#november 5th 2020

[missingmoonflowers]

[underwhelmingalchemist]

*talking to someone who left tumblr in 2016*

[lost-in-fictionn]

[tired-and-swaggy]

never forget

[soullessjack]

soon

[ladyylavenderrr]

Being on Tumblr is insane cause I have never watched a minute of Supernatural and yet I’m still going crazy this November 5th. Destiel shipping comes with a tumblr account. You sign up and get second hand brainrot that’s just how large an impact this show had on the collective tumblr hive mind

[gay-fae]

okay but does anyone know of a doc/masterpost/record of like. all the events, memes, and general insanity of Nov 5th and its aftermath? I’m talking “why lamp”, I’m talking the onion field, I’m talking “jackles release the tapes” and “y yo a ti” and superhell and all of it. my memory of the details is fading and I need so badly to remember.

[hashtagloveloses]

i don't think people understand the insane conditions i experienced november 5th 2020 under. it was an out of body experience for a lot of people but for me specifically:

i was working news, in the year 2020. i spent every day looking at the literal horrors and had become a hollowed out shell of myself by the time the election had came around

an early covid infection and probably that fuckshit job gave me a neurological condition where i was unknowingly put on a psychiatric medication without my consent that is jokingly often called DOPE-amax because of how it makes you zooted out. other than being in the hospital for said condition i kept working in said job the ENTIRE summer and fall of 2020, on this medication, ingesting the brunt of the world's news while numbed to the world, stuck in my house because of covid, protest street curfews, and a diuretic medication that made going in the sun difficult so i could barely even go on walks

because of sunk cost fallacy i was one of the few people still watching spn by the final season and actually was caught up and still watched it week to week so i had the CONTEXT when november 5th rolled around

the week BEFORE the election, i had been doxxed by jack posobiec the white supremacist and said news job tried to fire me for it, so i couldnt say anything political online, leading to my only outlet being TALKING ABOUT DESTIEL for days at a time to which said employer spying on my private social media accounts performed a WELLNESS CHECK on me because of the amount of destiel i was posting

the week of the election i was obviously working more than usual while being on call for the election results for days at a time so when a friend said "oh my god check tumblr" my first response was "theres no election results on tumblr"

i was taken off said medication that made me zooted out about a month or so before the election (and being doxxed), so i went into that fateful day with a clearheadedness i had not had in literal months

please imagine experiencing destiel putin election night under these conditions

[angst-is-love-angst-is-life]

HELP—

LOKI IN THE DESTIEL TAG OH MY GOD

[edgebug]

[featherthiefdean]

You know I would probably be less annoying if destiel had stayed canon three years ago like God intended.

[underwhelmingalchemist]

[nyamafriend]

[lovealwayssay]

All my 2015 obsessions coming back STRONG these past few weeks. Dan and Phil Games is back and Phil just posted a picture of Dan on a vacation they’re on together AND it was the anniversary of Destiel becoming canon and then getting sent to super gay hell AND it was Halloween which means it was the anniversary of Jily’s death and Wolfstar being separated for 12 years. End of October/beginning of November was good to the small part of my soul that belongs to 15 year old me.

[soullessjack]

how we feeling girls

[peachsunset]

Happy anniversary to the only November 5th 2020 event that matters, the official Dabi is Touya Todoroki reveal