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aphroditelovesu · 7 months
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Yandere love letter from Napoleon and Marquis de Lafayette to a Wife Reader pls ❤️
Napoleon Bonaparte
My beloved wife,
As I write this letter, my soul burns with an uncontrollable passion for you. From the moment I met you, my life took a turn I could never have predicted. You are the light that illuminates my days, my reason for living, and I cannot imagine a world without your presence.
Every time I look at you, my beloved, I see the beauty and grace that enchanted my heart from the first moment. Your eyes are the stars that guide my path, and your lips, the promise of an eternal love that consumes me. There is no one like you, (Y/N), and there never will be.
Every time our eyes meet, I feel consumed by a burning fire, a passion that knows no limits. Every smile, every touch, every word we exchange is a treasure that I keep in my soul.
My wife, my queen, my whole life is dedicated to you. I'm willing to conquer the world, to fight entire armies if necessary, to protect you and ensure our love lasts forever. Nothing, absolutely nothing, can separate us, because we are one.
In each conquest, in each victory, it will be your name that will echo in my heart. Let the world know that you are the reason I fight, the reason I breathe. And let no one else dare to think of taking your place in my heart, as that would be a fatal mistake.
With love,
Napoleon.
Marquis de Lafayette
My only love,
As I write these words, my heart overflows with a passion that only grows with time. Each day that passes by your side, my beloved, only serves to strengthen the bond that unites us.
Your presence lights up my days and warms my nights, like a radiant sun and a fire burning in my chest. Your eyes, deep as oceans, reflect the love we share and the future I envision by your side.
My beloved, you are my safe haven, the anchor that keeps my soul anchored amid the storm of life. You are the reason why I would face entire armies, the force that drives me to conquer the world, just to be able to offer you the best this world has to offer.
However, I must confess that the thought of anyone else getting close to you, of touching what is mine, makes me disturbed and tormented. My love for you is so overwhelming that I would do anything, absolutely anything, to protect what's ours.
I promise that I will continue to be your devoted and faithful husband, always willing to face the world to ensure your safety and happiness. May the entire world know that you are mine, as I am yours, now and forevermore.
With a love that will never know limits,
Marquis de Lafayette.
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littlesunshine1223 · 30 days
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J.Laurens aesthetic
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multifamdomfan · 6 months
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Could you do a hamilton boys with a plus sized afab!reader? 🫶
Hamilsquad x plus sized! fem!reader
🫶 right back at'cha babe
Can be interpreted as platonic or romantic
Let's be honest the boys don't care what you look like
It's what's on the inside that counts (cheesy I know but it's true)
They all think you're beautiful because of your personality
But it does have some perks
They all think you give the best hugs and cuddles
You're their personal pillow
Besides that it doesn't affect the relationship
If you ever get insecure Alexander can and will write you a eighty page document on how amazing you are and how beautiful you are
John will cuddle you and try to love the insecurity away (it's bound to at least help)
Lafayette showers you with compliments and kiss you on the cheek after each one
Hercules will sit down and talk with you if you want if not that's fine too. He will compliment you as well and hugs you ^^
If your insecurity is because someone talks bad about your u or said something to your face they are pissed
Even if you aren't insecure and someone is being a jerk to you they are still pissed
If you don't care that's great, I wish I had your confidence but they care. You're important to them and they are not going to let someone disrespect you
Alex and John will try to fight the person immediately
Herc will push his anger aside and focus on you and what you need
Lafayette will cuss the person out and verbally attack them in both English and French
You are amazing and deserve to be treated with respect and they won't tolerate anything else
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I’m Willing to Wait for It. (Part 1)
Aaron Burr x f!reader
Set 5 days before the Battle of Long Island. Reader is a spy working for Washington.
There’s an upsetting lack of Burr x reader fics out there, so this is my contribution to the cause.
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The young men from the army were a common sight to see, crowded up in the taverns near the docks in New York Harbour. Raucous, pissing themselves and unashamedly eying up the ladies passing by, they were a sight not to behold. You weren’t expecting to stay for long with such company if you could help it.
Brusquely you made a short circuit around the bar, eyes searching the room, but failing to find the familiar face of someone you were meant to meet with here.
