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dykrophone ยท 2 years
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literally @ physics
#ok so plot twist two years of complaining about science after being emotionally blackmailed into taking it in and#im down so bad for physics it's the thing that excites me the most about doing in college#like I've wanted to do so many different things consistently my whole life#something more people related and practical#but now the only thing that makes me excited is doing. physics in college#which is so unfortunate because i decided like a year ago that i wasn't gonna prepare for competitive physics at all#but the fucking bastard snuck up on me#and grew on me like a fungus#you know when i used to joke about manifesting a me x physics 500k enemies to lovers arc#i never intended for it to get this bad#because ive fallen so hard and physics is still my tsundere straight girl crush#I CAN'T DO ENGINEERING IN COLLEGE THAT'S EVERYTHING I'VE NEVER WANTED#and even if i do i can't start preparing now...right??#god literally i can't believe my dad was right#and the sly motherfucker grew on me so much I'm going to miss it#there will legitimately be a void in my life without it next year#BUT I STILL WANT TO DO OTHER THINGS I WANT TO GO INTO SOCIAL WORK OR TEACHING I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO#you know what this is all my physics teachers fault if she weren't so darned good at her job ๐Ÿ™„#i cannot take physics in college i cannot that would be such a sin#but also...it has been the only constant in my life for the past two years#I MISS SCREAMING AND FIGHTING AND KISSING IN THE RAIN AND IT'S 2 AM AND IM CURSING YOUR NAME#hjhhgjjkjh im probably not taking it but i realised I'm gonna miss it so much#get this horrible taste out of my mouth#physics my tsundere straight girl crush </3
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dykrophone ยท 2 years
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physics for me is that one Straight Girl Crush. the hopeless one. the one I continue to love with all my pathetic desperation even though I know it will never love me back. the one I keep letting myself hope and falling for over and over again even though it crushes me every time because it could break my heart in two but when it heals it beats for you. I'll complain about it for a month after the heartbreak and curse it out and hate myself for being so stupid AGAIN but I know it's gonna happen again. because I know i need to move on but then I'm forced to study it again for a test and then I get sucked into it's endless black hole of simpery AGAIN BECAUSE IT'S JUST SO INTERESTING AND ADDICTIVE except I'm never gonna be good at it?? I need to stop being such an idiot over physics but nooooooooo I have to fall in love with it all over again until it breaks me every damn time I WISH I COULD JUST HATE IT
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