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hold my hand

[floralcyanidee]

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Neil Lewis x AFAB!Reader (NSFW)

After a fateful game night between your two rival video stores, Neil proposes a new way of playing your favorite games. Will this new idea lead to something more than playful rivalry?

warnings: smut, face-riding, oral (f and m receiving), throat/ facefucking, cum swallowing, drinking, mentions of alcohol, strip poker/game

word count: 3632

author’s note: still shadowbanned on my main account yay /j but I'm so glad to have so much support and love on this new tumblr! thank you all for the follows and feedback. I didn't proofread some of this (but what's new), so if it flows weird I'm sorry >.< lol please enjoy!! I've had a few requests for Neil so (:

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“That’s it! You’ve got to be cheating.”

“I am not cheating, Neil. Jesus.”

“There’s just no way you’re better at this game than me.”

“There’s a lot that I’m better at than you.”

“Woah, woah, woah,” Jonathan pipes up, coming in between you and Neil, “Let’s calm down here, guys.”

You glare at Neil, tossing your cards back into the pile. You had been playing UNO. It was tradition for your two movie stores to play against one another every first weekend of every month. And tonight, the players dwindled down to you and Neil as per usual, to which you won the final game of the night. Neil was obviously not happy about it. But lately, Neil hasn’t been happy about a lot of things. You chalk it up to his breakup with Violet. A sick, twisted part of you was glad he and Violet had finally broken up. Not because you didn’t like Neil or anything- it was quite the opposite. You were rivals, of course, but the tension between you was unmatched and intense. Every time game night came around, that tension became even more taut and thicker. But it’s not like you could tell Neil or anyone else you like him. Absolutely not. It would ruin the healthy competition between Gumshoe and your video store. And it would make you look hypocritical, considering how much you lightly bully Neil, especially when he wore those weird costumes at work.

“Two out of three?” Neil crosses his arms, sitting back in his chair, eyebrows raised.

“I think I’m gonna turn in, actually,” you start collecting the cards, neatly stacking them before putting them back in their respective package.

Neil mumbles a defeated, “Fine.” 

As you get up from the poker table, Lucien gives you an apologetic look from the ragged old couch sitting adjacent to it. Jonathan urges Neil to get up and accept his loss for the month. Meanwhile, your best friend and coworker Nina is busy aimlessly walking around the store, taking in the interesting scenery of Gumshoe Video. She acts as if she’s never been in here before, taking in various movies and movie posters. You walk over to her, card games in hand.

“Ready to go?” you ask her, and she looks up at you, only for her eyes to advert behind you as she becomes visibly flustered.

You turn to see Jonathan helping Neil pack up the games, smiling at your best friend.

“Does someone have a crush?” you coo, and Nina shoves your shoulder playfully.

“Me? Have a crush? You’re delusional!” she throws her hands in the air dramatically as she walks toward the door, you trailing behind her.

Nina goes into a rant about how she’d never date a guy from this city, much less a guy from our rival video store. You glance behind your shoulder, saluting Lucien and Jonathan as you leave. Neil doesn’t look at you.

The next few weeks are relatively slow at your movie store. You wonder if Gumshoe is doing any better. Judging by the new and more dramatic costumes that Neil has come up with, you’d say the answer is probably no. When you and Nina occasionally stop in there to casually scope out the place, you make sure to make a witty comment about whatever getup Neil is in that day. It always came with a frown from him and a laugh from you. Lucien would just act like he didn’t hear anything, a knowing smirk on his face when you meet gazes. You’d glare at him until he eventually went to do something else. You and Lucien are pretty cool with each other, and he figured out how you feel about Neil pretty quickly. Lucien wasn’t stupid by any means. Jonathan was too busy stupidly flirting with Nina to notice how your stare would sometimes linger on Neil for too long. Nina knew, of course, but she didn’t care much. She always figured you and Neil had something going on whether you two knew it or not.

It’s nearing the end of the month, which means another game night soon. You hope Neil has gotten over whatever animosity he felt toward you for winning the last game. How he reacted was odd- he usually didn’t make such a fuss. Once again, you figure it has to do with his breakup. But then again, he’s been kind of grouchy even before the split and well after it so far. You’re in your office at your video store gathering the games you’re bringing, along with a bottle of alcohol to spice things up. Maybe Neil could loosen up a little. Nina knocks on the door as she walks in, ready to go.

“Got the stuff?” she asks.

“Yep,” you say, popping the ‘p’ as you turn out your office light.

The two of you begin walking to Gumshoe as the sun sets. Nina starts talking about something Jonathan said the last time you were at their video store, to which you roll your eyes. Definitely not a crush at all, you think to yourself. You arrive at the store, knocking on the glass as you wait for one of the boys to unlock the door. Neil approaches and opens the door, allowing you and Nina in. You walk over to the poker table, where Lucien and Jonathan are already seated.

“So tonight we’re gonna try something new,” Neil claps, rubbing his hands together as he grins deviously.

“And what’s that?” you wonder, sitting down the bottle of alcohol in the middle of the table.

“Strip poker,” Neil smirks, grabbing the bottle, “And this will definitely make it more interesting.”

“Strip poker?” you raise an eyebrow.

“Yeah, or, well, strip UNO and whatnot,” Neil shrugs.

“Uhh,” Lucien chuckles nervously, “I’m good. I’ll just be the moderator tonight.”

“Oh, come on, Luc,” you pout, “Don’t make me suffer alone.”

“You won’t be suffering alone. Jonathan and Nina will be here with you, right guys?”

Jonathan opens his mouth and then closes it, looking to Nina for her response.

“Uhh, sure. I guess. But I’m not getting naked, that’s for sure,” Nina scoffs, falling into a poker chair.

“Thank you,” you throw your head back in relief, sitting beside Nina. Neil sits across from you as Jonathan takes the seat to your right, already grabbing the bottle of alcohol from Nina and taking a swig.

“Let’s get this started.”

You run your hands through your hair. Tonight was going to be a long night.

“Any article of clothing counts, right?” Nina asks after the first round of 21 is completed, meaning everyone but Jonathan, who had won, had to take something off.

“Correct,” Neil answers.

“Cool. Take my shoe and shove it up your ass, then, Neil,” Nina pulls off her shoe, pushing it into Neil’s chest.

He rolls his eyes, “Whatever.”

You decide to remove a shoe, and Neil does the same, tossing it behind him. 

“Another round?” Jonathan asks, sipping the whiskey that he brought.

You thought about taking a swig yourself but decided to wait until it was absolutely needed. 

“Sure,” Neil drawls, reshuffling the cards before dealing them.

This time, you win, and everyone begrudgingly removes another shoe or a sock. Nina snatches the vodka bottle from the table, taking a large gulp of it before slamming it back down. 

“Gonna chicken out already?” Neil taunts, gathering the cards to shuffle once more.

“No,” Nina says pensively, “It’s just lame that everyone else has to be involved in your weirdly sexual revenge plot against my favorite coworker over losing a stupid game.”

“I’m your only coworker,” you glare at Nina.

“Exactly. Now, if I will dip if it comes down to me flashing you guys my tits. Unless this alcohol starts setting in soon, then we’ll see.”

