VegasPete and Poetry - A few examples
I discovered a beautiful Greek poetry collection recently, which I finished reading last night, and I'd like to share some of the poems with you.
(Keep in mind that I personally did the translations, in case some parts seem a bit nonsensical.)
1) Internal Journey (this one is the same I used for this text post, slightly altered)
I'm checking out the old wound
to make sure
it's still running on the skin
passing the baton to
the next self
once I get tired completely of
circling myself.
"This pain will be useful"
I say
and put another tick on the ledger
not forgetting any.
2) Minimal Condition
The body is measured with body
and it needs proof
ruined breaths
melted kisses
and the flavor of sweat.
The body is measured with body
but my body
is torn apart by yours
its lines are hanging from your gaps
like cut wires
and it's not trembling
it doesn't bear marks
it's spread infinite without finding you
and there's nothing anymore
that proves I am
a body.
3) Blond Solar Generator
I could try explaining to you
how we got here.
I could try telling you about fate or luck
about the unbelievable way bodies move
inside a universe of explosions and colors
and the incomprehensible synergy of moments
that somehow became our moments.
I could try explaining to you
the purgatory solar light I saw in your eyes
when you looked at me
and the rare kindness of your soul
in yellow ultraviolet.
How did we get here?
I will try to explain to you
how you were a bittersweet fruit
and I had the need of you in my mouth
crowned clarity and persistence
that come with years of failure.
How did we get here?
Shameful needed attraction
real and urgent
non-negotiable
filled with the energy of numerous lunar cycles of loneliness
and unnecessary exaggerations
coincidental touches, crossroad of gazes and understanding
because we exchanged a cigarette of good will and mercy
kissing smoke into each other's mouths until dawn
drunk with words and
the unsaid of the scheme.
How did we get here?
I could try explaining to you
and you may believe I had control;
at first
I believed so, too.
4) Delayed Coating
Come here.
Or I kneel,
it doesn't matter.
I want to lick the sarcasm off your fingers.
Later, you tell me the joke
of the flesh.
5) Cut/Me (rough translation because the actual title is a wordplay combining Greek and English)
Neck and flesh stretched out
with teeth I embroider my hunger for him
I rip his form to pieces
I engrave his skin
at his place of worship I cut and disrespect
eros' holy bread I injure
asking like a cesarean
to find me.
(The poetry collection is called "They're wearing last year's clothes like brand new" - once again a rough translation - and it's written by Spyros Goulas.)
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CHARACTER INFO SHEET
TAGGED BY: no one but i've seen it a few times now and y'all know i love a good info sheet so i'm stealing it
NAME: yeong-hwan byun / 변영환
NAME MEANING: something to the effect of eternal shining or eternal brilliance
ALIAS(ES): byan
ETHNICITY: korean
PICTURES YOU LIKE BEST OF YOUR CHARACTER: i'm no artist so you'll have to accept some of my favourite fc images that exude byan vibes / energy / looks
THREE HEADCANONS YOU'VE NEVER TOLD ANYONE:
ㅤwhile english is their most used language, their phone's default system language is always set to korean because it's a bit more agreeable with their dyslexia than english has ever been. this also has a bonus perk of being a bit more difficult for most people around them to navigate, so nosy foster parents, caretakers, etc. have a slightly harder time trying to snoop.
ㅤrooftops are their favourite places to hide when they're distressed or running from something. they've always proven to be the last place most people look and, all things considered, it's pretty easy to lose someone by just climbing straight upward.
ㅤwhen taking their emotions out with violence isn't an option, byan takes to drawing instead. a lot of the drawings in their sketchbook(s) that aren't fashion or tattoo related are visual expressions of their emotions, and occasionally glimpses into some of the more traumatic scenes in their past — sometimes images as they remember them from the moment, sometimes from a more outside perspective, and sometimes even the end result they wish had happened. it's not always incredibly clear, sometimes the images are more representative of something they've been through, but the emotion behind it always comes through. this is one of the major reasons why they don't like letting anyone flip through their work. this was also the main and only real way they coped with their emotions throughout much of their childhood, and they still have some of the more violent scribbles they did at a younger age when their anger was a lot more repressed.
THREE THINGS YOUR CHARACTER LIKES DOING IN THEIR FREE TIME:
ㅤcrime. pickpocketing, shoplifting, vandalism, burglary, arson — you name it, they probably engage in it and have a great time in the process. breaking laws and causing trouble for others is fun, and doubly so when you get something out of it for yourself.
ㅤart. whether it's simply drawing, spray painting the blank wall of an alley, making or altering clothes and accessories, doing their makeup or painting their nails, or giving themself a new tattoo, they love being creative and expressing themself.
ㅤphysical activity. never one who's been able to sit still for any length of time, you'll always find them moving, even when they're not at track practice. they're regularly parkouring and freerunning across the city, are found getting themself into fights with just as much regularity and, once they're a more functional adult, they're going to the gym every day to burn some of their overwhelming energy (and maintain muscle ofc).
EIGHT PEOPLE YOUR CHARACTER LIKES/LOVES: sol, lena, ardaka, peter, claudette, kit, ...? —with the exception of sol, these are all cases of familial (specifically sibling) love.
TWO THINGS YOUR CHARACTER REGRETS:
ㅤblindly trusting anyone, especially those who should have had their best interest at heart, without first having them prove themselves.
ㅤkilling the man who assaulted them. and the fact that they even regret killing him because they know they damn well shouldn't. it was him or them, and he got exactly what he deserved.
TWO PHOBIAS YOUR CHARACTER HAS:
ㅤbecoming dependent on someone other than themself. allowing themself to rely on another is a recipe for trouble, they almost always end up with the rug pulled out from under them when they least expect it, left miserable and hurting and in a much worse position than they were to begin with.
ㅤlosing their freedom and control over their own life. no one who has ever had power over them and their life has used it to benefit them — only to hurt and use and control them. they are the only one who can be trusted with their own wellbeing; their control over their life and their freedom are the only thing they really have, and it's something they've fought impossibly hard for.
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