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starsomens · 3 months
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this is for my ✨ bilingual girlies ✨ I am one which is why this can be grammatically incorrect but whatever
Noah finds your accent ADORABLE. and HOT of course. like, he can listen to you for hours noticing how certain words and/or syllables here and there in your speach sound different from what he's used to hear and it hits the right spot for him;
with that being said, he still jockingly mocks you from time to time trying to do impressions of the way you speak. he never takes it to far though, so it's just an ongoing banter which you gladly paticipate in, intentionally making your accent sound harsher from how you "normally" speak;
and you and Jolly cooperate in making Noah lose his mind with your accents. Hoah goes like "guys, human throats are not designed to reproduce such insane sounds, what planet are you both from?"
you melt when he lovingly says "you're so special, you're out of this world" only to roll your eyes three seconds later when he continues "seriuosly, you're a fucking alien, the more you talk the more I'm sure of it. I won't turn you in though, you're mine now";
he also makes fun of you when you misspell in your texts to him. "darling, are you okay? is everything alright or you having a stroke? should we call an ambulance or an English teacher?":
also, did you know your voice sounds not the same when you speak different languages? no? oh, trust me, HE KNOWS. it never stops to amuse him how suddenly your voice switches to softer and huskier or goes higher and cuter depending of the language. to him it's basically the same kind of "magic" (you call it that) he uses when he sings switching registers, so yeah, your voice is music to his ears. and he loves that more than anything;
sometimes you forget certain words or mix them up and it makes you feel awkward and embarressed. you're afraid that you speak gibberish instead of proper English. especially in front of Noah with his sophisticated way of expressing his thoughts. but not only he ALWAYS knows what you're trying to say, he also makes you feel less in your head about it. for example, he makes up silly stories about him saying the wrong words at the wrong circumstances and embarrassing the heck out of himself (and you're sure it never happened, but he wants to cheer you up so you play along) or he turns your mistakes into something special for the two of you, like an inside joke or a secret code (remember that cringy "I wolf you" line from You? yep, that's what I'm talking about). so when he shows you his new song which is his personal love anthem to you and the greatest thing he's ever written to this day and you say it's terrible instead of terrific, he looks as proud as he only can be and jokingly says he tried his best to make it the worst song in the history of music. from now on all of his song are "terrible". and all about you, of course;
remember when he said that Jolly comes up with the greatest lyrics without realizing it because he thinks in Swedish? same applies to you. it truly fascinates Noah to hear you saying the most beautiful genius things based on some sayings in your first language. he takes inspiration from that and includes it in his lyrics without saying that and you realize it afterwards when you hear him singing it;
he's for sure secretly learning your language just to surprise you all of the sudden. like, you two have a movie night date on your big comfy couch, he brushes his fingers through you hair and says "I love you" in your language and you automatically reply back the same way and then go "wait, did you just..?" and he sits there smiling from ear to ear and being so hella proud of himself, throwing at you one compliment in your mother tongue after another. and you have no idea when or how he managed to learn it all but it makes you love him even more;
which is why the next thing he'll learn from you will be the dirty talk. oh god, help us all lol
ANON SHIT UP RN
COME TO MY HOUSE SO I CAN GIVE U KISSES STOOPPPPPPP OMG MY HEART
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So I was born here, but I want to say that, technically my first language was Spanish. I spent a lot of time with my grandmother and I had heard from someone that the way you express your emotions, whatever language you use is your first language, which I thought was a very cool concept. And a lot of times there are words that I don’t know in English so I just resort to Spanish but oh my God literally made me smell so big I’m at work and the noise I let out was crazyOMMGGGGG
I was going to write a small story on this, but you beat me to the punch, but I’m not complaining. I will add onto this later on thank you thank you thank you thank you again.🩷🩷🩷🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
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kneelingshadowsalome · 6 months
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look I know that the Poly!AU is mainly for König to live his warriors harem fantasy but I adore the childhood friends sapphic yearning side of it (sorry if this isn't what you're interested in, I'm just a fem leaning bi who loves a slowburn that ends in an explosion lmao) so here are some random thoughtsTM.
imagine if Engel was being bullied and Bestie stepped in to help her out, hissing at them not to bother the poor girl (earning her the nickname Kitty). and Kitty also being into knives and guns having grew up in a hunting family and having the same morbid curiosities as Engel, cue late night sleep overs reading stephen king and R. L. James.
I love imagining Kitty as being even shorter than Engel (Engel is 5"5 and Kitty is 5"1 in my head). and having hella soft features like freckles, curly red hair, round face, etc. (König freaking out internally because where did his Engel find a Cherub?!) which makes her the more feisty one in social situations a lot more fun because hey someone needs to tell the waiter they ordered no pickles.
also I'm so weak for Engel having to translate southern phrases and words to König because she grew up with her. or if Kitty came back from a family get together and is extra southern they both have some question marks floating around their heads.
Kitty braiding Engel's hair and putting lil flowers in it, telling her how funny it is that her bf calls her angel because "I always said you were as pretty as one". Engel always twirling one of her curls around her finger.
also Kitty being a biter, loves leaving lil bite marks as a love language. doesn't matter on who or where , shoulder, face, boobs, neck, ass, its all getting bit.
DUDE I am so invested in this little bisexual southern gremlin it's not even funny 😭 I'm sorry for leaving an essay about what is essentially an NPC but I heard the word southern bestfriend and went feral a bit.
I've kept this ask safe inside my inbox and read it like it's the Bible for a few days because it's SOGOOOD (I want to kiss and squish you anon you're a genius 💋)
I wonder if Engel first developed a liking to knives and weapons while staying in her house, these two gals didn't have pillow fights they drank hot cocoa and stayed up late, Kitty reading IT and Misery to Engel... (Engel listening to her every word, mesmerized by the stories, wide-eyed and heart beating so so fast, when it's time to go to bed she's feeling too scared and Kitty has to calm her down and repeat it's only a book it's not real you silly little thing 🩷)
I also love how both König and southern bestie kind of just adore reader/Engel so much?! Braiding her hair and putting the flowers König brought home in there too??? She's so loved and taken care of, and of course in return, treats them with her specialty: salty caramel muffins and chocolate cookies and frosted cupcakes (König always eats at least half of them and isn't even that sorry 😠)
+ a moment of silence for König, having to go to work with Kitty's bite marks on his ass and neck & Engel's lipstick peppered on his cheeks ❤️
Southern gremlin sounds such a cool and adorable little menace! (I need her in my life 😭)
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effen-draws · 11 months
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HUGEEEEE fan of your de!swap fic! Just finished reading chapter 5 and WOW what a chapter. I'm soooo glad to see that suzerainty popped up, the original scene with that game is my favorite scene, and I'm overjoyed to see that it carried over to your fic!!
Curious question, what was your motivation behind choosing what skills Kim has? I love all the skills you created for the fic, and I'd like to know your thought process behind it
Thank you so much!!! I’m super glad that you liked the chapter! The Suzerainty scene was hella fun to write:-D And I’m very happy that you like the skills as well! 
But, yes, the skills. Oh man, anon, the skills. You have opened up a can of worms here. You’ve given me an opportunity to rant here, anon. So I really hope you’re ready for a long post because I have plenty of thoughts, my friend. 
But before we actually get into any of my skill related thought processes and ideas I’d like to preface this post with 2 things!
Many of the skills (and generally the early parts of the fic) are inspired by a hodgepodge of many different people’s headcanons and art here on tumblr! Which, because I’m one of god’s favourite clowns with a terrible short term memory, I have no idea what came from  where! I looked at and read a lot of the things that later inspired me before I ever thought of writing the fic at all. And I never thought about writing any of my sources of inspiration down before I had already finished the draft of chapter 1! Which I kinda feel terrible about! The readers with a better memory than I might remember that I wrote in the first chapter that if anyone saw anything that looked familiar they should tell me so I could give proper credit. (Which I still implore any keen eyed reader to do!) So yeah, this is just to say; I’m not a genius who came up with all of this on my own and I was inspired by many cool people so don’t give me too much credit!
BUT! If anyone ever wants to write or draw anything using the skillset I’ve made for my version of swap!Kim, then you are so very welcome! So don’t sweat it if you want to reuse a name, concept, or the entire set! I’d just be happy to have inspired you:-]
Anyways sorry for the preamble. I just needed to get that said before I go down my rabbit hole:-)
So, let’s get to it! (For real this time I promise, anon) Here are a few of my general thoughts about my Kim skillset and some individual insight into more of the “interesting” skills! 
There were a few things I considered when making the skills. For one I needed to figure out what skills were needed because of narrative necessity and what were needed for characterisation. For an example HANDS ON is almost only a “Kim is physically interacting with his surroundings and I need to describe that” skill while TORQUE DORK, on the other hand, is a fluff skill that’s there because of Kim’s interests in machinery. Besides their personalities the skills also need to serve a role in telling a story, y’know? Whether that be description or character. That’s also one of the reasons that Kim only has 16 skills instead of Harry’s 24. A fic is a different medium than a game so it’s not necessary to have quite so many skills. But, if you want my non-boring justification for that, I also just think that Kim is far less scattered brained than Harry! The man is simply more together even when he’s falling apart so he therefore has a few more “multi purpose skills”:-]
Speaking about Harry, I felt like it would be important that Kim’s skills felt unique to him even if some of them started out as reskins of Harry’s (I mean, how do you make a skill responsible for logic without giving it similarities to Harry’s LOGIC skill??). Not that they needed to stand out completely but rather I didn’t want to feel like I was applying Harry’s voices to Kim’s head. Which also means that Kim’s skills just can’t do the same things that Harry’s can! For one they aren’t as psychically inclined even if they can take guesses and read people in similar ways (which they’re partially that good at because of narrative necessity, but hey man, don’t look at me I’m just trying to tell a good story here!)
One thing which I also really wanted to stress with the skills too is that many of them have “rivalries” or “alliances” with one another. Some of them are complete opposites (EYES vs. OUTSIDER) while others will almost always back each other up (POISE & COMMAND). This animosity is there because; one, Kim is constantly trying to keep himself in check and is very harsh on himself so therefore no skill can ever “win” for long. Two; I’m a BIG fan of the thought of “Kim’s centrism is killing him”. So therefore every skill is almost always pulling him in different directions and opposing each other while Kim is trying to thread the needle of just existing. And because there’s this constant infighting Kim’s mind becomes a very hostile place to be. One last general consideration before I get into some individual skills! I really love how having a high level skill in DE also has its downsides! They have blindspots! They have one track thoughts and motivations! And it’s dangerous to only listen to one of them! So I attempted to show that with Kim’s high level skills like VOLTA DO MAR and POISE in the fic:-]
Anyways: individual skill thoughts! I don’t have something to say about all of them but I'll quickly go through my thoughts on some of the more interesting ones in order. (Also I’m so sorry for rambling so long, anon. Here's the part of the post I think you're interested in.)
Starting off with PUZZLEBOX and NOTEKEEPER! If I’m honest I think these two are inseparable; Note provides information and Puz connects the dots. They’re quite obviously Kim’s deductive and note taking powerhouses. Note does however also have a purpose as a narrative device since it’s the one that recalls past information (that Kim can remember). They’re a little like a narrator in that sense. Anyways I don’t have many thoughts about these two but I think they’re kinda cute in how “dumb” they can be despite being intellect skills:-]
FANTASME is not a skill that gets a lot of the limelight but they do have a good amount to say even though they’re a low level skill. They’re kind of a CONCEPTUALISATION and INLAND EMPIRE mix I guess. They’re focused on Kim’s “nerd” things (that isn’t machinery or paperwork) and escapism. They know about art but they don’t really “get it” as Harry can. They’re also the driving force behind Kim’s existential dread as you have seen in chapter 4.
BLEEDING HEART is what I labelled as the “feelings” skill, and they were kind of an EMPATHY clone in the early concepts before I really figured them out. Because all they really want for Kim is for him to feel. Their second priority is making sure that Kim feels for the people around him as well. To Bleed it doesn’t really matter what emotions Kim is feeling as long as they are being felt and that he isn’t hurting or “burdening” anyone. They’re sad, suppressed, and visceral. Another thing about them is that similarly to how ESPRIT DE CORPS is the “gateway skill” that Harry uses to read Kim, BLEEDING HEART is the “gateway skill” Kim uses to read Harry in the fic. This is mostly because I don’t think Harry can be understood through the lens of the RCM like Kim can in the game.