You raise your almost empty first cup, “Cheers to that.”

“Let’s get back to the game,” Neil grumbles.

No one says anything about Nina’s comment. After two more rounds of 21, you’re without a sock and shoe on your right foot and a shoe missing on your left. Neil has no socks or shoes, while Nina is just shoeless. Jonathan already took one for the team and removed his shirt and his other shoe after everyone lost to Nina twice in a row. Lucien cheered and clapped dramatically when Jonathan stripped his shirt, Lucien snatching the shirt and whipping it around like a lasso. It’s the first time tonight you see Neil crack a smile. 

“How about we switch to a board game now? Something quick, of course,” Nina shrugs.

“Be my guest,” Neil says, and Nina chooses Connect 4.

“Jonathan and I can go first,” she grins wickedly.

“Good luck, dude. She’s a master at this game,” you warn Jonathan, who cracks his knuckles.

“Nothing I can’t handle. I beat Lucien at this all the time,” he says, and Lucien protests.

“Only because you cheat,” Lucien says matter-of-factly.

“Well, since you're the moderator, you can make sure I don’t, huh?” Jonathan bites back.

Neil cackles while Lucien purses his lips together into a line, wordlessly watching as Nina separates the color pieces.

After 3 rounds of Connect 4, Jonathan has won one and Nina the other. You beat Neil once already, and now it was time to see if he’d win or lose this final round. You’re nervous because if you lose, you have to remove a pretty vital item of clothing. It didn’t matter if it was pants, your shirt, or whatever- it would be embarrassing. You carefully calculate your moves, studying Neil’s determined and methodical facial expression. He catches you in a trap, letting his color piece fall on top of yours, blocking you from your final winning move.

“Fuck,” you seethe, dropping your head onto your arms.

“Fuck is right, my dear,” Neil slides the lever, letting all the pieces fall onto the table, “Now strip.”

You scowl, reaching behind your back to unclasp your bra, pulling the straps over your arms, and tossing it to the floor. Neil watches, his eyebrows raised. Jonathan scoffs, and Lucien is distracted by the music video playing on TV. Nina laughs at Neil’s face.

“Neil, my guy, you look like a tomato,” Nina teases.

“Do not,” he protests childishly, gathering the colored pieces and putting them back into their little bag.

Jonathan checks his watch, “Shit. Gotta head to bed. Double shift tomorrow,” he frowns.

Lucien also checks his watch, “Yeah, I oughta go too. Early morning.”

Neil sighs, “Well, if you guys are up for it,” he motions to you and Nina, “I’ll still play.”

“I actually am getting sleepy, but I think Y/N is totally down to stay,” Nina volunteers you with a smile. 

You go to protest, but everyone is already heading out the door, leaving you with Neil.

“Well, shit. I guess it’s just you and I,” you scratch your neck.

“Yep,” Neil nods, pulling out UNO, “Wanna rematch?”

“Sure,” you chuckle, “But you can’t pout when I beat your ass again.”

You’re nearing the end of the first round, and your heart is starting to beat out of your chest. Both of you have one card left. And you’re going to have to remove your pants if you lose. You aren’t sure if you want to cross that line with Neil or not, but a game is a game. And you aren’t about to turn down your win streak and look like a fool. You draw a blue 9, to which Neil slams down his final card. A blue 5. 

“Noo,” you drawl, and Neil cheers.

You put your head down on the table in defeat.

“Time to-”

“Strip. Yeah, I know,” you sigh, lifting your head.

You reach down and hesitantly undo your pants, pulling them past your thighs and down your legs before kicking them away. Neil doesn’t look anywhere but your face as he shuffles the cards, his cheeks turning red. You nervously keep your legs closed, scooting closer to the table. 

In the next round, Neil loses, removing his shirt. His torso is slim yet fit for his size, and you can’t help but stare. Neil clears his throat, and you quickly look away. Now, the tension was thick enough to cut with a knife. It was way more intense than your usual tension. Especially since if you lose this next round, you’ll be showing something very revealing. Thankfully, Neil loses again, having to strip his pants this time. But it only makes you more anxious.

“We don’t have to continue if you don’t feel comfortable,” Neil says.

You shake your head, “I’m fine. I’m not pussying out.”

“Alright,” Neil puts his hands up.

You watch him unwaveringly as he shuffles the cards, distributing 7 for each of you. As the game progresses, you and Neil exchange increasingly heated glances. You catch yourself pressing your thighs together, biting your lip when you catch Neil staring at your nipples poking through your shirt. It’s time for the final draw, and to your horror, you lose again. Sighing, you begrudgingly grab the vodka and chug it. When you put the bottle down, you look at Neil, and he looks at you. Hesitantly, you grab the hem of your shirt, pulling it up and over your head. Neil keeps his eyes on yours, visibly trying not to look at your breasts. He clears his throat and shuffles the cards, focusing intently on them. Neil tosses the cards between the two of you, his eyes nervously flickering between your tits and the cards. Neil gathers his cards, neatly stacking them and putting them face down before standing up from his seat.

“I’ll, uh, be right back. Don’t look at my cards,” he says, his voice strained.

When he stands, you notice the painful bulge in his jeans, and the alcohol gives you a moment of bravery.

“Neil. Stay.”

Neil stops in his tracks, not turning to look at you, “Can’t.”

“Why is that? Never seen a pair of tits before?”

Neil rolls his eyes at your joke, turning back to you, “It’s not that. I just-”

You grab Neil’s hand, pulling him down harshly so his face is level enough with yours to kiss him.

“You’re not helping,” Neil whines after he pulls away, uncomfortably shifting around. 

“I mean, I could if you let me,” you say, biting your lip nervously, worried he’d reject you.

But maybe he won’t. Maybe he needs you badly enough that he won’t pass up your opportunity. You hope he doesn’t.

“Wouldn’t it be, I don’t know, weird?” Neil grimaces.

“Not if you don’t make it weird,” you say sassily, your hand now in his hair, gently pulling at his locks. 

“Fine,” Neil closes his eyes, exhaling shakily, “Let’s go to the couch.”

He walks over to the beat-up sofa, letting himself fall into the cushions. You get up from your chair, moving quickly to kneel on the floor in front of Neil. He stares down at you, gulping as you fumble with the fly of his jeans. You aren’t going to lie, you’ve been waiting for this moment for some time. Granted, it wasn’t here in the video store, but you’ll take what you can get. You pull Neil out from the confines of his pants and underwear, immediately marveling at his size and girth. He groans at the contact of your hand around him and spreads his thighs apart as you kitten lick his tip. You take Neil into your mouth, hollowing your cheeks as you slide your head down into his lap. Your nose touches his pelvis, his hair tickling it as you let him hit the back of your throat. Gagging around him momentarily, you take a deep breath and focus on the feeling of him filling you up.

“Just like that,” Neil praises, his fingers carding through your hair.

A swirl of your tongue sends his head lolling back on the couch, and he glances down through his lashes to watch you bob your head along his length. Your hands grip his thighs to hold him steady as you gain a rhythm, letting his hand guide your head back and forth. Neil’s hips stutter as he involuntarily thrusts into your mouth, and you gasp through your nose as you try not to gag. 

