#maube i should just simply give up the idea of living a decent life but at least i would be free of the violence | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

growing-fire · 6 months

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Really really tempted to tell my brother's girlfriend to run while she still can... woke up this morning to my father screaming that he was going to kill my mother, ran downstairs to get in between them, screamed my brother's name to tray and get him to help me, he stayed in bed doing nothing. She fucking deserves better, and honestly so do I.

#swag #i need to get a new job and leave #but i can't fucking accept that all my time has to be spent on either going to work or looking for other jobs #i am considering trying out for the greece job since they contacted me again #even tho it's a call center job #and the pay is fucking laughable #“competitve salary for Greece”#that's not what the internet says #even tho it's kinda hard looking into what rent could be without you know #actually knowing greek #saw some houses that don't seem like vacation houses and the rent is pretty fucking high if i get only 850 € net a month #the salary is for a full time job btw #i earn more monthly now doing a part time #even tho it's cause i decided that the 13th and 14th salary could be diluted monthly instead of all together #but still then i would get the same salary of a part time job #maube i should just simply give up the idea of living a decent life but at least i would be free of the violence #but that also means leaving my mom behind #idk maybe i should just kill my self

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