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tinyxing · 2 years
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webwoodz · 2 months
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taleofloey · 3 months
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Chen & Xiumin icons and headers.
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thexodeux · 2 years
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beiker · 2 years
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ㅤ﹙🏡﹚ everything better with you ,
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ㅤ everything has been better since you ੭ . 🍃
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swhun · 2 years
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voce sabia? o L de exol significa lula 😱
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yizaicons · 2 years
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    𐐪  exo pack ♡ .. like or reblog if you save/use
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yericaloteira · 2 years
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sou exército lover sim, vai fazer oq? me alistar?? 🥺😩😩
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honeysserafim · 1 year
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cream soda
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is2joohoney · 2 years
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EXO WINTER SMTOWN LAYOUT  PT.3   —  exo x winter  like or reblog if u save   see my anothers posts for more exo winter icons, pt.1 and pt.2
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dixyoong · 1 year
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MINSEOK (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)
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lunebbh · 2 years
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xiumin layouts ! 🐈
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gamerwoo · 7 months
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[Tales from the Pack] Jeonghan: Sold (Part Two)
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Characters: Jeonghan x female reader
Genre/warnings: werewolf au, fantasy, angst, loooots of mentions of the black market/human trafficking, people in cages, just a lot of bad things happening here lmao
Word count: 1,865
Summary: If Jooyeon and Baekhyun never went snooping around the black market, they would’ve never discovered the human trafficking ring and wanted to help. They would’ve never discovered you inside one of the many cages full of people, and Jeonghan would’ve never went against the alphas and demanded they help. But for you, Jeonghan would do anything, even if it means bringing back trouble from a past he never knew about.
a/n: things in bold are meant to be in english
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Despite her insistence, Jooyeon was forced to stay home. Wonwoo led the way to where the tent was spotted, guiding the four alphas and Jeonghan, who wanted to see what this trafficking ring was all about. It was sad, obviously, but something about hearing about the whole debacle was…interesting, for lack of a better word. He wanted to see it all for himself – especially because he didn’t want to get involved in this if he didn’t have to so he wanted some say in what to do next. 
It was near the black market that the pack met up with Junmyeon, Kyungsoo, and Minseok who were led by Baekhyun to the odd tent in the back of the market. They all knew the place wasn’t actually known as ‘the black market’ because Capitol guards would’ve shut the place down quickly. But it was obvious that there was illegal activity that went on, along with the few booths that offered legal things to keep it somewhat covered. But those booths were shady, offering guns and weapons, and even a butcher who sold mystery meats that even Seungcheol couldn’t sniff out.
“I hate everything about this place…” Minseok muttered as he looked the tent over.
Everyone else had to agree. Not just the sight and the scents were off putting, but just the overall energy they got from the place. Actually, the entire vicinity made their hair stand on end and gave them goosebumps. So far, it wasn’t looking like any of them wanted to step in.
“The tear was over here,” Baekhyun whispered, waving the group to follow him. 
Baekhyun walked around to the south-west side of the tent, and when he saw the tear him and Jooyeon had discovered, he stepped to the side and motioned for his alpha to take a look. Junmyeon looked at him with tight lips and furrowed brows before he glanced back at the tear and stepped forward, cautiously putting his fingertips to the material to get a better look inside. Almost immediately they all noticed how Junmyeon stiffened and the hair on the back of his neck stood up. A few seconds later, he stood back.
He took a moment before clearing his throat and saying, “I think this is above what we can handle.”
“Is it really that bad?” Kyungsoo asked.
“There’s so many cages…” Junmyeon breathed, eyes wide like he saw war behind those tarps, slowly shaking his head as a hand carded through his hair. “So many people… There’s gotta be a big team behind this, and I’m not sure we could free all these people unscathed.”
Soonyoung, being as curious as he was, muttered, “I gotta see,” before stepping up to where Junmyeon had looked in.
Sure enough, he saw it all. All the cages filled with too many people for them to all sleep comfortably. They laid in piles on top of each other in torn, dirty clothing. They all wore collars around their necks with tiny black boxes on them. 
The group suddenly heard a harsh whisper. It sounded female with a thick accent, and they couldn’t tell where they were from, but the language was familiar.