Wolf whistles and the occasional lewd commentary followed you as you found yourself a little nook away from the larger crowds where you could wait for your friend. He had a habit of being late after all and you had time to entertain yourself with watching the antics of those solider boys parading themselves about like peacocks.
From the other end of the room, Alexander Hamilton and his friends John Laurens, Lafayette and Aaron Burr watched you with interest. You were new in this establishment which meant that you were an opportunity.
“Say, where’s Mulligan when you need him?” Lauren’s exclaimed. “He’d be kicking himself if he weren’t here to try and talk such a lovely lady into his bed.”
“I daresay that leaves her fair game to the rest of us then. She holds herself gracefully, I bet she must come from money.” Hamilton jokes.
“Who is she and what family does she belong to? I’ve never seen her before.” Burr questioned with intrigue. He gazed over toward her, and somehow, as if she could feel the heat of his eyes on her, she picked him out from the crowd and returned his stare. It was not a stare of charm, or abashed chasteness that greeted him, but more titillating, it was calm and assessing. His first instinct was to turn away in shame, but his experience made him hold her gaze and respond with a light smile. This was his chance.
“I have absolutely no idea either, but maybe you might care to tell us when you two have a little heart to heart over there, Burr? Looks like someone’s caught her eye.” Hamilton cheekily announced to their circle.
“Oui, you should move quickly mon amie, before another one gets the chance to talk to her!” Lafayette was always the brilliant optimist of their circle, pushing people to try their hardest in all sorts of situations even if the odds were against them.
Although Burr was quite sure that the odds would be in his favour this time.
“I’ll be taking my leave tonight then, gentlemen!” He said as he excused himself from the group.
Weaving around the crowded room, toward you, you saw the man who you locked eyes with was fast approaching. Aaron Burr, you noted. You knew of him and his genius predisposition as well as his status as a young man of growing influence. But you also knew from many accounts that he was an opportunist and a rake.
“Excuse me, my lady, I couldn’t help but notice your exquisite face from afar, may I know what sweet name belongs to a beauty such as yourself?” Without a moment more, he smoothly takes the seat opposite you before anyone else can.
“You speak so kindly, Colonel Burr, my name is Y/N.” You responded in neutrality, you would be waiting otherwise and you supposed that a little flirting wouldn’t hurt in the meantime.
“Ahh, I see that you know of me.”
“It’s hard not to when you’re living in New York. The gossip is always rife.”
“What brings you here tonight? It is unusual to see such lovely woman here alone.”
“I’m here for business, and I’m waiting for someone to arrive.”
“Business? A client?” Burr raised his eyebrows in surprise, was she an escort?
“Business related to the war effort.” You corrected with a blush, realising the misunderstanding.
“Ahh. I must ask what side of the war you are on then.”
Before you could answer again, the shadow of Hercules Mulligan, your contact, towered over Burr.
“Burr! I’m not surprised to see you here, and I see you’ve just already acquainted yourself with Miss Y/N.”
The look of curiosity crossed Burr’s face. How on earth did you know Mulligan? And what role did you play in the revolution?
At the arrival of your contact you relaxed, and without further ado, you turned to your admirer and began to shoo him off. “Mr Burr, I’m afraid Mr Mulligan and I will be discussing some things in private tonight, but it was lovely to meet you.”
“Burr’s a good friend, Miss Y/N and I’m sure he won’t let anything from this conversation leave our little circle, will you, Burr?” Mulligan countered, he must have trusted Burr a lot to let him in on the secret intelligence mission you were working on.
“Of course not, anything said here tonight stays between us.”
This was not the protocol you followed. But you knew Mulligan enough to know that he chose his friends carefully and that he would never invite someone that he didn’t trust to engage in such a sensitive conversation.
“I trust your judgement Mr Mulligan. Bring up a chair then and we’ll get started.”
Over the next hour you gave him explicit details on the movements of the British army that you had gleaned over the course of the week. Things that you were absolutely certain of and plans that were yet unconfirmed. Your position was unique in that it allowed you to move between the American and British side of operations without being questioned.
You were employed to teach the children of a long string of British officers who had started their families in colonies which put you in an advantageous and secure position to gather intelligence for the revolutionary cause. After all, the way to a parent’s heart is through their children, and nobody asks questions of a teacher who is adored by their kids.
