I hate you
I hate you for making me feel
I hate you for making me wanting to be close to you
I hate you for taking care of me
I hate it when your eyes go soft when they see me
I hate our eye contacts
I hate you when you kiss me softly
I hate that staying in your arms gives me peace
I hate it when you hold me close
I hate it more when you don't hold me close
I hate it that I have to see you for another three years
because I know I will not find anyone else when you are in front of me everyday
there will be no one else better compared to you
I hate it that everyday I want to kiss you
I hate it when you give me forehead kiss
I hate this feeling of having to hold you close and never to let go
I hate it when I don't return your eye contact
I hate it when i don't look at you
I hate it when you listen to me
and
I hate it so much when you don't listen to me
I hate your arms so much
I miss sleeping on them
I hate it when I go to sleep I think of you
I hate it when I wake up I think you
I hate that thinking about you makes me cry
and I hate it more when thinking about you makes me happy
I hate you so much when you make me smile
I hate it when I talk to you
and I hate it more when i don't talk to you
I hate it when I miss the little things that we used to do
cheek kisses
hand holding
you keeping your hands on my waist
laughing together
me keeping my leg on your leg
your hand on my cheek
I hate it when I do something for you because it makes me happy
I hate you for doing everything right
I hate that I cannot be mad at you
I hate you so much for not staying
for doing this one thing that I was most afraid of
I hate you for making me suffer everyday
I hate it when i don't see you for days and it makes me anxious
I hate this gut feeling telling me everyday not to give up on you
I hate you for making me fall in love with you
oh how I wish I could hate you
but I know
I never would
never could
not even a little bit
RS<3
listen to these songs after reading
hope you will like them
RS<3
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💗 A Healthy Relationship Should:
Boost your confidence
Encourage you to achieve your goals
Elevate your happiness
Bring you peace
Provide stability & security
Cultivate experiences
Nurture emotional and physical intimacy
Inspire you to take care of yourself
Enhance your life
💗 A Healthy Relationship Should Not:
Undermine your self esteem
Hinder your independence
Limit your growth
Create stress
Promote jealousy
Neglect your needs
Isolate you
Manipulate or guilt you
Be overly dependent
Ignore boundaries
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