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amazeingartist · 19 days

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simon with his j̶o̶h̶n̶n̶y̶ creature

thinking about creature 141

#ghostsoap #soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #soapghost #simon riley #simon ghost riley #creatures #creature au #maybe idk don’t hold me to that #ghoap

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yanderemommabean · 2 years

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Let us beans cherish you. Oh please won’t you let us in?

If I give my address I need y’all to know I have guns and weapons with a dad who shoots on sight so, I mean, it’s more about y’all not getting hurt if you get curious than me being scared really

Dad doesn’t like anyone coming on the property especially since we live in a meth town trailer park area so anything suspicious is met with his wrath before we get to see what’s up

BUT…idk I might give it up if y’all promise not to die

-Mommabean

#maybe idk don’t hold me to that #it’s a bad idea probably #Mommabean #anon asks #anon confessions are amazing

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fizzytoo · 5 months

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adrien and rua take amaya to meet rua's side of the family! rua's nephew, broderick, makes his introductions too!

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #let it be known broderick's name was randomly generated #rua holding ama while he talks to his brother and dad 😞🫶🏽 so cute #adrien showing loren baby pictures and bragging about how smart she is 😤 “you wouldn’t believe how quick my ama learned to sit up”#both adrien and rua don’t cuss now that they have a kid. adrien never really cussed maybe he’d say fuck or shit but that’s rlly it #but you know who does cuss? ru’s brother makani. it’s a normal amount but to people who don’t cuss it’s like ‼️#and it’s rubbed off on isabella (the toddler) whose new thing is cussing #that’s why she’s sitting on the couch pensively while adrien reads to her after getting in trouble 😭#i’m so geeked rn bc i’m far enough in this legacy for my sims to have cousins !!! little amaya is gonna grow up alongside her cousins !!#imagine the sleepovers and the holidays 🥺 the closest cousin i have near my age is 3 years younger than me and we didn’t grow up near each #i rlly wanted them to adopt an older child (bc i don’t wanna play newborn-toddler stage 🧍🏽) maybe i’ll have them do that when ama’s a child #idk i’ll flip a coin to help me decide #sim: adrien herrera #sim: rua kamealoha #sim: amaya kamealoha #postcard: gen3 #queue

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fallenfawnn · 4 months

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#saw a psychiatrist for the very first time earlier this week #it was like.. fine? idk.. is just weird #i feel like i can never say what i want to say how i want to say it and i feel like i forget so much and get so fawn-response at the doctor #idkkkk #he told me i have BPD which like okay i mean no surprise to me i have known i for the criteria for 10 years now lol #but for some reason that being the first thing he landed on annoyed me lol #especially after he told me i don’t meet criteria for PTSD which fine i guess.. it’s wayy more CPTSD which isn’t a diagnosis here sooooo #anyways anyways #i hope in the future maybe i have the courage to bring up autism but like.. eh.#in this first appt he already seemed confused by why i was struggling so much to take care of myself but can maintain #my high-demand technical ‘smart person’ job #to which i said that is the *only* thing i can maintain at the detriment to everything else in my life #anywaysssss #i just cant tell if i were to bring up autism if he would be the type to “’i have a masters degree and maintain a job and AFAB so no’#‘it’s just the BPD’#as if bpd and complex trauma and autism don’t all intensely overlap and hold hands lol #ANYWAYS #first ate i guess is at least i have a psychiatrist now #and m proud of myself for that and for going

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ghost-bard · 5 months

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The funniest thing to me is that i truly do jot care about the presidential debates on the qsmp, but im watching bc ik charlie is doing some funky stuff as gegg and also him and bagherras interactions are nice :)

And part of it is that i feel like the fans are taking it wayyy too seriously, like its just rp, and i kinda dislike the way some ppl are treating cellbit n forever, like even if i dont particularly align w what theyre saying i def understand the two major parties (at least in terms of who was present for debate 2) and i feel like. Maybe some people need to take a step back and understand its just rp, its literally in minecraft, its not a big deal.

I also think some ppl are slightly misconstruing what mainly bagherra and bbh were saying, in calling what they want a utopia, which certainly isnt true.