Kyung and Soonyoung knew what she had said, though. But Soonyoung, startled from the voice, jumped back, and Kyung stepped up to look through the hole.
“I can see you.”
Kyung's golden eye searched around, trying to find the source of the whisper, but she couldn’t see who it was.
“What are you?” she whispered again. 
She sounded Irish.
Kyung ignored her question, asking, “Is there a way in?”
“In?” Junmyeon repeated. “You want to go in there?”
“They're always guarding us,” she replied. “There’s no way in or out.”
Kyung stepped back from the hole and sighed, “They’re guarded. I assume they're in the front.”
After observing the tent, they noticed the barbed wire on the top laced with wolfsbane, and they were sure lifting the tarp from the bottom would reveal more traps. They weren’t sure why they were trying to keep out even werewolves, but it made it all the more difficult to get in and that much more intriguing a situation. Simply just tearing through the tarp would be too obvious, and they knew they couldn’t free them all tonight. 
“Who were you talking to?” Seungcheol asked.
“Somebody who’s being held in there, I guess,” she shrugged. “I want to talk to her properly, so we need to get in.”
“Can do,” Soonyoung stated before he momentarily closed his eyes. 
When they opened, they had glowed to life. After another moment, he mumbled, “Around front.”
Seungcheol led the way to the front of the tent where a man – now possessed by Soonyoung – was standing guard. Jihoon kept a hold on Soonyoung’s arm to lead him along. Seungcheol pulled the tarp back and stepped inside, looking around.
“Oh my god…” he said under his breath in disbelief of the amount of captives they held.
Sure, it wasn’t in the hundreds, but it was still a staggering amount. And they were getting away with this. Nothing was being done about this. All these men and women being held prisoner in cages to be sold to who knows what kinds of people. It sent a shiver down his spine. It made his skin crawl.
“Over here,” the whisper came again, and all their heads turned to a cage in the far left corner.
Kyung slid past the older alpha and swiftly walked toward the cage where a girl with strawberry blonde hair was standing up near the bars. She had freckles on her tan skin, skittering along her nose, cheeks, and up her forehead. Her hazel eyes scanned over all of the wolves as they followed along behind Kyung, taking in all the smells as their eyes widened, all senses on high alert. Somehow, the girl didn’t seem afraid. 
“You guys aren’t like the men who watch us,” she noted, her thick accent almost a little difficult for Kyung to understand as she hadn’t really heard it much other than one trip to Ireland with her parents as a kid. “Your eyes are…something…not…human.”
“You’re right,” Kyung confirmed, “we’re not. What’s your name?”
“Saoirse.”
“I’m Kyung, and these are my friends,” she gestured to the group of men behind her. Some awkwardly waved or nodded their heads while others were too distracted and began nosing around the area. Soonyoung still stood concentrated on keeping the man outside under control. “Can you tell me what all this is? Do you know who took you?”
Saoirse scoffed, “Yeah, we’re being sold to a pack of werewolves to eat us or something.”
Kyung’s eyes widened as she immediately turned to look at the group. Her eyes met Junmyeon’s first, then found Seungcheol’s and Jihoon’s. Those looking around – they had, in fact, found that if they tried to enter from another angle, the ground was littered with bear traps – halted immediately and looked right toward the cage in the corner.
“Eat?” Junmyeon asked.
She shrugged, “It’s what I assume. I don’t know what they’d want with a bunch of humans. I'm not even supposed to know that, but I overheard them talking one night.”
They were being sold to a pack who collected mates. They were all sure of it, but they weren’t going to explain that to Saoirse, of course.
And with that answer, their odds of saving anybody in that place were looking worse and worse.
Kyung looked back to her, “Why are you the only one awake right now?” she asked, trying to change the subject.
“We mostly just sleep all day, anyway,” she explained, gesturing to the people laying in her cage, some softly snoring – others loudly or just silent. “They keep us just on the brink of starvation so we’ll always be tired and less likely to put up a fight. It’s how they keep us controlled and contained.
She smirked slightly, “But I learned a trick. If we get too close to the bars, our collars go off. Keeps me up. Unless they sedate us, then nobody can stay awake.”
“What do you mean your collars go off?”
