Being seen can make you rageful
Being seen can make you feel loved
Being seen can be about exploitation
Being seen can be about understanding but not intruding
Being seen can be both the most wonderful and most horrifying thing to ever happen to you, and it all depends on who sees you
Nope has caused a physical shift somewhere deep in my soul and I am not ok
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I am so tired of the couple in the apartment above ours constantly yelling at each other - which then also makes their baby/toddler cry.
they must be SO loud. the walls are really thick, we tested it before everyone else moved in. I understand that the crying baby is loud, okay fine whatever. but the constant arguing? what the hell :)))
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It's sooo funny that I'm starting to learn more about storytelling/structural stuff/foreshadowing etc etc from a writer's perspective because I'm one of those people who can't see a plottwists if it's a neon sign blinking in their face.
Like, however obvious a book or film development is, I can guarantee you I wouldn't notice.
But also, I'm getting into the theoretical side of using that kinda stuff so I'm getting better at recognising the patterns.
And when I tell you how proud I was that I knew exactly where Nightmare Alley was going..... like from the very moment that guy, Clem?, explained how they get a geek I was like that. That's gonna happen to Stan. I know it thid exactly.
And when it happened I just looked over at my dad like "called it" and when I tell you it felt sooo great anfjskfns.
but also. it was done Really Well. would i watch the film again? not necessarily. do i want to analyse and discuss it and its themes and the storytelling devices and the way it looped around and the ending parallels the beginning? absolutely. let me talk about that PLEASE ANRBDNFBDJ
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hey, as a chronically ill person, i am not comfortable with submissions of characters who are doomed specifically because of their chronic illness. i and other chronically ill people are not doomed. we are not a tragedy. it is really really fucking unfortunate that we're treated like we are. if you are submitting a character specifically because they died because of their chronic illness, please don't actually. we are more than just the fact that we're going to die.
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I just made a private post with just "..." in it, followed by the sentence "I wanna say something but won't" in the tags, just for me to proceed talking about it, even though I said I wouldn't do it 💀🤌🏻 that's why I posted it private in the end lmao
my glorious mind also had the realization, that you can feel mentally worse, even though you didn't do anything bad or even if it's not including sadness
That's why it's called MENTAL health. It doesn't have to be noticeable from the outside...
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Tagged by @notquiteaghost for 10 songs/10 people and actually doing it so I can put my musical taste on blast lmao
I'm Gonna Win by Rob Cantor
Shut Eye by Stealing Sheep
Worried About Ray by The Hoosiers
Hell and You by Amigo the Devil
Nothing You Can Do - a game grumps remix by master sword + em one
Pelicans We by Cosmo Shelldrake
Everything Moves by Bronze Radio Return
In Hell I'll Be In Good Company by The Dead South
Monday by Imagine Dragons
Crustfall by Days N Daze
no pressure but if you like :3c @whetstonefires @olive2read @v0lumnius @mysticalchildisis @themisfitthrone @penrosesun @lentilswitheverything @marythegizka @cthulhueatingnoodles @jupitermelichios
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In a Tarkin/TK-421 mood. Wish I wasn't the only person on the planet who shipped them :\
But also random thought: TK-421 tells G7 that there's some human being stuff that the droid doesn't need to see. It's complicated and... Messy. And of course, the first thought thought is just sex and all the messiness that comes from that but also he was just talking about them talking about them talking about the silliest things. After, and sometimes during sex. And how it-the real Tarkin, the laughter- is sweet.
And maybe the emotions, maybe they're the complicated thing G7 doesn't need to see. The way he went into this to seduce his way into getting what he wanted, and afterwards, they're laughing in a safe haven few other men in the Empire can offer him and so he just... falls for this unexpected sweetness. And Wilhuff finds this hopeful sugar baby wants nothing more than a comfortable life, freedom from the army, and a droid racing career. No access to Imperial secrets or the Emperor. Unlike his normal hopeful love interests. All his new lover wants is what he can provide as a man, not as a grand moff. And that's his own safe haven.
And together, he's right. That's the right combination for fluids to lead to mess but emotions to lead to complications and neither are meant for a droid that has Imperial programming still. (Also I headcanoned that TK-421 intends that the first thing he's going to do when Tarkin gets him out of the army and settles him on Eriadu/Coruscant is wipe G7's Imperial programming. He spends their affair months working on a new mouse droid personality build. It was meant to signify freedom when even his droid was free.)
(I'm like 90% sure that that quote isn't meant to be emotional but sue me.)
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A very lunch-y dinner with so much veg… oh and some orange root plants that are absolutely not in any way a vegetable.
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mustangs fc: you don't need to pretend to have a crush on a guy just to prove that you can, and that doesn't stop you from liking girls
14 year old me: so i hear what you're saying, but that doesn't apply me and i definitely like guys exclusively what are you talking about? sometimes you just have to force yourself to like a guy so you have something to spin around in your brain and remind yourself that you like boys, that's completely normal behaviour.
me now: oh, honey. you're an idiot (affectionate)
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