#man this went back to 2020
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Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people.
I was tagged by @displayheartcode
Tagging: @monstrous-femme @lindstrom2020 @thegeminisage @bomberqueen17 @dingdongyouarewrong @eeddis and anyone who wants to do it say I tagged you
1. The restaurant has two exits. One grand entrance on the street, complete with plaster carvings painted to look like marble, and one fire door out the back, with no decoration whatsoever.
2. The first sense to come back is sound.
3. WH #40. Macon, Georgia. 2/3/91. Dean Winchester: banned after failing to pay bills despite repeated warnings, coming back in various “disguises”, and using a younger boy as a distraction during an attempted dine and ditch.
4. It’s happened before. Sam, bloody. Neck twisted, face white, raspy gasps twice a minute. Looking no more like himself than an angel looks like its vessel.
5. Marka is nine years old, and she knows what death looks like: stillness where there was movement. Silence where there was noise. A lifetime of memories turned into an object on a pyre, in need of safe disposal. The whole Pod dressed in the green of mourning, singing the Funeral Song in the Mother-Tongue of the Young God, their tongues tripping over unfamiliar syllables: Ay-nd ss-he’s bee-u-why-ing ay suh-tay-ire w-ay-why to he-ay-v-ee-n.
6. I will love you when we stand tall in the moonlight and I will love you when feathers sprout from our skin, when my heart shrinks and beats between hollow bones because it is yours no matter the size.
7. “I can’t keep doing this.” God says it like this as though it is is He, not Death, who is bound by the nature’s laws. He says it as though the world is not what He wants it to be.
8. Kathryyn Ngo@kathryyn2ys · 2h
Okay you know how most of the statues on buildings in New York are all the same lady?? Well. I have found her Renaissance counterpart. Behold: whoever this guy was. He c l e a r l y got around
9. What no one tells you about a life of crime is that it’s often very, very dull.
10. It’s six weeks before she breaks down and checks her Facebook page.
#fanfic#writing#man this went back to 2020#I should really....#finish some of these WIPs#though i was literally working on one five minutes ago so PROGRESS#op
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i do still periodically remember that post on twt that had far too many likes talking about how fnf is def a song about romance, chan was lying for pretending it was about australia and i still start squinting into space because how fucking stupid could all 500 of you be
#like its so irrationally silly on my part but it annoyed me so much lmao#like firstly HOW are you interpreting these lyrics as being about romantic love like what ???#but also.... fauna and flora really was devastated here by the 2020 fires. 1 billion lost.#billion with a b!! gone forever!! burnt to a cinder. the environment was devastated#and you think felix and christopher who were literally stuck in korea unable to come home bc of covid for 3 yrs....#wouldnt have feelings about that?? like idk man the obsession with everything having to be romance really rots peoples brains#bc the 2020 bushfires started october 2019 and went for like 6 months i.e i had already been wearing a face mask before covid had taken ove#bc of the smoke. For months! like i cant imagine how hopeless they felt not being able to come back just seeing footage of blood red skies#but yeah its a song about a break up you dumb BITCH#okay thats my insane friday night rant done peace and love#peace and love 🤏
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@shrimpuufriend told me that Capcom had recently released never-before seen concept art of the original Rockman (Which you can find here!), and it is the coolest thing EVER.
That said, I wanted to be the first person to make something based off of the newly surfaced concept art, so I took one featured sketch of Rockman and turned it into its own sprite piece, complete with a faux beta title screen I craftily edited into the manual! 💙✨
#Star's Art#Star's Edits#Mega Man#Rockman#Sprite Art#Concept Art#Coolness#Does anybody remember when I literally rushed to restore the unused Showdown Wizzem sprite in 2020?#Yeah... that's pretty much how spriting this went XD#If I had to estimate how long this took... I would say around 45-50 minutes of nonstop work#My drive to be the very first to bring one of these never-before seen concepts to fruition is UNMATCHED#And for such a short timespan... I think I did a nice job!#I wanted Rock to have nonstandard shading unlike anything that we would see later on#And I honestly think that adds to its authenticity. It fits like a glove!#You already KNOW I had to edit it into the manual too like I did with Amazon Man a while back#I do eventually plan on spriting some more stuff that came from this concept art set that was released#Though for now I think this was the PERFECT thing to start with!!!
