#my halu

[nyhti]

A quick sketch of my boys with beards

[fourfourish]

Reoreoreo FA

reo's eating streowberry ice cream

[spiritonadventure]

@indihome-suck ANJINGGGGGGJFJJGJFGJFJH

[fruit-sy]

Day 1 & 2 gojo haul hehe

Lost my mind these past 2 days for gojo for some reason, but comifuro's a once in a while opportunity and while it was chaotic and kinda stressful, I had a lot of fun!

My friend actually invited me to sell some merch for the next comifuro event, but I'm still looking into it. Who knows though, I might try it out!

[arioagio]

--- Don't be afraid. Keep moving on. Everything will be okay. 🐢

[silver-queen]

a cat would lower my heart rate rn

[shuvva]

The latest art batch

[the-checkerboard]

fav minor character?

hellucard......

i always call him halu tho

[sifu-tofu]

Team RGB. Posting up my digimon art here again. Halu everyone~

[merakiui]

halu mera! I just saw a youtube short about beta fishies and apparently they get tired easily bc of their big fins. Imagine beta mer reader always tired ya know? poor bb just taking a lil nap and boom! sleazy tako is suddenly pumping his eggs in em’!?!? poor fishy reader, now she has to carry his babies and since she already has low energy, being pregnant is gonna make it harder to run away!!! anyway just thought of the idea and thought to tell my fav writer! hope you’re doing well!!!💖🫶

Omg omg omg omg waking up to find your belly is rounded with so many eggs and it doesn't even seem like it's half of the entire clutch yet. AAAAAA OTL you're too sleepy to even struggle, so you just let it happen because after some time it starts to feel really good and the pleasure is all you can think about!!!! >_< you'll be cradled in gentle tentacles, each one clinging to you so firmly and securely, and the octo-mer himself is flushed blue and panting, mumbling about how you feel good, just stay still, there are a few left, he promises he's almost done... orz orz orz desperate tako is so cute.

You don't even know who this octo-mer is (he's your stalker hehe), but he's so handsome and your mind is so foggy and all you can think about is the feeling of so many tiny, gelatinous eggs being crammed inside you. :) Azul fucks you so dumb and incoherent, so by the end of it you're clinging to him, begging him to hug you, to hold you tighter, to kiss you (and who is he to ignore such needy demands!!!). Omg and the size difference. Big, strong tako with his little, egg-stuffed betta mer darling... T_T he has to help you swim because you're prone to becoming exhausted so quickly when you're carrying so many eggs. But he protects you from predators and he's very sweet to you, so you cling to him out of convenience and the fact that you're instinctively drawn to him because he's technically your mate now.

You think you might be able to escape after you've given birth to all of the fry, but that won't happen. Azul isn't going to let you go. You're a mother now, so you have to stay and take care of the babies with him. :D he'll marry you so that you really won't be able to escape to some other mer. And if you're still trying to leave him, he'll have to knock you up with more clutches to keep you always tired and forever dependent on him. :)

[rosze-v]

green cloak and green stones

pairing: Baizhu x Reader

synopsis: The story of a green cloaked adventurer, Doctor Baizhu and your disappearance (Based on this ask!)

tags: NOT PROOF READ, ANGST, visionless reader, mentions of wounds but its not explicit, death!, unrequited love (I'm not sure what else to tag but if there’s anything please let me know)

w.c : 2.7k

a/n: Halu!! First of all, I AM SO SORRY FOR POSTING THIS LATE!! I was so busy and I’m only getting busier cause guess what? YOUR GIRL IS PURSUING HER DEGREE OMG ASDHASKDJAHSKASKJ I AM SO HAPPY! I JUST GOT THE NEWS TODAY! Anyways, this is very angsty and my first ask ever!! I tried my best to make it good so I hope my first anon loves it! All in all, enjoy and thank you for all who love my writing, I am nothing with your love.

You are an amazing adventurer— visionless, but amazing nonetheless. Others had said (your people from Sumeru), that being a visionless adventurer is like a knight without its swords, but you have proven them wrong. You cultivated multiple skills, be it in the swords, in using polearms or any weapon it is, you had also cultivated your adventuring skills such as navigation and mapping; the skills under your belt are enough to pick up top tier commissions without any hassle.

