#oooh im crying

[twistiraki]

Headcanons when he thought he lost you but you return back to him.

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♠️ Deuce Spade - Deuce was devastated when he heard that you were missing. He had never felt so alone in his life, and he didn't know how to go on without you. He spent most of his time sitting in your favorite spot, hoping that you would magically appear. He missed your presence and the way you always made him feel better.

Deuce was too heartbroken to do anything else. He couldn't eat, sleep, or concentrate on anything. He was constantly plagued by the thought of never seeing you again, and it felt like his world had come crashing down.

When he finally saw you standing in front of him, he couldn't believe it. He was overjoyed, but he was also angry. "Why did you leave me?" he asked, tears streaming down his face, "Don't you know how much I need you?"

🍩Ruggie Bucchi - Ruggie had always been laid-back and carefree, but he didn't realize just how much he cared for you until you were gone. He spent most of his time looking for you, and he neglected his duties as a student. He missed your presence and your humor, and he felt like he had lost his best friend.

Ruggie tried to distract himself by practicing Spelldrive, but he found that he couldn't concentrate. Everything reminded him of you, and he was constantly worried about your safety. He couldn't bear the thought of never seeing you again, and he was willing to do anything to bring you back.

When he finally found you, he was ecstatic. He ran towards you and picked you up in a tight hug, twirling you around. "I'm so glad you're okay," he said, "I don't know what I would do without you." He promised to never let you out of his sight again and to always be there for you, no matter what.

🐙 Azul Ashengrotto - Azul tried to act like everything was fine when he heard that you were missing. He didn't want anyone to see how worried he was. Deep down, he was devastated. He spent most of his time in his office, trying to find any information about your whereabouts. He couldn't help but blame himself for not being able to protect you. He knew that you were capable of taking care of yourself, but the thought of you being in danger made him feel like a failure.

Azul tried to keep his mind occupied by reading, but he found himself rereading the same page over and over again. He couldn't focus on anything else. Every time he heard a noise, he hoped that it was you coming back.

When he finally saw you standing in front of him, he let out a sigh of relief and pulled you into a warm embrace. "You have no idea how worried I was," he said softly, "I'm so glad you're back.

🦦 Kalim Al-Asim - Kalim was heartbroken when he heard that you were missing. He had grown to care for you deeply, and the thought of never seeing you again made him feel like he had lost a part of himself. He spent most of his time in his room, trying to come up with a way to find you. He couldn't focus on anything else. He missed your smile, your laugh, and the way you always made him feel better.

Kalim tried to distract himself by flying on his magic carpet, but he found that every cloud he sees reminded him of you. He couldn't escape your memory. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw your face. He felt like he was going crazy.

When he finally saw you standing in front of him, he was overjoyed. He hugged you tightly, tears streaming down his face. "I'm so glad you're back," he said, "I missed you more than anything."

💀Idia Shroud - When Idia found out that you were missing, he was in a state of panic. He couldn't focus on anything else, and he kept blaming himself for not being able to protect you. He couldn't bear the thought of losing someone he cared about again. He spent most of his time in his room, scrolling through old photos and messages from you, trying to find some sort of clue as to where you might be. The fear of never seeing you again made him feel helpless. He couldn't bring himself to eat or sleep properly. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw your smiling face, and it only made him miss you more.

Idia tried to keep himself busy by playing his games, but he couldn't concentrate. Every time he looked at the games, he had the urge to throw them out of the window. He missed your presence and the comfort you brought to his life. He had grown to care for you deeply, and the thought of never seeing you again was unbearable.

When you finally returned, he was sitting at his desk, staring blankly at his computer screen. He looked up when he heard the door open and saw you standing there. Relief flooded through him as he rushed over to you, pulling you into a tight embrace. "I was so scared," he said, his voice cracking with emotion, "I promise I'll never let you out of my sight again."

⚡Sebek Zigvolt- Sebek was beside himself when he heard that you were missing. He felt like it was his fault for not keeping a closer eye on you and he was determined to make it up to you when you returned. He spent most of his time patrolling the school grounds, looking for any sign of you. He missed your presence and the way you always made him feel like he was home.

Sebek tried to keep himself busy by training, but he found that every move he made reminded him of you. He couldn't focus on anything else. Every time he heard a noise, he hoped that it was you coming back.

When he saw you standing in front of him, he couldn't hold back the tears that streamed down his face. He hugged you tightly, but then he pulled away and scolded you for making him worry. "Don't you ever do that again," he said shouted, "I can't lose you."