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I saw in one of your tags that Oli went to uni. Do you know more about that?
well I'm so glad you asked, not because I have much info but because the little I do know is from the funniest possible source: his tinder bio from 2020
#among other things we don't know exactly WHEN he went#but I like to think he studied some kind of media/ management stuff#that is relevant to his learning to do tour management#which we know from Louis he was doing#and apparently also spanish!#anyway I thought I was SOOOO funny making an account where I leave Oli but blur Louis#but the man himself was way ahead of me#galaxy brain oli living in the future back in 2020
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weird feeling of not being like a lot of fans my age beclaws theyll hop furom media to media so easily but i need like a Minimum 4 years of obsession befur i even Think about watching/reading/etc something else
like ill actively try not to watch ofur things beclaws im too busy doing this one thing but when i do it just ends up being a casual enjoyment, its not The Thing im stupid ofur
#2 years so fur gang... ✌ 2 more to go at least#man whatll i even be interested in next#what can live up to homestuck or funny greenboy show#those 2 are like my entire purrsonality#maybe ill just get back into homestuck#thats what happened with funny greenboy show i became briefly obsessed in 2019 or 2020 or so#and then continued on with my homestucking#then suddenly in 2021 bam#i went crazy#who knows..........#vermi.txt
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oversharing in the tags time :)
#i think it’s time i go back to therapy#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel#so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted#in feb 2023. we had tickets for#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not#she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji#and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man#so I still worry about her#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better#but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK#anyways. I need therapy to get over this#and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im#out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me#up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day#don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!
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how the hell did marvel release three movies a year for three years in a row?
#2017 had: 1. GOTG2; 2. Spider Man HoCo; 3. Thor Ragnorak#2018 had: 1. Black Panther; 2. INFINITY WAR; 3. AntMan and the Wasp#2019 had: 1. Captain Marvel; 2. ENDGAME; 3. Spidey Far From Home#and then they didn't have any in 2020#AND THEN THEY HAD FOUR IN 2021#and then they went back down to three a year for 2022 and 2023#god damn no wonder the mcu has gotten so chaotic#they're moving too fast#no one has time to absorb 3 new movies AND whatever tv shows they make every year#go back to one marvel movie a year. or two. two is fine. two is plenty#mcu
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went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠
#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years#not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion#so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all#but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all.#it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid)#and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable.#but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him#i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted#and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried.........#the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms#i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still#and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :)))))#insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case#i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!)#but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man.#it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/#why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly???#while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING???#if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now#but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃#shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience#and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over#he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday#and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now.#i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again..#i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh#(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh)#at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*
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Wait are you another one of them Tsubasa fans? Cause I reblogged that Kurogane and Fai art in a different mutual's honour. I swear I went 10 years without thinking about that series and now I've suddenly realised I'm surrounded by fans
AM I A TSUBASA FAN???? THEY WERE LITERALLY PART OF MY GAY AWAKENING....... hfkshfmshdnd
Aka me in 8th grade with my then bestie both into Tsubasa. And projecting on the characters. They were Kuro and I was Fai. And we called them boyfriends, and thus We were "boyfriends" (we were both girls then)
A year later I realized it wasn't normal to think about kissing my bestie that much. And Thus I realized.
