#melodramaaaaa

[igotsnothing]

23 Screenshots from 2023

Thank you for this fun tag, @eljeebee!

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Tagging: @damseljamsel, @stargazer-sims, @aheathen-conceivably, @m0n0lithical, @izayoichan, @simstrashkingdom, @lynzishell, aaaaand-oh, no, you won't get away this time- @greighish!! (Totally optional, do if you feel like it, haven't done it yet, so on and so on...)

Happy New Year, friends!

[amvguy]

do i go to bed at a reasonable hour to finally sleep after a weekend full of substance abuse OR do i watch the last iwtv episode

[fagrackham]

I LOVE teenage melodramaaaaa

[clarabowmp3]

5 artists you like not Taylor? and 5 artists you want to get into?

5 artists I currently like:

Lorde (MELODRAMAAAAA)

Sabrina carpenter

olivia rodrigo

gracie Abrams (minor album that you ARE)

Maisie peters!!!!!

5 artists I want to get into:

Boygenius! I’ve heard an occasional song here and there but not much

florence + the machine

Beach bunny (I rllllly like the chill yet fun vibe of cloud 9 and sports AHH it’s soooo good itches my brain just right)

The vaccines

Alt j

[tinyvacuum]

broken down the middle of my heart || solo

LOCATION → Remy’s apartment

TIMEFRAME → Saturday, November 11th

TRIGGERS → none

WHAT  → George thinks it was wrong to break up over the phone, so he pays a visit.

NOTES  → The reasons for their break up is more along the lines of “I was never in love with you, but just the ~~idea of you, and now I’m finally over it” than “Oh, I think I’m into girls”, though it’s a little about it too.

Despite of what A Cup ladies might think of George thanks to what Remy has said about him, he’s a better person than she will ever be. And that was proved many times during their relationship, as it is now when he calls and asks her to open the door.

“Hey,” he says, wringing his hands together.

She’s the least vain person he knows and very manipulative, so she opens the door looking as miserable as she feels and it doesn’t surprise George that she’s letting him see her like that. She arches her eyebrow then, but other than that she doesn’t anything. It’s so unlike her, so talkative and bubbly all the time, and just another way of trying to guilty trip him. 

“It was wrong to end things over the phone,” he answers the question she didn’t voice, shifting awkwardly, and Remy sort of braces herself against the door because she doesn’t want him to feel welcome to walk in just yet. 

“Too late to do something about it though, don’t you think? She asks, a little pointedly, and then steps aside. "But do try, I guess." 

She could never manage fury when she should, let alone when there’s a part of her that knows she can’t blame him for this mess, so as he follows her into her bedroom, she can feels herself deflating yet. 

They sit on the edge of her bed and he studies her for a moment before quietly saying, “I’m sorry.”

Remy tries to keep a pissed off expression, but as George continues, it’s clear that he isn’t there to make up. He wants closure, or maybe he thinks she needs closure, and this realization makes it impossible to hold the tears any longer. 

She kisses him then, which is a terrible idea but she can’t stop even when it occurs to her. George doesn’t immediately kiss her back, mostly confused, but also looking like he’s trying to decide if they should do it. 

When he finally gives in; pushing her onto his lap and kissing her deeply, it’s not exactly a surprise that this doesn’t feel like she thinks it’s supposed to. They’re hurt and trying to reconnect through the wrong way, so that makes sense, but there’s something new here. That passion she has seen in movies and read about was never there, sure, since she has yet to make out with someone she genuinely like, but at least he never failed to turn her on. 

It’s extremely confusing that her heart (her mind?) clinges so badly to the idea of having him when her body just won’t do the same, and after another torturous moment of what is probably the worst making out session they’ve ever had, she gets off him and bursts into tears again.

“I’m sorry,” she mumbles, running a shaky hand through her hair and stepping away from her bed with legs so heavy they feel like they're not even hers. “I’m sorry. I —"

Things right now are just so ... confusing? Sad? Overwhelming? She can’t really explain, as she can barely understand it. 

This is just such a mess, and when George softly asks, "You can’t anymore, can you?" as he watches her sob into her hands, it's like the only thing holding her together just snaps in half and Remy sinks to the floor. 

She cries and he watches for a long moment, and even when he finally get up off her bed, she can't manage to say anything except, "I'm so sorry."

[itsgoldenswift]

happy 3 years of melodramaaaaa omg 

[stephgrande]

MELODRAMAAAAA WOOOOOOOO

[dianapocalypse]

ever feel lonely down to your bones

[igotsnothing]

Vampires and Melodrama

Listening to: *Dark Eyes* by DeVotchKa 01:43 ━━━━●───── 02:47

[steinbecks]

I never thought it would come to this... there are some days when you wake up and you don't think anything is going to change, that your character is so reasonably static that your decisions are predictable and easy, that life will continue as it did yesterday. And then, in the middle of the day, somewhere nearing the twilight hours, almost instinctively and completely unforeseen, you change. The way back is blocked by your sudden devotion to this new course of action. A brick of discomfort is lifted from your chest and shattered against the wall of this change.

This is one of those days.

I tumblrsavior'd a ship and all varieties of its portmanteau. 

[with-roll-of-drum]

My heart is dying.