“Sorry,” Neil cringes, a moan leaving him immediately after you keep him deeper in your throat, letting it pulse around his head.

You stare into Neil’s intense blue eyes, now overtaken by his dilated pupils. Both of his hands are in your hair, gripping harshly as you move your head up and down even faster. Neil curses, hissing as you play with his balls with one of your hands, urging him closer to the edge. You can feel him twitching inside your mouth, letting you know he’s close. Suddenly, you pull off him.

“Fuck my throat,” you say breathlessly, jerking his wet cock with your hand as you wait for his answer.

“Are you sure?” Neil asks.

“Yes,” you say before putting him back into your mouth. 

When you let his tip hit the back of your throat again, Neil then pulls out, slamming back into your mouth with a strangled cry. Slowly, he starts finding a good pace, not thrusting enough to hurt you but enough for your throat to be sore tomorrow. Spit and precum are spilling out of the sides of your mouth, tears streaming down your cheeks as you gag and moan around him. You wish you could see the situation from a different point of view just to see how Neil is wrecking you right now. 

“You like me fucking your face like this, sweetheart?” Neil grunts, his hands holding your face and wiping away your tears.

You attempt a nod but fail, letting out a hum of content instead. 

“Gonna cum in your pretty mouth,” Neil moans.

You let him continue fucking into your face until he twitches a final time, his cum shooting down your tongue and throat. You allow Neil to pull out of you, and you close your mouth to swallow his load. You open your mouth to show him it’s all gone, to which he lets out a weak groan.

“That’s hot. I didn’t know you could do that with that sassy mouth of yours.”

You shrug, “There’s lots of things I can do with it. Now, lay down.”

Neil obeys, scrambling to lie down on the couch. You stand up, peeling off your soaking underwear and moving it away with your toe. You climb above Neil, “Ever had anyone sit on your face?”

“No,” he exhales, shaking his head.

“Would you like to?”

Neil nods vigorously, and you move up enough to rest your foot on the couch's armrest and press your knee next to Neil’s head, spreading open enough for him to have plenty of access. He marvels at the sight of your arousal and the fact it was all for him. He reaches tentatively to your folds, spreading them further as you lower yourself to his face.

Neil then drags his tongue up your wet slit, avoiding your clit entirely as he gathers your slick. You whimper at the feeling of the contact of his warm tongue on you, your pussy sensitive from lack of touch and being incredibly turned on. Neil then flicks the tip of his tongue along your clit, circling and teasing it. You cry out, gripping the couch with one hand and his hair with the other. You buck your hips as he swirls his wet tongue around your cunt, lapping up everything you’re giving him. 

“Fuck, you’re so good at this,” you moan, meeting Neil’s eyes below you.

Neil doesn’t respond but instead dips his tongue into your entrance, twisting it as he starts fucking you with it. Your grip on his hair tightens as you start rocking your hips on his tongue. 

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” you seethe, feeling warmth spreading in your belly.

Neil replaces his tongue with two fingers, moving his focus back to your clit as he sucks on it, pounding his fingers into you. He finds your G spot relatively quickly, considering you nearly jump out of your skin when he rubs his fingertips against it. You’re a mess, sweating, moaning, and swiveling your hips shakily on Neil’s mouth and fingers. 

“I’m close,” you warn, the tight knot in your stomach threatening to come undone any moment.

Neil picks up his speed on flicking his tongue and harshly suckling your bundle of nerves, letting his teeth graze against it as he adds a third finger. He lets you fuck yourself on his fingers hard as he lets his teeth bite into your clit softly, sending you over the edge. Your body shakes, your legs nearly giving out on you as Neil guides you through your orgasm. He holds onto your hips, keeping you steady as you buck them wildly. When you slow down, panting, he removes his fingers and sucks off your juices from them.

“You’re a filthy little fucker,” you chuckle, running a hand through your hair as you dismount from Neil’s face.

Everything about Neil acting weird and ornery around you suddenly makes sense. From the sneaky glances during game nights to him occasionally stopping in your video store to snoop for no reason, it was all for you. Just like everything you did was all for him as well. 

“So who wins this round, hm?” he asks jokingly, wiping his face with the back of his arm.

“Truce?” you ask sweetly, moving to sit on Neil’s fully clothed thighs.

Neil sighs, a weak smile on his lips, “Sure.”

“Now take off your pants,” you urge, “It’s time for round two of this game.”

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Hug Me!

gn!reader x malleus draconia

your lover wants to drown you with their affection but doesn't know how, until you beat them to it.

note: ok so it's been a while since i last wrote something i am sorry if it is a bit rusty 😔 and i tried writing in a 2nd point of view let me know what you guys think abt it ^^

Walking down the trail back to the Ramshackle Dorm feels nostalgic after being stuck in the training camp for a while. Finally going back to your own dorm after a week of chaos is such a great feeling. Stretching your arms up in the air, you let the warm breeze welcome you back home.

"Never thought there would be a day that I would miss our precious dorm." While you seemed to be happy being back, Grim on the other hand is on a whole new level of joy, feeling free from everything - eyes sparkling and the fire of his ears start to go brighter.

"My sweet soft bed! No more errands from those professors and students finally I can sleep in peace."

"Grim wait- and there he goes." Before saying another word, the cat monster immediately speed towards their dorm leaving you alone on the trail. '

Silly Grim, I'll make sure that he gets his favorite tuna later.'

The prefect continue walking down the trail enjoying the scenery - birds chirping, tree leaves dancing in the air and a certain dorm leader standing in front of their garden.

Such a wonderful sight brought a smile to your face as you quietly walked behind the person - trying to give them a scare by covering their eyes but then unexpectedly your surprised (eye color) eyes met excited bright green ones.

"Child of man, you are back. You were gone for some time." Malleus muttered, his hands holding your hands together gently as if anytime you are going away for another long time. Seeing how your lover looks like a sad dragon, you find your hand patting his head and gave him a kiss on his hand.

"I missed you too, Mal! Let me tell you what happened during the camp, I wished you were there." The two of you sat together under the tree near the garden, Malleus laying comfortably on your lap as you continuously run your fingers through his hair and horns. From morning till noon, the ravenette listen to all of your story with an unknowing pout on his face.

'It's been a while since I last saw you.' Being away from you for some time made the dragon yearn for your affection and wants to drown you with his own love. 'But you look so happy talking about other humans.'

Hearing stories of you having fun without him makes him a little sad. A sigh escaped his lips making you sneak a glance at Malleus' face. Noticing how his mood changed, you poke his forehead with a finger and let out a giggle when he somehow looked confused with your actions.

"(Nickname) why did you stop?" He sat up and look at you curiously. You crossed your arms in front of your chest and puff your cheeks out - looking the other way with a huff.

"Aren't you forgetting something? I am really hurt." Although you said it as a joke, there are so many thoughts running to the Draconia's mind at the moment. Did you get offended in some way? Or did you read his mind? Did you not like his hair condition?

