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#not every ending is a death tho.
kittlyns · 5 months
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I've been getting lost in my own head so much lately
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freyadragonlord · 7 days
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How do I explain how married Han Yoojin and Sung Hyunje are in the post-epilogue Side Stories without sounding like I am exaggerating or making things up...
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theamazingannie · 3 months
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Me: I love strong m/f completely platonic relationships. We need more of them. Not every m/f pairing needs to be romantic. Let m/f parings be platonic!
"Sydney and Carmy will not have a romantic relationship in season 3 of The Bear.”
Me: N-not that one...🥺
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spookythesillyfella · 14 hours
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here's like a huge doodle / fanart dump while i finish up on project related stuff
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a drawing of madoka that im rlly proud of
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a neuvillette poster cover thing thing that i had tons of fun making
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the umpteenth drawing of hv sketch n @jumjum-crafts 's sketchbook also since i still love them
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the umpteenth and one drawing of these two for the exact same reason
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doodle of hv sketch jamming out to my favorite vocaloid song of ever
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and a page full of colin designs from ppl i really really love :3 [ @boblox-ope . @jumjum-crafts again . @francarieq . @apologetic-artist and @sylvermoths ]
#all of these were made during school hours so like im literally so sorry if these look like absolute shit#im literally like on the verge of passing out rn i have NOT eaten anything but a pancake many hours ago#it's not the end of the world tho . i need to lose weight somehow yk ???#unrelated . but i dunno why im on the verge of tears rn#like i feel as if falling to my knees and praying for death to take me like it's more intense than i usually feel it ???#whatever#im almost done with my project !!! im super happy !!!#i can't wait to finally get it done and see what you folks think >_<#also sorry if anyone who ive mentioned doesn't like getting tagged . if you want me to like not do that you can comment or dm me i guess#cool ?#cool#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis sketchbook#dhmis hv sketchbook#i had to do the creative drawing from memory cuz i was making it during music class so like it is inaccurate unfortunately#jummy dearest please don't kill me for it <3#dhmis colin#my favorite headcanon of like ever is that every version of colin that exists across multiple aus and imaginings and stuff KNOW about the –#existence of the multiverse . and they are all friends. :)#sorry for like the tag frances – ik you probably don't care about dhmis anymore and that i shouldn't bother you with this stuff but i –#– still love him super duper much and the memories i made talking about him will forever live in my heart 💌#i sound like im giving a eulogy or smth like he died or whatever .that's funny methinks#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#madoka kaname#genshin impact#genshin neuvillette#okay i think im ready to die folks#sketchbook . pull the damn trigger . darling
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layalu · 2 months
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i may not be a "good" gamer but i AM persistent u.u
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crazysnakey · 21 days
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Vislor Turlough my beloved you are so so special to me because of. how circular you are when you start off, character and motivations. his life in exile is basically a loop between "I want to go home (I want to be somewhere I belong)" and "I can never return home (I will never find a place where I belong)" and. and idk but that hurts and kind of reminds me of the doctor.
like. you want to go home. you can never go home. it’s all you’ve ever known. you have no idea what’s happening there. it’s where you were born and raised. you don’t know how things have changed since you left. it’s associated with your good memories, of family and friends and education. it’s also associated with some of your worst memories, of war and death and separation. but you want to go home. that’s the problem, isn’t it? you can’t help yearning for it, that familiarity that can’t be replicated anywhere else. it’s your home, your people, you don’t know where else to go, where else you could go. you can't go home. if you go back you will be exiled again or executed. but it’s the one place you may truly belong, you're tired of being an outsider and you want to be somewhere you belong. you will always be an outsider, you will never find somewhere you belong. you want to go home. you can never go home.