[dilfbuck]

Men are not a new sensation // I've done pretty well I think // But this half-pint imitation put me on the blink // I'm wild again, beguiled again // A simpering, whimpering child again // Bewitched, bothered, and bewildered am I

[hayaku14]

OBSESSED with the idea of KID coming into the Kudou mansion seeking refuge (either he got heavily injured or his idenity is compromised) but instead is met with Okiya Subaru, Kudou Yukiko, and Kudou Yusaku. (Conan is also there coincidentally because lady luck hasn't totally abandoned him yet, apparently, but Kaito is sort of distracted by the amount of non-conans in the house to appreciate it.)

one day (before akai moves in) conan drags kid's injured ass back into the kudou mansion to patch him up (and also to demand answers about the snipers in the heist)

kid refuses to tell more about the snipers and conan doesn't pry but keeps an offer of help open

it becomes an unspoken agreement that kid would go to conan if something out of his hand happens in relation to said snipers

by 'go to conan' conan meant go to him, the person, as in wherever location he was at. kid, on the other hand, thought he should come back to the kudou mansion.

months pass, subaru, yusaku, and yukiko come to occupy the kudou household.

kid, injured or identity compromised, sees the lights are on and assumes conan is inside. which well...he ISN'T WRONG (LOL)

kid goes in through the window of conan's room which startles conan who was there to pick something up in his room.

"What are you doing here?!" Conan scream-whispers in a panic.

KID stiffens and stares at him with something like betrayal in his eyes. "Oh, I see I'm not welcome here."

"No! No wait that's not what I meant. It's just, this is NOT the best time."

Someone knocks on the door and the two of them jump. KID's eyes widen in realization as Conan quickly drags and pushes him into a closet. "Don't make a sound." KID does a zipping motion across his lips and makes a show of throwing an imaginary key. Conan rolls his eyes at him before closing the door.

anyways, it was akai who went up to check on conan cause the 4 of them were in the middle of a discussion and conan was suspiciously taking too long.

whether kid gets caught by akai and the kudou fam or not, i have no idea, but either way I WANT IT.

although tbh i feel like akai and yusaku would sense someone else is inside and yusaku would know exactly who it is LOL

then again, whether kid is heavily injured, has his identity compromised, or both, is a big factor on how events will unfold. (and i love exploring each one so my brain is rotting pls someone send help)

[madame-mongoose]

no matter what u doooo i only wanna be with uuuuuuu

hey i ac tualy almost threw up for real lookif at thjis im still trying to keep it down i. oh my god. okay. ydh okay

okay.

[smallest-moon]

me, a completely normal person: i cant wait to learn more about wriothesley so i can inflict an accurate and horrible amount of pain on him so that he can get an even larger amount of comfort <33 i love him so much!!!! :)

[rapidhighway]

Lord have mercy upon MY soul

[pidgeons-cliffbirds-love]

i genuinely believe its easier to get a straight answer out of the Fae then my mother.

[ruthlesslistener]

So one of my favorite things about Silksong is speculating, so I'll just toss this out for your consideration: what if Lace is an entity similar to a Kingsmould? Obviously not one to one since we have zero evidence PK was in Pharloom, but I'm eying her unnaturally organless waistline, light weight despite great strength and encased-in-silk body and it makes me wonder if she's a bit of void trapped in a silken body. The main oddity is she speaks, but she might be 'made' a different way..?

Admittedly part of this is me thinking a little uneasily about how a kingdom partially named 'loom' has this person who wields most of their trappings of authority or propriety (silk, gold, the crook-shaped pin, everything but the bell really) who clearly seems to be operating with her own agenda against its authority, and she's literally named after a high-end textile product, in a way that would seem to imply she is a "product" of Pharloom.

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That's an interesting concept! I haven't really thought much about the idea of Lace being a construct before- most of what I've been musing about with her is that she might be some sort of relinquished orphan given to the Church, or one of the bugs that was used as an alternate means of providing silk once the Weavers fled (currently I like to hc her as a wing-docked silkmoth, in the wild west of per-release speculations). If she is a construct though, then an entirely new realm of possible horrors has opened to us, such as how she's been made, and what she's seen that has turned her against her creators- if her core is made of void, for example, then that means that the Void Sea stretches way farther than Hallownest, and that the god/church of Pharloom has found a means to harness it, which likely involved a great deal of personal sacrifice or danger to do so. PK was able to harness it for kingsmoulds relatively easily, but he was a god, and the state of the lighthouse keeper implies that a regular bug's prolonged exposure to it would not end well. The fact that she speaks might also mean that she's not entirely void as well, since the kingsmoulds and vessels are almost entirely mute; a rather morbid possibility that springs to mind is the idea that the church might have submersed bugs (living or dead) into void to wipe the consciousness of the previous inhabitants from the shell, then bound their bodies in enchanted silk to control them and contain their core. That would explain why Lace could speak, as she's not formed almost entirely out of void, and it would explain why she's got such an odd shape to her. I'd suggest that she might also just be a bug who's got a naturally thin waist, like a wasp, but we've seen examples of that in-game and they don't look at all like she does. We also have Sharpe, who I would hesitate to ever think of as a kingmould-like construct if it wasn't for the fact that he's apparently going to use his proboscis as a whip, which I am sure no flesh-and-shell bug would be able to do normally.