Of course, being visionless means you’re more prone to injuries, so you have to always make do with passing doctors or medicine you produce yourself using wild herbs, yet nothing beats Baizhu’s medicines. You could still remember the day you first went to his pharmacy; it was raining, you had asked the locals if there’s any place that will tend to injuries and they directed you to Bubu Pharmacy.

Once you reached the Pharmacy, you could see a little kid behind the counter and almost cursed the locals for lying but then a green haired man, with a rare white snake around his neck, emerges from the back.

“I'm sorry but we’re close dear customer, you can come over tomo—”. Baizhu took in your haggard appearance, your green cloak clung to you; the rain drops below your feet mix with red and your alarming paleness were enough to make Baizhu ran over towards you, when your knees caved in.

Next thing you knew, you’re staring at an unfamiliar ceiling and you could feel bandages wrapped around your stomach, directly below your left ribcage where you were stabbed.

“Do you want coconut milk?”.  Your eyes snapped to the pale child beside you, her eyes expressionless. You were going to ask her what’s coconut milk when the man from before came in with a pitcher.

“How are you feeling?”. You draped the blanket over you, as you sit up. You shrugged your body, trying to get a feel and as you were doing so, the doctor examines you briefly. When you realize that your body feels much better you gave him your biggest grin and a thumbs up.

“Feels great doc!”.

Then ever since, you had decided to stay in Liyue. Of course, your reasoning was mostly on how rich, historically and, literally Liyue is but you can’t possibly admit that you stayed because of the quiet and handsome doctor. You made sure to visit Bubu Pharmacy every single time you have any injuries or illnesses and over time, you realized that you had caught feelings over Baizhu. He was gentle and you were obnoxious both in your volume and your incessant flirting, it was obvious that you like the doctor.

“Baizhu? Are you here?”. You walked into the pharmacy, and there you could see him sitting beside Qiqi, instructing her on how to make the medicine. The dendro vision holder looks up at figure clad in a green cloak he knows very well and gives you a smile, his eyes crescent.

“Welcome back”. Hearing those words, some of the fatigue straining your body were lifted as you approach the counter.

“Where are you hurt again (y/n)?”. He asked, standing up and leading you to the room at the back for his patients. You pat Qiqi’s head before dragging yourself to the room, where Baizhu sat on a chair by the bed. You sat down, taking off your cloak and show him your wounds, though they’re not huge and gnarly, you have multiple cuts and slashes on your arms and legs. You let Baizhu tends to you while you tell  him stories of your adventures. Every single time, Baizhu would listen, at times he would ask questions or look at you in disbelief because how the hell did you get caught in such situations, but most of the time he would listen quietly.

He enjoys listening to you, your presence brought him joy and serenity but he could never tell you. Not with the illness he has, he can’t let himself like someone to much or even fall in love.

But, you were so… loveable. Your flirtations were constant but you were never scared to show him how much you love him. He was also amazed at the fact that you’re vision less yet you’re so fearless, unlike him. That’s part of you that he envies so much, because unlike him, shackled by an illness, incurable and unknown, you’re so free and filled with life.

Once he’s done with his treatment, you rummage through your bag and took out a white string decorated with various colors of green stones. You hand it to Baizhu and he examined it, trying to understand what is it.

“Its for your hair”. You said, as he stared at it, the stones were beautiful and it glimmers under the light. It’s too beautiful for him but he knew that rejecting your gift would be useless. All the gifts and letters from when you remembered him on your journey were kept safe in a box. He smiled and thank you for your gift, making a mental note to keep the hair tie in the box later. 

“Can I tie it for you?”. You whispered, a blush staining your cheeks as you gaze at him with those eyes filled with adoration. A pang of guilt reaches his heart when his mouth almost utter rejection. Its not that he dislikes your gifts, he was just afraid that the feelings he kept safe in his own box would burst open. He nodded and smile, as you give him a grin, and gently reaches towards his braid.