EYES is interesting to me. Because they aren’t the RCM but rather swap!Kim’s understanding of the RCM personified. Which both means they’re brutally honest about how the police sucks but that they also cannot let go of duty and loyalty for the life of them. They are aptly named after Eyes; Kim’s last main connection to the RCM and its office culture. Which is very cool but also not my original idea! And because of the reasons mentioned prior I really don’t remember who came up with that stroke of genius but I would honestly like to thank them personally. (If I ever get my hands on the post I saw it in I’ll link it here)
I love the idea of OUTSIDER. Kim having a skill that’s specifically manifested because of how alienated he feels is so interesting to me! That how much the world has failed him is ingrained in him just speaks volumes, y’know. Outs don’t have too much of a narrative purpose compared to other skills but I do love them regardless. They aren’t completely my original idea either, but unlike EYES, I have no idea where I got this one from. (Again, if I find the source I’ll put in a link, but for now my cursed memory can produce nothing.)
JOIE DE VIVRE is the most fun little guy in Kim’s mind to me. They are what makes life fun (as their name suggests) and they ultimately represent indulgence. They are essentially good to listen to occasionally but not constantly. Because Joie is all about base desires which they want fulfilled now. “Hey! Smoke that cigarette now! Hey! Fuck that guy now! Hey! Avoid your responsibilities now!” And if they don’t get that they will immediately trash talk whoever shut them down. And, to say the least, they are constantly being repressed by the other skills. Kim can’t get rid of them but, oh man, does he wish he could.
VOLTA DO MAR is my swap!Kim’s signature skill. And it shows: they are used to being in control. They are all about keeping Kim going and they generally serve a similar role like VOLITION does in terms of keeping Kim sane. But they are really nothing like VOLITION. They’re mean. They’re efficient. They’re a completionist and simultaneously a survivor. They will shut down anything they deem unnecessary while also dealing with any odd situation which Kim simply needs to roll with. Volt ultimately thinks they know best and is thusly kind of a dick. 
NERVE is a kind of “physical skill all in one” with the added on flavour of repressed anger. NERVE’s name then, of course, both comes from the biological nerve and because of the “that struck a nerve” saying. They just want Kim to follow his gut and retaliate for once. They’re the physicality of anger and instinct. Which has pros and cons… 
POISE is an interesting little fella to me. They’re kind of like a teen who’s obsessed with being cool and keeping up face and facade in my eyes:-) And since they’re also such a high level skill they get to talk a lot, and with their focus being reputation a large part of that talk is about how embarrassed Kim should be. They’re a personification of self consciousness and intrusive anxiety riddled thoughts and yet they’re also one of Kim’s most useful skills, both in regards to reading others and not being read himself. They’re sort of a necessary evil in that sense.
Oh man. That was a ramble. And I didn’t even talk about every skill. Well, I’m all tuckered out now but thank you so much for the ask, anon! I kinda took it as an excuse to just talk for once so I hope that alright:-] 
I don’t know how many people (if any) will find this interesting so, to the people who got this far, I’ll tell you my swap!Kim’s 5 highest level skills as a token of my appreciation for reading:-) Number one is of course VOLTA DO MAR, followed by POISE, BLEEDING HEART, NOTEKEEPER, and then lastly COMMAND. Extra fun fact; EYES and OUTSIDER are always the exact same level and this makes them furious.
Anyways, thank you again for reading my fic and this long ass answer to an otherwise simple ask! I hope you have a great rest of your day:-]
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ikamigami · 1 year
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How did Eclipse survive Sun's magical explosion? It destroyed the entire bunker and left a huge crater behind. How is Eclipse not dead?
Thank you anon for this question! I was thinking about exactly the same thing! (I'm not kidding! It's a little spoopy~! Can you read in people's minds, anon? 🤔😏)
So there are only two options!
1) Eclipse is extremely lucky bastard!
2) Sun spared him.
And I'm going with option 2, obviously.
And why Sun spared Eclipse you may ask? Especially if he wanted to kill this evil mfer!
I hope I'll be able to explain it as best as I can. So here we go!
Eclipse is hella smart! He played his cards against Sun very well. It was genius move to not reveal himself at first. He could see what Sun really wanted to do. He was testing what Sun is capable of. And it worked perfectly. Because a) Eclipse was sure that Sun is ready to attack b) Sun is unstable and the most important c) Sun revealed his motives (which was wrong move on Sun's part but Sun isn't in a best state of mind rn so... well) which is protecting Moon from any danger. Sun wanted to make sure no one will hurt Moon.
Why it was wrong move on Sun's part? Well... Eclipse knows Sun very well. He knows every weaknesses Sun has. And one of those weaknesses is that Sun can't protect Moon. He was never able to do that before. So he tries to do it now. Eclipse knows this and took advantage of it. He exploited Sun weakness per usual. He already won the battle then.
Eclipse already had an advantage over Sun physically because Solar Flare's body was made for combat and especially to combat body built from nanomachines which is way more durable than Sun's body. Also Sun can't fight. He wasn't created for that. He's strong but not as much compared to Bloodmoon or Solar Flare. So when Sun attacked Eclipse, the latter could easily do what he did. And then Eclipse waa upperhand which completely took Sun of guard. He lost all of his cool.
And the rest was just a piece of cake for Eclipse. He not only threatened Sun that he'll kill him. He also played with Sun's fear that maybe Moon wouldn't care if Sun died. And of course Eclipse said about his deal with Moon. To shaken Sun up even more. Eclipse also fully aware of how strong Sun's magic is, pressed him to use it and Sun had BM's taunting still fresh in mind and boom! Sun exploded with magic.
Oh, well. My answer doesn't exactly explain what saved Eclipse's ass. You may not believe me but the thing that saved Eclipse's life was him mentioning about his deal with Moon. Doesn't seem like it but that's true.
So, Sun wanted to protect Moon, right? And that's why he wanted to get rid of their enemies, right? And like I said Sun didn't exactly feel like he was helping Moon. He wasn't able to protect his brother. Also Sun isn't in the right state of mind rn. I don't know if you saw any of my posts but I was explaining there that I think that Sun feels like everything is his fault. That everything bad that happened to Moon is his fault. Sun feels like he's evil. That's why he acts and sounds like Eclipse. Because Eclipse is evil. And Sun is unconsciously channeling his fear of being evil. He blames himself even more than he blames Eclipse. After all Eclipse spawned from him, from his code. Sun feels personally responsible for Eclipse's existence and actions.
Besides that Eclipse said that he wants to help Moon to get rid of Kill Code which is something that Sun wasn't able to do from the very beginning when Sun and Moon still shared a body. So for Sun it seemed that Moon was willing to get help from their worst enemy before he would ask for help his own brother. Sun truly believes that he's useless. But if Eclipse would really be able to help Moon so let's be it. That's why Sun spared Eclipse. Because Sun isn't able to help Moon. Sun knows that. Eclipse knows that. And even Moon seems to know that.
Eclipse exploited Sun's desire to protect and help Moon. He took advantage of Sun's poor state of mind. And that's why Sun listened to Eclipse when he told him that he endangered Moon. And that's why Sun believed Eclipse when he said that he can still fix this mistake by going to Golden Freddy. Despite Sun being dog-tired, he still did what Eclipse told him. Because Sun well-being doesn't matter when there is Moon safety on the line.
And now Eclipse will probably absorb this magic to be able to defend himself from whoever might attack him. That was Eclipse's plan from the beginning. But don't worry about Moon. He still has his own magic. This is just an excess of Moon's magic. It's something similar to what Lord Monty had at his place. So Eclipse won't take Moon's entire magic away nor Moon is trapped in his head with no way out. That was just Eclipse's trick to play Sun to do what he wants.
I can't blame people for wanting to strangle Eclipse or beat him or kick his sorry ass. Because what Eclipse did to Sun now and before was so awful that it can't be justified in any way.
I hope this answer satisfies you, anon. 🙇‍♀️
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void-inked-pen · 2 years
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What do you like about the fic, Monsters Among Us? Very curious to know your opinion.
is this the same anon who asked me about LFLS *squints* im on to you lol.
yet another question asking me about a fic a friend of mine wrote XD @danzinora-switch really came out and wrote a killer fic introducing Bishop and the way it kinda was focused on donnie and raph was what sucked me in. Not only that but they used donnie's nieve, praise hungry personality to lure him into a trap in such a way that really feels like a wake-up call.
Donnie is a genius, yes we know this, but even child geniuses dont have the forethought to understand where danger lies. Bishop is an adult who is extremely manipulative and can see where donnie would crave that attention for what he creates. his siblings give him a lot of credit when he does cool shit but he didn't hear it enough from adults in his life. he wanted to be useful, treated with respect, seen for what he is.
bishop smashed all of that.
Raph has his own issues in this that make me hella curious and i love the little seeds danzinora dropped about a certain scally "dino" who saved him as a kid when he was lost. Raph has some deep hidden trauma and it made him very scared to be alone. add in the fact Donnie is essentially talking to a stranger and you've got a protective older brother whose scared as shit.
good stuff all around! and if this doesn't give you a good idea on how much I love this fic, look at the animatic I made for it! Danzinora actually paid me for my effort, i was doing it for free but then they stopped me and was like "NO IM PAYING YOU", bless them~
i learned a lot from that animatic and got feed back from pros on that btw and it taught me a lot so im using that to keep growing and make cool shit!
(also, yes I'm down to make animatics for fics but I do require payment. this is negotiable so if you have a cool fight you wanna see and I like your story? dm me ;3c )
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manonamora-if · 1 year
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Hey dear author.
Some Thick Table Tavern asks incoming:
Who is Baxter?
What happened with Dylan? Is he doing okay as a newbie in the Adventuring Guild?
Have you based the watcher's desire to keep everything as orderly as possible on yourself?
Is Brom a cooking genius or a cooking disaster because I just can't decide?
What's the story about the mage stealing Roscoe's cheese?
Who can hold their liquor better: Roscoe or Ez?
Who's the best dancer and singer in the tavern and out of the main NPC's?
How is Brom's family life?
Why is there a need for a magic mixer? What makes it better than a normal mixer aside form the color change when mixing?
Has The Thick Table Tavern ever come close to bankruptcy?
Some trivia for Nora and Astrid of the Adventure Guild please🙏
How were MC,Ez,Filessandro and Brom hired by Roscoe? Did he choose them because they were the most skilled of the applicants or were they the only applicants to work at the tavern?
Some asks about you:
What motivates you to continue working on and creating interactive fiction games?
How do you do it with creating such incredibly detailed guides and tutorials for everyone to use? Do you have some sort of unending energy batteries that never let you get tired?
Who is your favourite NPC in all of your WiPs including the Thick Table Tavern?
What is your favourite genre to write?
Do you like coding more or the writing part of game creation?
Finally,
sending you tsunami waves of love and positivity💛
-annoyingly curious anon
Alright Anon! Let's get this cracking! I've included your questions in my answers so you don't need to scroll up/down everytime.
TTTT Questions
Baxter is mentioned once in the game: For the love of Baxter, similarly to the phrase For the love of God. Think of Baxter as a Generic Fantasy Deity TM. I did not put more thought into this, just took a random name.
Unsure. Maybe? Probably. He was supposed to be THE Adventurer in the first version (like that story was my draft of last year), before I re-wrote each of these 5 recurrent NPC's storyline (and didn't have time to include it.
Have you based the watcher's desire to keep everything as orderly as possible on yourself? Lol Anon. Thank you for Reading me.
Whether Brom is a cooking genius or disaster is irrelevant (though you can have your own opinion about it). He experiments.
Wizards love cheeses. Roscoe has a lot of great cheeses.
Roscoe and Ezabell have yet to compete in their liquor consumption. None will try to consume alcohol for quantity's sake. Roscoe would probably hold strong/distilled drinks better, Ez would for cocktails (especially sweet ones).
Dunno who's the best dancer/singer. Come back when I've added more story bits.
Brom's Family life is chaotic: tired adults running behind energetic toddlers and taking care of old parents.
The magic mixer is needed because I said so :P (just to give a reason for the colour of the liquid changing every time you add/remove an ingredient.
