future it’s Girls’ Generation Forever it’s Girls’ Generation I love SONE♡
Translation by RedSunsetXIII source: SONE JAPAN website **Please do not repost without credit**
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