“…and there will be an attack, five days from now that there is to be an attack on New York harbour and Long Island when the British fleet arrive. They’re expecting 10 line ships, 20 frigates and 170 transports. 32,000 men.” You said quietly.
“My god. We are unprepared for such conflict.” Mulligan exclaimed, flabbergasted by the revelation. Burr said nothing, although the colour drained from his face immediately. It must be hard to be in his shoes, you thought. The responsibility of leading these men to battle must weigh heavily on him.
You nodded, deep in thought. It would be a bloodbath. How many of these young mirthful men would be here again to tell the tale in 5 days time when all was said and done? Many had never even been in battle before.
“Is that everything you have to report today, Miss?” Mulligan started up again after a brief silence at the table.
“That’s everything.”
“Thank you for the information, I’ll be passing it on to General Washington as soon as I reach him tonight. Hopefully there will be aid for us or another way to defeat the British when they arrive.” Shaking hands with you, he took his leave, but not before turning to Burr. “You should be grateful we have a good spy network. Y/N is one of our best, you should thank her in advance for saving your ass.” He chuckled, clapping his friend on the shoulder before slipping off into the night, leaving the two of you alone again.
“I’m assuming this wasn’t quite the direction you were expecting tonight to take, was it, Colonel Burr?”
“Please, just Aaron. And no, it wasn’t quite what I was expecting, but thank you all for your service to the country.” He bowed his head in newfound respect and awe for your work.
“I could say the same for you. Aaron. You responded with a smile. You tested the name, it was certainly less of a mouthful than ‘Colonel Burr.’
“And I also trust that you will keep my position a secret from your friends?”
“They will be none the wiser, you can trust me.” Burr assured you.
“Thank you. I should be heading home now that Mr Mulligan and I have finished up. Your company tonight was most welcome and flattering, Aaron. I hope you’ll enjoy the rest of your night.”
“It would be my absolute pleasure to walk you home if you’d like. The streets here are not the safest at night and at the very least, maybe I can provide you with some entertaining conversation to pass the time.” Aaron pleaded.
“I wouldn’t be opposed, but I don’t want to deprive you of the company of your friends.”
“I don’t think they’re expecting me again if I’m being honest.” He said coyly.
Uh huh.
You fought hard to not wrinkle your nose in disgust at his suggestiveness. They were not wrong when they said he was reliable with the ladies. You absolutely were not going to be offering him tea and biscuits when you got home.
“It is late, and I won’t be able to offer you room and board at my home.” You warned him.
“The pleasure of walking with you is more than a reward for me.”
“Shall we get going then?”
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only4miller · 1 month
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i am in DESPERATE need of more daveed diggs fanfics. if you know any, pls tell me asap i am goinf insane this man is gorgeous i'd do anything to get even CRUMBS.
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knowltonsrangers · 1 year
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9 for Gilbert? It fits him so well 💜💜
9: when it's hard for them to contain a smile, so they grin so wide it lights up your world >>>
TURN!Marquis de Lafayette x reader
[a/n: glitchhhh of course 💕💕]
Across the room, it’s difficult to keep your eyes on the book in front of you. Every time you look up, he’s staring right back at you, much to the annoyance of those around him. They were trying to work on something, to which the group effort would be explained, but all he keeps mumbling on about has nothing relevant to add.
He can’t help it, especially sitting in such a seat with a perfect line of vision to you.
Tapping the exterior cover of your book, you look down once more, a smile yourself brewing on your lips. It’s hard to not, with the way he looks at you so lovingly, and the more you look away, the harder it becomes to resist the urge to take another sparing glance.
Someone in his group taps him, asking him if he’s alright, to which the Frenchman nods eagerly, finally tearing his gaze from you to shuffle the stack of papers in his grasp.
“…lover boy.”
You hear one of them say, to which you’re caught once more staring at him. As he looks at his own information in front of him, talking, arguing with his group, you are free to watch the passion that comes across his rosy cheeks.
You stifle a laugh, knuckles coming to your lips as someone mentions how they were on a completely unrelated topic.
“Oh? Oh, my apologies, I just wanted to add—“
The giggle you emit does little to help his recovering brain, and when he looks up to meet your eyes, he finds it extremely hard to contain his smile. You even see his teeth come to bite his bottom lip, attempting to suffocate the laugh back into his throat.