If there was ever a time TTTT was in financial trouble, someone else would come and take the reins before it would go under. Same thing is the owner retires.
Nora and Roscoe have a thing, and they behave like teenagers about it (her request). The only reason Astrid is not the leader of her group (she is more than capable to be that) is so she can blame Bernard for anything that goes wrong.
Ez barged into the bar and pretended to be the waitress for a full day (because [REDACTED], raised hell during pay-time when Roscoe realised she was not an employee (he was out all day) but also that she made a hella ton of profit. Filessandro is not an employee of the tavern, he was supposed to have his own story to explain that. MC's story is dependant on the background you choose... and will be explained further in a future update.
ME Questions
My motivation for creating is easy: it's fun. I get to solve some coding/writing puzzle and tell stories I like/want to. Continue to work on a project is difficult. I've done the dumb thing of creating hella long things and taking breaks from it (losing steam on it). But my drive to finish my projects (to continue working), not wanting to put out bad writing (after reading a draft), and seeing people enjoy my stuff is more motivating than I thought.
I am exhausted all the time (that's 80% a lie) I create guides/tutorials because I like helping people, and if my stuff helps other not struggle with stuff I have, then I'm happy. The trick with tutorials is: make it simple and explain clearly.
Insert that Arrested Development meme about loving my children equally. All NPCs are fun and become my favourite when I write them. It changes per scene...
Same answer about genre. Don't really have one. Not really fond of horror (that's MelS wheelhouse) or romance (but that's because I need to combat my second hand embarrassment).
When the coding becomes stale, I miss writing. When writing is a bore, I want to code. Maybe I might prefer coding over writing, because the proofreading of coding is more fun than writing, and because it has rules (unlike creative writing). Editing/Proofreading is meh to I wish I was dead.
Me rn:
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Thank you ANON!
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kim-seung-mo · 2 years
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Haha yep I'm an IMPOSTER (lmao I can hear Hyunjin's voice-)
I have four biases actually
Seung
Han
Hyun
Min
And the rest are my bias wreckers 🤡 I love seungmong the most tho cus he's my ult (Han's getting hella close-)
- 🍒 anon
I say I bias seungmin and immediately afterwards go watch minho's fancam 10 times in a row *cough*
Other than that tho- Good boy Felix has been really messing with my head recently 😩💕
I just wanna dress him in lolita and call him my pretty kitten 😭😭 he's such a soft baby ajsfhadhajfh (my soft dom side coming out oops)
The "everyone else is my bias wrecker" part hahahahhaha true true
I came up with a genius idea. (I say) I bias seungmin so that's 8-1=7 and guess how many days there are in a week? That's right, there're 7. SO I CHANGE BIAS WRECKERS EVERYDAY AND ROTATE THROUGH THE MAMBERS HAHAHAHAH
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mlmxreader · 8 months
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Also, forgot to put this in the other ask, but..... 👀👀👀 all these gifs of a one Edward Thomas Hardy and his characters... yes approved. 🤣😭😂🤣🤣🤣🤣 I'm cry-laughing at your freaking captions though!
DON'T BE A PHONY BABY SHOW ME I CAN RIDE YOUR PONY 😂😂😂
SPOTIFY PLAY RIDE BY SIR MIX A LOT ON REPEAT 😆😆😆
A phrase about cowboys and horses comes to mind
Huh? Geez, I wonder what that could possibly be 🤔🤔🤔🤣
JSKJSK! You crack me up to no end! So funny!! Sweetie I think you need to sit down and do you need a drink cause ya seem hella thirsty 😂
🖤🖤🖤
🐍anon
I WAS WALKING HOME FROM WORK ALRIGHT 😭 I needed something to look at in between getting from the cattery, to the shop for a can of Monster, and then home 💀💀 especially bc I had a less than satisfactory shift 😫
SIR MIX A LOT IS A GENIUS, IDC, NOBODY COULD'VE DONE RIDE!! NOBODY!!! and the lyrics MATCH, DO THEY NOT??
I rest my case.
something something saving horses etc etc 👀
you weren't there last night when @tokillamockingbird427 saw just how TERRIBLE the thirst was like, IT WAS BAD 😭😭
but before I see you off, I will throw this in here; this is a link to a discord server I've just started centred around, Y'GUESSED IT, Mr. Hardy himself - share the link, join it, I don't mind. I just wanted to get it out there bc I was gonna make a masterlist of the open servers I run, but keep putting it off dhgkyngkskg but yeah, it's open to everyone and anyone, like, one day I will make the list but... not today I can't be bothered xjglskfksjf
BUT YOU TAKE CARE NOW!! I LOVE YOU, STAY SAFE!! 🫶🏻
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that-soccer-guru · 3 years
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Bro! I always read your tags because they make me laugh everytime
Brooooo!!!!!!!!
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shoichee · 2 years
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Hello! First of all I wanna say that I really love your writing! It has me excited every time!!
I had this idea for a while and it always makes me go SOFT!
Haizaki, Imayoshi and Hanamiya (Separately) X f!reader. Like Reader would have a massive crush but it's basic friendship between them so they're really close friends/best friends. And since reader is friends with those baddies Reader usually keeps a tough front so one day Reader can't really hold it no more and Goes "Shut up and Just Hug me" while bawling her eyes out? Like I bet those baddies wouldn't know how to react but I think it would be really cute!!
Anyways Have a Good Day/Night Hun!! All the Love!!
ANON THE WAY THIS PROMPT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND THE ENTIRE 6 MONTH HIATUS, IM SO EXCITED TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO WRITE THIS BLESS UR GENIUS MIND, but wow this prompt is so damn challenging because these 3 are assholes in their own ways—
Also Note: these headcanons are hella long (this entire thing is collectively 19 pages long), like each feels like a whole anime arc LMAO because these three characters having a “favorable” reaction to the reader crying would need a ton of context, which includes: how they met, their relationship dynamics, and such… and these three also have their own definitions of what a “tough” reader is to them… so without further ado, I guess I’m beginning my active status with a big bang…
I would like to tag: @takatul @mihangry @nadav-ii @roppongiperfume @carinacassiopeiae @seijurosempress @kkeke99 @4kominato @bunny-girl-lia (@dust-of-fandoms | edit: it finally me tag you, and I cackled at your reblog hashtag LMAOO) and I would love to tag more people who stuck by me when I was active before, but I can’t find them/tag them! This longest headcanon yet is dedicated to you all and everyone else reading this... mess~
[Tough front f!reader]
Imayoshi Shoichi
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you guys probably first met as classmates
sure, there could be a possible scenario where you guys met through basketball, but even so, Imayoshi isn’t the type to take note of people unless they’re in teams Touou has faced before/has a huge reputation… so the chance of him actually wanting to get to know you beyond your face and name is near zero
but on the other hand, as classmates… 1.) he’s pretty much forced to see you around every day and familiarize himself with your presence and habits regardless of what he does 2.) sharing the same class means that you both are smart smart (and someone who shares the same intellectual capacity as him is a MUST to get close to him)
good rule of thumb: the more classes you share with him (throughout the years, because the Japanese school system is quite the opposite of the American system), the faster you become closer together, because that naturally translates to more opportunities for Imayoshi to annoy you more
but half of the friendship development also requires your personality/reactions/things of that nature that might hold his intrigue for a long time
he’s met his fair share of people who have similar wit and irritability as himself, so if he met another Imayoshi-like individual… sure, it’s fun and entertaining as hell, but somewhat predictable in its own right since they’re, well… himself—and he’d like to think he knows himself very well (like Aomine being able to predict Kise even when he copied his basketball style of playing, for example)
imagine if there was a person out there who’s so stone-faced, so blank and unflinching at nearly everything, yet cold and spartan
spoiler alert: it’s you
and wow, holy shit—whenever you’re in the room, the temperature just drops several degrees celsius
everyone’s at least wary of you, and you didn’t even do anything wrong—your presence just elicits that impression out of everyone
Imayoshi couldn’t help but blow a slow whistle the first time he witnessed this with his own eyes
who would’ve thought he found a Kuroko and an Akashi (...before he lost at the Winter Cup) in one individual… let alone a girl (not that he cares about gender, but he’s amused that you’re an oddity in the average Japanese societal norm of a woman)
he had to do some probing, he can’t help it: the opportunity was too good to pass up
“Yo!” he calls out, approaching your desk on the first day of class. “Looks like we’re seated next to each other for the year. It’s nice to meet you, (l/n)-san.” (his polite Kansai accent never fails to stick out in the room)
you merely look at him before you went back to reading whatever book you had in your hand; he looks closer to note that you’re already getting started on the assigned book for the upcoming lessons
so what if he didn’t get a welcoming reply back? that’s fine with him; not everyone’s friendly on the first encounter
either way, he makes himself too comfortable on his seat, stretching out his limbs before he pulled out his usual pen to twirl around out of boredom
and that’s what happened every time he entered class, always making an over-friendly remark or two before you looked at him in silence momentarily
pretty soon, you’ve stopped giving him attention completely, blatantly ignoring him when he calls out for you early in the morning
a slow grin snaked its way onto his face the first time this happened
“How cruel, (l/n)-san! You hurt my feelings every time you don’t reply to me, you know? Really now, to think my efforts for friendship get constantly snuffed mercilessly. You’re really gonna make me cry.”
“Then cry.”
(cue everyone near you two slightly scooching their desks away in fear for their safety)
Imayoshi dropped his grin in hearing you reply for the first time
“No one’s stopping you,” you continued, yet your eyes were still on your own table, minding your own business, as if Imayoshi wasn’t worth your attention to begin with
“Yikes, you’re actually really evil,” he dryly remarked
“Cry about it.”
(YOU’RE JUST KILLING HIM WITH THE STRAIGHTEST FACE, HOW IS THIS HAPPENING…)
the worst thing was, Imayoshi couldn’t get a read from you one bit; normally he can “read minds” based on analyzing any body reaction or facial expression changes… but you exhibit nothing to base anything off of
Imayoshi has truly met an equal opponent for his wit, because you confirmed his assumption that you had much to say about things even if you never chose to indulge in social interactions, and it’s not like you’re bad at conversations—you just choose not to participate
pretty soon, he goes from giving daily “morning greetings” to pestering you at EVERY given moment throughout the day in the classroom
the teacher’s busy setting up a new lesson? you’re gonna hear some comment. it’s break time? you’re enduring comments for at least 10 minutes. you’re assigned to work with your “desk partner” for a class activity? you do your share of the work before giving the paper to him wordlessly… all while hearing his comments
“Honestly, with how much you run your mouth, I’m very much surprised your lips haven’t grown wings and flapped off of your face yet.”
you’re… a little impressed with his tenacity, thinking that he’d give up talking to you after realizing how fruitless his efforts would be… and mind you, Imayoshi was talking to a wall for nearly a damn month now, almost a month and a half
he’s a bit too patient for the wrong things, you think
“I’m flattered,” he easily shoots back with that infuriating grin. “But they say my charm lies in my linguistic abilities. I’m afraid I can’t afford to lose them just yet.”
“That is creepy,” you blankly deadpan at his smirk, before you return your gaze to the board… but you can easily feel his intense scrutiny in your peripheral vision
a day never goes by without multiple interactions like the ones described above happen
it slowly went from you ignoring him to you giving one-word responses like: “Great.” // “How nice.” // “Right.” // “That’s cool.”
you’re somewhat similar to him, he notices; you’re always polite with everyone, yet there’s always a clipped, frosty edge to your words that unsettles them
like how his politeness drips with a bit of jabs and arrogance that never truly puts anyone at ease
when Touou lost the first round at the Winter Cup, he was surprised to see you approach him the day after, and the first thing that comes out of your mouth was:
“Congratulations, Imayoshi-kun,” you said. “That loss was a spectacular show to witness.”
“You wound me,” he languidly sighs with his hands up in the air. “Must you rub salt in the fresh wound? Dear me, if I didn’t know better, I’d say you were checking on my well-being.”
you finally give a slow blink to indicate some type of… reaction, though that’s not much at all
“Yes,” was all you said. “You are correct. Take this.”
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… wow
the nerve
he’s… speechless
how the hell did you know of his drawing habits, and how the hell did you imitate it exactly?
and since when did you ever pay attention to basketball??
he’s processing a lot of things right now, but he first notices the “Congratulations on losing” and “101-100,” which was the final score of yesterday’s game
… you were watching them play?
