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s1ushyz · 20 days

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Just a psa, never get so hammered at a baseball game that you can barely walk out, then once in the car with the person who took you, start blasting mcr on the aux and crying because you miss them.

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hollywoodsargeant · 1 year

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watched the 2015 KFJunior karting final (the championship that logan won). here is a list of things i did not know before:

Clément Novalak raced in this championship and came in second!

Felipe Drugovich also raced in this championship (starts crying)

Christian Lundgaard is also-also here and he had that dog in him even in karting he went from P15 to P4 in 4 laps !!!

Clem was born in France and karted under the French flag but according to the commentator, “likes to be referred to as a Brit.” And he did, in fact, refer to him as a Brit for the entire race

When Clem came up on the podium the commentator actually said “born in Great Britian” so idk what he’s on anymore. They did have the French flag up behind him so

Logan was driving a Fernando Alonso kart. I could make something out of this

Logan was the first American to win this title since 1978!! I did know this one before but I still think it’s fun. Of course he had the American flag all over his race suit and his helmet

In an interview Logan said the first thing he did after winning the title was “[give] my mom and dad a really big hug” (said with the cutest little shy smile I’ve ever seen) which I am only adding to the list because I think he is adorable and it made me cry

here is a photo because i think it’s cute. this little boy did it!!

#i’m going insane in this house sorry #yes i did watch the entire 41 minute race #no i had never seen a karting race before that #the things i do for logan!!#the fixation is real #logan sargeant #clement novalak #felipe drugovich #f1 #i also watched the interview logan gave at prize giving #and cried like. a lot #‘i’ll try and make my way to formula 1’ oh someone tell that little boy he made it #he was such a cute kid #i’ve officially cried way too much tonight

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unicornsaures · 2 days

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fuck classwork i want to read the outsiders NOW. i can just reread it in class

#why did everyone read this god forsaken book in like #7th grade???#i cried over the hospital scene :(#darry crying..#darry..he makes me so..#im getting too emotional over this book #its literally basic reading #i should not be genuinely affected by it #hitting way too close to home for being set in the 1960s #ponyboy i dislike you a lot actually #darry and dally<3 #whats up with johnny getting treated like a human punching bag #i mean #man has it ROUGH #spoilers ahead im gonna yap #like i mean DAMN #first youre gonna be abused at home and THEN youre gonna get jumped and THEN you commit murder #godDAMN #OH AND THEN YOU GRT BURNT FROM A BURNING CHURCH AND GO TO THE HOSPITAL??#boy got it rough #but i dont focus on him #darry makes me want to. oh dear.#HE CRIED IK GONNA KMS #AND #HIS DIALOGUE #PONY THINKING HE HATES HIM #AND THEN GETTING A FUCKING REALIZATION #IM GONNA CRY #AGAIN #dolirants

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fazcinatingblog · 13 days

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Wait since when does James wear a glove

#James aish #beautiful boy #Carlton were mean to you Jimmy #i want to say he's copying Nat but no it was an elbow sleeve that Nat wore #nat drives James' car and finds a glove in the glove compartment and thinks he's having an affair with Travis Cloke #'jim when did you join Collingwood?'#'oh ah would've been around 2016' *nat does the maths* 'so you knew Travis cloke!'#'um yeah Nat everyone knows Travis Cloke he's---' 'a well respected member of the gay community?????'#nat starts fuming and worries he's losing his boyfriend to Travis cloke #'what does that big oaf have that i don't????' nat fumes #james comes home and there's several horses and donkeys in the kitchen #'nat??? did you leave the back door open again?' James calls out warily looking at the animals in his kitchen #nat comes running in to the kitchen 'oh i forgot to stir the soup' and #'babe there's donkeys in here' James says slowly and Nat flashes a grin 'yeah aren't they great we're having pumpkin soup your favourite'#'i haven't had pumpkin soup since Brisbane days when i was depressed eating cup a soups-- wait did you find my pocket profile from 2014???'#nat blushes and quickly throws a tea towels over his scrapbook of James Aish mementos #James starts leading the donkeys out of the kitchen and Nat's like 'wait Jim i thought you were into this thing'#'no definitely not' James retorts and takes the animals outside #he comes back and Nat's like 'babe i can't pack mark between three opponents any more I'm sorry'#James blinking confusedly 'i don't want you to do that you might get hurt'#'but...' nat says frowning 'what is it about Travis that you're into I've been racking my brain all day---'#'Travis?????' James said 'you mean coyler that tea drinking weasel who---'#Nat quickly pushes his cup of jasmine tea across the bench #'no babe i love you and your tea drinking i didn't mean it's just that Colyer-- he microwaves his tea'#'oh okay' Nat said 'yeah totally ok now back to Travis Cloke'#'Travis Cloke?????' james cries 'i haven't thought about him since i found that guernsey in your wardrobe signed by David---'#'i grew up a tigs fan Jim'#'oh phew i thought you were cheating on me with David'#'is that why you tried to grow a moustache that week?'