It’s futile, so the effort seems, as you watch once more the way the smile breaks over his entire face, and your heart thrums wildly in your chest.
He seemingly recovers, beginning to talk about something relevant, much to his groups satisfaction. Yet he never looses sight of your smile, and your book suddenly doesn’t seem so interesting any more.
The look he gives you, speaks more than any words could.
One more minute, then I am all yours.
You nod, fingers fiddling with a page, yet you never flip it.
When not a minute more passes, his group stands, shaking hands, agreeing on one last thing before departing.
Hurriedly, you turn back to your book, watching their shoes as they leave, counting them and their voices until all that remains is a pair of shoes standing directly in front of you, stealing your heart with a simple set of words.
“All finished. Let us go home, my love.”
His hand comes out, and you close your book, taking his hand as he pulls you to stand.
Nothing could make your day like that smile of his, especially when it was reserved just for you.
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villxinmiixx · 10 months
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𝐝𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 .ᐟ
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[ note ;; this masterlist includes a REAL PERSON and the characters they're acting as, at the end of the day this is just a fan writing fake scenarios about them.]
[ all of these are in order on when i wrote them ]
main masterlist link
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Ten Rounds series d. diggs.
part i.
What happens if rafael invited forced daveed to come with him to a concert of a well known singer, and he becomes enamoured with her?
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A Courtship on The Court series t. jefferson.
part i.
work in progress.
Imperial Intrigue series t. jefferson ( & m. lafayette )
part i.
work in progress.
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Imperial Intrigue series m. lafayette ( & t. jefferson )
part i.
work in progress.
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cemetary-lady · 1 year
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HAMILTON MASTERLIST
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alexander hamilton
coming soon...
aaron burr
coming soon...
john laurens
coming soon...
marquis de lafayette
coming soon...
hercules mulligan
coming soon...
george washington
coming soon...
angelica schuyler
coming soon...
eliza schuyler
coming soon...
peggy schuyler
coming soon...
king george III
coming soon...
philip hamilton
coming soon...
thomas jefferson
coming soon...
james madison
coming soon...
maria reynolds
coming soon...
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lostgravez · 4 months
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I’ve come here to promote my books/fanfics!
I write on wattpad @LostGravez
I love to take requests! I’m currently working on my Hamilton book called “A Dance of Trance and mystery” [Prince Lafayette x reader]
And it’s truly really interesting! I suggest giving it a look as I’m currently working on it and have it planned 🩷
I also have other fandom books but it’s not my focus anymore right now.
I have a Hamilton oneshot book and a request book aswell!
HERES THE DESCRIPTION OF MY CURRENT WORK
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Thank you for reading this post, 🩷
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a-strange-echo · 4 months
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Requests are open!
I don't know if people want me to write their ideas for them but I'd be more than happy to do that so if you have any idea or a prompt you would like me to write with a character you like, you just have to send it to me!
I write fluff, agnst but only with happy ending (I'm soft okay ;w; ) and smut (although not a lot). There is not much i wouldn't write but if I don't feel comfortable with it or don't feel I have enough skills to do it, I won't write it.
I only write 'x reader' fanfictions and write for any gender/sexuality, you just have to tell me what you want. If you don't specify a gender, my default is Gender Neutral/ Non-Binary.
I also tend to not write cross-overs but if I really like the idea, maybe I will do it. (Really depends tho)
Who I write for:
MARVEL:
-Bucky Barnes*
-Steve Rogers*
-Stucky*
-Baron Helmut Zemo
-Tony Stark (platonic only, so no smut)
-Sam Wilson (platonic only, so no smut)
-Natasha Romanoff
-Peter Parker (no smut)
-Scott Lang
(Other if requested)
The Marauders: (teens and adults, please specify)
-Sirius Black
-James Potter
-Remus Lupin
-Lily Evans
-Regulus Black
-Poly!Marauders (James/Sirius/Remus)
Harry Potter:
-Fred Weasley
-George Weasley
(Other if requested)
The Owl House: (No smut, for any character)
-Amity Blight
-Luz Noceda
-Gus Porter
-Hunter Noceda
-Willow Park
-Vee Noceda
-Edric Blight
-Emira Blight
-Eda Clawthorn
-Raine Whispers
-Alador Blight
(Other if requested)
Hamilton:
-John Laurens
-Marquis de Lafayette
-Alexander Hamilton
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*Both modern and 40's, please specify
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Please keep in mind:
I am not a robot, I don't always have time or want to write.