“They’re shock collars.”
Honestly, Kyung didn’t know why she was continuing to ask questions. It was clear even the two packs combined couldn’t break this trafficking ring, and the more information she learned, the worse she felt throwing them to the wolves – literally. 
Meanwhile, Jeonghan was walking around slowly, examining each cage and counting the people in them. Wonwoo walked just slightly behind him, mumbling about how horrible humans could be to each other.
“Selling out your own kind to werewolves,” he scoffed. “Pathetic.”
“Some people will do anything for some money,” Jeonghan noted. “Even some were–”
He stopped dead in his tracks. They were just rounding the corner of the small walkway between cages, his eyes on the cage beside Saoirse’s. The only sliver of blue in the cage catching his eye and leading him to find the only reason to even think about going through with this rescue mission. No, not think about it. He would do it, even if he had to do it alone.
“Kyung,” his voice was urgent as he jogged over to the female alpha, pushing past Junmyeon and Seungcheol to put his hand on her shoulder. The way he gripped it and slightly dug his fingernails into her t-shirt made her nervous, thinking he’d seen something. The urgency in his eyes turned her blood to ice. “Kyung, tell her we’ll get them out.”
Her worry turned to confusion, and so did everyone else.
“What?” Seungcheol demanded.
He turned to the alphas, his intense expression now pleading, “We have to. If none of you will help me, I’ll do it myself. I don’t care.”
It sunk in and Jihoon’s eyes closed as he let out a soft groan. Seungcheol looked absolutely defeated as he let out a soft, “No…”
“Jeonghan, these people belong to another pack,” Baekhyun told him. “They’re other wolves’ mates.”
His eyes spotted red at his words, looking at the older wolf menacingly, “Not while I’m alive.”
“This isn’t a fight we can win,” Kyungsoo stated.
“What?” Saoirse asked, watching the packs fight back and forth. “What’s happening?”
Kyung listened to everyone argue against Jeonghan, but she knew it wasn’t his fault, and she knew he wasn’t bluffing when he said he would do it alone if he had to. If it were anyone else, they’d do the same. She couldn’t just stand by and let Jeonghan’s mate be sold off to a life of abuse and toxicity. She couldn’t let his mate be taken away from him.
She looked back at Saoirse and promised, “We’re gonna try to get you guys out of here, okay?”
Saoirse’s grimy face started to crack a smile. Her dull hazel eyes seemed to show a glimmer of hope now, “Really? H-how? How are you gonna manage that?”
Kyung gave her a small, carefully reaching between the bars to take Saoirse’s hand and give it a squeeze, “Don’t worry about that. Let us handle that. Just hang on a little while longer for me.”
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taleofloey · 10 months
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thexodeux · 2 years
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proudahgase-exol · 10 months
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Loving you is all I know.
Chanyeol x reader ft exo (angst)
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Warning: cussing, mentioning of alcohol and cigarettes use.
Summary: you have a on/off relationship with Chanyeol It has been going on for four years now but this time it’s different you can’t take it anymore so you tell him how you really feel
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Y/n pov:
It happened again he ended the relationship he claimed that he was too busy to be with me but I wasn’t stupid I knew what he was up to by the many Instagram posts he would publish with another girl at clubs.
It sucked, to be honest, it hurt me so much especially since I’m his group assistant I was in charge of getting the boys from point A to point B I had to make sure they were always in time for everything so I pretty much had to see him every single day.
Now you might be asking why I always take him back and well that’s because I love him I've been in love with him since he debuted and there’s no other man like him i don’t want another man I wish I could stop loving him but loving him is all I know.
A few weeks ago he broke up with me for what feels like the million time it’s sad especially since his members pity me they give me This sad smile or when he is in the room with a new girl the boys try to make sure I’m okay.
Today I saw him again with of his many girls I can’t understand how it’s so easy for him to just throw me out like I’m garbage and even easier to come to look for me when he can’t find a new fuck toy it brakes my heart but I’m so fucking stupid that I keep letting him hurt me.
I was so sick of seeing him like that cline I was nothing like I was never part of his life when I went home I took a long bath with a bottle of wine trying to drink my pain away trying to forget his handsome face.