“... My, my…” he coos. “I have many questions. Let’s start with the one about how much you’ve been actually staring at me in order to figure out that I drew in class, let alone how I draw.”
he looks up to anticipate an answer, but all you simply do is stare at him more intensely before you tilt your head slightly… as if you had no idea what he was talking about
his grin only grows wider, taking your silence as a challenge, and he puts your sketch on the table and gets up to step closer towards you and lean his body forward, hands in his pockets
of course, your expression never changes, simply moving your head back from the tilted position
“... It helps to open your eyes more, Imayoshi-kun. Maybe you’ll notice things you haven’t been privy to before. Your pen scribbles are irritating to hear on the regular, so my poor eyes witnessing such grotesque imagery was an unfortunate inevitability.”
“Ah-ha!~” he chimes, cracking his eyes open for the first time to you. “Is that so?”
you widen your own eyes slightly in response to making eye contact with his gaze for the first time, and damn Imayoshi for noticing it, because he immediately pulled away in extreme satisfaction and sat at his desk
and yet another day of school started soon after, but this time, Imayoshi was giving off the smuggest aura
. . .
after Touou gets eliminated from the Winter Cup, Imayoshi takes this free time as an opportunity to study for college entrance exams… while also bothering you on the pretense of “study buddies” since you two were in the same grade
though you were still as cold and collected as ever, you were WAYY more talkative with him at this point, though most of the dialogues exchanged were nothing more than him trying to ruffle your feathers up and you deflecting his attempts
and the entire 3rd year was just you two “bantering” (if you can even call it that), but no one would ever see either of you without the other
still, neither of you could deny that both of you guys are really efficient in terms of working together to get things done, where both of you turn serious and start analyzing the objective at hand
these times are when you guys have the more genuine conversations on more personal topics and such:
“I didn’t take you as someone who has a sister.”
“How mean! She’s raised very well as a respectable lady, y’know?”
“We seem to have two different definitions of ‘respectable,’ because have you looked at yourself in the mirror? Another female you sounds like an incoming migraine.”
“I can reassure you that she’s the considerate type of girl.”
“If you insist.”
or maybe another convo like:
“(l/n)-san, do you always have your face stuck in cement?”
“... Pardon?”
“You remind me of a few people who always have their faces as blank as a sheet—it’s kind of terrifying.”
“Always been like this. It’s more convenient this way to scare away nuisances, don’t you think Evil Glasses-san?”
“Clearly it’s not working.” (dryly replied, as always)
everyone’s terrified of you two and would clear the way every time they saw you guys walking by, let’s make that clear
both of you are clearly very polite and proper, always taking rules and responsibilities into consideration… but what the fuck, y’all are way too menacing—seriously, Sakurai wants to RUN to the opposite direction whenever you’re in his field of vision
you’ve been down lately though—and increasingly more somber as spring was coming closer that year—though, it’s more of the air you give off that would indicate this, rather than your facial expressions
in truth, you knew that your time with Imayoshi would most likely end once you two graduated, because he only interacted with you out of curiosity and convenience
but even though you guys were done with taking the exam, Imayoshi still comes to annoy you and hang out with you, so you were secretly relieved that you guys were still “close” in that sense
you become acquainted with Susa, the one who was unfortunate enough to be Imayoshi’s good friend and study partner before you came along; both of you share a mutual understanding and common ground of dealing with Imayoshi’s shit 24/7
. . .
alas, it’s a couple days before the 3rd years graduated, but you aren’t overjoyed at the fact that you are going to move onto a new chapter of your life
quite the contrary, you didn’t like what you were going to leave behind after your last day of being at Touou (yeah, it’s Imayoshi, but you didn’t want to admit it to avoid making this inevitability all the more tangible)
you were alone for once in one of the courtyards, having those moments of quiet contemplation, but for the first time in a long time, you felt tears streaming down your face, you heart feeling a painful squeeze at coming to terms about your inner emotions
your head raises up at the sound of leaves crunching, and lo and behold, it’s almost as if your thoughts summoned him to you
unlike his usual infuriating grin, his face was one of seriousness as he gauges your face… you’re crying
and you’re just staring at him silently even with the tears streaming
he’s a bit unnerved, but he’s a practical one, his mind racing thousands of miles an hour to crack down what you currently need and what the cause of your tears was
he’s an asshole, but he’s not heartless, and lately, he’d been feeling a soft spot for you
“... Do you want solace, silence, or solutions?”
you wordlessly walk to him before tightly hugging him
his eyes are cracked open, trying to figure out what the hell is going on
“... shut up and just hug me.”
he chuckles a bit before gingerly reciprocating, musing, “To think you would want all of the above—didn’t take you as a greedy person, (l/n)-san.”
you both share a comforting silence before you separate yourself from him… you didn’t dare raise your gaze to look at his face, knowing fully well that he was gonna hold this over your head for a long time
“... You never stop running your mouth, do you?”
“But you like me all the same, yes?”
you say nothing, but you stared up at him, your eyes slightly wide and mouth parted from what he was presuming as your way of being shocked… but what’s this?
he can’t tell if there’s a smidge of a flush on your skin or if his eyes are finally playing a trick on him
with the last of your tears still on your lashes, he might dare to call you beautiful
“I told you that my linguistic abilities are crucial to my charm.”
and you immediately went back to your default expression of indifference at his antics
“… You’re annoying.”
“You really can’t afford to be nice for a moment…!” he exclaims in mock-hurt. “But we both know that’s not what you’re really thinking.”
you finally give a sign of defeat—a long resigned sigh—before you opted to walk past him
that is, until Imayoshi stops you by putting his two hands on your shoulders and pulling you back a bit towards him
“Whoa there! You’re really going to leave me up in the air like that? Aren’t you curious enough to stay and let me finish?” you didn’t even have to turn around to know that he had a scheme in his mind
“Letting you finish has never been a good idea,” you dryly reply, and Imayoshi can’t help but genuinely laugh at you inheriting some of his own mannerisms at this point
he brings you even closer, his hands going from on your shoulders to slowly snaking them around your clavicles as he settles his head atop your left shoulder
“Even if I told you that I, too, find you too amusing to let go?”
“Who said I found you amusing as well?” you finally turn your head to his face
“Ah, but you didn’t deny that you didn’t want to let me go either,” he smirks, but it turns slightly more affectionate as he leans closer. “Say, I have a proposal that would be a solution to your current ‘predicament.’ Say that we both graduate, yes? There will be new challenges to tackle as an adult, no doubt. I can graciously offer you my indisposable intelligence for years to come in exchange…” his thumb brushes over your lips, his own lips curling up more when he feels how you got warmer from his touch “... for this?... How about it, (y/n)?”
Haizaki Shōgo
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were you guys childhood friends? were you friends during middle school when he used to hang out with some of the Teiko kids? did you somehow worm your way to have connections with people he knew in some shape or form? friends with one of the starters in the Fukuda Sōgō team before you met Haizaki? classmates or ex-classmates/partners through coincidental circumstances led you to hang around even outside of school? did he once hit on you but you vehemently rejected his offer for a one-night stand?
the mystery of the beginnings of this strange friendship was always a subject of gossip and speculation (rightfully so)
but most likely, he probably tried to hit on you like any other girl, but you were the first to not only openly defy him and cuss him out, but also fend off his physical violence successfully through self-defense techniques by yourself
that HELLA surprised him… and also pissed him off
but he left you alone… until he came back to annoy you again a few days later after his pride recovered enough to face you again
“feisty” was what he often likes to call you nowadays
yes, this combative nature of yours always got you into less-than-ideal situations, even if you always meant well, and that aspect of yours always drew him back to you, even if you both hated each other’s guts
it was after the Winter Cup, when Fukuda Sōgō was eliminated, that you two interacted considerably more
“I hope that game taught you a valuable lesson or two, Haizaki.”
“Shut the fuck up, yeah?”
“Or what? Not like you can do anything to me anyways, you fucking clown—”
he immediately goes to throw a fast punch right for your neck, but you immediately dodged it, grabbed his forearm to twist it behind him
“Jesus Christ, you really do never fucking learn.”
he easily shakes off your grip and pulls away with a crazed look that never revealed what he was truly thinking
“I’m a pretty simple guy, yeah?” he sneers. “Just can’t help myself. Whatever, I got places to be at.”
and he never fails to finish his sentence with a lick to his thumb before strolling away
a simple guy, huh, you thought. yeah right
you picked up the fact that he licks his thumb when something is going his way, but recently he’s been licking his thumb before ending his interactions with you… which makes you suspicious as hell
nah, you’re overthinking it
it really does suck that you go to the same school as him, and as such, you are bound to meet each other outside of school too
these encounters always happen when you want to kill time in the local arcades or eat at the nearest fast food restaurants
“Ohhhhh, if it isn’t (y/n)...”
“Goddamn it, why does this always happen to me?” you openly facepalmed yourself before you sourly turn to the source of the voice. “Whatever you want with me, make it quick. I’m tired of seeing your ass around.”
“A quick fuck sounds up my alley righ’ now,” he says quitely loudly to attract surrounding passerbys’ attention in an attempt to humiliate you
he didn’t want to fuck you, not at all, you knew, but those were simply fighting words to piss you off
your face scrunches up in disgust at his words, before a slow smirk spread across your face… which Haizaki doesn’t fail to notice
“A qUiCk FuCk SoUnDs Up My aLLeY rIgHt NoW,” you mimic equally loudly, and you make it a point to pull your arms into chicken wings and walk in a circle around him to mock him
at this point this was when you ran while laughing your ass off… whether he tried chasing you down in contempt or not, you didn’t know, but you knew he was going to get his revenge
another day, you’re sitting at a table outside to eat your lunch when Haizaki casually strolls from behind to snatch a kebab stick out of your bento, which you weren’t quick enough to stop the basketball player
“Haizaki, what the fuck?”
“Oh? Was this yours? Oops… my hand must have slipped,” he drawls… again while licking his thumb
“Damn, I should’ve put snot on them or something before you stopped by. Maybe it’ll teach you to not take people’s food.”
“Hehh?” he gives a mirthless chuckle before he spits loudly on the half-eaten kebab on his hand. “Like this, eh?”
“I—” you gape at him incredulously. “That is the most unattractive thing I’ve ever laid my eyes on in my entire damn life—” you slam your own head on the table. “... Take the rest of my food. You damn ruined my appetite for the rest of this week.”
“Hell no, wench.”
“I insist,” you look up to hiss at him, throwing the closed bento box to him. “Keep the box too, sicko. You can spit your shit in there alllll you want.”
“Ya make me sound like I’m some bug,” he says. “Don’tcha know that the girl I had last night kept screaming to keep my tongue in her—”
“GO AWAY, OH MY GOD—SHOO.”
you immediately dash away with your hands to your ears, singing loudly “lalalalala~” to yourself to drown out any profanities and filth that came straight from Haizaki himself… without any regard to the students giving you annoyed or concerned looks
for some reason though, Haizaki can’t bring himself to throw away the bento box you unceremoniously threw at him…
… you weren’t that half-bad of a cook (he’d rather burn at a stake than admit that ever)
. . .
another evening, you decided to unwind at an arcade hall, making yourself comfortable at a shooting game machine booth
you got yourself a decent score for the first run, and you make a noise of happy triumph before a rude scoff interrupted your fun time
“You fucking suck.”
you immediately knew who it was
“I do not, you manwhore,” you whip your head to Haizaki, disliking his narrowed gaze of annoyance and disapproval of your playstyle. “There are 3 other booths next to me. Go put a token and play by yourself.”
to make your point, you slot in one of your own tokens to start a 2nd round and readjusted your grip on the gun to point at the screen
“Gimme that,” he jeers, pushing you to the side while snatching the booth-attached rifle off your hands
“H-Hey!!”
you harshly slapped his arm in a feeble attempt to make him listen to you, but to your surprise, he completely lets your violence slide and looks at you what that piercing gaze
“Since you’re so shit at this game, lemme give you a few pointers so ya don’t look like a royal dumbass next time.”