But its whatever im not too invested in the elections themselves lmao

Not pointed at anyone just a general statement :]

#qsmp #qsmp elections #qsmp presidential elections #quackity smp #i also kinda think that the ppl who want to dismantlethe federation both shouldnt win and wont win #bc if they win they become one w the federation even if thats not what they want #and whos to say that if the federation doesnt rig the botes that they wont take the winner and do to them that they did to quackity #theyre making their stance known in the most public way but they shouldnt win so they can more easily hold a revolt or a rebellion #against the federation #and even if they don’t necessarily win #it proves their point i think #the federation cannot be trusted and by winning the presidency they end up with the federation #I understand that ppl are doing what they think is right #but idk #maybe thats just me #either way ppl shouldnt take it too seriously #at the end of the day whatever happens if its too much for someone #turn your phone off and take a breather maybe drink some water all that

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alltheshadesofamber · 7 months

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CHRONIC RECURRING LAZARUS PIT MADNESS ISN’T REAL, CHRONIC RECURRING LAZARUS PIT MADNESS ISN’T REAL, CHRONIC RECURRING LAZARUS PIT MADNESS ISN’T REAL, AND IT WASN’T A PIT SIDE EFFECT THAT JASON TODD WAS SHOWN TO GET WHEN HE WAS HEALED ANYWAY! JASON TODD DID BAD THINGS AND HE CHOSE TO DO THEM! HE’S NOT A SAD LONELY LITTLE IMPRESSIONABLE BABY WHO CAN’T MAKE HIS OWN DECISIONS OR EXCERCISE ANY SELF-CONTROL! STOP TAKING AWAY HIS AGENCY! STOP MAKING HIM A BORING GUILT-RIDDEN WOOBIE! JASON TODD STANDS BY EVERYTHING HE’S DONE AND HE DID IT ALL BECAUSE HE WANTED TO! SHUT UP ABOUT LAZARUS PIT MADNESS ON MY POSTS!

#dc #jason todd #batman #batfamily #batfam #dc comics #red hood #i am going to snap this is me snapping #delete later maybe idk #if you comment on this arguing w me i will delete your comments bc i am not in the mood #i don’t want a fight i know it seems like i do but i don’t #this is just me screaming my frustration into the void #just ignore me #i hate fanon sooooo much #people see an interesting complex character and go ‘hmm i’m going to get rid of everything that makes this guy interesting.#bc what the batfam really needs is black-haired blue-eyed guilt-ridden sad boy number 46’#okay NOW i’m done i’ve expelled the toxin from my veins i can move on with my life now #i’m not necessarily mad at the people who have commented these things really i swear my frustration is directed at the nebulous collective #i hold no bad feelings towards any individuals. if you think this is directed at you i promise it’s not

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ratbastardbilly · 2 years

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summer wip??

#i… yeah #this drawing started off as something completely different and then idk Billy possessed me and got thirsty for Steve in swim shorts #idk if I’ll finish it #but ayyyyy #sweaty summer steve #my art #fanart #stranger things #steve harrington #steve harrington fanart #no spoilers #also I didn’t know what to do with his free arm ok #don’t judge me lol #maybe I’ll have Billy holding his hand if I finish it. who knows. that sounds more like me #do not repost #ratbastardbilly #wip

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shynetyme06 · 1 year

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how about necros and maestro from slylock-syl’s under/source?

BAM there it is

Slightly experimental style, hope it looks nice to u

#my art #utmv #under/source #necros #maestro #art requests #should’ve made necros pose more interesting aaaaa #also this request is my first time hearing ab this au lol #I might actually read the comic for this now cuz yeah #maybe do human designs later idk #don’t hold me to that lmao #⭐️#anonymous

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devilsskettle · 5 months

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things i’m trying to do for my life to be better summer 2023 edition —

-> exercise 3x a week at least

-> eat protein

-> find easy recipes with few ingredients so i’ll actually be consistent about cooking actual meals for myself

-> less caffeine: no caffeine on non-work days or after 3 pm

-> habit stacking

-> no phone in the morning (admittedly a challenge because it helps my brain wake up but at what cost)

-> california sober

-> read Something

-> fruit

-> hydrate

-> being consistent about doing the dishes + laundry

-> slowly but surely getting my room together in a way that is fit for human habitation

-> i am a body before i am a mind so i need to prioritize my physical needs

-> traveling as much as i can afford to

#framing these things as trying to make my Life better instead of just trying to Be better is helping also #and being flexible about how i’m achieving these goals also and forgiving to myself if i don’t do everything on this list every day #because i’m not going to be able to do that lol and it’s fine #2023 #anyway i do think i am doing well with a lot of these things! which is progress #what i actually need to start working on now is the next steps of my career #somebody hold me at gun point and force me to apply to these certificate programs #also i should probably make an appointment with a psychiatrist to refill my meds #but i haven’t taken them in a hot minute since i ran out and i’m feeling good so idk maybe i don’t need to do that #maybe that’s the devil talking but i want to see if i can manage my symptoms with these lifestyle changes before i go back to meds

