#only thing im kinda mildly worried abt is drug stuff . i dont think im addicted 4r 2 anything im using

[nogchompa]

2day was ok!! i wz an hr late 4 work but it wz fine cuz nobody told me i was sposed 2 read th ktchn paper schedule 2 kno wen im working n it wznt on th app we use 2 c our schedules so they understood. im getting pretty ok w foodrunning!! im doing it stoned as hell most of da time so im probly gr8 sober lmao . idk all i can rly think abt anymore is work cuz im here pretty much 24/7. it kinda bums me out sumtimes bc i dont do much else n cant focus on anything 4 2 long without being drawn back 2 thinking abt it. This time of year always feels like a big emotional/prsnl turning point time & i think im getting stronger n better at handling my emotions.....The future is bright i hope!! i hope i hope i hope