“Maybe you should give it back to me because maybe I want to look like a royal dumbass. That’d be a win in your books anyways—”
you’re interrupted by the booth’s loud intro music to indicate that the game was starting, so you have no choice but to observe Haizaki and his gameplay
and the entire time, he’d make a condescending comment every time he progressed further into the game map
… and you hate to admit it, but he was way better in technique of the gun and precision in aiming (your scowl only grows harsher the more points he racked up in the round)
his final score tripled of your own
“So whaddya think, hmm?” he muses lowly while grabbing your chin to look at him, to which you bat away his hand immediately
“I think you oughta give me back the damn gun, that’s what.”
“Hah? Now why don’t ya use one of the three machines next to me instead, like a good girl.”
“Eurgh, ew, ew, ew—ugh! You’re so—that was my spot—!”
you growl under your breath before you roughly snatch your small bucket of tokens and stalk your way to the machine booth next to his, angrily shoving a token down the slot before you hoisted the gun
(cue you out-scoring him in your fury)
(cue him beating your score again)
(cue you beating his score again)
and for the rest of the evening and night, you both kept at the shooting game, both of your prides refusing to concede defeat, all the while Haizaki taunting and goading you
that night you stormed out of the arcade hall when it was time for the establishment to close, with Haizaki’s gleeful cackling echoing down the streets to further mock you of the multiple L’s you took earlier
. . .
you’re sitting in a cheap eatery, lucky enough to grab a table by the window, and you grab your first burger, ready to chow down
that is, until Haizaki slid in the seat in front of you, and you literally snarled at him to go away
“Ya make me sound like I’m such bad company,” he slyly smirks, immediately snatching your other burger on the tray as if it was his to begin with
you don’t even give him the satisfaction of replying because all you do is aggressively bite into the burger while glaring at him, not even bothering to try to get the burger back anymore
so here you two were, eating your burgers in tense silence, before Haizaki finishes his first and leaves without a word… until he comes back with his own order to sit at the same spot in front of you
you merely raise a brow before you take the opportunity to steal his burger from his tray and feast on it
he merely clicks his tongue and glares at you but opts to not say anything
odd…
. . .
the more you “hang” around Haizaki, the more likely you’d accidentally encounter him while he’s having a tryst with another girl… and even more unfortunately for you, you accidentally encountered him while they were both heavily petting each other… when you just wanted to take a shortcut to your home from school
“Oh my fucking god?? Can y’all at least NOT DO THIS IN THE ALLEYWAY? There’s hotels for a reason!” and then you ran out so fast
. . .
these types of encounters and shenanigans would go on for almost 2 years; I would think that Haizaki would need some time to somewhat “mellow” out or at least tolerate your presence to be considered a constant in his life, so much so that he wouldn’t utilize physical violence as much as he did before
having you in his life, whether he liked to admit it or not, taught him to not have as fragile of an ego and pride, and he slowly learned to have some level of patience with you
otherwise you two would be going for each other’s necks beyond just aggressive words and gestures
and wow, you don’t even realize you had this stupid guy in your life for two whole years
you even have each other’s phone numbers
you’ve done a lot of reflecting, especially if being around Haizaki for so long somehow made you a worse person, but when you asked every person who knew you, they simply told you that you were always the same to them (in a pretty confused way, because what a strange question)
speak of the devil, Haizaki’s contact pops up on your screen as an incoming call; you sigh before answering it, knowing fully well that he would spam even more calls just to spite you if you didn’t answer
“What.”
you cringe when you hear a woman’s voice on his end of the line, but that feeling disappears once Haizaki starts talking
“Whaddya know? I’m starving after that session. Usual place, yeah?”
“Huh? What if I was busy, dumbass—”
“I know you ain’t.” and he ends the call as quickly as he started it
irk marks only multiply on your head when you stare at his contact screen before you started heading to your “usual spot”
“Tch, that bitch was hella annoying. Chick yapped her mouth as much as ya do when she shoulda been kissin’ and doin’ what we planned to do.”
“Gee, thanks,” you mumble, rolling your eyes and holding your temples with your fingers.
it became this weird thing for him to talk to you about his escapades and complaints about the women he’s recently been with; it started a year ago when he first did it to mortify you, but now it’s become something of habit… as terrible as it sounds
at… least he trusts you with this type of info? though you mentally chided yourself for having such low standards like this
on rare occasions, when you do share your own complaints/rants of your life to him, he somewhat listens, though he’s yawning half the time or eating something while you’re talking
on even rarer occasions, he talks about basketball
still, it’s somewhat cathartic in a way to have this routine between the two of you
hearing about him talk about women after women doesn’t feel good though; you wonder when you began to feel this way
you certainly didn’t feel like this a year ago
“Fucking damnit,” you mumble to yourself into your pillow
were you… possibly… no… in love with—
“Arfgghyrgfhurfhhhh!!!!” you screech into your pillow at the horrible thought that crept into your mind
. . .
you’ve been reevaluating your life and having an existential crisis at the horrifying realization of your poor choices that led up to this unwanted predicament in your love life
you didn’t come up with any solutions, let alone accepted the fact that you fell for this problematic man… who you may have thought about a lot more frequently than you would like to
no, you do not like Haizaki Shōgo.
… was what you kept telling yourself for the next 3 months of enduring him talking about his usual topics of video games and women without snapping and strangling him right there and then
you finally had enough when Haizaki called you once again, demanding that you two meet up at a fast food driveway for a bite, but soon after, you heard a different woman with an urgent voice: “Hurry up, can’t we go for another round before you go?”
you were just trying to have a peaceful moment in the park alone in the evening, too… looks like that’s ruined
you bit your bottom lip before you abruptly ended the call without giving an answer and threw your phone away on the grass, before you curled yourself up into a ball and let your tears fall unrestrained
why did you do this to yourself? this was what you deserved for liking someone like him.
who knows how long you’ve bawled your eyes out in the dark against a basketball hoop pole, but after being in the frigid air for so long that your fingers feel numb, it must’ve been hours
“You look so damn pitiful there, I almost mistaken’d ya for a lost dog.”
you still had your legs pulled up to your chest, your head tucked in to hide your tears
you pulled your arms tighter against yourself when you heard his unmistakable voice, and he was the last person you wanted to see right now
you immediately pulled your head up when you heard him strutting towards you though
it’s cold—you could see the wisps of air coming from his lips, and he was breathing really hard… which is weird considering he’s extremely athletic, and physical activity was a breeze for him
and he has the harshest look on his face for a while, his eyes narrowing further at the sight of your face
you immediately stand up from your sitting position
“Urgh, go the fuck away! Take a hint already, would ya?!”
he stands there in shock, the same type of shock he felt when he lost to Kise years ago… only worse
you’re in hysterics, crying and yelling at him, and he feels really troubled for some reason—like he feels a slight stir in his heart that he can’t put his finger on, and that makes him more pissed
“What the fuck is wrong with you? I swear, you women are too complicated—!”
“Everything is fucking wrong with me!” you scream at him, and fresh tears escape down your face. “Why do you even stick around me—just, stop—stop giving me hope that…urgh—shut the fuck up and just… (whispers) hug me—never mind…”
you didn’t even finish the sentence, your voice trailing off, and you look at him to see that he’s just… standing there
he doesn’t even say anything, he doesn’t even move
because he knew… anything he would say or do would upset you more, and for the first time, he realizes that his entire time with you all these years was spent pissing you off to no end instead of building any real bond with you
here he was, running around for hours to find you after that abrupt call (in all the restaurants, the arcades, hell—even all of the buildings and areas on campus, and even damn worse—all of the local neighborhood), ditching the woman instantly to look for you and yell at you for leaving him hanging, but the deepest part of him was worried—terrified—that something might have happened to you
women like gentle touches… right? maybe if he tried to hold you, restrain himself from any rough handling, you’d be pacified right? and go back to the same dumb, infuriating person you always were, right?
and what the hell were you muttering about a hug? where was the “you” he knew?
at this point, you’re just watching him, too scared to actually leave and turn your back on him… you still didn’t want to ruin whatever… “friendship” you guys had after building it for so long
the frigid air dried up your tears long before Haizaki decided to take a few sauntering steps towards you… and then a few careful steps before he’s in front of you—the you who’s still staring at him with furrowed brows
he tentatively reaches out an arm to touch your side, and when you don’t flinch (only raise a brow at his action), he fully grabs one side of your waist
“... I don’t know what the hell’s going on with you, but you made me fucking starve and miss dinner.”
your curious gaze turns into one of anger, and you swatted his arm off of you
“Oh piss off then, yeah? Get your damn burger yourself and get your filthy hand off of me when you literally just fucked someone hours earlier.”
“Ohhhh,” Haizaki is immediately relieved, the tension leaving his body when he knows he’s re-entered familiar territory. He leans towards you, head cocked to one side with a bit of a crazed, gleeful look. “Jealous, aren’t ya?”
you give a gasp of indignation and mortification before you reel your arm back to punch him; he deftly dodges you before he hugs your waist from behind, his lips to your ear
“Well if that’s the case… I can also give ya a good time.” and he licks your ear for good measure—
“Y-You… you!!” you’ve now gone on an endless barrage of kicks and punches, and Haizaki, knowing you for quite a while now, knows nearly every practical move you’ve thrown at him
and it goes on for nearly an hour, but Haizaki doesn’t care when you’re back to your normal self again
from then on, instead of going to different women for casual flings, he’s found new entertainment in flustering you and trying to push your buttons in terms of sexual innuendos and gestures
“Haizaki, that’s fucking harrassment—What the hell are you doing?!”
“Hehh? You’re more than free to punch me right now, go on… I can be a patient guy sometimes… unless you actually… like this?”
“Urgh, stop putting words in my mouth—!”
karma will actually kick him in the ass when he takes the next few weeks to figure out his real feelings about you
Hanamiya Makoto
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who even knows how you two came together and saw eye-to-eye, but it’s quite a contrasting image to see Hanamiya sauntering down the hallway with you by his side looking quite unbothered and natural… as if you were always meant to be by his side
but the first time you two met… oh boy
the principal finally had enough: all these written complaints from these basketball teams from other schools, asking to shut down the Kirisaki Daiichi basketball team due to foul play allegations… it was time to get to the bottom of this issue, a thorn on the school’s side in terms of reputation
no matter how many times Hanamiya was given a warning, nothing changed
and no one wanted to be coach of the infamous team, all knowing the unsaid horrors if anyone tries to to tame and reel in the starters
the solution? a student disciplinary committee. usually the student council holds the responsibility of reporting and administering proper discipline within school code, but the new proposal suggests that there be a separate student body with leadership separate from the student council to focus on cracking down anything harmful to the “learning environment” (a.k.a. the basketball team)
enter you; you were nominated by many faculty members and students alike, agreeing that you should be the one to spearhead this discipline campaign… always kind, gentle, and sweet—you always seemed to know how to resolve conflicts efficiently and safely
and you accepted the role with a smile and modest thanks
your “priority job” (as strongly urged by the principal) was to deal with the basketball team, especially since rumors of what happened in the Seirin match began circulating around campus
it was one day after practice—when the team was done practicing rough play drills and enacting various scenarios to carry them out—and the starters were strolling out the gym
Hanamiya was the last to exit the doorway but once he slammed the doors unceremoniously and turned around, you magically appeared in front of him with a welcoming smile… and it looked like the other starter players walked ahead enough to not notice you
“Hey there! Super sorry to bother you! I know you guys just finished practice right now, but I would like to introduce myself as the president of the new student disciplinary committee^^” you write something on a clipboard you brought with you before looking at him again
“Ohhhh,” he widens his eyes in mock sincerity, putting a hand to his chin. “So that’s what the fuss in the office was about. My apologies for only realizing now.” There was a coo to his voice that if anyone else heard it, they would’ve known to book it right there and then… so why were you not affected at all?
are you fucking stupid?
“Great! Just wanted to let you know I’ll have to do mandatory check-ins with you every couple days or whenever conflicts arise. Sorry for taking your time, and have a good evening!”
you couldn’t be this oblivious. there was no way. everyone knew who he was and the reputation he brought wherever he went
he gritted his teeth at the fact that you weren’t cowering in his presence, and when you spun around to leave, he deftly grabbed your forearm to pull you back to the closed gym doors behind you
and he made sure that your back felt the doors as he cornered you closer like an agitated predator
“Listen here,” he lowly sneers, all traces of his nice facade gone, replaced by a dangerous glint in his usual gleeful expression. “I’ll let you in on something, president. I run how my team works. You can crawl back to your precious principal and kindly tell him to fuck off and mind his own business. You can also tell him that we don’t need a nosy bitch snooping around like she owns the place. The goody-president can see that this is all in the interest of the student… which is what you student council parasites always preach about…” he leans in closer, caging your body with two arms by the side of your head, and he’s a breath away from your own face. “... Right, (y/n)?”
