Control, Mew, and Top
So I got the idea of control from @dewtu post here and the idea of mew's mugshot from @sunshinechay post here Thanks @rocketturtle4 for the posts and the talk (along with Midsomer from the discord)
Music playlist here
I think Mew likes to be in control. Of himself, of his emotions, of the situation. Top is a schemer, doing everything to give Mew a storybook romance.
Mew
I love how Boston isn't even in the light, he's uninterested, aloof. The next scene he wonders away from the group as soon as Ray suggests they help him with actually running the hostel for the project. Support my ass.
Mew is shadowed here, even though we see parts of him, like his mouth... We know what he says about himself, but I'm not thinking we get the whole picture from him yet. Also, I think he uses the glasses as a way to shield himself from the world.
"I read books a lot, that's why I'm wearing specs." Which could be he's ruined his eyes from reading, but also we know he reads books to feel things he's never felt before, go places he's never been, and this:
He is using reading to buffer himself from feeling the real thing. We know he is afraid of himself. "You know what I'm afraid of? I'm sensitive, If I have sex with you, I'm going to be so into you." He goes on describing how he'll be addicted and it'll turn out bad. He knows Top only wants a one night stand.
So the glasses can be a sort of symbol of that separation of him, his emotions, and the world.
Back to the quiz night at the bar:
Side note the song saying "It's one thing what you promised, but it's another to deliver, You don't want it now that you got it, to hell with it" nice. None of Top and Mew's songs are romantic.
Mew refuses to drink, giving what he wins to his friends. He wants control of his emotions and what is happening, which we see through out the night, Top thinks he is scheming his way into Mews room but realizes quickly that Mew knows what's going on. And Mew stops as soon as he feels like this situation and his emotions are getting out of control. So, he chooses Ice Cream. Top asks for a cuddle, and he allows it, but is still in control.
Mew's freak out goes along with the song that is playing "Check for pulse" Specifically, "You will hurt the ones you love, and they will hurt you right back. Sing along, Sing along, our love is a heart attack, You better check for pulse" Mew is afraid of this exact thing happening. Again, "I don't want to cry alone in my room"
Another thing about Mew being in control, he thinks he knows how to read people, we get him saying it twice.
Makes me think he's got Top's number. He knows what Top is doing.
Top
This whole time Top thinks he's in control, the bathroom scene with Boston and Top
"I also want to date him, he's interesting" Man never doubts for a second that he's got Mew under control.
Also song playing is Hate Me here it's just saying "hate me" over and over so... yeah. Doesn't feel good.
Cue Spying game with the lyrics "We're both lost, out of date, bitter stargazers, Pretty much similar, Homeless heartbreakers. I don't wanna hear your thoughts, You don't wanna feel my skin, You just wanna dream of sin, Sickness floating in our veins, Players in a spying game"
"I'm going to be there to comfort my friend" is met with a rolled eyes. The amount of contempt Top has for Boston. Man thinks he's got the situation down.
Enough that when he grabs the mic, he just assumes no one will stop him. Doesn't care about Sand, or anyone else. He's in control.
So we've got Mew who thinks he knows how to read people vs Top who wants get what he wants.
This smile at the end though. is it Mew falling for Top or is it Top falling into Mew's control. Who's world is ending.
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Boli?
....................i bought an orchid.
wish me luck?
I am no Qui Gon. I kill plants really easily. but I will try. For you! the Orchid Star Wars Friend in my computer!!
YES!
YESSS!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA
the orchid agenda continues! i shall singlehandedly stop the public from misjudging them as a finicky plant!! it will be my magnum opus!!!
anyways. the three thinking steps to a healthy, happy orchid are:
immediate repot in orchid bark and a not too deep see-through glass container (salad bowls are my go-to)
when u repot cut off all dry and brown or mushy black roots, leaving only healthy bright green ones
put in close relation to a window and water once a week (maybe more at times when the air is really dry)
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Idk why it scares me that we have not had product placement yet (except that water thing, which does look fun.) I feel like it’s lurking, just waiting in the shadows. A yellow bottle is stalking me through this show and I am realizing how much bl has broken me. Though if someone gets punched in the face in McDonalds, I would not be mad about it.
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ajskal tumblr has a (weirdly functional) blacklist for a reason. if someone doesn't tag something you (general) think they should... use the secondary blacklist.
you can put in words that show up in the body of tags. like plantcest. or if you don't want to see them at all? put their url and it'll catch it!
Yep, I've used xkit's blacklist myself for years (not sure if you're saying this for me or for the last anon). There was one word in the fic description that should've been caught by any blacklist of the word "plantcest," but clearly that anon would rather send hate than take responsibility for their own fannish experience.
So I said what I said. If somebody can't handle using a blacklist, then they should block me, because my blog is not a safe place for them. Folks who don't know better than to put their hands on a visibly hot stove need to stay out of the kitchen.
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