A laugh cut his brainstorming in a halt and all of his problems were solved the moment you opened your arms wide with a grin.

"You goofy dragon. Hug me!"

Ah, it was so easy. How can he be so foolish? Malleus chuckled at his own dilemma, looking directly to your eyes before engulfing you into a warm hug - burying his head to your neck and let out a soft sigh as if he is in the safest place in this wonderland.

"I am really back home, Mal."

"Welcome home, my love."

and little did they know something will happened in the future *ahem* chapter 7 *ahem* anyways i can't wait for diasomnia's ssr dorm cards like SEBEK'S CARD IS SAUR PRETTY IM SO GLAD I GOT HIM 🥹

as always i hope u guys enjoyed and hopefully i am not shadowbanned?? if i got shadowban i will reblog this over andd over again i need everyone to know abt my malleus fluff before angst agenda 👹

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[snicker-snacc]

Hi!! Glad you're back now:D I hope you've had an awesome year (other than the shadowban lmao). I'd love to hear your favorite book/movie/song from this year (all of them if you want!) Have a great holiday and I hope to see you more this next year🐮❤️

🥹💖 💗💕

Favorite song: hard to pick! I am still obsessed with Fall Out Boys new album So Much (For) Stardust, and I saw Avenged Sevenfold live this summer and I loved "(O)rdinary" the most from that album I think.

But #1 has to go to "Lost", the unreleased single from Linkin Park. It brought back a lot of Feelings I hadn't thought about since Chester died. It was a very emotional experience listening to it for the first time.

Best book is easy, Cosmoknights by Hannah Temple. Guys. **Guys**. It's GAYS IN SPACE JOUSTING FOR PRINCESSES AND CRUSHING THE PATRIARCHY. Everyone needs to read it. I don't care if you hate reading. It's a beautiful graphic novel and I will shout about it until the day I die.

I watched like 3 movies all year but Spiderverse was always going to win. We knew that before it even came out.

Happy holidays to those who celebrate & happy winter season to those who dont!!!! It's so nice to be back. I missed you guys while tumblrs "little glitch" sorted itself out.

[tahinnia]

💜💜💜 Thank you for the new follows!! None of them are bots so I'm very surprised but also very happy.

Tahinnia is just an OC & I'm very unorthodox with her… I try to keep my expectations low. I am smiling like a big dork right now how new people just give her a chance.

I still want to make blogs for my other OC's. I plan to work on it when I have more energy. Now esp how shadowbans are apparently a thing (another failure attempt of Tumblr trying to stop bots), I think this is the safest way to protect my bigger blogs from potential shadowban when the muse is high. The canons muses will remain on their multimuse blogs bc everybody wants to interact with canons.

Anyway, despite the downs I had & there was even a time where I was on the point where I wanted to delete this blog…

I'm so glad how this blog runs so well for an OC blog now!!

[invisiblegarters]

Tokyo in April is...Finale

Now that tumblr has officially stopped ghosting me, I told myself I wasn't going to go backwards. What's done is done, the two weeks I was shadowbanned will fade into the ether, I don't have the energy for it, etc.

But well, this is the finale. So I am making an exception.

Riveting stuff, I know.

When we left off, Sanada the creeptastic fuckwit was about to SA Ren and there's no way Kazuma was going to make it in time and I was very WTF Japan about it all, like a very naive little Japanese BL watcher. More fool I, I say.

Kazuma is still running to his love interest but yeah, he's not gonna make it before Ren suffers even more, the poor man.

Oh, except he does make it! Oh thank goodness. I thought it was a little dark for the MBS slot but well, Japan, you know?

Anyway he beats the shit out of Sanada as he should, and stops well before I would, if I'm honest. And yay, Ren's pen recording picked up the whole thing.

Damn Sanada you really are the worst. Ugh.

More running to the love interest. To be fair Ren is trying to run away again so this time the sprinting is kind of warranted.

Man this is an awkward place to have a confession. But needs must, I suppose. It is a really sweet one. I hope it's getting through to Ren at least a little.

And ooh he pulled out the aishiteru. Damn. And no one's even dying.

I really feel for both of them here. Kazuma didn't know, but he feels responsible, Ren didn't do anything wrong, but he shouldered the blame. But at least now they can finally meet each other with nothing between them, and it might work out? I'm feeling hopeful now, because even if Ren didn't say the word back it's patently obvious he loves Kazuma too - has loved him for years.

Yeah I knew mom knew that Kazuma and Ren weren't what Ren let them all believe. I just had that feeling.

Oh I love the way they look all tangled together in bed like that. What a perfect way to show exactly how interwoven they are. Kazuma's mom is so right. Even if Ren wanted to run - and I really really doubt the has any real interest in it - no way Kazuma would let him.

Honestly the sweet way Kazuma treats Ren kills me. He's so damn reverent.

Oh, Japan. Your cinematography kills me in the best way. Not a shot wasted.

Oh ugh at the big boss CEO or whatever is such a slimeball, too. He doesn't get Ren at all does he? Of course he's not going to let Sanada's BS go. That's not him.

Pfft okay Kazuma's whole coming out to his mom and Ren's exasperation is hilarious. Thank you for giving me that, show. It was needed. And aw, they're wearing couple rings! Cute.

Aw, Hide is their crybaby friend. Everyone should have at least one. :D

Okay they are really sweet. I love them. And I'm so glad they're getting their happy ending.

"...I won't let you go anymore. I won't let you out of my sight." What did I say? I told you Ren is stuck with Kazuma forever now.

I really enjoyed this. Japan, when you miss you really miss, but when you don't I just adore you. 9/10

[setsugekka]

Can I tell you a fun little story? Doesn't matter I'm going to tell you anyways.

So what seems like forever ago I discovered a HJ fic on AO3. I loved it. It became one of my favorite works of literature. I craved more stories from the author. Immediately. Only problem was, it was an orphaned account. I was absolutely devastated. Crushed. All hope was lost.

But then, while reading the comments, I saw a reply from the orphaned author linking their tumble blog. Hope! A beacon in the dark! I followed that link, excited to read every piece of work that author had put out into the universe. Only to be crushed once again, for the Tumblr account was also deactivated. I decided to mourn, but not to despair, for atleast I had one story to enjoy over and over from this unknown author.

Then, a few days ago, while reading that story once again I thought to myself "Why not try that link again?" So I did, and my heart nearly burst out of my chest when it worked. The author had returned. The world had color and clarity again. Birds were singing. The sun was warm and shining.

That author, is you. Paradise Lost is such an amazing story. I was immediately obsessed with it, and I am beyond happy and excited that you are revising it. I look forward to reading your other works, and most of all I am so happy to finally be able to tell the author just how much I LOVED their writing.

oh i was SUPER SAT for this wild ride 🪑🪑!!