“O-Oh…” you started, and Hanamiya’s wicked grin grows wider at your predictable reaction
now that’s more like it.
now that he REALLY gets a good, close look at you, you’re not half-bad; there’s just something about that innocence–the naivete–that really turns his gears and has him entertained (this man really has a “stupid girl” as his canon type of girl, I CAN’T—)
“... to think that I have to repeat myself.”
what?
you abruptly move your face even closer to his, your noses touching… your own closed-eye smile taking on a more sinister quality for the first time
“For someone with the supposed 160 IQ, you’re as daft as the dirt I step on, captain. I can easily shut this entire gym if it’s in the interest of the student body. Should I ban you guys from entering? Should I report your behavior to dispel the team completely? Your team’s fate is in my hands. You don’t run this show, dear. I’ll say it one more time: I’ll be checking in 2 days. Keep up the ‘good boy’ act until then, hm?” ( ◠‿◠ )
you take your clipboard to smack one of his arms out of the way to clear a way out for yourself before you hum to yourself and walk onwards
cue Hanamiya cussing and kicking the gym doors
now for the next few weeks Hanamiya has been noticing how TWO-FACED YOU WERE WITH EVERYONE ELSE… he’s so irritated, he’s SO ANNOYED that he’s been biting the inside of his cheek and gritting his teeth constantly while thinking about you
look at you smiling at everyone so kindly when you’re the most awful, sadistic person inside… yeah, he embodies all of that, but only he alone can have this pleasure of terrorizing everyone
they don’t even know your real side, look at you socializing with everyone like you own the hallways—
every comment he makes to you has been reciprocated with a “good-natured” response that makes it obvious that you weren’t scared of him one bit
you’re like… the female version of the rotten, evil Imayoshi
god he fucking hates it here
definitely has made plenty comments about the fact that you’re not his type—that you’re one of those types of girls that irritate him to no end… even still, he doesn’t know why he tolerated you
recently, when he makes those customary remarks though, you widen your eyes a bit or avert your gaze before you shoot back your retorts, though he knows those are things you do to feign reactions to mock him (little did he know that those were not feigned)
you’ve been successfully putting a leash on the team starters, but to be fair, the other starters don’t care because there’s finally someone who can put Hanamiya in his place and it’s the FUNNIEST thing in the world
in other words, you’re good in their books; dare I say, they consider you as a friend // Hara’s been known to give you spare chewing gum every so often recently
you’ve went from checking in on their practices every couple days to tailing behind Hanamiya every chance you get (because you realized the team can just fool you and pretend they’re playing honestly when you do check-ins)... and then it eventually developed into you two always walking side by side (but not because you two enjoy each other’s company, though! don’t get the wrong idea now)
he expected you to tell him to completely change how the team played like any other person has done, but surprisingly, you haven’t really said it out loud… sure, he noticed that you frown a bit when they practice foul play on the courts, but you never made a serious attempt to stop it
“I get what your strategy is…” you give him that knowing look and genial smile one day, and INSTANTLY Hanamiya’s day is ruined once again; he only scowls and walks on, knowing that responding would fuel your sadism further… that was how he dealt with Imayoshi in middle school, after all
you lay out the strategies, describing the rough play as a prerequisite to the “spider’s web” setup, and you finally note that these starters aren’t playing their true positions, but just arranging themselves to create that formation to begin with
“Congratulations,” he praises with that mocking saccharine voice. “Want a cookie for your hard work, Ms. President?”
“Oho–I actually do~ You know, we should try out that pastry shop near the block—”
“Fucking dream on, dumbass.”
he reallllyyyyy hates the fact that no one’s as scared of him walking by them anymore, mostly because you’re there with him… and for some reason, their minds have the audacity to think that you’re taming him in some way or that you’d protect them if he tried anything
give him a year to really get used to your presence, trust me
but recently, your attitude with him has gotten more reactive with him… snappier; you haven’t lost your edge, but you’re not completely mentally there with him 100% sometimes and you sometimes drop the Imayoshi-smile with him completely + show an actual reaction to his words and actions
so now he has a new reason to be pissed—because someone’s making a fool of him enough to somewhat ignore his existence and go daydreaming on him as if he was completely harmless to you… but he’s also smug that he’s visibly riling you up
but one day, you weren’t tailing behind him—in fact, he hadn’t seen you around at ALL
he’s not gonna go look for you, what kinda idiot would damn do that
but it feels… so wrong without you near… not like he’d ever admit that
he didn’t see you for a week straight
he’s sauntering down the hallways so casually but his eyes scan for your figure without him even realizing
he looks out of the window from a high floor, and (finally) there you are, sitting on a bench outside alone, and he feels that familiar twitch curving up his lips at the anticipation of getting under your nerves again
so he walks downstairs, goes outside to look for you, but before he can open his mouth to announce himself to you, he sees you wiping your face with your sleeve with a sniffle
you were crying
he’s shocked out of his damn wits, if we’re gonna be honest, but he quickly recovers before he starts processing this entire situation
he’s now pissed, because:
1.) who’s capable of making you cry to begin with?
2.) how dare someone make his (y/n) cry
3.) NO ONE is allowed to make you cry except him and him only
4.) he doesn’t like how shaken he feels when he sees you so different from how you normally are, and he can’t have that shit—he needs to be in control of everything… but now, he has no idea what to do… this type of scenario never crossed his mind and now he feels like a lost little boy
“Oy.” it’s a rough line, hardly comforting at all—scary even, but if anyone knew Hanamiya well, those deep furrowed brows with a harsh scowl meant that he was bothered by what he was seeing
“Urgh,” you sniffed. “... I’m… (sniff) not in the mood for your shit right now…just, go away—can it, (sniff) will you?”
“And miss seeing this ugly ass mug of yours? Hah, I’ll make myself comfortable rigggghht here. They say the misfortunes of others taste like honey, and yours is a bit too delectable to pass up.”
he’s standing right in front of your seated figure, but before he moves to take a seat next to you and plop down, you wail out:
“... Shut the hell up and just hug me already, damn it…”
he stiffens momentarily, but his body is going on autopilot, as if it was following your command, and before he knows it, your face is pressed against his midriff, your arms wrapped around his torso… and he’s aghast to see HIS one arm against the back of your neck and the other (that’s also attached to him!) on your back
and to save face, he puts the fakest “loving” tone into his voice, as if mocking you that you’re touching him like this and he’s just playing along:
“Look at our president, hugging the Bad Boy like I’m the most precious thing in your life. Hah! Is this in the best interest of the student body, too?”
you tighten the hug around him before mumbling, “... No… it’s in my best interest.”
“... get off of me—your snot is disgusting.” (to which you gripped his torso even harder to spite him in response)
he’s using this hug as blackmail (he FINALLY has dirt on you to use against you)
. . .
imagine the school uproar of everyone when they found out you two are an official thing later on
the principal is gonna faint and die from a heart attack at the news
“You know,” you muse, “you should actually stop beating basketball players up and just keep the ‘spider’s web’ part of the strategy. The latter actually has some intellectual merit behind it.”
“And why should I, my dear (y/n)?” Hanamiya goads, looking up from a magazine to glance at you but holds his scrutiny of you when you lean your lips to his ear
“I’m sure a genius like you can find a way to piss players off while still playing by the rules. Don’t you think that’s the most infuriating thing of all? The way you’ve glared at me in the hallways for the past year tells me that you agree with my sentiment. I’ve always noticed.”
he merely scoffs at your face, “Roughing ‘em up gives me the most satisfying reactions. Playing by these damn rules makes me no different than those starry-eyed try-hards.”
“So that 160-plus IQ thing was all just you blowing smoke on some admission papers to make you feel better about yourself? You poor, poor thing… Maybe that intellect could do better with a team that can actually utilize it…? Perhaps Seirin—”
Hanamiya snarls at you and moves to grab your arm closer to him, but you swiftly dodged his grasp like it was the easiest thing in the world
“Nu~uh,” you chided, walking away from him. “Grabbing another student is Code 0129 violation of an attempt of physical assault on campus! We can’t have your team disbanded now, right?” ( ◠‿◠ )
he’s gonna make you eat your own words later though, trust me… after all, he’s still holding the blackmail (that you cried over liking him a while back while begging him for a hug) over you
you’re the one winning though, you completed your objective in convincing the Kirisaki Daiichi team in playing more fairly… and it all took a bit of conniving maneuvers on your end
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drunkjaked · 2 years
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i saw a tik tok somewhere here on tumblr a couple days ago and i’m not sure if i saw it here or not but u seem rlly sweet so i’m gonna send u my thoughts about it!
anyways the tik tok was a compilation of clips of jake when he was angry and he was so HOT hjshjshjshjs so now i can’t get angry sex with jake out of my head 😵‍💫 he’s hot in general but like, angry jake is a million times hotter imo
so imagine you’re in public with him and you decide to tease him a little. at first you’re just doing small things that he doesn’t really catch on to (or so you think), like “accidentally” rubbing your ass against his dick when you squeeze past him to get something, leaning down so he can see down your shirt, etc.
but then this guy comes over and asks for your number and basically starts talking to you / flirting with you and when jake notices, he just clenches his jaw and waits for you to come back to him after telling the guy you have a boyfriend. but you keep talking to him and that pisses jake off. he immediately ends your outing and drags you back to the car opening your door and pushing you in kind of harshly (but not enough to actually hurt you or make you upset).
the ride home he’s a little petty― not telling you what’s wrong, not looking at you, not touching you, not even acknowledging your presence. when you get home he opens your door for you and pulls you out. as soon as you’re in the house, he’s for you pinned against the wall.
“you think it’s funny to tease me all day?”
“n-no i―”
“you like flirting with other guys in front of me? you think that’ll get you what you want? you know all you have to do is ask and yet here you are acting like a whore instead of telling me what you want from me.”
“that’s not what i―”
but he doesn’t let you finish talking. he gives you that look that you know means shut up and then takes you back to your bedroom.
“i’m gonna touch you and you don’t get to cum until i say so.”
you just whine and sit on the bed, legs spread for him. he starts fingering you and even though you want more, you know that if you say anything about it, it’ll only make things worse for you the rest of the night. so you stay silent.
and just as you’re about to cum, he pulls his fingers out and the knot in your stomach disappears along with your orgasm.
i just know he’d edge you until you felt like you couldn’t take it anymore. and then he’d overstimulate you until you have nothing left in you to give.
and afterwards he’d say sorry for being so rough but warn you that if you ever did anything like what you did that day again you’d get the same punishment or worse.
oops this got hella long i’m so sorry 💀
also could i maybe be 🐝 anon ?
hey omg someone did send an ask w the link to that so u might have seen it over here :)) and of course u can be 🐝 anon!
THIS IS LITERALLY SO SO FUCKING GOOD I HOPE U NEVER STOP SENDING ME LONG ASKS LIKE THIS??
jake would get so mad and lose his patience so quick, also smth abt being shoved into the car by angry jake is just 😵‍💫😵‍💫 wow need it AND WHORE YES JAKE SAY IT AGAIN!
“but he doesn't let you finish talking. he gives you that look that you know means shut up and then takes you back to your bedroom” ???? I CAN SEE THIS SO CLEARLY IN MY HEAD IM FREAKING OUT OH WOW PLEASE IM SO GLAD YOU SENT THIS OH MY FUCKGIGN FUCK????
🐝 anon u are a literary genius, i bow before u and kiss the ground u walk on 🧎 so glad to have u here + i hope u have a good rest of ur day!!
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akookminsupporter · 2 years
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Was on my GCFs marathon again because Jungkook is a goddamn genius and my role model to learn different things and yk what? Apart from them being cinematographic masterpieces worthy of major awards (I'm fucking serious rn Jungkook did hella work) I adore how Jungkook portrays Jimin. His Jimin is so carefree, literally the funniest and just a ray of sunshine. You can't help but love him, he's THAT lovely, beautiful and precious. His appearances are full of happiness and sincerity (idk soulfulness?)