When I got out of the bath I got changed and walked to the back yard and sat down looking at the sky then I lit a cigarette I was never the girl that drank and smoked but after the third time of the many times Chanyeol broke up with me I try to find a way out a way to forget him and alcohol and cigarettes did the trick and every time we got back together I did stop.
As the days passed the guys started to notice a change in me I thought I had been hiding my alcohol and cigarette problem well but Kyungsoo found out he was gained to question me than the rest of the guys heard all the commotion and also started to question me luckily chanyeol still haven’t gotten here.
“Hey, have you been drinking?” Asked Kyungsoo
“N no,” I said turning away
“Yes you have I can tell and you also stink like cigarettes y/n wtf why would you do that,” he said racing his voice
“I haven’t now cat you stop,” I said turning back to face him
“Hey, what’s going on why are you guys yelling?” Junmyeon asks walking over to us
“She’s been drinking and smoking and don’t try to deny it I know what a hangover looks like and I can also tell what cigarettes smell like,” Kyungsoo said with disappointment
“Is that true? Y/n why would you do that” Minseok walking over to my side
“Don’t worry about me go get your stuff so I can tell you home” I said trying to change the subject
“Hey I know it’s about Chanyeol Hyung but don’t ruin your life like that for him trust me we hate him for what he’s been acting,” Sehun said walking up to me and hugging me
“I will get over this eventually but if this is the way it’s helping me then so let me it’s my life, not yours,” I said pushing Sehun away from me
“Hey what’s up guys what did I miss,” Chanyeol said walking into the dance practice room
“I’ll way for you outside by the car,” I said walking away as I took a brand new pack of cigarettes out of my jacket
As I was walking out the door I saw Chanyeol walking behind me but was stopped by Baekhyun and Jongin
Chanyeol pov:
I watched as y/n walked out of the dance practice room and I also saw her taking out a pack of cigarettes I turned around and asked the guys about y/n
“Hey, how long have a y/n been smoking?” I asked them
“A long time why,” Kyungsoo said
“Why didn’t you guys tell me,” I said getting mad
“You don’t care about her so what’s the point of telling you we didn’t tell her anything because we thought it wasn’t hers since she was not the type of girl to get drunk and smoke,” Baekhyun said
“I do care about her who told you I don’t,” I said getting defensive
“Dude if you did you wouldn’t have brake up multiple times you would respect her and treated her like you love her but you don’t,” Sehun said annoyed
“I know it’s none of our business but why do you keep breaking up if you're gonna end up going back to her?” Junmyeon asked
“I- I don’t know at first it was because I thought she should be with someone better but then I just liked messing around with other girls then realized that I love y/n then I went back to her but now I don’t know anymore,” I said looking at the floor
“Well either you fix your shit or you will only end up losing her for good,” Jongin said walking out of the room
I saw the way the guys walk away not looking back at me I knew they cared for Y/n I know they are siding with her because the truth is I’m the asshole I don’t know what I keep on doing this I truly love her I just got so used to this routine and didn’t saw that not only was I hurting her but also my friends and I need to fix it if I still can.
When I walked out of the building the guys were already in the car so I got in but Y/n was nowhere to be seen nor was Minseok so I asked Jongdae who was next to me and Minseok had taken Y/n out for drinks I don’t know if she drink too.
She used to be this sweet shy girl who wouldn’t drink nor smoke every time I drank she would take care of me and tell me I shouldn’t drink that much now she’s different she’s not the y/n I knew and I know I was the one who made her this way.
When we got home I was pulled to the side by Junmyeon who started to yell at me he was angry so we were there with other guys and all I could think about was if y/n was okay.