SORRY ABOUT ALL OF THE MADNESS IN REGARDS TO...WHERE I WRITE THINGS. lmao. it seems like you caught me at a pretty bizarre time in my writing life where i was mostly stationed on tumblr but was not enjoying my time, so i deleted it and freed myself and removed all the brainworms about numbers and interactions and all that and wrote entirely on ao3 for a while.

this is especially funny because i actually just recently started using this username again jfghjf so if you had done this experiment like, a week or two ago you wouldn't have found me still 🕵🏻‍♀️

i'm glad to hear paradise lost has been such a joy for you and has been worth all of the trials and tribulations in relation to it! if you want another long read i have a series called letters to a ruined king on ao3, which again, you'd never know was mine since most of my reader insert stuff is orphaned from the account! @svnthpop i link to my ao3 here (afraid of linking it from here and getting shadowbanned again...)

other than that! atarashī on the lineup coming soon hehe. thank you so much for this it has been such a treasure for me to read, and i'm glad to know that we've finally found one another 💗 welcome home.

[loopeyfluff]

get to know your tumblr friends ❤️

Rules: (If I tagged you, please do not feel obligated to do this) tag some (9) people you want to know better and/or catch up with, then answer the questions below! — tagged by @swordsmans THANKU SM :DDDD I LOVED UR ZOLU FANFIC WITH ALL MY HEART AND IM SO GLAD U TAGGED ME (๑´▽｀๑ )!!!

Last Song: Monster by YOASOBI (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ*

Three Ships: I COULDN’T AGREE MORE ABOUT NAKAMASHIP????? In the most familial sense!!! There’s this one piece song (oretachi wa family) WHICH HAS THE WHOLE CREW VOICE ACTOR’S SINGING ABOUT BEING NOT FRIENDS, NOT SIBLINGS, BUT FAMILY!!!!! (Which is great cause im not the biggest fans of shoving the strawhats into traditional nuclear family roles like moms or what not anyways) AND IT’S THE NAKAMASHIP I LOVE IN MY LIFE :DDD My top ship from the last fandoms i was in is serirei and geraskier, i am extremely fond of both of them and i hope they continue being funky and gay!

Currently Reading: im on my one piece reread (im just getting to enies lobby), but im going to read THE ADVENTURE ZONE 11TH HOUR GRAPHIC NOVEL very soon!!! IM SOOO EXCITED HAHAHAHAH

Last Movie: A rewatch of Anne Frank the animated movie :3 Tho i only rewatched it half way, the full last movie i watched was mean girls

Craving: nothing in particular, but im on an art excursion and im about to have some fancy dinner prepared by this fancy place, so im hyped :DD

I’m Tagging: @staryeclipse ( @artystary incase shadowban ping doesnt work) (ONE OF THE OG TUMBLR MUTUALS OF ALL TIMES!!! And a certified cutie patootie and super gamer), @notahorseindisguise (funny person alert), @shablonkamightcry (rlly cool person alert), @ifollowpeoplewhoithinkarecool (can’t find a username nerd alert), @rainbowtie32 (IS LEIK LITERALLY MY CLONE ALERT????), @eonslice, @mypeachsoulcreator (i see u liking my posts n im curious about what connection made u follow me °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°) , @arowanaprincess (a couple yrs ago i followed a drawing-prompts post where i drew one of ur ocs and then u followed my art blog (fluffyartblog but it used to be called USartblog) and i think u were one of my first non friend followers and i get vry happy when i see u in my notifs every now and then!!!), @ace-no-isha (big fan of ur one piece tangents, keep up the good work :3)

[onlyseokmins]

Hey there!!!!! I really liked the hoshi smut, tigers dominion. I am on the verge of cryinghggg it was so freaking good. When will we having a part 2? And please can you send me the good form for svthub

Hi!! ❤️ Thank you so much 😙 ATD has become my baby fr I'm so glad ppl are enjoying it ~ I've been bouncing between a few drafts/requests as well as starting part 2 but I'll be honest, I don't have a time line rn of when I'll finish it but I'll be sure to keep everyone (willingly or not) updated when I get closer to a more completed state (or maybe drop it unsuspectingly /j)

As for the svthub tagging form, it's actually closed rn! It's gotten a lil overwhelming for the admins but I'm more than happy to just add you to my list I've been keeping if that's fine? Is this blog okay to be tagged cuz I think u might be shadowbanned?

If there are other fics you'd like to be tagged for as well, do lmk I can slap your name down for the other writers as well 🤔

Please check out the network where we'll be reblogging subsequent stories from our writers @/svthub!

In all seriousness, thank you so much for the interest and excitement, I do recall seeing u in my notifs before <3

horangHEY ఇ ◝‿◜ ఇ

[raamitsu]

*hugs* you are back to your old acc! I hope you are doing well my friend.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW’S JJK EPISODE I AM UP TO DATE WITH THE MANGA SO I KNOW. I CANNOT WAIT TO GIF IT. ^^ I hope your family is doing well my friend. Take breaks when you can.

🫂 *phew* Thankfully! I’m glad the issue has fixed. Shadowban really got me a bit scared lol. I hope you’re doing well too, my friend <3

Also, thank you for your contribution to JJK fandom with your gifs 🙏🏼 You’re one of our backbones 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 Love how we collectively couldn’t wait to see more actions of our beloved characters but sadly it’s about to end sooner than we thought 😭 Still, I believe we all are so infinitely happy to see them after two years, and we’re going to watch the animated version of Shibuya Arc next month 💀 Hahah, nevertheless we’re excited!!

Oh my, how sweet of you! I wish the same to you and your family, love 🤍 You shall take a break too! You’ve worked hard! ;)

[person-personified]

I posted 2,409 times in 2022

35 posts created (1%)

2,374 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@hattalove

@ttimbradford

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@911bts

I tagged 1,766 of my posts in 2022

Only 27% of my posts had no tags

#911 fox - 708 posts

#evan buckley - 223 posts

#eddie diaz - 216 posts

#buddie - 159 posts

#in the tags - 110 posts

#words - 86 posts

#!!! - 83 posts

#911 bts - 77 posts

#911 meta - 69 posts

#art - 69 posts

Longest Tag: 131 characters

#i gotta think...❤️‍🔥is like. beautiful and aesthetic. but a bit uncommon?i love 💖 especially with some✨✨ but i use 💕 most often.

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

reeba !!! taylor !!! midnights!!! omg did you have any idea ?!?!?!? it's always out of nowhere i swear aksdfjjj :') <33

hi!! hello!!

no I fucking did not like. she was doing interviews like no I don't have another album in me just yet, I'm so tired, I thought new album would take a few years??

like obviously it's been nearly 2 years since evermore but there's the rerecordings. and also I think I've been spoilt by the folklore/evermore release schedule because I feel...empty that we don't have the tracklist or like we're not getting the whole album + mv immediately after the announcement 😅

it looks so good though! I first saw her red carpet look waking up mid sleep to check something and I thought oh so rep? and then I woke up and my friend was screaming about the new album

the aesthetic looks so gooooood. I might invest in a good eyeshadow palette so I can make her blue eyeshadow look my personality for a bit✨

also hello? louis and taylor having their albums out within a month of each other? louaylor rights!!