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babyfairy · 3 months

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i hate that i can’t even ride the high from my concert because my life is so consistently depressing and hellish lmao 🙃 it’s depressing to come back down to reality after such a good day. like it really makes me realize how joyless my life has become. everything just blurs together

#and i’m just tired of like everything around me feeling like it’s drifting away and becoming more unreachable #like i never even get to finish a conversation with half of my friends because they just forget to respond to me #thank god for sushi and asant consistently replying even when they’re busy lmao #no one else even bothers to really check in now unless i’m in like ACTIVE crisis it really sucks #not even in like a ‘i need people to hear me vent’ way #i just don’t feel important to the majority of the people in my life. at all #or maybe it’s just i feel like i care about and prioritize them a lot more than they do me #like? i had more coworkers text me on my birthday than actual friends #and i fucking hate my birthday so i get it to some degree #but it just hurts my feelings? idk? i feel like such an afterthought all the time to people. like a ghost #and i feel like i’m not interesting or good enough to keep anyone around or hold their attention #my own brother didn’t even wish me a happy birthday. at all lol #are my expectations just too high?#it’s just lonely. i wish i didn’t feel so alone

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lady-merian · 5 months

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#So I’m still thinking of that post that talked about idolatry in singing America the beautiful in Catholic mass and it hit me today #Why that specifically doesn’t sound like idolatry #And I wanna reiterate that the spirit in which it’s done *does* matter and mine may just be best at it BUT #Catholicism was not the national religion of England at the time of America’s founding (honestly don’t know how much of a minority it was i #England but I know it wasn’t the majority) And Catholicism was a seriously small minority in America at the time #If somehow the Protestant factions had managed to make a national religion then Catholicism would not only not have been it #It would’ve opened up more persecution for them #Now I see religious freedom as a huge benefit to us all but especially to religious minorities and at the time that included Catholicism #And I’m not saying America is the only country with religious liberty now but I am saying we set a standard and I see it as right and prope #To give glory to God for it #And to not act like He’s totally separate from earthly governments #(He’s *above* them yes but shouldn’t be kept *out* of them)#I’m still not putting this as well as I want but I’ll go ahead and post anyway #It’s just… we’re allowed to be grateful to God for the freedoms we have and a good look at the American Revolution is #Spectacular for showing the workings of Providence #And always always moves me to immense gratitude #I want to be clear on one more thing and that is that I don’t hold with replacement theology. We’re not the second Israel.#America could fall (I’m talking totally and not of the slow corruption we have) and the world would go on turning #And maybe the opposite attitude is really what that post was about? Idk I’ve heard of people like that but not as part of my church.

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ianwrighty · 11 months

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I love watching psg fans on twitter bc it’s just so bizarre to me. it seems like half the fans hate each other and hate other particular players even more, like I’ve never seen any football fans want to sell one of their key players bc of rumoured disagreements between players. like screw that I’ve never seen fans of a team be upset when their team won bc the player they don’t like performed well?? they’re a bunch of kpop solo stans watching a team sport 😭😭

#obviously can’t say if all their fans are like this but these are the ppl appearing on my tl #it’s like the mbappe fans versus the neymar/messi fans #the mbappe fans have adopted hakimi as well #it’s just so bizarre to me bc if arsenal had a front three like that I would be giggling laughing kicking my legs all day everyday #likeee I can’t imagine trying to pit our forwards against each other and demanding we sell any of them #every morning I wake up joyous that I can watch another delightful game of arteta ball this week #maybe it’s bc psg fans are bored I guess winning ligue 1 for 10 years in a row or smthing will do that to u #sorry ur league sucks or whatever #or that ur doing too well idk #u have too much sportswashing oil money #i rlly feel bad for u guys completely obliterating a league year in year out by outspending everyone else by 10x #but u still have the same amount of champions league trophies as arsenal lol #but anyways it’s entertaining and I’m enjoying it #like all football fans on twitter are annoying as hell but I’ve just never seen fans quite like this #it’s like u guys don’t realise this is a team sport not an individual one #why wouldn’t u want more good players on ur team too?? esp if ur club can afford it??#which psg obviously can lol #plus judging by the few games I’ve watched this season ur attacking trio is the only thing holding ur team together so…

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jorvikzelda · 4 months

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spends a week with friends and it’s like yeag. maybe I am not aromantic. in fact. maybe I feel a little bit too strongly about this one person and there is a bigger reason I have been feeling upset about her calling someone else her best friend.