With a slightly shaky hand, you reach towards the end of his braid, unconsciously rubbing his hair between your fingers. You untie the one on his hair and with skillful hands, you tie the beautiful gems around his hair. Once you’re done, you show it to him and Baizhu took the end of his hair into his hands and inspects your work. His green hair compliments the stones well and he thank you. Feeling the heavy tension in the air, you jokingly asked him out for dinner in which he, time and time again rejects you. Telling you that there’s a policy he has to follow as a doctor, and you only laugh and nodded, though deep in your heart, you understand the ‘policy’ were merely sweet words.

Then you were off to your next adventurer.

It was another rainy day, and you were back from your adventure. It has been two weeks since you last seen him and you missed him so much. Once you reach the pharmacy, there was a heaviness in the air, as if telling you to be careful. From the counter you could see, Qiqi, reading on her little book, the notebook you gave her the last time you were there. You smiled as you ask.

“Where’s the doc?”. The pale child points to the back and you give her a pat as a thank you. You went in and there Baizhu was organising his medicine, you cough, indicating your presence as his head whips towards you. You give him a huge smile, and usually he would give you his but this time, he nodded curtly. Your heart stinged at his cold welcome but shrug the thought off.

“Please sit down on the bed”. Something is amiss because Baizhu would usually say “welcome back” but here he is, tending to your wounds silently, a somber look on his face. You tried making jokes but he only nodded while focusing on his work. For the first time, the patient’s room were silent and you could only stare at him when you noticed that he was not wearing the hair tie you gave him.

A sharp pain reaches your heart but you shook your head, trying to make excuses. Once he was finish, you thank him as he mutters a no problem. You palm the smooth gem in your pocket, wondering if it’s the right timing to give it to him. The thing is, you have to give him because you are going for a very long journey, a journey for him.

“Hey Baizhu, are you free after this? Let’s go have dinner together yeah?”. Baizhu stares at your smiling face and shook his head.

“Sorry (y/n), I can’t go. I have something to do”.

“Aww come on!”. You approach him, pulling at his forearm. “We haven’t eaten together for so long! Besides there’s something I wanna gi—”.

“Just stop”. Baizhu pulls his arm from you, trying to walk away. It has been a long day, rude customers and his painful illness has been consistently attacking him throughout the day. He can’t afford to flirt and entertain you right now.

“I’m sorry Baizhu if I was too forceful, but the thing is I have to g—”.

“Stop it! I told you I have something to do!” Baizhu raises his voice as you step back, shocked by his sudden anger. You were going to apologise when he turns around, face red and filled with anger.

“I am so tired of you! Your incessant flirtings are so distracting and I… I can’t afford to be distracted!”. He clutched his chest, hissing as he continues.

“Why can’t you just stop? I have an illness to cure and you’re just…”. Baizhu sighs, trying to control his emotions and keeping his anger at bay. He knew, that you don’t deserve to be the one receiving his anger but everything is too much.

And you? Your head hung low, lips trembling as your nails dug into your palms. You took in a deep breath and look up, meeting his eyes as you give him a forced smile.

“I understand Baizhu.. I’m sorry again”. You whisper as you walk past him, and out of the room. Baizhu could only see your green robe flutter away as he curse at himself. Baizhu’s hand reaches his head, and fisted his hair, frustrated at the turns of event. He needs to apologise, he thought.

So he quickly get out of the room, trying to reach you again but as he passes the counter, he saw a stone. A green stone, he recognizes as aventurine. He knew instantly that it’s from you and guilt swarmed him all over. The meaning of the stone sinks into him, along with the relationship he denied ever since.

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Months had pass since your disappearance, and his remorse had attached to his heart like a lock. On the second month, he knew that something was wrong. You never took this long and even if you do, he would have receive a letter. No letters came, days and night waiting for your letter, for your fluttering green cloak; yet nothing came and after the third month, he decided that this time; he’s going to find you, apologise, bring you out for dinner and continue the routine the both of you once had, between a patient and a doctor.

So Baizhu set out for Sumeru, your hometown. Once he reaches Sumeru it was already night, and he believe that nothing good will come from rushing, so he check into a place to stay. When the morning comes, he asks one of the local for a place to have some coffee, and the local suggested Puspa Café.