4 notes - Posted August 29, 2022

#4

reeba!!! happy new year, my dear ✨🎉!! im so glad to have had so many silly and serious and everything-in-between conversations with you this past year 😊💫💖 i hope the new year brings a million happy moments, exciting opportunities, and pockets of peace for you 💌🥰

essie <333 happy slightly belated new year🎉🎆 I'm so glad YOU reached out after seeing my random tag rambles😭🥺🥺 because I don't think. I would have. and then I wouldn't have an insanely talented friend who's also? so good at getting the weird intangible thoughts and feelings that I am usually too insecure to talk about to most people. we're matching brain waves on a facet of ourselves and I am very very grateful to have known you this past year<3

thank you for all the wishes omg, same for you!! a million happy moments and a sense of fulfilment, progress and contentment with life. and the strength to step out of our comfort zones and reach for happiness💗💖

also I put in fireworks but I detest those irl, considering I cover my ears when balloons pop. so I hope your ears survived intact 😬

4 notes - Posted January 2, 2022

#3

(also, no need to answer, just want to say i see about the flooding and i'm thinking about you <3 that must feel really scary and sad, i hope you and your loved ones are doing okay, sending love <3 <3 <3)

thank you, my area is safe but the country as a whole. all the provinces are effected, so many lives and livelihoods destroyed...it's really bad out there. and videos and constant updates are..emotionally taxing but if you put it in the back of your mind, you just get busy with your life and you forget those people who will need months until they can even begin to start rebuilding there lives.

and of course crops were effected so prices of some stuff are already high and they'll only get higher. and we already have shitty price hikes due to a recent change in government after some political turmoil. but thank God for private non-profits who actually help the people instead of looting donations

sorry this is. a lot. I just wish there was more I could do besides donating. hopefully volunteer activities will crop up after the initial situation has been stabilized so I can do something that isn't limited by my finances

5 notes - Posted August 29, 2022

#2

reeba !!! are you back from the land of the shadowbanned??! also, what track are you claiming off midnights 👀🌙💫

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii essie🥰🥰

I am back from the land of the shadowbanned alright, so back in fact that when I saw half your ask in my notifications saying are you back from the land of... I didn't have the slightest inkling what this could be about and like a perfectly normal person, I wondered, why does essie think I'm in the land of the dead? 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

as for claiming tracks, not to be (more) dramatic, I don't what's going on, idk who I AM? because like I cannot decide a track to claim. like this has never happened in any of the album releases I've been through so far. but like. lavender haze, maroon or midnight rain. like I think I want something s o f t. and side A sounds softer but I feel like the titles are going to be very misleading regarding the vibe? I am CERTAIN that whatever song I claim will not be my favorite. only two more sleeps till we know🕛⏳

How are you faring with this claiming business that I'm pathetically failing at😂

6 notes - Posted October 20, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

hey hi how are you ☺️✨ (i typed this and my brain went ‘how’s life, tell me how’s your family’ even though i haven’t listed to that song in FOREVER aksjjj but i’m off to rectify that now <3)

hi essie!! ☀️✨✨

to be very honest, I'm just... tired 😅 I'm trying to juggle some uni stuff with a part-time job and utterly failing at time management. like I COULD give up the me time but at what cost? losing my soul? so I'm just sacrificing sleep etc 🥳🥳

oof not back to decemberrrrr. i don't think I've heard it since 9th grade except once with red tv but I remember it all too well🤪

I think that's what the kids these are calling 'core memories'

how are you?? how's life and your family (feline family)

7 notes - Posted March 20, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[junisfics]

Hey Juni! I really love your ‘the worthy’ series I struggle with mental health and it brightens my day everytime you post, I am kind of an artist and I have an Instagram account for my work (even tough it’s being shadowbanned atm idk why) and it’s keeping me occupied since I had to drop college this year. Just wanted to let you know that I willing to do original fanart for your series for free if you would like :) -anon 😏 (I think this one isn’t taken)

ahhhhh omg !!1!1!1!!1 i'm so glad you like it !! and i'm so so happy i can help you in more ways than one, that rly means so much to me and is why i do what i do

i would absolutely love to have you make fanart for the worthy!!!! thank you so much for even offering that for me !!! you don't have to do it for free, i'm more than willing to pay for your hard work, especially since it's for my series ! but if you insist, then ill go with whatever you'd like 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

i hope you get un-shadowbanned, i know how annoying that is :/// i send you good energies to your account and art

thank you so much !!!!!

[imagining-in-the-margins]

Some Assorted Anon Answers! New Chapter for TB&TB 🐇will be out tomorrow (4/29) at 9PM UTC!

(I have more, but I cannot answer them all right now)

1. This made me so happy. I'm always worried that I get less interaction or that people dislike this format. I know it's not the easiest thing in the world to read them all (since you have to bounce back and forth). But I really hate the idea of spamming everyone's feeds. That's why I try to limit myself to five posts a day. That, and I get shadowbanned very easily.

I hope you're having a wonderful day, too! Thank you for the kind words! You really didn't have to say anything, so I really appreciate that you took time out of your day to say something nice.

2. [TB&TB Spoilers, NSFW] First of all, the fact you did the math for this is admirable and touching. I love you. Second, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but that is not what happens in Chapter 16! At least, not in the way you probably expect.

But, fret not. Trust me.

3. [NSFW] Heheh. I will say nothing until tomorrow after 9PM UTC.

4. Hi, friend! I'm looking for Diverse OCs. So, any OC that is not the typical short, skinny, pretty white girl, essentially (lmao). Feel free to send whatever! I'll probably add more groups as I find them (like someone sent me some about Abused!Reader and a Reader with cancer).

5. Yes! I've finally finished it. Unfortunately, one of my beta readers had something personal come up and I am SWAMPED at work for the next week, so it'll have to go up on Monday (5/3). Should be up then, though.

6. Awwwe, I'm glad to hear it. It really, honestly makes me sad to reject requests. I know people are just excited to see their daydreams turned to words (that's why I love writing, after all!). I really do try my hardest to find someone willing to take it. A lot of writers are desperately seeking requests, I have a surplus, and they will do a much better job than me.

I'm happy to share the love!!!

7. I admire the fuck outta you!!! Unfortunately I have bad experienced with MBTI thanks to an ex-boyfriend, lmao. I will also say that it's hard for systems, because we have gotten several types. It's almost never consistent. The host has been told she is an ENTP most often. I (Pom) usually get ISFJ.

Yeah. lmao. It makes sense, considering the host is a lawyer (Debator type) and I am a caretaker (Defender type).

That being said, I'm generally very critical of the roots of the MBTI tests. They were created by non-scientists and intended to be utilized purely for profit and corporate greed. But I know personality tests are just for fun, and I like to use them for character development sometimes!

Also, if you ask me, I think you're killing the Tumblr thing. I'm so glad you're here and I hope you continue to enjoy yourself for many days to come!

You truly matter, too ❤️

8. [NSFW] Ah! I am so excited for Fuzzy Pants!!! It's going to be so freaking cute!!!