And then there's her dialogue, and the fact that she's working against the higher-ups. If she was forced into servitude by the Church, it would make sense for her to be trying to fight against it, but if she's a construct made by Pharloom to serve the kingdom's purposes, her rebelling sets an even more sinister tone. That implies that her creation was either sinister enough that learning of her origins set her against Pharloom itself (like my proposed method of bugs being killed in void and then having their corpses wrapped in enchanted silk to 'reprogram' them), or that she's seen something else under the Church's orders that was so appalling that it broke her free from her program entirely. There certainly is an aura of extreme control and exploitation going on in Pharloom from what we can see of the kingdom in the trailers, but if a church construct broke free to start killing the spiders they captured, believing death to be a mercy compared to what comes next...? That's serious. And if Lace is a construct made to serve a purpose, one who broke free of said purpose to follow her own goals, then that might be something that affects Hornet in turn- she has an entire history of slaughtering her own siblings because she believes that their deaths would be a mercy compared to what they had to face, after all. Facing someone of a similar origin who has the same idea that she did as well as the ability to actually voice her dissent with her creation might lead to a lot of self-introspection that Hornet herself was trying to avoid, or pinned down as an inescapable necessity.

Really, out of almost everything else that's coming in Silksong, Lace is the character I'm the most excited for- we've seen so little of her, but that delicate elegance and noble ideals with the undercurrent of feral sadism is an extremely compelling introduction to her character. I've seen some people who dislike her because of it, but imo, the fact that she's so wickedly delighted by her battle with Hornet and assumes that death is the best option for her points to someone who's so thoroughly chained that she doesn't believe there's any other way out. Compared to Hornet, who is the very definition of headstrong, wild, and bound only by her own principles, and that makes for a very interesting contrast between the two that I'm super excited to dig into

[celticwoman]

lmao the girlies that were upset abt ash and babe getting engaged as well must be sooo mad now that we're apparently getting a double wedding

[krakenator]

Trawling through old art I came across this and BOY do I still love @bicatperson‘s WTNV & HDM fic, Republic of Heaven Community Radio.

Considering this is (checks notes) from 2015 and my art style has changed since then, I don’t know if I’ll ever finish these photos taken of the rotating door that is the staff of experimental theologians posted to study strange phenomena in the community of Nightvale. But unfinished fanart is still fanart and goshdarnit as a fellow creator I know I would love to perceive.

[zombiepatch]

once was at a park w/ a friend and it was too crowded to enjoy so i was like “this sucks, let’s just go sit in the cemetery nearby” (bc it’s gorgeous there and much quieter) and she said “no fuckin way, it’s haunted af” and i’m still legitimately mad about it. ghosts aren’t real but all these fuckin PEOPLE during the midst of covid ARE.

[teddyoverthinks]

Bestie… how cringe can you get…

I can get more cringe than you can even imagine! 

I don’t know what part of this account is the most cringe—the vulnerability, the earnestness, or the respect I have for fanfiction. 

But

I will continue to be vulnerable and earnest. This account is as much for me as it is anybody else, and I have to put my whole heart into every post for them to be what I want them to be. 

I will never lose my respect for fanfiction, or any retold stories. They will continue to be one of my favorite parts of culture. 

I will continue finding valuable ideas in everything I read. 

I will continue sharing them, because I LOVE this. It helps me! I get to think about quotes that affected me & use them intentionally to meet their full potential of effectiveness. I’d like to think it helps other people in a variety of ways, even if they’re just finding fic reccs.

I thought pretty hard about my reply to this, because I could choose to ignore it, or give you the standard “anon hate is pretty cringe, actually, because only twelve year olds have the time and vindictiveness to be mean because they don’t like something rather than click away”. 

But the thing is, this made me sad today, and the thing about this account is that it makes me happy. Your message came with a chance to remind myself, and anyone else who sees this, why I am here. 

So I’d like to talk about shame for a second. You think, for whatever reason, something about what I post here is shameful. The stuff I talk about—self respect, human rights, striving to be a good and decent human—makes you so uncomfortable you want to know why I’m not too.

There’s a very long winded answer to that, beginning with the fact that I’ve been incredibly ‘cringey’ my whole life, so this purposefully shared vulnerability is comparatively minor, and ending with Brené Braun’s TED Talk Listening To Shame. 

But the short answer is that pride defeats shame, so when I feel a spiral of cringe fail nobody will like this yikes yikes yikes coming on, instead of curling up in a ball or trying badly to fit in, I choose to do the thing I like and be proud of it. Proud of defeating the cringefailanxiety thoughts, even though it’s an ongoing battle. Proud of being unique and happy. Proud of making friends that support me. I can even be proud of making someone laugh at how silly I am. 

I truly hope you find a way to love yourself for your own uniqueness, because if you can’t even respect mine, I doubt you’re proud of yours. 

And if this post doesn’t help anon, I hope it helps someone else!

[noxtivagus]

LE SSERAFIM COMEBACK I AM NOT OKAY

[celamoon]

[maiteo]

the mind games…I swear half of these mfs were injured yesterday

[meowdarame]

i will admit that i’m a chronic crier during sex. and not in a “ohhhHhHhhH it feels soOoOoO good” kinda way but in a “i’m so overwhelmed with either love or sadness that i’m going to start full on sobbing while underneath you” kinda way