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#oh boy it's NEKOBOLO TIME
ariseri · 1 year
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april loop (エイプリループ) - nekobolo
i was counting how many words and meanings contradict each other this time oh, i’m so sorry about that. i was just talking about nonsense, don’t worry, it’s all fine. i was counting how many words and meanings that i’d ended up regretting but this time i’m not sad, it’s because i have all this time to be here wasting.
i look for now, a tomorrow, and even after that but there’s no meaning to be had i think it’s fine to dream of imitating something else if that can keep you living all by itself
but now i’ll leave, i’ll find a place that nobody could ever see to love someone, or be happy, it’s not what i need, it’s not what i need. i’ll go somewhere you’ll never find, and i’ll leave my regrets behind i still have hopes of leaving behind some sort of meaning. so i just talk to myself in my mind
i was counting how many actions and meanings contradict each other this time oh, i’m so sorry about that. i was just trying to be silly, don’t worry, it’s all fine. i was counting how many actions and meanings that i’d ended up regretting but this time i’m not sad, it’s because i’m an idiot and i’m still waiting
did you notice it repeats again and again? it’s because there’s no meaning to be had. i think it’s fine to like things and dislike something else if that can keep you living all by itself
but now i’ll leave, i’ll find a place that nobody could ever see to shed a tear, or be in pain, it’s not what i need, it’s not what i need. i’ll go somewhere you’ll never find, and i’ll leave my regrets behind i still have hopes of leaving behind some sort of meaning.
i had a dream that i designed, i had a dream just yesterday i had a dream that won’t come true, and a past that i want to erase
there are people that i hate, and there are those i admire i just can’t count how many times i’ve wished to die, but after everything, i’m alive.
it’s okay to hate me if it means you won’t forget about me if that’s me being selfish… i’ll swallow it down, you see…
but now i’ll leave, i’ll find a place that nobody could ever see to remember that day, or my feelings, it’s not what i need, it’s not what i need. i’ll go somewhere you’ll never find, and i’ll leave my regrets behind i can’t help but wonder if i ever managed to reach your heart
but i guess that’s just me talking to myself
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Hi, Anon!!!! How ya doing this fine- h O W is it already 8:30????? Woah!! Time flew by!! o◇o!!14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?…Oh gosh… I have no clue!! Maybe some place that doesn’t have a lot of people… But isn’t completely empty!! And has a nice view of the sky! Yeah! I really love watching sunsets and sunrises, they’re so pretty…18. favorite tv show?Osomatsu-san!! Yep yep!!21. sandals or sneakers?Sneakers, of course!!26. how many pillows do you sleep with?Only one!30. whats your favorite candle scent?Aaa… I’m…not really a huge fan of candles… ;v; So I’d probably just go with an unscented one if I ever got one… Sorry!!!31. 3 favorite boy names!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ALL START WITH THE LETTER R FOR SOME REASON?? Russell, Raleigh, and Rufus!! But that’s not to say some other names aren’t great too!! For example, Max! (*glances over at the only person I know that’s named Max ;v;*) Or Nicklau-*LOU D LY COUG HS*32. 3 favorite girl names!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O H AAAAAAAA ALYSSA ADRI AND SABRINA *TRIES TO WIGGLE EYEBROWS* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA??37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? To be honest, not really, I haven’t found many that have caught my eye recently… Recently being, like, the last 5 years. EXCEPT!! For a book I found last year-ish called Awkward by Svetlana Chmakova!! I love it!! Well, technically it’s a graphic novel, but still!!39. do you have a nickname? what is it? Well, Greenookie is kind of a nickname maybe…? But, fun fact, before I was born, my grandparents called me “Weasel”, so there’s that I guess?41.top 10 favorite songsI Appear Missing by Queens of the Stone Age, Kyoukankaku Obake by Nekobolo (ft. Hatsune Miku), Crime and Punishment by DECO*27 (ft. Hatsune Miku), Kimi no Taion by Kuwagata-P (ft. Hatsune Miku), Q by PowaPowaP (ft. Kagamine Rin), Everything Evil by Coheed and Cambria, After Hours by We Are Scientists, Trout Heart Replica by Amanda Palmer, Again by (Crusher-P, I think?), and Liar Dance by DECO*27 (ft. Hatsune Miku)!! Not in any particular order really!! (Except I Appear Missing, that actually is my favorite!!)((Geez, this took me a while ;v; ))60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? I… don’t really sue my phone to take pictures… so… sorry bout that…67. what are your hobbies?Drawing is my main thing!! And I really like making characters!! And coming up with stories and AU’s and yeah!! Let’s just go with that as this reply is going to be late as it is!! ;v; I’m so sorry!!Thank you for asking me!!I hope you have a great night or day, Anon!! ovo!!
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