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babygirlcowboy · 11 months

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My dad had my childhood dog put to sleep today without telling me

#WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT TELL ME BEFORE YOU DID IT!!???#YOU MOTHER FUCKER WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!!#his appointment was planned for friday and I was going to see him tomorrow #but i guess he had a seizure this morning so he just took him in #which like yes I'm happy he didnt suffer but why the fuck did you wait the whole day to tell me #...fuck #he sent me a picture of him on the exam table #i haven't cried this hard in so long oh my god #my little guy #my old boy #oh dear god #fuck im mess rn #tw animal death

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dhmis-autism · 9 months

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what happened to grrgrrgrr? whyd they deactivate

I DONT FUCKING KNOOOW!!! I WISH I DID BC I LOVED THEM AND THEIR WORK SO MUCH!! I MISS THEM EVERY FUCKING DAYYY

They were one of my fav dhmis artists and they were such a sweetheart!! They drew me smth for my bday even tho we had never talked before,really!

I can tell you WHEN it happened, it happened around April/May of this year, because that was when I hurt my wrist so badly I took like a two-ish week long break from internet stuff. And when I came back! They were gone!!!

But ah, we weren't very close and I never really talked to them outside of Tumblr, so I am NOT the girl with the answers,I am just the girl dressed in a dramatic black veil crying and dropping white roses on their blogs grave.

#I WAS GONNA DRAW THEM THEIR GOOD OMENS BOYS FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY IN OCTOBER #AND NNNOW ILL NEVERR GHET TOO WWEEWEEEEEW #i legit. oh this makes me so fucking sad actually #ive like. talked with friends abt this and ACTUALLY become so distraught that we had to stop and change topics for my sake.#HERES WORSE NEWS: SOOO MUCH OF THEIR BLOG IS NOT ON THE WAYBACK MACHINE!!! SO A LOT OF THEIR ART IS JUST FUCKING GONE!!!#i was trying to show a friend who didnt know them some of my FAVE pieces from grrgrrgrr and boy. i cried like a BITCH when i couldnt find e #ive like. irl cried a lot over this topic actually which is WILD bc i did NOT know them personally #you ask me i think its just bc i loved their stuff so much and now i cant even LOOK at it #ugh..anyways. literally all i have are the reblogs in my queue. the stuff ive ALREADY reblogged. and the stuff i loved so much i saved.#which isnt a lot. and isnt even all of it.#so that makes me. immeasurably sad.#anyways bye #my postings

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coquelicoq · 1 year

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natsume book of friends season 4 opening sequence has got me incredibly fucked up. the lyrics. kid natsume's tiny little legs and teenage natsume watching him run. the lyrics. nyanko-sensei burrowing into his arms. did i mention the lyrics? ending frame on the fujiwara family. including natsume. because he's part of their family. as the lyrics ask him to "please [not] keep suffering alone"? somebody fucking hold me.

#i'm actually almost done with season 4 because i have no self-control. and every time i watch the opening i'm like #no this has only gotten more potent since the last time i watched it. we are reaching danger levels #natsume yuujinchou #natsume's book of friends #my posts #season 4 is the season of tanuma just completely destroying me on every level. why is every single character like this??#every time he learns something about natsume he's like oh so this is what it's like for natsume?#and then it happens again and he's like wait natsume ALSO has THIS OTHER THING to contend with??#and again: AND A THIRD THING?? WHY MUST THE WORLD'S BEST BOY NATSUME TAKASHI SUFFER???#he just wants to help natsume deal with stuff and i am on the fucking floor #his thought process is just #this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe here's a way i could help him? he doesn't want me to though because it would #put me in danger. but i don't want him to be in danger either. and i'm telling him that to his face. i don't think it's really #gotten through to him but that's okay i will just keep telling him. now i'm realizing that the thing i did to help him maybe just made #things harder for him. this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe sometimes the best way to help him is to just #respect his wishes and yet remind him that he can lean on people and that people love him as much as he loves them #the part where tanuma realized why natsume doesn't tell the fujiwaras about youkai gutted me #this kid is so emotionally astute and such a sweetheart #i just watched the episode where natsume loses his picture of his parents and his old house is getting sold and i cried. SO many tears.#tanuma putting his foot down for once like no actually you need to admit that something is bothering you this time #we can find this picture. ask us to help you do this thing that we can actually do for you. you don't need to be sad for no reason #mmm can't be coherent about it just rest assured it was extremely harmful to me and also exactly what i needed #anyway the season 4 opening song as the thing you say to your younger self who lives inside your current self because #you can't actually go back in time and be the person your younger self needed to have in their life. so all you can do is love that child #in absentia but so so so fiercely and with your whole entire heart #all you can do is give your current self all the love you have for the child you were #jesus CHRIST

