#need you to be real asap

[lulucinnabon]

the mind palace

[lesbianfakir]

Not to get personal but I think the reason princess tutu stuck with me for so long after watching it is like. As someone with low self esteem and abandonment issues seeing our hero hate who she is at her core only to make a friend who not only tolerated her “ugly” side but is so so deeply charmed by who she is under the mask that he wants to spend the rest of his life with her no strings attached? That’s the fucking DREAM

It’s the fantasy of having someone who loves you even when you’ve stopped being useful, when you can’t be funny or interesting or any of the traits you try to cultivate to make yourself more palatable to others. It’s the fantasy of having someone see to the core of you and not flinching, instead, coming away more endeared than before.

Princess Tutu is about hope. When Duck, our hero who brings hope to everyone, falls into despair, her best friend is there to bring hope back to her. And I think it says something that hope is the emotion the show leaves me with too. Hope for a better future. Hope that one day, like Duck, I’ll grow out of the ugly duckling phase and be able to embrace my true self.

[chenouttachen]

it’s like charlie didn’t realise exactly what the full effect of his plan would be until jeff tells him that babe is in mourning. he was so focused on making sure that babe was safe, on finding a way to save his family, on sacrificing himself to protect his loved ones, that he didn’t take a moment to think about said loved ones in the aftermath of his loss. when he asks ‘is babe very sad?’ it’s not about wanting to know just how sad he is, it’s the guilt of what he’s done, the pain he’s caused the man he loves, and he only just now is realising that it might not be something he can come back from.

[koetjingwarrd]

You're my baby, say it to me...

[oathkeeper-of-tarth]

Also I quit my job of what would in about a month or two have been 10 years, and perhaps now I will get to actually be a human being again.

[fliptop]

IM NOT RBING THAT BLNKSHIP POST BC I DONT WANT IT ON MY BLOG BUT WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT.

[taintedandviolent]

« Dear Diary, my teen angst bullshit has a body count ».

{I still can’t believe I found Vi’s GAP Fit And Flare Floral Dress for 10€}

Infinite screen time of Violet’s cigarettes or people won’t know that she’s cool, except that nicotine craving is sending warnings to my 13 year old self

[cabensqn]

i personally think alex cabot is a huge introvert and hates talking to people (i am putting my traits onto my headcanons)

[curioscurio]

Most of my sinus infection has cleared up besides the occasional cough and irritated throat but now this ear infection.... everything hurts can I please have a break before I have to go back to work just a day without pain so I can clean up my sicknest without feeling like ass

[thestalwartheart]

send someone to take care of you in a sickfic, you say?

first of all - i'm sorry you're not feeling well! feel better soon!

second of all i am sending you

james bond to make you some surprisingly fancy chicken soup

q to bring you his newly developed bioweapon MEDICINE of dubious legality GREAT EFFICACY

tanner to bring you entertainment. you still have a vhs player, right?

eve moneypenny to bring you more exciting entertainment. target practice from the back of a speeding motorcycle is, um, good for the sinuses?

mallory to bring you piles of paperwork to pointedly ignore

m (the real m) to demonstrate no sympathy whatsoever.

Omg this is incredible 😂 Thank you @dude-watchin-with-the-brontes.

Also, it seems to have worked! (Yes, it was definitely this and not the truly stupid amount of sleep I’ve had over the past two days.) i am ready for that target practice on the back of a motorbike now, Miss Moneypenny!

[salsflore]

[loverboybrightsideghost]

la cage aux folles musical. that is all.

[devilbrakers]

KNOCK KNOCK 👁️👄👁️ PLEASE can i get a 3, 5, and 10 or 11 for jasper my best friend jas <33 OH AND a sneaky 15 >:3

THANK YOUUUUU JEZ ILY <3333

3. How does your detective personally feel about M’s pet name? And with it now being used unsarcastically in the Book 3 demo, has that changed?

It pissed them off SOOOOO bad in book 1 which is funny to me. But now they have more mixed feelings on it. On one hand, they like it now that it isn't sarcastic bc no one has ever used a pet name for them before (at least with any genuine affection behind it) but that also means Mason holds genuine affection for them which is scary FJDSKLF. Jas is fond of him but not in love yet since they take a long time to really form genuine connections with people. It's not really something that's much of a roleplay option (from what I remember. I have soup brain so it very well could be 💀) but in my mind palace, it is.

5. Saying that M has the carnival picture, how do you think your detective will react once they find out they have it?

Really depends on when it's revealed. At the beginning of book 4? Jumpscare, truly. While Jas is sentimental, they certainly didn't expect him to keep it. They probably wouldn't have at the time. So to see that he did would make them a little guilty but also some warm fuzzy feelings they're not all that familiar with. Later on though, they'd think it's endearing.

11. If on the Douglas route, what is your detective’s feelings on this? And how do you think M feels about this?

SOOO I think Jas is on the Douglas route? They don't really interact much with Bobby bc they think he's annoying jfdklsf and there's no prior connection. But they like Douglas even if he grates on the nerves every once in a while. But Jas is understanding of his situation with being the mayor's son and whatnot, and thinks that he has some potential. As for how Mason feels? I truly don't think he'd care that much bc it's purely platonic and it's not like he rly talks to Douglas 😭but i could be wrong

15. What is your detective’s relationship with Rebecca like? If they saw the conversation that she has with M before the end of Book 2, what would they think?

Abysmal LMAO. Jas tries to keep it as professional as possible but just seeing her keeps all those wounds open, you know? They can't forgive her, at least not at this point in time. Being neglected like they were really just... fucked them up (which showed more in their youth) and they hold that against her. It's just hard not to feel like that sad, angry kid again when she's around but they're usually able to keep it in check. EXCEPT for that scene in book 3 where you're getting ready to go the auction. Jas cried talking abt that birthday which was incredibly embarrassing for them since the team was listening 🚶🚶🚶

As for the conversation with Mason: her trying to be any sort of involved with their personal life would piss them off pretty bad even if she wasn't rly prying from what I remember. It's too little, far too late.

[born-to-lose]

[brightokyolights]

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[taichouu]

Artistic rendition of a sweater that @shirohyorin dreamed of me having ... Happy Holidays from The Taister.