9. I have absolutely no idea what this is in reference to, but I am honored, and I love you, too. 🥰

[toru-oikawas-milkbread]

New Notice

Now I’m even more annoyed because a bitch cannot even comment on her own posts anymore, I am going to respectfully pass away 😐

If anyone has Twitter and would like to talk to me better, you can always DM me there and I will respond because I’m not shadowbanned there 😒 (https://twitter.com/TMilkbread) 

@daia-chan Honestly I don’t understand it very well, but I’m like not seen by a lot of people, I can’t comment, I can’t be seen in likes or comments on other people’s posts, etc., it’s like... boring and I detest it 😒

@thesimphouse I’m so glad that you can see me!! Tumblr is mean to me for no reason 😞 I’m only doing god’s work because nobody else will, tf 

@lazybutsmexy All of my works??? We love a dedicated reader 🎉 I post a lot of nonsense, so I’m sure I’m on your feed a lot 😭 you don’t have to apologize for not rebloging, do whatever you want to love. If you only like my content, I’m just as happy 💕

@gothpuppo Thank you!! You’re so sweet. I see you in my notifs and I smile a lot seeing regulars ❤️ I’m sorry I’m shadowbanned too because I can hardly do anything 😑 it’s like having a secondary blog again. Hopefully Tumblr un-shadowbans me fast, because I do not enjoy this 😭 you have a good day/evening as well, love! 

@iwaizoomiess I don’t know if this will alert you guys, but hi! My sun is Gemini 😌 Tumblr is now on my shit list for several reasons 😒 ooo, I’m not sure who else I know that’s a Pisces moon, but that’s interesting! I love astrological stuff 😭

@sseoulless Hi!!!! 

@kurootrash Thank you so much 🥺 I’m so glad that you like my blog! 

[alloveroliver]

Author Interview

I was tagged by @peacheat and @dear-mrs-otome THANK YOU GUYS!!! (I also added more Qs if you want to answer those as well *sweats*)

Name: Ash Knight

Fandoms: Now: MLQC, Ikemen Revolution, Ikemen Vampire, Ikemen Sengoku, Mystic Messenger, annnnnd one or two other otomes I like lol.  Want to do in the future: Obey Me (Currently playing) Ikemen Genjiden (translating got to be too much but its GOOD!) Tokyo Debunkers (when it comes out in April!!!)

Where You Post: Mostly Tumblr but also Ao3!

Most Popular One-Shot:  By far Victor x MC “In This Moment.” I’m glad cuz I spent a lot of time on this one and I love the concept of Victor stopping time because he know’s he’s going to miss MC <3

Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: Mmm, I don’t have any muli fics yet BUT I do have 10 chapters of my blood thirsty fics!  they are all oneshots though. 

Favorite Story You Wrote: Its actually my first Oliver fic I posted around Aug of 2018 (Omg have I been doing this for that long???) It needs to be rewritten BUT heres the link. Oliver x MC “Giving Up Control” I still think about this fic often lmfao. Femdoming Oliver is 🤤👌

Story You Were Nervous to Post: Ooof, a recent Oliver fic. Only because it had alcohol themes and smoliver asking her on a date. Just due to his curse and things I didn't want to change too much but it was all consensual with adult Oliver. I was just nervous some people would read into it and take it the wrong way :( Oliver x MC “In A Perfect World You’re Happy With Me” (Looking back at it, it actually got a good response! I am surprised cuz I posted it then tried to put it out of my mind lol. #thanksanxiety

How You Choose Your Titles: First thing that comes to mind. Song lyrics, one word that sticks out in the fic. Or if its a common word or a word/title I’ve used before I put it into One Look Reverse Dictionary and find a similar word that means the sameish thing. I don’t dwell on titles too much tbh. 

Completed: Last I counted, I had over 500 short stories under my belt. You can read them all on my blog but not everything was put into my masterlist. This was just due to the tumblr purge we had and I had to make a new masterlist since a lot of my fics got shadowbanned due to the tagging system back then. I didnt wanna repost them all lol

Incomplete: I have an entire spreadsheet that I plop all my ideas on... and it is FULL. I organize it by fandom, suitor, and fluff vs. smut. Ummmmmm.... See below: Coming soon lol. 

Do You Outline? I usually start writing when I have an idea and if I need to step away from my computer I will do a quick outline. AKA just some quick bullet points of what I was thinking would happen next lol. If I ever take the time to properly do a full outline, I 100% go off the rails and do my own thing away from the outline. I am what is called a ‘discovery writer’ lol. I discoverer my own story as i write it then go back and edit it and act like I knew what I was doing all along lmfao.

Coming Soon/Not Yet Started: I have 3 substantial WIPS (like 2-3k words) I bounce between that I’m working on. Victor x Mc, Vincent x MC and Faust x MC. 

A plan to do part 2 of Gavin x MC’ s ”Distortion” . 

I also have an long running AU fic with Gavin x MC (8k currently) but that is far away from being done lol. 

There is also an 11 chapter fic I am planning. I have 2 chapters written but I cant seem to figure out one major plot detail and its keeping me from getting it done anytime soon :( 

There is a chapter fic im writing for a cradle born MC, however its a mesh of our MC and my OC and its kinda complicated. Also its fluff and I’m less interested in writing that BUT I really want to share this story <3

Valentines day is actually prob going to be the next thing yall see from me tbh and that is TBD

Do You Accept Prompts? I used to every once in a while but I have so many WIPS and no personal computer at home rn. (SOON THOUGH!) So I don’t have the chance to write as much in my free time as I used to. I’ll take prompts but I let them sit in my ask box until I am able to write them <3. I am not the person to ask people to stop sending them, cuz I like to see what yall want me to write and take that into consideration for sure. I like taking asks for Thirsty Thursday (even if its not thurs, I will hold onto them until then) and answer them 😍 I love those because more people are involved other than me and I like being a part of something bigger than myself 🤗

Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited to Write: My Victor x MC story. Its UMMMMM........ ITS SLOW BURN YALL. LIKE WHO AM I?! lmfao. 

*(I am going to personally add a few questions to this tag that I am interested in knowing about others as well lol)*

What do you use to edit?: I pay for Grammarly (its AMAZING even the free version is super worth it) 

For word meanings, synonyms, and better wording I use OneLook Reverse Dictionary ALL THE TIME for every single fic. (and like I said before, to help with titles)

When I feel like something is off and grammarly doesn’t quite know and I don’t know, I put the fic through Hemmingway Editor. It tells you HOW readable a sentence is. If its hard to read I rewrite it and make things a bit simpler for the eyes. Its free in the browser. 

Writing setup: Ideally, the sun is coming in through the window, It’s cool inside, I’m wearing a fuzzy sweater, I have hot coffee or tea, and my head phones are in. 

I listen to lofi music station on youtube but If its distracting I put on lofi without lyrics. I love THIS playlist. (this is live so it’ll prob break but here’s an alt link to their offline playlist) If I am in an upbeat mood I like “Electropose” music. Or I listen to the ‘setting’ a fic is in. Like if its raining in the story, I put on rain ambiance and things like that. 

Do you use a beta reader? No 😬, not really. Anytime I have someone beta read and they comment on the content and not the editing I get way too nervous to post the fic and suddenly it get sick to my stomach laskjdlsdj. I trust a couple gals to beta read in an editing mind set but I don’t bother them all the time. I like to go balls to the walls and trust grammarly, post the damn thing, and bite my nails hoping for the best. 