The aroma of coffee reaches his nose when he opens the door to the café. He looks around, trying to find a place to seat when he saw a familiar robe. His heart beat increases, excitement and relief pumps through his vein. Without much thought, he reaches towards the robed figure sitting down and places a hand, startling the figure.

“(y/n)?...”. The figure turns around and its not you. “Sorry, I thought…”

“Doctor Baizhu?”.  Baizhu’s face changes into confusion, wondering how someone from Sumeru would know his name. He nodded, when the robed person, a lady in her teenage years smiles and offers him to sit.

“I know you! Master (y/n) talked about you all the time; I thought my ears would fall off. How are you, Doctor Baizhu?”.  

“I…I am doing fine. I’m sorry but Master (y/n)? are you…”

“Yes, I’m Master (y/n) apprentice! Thank you for always tending to my master’s injuries. Master told me that you’re an amazing doctor and—”.

“I am sorry for interrupting but do you know where (y/n) is? It has been months…”. The girls face turns into sadness, the light she had, dimmed when she realize that Baizhu didn’t know. She stood up, confusing Baizhu who’s follows her movement.

“Come.” Baizhu in his confusion, follows despite his instinct telling him to stop. An instinct that he’s going to get hurt.

The girl lead him to a place where vast field of greenery feasts along his eyes, a single tree stood around it and a small house a bit faraway from it.

“Go to that tree, I’ll come with you soon, I need to get something”.

Baizhu nods in understanding as he walks towards the tree. He didn’t see it at first; the tombstone was covered by the tree.

May the shade bring serenity and peace for the brave soul beneath it, (y/n)

Baizhu read the etchings on the stone over and over again. Trying to understand what was etched and his brain had accepted it, but his heart can’t seem to fathom the thought that, that’s your name written there. That under this tree is you, that the (y/n), his (y/n) is gone. He had to held onto the tree, sliding down as his trembling hands reaches for your tomb stone.

“Master left you this”. The girl said, as she gives Baizhu a brown box and left him to look into the contents of it. Baizhu holds the box, somehow heavy despite the contents only being a piece of letter and an unfinished bracelet, one aventurine missing from it. Baizhu could feel his chest tightening, as he opens the letter.

To my most, dearest Baizhu,

If you received this letter then that must mean that I’m gone. Now, now don’t you cry your handsome face off! Only smiles and laughter should pass those lips. I’m sorry for not coming back to the pharmacy for so long, I was in search for these aventurines. You see, a friend of mine told me that these stones have healing properties and I thought that it would be great for you! Though you’re a doctor, I’ve seen how frail your body is and well… I’m not a doctor so I can’t create a potion for it but I’m an adventurer! Please wear them and I pray that these stones can ease your pain, albeit a little. Baizhu…may I call you my love here? It doesn’t matter anyways; I'm dying so I will. Baizhu, my love, you held my heart in your palms ever since you wrapped those bandages on my body. I’m sorry for all my doings that annoys or disturbs you, it was not my intention love. I am so sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you all this in person but I am a coward and my body is not strong enough to travel back to Liyue, but please. Please Baizhu, don’t you dare blame yourself, you have been a light, a love though unrequited but a love I received through your soft touches and tender words. So please, live a long, healthy life for me and continue helping others. The letter has gotten too long, I’ll wrap it up here. Thank you Baizhu, I love you. I love you. I love you.

P/s: Pat Qiqi’s head for me!

Baizhu held the letter to his chest, his tears had long wash over his face from the beginning of the letter. You’re gone. You’re gone and you had loved him, and he knew but you… you never knew the love he held for you. He loves you too and he could only whisper to the tree of his love for you.

“(y/n), oh my (y/n) … I’m sorry…”. He wailed into the wind, the pain of your death triumph the pain raging through his fatigued body. In his tears, with a trembling hand he attaches the last aventurine onto the bracelet as he ties it on his left wrist.

And it was instant, the stone glow, and the pain he felt in his body dissipates, and he knew, that it worked, that though he can’t understand, but he knew its more than the stone. This final gift of yours were filled with so much love, it healed. He stares at your tombstone; a small smile grows on his face.