And Yes, we did end up dating for a bit hfkshfj
#thatrandombystander#ask#i went and reread it in full back in 2020 and man. man....#i dont rly post about it often but ive been known to reblog a post of them every now and then hfkshfj#i still love Fai oh so Very much#knowing Fai and knowing Vash is it any surprise to know that i have a Type of fav character? lmao
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i could never understand fujoshis because i already loathe seeing any male in charged implications of any type let alone TWO of them
#it actually makes me feel physically sick even just one man on his own acting coy i would rather watch someone vomit#i already barely enjoy any male character centered media to begin with so it just pisses me off#sorry to my fujosisters#in ninth grade two of my friendS ( with an S that was like my most Friended year Evar i had about like 5 )#were trying to convince me ( they cornered me in the library ) to be a fujoshi one of them later explained to me what ABO was#amongst other messed up sick yaoi but she was otherwise so nice & sweet genuinely. looking back that was jarring#she was a really good student & she was so cute.like morally besides her taste in yaoi she was kind of righteous O_O#anyway the closest they have ever gotten to converting me was when we were all watching the original naruto series#&i ''''shipped'''' narusasu DISCLAIMER i am not the type to ship anything at all other than ponies sometimes. my mind rarely ever goes ther#they were genuinely so proud of me & they cornered me again to make me admit that i was one of them. what an awesome year#also the ABO fujo was really lesbophobic which broke my heart a little but to be fair she never found out i was gay#i was not a doormat in that situation for once we stayed friends after i only stopped talking to her when i went crayzay in 2020#i miss her despite everything x( ough. i wonder wat she up to. probably something great because she was smart & hardworking#this makes her sound really bad but i think she was/we were just 14 years old LOL
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can i verbalise a selfish thought for a moment. dont read the tags if thatll bother you or anything
#what with all this talk of colonisation and whose land what is it does make me wonder about what the bigger voices in these convos would#have to say about my country. like im genuinely curious bc idk how to categorise us at all. context bc i dont expect anyone to know:#the indigenous people of the land i live on were the arawaks & lucayans. however when this land was first colonised they were all genocided#and who are now known as 'bahamians' were brought over on ships. and then somehow we went from the spanish to the english who colonised us#as well. now my worry is purely hypothetical bc we are an independent and sovereign state right so there's no 'threat'#but would we be considered 'indigenous' ? i can't think we would??#but maybe my issue is that i'm looking at this philosophically rather than politically. cause politically we probably would#but while the us-israel-colonisation convo is a political one the stances are philosophical so ??#like (again. hypothetically) if the same thing were to happen here ig i just wonder how we would be dealt with#and then the land ownership convo as well baffles me & it has for a while. since at least 2020 when the whole 'cottagecore is bad' convo#took place with the arguments that the aesthetic romanticised stolen land and i wondered even then like ? are we in the same position??#is the land still considered stolen if the people inhabiting it were displaced themselves?? and didn't steal it??#and moreover if the people it was stolen from no longer exist to take it back?? man idk#im stunningly bad at articulating my own thoughts so if this was a mess im sorry and thanks for making it this far#and also pls tell me if this comes off in the same light as americans making this about their election. i really dont want it to. im just#thinking. i guess idk#stop talking abbie
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trying not to get my hopes up about andromeda being incorporated into the new mass effect but also 👁👁
#went back and rewatched the 2020 trailer with cc on this time and....................#i shouldve done that 2 years ago...........#a 6TH ARK???#like the initiative arks?? but there were only 5??? so wtf???#the deliberate showing of both andromeda and the milky way in the first shot.............#i thought it was just a mean joke...like haha bye andromeda we're going back to the milky way now#andromeda has so much potential i am hoping so hard that they dont abandon it#but i dont want to get my hopes up#but also like a 6th ark.....theres no way they wont connect to andromeda somehow right....#do you think theyll do anything with the 5th ark.... i dont remember much about the book except for the virus stuff#but since it shipped after the first 4...and those got out Just before the reapers hit...the 5th ark shouldve gotten caught up in it#the 6th DEFINITELY DID#ohhh man what if its the milky way learning about the existence of the andromeda initiative....#bc the 6th ark got downed....#but who tf wouldve been on the 6th ark i thought 'the rest' were all on the 5th#sorry to my followers that dont know anything about mass effect lol but im getting excited about n7 day#and every time i think about mass effect i cry about how much potential andromeda had#the theories i have.......shit couldve been sooooo fuckin cool#it speaks#mass effect
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torchwood season 7?????????
