hi. remember, when few days ago I had a massive rage because of the end of supernatural? yeah, I was a tiny bit overreacted. but technically not. this show means a lot to me.
can I be honest with you? I’m not so satisfied with the end. I mean, one of the most beautiful thing, what I ever saw in a tv show end is the last scenes with Sam and Dean. They have the most amazing brotherhood in the planet. But... Bobby just mention Cas, and Dean just let it go? No, that’s a big no for me, thank you. I waited for years, because of the Destiel thing, so no, thank you.
I decided. Just make myself a total villain like the last two season. I became God. In my own, personal universe, where Dean Winchester have the perfect end.
Oh, don’t worry about the name, that’s kinda my real writer name.. sorry, little bit confusing •_•
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“Lonely Hearts Club”
Original Works Written and Created by: Aaron Thomas Glesenkamp
On 7/14/2020 at 8:22AM on a park bench in front of the city building written in an hour
From bottom of my lonely heart
You’re the one I wanted to know
I’ve been waiting for..
For my whole life
How could I be..
Be so crazy
Wish I never let you go
I remember the first time we met
Headphones in the club singing; second floor
Hammering and trying to start a new life
Pheromones with a hint of sweat
Shook hands and that was it
Now I can’t get you out if my mind
Can’t get you out of my head
And I have to because,
because you’re not mine
You’re with him
And I have to be happy for you,
because that’s love
Isn’t it?
Why?
From bottom of my lonely heart
You’re the one I wanted to know
I’ve been waiting for..
For my whole life
How could I be..
Be so senseless
Wish I never let you go
Remember how we used to work together
You’d walk into the room those nights
Everything just seemed to get better
You’d smile and laugh
Over nothing, and stare at me with those eyes
And it was my favorite thing
You’d say something stupid and I’d respond with something clever
I could have stayed like that forever
I loved those nights
Moments were at a standstill,
There was no sense of time
So hard on the outside
Tatted exterior, with James Dean eyes
But a dork who hides
Love your outter-appearance just as well
As I got to know you better
And saw what’s on the inside
Beautiful, goofy, dork
Who plays it cool, nasty little freak, who [with a lover] likes sex for sport
Someone who doesn’t trust
Til he’s comfortable, guard up til’ he takes it down
Selective who you keep around
Wish I could take back that night, the night I knocked shit down
Wish I could turn it all back around
So your guard wasn’t back up and I didn’t let you down
Because I walked home one night,
And the Universe threw me a sign
Now I think of you compulsively
Went home and only had you on my mind
My heart filled- and at the same time
I started to obnoxiously smile, laugh, and cry
And I know I should let you go because,
Because your his not mine
Is it okay if you’re my muse though?
Excuse me while I write these lines.
Knew each other for so short
But I trust the signs
It the craziest thing
Two of us as lovers, or even friends
Together; wish we had more days, more time
I hate that my apology wasn’t enough
I regret my actions, all the time
From bottom of my lonely heart
You’re the one I wanted to know
I’ve been waiting for..
For my whole life
How could I be..
Be so stupid
Wish I never let you go
Remember the morning we lied in bed
You probably don’t remember because you were out your mind/out your head
That was the best morning I’ve ever had
You wanted more, and so did I
But I care for you so I didn’t take advantage
So I made no plans
If I wanted to be a man
And wanted things to change
With someone for once in my life
I put my selfish wants/needs aside
So I thought of you and chose to do right
My impulses while we pulsed
Were withheld/managed
Because I feel for you
So I pushed them aside
And I didn’t want to ruin it
But who knew it would all be ruined from stubbornness
And one stupid-foolish night
Mistakes made from both sides
I wish we could rewind
I wanted to keep you in my life
And the anticipation we had when we were together
Was like..
Was like a high
I wanted to respect you
I wanted things to be different
Wish I never left my bed for that job
That didn’t work out
Maybe if I lied naked in bed with you and laughed all morning
Things would have been different
I wouldn’t have got upset like I did
Things would have workedout
It doesn’t make sense
And forgive me while I write these lines
Is it okay if you’re my muse though?
You’re the only one I think about all the time
If you want two
Just let me know
And wrote this for you
Don’t think I’m ready to let things go
Don’t mean to sound so desperate
But I’m giving this apology a second try
From bottom of my lonely heart
You’re the one I wanted to know
I’ve been waiting for..
For my whole life
How could I be..
Be so foolish
Wish I never let you go
Pray life brings us back together
Happy ever after; not “never”
Your love is something I have to know
Photo Taken by: Aaron Thomas Glesenkamp
(SLC, UT)
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