When it comes to Jimin I adore GCFT and GCFS passionately but GCF in Helsinki bro... I love how the video's color scheme got warmer with Namjoon (the reason Jungkook joined BTS) and became so so vibrant when Jimin appeared (and the frame went from brownish to fully white). Not to be delusional and sappy but the boy literally told us that with Jimin's appearance everything turned for the best and the world became full of bright and vibrant colors.
It's just delusional to deny that their relationship (doesn't matter whether it's romantic or heartfelt friendship) is special, is deeper.
Jungkook's love is loud and bold. But people choose to ignore it.
Additionally to GCF in Helsinki.
Jimin's appearance is accompanied with living nature (such as bright green grass and trees with colorful leaves in contrast to gloomy bare trees in the beginning). It's full of life
In conclusion, Jungkook is multitalented genius
Anon, something tells me Jungkook is your bias hahahahaha.
I agree with you. One thing I love about GCFs Jimin, especially GCF-T and GCF-S is that that's the Jimin that Jungkook knows, Jimin basically confirmed it when Jungkook released GCF-T. You can see how Jimin never looked at the camera, he looked behind the camera. He was looking at Jungkook. Jungkook showed us a little bit of the Jimin that he knows. And that's beautiful.
It's a pity he stopped making those videos or at least stopped posting them.
And yes, Director Jungkook is very good.
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yourmcu · 3 years
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Forgotten [DISCONTINUED]
Pairings: Tony Stark x daughter!reader, Peter Parker x Stark!reader (platonic)
Request: 
Hello i love your story could you do angsty tony x daughter reader. Wherein the reader has a twin brother and Tony and the avengers prefer the twin brother and becaus of that, the reader became rebel and badass. She always getting trouble and almost drop out student. The avengers and her father were seem disappointed and dont know what to do. Not until the reader involve into car accident and she's critical injured. The reader also slipped to coma. Everyone is devastated about the reader conditione. And they realized that the reader only rebel because she wants to get attention from them. It depends to you what the end come, I just want a full angst this week and I hope you dont mind my English. Anyway I hope your alright.
Word count: 1,627
A/n: (to anon: I’d like to apologize for not finishing this) I don’t think I have any intention to anymore tbh so- I’m just posting this for fun now lmaolmao
hella big update: the continued version is here!
Warnings: bad angst and writing hee hee. no I’m serious this is bad
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gif not mine! credits to the owner^^
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Being a genius/billionaire/superhero’s kid doesn’t always sound nice like it usually does.
You were one of the Stark twins, the other half being your brother, Ethan.
The both of you showed signs that you inherited the commonly known Stark trait (intelligence) at a young age. But Tony mostly focused on his son, showing him all his inventions and gadgets, teaching him everything he knew while you on the other hand, were being babysat by Happy or Pepper, sometimes Rhodey.
You tried so hard to get your father’s attention but he always had his excuses:
“I don’t have time for that.”
“I’m busy with Ethan right now.”
“Maybe later.”
At first you didn’t mind if your brother got all the praise and attention. It wasn’t until your mid-teens that you really started to feel left out and ignored.
You were left to frown when the other Avengers never found anything interesting about you, just like Tony did. They all liked Ethan better. The topic of him being the next Iron Man when Tony retires is getting exhausting.
There was this one time when Tony announced that they were all going out to dinner since Ethan got, yet again, a full set of A’s on his report card.
“Did you get my card?” You tapped on Tony’s shoulder lightly.
He gave you a side glance, “ah shoot, I forgot. I’ll go get it tomorrow.” Then returned his attention to your brother.
But he ended up forgetting again the next day and you had to convince your teacher to give it to you instead. Your marks had A’s, but littered with B’s as well, of course that was no match for your brother’s perfect marks.
And that sort of scenario wasn’t just a one time thing, Tony forgets to pick up your report card every. single. time. The messed up part was you and Ethan literally attended the same school, he was just in a more advanced class than you.
As time passed, Tony went from ignoring you to getting annoyed and pissed at you for everything you did. In his eyes, you were always in the wrong. And the reason? You didn’t know.
“Dad? Can I borrow Bruce for a minute?” You knocked on the glass door of his lab to get him to look up.
He didn’t, but responded, “kinda busy with him right now.”
You looked at your fractured arm, regretting your decisions. “W-well, Ethan was training with Nat, and... and he wanted to try the new moves he learned on me. He went a little hard and - I think my arm’s broken, I just wanted Bruce to check it out-”
“Goddammit!” He shouted after you heard a glass shatter. Bruce covered his face with palms, muttering an ‘oh no’.
Tony glared at you, striding to where you were standing. All that was left for you to do was to brace yourself for what was about to come. “See, this is why we never let you do anything with the team,” he spat. “That right there?”-he pointed to your arm-“that’s on you. Things go wrong because you’re in the way!”
“I’m... I’m sorry-”
“Just get out of here.”
Your arm remained untreated after that.
Then Peter Parker came into the picture. Friendly guy, he was actually nice to you. Him and Ethan got along right away when Tony first recruited him. The fact that he treated Peter better than you made you even more miserable. It made you think he never wanted a daughter in the first place.
You first met Peter when he accidentally entered your room without warning, thinking it was the bathroom. Cliche, but that’s what happened.
“It’s on the first door to your other left,” you stated.
“Yeah, yeah okay, thanks,” he turned around to leave but stopped to look at you again. “I’m Peter Parker, by the way.”
“Y/N Stark.”
Peter’s eyes lit up at your last name. “I... I didn’t know Mr. Stark had a daughter - no offense! It’s just-”
You sighed and waved him off. He didn’t even notice the similarities you had with your twin. “It’s fine. I get that a lot.”
After many events of being, to be blunt, treated like shit, you finally had enough. You neglected your studies, only went to school when you felt like it (which was rare). No one cared your grades anyway, so what’s the point? You became a whole new person, you surrounded yourself with the wrong sort of people, causing you to dabble into smoking and alcohol.
Since you were always in trouble, you could recite Cap’s detention speech at school by heart now.
The principal of your school wanted to see Tony to talk about your behavior. Normally he’d make an excuse not to go if it wasn’t that important but he got flooded with messages from the school, so he couldn’t say no.
You had your legs crossed, sitting across from Tony who had his eyebrows furrowed as he listened to the principal. For some reason you didn’t feel nervous. “Y/N barely attends her classes. I’ve seen every attendance. Are you aware of this, Mr. Stark?”
Tony only maintained his usual relaxed posture and avoided your gaze.
“Some students have also seen her smoke in school grounds. We gave her a few weeks suspension for it, but it doesn’t look like she’s learned her lesson.” They pulled out a couple boxes of cigarettes from the desk drawer. “We found these in her locker.”
“You went into my locker?” You shot up from your seat. “You can’t just do that!”
Tony cleared his throat and got up, gripping your wrist. “I’ll take it from here - will that be all?”
On the way out he doesn’t say a word to you, only that his grip on your wrist got tight as you near the car.
“So,” he started the car. His voice was calm, but it screamed that you were in deep trouble. “What do you have to say for yourself?”
You sighed and slouched in the passenger’s seat, crossing your arms. “I’m... sorry you had to know...?”
“Yeah, I’m just gonna be honest with you here,” Tony still doesn’t look at you. “When I found out I had two kids, I got worried about Ethan.”
You let out a snort. Of course he would.
“I didn’t want him ending up like me. But surprise surprise, my daughter did instead.”
“I’m not ‘ending up’ like you, Dad-”
“Then what do you call - this,” he referred to you. “What, you’re just gonna waste your life, drop out of school? You’re a fucking mess, Y/N, and here I thought I raised you right. Sometimes I think: why can’t you just be like your brother?” He had a hard grip on the steering wheel as he drove, the way he spoke affected the speed of the car greatly.
You opened your mouth to speak but you couldn’t fine the exact words you wanted to say. “I... well, I’m sorry I’m not a goody two shoes like him!”
“That’s not what I-”
“Please, that’s exactly what you meant.”
He scoffed, shaking his head. “Look, I’m grounding you until you pull yourself together, understand?” And he did. He gave new orders to Friday when the both of you got home. You weren’t allowed to leave the compound without Tony’s permission.
Were you giving up that easily? Of course not.
You were on your laptop for the rest of the day, hacking into Friday’s system, the security to the elevator and the entrance. That night, your executed your plan and everything went smoothly.
“This is why you never underestimate me,” you sighed, deactivating the hack once you were out of the building. 
Your friend who was picking you up was already waiting a few blocks away from the compound. “I hope you’re cool with me staying over for a couple days.”
“If a bunch of Avengers come and destroy my place to look for you, I’m not going to be friends with you anymore.”
You laughed at out, “oh trust me, they don’t care.”
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The next day no one noticed your absence, nobody did for another two days. Tony just assumed you were mad about your punishment, so he didn’t think of it much.
Not until Peter came to the compound on the third day, wanting to hang out with you.
“Whatcha got there, Pete?” Ethan asked.
“Star Wars movies. I wanna watch them with Y/N - she could use some company, don’t you think?”
The older Stark twin shrugged, “yeah, I guess she could.”
Peter then headed to the elevator and stopped at the floor where your room was. He knocked on your door and waited a bit, after a few minutes of silence he knocked again, still nothing.
“Y/N? Is it okay if I come in?” He called out. No response. He hesitated a bit, for all he knew you were probably changing or something, or you could be in danger. He went to open the door anyway. “I’m coming in, I’ll close my eyes just to be-”
To Peter’s surprise, your room was empty.
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You were at a 711 parking lot, waiting for your friends who were buying supplies for a house party. You gave them your wallet, not really caring about anything anymore. Your phone was starting to pile up with messages and missed calls from Tony, Edward and Peter, occasionally from the others as you scrolled pass more.
Without thinking you threw your phone to the ground, cracking the screen, breaking it completely. They’d be able to track you through it now that they know you ran away. You really had no intention of coming back. You weren’t wanted, what’s the point of going back?
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royaltyoon · 2 years
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Hey :)
Since I'm new on Tumblr (and your blog)
Could you describe yourself (give a small intro for yourself) and could you describe or give a few quirks to some of your mutuals (I woulf love to check them out)
I'll ask something similar to the mutuals tagged below :) (it could be a game between you all or something)
I love to see interactions, I hope I'm not bothering you :(
Heya~ anon,
Don't worry, you aren't bothering, I love to interact with my mutuals too :)
It sounds interesting anon, I hope you have a good time on here
About me:
You can call me 'yoon' or 'yonnie' like few of my mutuals on here
She/her
I kinda write, I also randomly shit post on here
It's 98% lookism
Johan seong is the loml <33
small things get me excited
I do not like orange juice
Sleep deprivation and procrastination is my lifestyle :')
(I hope this was enough)
MY MUTUALS
I haven't known them for long but I've come to love them, I haven't mentioned everyone here since I don't know them well enough :(( I do apologise
About @amaichou
She is one half of my parents, I'm apparently her kid :)
Probably the most comfortable person I'm with on here, also probably the closest
A fellow Johan supremacist
She uses "bestie" way too often
Tries to convince me orange juice isnt bad
Math isn't her strong point so she chose medicine
She's sleep deprived too but loves to force me to sleep
Says she's not smart but is a genius in disguise
Anemic and nocturnal besties
An amazing artist 😩
I love her content :) I hope you would too
About: @cosmoseli
The other half of my parents :)
She's my mommy
She's also my personal angel
Also uses 'bestie' a lot
An absolute mood maker
Can be hella smooth when she tries
Absolutely adore her writing ✨✨
She's so precious
She's on hiatus rn tho :(
About: @decaffeinatedkittyy
First person to send me a message lmao <3
She thought me how to use Tumblr lol
I love her cats
She's a total cat person
Randomly talks about art assignments
Or about her oc
A little about my other mutuals
@evacado3 the both of our OCS would be bestfriend or rivals lol, writes lookism FF too, practically has a yujin simp blog
@nivotron-the-second can draw naked men, is sleep deprived and would love to get stabbed by goo
@aviyannakalistos definitely knows how to keep conversing, hates math lol, we share the same birth year, has the name of a lookism character and is a simp
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papers4me · 3 years
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Fruits Basket, Se03, ep10 (part 1)
“ What to do? & how to do it? the answer & the method are so simple, so simple but difficult as hell. it was hard for me to get them, & that’s exactly why I treasure them/ makes them valuable”. kyo~ This is my favorite quote in all anime.