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jrueships · 3 months
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something invokes the carnal rage in me when a grown man rages like a two-year old over a video game
#it makes me think of the mothers trying to act like theyre defusing an already blown up bomb and it's literally just#idk#it just gives me the ick im srry the moment i hear one 'me' entitled statement and it's not like#clearly burnt out 'i kinda know im being ironic' ventong#venting LMAO#and just genuine sorrow for urself#over a Digital Game#i just cant srry#maybe it's my youngest to an older brother who everyone gets the ages flipped around Not just from looks but actual Acting#syndrome#and of course context plays a part too like if u have a stressful af job and just wanted to rewind? understandable. id be pissed too#but mfers who just Sit there and continue to stink the whole room up is like. ok. get some air or smthin#i do Not fuck around with throwing or damaging expensive shit ESPECIALLY if u did not pay for it#idk im naturally good at video games i think only bcs i only had access to old one that were way above my age audience#so i had to develop a sense of patterning not just to have competition but to just play the game at all#but still i have gotten frustrated at games bcs everyone gets frustrated at smthing#but usually now. at my grown age. (even tho i Rarely ever game anymore bcs i cant rlly so anything not active in my mind#bcs of Guilt and Constant Dread of Judgement)#when i find myself getting frustrated it's bcs im purposefully either playing a harder level/mode/with better ppl so i can advance#and the advancing is just not happening#i acknowledge that and accept not every difficulty can be passed at one time or at all sometimes in my limited time/care so i just either#Shut it Off. or go back down to a pace i know can just be carefree#i DO have a thing where i Need to end on a win. which is not good bcs i do that with everythin (like sports) in order to justify me quittin#but if i have to get out of the rlly competitive lobby to get my dopamine then i will bcs this is meant to give u that#anyways it's just insane. ted complains abt superfocus while being superfocused himself on the concept of superfocus#the neverending story#DO anything not active** idk it's my fear of death maybe that i disease myself with everything needing a purpose when it comes to gain
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konshokoentaiko · 2 months
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i need to write a lawlight au where l and light are contestants on an idol survival show à la idol producer (2018)
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nordicbananas · 2 months
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alexis I blame you for this (pt. 2)
#..I've been playing more hades.#IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF A THANATOS FAN ART YOU REBLOGGEF ALEXIS. I WAS LIKE “oh I miss my pookie <3”#“I should replay Hades <3” AND NOW I'M 7 RUNS INTO MY NEW PLAYTHROUGH#I'VE REACHED ELYSIUM ONCE. AND STILL NO THANATOS#ik that he's an elysium only character I think but. WHERE IS HE#I've gotten a bunch of other stuff already#why not my pookie :(#but yea ily Alexis <3 I've been having a lot of fun playing greek mythos games#BRO I FINISHED MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH OF STRAY GODS. TELL ME WHY I CRIED TWICE#FREDDIE. HOW COULD THEY DO THAT TO HER. MY POOKIE. HOW COULD THEY#medusa's song has been stucj in my head the entire day. oughgh..#brooo I had such a good hades run yesterday. I used the sword and got such good boons#first one of the run? from hermes that made it so every chamber gave me +16 gold#then I got something that made my special deal +50% damage. and inflicted weak. using poms it got up to 130 damage!!#got two ares boons that made my attack deal + send a wave of doom#then!! a random duo aphrodite/ares boon!! that made weak enemies more susceptible to doom!!#I got like half way through elysium then died :/#but my most recent run was baddd. I used the spear for extra darkness but didn't even pass the bone hydra </3#I used BOTH my death defiances fighting meg. I got a good dionysus dash boon but.. that's about it#my cast did actually get a good athena and artemis boon tho. didn't help me in the long run but still fun!#--flower's bloom#thank you to anyone who reads all of my tags btw. like omg that has to be at least a full screen of just. me talking#💖💖💖💖#I do reread my tags 1-4 times. also this post originally ended at me talking about making it to elysium in hades#then to my flower's bloom tag#now I'm talking again because you can't escape me :}#I find it so funny how my posts are more like titles for my tags XJGJXXH#like. WAIT OMG ALMOST 10 MORE DAYS UNTIL JULY 31?????#YAYYYYYYY!!!!! ME AND TWIG ARE GOING TO HAVE SUCH A GOOD TIME#also my meli weli journal has been put to such good use. I love that journal
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marcsnuffy · 2 months
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I'll share my epinagi thoughts tomorrow👍
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nightingaletrash · 9 days
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Tired: the Graven attacked anyone who wasn't openly aligned with them which is why they attacked Garrett at every opportunity despite the fact that he'd worked for Orion and was pretty instrumental in his success of 'curing' the Gloom.
Wired: Orion realised that he'd never get Garrett fully on side after his rejection in Chapter 4 and decided that that made Garrett a potential threat to his plans. He'd served his purpose in acquiring the ring and the book, so if the Graven just happen to kill him for being one of the Faithless, then that's one less problem to worry about.
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brother-emperors · 1 year
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"when you marry off a son to the church, they're married to god's vicar on earth" lives rent free in my mind now, thank you very much! also, can't stop thinking of rodrigo borgia and giuliano della rovere as a bickering divorced couple, and it's too kinda your fault -_-
absolutely CACKLING at the idea of rodrigo and giuliano as a divorced couple because I've always envisioned them as two different types of monsters that despised each other and were intent on eating the other along with anyone else that got in their way, with giuliano coming out of that war winning. and it wasn't enough to get the throne (the papacy), he also kicked cesare to the curb after luring him back in. we love to see it! you can't buy that kind of hate off the shelves, you have to curate it and let it fester like an open wound! an absolute masterclass in driving in one final nail into the coffin of a family you despise. (there's a kind of dynastic rivalry subtext in regards to inheritance etc, between these two that makes them incompatible with the divorced framework to me. it's more of a eat or be eaten, destroy the pretender to the throne, etc etc in my mind)
ascanio sforza and giuliano della rovere on the other hand. they have an adjacent kind of divorced energy, to me. those two were rivals for so long (ascanio kneecapping della rovere by backing rodrigo in the papal elections, and it escalating from there), and only came together in the end (della rovere visiting ascanio every day on summer for conversation, hello??), and even then: that came with a hefty side of deeply unbalanced power dynamics of the julius caesar-clemency variety (fun fact! when giuliano della rovere became pope, he took on the name julius II in reference to julius caesar!)