If you ask something that I don't feel comfortable writing, I won't write it.
If you bring any hate, negativeness, you will be banned/blocked
English is not my first language (as specify in every work I post)
I do NOT conscent to have my posts being translated/reposted without being credited
You are responsible for the content you watch/read. If you see something you don't like/don't feel comfortable reading in the warnings, then don't read it. I can forget to tag something, if it ever happens, please tell me in the comments calmly and with respect and I will rectify it.
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My blog is a safe place for everyone, don't bring your disrespect and hate with you.
You are welcome if you are not toxic!
(Sorry for the long post)
please send requests, I am desperate for ideas ಥ_ಥ
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littlesunshine1223 · 30 days
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A.Hamilton aesthetic
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multifamdomfan · 6 months
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Hi, if requests are still open and if you still write for Hamilton could I request an imagine where the fem!reader was Alex’s wife, they met and fell in love during the Winter's ball. And, she first met him when she was in the war (dressed as a man) but Alex never knew it was her until he found out himself. And maybe has a near-death experience fighting in a duel for any reason you want. And years later, she maybe becomes a lawyer/statesman or whatever as long as she's not a housewife and she finds out Alex had an affair and she like goes to Laurens for comfort but he ends up confessing he has loved her since day one when they met at the Winter's ball but saw she was so much happier with Alex (and it's kind of like an Angelica situation.) and how he would have never if he knew that was what Alex was going to do to her. And finally, he asked her to be with him. Also, could you please make the reader Washington's adopted daughter? I know it's a lot but even if you don't do it, thank you for just reading it. I just kinda wanted a lot of angst followed by fluff but since I can't stand the thought of having been with some who cheated on me and didn't love me, could you please make Alex still love the reader but realize if he wanted her to be happy, he would have to let her go and as soon as the Reader is thinking "You know what? I should forgive." He just dies. I feel bad for the Reader, not gonna lie. Thank you again. <33
Prompts: "May I have this dance?" (Hamilton to Reader) "Shit, are you bleeding?!" (Hamilton to Reader) “You need to leave. Right now.” (Reader to Hamilton) “You need to let her go.” (Anyone who seems right to Hamilton) "Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?" (Laurens to Reader) But hey, it’s up to you, I'm just giving suggestions on what I was thinking.
Note: And yes, in my fantasy world, Laurens doesn't die and is still alive in Act II.
😮😍 I love this request! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I hope you don't mind but I'm turning this into a two part.
warning: angst,character death,cheating
Why does love hurt so much? Pt. 1
I was reading my book in my room when my dad, George Washington, knocked gently against the door. Well if you want to get technical he's my adoptive dad. My biological parents when I was young and was sent to the orphanage when George and his wife ,Martha, adopted me. I closed my book and put it down and called out "Come in!" When Dad came in I immediately knew that something was wrong. He was fiddling with his hands and his eyes cast down onto the floor looking frantic. "What is it father?"
"Y/N I need to tell you something," I looked at him curiously while Dad was looking like he was trying to find the right words to say. "There is really no way to say this but I'm going to go to war." He said this quickly and nervously watching to see how I'll react.I didn't respond, not at first I looked at him with a blank expression trying to comprehend what he just said.
"What?" He remained silent like he was waiting for me to tell, scream, or do something. "Let me come with you, I can help!"
"No! You're not coming, it's too dangerous."
"But you're going! You will be there to look after me and you taught me to use a gun since I was ten!"
"I won't always be there to look after you, I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you. Just promise me that you won't follow me."
I sighed in defeat "I promise." Dad came up to me and hugged me. I hugged back thinking about how I lied to his face.
I put my hair that's now shoulder length and tied my hair up. I looked down at myself with my uniform on with bandages over my breast to flatten them out. I nodded at my reflection in approval before walking out of my tent. My dad found out that I was pretending to be a man to fight in the war immediately but he kept my secret.
I approached my friends Lafayette, Hercules, John, and Alexander. We became friends quickly, and no. They have no idea that I'm a woman and plan to keep it that way. There is one problem, I developed a crush on one of the four men. It's Alex, I couldn't help it. He's passionate, smart, and kind. "Hey James!" Hercules called over to me.