guess im gonna have to come back to this fandom then 😌
#big finish go off???? omg#i didnt expect it at all anymore#torchwood#torchwood among us#eve myles#SHES BACK BABEYYYYY#my thoughts about Torchwood#i had a feeling id fall back into a torchwood hole by early next year just bc i ordered the class audio#and at that went through my bf library and was like aw man i miss this#also injust remembered i never actually listened to the last two episodes of god among us ahfhsjakdhsj#anyway hiiiiiii everyone#hello remember me? i was teaboyofficeboy back in the day like 2017-2020
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Boy, what a difference 3 years can make
#balthazar#destiny#i need an oc tag#finally went back through some of my old sketchbooks and I had a very fun time#i was (and still am) very inconsistent with dating my drawings so best I can figure I drew the first lil portrait in early June 2020#apparently Balthazar did not stay a Normal Awoken Man for very long and I jumped to Blacked Out Eyes -> Ahamkara very quickly lmao
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head in hands FINAL FANTASY
#🌙.rambles#i just. really want to listen to dedicated to moonlight already it's driving me insane#n i really want to replay ffix 🥺 i still rmb playing a lot through yk terra n pandaemonium n stuff n that ancient tree#during those brownouts hehe. i still rmb very well#i remember going upstairs n crying to myself in a corner bcs of the ending#w vivi !!!! :c n then i got infuriated too bcs i didn't realize i accidentally turned off bgm midway my game or smth#i have no idea how i didn't notice#but i was waiting for melodies of life n it didn't play 😭😭 so yeah that's how i realized. but i went back a bit tho#so i cld listen from around. hmmm i can't rlly remember but at least w behind the door & melodies of life yes#n then before ffix was ff7r i rmb apollo n i watching some ff7r stuff n cc on yt then#our dad saw n the day after he bought it :^) i love my family sm sobs#n then we used to take turns bcs only 1 ps4 then n we'd also sched like. 2 hours play n then 30 minutes rest or smth#i rmb when zack first appeared i was crying too man T_T i love video games n stories sm bcs#back then i rlly bottled my emotions even more n yk ^^ were an outlet :^) i love them so very much#OH YEAH finally finished ffxv too then 🤍 kh3 too around that time bcs. yk 2020 lockdown. a lot of switch games too#i still rmb my notes while playing those games T_T#& i rmb looking too around like. early october or even earlier i think. i was searching up a bunch of ff charas#hang on. i said i'll be productive but i really really don't want to work on this script#tmrrw i can rest though. don't rlly have much to do aside from. ah reviews on saturday i have to catch up#bcs i got sick last saturday n cldn't pay attention :c but other than that. the stuff due next week mon/tues r easy#n wed to fri no classes <3 just. have to get this bs done. i hate my group.
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i've craved string cheese, lemon cookies, and the dryest mashed potatoes you could possibly imagine after dreams this week
#the adas speak#eating in dreams apparently means 'you hunger for emotional connection.' ok man. everyone shut up#or according to a christian site 'a warning from god.' i'm not even religious and that almost fucked my shit up. sanism i say#n e ways i've maybe been having sleep hallucinations all week? idk#i was going to go outside bc it's friday the 13th. i love friday the 13th#the curse has broken since 2020 but every friday the 13th since i knew what that meant something bad/interesting happens#once it was a school lockdown (not a shooter in the building so it was fine)#another time i walked in on my parents AND didn't get into geobee on the same day. the only academic competition i didn't qualify for#although. i went to christian school so a bunch of the places were just places from the bible instead of actual geography#i played stack the states ok. i knew my shit#so anyways i wanted to see what was going to happen today#but then i spent like 2 hours asleep in a deeply disorienting way where i wasn't trying to go to sleep fr#i'm just in bed and keep going unconscious and suddenly it's a new time#oh hey! welcome back friday the 13th#my sleep problems have been evil lately. i'm not happy about this
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