wait--- you want to know who's literally divorced, though? ascanio and rodrigo. ascanio was one of the major players in setting up the lucrezia borgia-giovanni sforza marriage, and that annulment had implications, especially with how rodrigo kept trying to shut ascanio out of vatican politics. that didn't stop them from sharing the pastime of gambling together, though.
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mosspapi · 3 months
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Proud of myself for successfully ignoring the urges. Don't mind the fact that I only did so bcuz I freaked myself out over dying of sepsis and getting found out again shhhhhh I ignored it and that's the part we should focus on here
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desperatecheesecubes · 3 months
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See the mental unwellness in me is telling me that I should combine all the reading guides for the Young Justice crew together to get the true full YJ reading order, but I feel like that would just immediately become overwhelming. But I might do it anyway lmao.
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seventh-district · 4 months
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent post#vent#cw vent post#cw vent#cw health#cw medical#cw medication#cw death#death mention#after nearly 2 weeks of unexplained pain and Symptoms and working myself up into the worst panic attack of my life#i finally caved and went to urgent care :)#it’s not lost on me that the same thing happened a little over a year ago. not bc of the same symptoms but it’s the same fear of dying#smthn smthn if i had a nickel smthn smthn weird that it happened twice. i rlly hope this doesn’t become a pattern#i can picture it now. every spring i walk in and they’re like ‘ugh it’s the neurotic hypochondriac with 4 anxiety disorders again 🙄#wonder what they think they’re dying of this time!’#sigh. anyways i’m fine. probably.#the consensus was ‘no you’re Probably not gonna have a stroke and die. you’re just Very stressed and in a lot of pain.’#got diagnosed with Stressed Guy Syndrome so now i take ✨painkillers✨ and ✨muscle relaxers✨ 🙃#they wanted me to take a steroid shot too but that felt like overkill. it’s also a big step for me to be willing to take anything at all#not bc i’m scared of getting a shot in the neck i’m just. scared of medication in general. the side effects. the potential for dependency.#it’s only for a week but i’m still uncomfy with it. but it Is nice to be in less pain. tho i have my doubts that it’ll help long term#time will tell. but i still can’t shake the fear of the tiny chance that it Could be more serious. but it’s not big enough for them to test#for it so. just gotta live with the fear. which in turn is making it hard to relax. which is what i’m supposed to be doing. so.#anyways. i Hope the meds work and i don’t end up back there next week spending More money and seeking more treatment#sighhhh i just can’t catch a break these days. it’s Always Something#at least the electricity and internet are back on after the tornado last week. and at least i’m not in much pain for now. silver linings.#sorry to everyone i’ve unintentionally ghosted but it’s been hard to think through the pain and now the meds are making me eepy#hopefully i’ll recover and recharge my social battery sooner than later. bc i do feel v bad abt it#and it’s So nice to sleep without much pain so i’m. taking advantage of that this week. Seven Try To Relax Challenge 2024
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isekyaaa · 4 months
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But on the other hand, a psychological horror fanfiction of That's Not My Neighbor in which you are the doorman and a certain entity becomes obsessed with making your life a living hell.
#story ideas#i just can't get out of my mind a scene where like....#it's already at the end of your shift and the last person comes to the window#it's someone you already let in though so you assume it's a doppelganger#but upon giving this person a look over you begin to realize with horror that there's nothing wrong with this person#they have everything right#and if that is the case.......#w h o w a s t h e p e r s o n y o u l e t i n ?#i can't imagine sitting there realizing that everyone will die and it's all your fault#you let in the real person and you just sit there with your face in your hands ready to let death come#but the evening passes... and the next morning comes.... and life goes on as usual#nobody is dead#but you definitely let in both the imposter and the real person#so where did the doppelganger go?#and then you start overthinking everything#is the doppelganger still in the building? did it kill anyone? and if so who was replaced?#are this person's eyes too big? was her hair always like that? was his hat always that specific shade of gray?#eventually you realize that this is all just a game to the imposter#it's seeing you slowly go insane and is loving each and every single moment of it#and when your mind finally breaks from the abject fear and guilt it has built up within you brick by brick...?#that's when you'll taste your sweetest#i also could totally make this into a yandere like thing where it wants to keep you alive#that's an option too haha#idk how to write psychological or horror or yandere tho so like....... it'll be a first for me
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