#but ALSO like. i’m not entirely sure where to draw the line. like I would be perfectly content if spilling our guts to each other and #cuddling was as far as our relationship went. I am not yearning for her to kiss me on the mouth #but also I wouldn’t say no if she Were to kiss me on the mouth #but also that’s not necessarily romantic? but also maybe it is in THIS case?? like I just don’t know how to interpret my feelings #it’s also like… my heart goes faster when her face gets very close to my face but also it does that when my friends I’m 1000% sure i’m NOT #romantically into like. put their arm around my shoulder #and it’s not heart goes faster in the oh lord I am going to lean in for a kiss. it’s more like.#oh my god the cat is in my lap it never does this I need to stay very very still so it keeps sitting in my lap.#yeurgh #Also she’s aroace which just complicates things so much for me because the guilt I would feel if I had romantic feelings for someone i’d #known for years is aromantic… like i know how gross i an ace would feel if someone was sexually attracted to me ? yknow #not that I would despise them personally for it but I still wouldn’t want to inflict that feeling upon someone Else #The only conclusion I can 100% come to is that I feel somehow differently and more intensely about her than any other friend of mine #And that I have not been Vaguely Yearning to be Held but I in fact do actually want her specifically to hold me.#man idk. I just feel weird and a little ashamed and extremely confused about it all #At least it’s not a crush. don’t think that would even be possible seeing as we’ve been friends for seven years. but like #whatever i feel about her it’s not that surface level and it’s not Exclusively romantic #when she’s close to me it’s grounding not intoxicating and her presence makes me calmer rather than absolutely insane #also this probably isn’t actually new? i’m just only realising it now #i’ve Been thinking of her as ‘my favourite person’ without putting more thought into that for Some Time #not horse game #so basically no conclusion maybe i am aromantic! but also maybe i am sorta lesbian possibly #(men unquestionably do not interest me)

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macdennissurvivor · 6 months

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Wishing constantly for Wishing Well updates. No pressure. Just wanted to say it’s loved out there

thank you so much!! definitely been thinking about it lots and wanting to write—just having motivation issues + never enough time in the day. but i’m glad to know so many have enjoyed what i’ve put out there, and i definitely cant wait for you guys to see what chapter 7 has in store 😙

#iasip #macdennis #dennis reynolds #mac mcdonald #wishing well #chapter 7 is certainly something !!#i do really like what i have for it so far #i know everything for the rest of the fic i just don’t outline anything and i really need to #someone hold a 🔫 to my head and make me write maybe i’ll get something done idk i’d say it’s a 50/50 chance #emma’s asks

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gardenia777 · 3 months

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society if i wasn’t obsessed with the idea of being in a relationship

#omg me when i vent in the tags hold on #discord oomfies : here we go again #IDKKKKKKK i’m on my period but something about being completely romantically invisible for my entire life is so. IT FEELS SO SHITTY #like i’ve never had a talkikg stage i’ve never been hit on nothing ever like that #like it is hard not to feel like a hideous beast i just don’t know what i’m doing wrong #I WISH SOMEONE WOULD TELL ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG!!!!!!!!!#bc as pathetic as this sounds i really do spend like the majority of my day wondering what the hell is so unattractive about me #bc i put all this effort in to try and be as conventionally attractive as possible. am i saying its working? no! but it’s not as bad as it #could be #and i mask SO HARD trying to be nice and normal #AND IM JUST!!! INVISIBLE !!!!#romantically that is the christian girlies who follow me around wanting to be friends don’t count.#omfg i know i’m whinging so much i’m annoying mysekf but if i don’t get this out i’ll explode #just keeping waiting for SOMETHING to happen and watching it happen to everyone i grew up with except me #IT HURTS!!!!!!#ok . going to go . idk do something . listen to rautavaara maybe

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transmage · 3 months

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rediscovered my old tf rp blog and the nostalgia is borderline painful

#i love drift so much i loved writing him SO much #this is just me processing weird emotions in tags ignore it but like #when i saw the time stamp of my last post there being 4 years ago i got so sad #i miss the friends and community i has through that blog it was such a huge part of my life and i haven’t spoken to any of them in years #i definitely fucked up some of my close friendships there thru my own wildly unchecked mental illness back then #and i regret it now and i’ve changed so much as a person but idk if i’d ever want to try to reach out to them again #that’s just life ig i don’t hold any bad feelings toward anyone from that time period anymore. anyway.#don’t rly have anyone to talk to abt this so just needed to get it off my chest #still tho i miss drift i miss rp i miss the tf fandom i had it was so fun #delete later maybe

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