#mod rambles

[arcadiabaytornado]

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. (I accidentally clicked the wrong button on a Tumblr poll and incorrectly skewed the results.)

[thunderc1an]

Runs around happily

[birbnest-in-the-sky]

I'd love to interact more with the Sky community on Tumblr, alas I'm too socially awkward and anxious to initiate interactions

[most-fuck-able-ff14]

"I hope a certain Au Ra man can find his Nhaama with this graphics update."-Yoshi-P at FanFest Tokyo 2024

[bossfight-messages]

Question: If all of the Exclamation Mark RPG blogs had DnD roles what would they be?

[chocolatepancakes]

I wanna talk to people and become friends but MMMM I DON'T WANA BOTHER THEM

[filth8899884]

someone kill me

[dawns-laboratory]

Been a mix of "7 Days to Die" and "Palworld" together with dad, or "Astroneer" with a friend (Hi, I know you'll see this, we have to continue that someday soon when I have energy)

And then I've been playing "My Time at Sandrock" quite obsessively the last few days. Both because I want the story, but also because I just find the character interaction soothing. Also because I want to get through the story so me and the same friend can play multiplayer together. ...Mostly because I want the story, since Multiplayer doesn't have it in the same manner.

I'm just going to ramble below the cut, but TL;DR:

I'm okay, just low on energy. Likely not eating well enough and sleeping schedule is a mess because of stress.

So this will be a bit about me just gushing, and also just my thoughts and feelings. It's more me wanting to talk to the void, even if I get no reply. It's soothing in its own right.

I won't go on too long about this specifically, but I believe I mentioned having broken up earlier this year. Specifically my previous relationship ended early December 2023.

I still don't feel okay from that, my self-esteem is... Not doing well. If anything I feel a bit scared of entering a relationship in the future because of how hurt I feel, and especially because I have such a strong sense of "I am not good enough". So some days are harder than others, but I'll be okay.

But I've kinda realised now that I have... Not really gushed over characters as much. Not really allowed myself to feel much regarding those, felt guilty almost. So Sandrock has been soothing, as I've allowed myself to bit by bit just sqee on the inside because the interactions are adorable.

...Also me having felt guilty to have to turn down a confession from one of the NPCs, like damn did that hurt- But the NPC I wanted to meet hadn't appeared yet and I didn't know who I wanted to go for. I'd say I'd have to do another playthrough and go for the other character, but at the same time........ I'm very stuck on the character I'm with. An odd sense of safety that I once used to have, it's nostalgic. Soothing, even. If I can find that again in a person irl, I'd be happy.

But currently I'm happy as is with my plan to just adopt a lot of cats when I get a better living situation. Become the crazy cat lady. Frankly- I'd probably be happy just living with cats if anything. I'm okay with that future, it's a good one.

And that's me being genuine because I can't see a better future than having a bunch of cats to cuddle with like come on

Cat person, through n through lmao

...Maybe I can get a cat to call Galby after the antagonist of the Eragon books called Galbatorix- Hmmmm.

[arcadiabaytornado]

Hyper fixations are all good and fun until you start feeling like a rabid dog that needs to be tranquilized.

[thunderc1an]

and so it begins

[beanieman]

What do you mean I have to make a choice in a choice based game

[sonic-transfem-swag-tourney]

SONIC TRANSFEM TOURNEY: OC VERSION!!

Submit your transfem Sonic OCs here!

Im running this tournament at the same time as the transmasc version (@sonic-transmasc-swag-tourney), so it might take some time. I will be trying to include as many ocs as possible :3

The trans part doesn't have to be a major part of the character for you to submit them! Also, even if the oc is masc or neutral presenting, you can submit them! As long as you think they're transfem they qualify!!

[most-fuck-able-ff14]

Please don't let Magnai wear Clive's outfit.

L I S T E N.

WE NEED IT NOW!!

-Mod Fisher

[borderline-culture-is]

Wishing everyone the happy new year stuff

May the odds be in your favor, strong soldiers 🫡🗣

Hoping ur year will be better along with ours

[elena-of-avalor-polls]

Happy New Year, Avalorans!

Another year has come to an end, and I hope the new one will bring you many smiles, positive memories, and countless possibilities to fulfill all your dreams.

Remember that it’s never too late to start anew, learn from your mistakes, that you’re loved and there’s always hope no matter what. Stay creative and true to yourself and let the light and love always guide you even in the darkest hour.

This is everything our favorite show has taught us and by keeping it close to our hearts, we will always keep the memory of Elena’s adventures alive.

Thank you everyone for keeping your eye on this blog in the past year. I’ll be sure to upholding the spirit of Avalor as long as I can and hosting more new tournaments in the new year.

Happy New Year! I wish you happy holidays and blessings for the year!