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cats-depression-diary · 6 months
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I feel so fucking lonely right now.
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spooked-myself · 1 year
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I’m always the back burner friend. The friend that’s always there for everyone, but not important enough to be there for. I’m only moved to the front when it’s convenient. I’m tired.
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thesaramonster · 8 months
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moonshadow-thoughts · 10 months
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I don't think people understand what it means to be lonely and misunderstood for an entire life.
When I was a lonely child I was always thinking to myself "It will be okay, I will have friends when I'm a teenager."
When I was a lonely teenager I always thought to myself "its okay, I will have friends and a relationship when I'm an adult."
But now that I'm an adult I realize, its much more likely that it will stay that way forever. I will never belong anywhere.
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endlessmidnights · 6 months
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Does anyone else have no idea how to make friends or is it just me?
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hamoodmood · 3 months
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walrustrain · 2 years
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Do you ever feel like you’re just convenient?
You’re the convenient friend, convenient time pass, convenient relationship, convenient option for everyone.
You’re the person people hang out with because you’re easy, and always eager because you’re always just so desperate to feel wanted and not alone, but really you’re just convenient.
You know you’re not special, and that your spot in their life will be easily replaced and that they’d much rather someone else in their company- but again you’re just convenient. You’re the convenient option. The always available option.
I’m the friend who has best friends but isn’t the best friend. I’m the convenient friend. I’m the lover who falls in love but never the one being loved. I’m just the convenient route.
Im the ‘never says no’ friend. The ‘easy to take advantage of’ friend. The ‘can you do me a favour?’ friend. I’m the ‘useful until no longer of use’ friend. I’m the ‘I want to do something but everyone else is busy’ friend.
I’m the butt of the joke friend. I’m the punching bag friend. The forgotten friend. The one who’s feelings aren’t considered because I’m the ‘she’ll get over it’ friend.
I’m just the easy and convenient friend.
And that’s my own fault, thinking always being available, always being easy and giving more of myself will finally one day deem me worthy in someone’s eyes. Spoiler alert - it doesn’t. I’m still never enough.
I’m the ‘smile through the pain’ friend because being this friend hurts.
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bwunnishit · 6 months
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grim-has-issues · 8 months
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i love tumblr.
its the only place where I can openly go insane and say things that i would never tell my therapist and a stranger on here will be like, “same/mood”
and then you all move on with our day
if thats not real community
idk what is
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halcyondaaze · 11 months
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Mieko Kawakami, Breasts and Eggs, tr. by Sam Bett and David Boyd // Louise Glück, Adult Grief // Horace Vernet, The Maiden’s Lament (oil on canvas) // Mona Sa’udi, “When the loneliness of the tomb,” from Women of the Fertile Crescent: An Anthology of Modern Poetry by Arab Women, tr. by Kamal Boullata // Photography by 西游朽 (xiuxiukong) // Mark Strand, "Keeping Things Whole" from Selected Poems by Mark Strand, 1979 // Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life, 1978 (paraphrased) // Graveyard statue in Coburg, Germany // Anaïs Nin, Fire: From “A Journal of Love”: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin (paraphrased) // Bust of Alexander the Great, found in Palazzo Massimo courtyard, Lancellotti, Rome
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sorasorakodoku · 6 months
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Every time I think about messaging or calling someone, I have to remind myself that no one cares. If they did you wouldn't have to be the one always reaching out. They'd probably check up on you by now.
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bunnighost · 9 months
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lucybear · 10 months
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POV: you have no one to talk to so you just google all your thoughts and feelings in hopes of finding some scrap of belonging
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helloimtired · 10 months
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never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally
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moonshadow-thoughts · 2 years
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I wish I would belong somewhere. A friend group. A relationship.
But I never belong anywhere. I'm always just an outsider.
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jaly-xoxo · 8 months
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Und am Ende bin ich wieder alleine
wieder verletzt
und wieder kaputt
und wieder Frage ich mich: „bin ich das Problem?“
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