Where do you get your writing inspo?: Bruh, #1 READING! Reading books, reading fics, reading summaries for things. Also, reading the routes in otomes, watching anime, and letting my mind wonder lol. I also like to chat with people on discord and let the stories unfold. Inspo has also come from a lot of my dreams tbh. My dreams are hella vivid and I try to write them down when I wake up if they are interesting lol. 

Can we get a quote from an upcoming WIP?: 

[     Without cars and crowds, the evening wind picked up nothing but serene sounds. Crickets gently chirped and leafs quietly brushed one another. The branches rustled together, making an organic symphony that the wind carried up to the balcony you leaned on. 

*****’s warm hands ran up and down your forearms, warming your chilled skin. From behind, he bent forward and nipped at the shell of your ear. 

“Is that better?” His silky hands moved faster, creating heated friction. 

“Mmm,” You relished in the sensation. “Much better.”

His gentle chuckle against your pulse made you wiggle into him. ***** pressed his solid chest against your back and sighed. “Maybe if you were wearing more than just my shirt, you wouldn’t be so chilly.” 

“I just want to be out here for a moment. The fresh air is nice.” You pressed your lips together into a small smile and angled your face up to him. “Don’t you agree?”  ]

tagging: @somethinglacking @pseudofaux @tarralin @steph-writing @kiarigirl @otonymous @jennacat84 @xathia-89 @toloveawarlord @moonlit--river @thequeenshuntress @thirstyforbishiesimagines <3 Honestly I want to tag more people but I don’t wanna be annoying SO if you do this feel free to tag me cuz I am soooooo curious about other writers! Lets be friendsssss <3 

[go-redgirl]

Baltimore Is A Cesspool

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INDIVIDUALS/COMMENTS/POSTS:

Funtran Tran1 month ago

You look so young, beautiful and smart! I hope you awake many young Black Americans!

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Mary Amezcua1 month ago

Unfortunately, you will find this problem, in most urban blue cities and states, look what they’re doing to CA!37

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Mr Theron1 month ago

So happy you are back! I was afraid you had been shadowbanned and I couldn't find you! God bless you and your family!47

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Solving Politics

Welcome back Tracy! Racist is what leftists scream because they can’t compete on issues!

Casey Dude1 month agoI'm soooo tired of a fake media that's obsessed with race. 

ALL Americans look the same to me... We are all Red, White & Blue. Americans want to help thier fellow Americans in the inner cities, 

But they're being held hostage by the corrupt con-artists who run the citys. 

Just pray we/Trump can break the "spell". God bless.

REPLY DuffousTurd 711 month agoI 

love to find new Americans that have woken up...new sub (:

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Zaphod Bebelbrox1 month agoGlad to see you Tracy. 

I thoroughly enjoy hearing you speak. 

May God bless you and keep you and yours always

MIHAI COZEA2 weeks ago

Dear Tracy you are a great american patriot, greetings from a white man from Canada.

Rene Harper2 weeks ago

Live in MD area too!!! Thank You!!! I  am so happy to know as a black woman that I'm not the "only one". I'm glad I found yr channel.🤗

Frogs86471 month ago

I am so happy I found your channel! 

Thank you for your words of common-sense. I thank God and pray for our President and America every day!

Don Quijote1 month ago

Anything or anyone who threatens the 90% threshold of democrat voting must be squahed/smeared

Jim Clark1 month ago (edited)Agree with you 100%. 

 Your comments regarding racial stereotypes that you have been called, and subsequently owned, is pretty much how many of us in the Caucasian community feel about being labeled as racists.  

We also see that in the same light as it pertains to Donald Trump. That is part of the reason why his poling numbers among many of us have not wavered, the left has lost it's collective mind. 

 I never want to see anyone fail, harmed, or otherwise abused, skin color be damned, but I have just come to accept that I am a racist because I was born with a skin tone that is lacking in pigment, a condition that I had absolutely no control over. 

 I think there are many people that are starting to see through the leftist lies to be honest with you. It is what it is. Thanks for sharing your thoughts.Read more

Norm Babbitt1 month ago

Thank you for speaking out on this.  Portland, Oregon, where I live has become a haven for loiterers, homeless (lying all over downtown on the sidewalks with lots of cursing and yelling obscenities, and mis-behavior, Antifa radicals and protests galore, including against the use of straws!  The police are given confusing orders, and seem afraid to do anything much.  I don't blame the officers.  

They're in between a rock and a hard place, not wanting to be condemned for taking any action.

I AM A VIKING1 week ago

And yet Cummings will shed SOME CROC TEARS over ILLEGALS as his own voters live in poverty......so thanks Elijah!

charles davis1 month ago (edited)Thank you. 

As soon as the MSM became controlled by socialists, many still believe what they say. I went to high school with many blacks that felt as you, they were Christian Conservatives but didn't realize it. 

Thank you again for changing your life and chose to take control. I was not a Trump fan when the whole thing began, but when I saw the debates, he impressed me more at each debate. 

The one that will always stick in my mind is when Dr Carson was called out, who can't hear very well so he stopped at just past the edge of the curtain out of view looking confused. 

I saw all of the candidates walk past Dr Carson giving him taunting smiles and continued on their way. Well Trump was called, started his walk and he saw Dr Carson standing by himself because he could not hear the moderator. 

Trump came to a complete stop behind Dr Carson, told him it was his turn to go out . No, he didn't walk past laughing at Dr Carson  , he made sure to show Dr Carson the respect he deserves. That was my defining moment, Trump is getting my vote.Read more

Firecracker CT1 month ago (edited)

Hello, my fellow Patriot, and welcome back! 

 You hit so many great points. Detroit, San Francisco, Baltimore and LA are trashed. Blows my mind. You spoke the truth when you said they're all Democrat run cities and basically sunk. My perpetual question is why some former Democrats wake up and see the light, like you did, and some keep eating the bullsh*t sandwiches the Democrats hand out? Apparently people don't do their own investigation into candidates. EC should be ashamed of his district. 

 The "squad" makes me laugh! Since when is someone of Palestinian descent, "a woman of color"? On a job app, she's white. If I were black, I'd be pissed she's acting like she knows what blacks have suffered in the past. 

"The 4 Nitwits" are trying to make a name and push an agenda; they offer zero real value and I consider them all dissidents. 

Omar may find herself in a fraud lawsuit if people keep digging dirt on her and her alleged marriage to her brother so she should sit down and shut up! 

AOC = millennial bust and a joke, talking about consider not having kids, gonna build a train from here to everywhere and the world will end in 12 years. 12 years?? 12??? Not 11?Didn't know she had a mathematical science deree, because she comes out with some numbers no one can understand, like trillions of dollars for, 

"The Green New Deal". I don't have a clue who the black girl in their "squad" is, how and who she represents or what she stands for. Aah... "Racist." 

When I hear that word, I tune out the rest of the conversation. Some people think "racist" is a hurtful word because anyone who isn't an actual racist knows they can't prove they're not; what the word "racist" tells me is the opponent has no valid argument. You're a bad@$$, girl. Keep up the great work! Great to see you're back.