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peapod20001 · 1 year

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In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3

#vent #oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday?#hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin #just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol #hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often?#laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol #hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps #is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!!#oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!!#like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow #I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!!#now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :)#uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment #I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone #mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it)#anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu #I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my #guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa.#squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou #oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man #2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried #with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah #it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only #gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned #for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new #girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or #emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid #for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much #NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here

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absolutely-xantastic · 6 months

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It’s been 0 days since my last mom-related meltdown 🙃

#she just fucking hijacked my brother for an medical appointment on the ONE DAY I need to be driven to the airport #after I specifically requested he take that day of to drive me #so she wouldn’t have to #because I wanted him to drive me so we could hang for the hour it takes to get there #and it wasn’t on purpose but she basically hijacked him from me in the one day I needed something #and I don’t fucking ask this bitch for anything #and we had a disagreement about it tonight but she just never fucking says sorry #for anything #no ‘oh sorry I know boy was supposed to drive you’#just like #oh sorry you can’t have him now cause I need him #like YOU KNOW WHY HE WAS FUCKING AVAILABLE TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR APPOINTMENT???#BECAUSE I FUCKING REQUESTED HE TAKE THE DAY OFF #TO DRIVE ME #she just fucking makes me feel like I have the audacity to #no i can’t it’s fine I’m over it #I cried in the car on the way home bc I just wish I had a mom that fucking acted like she cares about anyone but herself #but apparently that’s too much to ask #so I’m just gonna move on #I did just get up and leave instead of fighting with her about it #okay enough good night

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siren--squid · 6 months

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PLAYED ALL OF SOULSCAPE LAST NIGHT...... RAMBLING SPOILERS IN THE TAGS...... :D

#spoilers in tags #BRO THE FUCKING MEMORY SCENES TOOK ME OUT #Chase deserves SO MUCH BETTER than that woman. Im so glad they've separated. i feel so bad for the kids holy crap #i hope they get a happy ending with their father.#Jackie my sweet boy. the dysphoria battle made me cry. those bullies are shit and beating them was SO GOOD. hero boy deserves confidence #MARVIN THAT SASSY CATBOY OH MY GOD...... his memory was such a fun segment to play but ABSOLUTELY painful otherwise #I LOVE HIS FRIEND THO OMG??#hate those three money obsessed guys tho. would fight them again #honestly i have no words for Henriks memory. that was absolutely heartbreaking. i cried the entire time #the baby crying. the visual of his grief. how shattered and vulnerable he behaves the entire time.#the distorted bloody hospital was such a good representation of that mental state. the graves were so sad #joline showing up was the most heartbreaking and somber thing ever. doc needs a big hug #that was distressingly amazing.#Also cried over Bings memories. that was beautifully done and terribly sad #i understand deleting that memory. and the dialogue at the cabin door absolutely broke me #i knew that forest grave was important. the connections were so obvious.#ROBBIE MEMORY WAS ADORABLE THO. love that empty room scene #true anti also made me cry a little. poor kid just wanted a life. he deserves that so much #the ending did feel a little rushed though. like.. not satisfying in a way? there wasn't enough done it feels like.#the endings always feel rushed tho i guess?? just more with this one. im excited to see if anything ever has a satisfying conclusion #LOVED playing as cat Marvin. vent maze was good #i liked getting a whole map of the place as well?? but sometimes it feels like easter eggs over power plot #they're so fun and so good but also bro im here for story and the amount of things is overwhelming lmao /j #amazing plot and game overall #absolutely stunning

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beautyofloneliness · 6 months

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Igor Knyazev and the way he voices Tigris in russian audiobook version of "The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes" honestly makes me melt <3

#it's so... gentle. SO GENTLE ToT. I can't believe Igor actually could do that voice but he can!#I was so startled when I heard the first exact line of hers where she calls Coryo #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #thg #finished audiobook version of the original trilogy yesterday and oh boy did it hit me on 7 am.#I think what surprised me is that I cried only on Finnick and Annie's wedding.#I think something about their district's wedding traditions just struck me as a sailor's daughter.

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ewwgene-fitzherbert · 7 months

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forgot aj said he'd want to get bit if clem got infected so that they could stay together and forgot clem has a dream where she talks to lee and he tells her that hes proud and she says she misses him and she says shes proud of aj and then ep4 opens with aj talking in the intro saying he remembers all his lessons but thinks clem is wrong sometimes.... remembering what That means for them later in ep4 and