“Are you listening to anything I’m saying?” Junmyeon asked
“Sorry what did you say,” I said looking at him
“I ask if it made you feel good walking around with a different girl every week right in front of y/n do you like the way she looks at you or does it satisfy you knowing that the girl cries every day?” He asked looking at me with so much anger
“No, I didn’t know I was hurting her like that I-“ I didn’t know what else to say
“You unbelievable Chanyeol that girl is broken she’s so far gone and I know for a fact that the old y/n will never return” I saw walking past me and pushing me with his shoulder
I was so fucked I knew the boys love her she’s been with us since the beginning they care for her like family and it scares me that I’m the one who messed this up I’m the one that hurt her and I hate myself for that but I’ll try to fix it I’ll try to apologize hopefully I could do it get her back for good
Y/n pov:
After I walked out of the building I lit up my cigarette I was trying to hide my tears but I just couldn’t it hurt so much to see him so happy I felt like I was disposable like I didn’t matter to him that how he’s making me feel
As k wiped my tears I heard someone running up to me and saw that it was Minseok when he got close he took my cigar off me and turned it out then hugged me
“Hey it’s okay to feel sad you can cry don’t hold your feelings back I’m here if you ever need to talk I’m always here you know you can call me if you want a drinking buddy just call me and be like oppa telsngo for a drink and I’ll happily join you,” he said as he hugged me and kissed the top of my head
“But you get busy and tired and I don’t want to bother you,” I said wiping my tears
“It’s okay I don’t mind being tired and if I’m busy I know Sehun will love to drink with you we both know he can’t say no to a few drinks,” he said joking
“Yeah you're right but still you guys get busy and I know you get tired at the end of the day,” I said looking at him
“Don’t worry it’s alright now let’s go I know this place where they make the best good and have good alcohol what do you say? Let’s forget about everything for a while?” I asked me
“Sure let’s go but who’s taking the guys home?” I asked worried
“It’s okay I told someone that you were feeling bad and that I had to take you home so they sent someone to take the guys home now let’s go,” he said pulling me by the arm
When we were At the restaurant, we ordered our food and drink we chatted and then he asked if I wanted to talk about Chanyeol so I did I told him everything from the first time we broke up till now it hard to say it but it feels good to have told some about it than I changed the topic not wanting to talk about Chanyeol anymore so we talk about the boys and Minseok’s new girlfriend.
After a few more drinks and crying over the past Minseok took me home with the help of one of my friends when I woke up the next day my head was hurting so I got up and went to the bathroom I got cleaned up and went to the kitchen for breakfast I took my time eating than my way to get change so I can go to the boys since today they had a group meeting for their new comeback.
When I got to the building the boys were already in the lobby wetting for me and when I got close I saw Chanyeol making his way to me but a guy stopped by Baekhyun Then Junmyeon walked up to me and told me where the meeting was gonna be so we made our way there.
The whole time chanyeol kept looking at me like he wanted to tell me something but I ignored him I looked away and tried not to make eye contact with him.
After the meeting was over the boys went to their dance practice and i went to have another meeting with the managers and stuff. After it was done I went to check on the guys to see if they needed anything they told me they were all good so I walked away and on my way out the door chanyeol ran up to me and asked if we could meet up at his place to talk he said he will be quick so I agreed curiously.
After a long day of work, I went to the guys again to ask them if I was taking them or if they were gonna do something else. They said they were going out for dinner and then for some drinks so to not worry I left and my way to Chanyeol’s place.
When we arrived chanyeol was pulling up as well I waited for him in the lobby of his apartments while he parked the car. After a while he walk in the lobby and told me to follow him as we walk into the elevator we just stood there in an awkward silence until we arrived to his floor that was on the 10th floor.
When we got to the apartment he told me to make myself at home and I just scuffed but walked and took a seat on his couch a few seconds after I sat down Zzar came running from somewhere in another room and ran to Chanyeol but then turned around and run to me she jumped on the couch.