Yet why does the pain in his heart stays? And why is it growing? That will be a question that lingers along with him in life.

[w0rld0flight]

Happy 7th anniversary to Fire Emblem Heroes :)

Despite the flaws this game has, as well as my criticisms for it, I still enjoy it at the end of the day.

Also goodness gracious I still remember in 2017, when people were talking about how there'll be a Fire Emblem spin-off game for mobile devices and stuff like that, and now look at how far we've come ;w;

So, to celebrate, I'll be posting all the artworks made for the game's 7th anniversary!

First up, the artwork by Kita Senri!

Wada Sachiko

Rika Suzuki

Asatani Tomoyo

Yamada Kotaro

ichikawa Halu

Niji Hayashi

Essual

kainown

PenekoR

cuboon

Kippu

Daisuke Izuka

Yoshiku

Watarizora Tsubamemaru

[vaninakan]

Sketch dump part 1

Since I wanna try using my socials again, I decided to start off with posting some sketches I may not finish, in wip limbo, or concept sketches I drew out for a few art projects of mine.

Firstly, here's some thumbnails for backgrounds in my original world

Uhh trypophobia warning for onnna them...

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I'm not exactly the best at drawing backgrounds/landscapes mainly because I don't draw them all too often, but these thumbnail sketches did help with how I want my locations to look like. Building things in Minecraft also helps. I think my favorite one has to be the thumbnail for Halus (it's the top left one with the stained glass mural). It's a beautiful, holy place where angels frequently visit and pay their respect to the great Hercula, a woman who died fighting in a war between her and who would've been her husband. Other locations include Dedigan's (another major location much like Halus) graveyard, a military base in the form of this castle looking fortress, the void, and an evening sunset.

Up next are some more refined sketches of my sona that I think turned out pretty cool.

As stated, these sketches are mainly of my sona who got a slight redesign later last year due to me wanting to reflect how I identify more (I'm not gonna say this too often, but I'm transmasculine nonbinary, I mainly use they, but you can call me he if you want to. The guy on the right of the last sketch is an early design of my boyfriend's sona.

He goes by @conflictedbeing plese go follow him his art's amazing 💜💜💜

And I guess that's all I can post for now

Look forward to more parts of this sketch dump maybe? I have a lot to show off but due to Tumblr's 10 image limit, I may have to show them in separate parts. So this is part 1. Part 2 coming.... soonish?

[rubywolf0201]

I don’t know if I want to get back into FEH since despite declaration over time, I realize it didn’t do any good for my mental health in general but can I say….

WE GOT THE ELUSIA BANNER?!?!

HOLY MOLY! I’M SUPER THANKFUL OF ICHIKAWA HALU TACKLING ROSADO BECAUSE HE IS JUST SO ADORABLE!!!

I’m kinda meh on PenekoR’s take on Kagetsu but he looks fine!

PUKYUNOSUKE BEING THE ARTIST FOR HORTNESIA IS JUST SO DOWNRIGHT FITTING!

And LAST BUT NOT LEAST! WE HAVE IVY AND I LIKE KAKAGE’S ART OF HER BETTER THAN CUBOON’S (sorry I just don’t like cuboon's take on Ivy despite the well-designed swimwear 😬)

[arioagio]

Repost dari @farisandani

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[lebensmoode]

Gunting Kuku Kaki

Gw bukan mau ceritain tutorial gunting kuku kaki ya, ato gw pake gunting jenis apa, gak. Ini adalah hasil perjalanan otak gw yang suka melalang buana ketika gw ngelakuin sesuatu, seperti mandi, solat, atau di atas motor ojol. Maklum, tante ini ovt-nya udah mendarah tulang, gadak daging soalnya 🙃

Pas gunting kuku kaki yg telunjuk kalo gak salah inget, melintas tiba-tiba pemikiran gini,

Mungkin manusia tuh diciptakan oleh Tuhan untuk gabisa hidup dengan tenang di dunia kali ya? Dengan sifat-sifat manusia yang pendengki, tukang iri, tukang halu, susah ngontrol nafsu, susah ngeliat orang seneng, egois, tamak, suka kepo, lemah, dan lain-lain. Sebisa-bisanya seseorang ngeklaim kalo hidupnya udah tenang, bukan berarti masalah berhenti datang kan? Emosi bakal diuji lagi, keyakinan, iman, prinsip hidup, cara berpikir, semua diuji terus dari segala sisi.

