#on the edge of love

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Masterlist (Cillianmesoftlyyy)

Last updated: 8/24/24

As requested, here yah go my lovelies! Series are indented separately to keep them together. One-shot stories are listed in numbered format. Requested fics have a "⭐️"

Neil Lewis (Watching the Detectives 2007):

The Gumshoe is a Girl's Best Friend (fluff)

Horror Movies (smut) Horror Movies Pt 1 Horror Movies Pt2

As You Wish (smut) As You Wish Pt 1 As You Wish Pt 2 ⭐️

Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders):

In Love, in War (smut): In Love, in War Pt 1 In Love, in War Pt 2 In Love, in War Pt 3 In Love, in War Pt 4 In Love, in War Pt 5

At the Cabaret: At the Cabaret Pt 1 At the Cabaret Pt 2 At the Cabaret Pt 3 At the Cabaret Pt 4 At the Cabaret Pt 5

Cillian Murphy:

Under the Weather (fluff)

Method Acting (smut)

So New (fluff)

Like a Good Neighbor... (smut)

Cut the Shit-delusion, Sweetheart (fluff)

Nerves (smut) ⭐️

Dr. Jonathan Crane (Batman Trilogy):

The Experiment (smut + my first work) The Experiment Pt 1 The Experiment Pt 2 The Experiment Pt 3

I Can Fix That... (smut) I Can Fix That Pt 1 I Can Fix That Pt 2 I Can Fix That Pt 3 I Can Fix That Pt 4

Jonathan Breech (On the Edge 2001):

The Ward (smut) The Ward Pt 1 The Ward Pt 2 The Ward Pt 3

Tom (The Party 2017):

Sweet Revenge (smut)

Agent Lenny Miller (Anna 2019):

How About It, Agent Miller? (smut)

William Killick (The Edge of Love 2009):

What I Want... (smut) What I Want... What I Want... Pt 2 ⭐️

Matthew Joy (In the Heart of the Sea 2015):

Wary Sailor (smut) Wary Sailor Pt. 1 Wary Sailor Pt. 2 Wary Sailor Pt. 3 Wary Sailor Pt. 4 Wary Sailor Pt. 5

The Castaway (fluff/smut) The Castaway Pt. 1 ⭐️

Mike Kiernan (Broken 2012):

Academic Validation (fluff)

Raymond Leon (In Time 2011)

Do You Know How to Bend? (smut)

[duckietiewritestoo]

Until I Found You (William Killick x Reader)

OKAY THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT! I've never seen this movie before so William may seem out of context. I tried my best. I hope you guys like it :)

HE DESERVED BETTER!

WARNINGS: Rushed, cheesy, attempted to be romantic

(Credits to original creator)

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William lit a cigarette in between his teeth for the fifth time this night. The others sat in the ashtray, surrounded by a pile of ashes. It’s all he ever did besides drink and it was a sorrowful sight. He didn’t even have friends to drink, he was always here alone. The glow from the cigarette lit up his blue eyes. I doubted he recognized me, we knew each other for a while before he left and got married. He was finally back from the war, a broken man whose wife left him for another man. She didn’t deserve him. To cheat on him like that was so wrong. 

He was a father too. He wouldn’t see his son again and it was taking a toll on him. William couldn’t stand without support. He drank his sorrows away, stumbling in and out, barely remembering his own name every single night. William didn’t have anyone to turn to. It was the horrors of the war that changed him. He needed someone. 

But I was too scared to even approach him. I was a coward and I hated that! Why couldn’t I bring myself to be there for him? I knew William before Vera ever entered his life.  I was a horrible friend for abandoning him, just the way she abandoned him. No doubt anguish had consumed him. I couldn’t take it anymore.

 I didn’t want to be like her.

Wrap me up in all your

I want you in my arms

The rag was quickly fastened to my apron as I made up my mind. He couldn’t be alone forever. I popped open  fresh bottles of liquor, pouring them into cups. I brought over a tray of chips, drinks, and a glass of cool water for William. His head was lowered as he looked off into the distance. Was he even alive? He acted dead inside all the time. I couldn’t bear to see him so isolated. Surprise flickered in his eyes rather than sorrow when he saw me. Life briefly returned to him.

“Hello,” he softly said. The light in his eyes flickered like a small flame, and it was growing. Did he recognize me?

“Hi,” I replied, blushing. “Um…It’s…this snack and drink… they’re on the house. If you need anything else, please let me know, okay?” I turned on my heel and walked away without another word. The way he was looking at me made it impossible to think. 

“Hey! Wait!” he called out, standing up. My heart skipped a beat and I whipped around.

“Yes?” I asked, quite breathlessly.

“I feel like I know you,” he replied. He pushed aside his drink. You wouldn’t remember me. But would he? There was hope. “Do I know you?” he asked, breathing heavily. “I know I’ve seen you before, I just can’t remember.”

“Yes, we do know each other. Do you remember me, William?” I asked. He smiled. 

“I do, (Name), I do. I’ve….missed you….a lot.” I smiled back.

“It’s nice to see you again, old friend.”

Oh, let me hold you

I'll never let you go again like I did

He came back two nights later, his eyes red from crying. He came every night and was doing better. William was happier the more we talked. I got to see the real him again. But this night was different. His hair was a mess and his clothes were wrinkled. It wasn’t surprising, but I never saw him in a mess, not like this before. He stared at me, begging with his eyes. He was in pain.

I wouldn’t hold back.