Yes James is the name that I chose because it was my biological dad's name. "Hi." I responded, lowering my voice and octive to keep from sounding too feminine. I sat next to Alexander and joined in on the conversation before we heard a loud noise. We all turned our heads to see what it was. It was the red coats, we sprung into action grabbing our guns.
There was death all around us with an overwhelming smell of blood but we had to keep moving I killed a couple men before they could kill me first. Then I was a man aiming for Alexander about to shoot, without thinking I shoved him out of the way and took the bullet. All I could hear was a distant yelling at the word "James!" He quickly rushed over and got in my field of vision. "Shit, you're bleeding."
"You need to leave. Right now." I responded not wanting him to find out. Alex ignored what I said and ripped my shirt off and saw the bandages being soaked with blood. He looked shocked at first but knew it wasn't the time to talk about it and used my shirt to apply pressure to the wound and rushed me to the medics.
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I need to ask the Hamilton obsessed people of Tumblr what things do you want to read? Because I know that there are some great fics out there but it just feels like I've read them all yk?
People I'll write for (all x reader)-
Alexander Hamilton
Elisa Schuyler
Angelica Schuyler
Peggy Schuyler
John Laurens
Marquis de Lafayette
Aaron Burr
And other if the request is motivating
I'll write in the modern era but prefer to write on the past :)
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ares-writess · 2 years
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MASTERLIST!!
Things I am willing to write!!
Character x Character
Character x Reader
Character x OC
Smut
Ships
Fluff
Angst
Lemons
Most AU’s
(basically anything that isn’t illegal!!)
Supernatural
- Sam Winchester
- Dean Winchester
- Castiel Novak
- Jack Kline
- Lucifer
- Crowley
- Gabriel
- Charlie
- Chuck (depends)
Grey’s Anatomy
- Meredith Grey
- Derek Shepherd
- Alex Karev
- Christina Yang
- Izzie Stevens
- Mark Sloan
- George O’Malley
- Callie Torres
- Owen Hunt
- Jackson Avery
- Arizona
Hamilton
- Alexander Hamilton
- Aaron Burr
- Marquis de Lafayette
- John Laurens
- Eliza Schuyler
- Angelica Schuyler
- Peggy Schuyler
- Maria Reynolds
- Thomas Jefferson
Stranger Things
- Steve Harrington
- Jonathan Byers
- Eddie Munson
- Robin Buckley
- Nancy Wheeler
- Billy Hargrove
- Vecna
Genshin
- Any ADULT character
MHA
- Todoroki Shoto
- Katsuki Bakugo
- Kaminari Denki
- Aizawa
- Sero
- Monoma
- Shinsou
- Jirou
- Uraraka
- Etc…
The Turning (MOVIE)
- Miles (<3)
Seven Deadly Sins
- Ban
- Meliodas
- Diane
- King
- Gunther
- Elizabeth
- Merlin
- Howzer
- Gilthunder
Naruto
- Naruto
- Sasuke
- Sakura
- Shikamaru
- Kiba
- Choji
- Kakashi
- Shino
- Kankuro
- Gaara
- Hinata
- Orochimaru
- Kabuto
- Neji
- Temari
Prodigal Son
- Malcolm <3
Shameless
- Fiona
- Carl
- Lip
- Ian
- Mickey
- Steve
- Etc
That’s all I can really think of right now, but if you have requests for any unlisted shows/movies, don’t hesitate to ask!! ^^
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knowltonsrangers · 1 year
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TURN!Marquis de Lafayette x reader
[tw//: mentions of not eating, undefined depression, and anxiety ahead. please read at your own discretion.]
Food pushing was the first sign of distress, so he’s noted.
Lack of appetite always seems to be the reasoning, the simple “I’m not hungry,” can suffice, but for only so long. It carries, the concern, into a day, then heavily when it becomes a little less than a full week.
He can only sit and abide by it for so long, until he’s ready to keel over, watching once more as your fork becomes a stick, picking and poking at dinner.
It’s a frustrating thing to look at, because no matter how much he asks, you never have an answer for him.
