#oml ♡♡♡♡

[konigceo]

könig stretching when he's sitting down watching a show and his shirt goes up a little bit and you see his happy trail n a little bit of chub hnng

[skinnyhmhas]

getaway car ! eva

angst, eva (from swarm), blood, no happy ending, lies, drama, death, a little suggestive, cuts

all seemed like a cruel lie, as if you two were cursed. when eva met you, she enchanted you with her beauty, she invited you to her house, she lent you her clothes, she took care of you every day. she introduced you to her curious friends who lived with her, you thought everything was normal for a moment. just a cute girl who loved taking care of her plants and loved spirituality.

you didn't know what you were getting into.

you began to notice how eva let you go out less and less, she would suggest that she go shopping for things for the home and that you sit there looking beautiful. and many times she offered you spirituality sessions, and she had in mind to make a blood pact with you. she was madly in love. she needed you so much, she didn't want anyone to touch you. she told her friends to leave you alone, that you were so quiet for a reason.

the reason was that you weren't a psychopath like all of them. you didn't know that in the past eva's hands were covered in blood, like all those girls. they were there so they wouldn't have to deal with the police. you remember to this day how you would get on your knees on the wooden floor, excited because eva would tell you about her childhood. but all that came out of her lips was a slightly modified lie.

she didn't want to lie to you, but she had to make you love her enough so that you wouldn't run away when you found out about her crimes. and over time, despite those attitudes (she wouldn't let you go out, she would be jealous all the time, she would manipulate you, etc.) you fell in love with her. a lot.

it was one night after having made a bonfire with her friends in her garden where she confessed to you what she had done. she took your hands, she spoke to you softly, she even seemed a little sorry for having done it and she told you that her hands would never again be covered in someone else's blood. another lie.

"it's a shame...but, it won't happen again, okay my sweet girl?" were her words.

and to keep you from escaping she stole a kiss from you, silencing in a second all thoughts of 'oh, maybe I should think about all this'. her hand went up under your skirt and with her fingers she made you forget about any problems.

you closed your eyes tightly and repeated in your mind: 'the past is the past.'

after that night it was impossible to fall asleep. you overthought everything eva told you, your hands shook, you were panicking. you felt confused at first, why had she done all that? maybe now her actions came to life. but was it really good to stay with her? you felt tears threaten to fall. you wished eva was normal, that she had never done anything so you could love her freely.

"hey, is everything all right?..." dre.

you raised your head in fear. she was leaning against the frame of the room you shared with eva, you nodded slowly. no one could know that you were starting to want to leave that place.

"yes...i was just thinking." you replied, brushing it off.

maybe then she would leave you alone.

"if you want, ill call eva, she'll know-"

slowly dre was turning around, you panicked once again, shaking your head quickly. "no! i—i'm fine!" you prayed to yourself that dre would just leave and stop talking.

"wow, okay. sorry." she acted a little offended, after looking at you for a few seconds she changed the topic. "by the way...do you know where my phone is? i have to see if ni'jah posted."

"no. i don't." you were starting to get anxious and a little upset, you wanted to be alone and be able to think about everything that had happened. "can you please just leave?"

dre let out a sigh, rolled her eyes at your annoyance and left, closing the door. now you could let out that breath that felt so thoughtful and eternal, you lay down on the bed and closed your eyes. your mind began to replay your best moments with eva, how she made you blush so quickly, how she was so soft and sweet that it seemed unreal. you were so lost in your thoughts that you didn't realize she had entered the room when you felt a weight on the bed.

"hi, baby." eva's voice made you open your eyes.

you felt her hand caress your right leg, moving up and drawing her body to yours, almost as if asking your permission to hug you. you left her, loving her too much to push her away, especially when she looked at you like that.

"are you feeling okay?" of course dre had walked into the kitchen and told eva to take care of her upset girl.

this made her curious, she got worried and quickly went up.

you nodded slowly, lying to her a little. eva's hands ran over your waist as she pressed her head against your stomach. "is it because of last night?" she continued talking. "i mean, if you feel—" "eva, stop."

you didn't let her say another word. you looked at her, totally confused about what to do, but you remembered how much she had done for you. maybe deep down she was a good person, but you felt that you no longer knew her fully.

"i love you, eva." you whispered, your hands on her cheeks. she smiled, reassured.

the ties were black and the lies white.

(...)

eva was outside with the girls, in the firelight, you could hear them laughing, talking about nature and its beauty. from the bed, sleep took over you, you told eva that you were too tired to be present that night. she almost called everything off to stay with you, but you told her no, that everything would be okay.

you slept for what seemed like only twenty minutes until you heard heart-breaking screams. frightened, you got out of bed, opening the curtain that led right to where the girls were.

you could see dre coming into the house, screaming and angry. "where's my phone!? i can't miss ni'jah!" she walked up the stairs and into the room, i looked at her in surprise.

she started going through the drawers, breathing heavily. you stood in a corner, starting to shake at the sight of her being so angry. eva came through the door, looking for you. she stood in front of you, as if protecting you.

