#oh god lol i'm outlining it and CACKLING.....

[madmadmilk]

lmao it’s literally 3:30AM and i have made some mistakes.....

bro, like, i cannot..... contain myself.

i just outlined the craziest tom holland x reader smutty/funny/dramatic oneshot (since “no knock knocks”) and...........  like.... damn

yeah, maybe expect to see a teaser for it soon. i’m still working on it but the main premise is: 

Title: “Say Good Night”

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: You’ve never slept next to someone and said, “Good night,” sure that you’d wake up the next day in their arms to sing, “Good Morning.” At 20-something, you’d like to try it at least once. With your best friend, no less.

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a story about losing your ~virginity~ to your best friend. as a birthday wish. :) ha ha! 

lemme know if you’d be interested in this 😂✌️ cos it’s coming whether you like it or not!

[heymacy]

macy... my love ✨✨, you ASTOUND me! your words! the way that they flow, they way that you make them dance to create this beautiful vivid picture. your stories are so immersive, so ALIVE, i feel like i'm watching these scenes play out right in front of me! you've got this undeniable talent, and i feel so lucky to be able to read what you write... like WHAT! i'm just sitting here devouring this... for... FREE?! insanity 💙💙💙

now, i must ask, when you wrote "mickey found himself thinking about his own laugh, what it sounded like, and couldn't remember. it had been a while." and "it was honestly just nice to not be alone for once"........... i must ask HOOOOWW DAAAARREEE?!?! 😡 listen if you wanted to destroy me you could've just said so. "hey, julissa i'm going to rip your heart out" i'd say ok, macy. i'd say sure. because ha ha wow holy shit wow! 😭😭😭

"i was comin to check on mandy..." that was bullshit

"that's bullshit"

oh.

the way that i cackled at this! oh mickey my beautiful boy, he is in so deep. i was reading and vibrating out of my skin the entire time! ALSO comfy sweater ian 🥰🥰🥰

the way you ended the chapter?? once again HOW! DARE! i squealed, i'm so so excited to see where this goes, i love this story so much! and i love mickey SOOO much MY GOD HE HAS A FRIEND! the picture of finn and mickey sitting around stoned shoving chips in their faces, i will cry I'LL DO IT!!! i just have so much love bursting out of me for every single detail of this story, I can't handle it 😵‍💫

i should probably eventually start leaving these love letters in ao3 i guess lol but i do enjoy dropping them in the inboxes. it feels like i'm writing them on paper, folding them up, sealing them with a little sticker, and sliding them through a mailbox slot. 💌

ok, i love you. like a lot alot. thank you for writing and sharing your gift 💙✨

[sobbing] JULISSA 😭 i can’t believe you’ve done this 😭😭😭

okay i’ll tell you a secret 👀 — when i write, it plays like a movie in my head. like, i close my eyes and i’m basically watching a film, with all the turns of the camera and the little details and the wide shots, etc, etc. and i want so badly to convey that with words, to help you guys see what i’m seeing in my head, only in your heads 🥺 so to hear that i did that, and that’s how it felt?? passing out, screaming, crying, etc etc etc 😭

also, listen 😬 i’m gonna break y’all’s hearts with this story. quite a few times. but i’m also gonna put them back together again. angst with no happy ending? in this economy? i think not 😌❤️‍🩹

mickey is so done for. he’s too curious for his own good. it gets him into trouble. “one more google search” “one more scroll through instagram” “one more TMZ article” BOY IF YOU DON’T—

but don’t worry 😌 things will come together 😌 as will our boys 😌 macy shut up literally shut up stop talking 😭😅

finn + mickey 🥺😍😭 they’re friends!!! i ADORE them 🥺🥺🥺 also, prepare for some pretty big cliffhangers. i won’t say where. and i won’t say when. but, they’re there. in the outline. looming 👀

also?? you can leave me love letters wherever, whenever 😇🥰💛💌

i love you more 🥺 so so so so much, you have no idea 😭😭😭