Udah sampe situ, gak sadar gw udah pindah ke kaki kiri buat digunting kukunya. Trus, otak jagung ini bekerja lagi,

Jadi, emang bener kata Ayah. Dunia ini bukan tempatnya manusia bisa hidup dengan tenang. Gak bisa. Ceunah yg solat pun, gw lah misalnya pake pengalaman sendiri aja gausah orang lain. Memang, ada sebagian diri gw yang merasa solat itu nenangin, but not 100%. Bisa jadi itu hanya perasaan lega karena udah menunaikan kewajiban, bisa jadi juga karena udah berdoa jadi gak merasa sombong lagi, dan perasaan lain sebagainya. But still, gw masih mikirin sampe kapan yak gw miskin, kenapa ya gw gak nikah-nikah, ngapa yak orang di luaran gampang bgt idupnya, kapan ya gw bisa beli mobil Raize warna khaki, dll. Intinya, apa itu ketenangan?

Tanpa sadar lagi udah nyampe di jari kaki kelingking. Terus gw nyeletuk, waw tumben bener otak lu jalannya lurus hw, biasanya isinya kerukan sampah wkwk.

Gw juga gatau ya, solat tapi masih gak tenang tuh berarti ada yg salah gak sih? Gw akui iya, gw masih belum khusyuk alias ✨mindful✨ ketika solat. Masih suka bercabang pikirannya, eh tau-tau udah ruku, eh tau-tau lupa ini teh rakaat ke berapa. Pas berdoa juga gak bener-bener di situ hatinya untuk meminta, baca doa utk kedua orang tua aja udah kayak nyebutin pancasila yg di luar kepala. Jadi yg salah bukan solatnya sih, tapi gw. Bukan ibadahnya, tapi yang mengerjakannya. Bukan Tuhannya, tapi manusianya. Ya masa mau nyalahin Pencipta. Se-perfect ini alam semesta, sesempurna ini cara kerja organ dalam manusia, mau disalahin tuh berarti ada yg salah sama empedu gw :’)

Udah, udah kelar gw gunting kuku. Lama amat perjalanan tante ini gunting kuku yaa hm

Yang bisa gw simpulkan dari pemikiran tadi adalah, well kalo cari ketenangan hqq juga sepertinya mustahil selama bernapas di dunia ini, make sense sih kalo Allah menawarkan surga sebagai transaksi yg ditukar dengan keimanan, amal, dan ketaqwaan? Toh naluri manusia utk bisa hidup tenang, damai, free-ovt akan didapat di sana. Gak perlu hopeless, ga perlu takut gapunya duit, ga perlu takut wish-nya gak terkabul. Just follow My rules and you’ll get the access to live peacefully and to have everything you want. Beneran ada harga ada kualitas, kan?

Berat? Ya pasti. Selain bukan tempat untuk merasa tenang, dunia juga bukan tempatnya bermudah-mudahan. Cuan aja kudu dicari baru dapet, jodoh juga, pendidikan juga, mobil Raize juga. Tapi kenapa kalo soal agama dan ibadah ini tuh kek level beratnya beda gitu looh, ketauan bgt emang berat di dosha 🥹

Hush ah, jangan ngomongin dosa dan pahala. Pamali, ntar gw disangka asisten Tuhan lagi, atau si paling penghuni syurga wkwk. Gw pribadi sebenernya juga menghindari topik ini sih, pahala dan dosa. Award and punishment. Sama aja kan, ya? Kalo mau diobrolin mau aja sih, agak panjang tapi jatohnya. Trus agak nunggu moodnya bagus juga. Ehe

Yap, mari kita melanjutkan membaca novel lagi karena sistem otak gw udah ketularan bahasa terjemahan yang nauzubillah kaku banget twoloooong. Pas nyoba nulis cerita berasa banget kaya mesin, gak ada seni dan jiwanya. Oh ya happy weekend cingudeuul 💃🥂