"dre! its 45 minutes to the festival, by the time you get the—" eva's calm voice was interrupted by dre. "give me my phone."

your skin hit the cold wood of the nightstand next to the bed, you looked at eva. "we are your friends! you belong here."

you still don't really remember how, but dre did break a glass over eva's head. it was the only moment you were able to react. "eva!" you screamed. the woman staggered, falling into your arms and dre tried to attack you. you did everything you could to defend yourself from dre.

"fucking bitch! you're going to die!" dre kicked. you grabbed a sharp glass that had broken loose from the glass and stuck it into dre's shoulder. "f—fuck!" she whimpered.

you stole the keys, took the money, and with eva holding your hand, you locked dre in the room. oh my. what had you become? all the other girls watched you two run down the stairs. drea upstairs was starting to break down the door.

you were so scared but there was no time to think about it.

"oh my god! eva, are you okay?" they were all alarmed to see the blood dripping from eva's head. all those bitches were getting in the way and dre's screams were making you angrier and angrier.

"get out of the fucking way!"

eva was still completely silent, she wanted to see where this whole situation would take you. it was even a little exciting to see you like this. when you opened the door eva followed you, running so she could get into dre's truck and start driving. eva put her hands on the wheel.

"well? drive!" you exclaimed when you saw how she still didn't do anything and dre was already outside, getting into another car.

"yes, ma'am."

she started it, that car became a getaway car. you were lying to yourself, repeating that the person you were was not the real one. you two entered the road, you quickly looked behind your shoulder seeing how dre began to follow the car.

"go, go, go!" your heart was beating so hard you couldn't think straight, all the pressure of the moment was cutting off your breath.

all the commotion on the road made eva leave the road, near a motel-bar she crashed the car into an old tree.

"eva!" you cried, stressed out from not knowing what to do. it was certain that dre would come down and try to kill you two.

you couldn't see anything because of the smoke coming out of the truck, you heard eva cough. you noticed that you two were stuck. from eva's lips came the whisper of your name, you spread the smoke, searching for her face. she let out a moan when you touched her wound on her cheek.

"go...go, please. go somewhere safe." she said.

now you had a reason to leave, but why did you suddenly not want to anymore? you wanted to just die in that car with her. at this point you were crying. the sirens could be heard in the beat of her heart, you two were not far away.

"i can't leave you." you answered her.

you were in a getaway car, you left her at a motel-bar, put the money in the back and then stole the keys.

"go."

that was the last time you ever saw her.

you broke the glass, leaving a kiss on eva's lips that mixed with the taste of your tears and her blood. you should have known you'd be the first to leave.

you were crying,

you were dying,

saying goodbye,

in a getaway car.

two years later.

since the last time you saw her you couldn't stop thinking about her, not knowing if she had survived or what had happened. you had been crying for two whole years, everything that had happened that time was so much that you had to see your therapist three times a week.

eva ran her hands over your body, kissing your skin. you shifted on the bed, letting out a moan. "listen up, hm, i've never paid this much attention to you, ever"

when she looked up, her entire face was covered in blood. her blue eyes were marked on you like two tattoos.

you woke up, letting out a sigh as you came back to reality after that dream. you always dreamed about her. you prepared to tell your therapist about that dream, when you arrived at the place where the session would be, you received a notification. your therapist.

"hello, look, good morning first of all. i have to leave the city due to some health problems my mother is having. it was a pleasure sharing sessions with you, i hope to see you soon. today you will be greeted by a new therapist, i promise it will be fun with her, miss! goodbye and good luck."

you froze when you read that, you had the door in front of you and you wondered once again if you should go in and meet your new therapist. your old therapist was comfortable, and you wanted to tell her about the dream.

you gathered strength and something inside you told you to come in. you opened the door slowly. you noticed a figure identical to....

this must be another dream.

the woman turned around with a sweet smile. of course it was her, she was a mastermind.

"hi, im eva."

her cheek was decorated by a scar.

[keeganrussmybeloved]

Shit post but it's actually a sketch

[auntiejohn]

me bc i actually do fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new

[pureomi]

i don’t understand how my guy friends pulled their girlfriends like i wonder if they secretly hate their boyfriends and are plotting against them bcz what

[ravenclod]

CRINGETOBER DAY 24 : NICHE INTEREST

> ok i know this literally doesnt count as a niche interest but ITS A FANDOM WITH LIKE 3 PEOPLE AND IM STARVINF AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH . i drew my boy chakuro and a chibi lykos cuz !! cute !! chakuro ily my fav character

im on volume 22 guyz i dont own 23 yet should i wait bec idk if i can handle a cliffhanger. im . so scared.

[snow-blower]

HUSBAND IS BACK FROM WAR

HUSBAND MY HUSBAND!!!