“Oh hey zzar you still remember me your such a good girl,” I said petting her
“Wow seems like she still remembers you but how can she forget the person who walked her every day and gave her delicious treats” Chanyeol said walking out to us
“So let’s cut the bullshit and get straight to the point what do you want to talk about,” I said not wanting to be here anymore
“Oh yeah umm I wanted to apologize for everything I have cussed you for all the pain I have given you I know our relationship was on/off and I also know how much I hurt you by bringing all this girl around,” he said looking down at his shoes
“Chanyeol you broke my heart no move but multiple times an apology won’t fix all the hurt you did to me,” I said getting angry
“I know I’m sorry for all the hurt I'm really sorry I wish I could fix everything I wish I could go back and not have done what I did I wish we were still together,” he said crying
“Answer me with honesty…… why did you do it in the first place? Was I a bad girlfriend? Was I bad at sex did I not satisfy you enough? Was I not pretty enough or smart? Is it my lack of experience what do all of those girls have that I don’t why do they get to go home with you and why do I get to go home and cry myself to sleep thinking I was the perfect girlfriend” I said crying
“Have you been blaming yourself all this time? Did you think every time we broke up was your fault?” He asked whipping his tears that were still falling
“Yes, every single time I thought it was me I still think so…. Is it my fault” I asked in a quiet voice
“Oh god no baby it’s never Ben your fault no once it’s always been mine I've been so greedy I thought of myself and not one of you or your feelings I know it was a dick move on my part at first I thought I would be happier in a new relationship but after a few days I regret it than I come crowing back to you and for some reason, you always took me back so I did it again until it became a habit than I saw Minseok hyung with his girlfriend and I remember you I remember how that used to be us but I had to mess it up,” he said sobbing
“Why did you do it you regret it why didn’t you stop when you felt regret why did you keep doing it” I asked confused
“Because I’m so stupid because I thought you would always take me back after breaking you but then someone told me that at some point you will get tired that you will relies on that you deserve better so I had to stop it”
“Y/n why do you keep taking me back every single time I break your heart I hurt you and yet you still receive me with open arms why,” he asked looking at me
“Because after so long of knowing you of loving you…. You kind of become my everything how loving you is all I know that’s why I always take you back” I said smiling
“Why Cigarettes why alcohol that not you at all why fuck I fucked up so bad,” he said crying harder this time
“Cigarettes and alcohol were my way of forgetting about you for a while it was like my escape from reality it made me feel numb,” I said smiling sadly
“This time I promise you I will be better I will be honest I will be the perfect boyfriend I will treat you like you deserve to be treated,” I said moving closer to me and holding my hand
“Look chanyeol I don’t think I can do this anymore I can’t trust you I can let myself fall for your lies once again I don’t think I can go through this all over again in hurt I’m tired of this cycle
I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone who doesn’t love me like I love them” I said placing his dog on the couch and getting up
“Please I promise I will be better I will be the man you need and deserve please give me a chance I will be better this time I promise,” he said staying up as well
“I think you need to look for help because what you have been doing isn’t right take time off dating and messing around fix yourself,” I said looking up at him.
“If I do all that will you take me back will you give me a chance?” He begged
“I don’t know I need time to heal for all this I need time for myself I don’t want to give you hope because you did hurt me pretty badly,” I said looking away from his kicked puppy eyes
“I love you more than you think I do and I regret everything I have down I will do everything to fix everything I will fight for you I will make you fall in love with me it will be like a new start like getting to know each other for the first time hopefully I can make you fall in love with me once again and when I succeeded I will make sure to treat you like a queen to be the loyal boyfriend I should have been in the beginning I promise you that if it’s the last thing I do” he said hugging me tight
“Yeol I said it once before and I’ll say it again I love you and loving you is all I know but don’t push your luck and hope I know you are a good guy but I need healing and sometimes it might take years or forever I might move on from you.” I said giving him a sad smile
“Will you still work with us I will still get to see you right?” H eased hopeful
“This is my last week I will work for NCT there are a lot of boys that need my assistance you might see me around the building but I don’t guarantee that you will,” I said looking at him
“Oh I- “ I try to say something but stay silent
“Well, I have to go now I have a lot to prepare I won’t see you for the rest of the week I hope you have a good life and I hope you actually change l, bye Yeol I love you,” I said walking away from him and out of his apartment.
Chanyeol pov
I was so lost she was actually leaving me for good I was so late way too late for everything I should’ve apologized years earlier I should’ve never done anything I did I should’ve worshiped her when I heard her now I’m looking at her walk away from me and out my life as I did to her now it was my turn to pay for the pain I cause her it was my turn to suffer and feel everything she felt.
I was s,o stupid why did I think she would take me back like before Kyungsoo was right she would get tired and give up on me and she did she relished she deserved better and walked away and I didn’t blame her but I won’t give up I will fight for her I will wing her over and make thing right this time. For now I’ll be fixing myself first hopefully she doesn’t move on but if she does I won’t be mad I will make sure this new person in her life treats her better than I ever did.
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