#nikolai gogol

[n0cturnalcm]

Happy lesbian visibility week💖 here's a fem fyolai i did ♀️ (i redraw some old work)

[perfectquote]

The longer and more carefully we look at a funny story, the sadder it becomes.

Nikolai Gogol

[definetelynotavampire]

i really like this design bc it's fun to draw ♡

[mnemourania]

[definitely-not-severed-in-half]

*He's got a bruise on his cheek, it's even bleeding just a little bit.*

Hi. Got off work early.

-@no-story-what-a-shame

…Sigma. Dear. You’re bleeding. What happened.

[thecake-isalie]

I got bored

[sigmoon]

1. 𝐿𝓊𝓍 𝐿𝒾𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓈 - A 'Lupus in Fabula' Oneshot

"Light and Liberty."

[23 years before the current events] When he's ten years old, Nikolai's ideology slowly begins to take shape and influence the way he views the world.

Starring: Nikolai Gogol

Words: 519

Author's note: This is the first of several oneshots for this AU, each one of them dealing with Nikolai's past instead of the present events.

It was going to rain soon. 

The sun had long disappeared behind the dark wall of clouds inching closer, and the air was heavy and humid. 

Nikolai wiped away the beads of sweat rolling down his forehead, only for new ones to seep through his pores.

His back was damp where he leaned against the tree behind him, but a soft breeze offered temporary relief from the suffocating heat, and Nikolai closed his eyes and imagined soaring high and freely along with the swallows flying in circles above him.

One of Nikolai’s hands found his braid, fidgeting with it. 

By now, the piece of hair had gotten matted, and he ought to cut it off entirely, as any attempt to untangle it was probably going to be futile. 

But he wanted to cherish it for the time being. His sister had braided it for him a while ago, similar to her own hairstyle, so they could match, and for everyone to know that they were two of a kind.

Nevertheless, their symbolized bond couldn’t withstand the influence that their parents had had on her. 

She used to be the one spending hours lying on her back in the unmowed grass of the backyard, watching the birds and listening to their songs, sharing her enthusiasm with her little brother. 

But not long ago, her priorities had taken a sharp turn, and Nikolai was left alone behind the imposing tree, day by day watching the shape of his sister’s silhouette gradually fade away where it had left behind an imprint in the tall grass.

Instead of imagining how it must feel to be one with the wind, to not be bound by gravity, she'd begun to obediently focus on what, according to their parents, really mattered in life.

As if overnight, her schedule was packed with more extracurriculars than Nikolai could keep track of, and the sole evidence that she was at home, was a ‘do not disturb’ sign on her door, which she only removed at night, when she finally took a break from studying. 

Nikolai failed to comprehend how she was able to smile and humbly accept the praise she was showered with whenever her hard work had paid off again, like a dog that successfully performed the tricks he’d learned, eager to receive a treat from its master, only to do it all over again.

He had a feeling that, if he didn’t make sure to put up a lot of resistance, they were going to want to condition him just like his sister, and he’d end up being a well-trained pet like her, slowly forgetting what filled his life with meaning and adapting their ideas of a fulfilled life. One that his family could be proud of. 

A ‘take a picture of it, frame it, and put it on the mantel’ kind of life.

Nikolai could feel his chest tighten as he spiraled deep into these thoughts. His skin felt sticky, and the humid air made it hard to breathe.

He looked up to the swallows above him, feeling as though their frantic chirping was meant to be a message just for him. 

[tenjikyu]

I’ve been obsessed w that stupid fucking Bernadette song ever since I watched that Fyolai thing on YT and those silly little terrorists dance around in my head at least 5 times a day

[an-ode-to-sea]

AU art:

P.S these are old art. The AU has since been terminated/not worked on. The idea, if anyone on tumblr wants to use it:

Nikolai, Sigma, and Dazai are all experiments: Dazai's a demon-human hybrid, Sigma's a cryptid, and Nikolai is a heartless angel. Fyodor was the man who created all of them. Idk there's really not much else to it besides the fact that Nikolai's strings where his heart can literally be played like a harp.

yeah. idk

anyway yeah

[kierapbjd]

𝕴 𝖆𝖒 𝖈𝖗𝖎𝖒𝖊, 𝕴 𝖆𝖒 𝖕𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙.

Did a proper Dead Apple shoot finally~

[ummthatsokiguess]

[shatter-days]

Did i post them already!!! Sorry if i did

[definetelynotavampire]

Fem Fyolai ft Shakespeare ♡

rat-meo oh rat-meo wherefore art thou rat-meo

[gyoogyooollll]

I give my some mutuals a songs based their vibe^0^!!!!

(()((I'M JUST BORED JWJXKWE)))

(SENTENCE I MADE WITHOUT ANY TRANSLATOR YAYYY 😎😎😎😎)

@theonlyrealdazaiosamus-blog - 3S'-Mindless Self İndulgence. NO NEED COMMENTAR!!! " İM STUPİD SADİSTİC AND SUİCİDAL!!??🗣️‼️ "

@sonics-atelier - Prettygrungemwav - Artrmas , AHH THE LYRİCSS " SAİD YOU NEEDED LOVE, BUT YOURE ONLY HERE FOR SEX, AND İM DYİNG TO BE NEXTT..😍🙏🏻 "

@ladyrashelougai - You Don't Own Me - SAYGRACE, G-Eazy You give me such a feminine vibe!!! " I'm young and I love to be young I'm free and I love to be free to live my life the way I want to say and do whatever I please!!!💃🏼 " This part reminds me of you!!!^^

@fyodordostoyevskevy Billie Was a Vampire - Selofan IS THERE SERIOUSLY NEED TO EXPLAIN? " his skin was always pale...dark shadows on his eyelids...His body far too frail... " The lyrics of this song were literally written for you!!😭😭 (I know the person behind the blog this goes for him too!!!!^^)

@teddymochi - Plus Danshi - Matsushita I THINK THIS SONG IS SO SWEET JUST LIKE YOUUUU (BUT I HEARD RUMORS THAT YOU ARE A WITCH...??) Anyway!!! YOU STILL GIVE A SWEET VIBE!!! I wish I knew Japanese so I could sing this song😩!!

@freedomclown I Fell Like I'm Drowning - Two Feet I saw how you were abused by Fyodor... it was terrible!!!😕 " I feel like I'm drownin'.. I'm drownin'...my life's okay, yeah, just when you're not around me !! " I think this describes you .-.

@creatorbiaze Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez " ALLL THEE BESTT PEOPLEE AREE CRAZYYY!!‼️!‼️!!!! " I DON'T KNOW, I JUST GET THIS VIBE FROM YOU AND YOUR DRAWINGS!!!>0<!!

@im-a-chunky-potato DOUBLE TROUBLE - Odetari EVERYONE SEES YOU AS DOUBLE TROUBLE !! 😭 But at least it's a fun trouble!! ^0^

[tazik9]

Lol.

[squidfrompluto]

BAD NIKOLAI FANART WARNING: SHIELD EYES