“William?” I asked, moving in front of the bar counter. He trembled, holding back tears. His lower lip was curling. I sighed. “I’m here, William,” I replied quietly and softly, approaching him. I pulled him into a hug and he fell limp into my arms, crying. I gently hugged him tight, almost like a squeeze, to try and comfort him. “Just relax, I’m here,” I whispered. His breathing hitched, but released as he calmed down.

“I’m so tired,” he muttered. “It hurts so much. I’m tired of being in pain. I can’t take it anymore.” I kissed his forehead.

“I’m here, William. I’m not letting you go,” I whispered. “I’m not gonna let you get hurt. I used to say I was never gonna let you go, but I did. I learned, though. It’s never gonna happen again.” He looked up at me. His blue eyes were glossy with tears. He looked at me as if I was making this worse. I just had to get a few words out before I made it better.

I would never fall in love again until I found her

I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

William hugged me tighter. His embrace felt welcoming. His eyes were no longer glossy and red. I saw his beautiful blue eyes staring into mine. I smiled softly. “William, I’m never going to leave you,” I replied.

“I found you,” he said calmly. A smile grew on his face. He looked handsome when he smiled. It brought out his pretty features. “Thank you, (Name) for being here. I’d be lost without you.”

Pulled me in, I asked to

Love her once again

“You know, I missed you,” I said, finally releasing him from our firm embrace.

“I know, I never thought we’d meet again.” 

“Really?”

You fell, I caught you

I'll never let you go again like I did

Oh, I used to say

William sighed, his lips curling into a sweet smile. He gently pulled me closer. His hand delicately, and quite lovingly, caressed my cheek. I blushed from his touch. “Yes, I really missed you.”

“Honestly?” He laughed.

“Yes, honestly, I’ve missed you, (Name),” he said. I looked up at him. I pressed gently against his body. William placed a hand on my back. We were close again, I felt his body heat radiating off him. It didn’t help with the blushing on my cheeks. “Before you, I had no one to turn to. It was dark. It was difficult to find the light again. Then I found you.”

“Where are you going with this?” I asked, grinning. William laughed.

“I said, ‘I would never fall unless it's you I fall into.’” He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against mine. My eyes widened. He never got this close before. “I was lost within the darkness, but then I found….I found you.” My breathing hitched.

“W-what d-d-do y-y-y-you mean?” I stammered, swallowing. I never realized I was a mess. I was red and my throat was dry. I was trembling slightly at his words. William was being honest.

Did he feel the same way?

I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

“You know what I mean, (Name),” he started slowly, “I said that I would never fall unless it's you I fall into. I found you.” He leaned in more, our lips barely touching. My heart leaped out of my chest. William did feel the same. “I would never fall in love again until I found you,” he whispered. I exhaled a breath I wasn’t aware I was holding back. He just confessed everything.

“I….” My voice trailed off. I was scared, I couldn’t bring myself to tell him. William’s gaze softened. He delicately caressed my cheek, like he was scared to break me. I leaned into his touch.

“Yes?”

“I think I love….you too…”

His lips were graceful, almost delicate, like he was afraid to shatter me with his kiss. The moment felt so perfectly intimate, like it was meant to be. I returned the kiss, the love and affection to William. He kept me close against his chest, our lips softly kissing again. The heat was rising in my cheeks as he kissed me.

It felt long, but it was only a brief moment before we broke the kiss. I was bright red. So was William, and he was smiling bright. He took both my hands. 

“I love you, (Name),” he replied. I giggled.

“And I love you too, William.”

I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

I found you

[honetii]

I'm like super normal and not unhinged in the slightest (I spent 3 days formatting, printing, and binding a niche internet story about sci fi football into a 280 page physical book)

[anthemiswrites]

serenade comfort

sitting in your t-shirt

as you tune your guitar

on the edge of love

watching you play our song

perfect end to a perfect day

never this love, it never felt this deep,

singing The Cure on the highway

then we kiss until we fall asleep

[ju-panic]

hi ☺️ this is me trying to record an edging session with my vibrator... *trying* because there's a moment when i can't take it anymore and i start finger fucking myself until i squirt (several times) at the end ☺️

p.s: i was soooo wet i ruined the sheets

[girlnut]

"boys will be boys" yeah boys will whine like a pup in heat while their pretty cock gets edged and overstimulated by a pretty girl over n over again until they cant take it anymore. boys will be boys though

[newblvotg]

[lupinus-sanguis]

the first time she said Chell's name was probably for something stupid like this (the sort-of-sequel to this)(edit: added some closeups cause i like how glados' internals looked :3c)

[marisatomay]

there should be an oscar category called “movie my dad completed without falling asleep on the couch” and it’s more prestigious and contentious than best picture

[starlightseraph]

obsessed with them.

[cillianmesoftlyyy]

Book Recommendations Based on Cillian Murphy's Characters! | Pt. 1?

These are all books that I've read and associate with Cillian's characters. Just because I include a book does not mean I completely agree/condone anything in them... they just remind me of the character. Characters included:

Crane

Jim

Matthew Joy

Killick

Raymond

Neil

Lenny Miller

Fischer

Let me know which books you’d recommend and which character’s recommendations you like the best!

[maiko-coy]

Sneak peek at pre-HOJ arc of Missed Chances AU and their characters!

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

[canisalbus]

I swapped them around in a silly doodle

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[sam-violet]

chillin in the hot springs 🌱

+ a closeup

[alexcabotgf]

KEANU REEVES as Matt in RIVER'S EDGE 1986