[softstarsabove]

oh, grey, i can only imagine how relaxing and soothing for both you and sunday when you lay on top of him in bed and rake your fingers along his feathers and through his hair 🥺 you’re methodical in how you do it, counting the feathers on his right wing, and then the left, like you’re counting sheep in the sky. drawing a line down the rachis with each one and then gently tracing along the vanes. it’s something you do to take your mind of your stresses and worries, and something that ultimately sunday finds the same sort of relief in ♥︎ it’s your ideal way to calm down, when your tongue is too heavy in your mouth and words are knotted into tight ribbons at the back of your throat. 

and maybe… sometimes you can’t help the tears that flood your lashes, when it’s all a bit too overwhelming, a bit too much, a bit too dreadful. when you can’t help but spew mumbled little apologies as you begin to tremble in his arms; when he quickly reaches for your face to cradle it in his palms and shush you sweetly. when he kisses over your face and leaves his lips pressed to your temple until your chest stops hiccuping and you’re grasping at him for a proper kiss to quell the thoughts that race. and it’s these lethargic, sweet, dreamy kisses shared with him that have you melting like honey butter in his arms, your forehead tucked into the junction of his neck, and all of a sudden the throbbing headache you’ve have the whole afternoon dissipates.  his lips warm and smooth and feeling like home as they press over your temple, and then the apples of your cheek, your jaw, the shell of your ear, once more— and then again, and again. his pressing you between the steady beat of his heart and the palm of his hands, just as he presses flowers between the pages of his sheet music— kissing you, loving you. ♥︎

COCO OMGG I CAN FINALY SIT DOWN AND REREAD THIS UWAH (ˊᵒ̴̶̷̤ ꇴ ᵒ̴̶̷̤ˋ)

This is so cute wth he knows how bad I get some days (ಡ‸ಡ) coco your writing is so pretty it's like a gift under the twinkling tree on Christmas (ノдヽ)

COUNTING HIS FEATHERS HOW DID YOU KNOW !!! This has ACTUALLY been a secret lil thought of mine (///∇///) that's actually crazy lmao I don't think I've posted it anywhere but I like to count his feathers. Counting has always helped me distract myself when needed (always wearing a bead bracelet for this) and to sit down and gently go over each soft feather is just so comfortable

++ it's a lil preening for him too, a lil love grooming

AND THE KISSES (╥﹏╥) lots of kisses when I start to calm down ! COCOOOOO (ノдヽ)

This is so sweet I'M TEARY EYED AGAIN /POS WAHHH

[madamechrissy]

Happy Valentine's from sukuna😋💕

Omg thank youu 💝😘🤭 I love to wake up to some Kuna 😍😍😍

Happy Valentines bb 💝

[thirdofdxcember]

i just logged into pinterest since logging out of everything and deleting my search history in case my parents saw yk and i accidentally logged in with my personal email instead of the other one i made for online stuff... I HAVENT TOUCHED THAT ACCOUNT SINCE 2020 SINCE I GOT IT "TAKEN AWAY" BECAUSE MY MOM THOUGHT I WAS USING MY PHONE TOO MUCH. FIVE YEARS OLD. MY GOD. IM TRAUMATIZED. LOGGED OUT SO FAST.

[konigceo]

forget matching someone's freak,,,, who's gonna match my okane kasegu orera wa star :(

[sunsetsandsunshine]

My favorite fanfic that you wrote Is "Leadership" It's One of the fanfics that got me into the ROTTMNT community 💖💖💖✨✨✨🫶🫶🫶🫶

WHAAAAA WHA WHA WHA WAAAAAIT WAIT WAIT!!!!!!!!!

HUH?????????????????

My legit first fanfic of Rise…the one that is as long as all the Drake allegations…is one of the fics thaT GOT YOU INTO RISE IN THE FIRST PLACE⁉️⁉️⁉️

[spotaus]

Hello I once again show up

I was listening to music, randomly had a thought about Geno and Dust, realized I could draw them on the horses on their journey to that one drug camp thing, drew Geno and then realized I can't draw horses (the head is too small im pretty sure and the body is too short I will play around with it more at some point)

So, have very scuffed doodle from the car

I'm gonna try and get this scene done digitally at some point because I really like the idea of it and stuff so yeah hold this

Ough.... I'm staring at this so so intensely 🥺🥺🥺 you draw Geno so well, and- and- I'm glad to hear you liked that drug ring idea thing too! It's such a fun post-story scene that I love do so dearly <3 as always thank you for the doodle!!! I'm munching on it frfr-

[auntiejohn]

anti-hero is MY song

[jtownraindancer]

"You had seen into the very heart of Owen Harper, and it had burned. It had torn through you with the same devastating force as the bullet which had ripped though him not-so-long ago, leaving a gaping wound in your chest which was likely to never fully heal."

ace babe what are we even doing right now

[dem1verse]

alr im done fucking around this cant be a coincidence bro 😭