His nose twitches in discontent, yet he pushes forth, swallowing the anger that fights its way forward. Anger that he cannot help you. Whatever it is, you’ve made it clear you did not want to talk about it.
“Is it alright if…if I go take a walk? I need to clear my head…”
You ask, still staring down at your full plate. You’re only asking because you know if you just got up and left, Lafayette would be at your heels in a moment, wondering why you’d want to go out in the cold, at a rather late hour.
But somehow, something in that sentence brings a smile to his eyes, and he nods happily, standing from his seat.
“Shall we?”
He’s invited himself, no surprise there, yet, you’d feel like something was missing if you gone without him. You haven’t gotten to do this in a long while, and it would be your mind that would become your enemy if you took this trip alone.
“I know you do not wish to talk about it,”
Lafayette had helped you into your coat, insisting on putting your gloves and scarf on. After, he shrugs his own coat on his broad shoulders, black leather gloves to his hands.
You had begun the walk in silence, yet, Gilbert broke it after a handful of moments.
“And you do not have to. I can talk this entire time, if you would like,”
You barely blink before another sentence leaves his lips.
“However, I am so very troubled by this, y/n. I do not like it that you have not eaten, and that beautiful smile has been gone from your face for too long.”
Your hands come to shove in your coat pockets, when you take notice of Lafayette’s hand, dangling just at the perfect height at your side. It’s a subconscious feeling, and you heed it, taking his hand in yours and giving it a squeeze.
To his surprise, yet, he doesn’t question it. It’s the first move you’ve made on your own, and he would rather die than have you pull your hand away.
“Y’know…when you have those obsessive thoughts. That sometimes everything happens for a reason?”
Your voice is hoarse, unable to find anything to look at besides the sidewalk below.
“Mhm, I do.”
“It’s a mantra that I keep saying over and over, yet, I still don’t know if I believe it. Everything has been thrown in my face, and then some, and I think I’m at my breaking point.”
Gilbert’s heart sinks into his stomach, and he slows his stride just a bit, feet shuffling at your words. It’s the first time you have brought this feeling to him, and many times you have expressed it physically, just by body language, this was the first time you have spoken it, verbally.
“Well, think of it this way,”
You sniffle, eyes watery as they slowly move upwards to catch his gaze. To blatant surprise, he’s staring right at you.
“Sometimes, people walk into your life for a good reason, and walk out of it for a good reason. Same with things, places—you must take the good with the bad,”
He exhales, and a puff of cold air comes as he does so.
“If you are at your breaking point, y/n, then do not hesitate to talk about it. Whatever you need, that is why I am here. A ‘good cry’, as you call it, may suffice as well.”
You nod, pulling his hand tighter so you leaned on the upper part of his arm.
“Promise me we’ll work on that?”
Most people, in times of urgent desperation, would make the decision to allow the other to solve it for themselves, with necessary assistance.
Lafayette says ‘we’. He insists on seeing you through this, together, and it wells something else in your chest as you can’t help the smile that comes to your face.
Still staring at the sidewalk though, you wouldn’t see it, the look Gilbert gives you. His heart actually skips a beat, he thinks, just watching your smile that had disappeared for so long.
It’s a huge relief to see it back, and you have no idea what it does to him.
“Thank you.”
You whisper, picking at your coat buttons with your unoccupied hand. Gilbert shakes his head, and mumbles something about ‘anytime’ before he waves his hand dismissively.
“If it’s alright with you,”
You start warily, eyes finally able to move off the ground.
“I’d like to go back, I’d hate to waste dinner,”
He sends you that award-winning smile, nodding happily as you begin to walk back home.
“Of course,”
There’s a lapse of silence.
“Oh, and one more thing, y/n?”
He asks, just when you reach the steps.
“Mhm?”
“I love you,”
Your lips twitch upwards.
“I love you too.”
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villxinmiixx · 11 months
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i've been rewatching hamilton animatics and I'm so obsessed with lafayette and thomas jefferson to the point my tumblr search is now “lafayette x reader” “marquis de lafayette x reader” etc. LIKE NOT THE ACTUAL LIKE PEOPLE I'M TALKIN AB' LIKE SZIN'S ( the animator that made the hamilton animatics I've been rewatching) VERSION AND I'M SO THIRSTY FOR THEM THEY'RE SO HAWT MEJDKDKFJG
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