How many times a domestic abuse victim was told just leave this abusive partner? report them? easy. just make a call. Report your abusive parents? tell someone. easy. Just speak up. It is true. It is easy but difficult as hell. To believe it is your right to fight. No, to believe you deserve to fight. to Live. This abuse is not a punishment you must endure. Hope is not dead. How simple yet so difficult to do that. ugh! my heart!
- Seeing Death vs Facing Death: ( The abuser who was stopped):
Abuse is a form of slow death. An actual intentional murder of an innocent soul. Abusers suck the life out of their victims & kyo’s biological dad is the poster monster for that. His appearance:
thin deathly demeanor, lack of nourishment, excessive drinking, lack of desire get out of the abyss, wide eyes, tiny pupils, manic laughter. shaky body movement. pathetic outlook at things.
heavy breathing, lack of logic & distorted facts, blurry speech, bizarre mentality, toxic behavior, tendency to hurt, injure, both physically & verbally.
inability to grasp reality, desire for inflecting pain on others, finding joy in that as it justifies his entire toxic mentality.
Fear of being hurt like he hurt others & being paranoid since he KNOWS he should receive punishment.
Kyo stood watching this man spit, rage, shake, scream. The man from his past, the authoritative figure in his early tender years, the person who must always be right: a parent. Facing his dad, Kyo’s entire gradual change was fantastic:
Kyo went from feeling utter fear from this man, hatred towards him, grief at the loss of a father & a mother, to force himself to stand his ground & not leave” easy but difficult as hell“ , to talk ” easy but difficult as hell“ , to announce that isnt gonna die ” easy but difficult as hell“ to say I’m loved & I want to to be with someone ” easy but difficult as hell”
to then realize the source of his mom’s misery isnt him after all, but this jerk! & not crumble at this realization ” easy but difficult as hell“ to grief over his mom’s tragic life & still announce again that he’s anit throwing his life away ” easy but difficult as hell“ to still look at his dad with pity rather than immense hate & anger ” easy but difficult as hell“ to remove his hand & leave him behind in the past while he moves forward ” easy but difficult as hell“ to say “ i’ll come visit again, cuz I anit afraid of you anymore, I’m not running, but I’ll try to extend a hand if you wanna do the same one day. It is your choice to be the abuser who must be stopped or the one who is atoned! you can choose, dad! We heard his choice as kyo was leaving, didn’t we? locking himself in an eternal cage that he made for himself. After all, he is the monster in his own story by his own choice.
-Seeing death (1): Kyo watching his mom’s suicide is a traumatic experience especially considering she chose such a graphic way to exist this world. Kyo once said to tohru “ mom went flying”, he now said“ mom threw her life away” very graphic ways to explain her death both literally & figuratively. This alone coupled with his father accusing him, resulted in a 4 year old screaming” I’mma yuki & kill myself, this would make you happy, dad”. This explains kyo’s 2 meetings with yuki as kids“ I hate you” at the sohma estate, the 2nd meeting “ I hate you” at the street. Mimicking the toxic behavior of the dad. Why didn’t kyo mimic kazuma? cuz trauma doesn't work like that. Kids can live safely for time then one traumatic experience shatter their self-worth into an endless cycle of self-hurt, low self worth & anger issues or withdrawal. The writing that set kyo/yuki against each other is perfect.
-Seeing death (2): Kyo watching kyoko’s death hammers all the insecurities of child kyo deep down into teenage kyo. Kyoko too, went flying, blood everywhere. too much pain happening again, crashing hope & killing his fighting spirit over & over. Be with tohru? why? to kill her, too?
-Seeing death (3): Kyo watching tohru’s injured body. Yup. You caused this. not by pushing her or failing to catch her. No. but by hurting her with harsh words. by forcing her away from you.
-Facing death (1): Kyo facing his dad, the symbol of deadly-abuse. To stand & announce to live is huge. -Facing death (2): refuse death: being caged till death, -Facing death (3): To say, I wanna be loved & love someone, life is not just being outside, heck! kyo was outside for 17 years! life is abt being with those who give it meaning! -Facing death (4): To not demand others to die as a punishment. Walking away from his dad without igniting the cycle of revenge & hate. ahhhhhhhhhh~~~  Chef’s kiss!
-Seeing eye to eye: ( I don’t need to be you, but I appreciate you):
Kyo & yuki toxic relationship has been ongoing since their birth. The moment kyo’s dad was dismayed that he got the cat of all zodiac & the moment yuki’s mom was delighted she got the rat of all zodiacs. From that moment it became: look how lucky the rat parents? You shamed me? Look how pitiful that cat? eww! stay away from his filth. The explosive nature of kyo’s tragic fate tainted him with the blood of his mom & the daggers of his father’s hateful words, while the nature of yuki’s sheltered & locked fate tainted him with fear & isolation. They meet & both carry out the feelings of rejection & hate all while envying the other. The toxic nature of their relationship consist of fights & condensing words. Tohru connected both. Through her, they became civil. Even talking abt perverted shigure. Now that she is hurt, they are lost without her. Their lives are empty.
Yuki’s “ kyo has his own pain & reasons”  (to not see tohru) is my fave line! even better than all the epic lines after they confess their feelings. cuz this like happened before they connect. it shows that, I see his pain, I get he has his reasons. But whatever issues he have shouldn’t hurt tohru. this is when yuki interferes in kyo’s choices. For tohru. This is also when kyo really allows him to. For tohru. Had tohru nor be part of the fight, kyo wouldn’t even engage in it & yuki wouldn’t initiate it.
-“I wanted to be you!” : Kyo said it first. I loved this so much! Cuz kyo said I hate you first! it is so fulfilling that the truth is now out. From kyo first. Cuz really... that hate was all toxic inheritance from a toxic father & a toxic system.
- “Why do you have to say it firs!” Yuki was mad, cuz he was struggling with it for the longest time. to be kyo. He even mused on how kyo interacted with ppl in school, got himself his own mini kyo. lol. studied how kyo filled tohru’s world just by existing. yuki can't do that for tohru. he looked for someone whom he could do that for! yuki/machi scene at her house paralleled kyo/tohru scene at her room when she was sick (se01, e023) & when they eating the somen together (se02, e02), yuki/machi chalk scene paralleled kyo/tohru scene at the beach where he coaxed tohru to tell her mom’s story (se02, e07). Yuki really was having a hard time finding his true self & accepting it without needing to learn from kyo. It is hard to say “ i admired you” after being rejected by you! so kyo saying it first helped yuki say his after. Also, both boys were hella shocked they admire each other. Like both were deeply shocked! stupid boys! XD
Side Notes:
Kyo’s confrontation with his dad is furuba’s most powerful scene & most well-written one! From the fear of facing him, to talking to him with low voice, to physically stopping him, to the exposed last piece of locked memory abt the mother, to the freedom gained by walking forward! Heck, even how it was weaved psychologically to perfectly mimic children’s self-defense mechanisms & children copying their parents theme. The realistic depiction of abusers both in their most powerfully menacing moment & in their weakest cowardly moment. Top-tier writing! Hands down my fave furuba scene! Can’t ask for better! Can’t even imagine better! genius- writing Takaya-san!
The boys had a necessary fight & confrontation & the yuki’s entire speech was valid & perfect speech. However, as usual, I’m not a fan of how violence is depicted in furuba. I was actually “warned/ ordered” by an anon to not “ sh*t” on the boys fight scene. I don’t know why someone who’d read my reviews would think i’d have anything but love for both boys. I criticize the writing not the characters. Also, furuba fans have always been good to me, I state my opinion frankly & they talk to me! “ talk!”. You don’t have to throw virtual fists over different perspectives on fiction. Talking kindly does magic, also having different opinions is natural & normal for humans.
I love yuki so much, he’s one of my top faves in furuba & I get why the boys would quarrel & throw fists. I get the history between them, the current state of mind, their emotions & mentality & I get it’s fiction & drama that needs its “ OMG” moment. However, I cringe when I see violence used as a bonding moment in fiction in general. That’s just me. I wish the fight was done in a more artistic style without showing that scene where yuki corned kyo & punched him in full view of the screen. (again not hating on yuki nor the fact that they needed to fight). I’m jus saying I didn't need to see a one-sided beat up from a character I love to another one I love. That’s just me again~ feel free to enjoy this moment to its fullest. It’s fiction & I’m not judging anyone at all, nor hating anyone from real life or fiction <3<3<3.
Yuki’s last piece of character development is in my part 2 review! Along with machi. Also, yuki’s Japanese VA was awesome!!
Also, let yuki have deep various facial expressions!!!! ugh! In the fight scene they did yuki so dirty with his hair covering his eyes all the time! then followed by low quality shots of him breathing! Why?! The voice acting sold the entire excellent emotional rage more than the animation! Yuki can look pretty even when mad, heck! screw looking pretty! just give him deep facial expressions to mach his feelings! boy was hella mad like he never was his entire life! always forced to wear a mask or be diplomatic! now he’s screaming his lungs out, you hide his face??? really?? Sigh~ the anime always do this wit yuki, replace facial expressions with hair on eyes or having his eyes without light. I wanna see them expressive eyebrows so bad!!!
Another powerful VA performance was both kyo’s dad VAs! both the Japanese (with his excessive breathing) & the English VA (with his range). They sold the mad abusive character! they gave me chills!
Also, I sound like a broken record, but kyo’s both VAs did phenomenon in the dad’s scene & tohru’s scene. Honestly, I only watch the dub to hear Jerry! I learned his name & would watch the dub for him!
Akito, Arisa, Kureno in part 2 of my review as well.
Shigure/yuki returning home scene is call back to ep1. Ok, everybody loves a call back scene & the full circle thingy. but C’mon! you dont have to copy everything! the walk, the scenery, its purpose, dialogue & all! The anime really took advantage of kyo being missing. XD
Tohru’s dress/top color matches the color of kyo’s old hat (The hat). symbolic of him finding her? As if he did find her when they were children? cool. I love this detail. But i do NOT love this color on tohru at all !! lol. it is so dull on her. The dress style/ design mimics her same dress in se01, ep26 as she was talking to kazuma & kyo fought him. Their first intimate moment after nearly loosing the other. Heck! tohru was even hurt on her hand as well. but the color was a nice pastel yellow. It suited tohru. The hat’s bluish-greenish color matches tohru’s own pajama at home!!!! & kureno’s hospital pajama! T_T... why couldn't the hat be red!!!! a color that both represent kyo & yuki! both were compared to red before~ oh well~~ minor issue~
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sukirichi · 3 years
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STREET RACER AU YES YES YES PLEASE ID DIE YOURE A GENIUS BB
also i saw someone asking about a kofi, you should totally make one, i would love to support you, your work is amazing and you deserve it!!
- period anon (who is currently trying to think of a better name)
STREET RACER AU !!
haitani brothers as the kings of roponggi, kokonoi as the one who collects bet money, inui as the mechanic, kisaki as the drivers’ managers, hanma as that hella arrogant but amazing driver 🙄, draken as the contender for the champions (is that the right word?), mitsuya as the one who designs the team’s costumes and the Dad Friend in the group (surprisingly, he’s also really good in driving !!), and OMG KAZUTORA AS THE UNHINGED DRIVER WHO TAKES ILLEGAL RACING SERIOUSLY BCOS HE LITERALLY WILL DRIVE YOU OVER THE EDGE 💀, shinichiro as the retired overseer in races AND EYE 🧍🏻‍♀️ my biggest problem is that i still dk who the male lead will be. i want y/n to be a sister of one of the character’s and is a very rich person who provides her ‘boyfriend’ (who she later realizes is an ass and she deserves better) with the fanciest and fastest cars just cuz she can !!
and aww tysm, unfortunately i am not the one handling my finances so i don’t want my irl’s knowing i get donations by writing 2d porn 😭 i do art trades tho and i’m very happy enough with them, but hopefully i can have kofi soon, and tysm for thinking of supporting me 🥺
THE PERIOD ANON HELP 😭😭😭 you can be 🩸 or 🍷 anon LMAOOOO
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