#ooooohh this is neat!!

[re-colligere]

oooOOhh. this spy au has got me in a chokehold crying sobbing. If I can ask, what are Dr. Axyon's motives (unless it's a secret)?? Is she actually an evil mastermind in this au or is she still kinda. cringefail morally grey like in canon? is the mask just for show/intimidation or does she wear it for a reason? Her design in this au is so. RAHH 💕💖🧡 sorry sorry about the questions 😭 I have so many about everyone and this whole story but im trying to maintain the illusion of being Normal™

AKDSJFHJKH AHH I'm super duper happy people are this interested in the au, I never would've imagined honestly ;u; also IT'S OKAYY don't worry about the questions! They could actually help me too with additional writing bits (since I tend to only focus on the important stuff), it gets those creative gears going >:] so I'd be more than happy to answer them :3

...I mean. That is. if it's not spoilery </3 in which case I DO need to be a little secretive about it (for now!) Just like right now, with Dr. Axyon's motivations...that's a big ol' secret >:3c !! It'll be revealed in due time since, with the plot I'm thinking of, it basically revolves around her movements.

as for the evil mastermind / actually a bit cringefail but morally gray, right now I'll leave that up to you guys' judgements! Partly because it's tied very closely to her main motive so I can't say that Outright...but I also want to see what you guys think about her so far 👍 She also wears a mask for a Reason, intimidation is a bonus but as the mastermind she usually doesn't come face to face with her enemies that much.

Again, I really do appreciate quastions and such I VERY much encourage them!! It's just gonna be a thing with me that I'll be irritatingly vague about some of them because I do want to tell a self-contained linear story with them, eventually...................I can only dream... but otherwise PLEASE please please. you don't have to be normal about them because I sure aren't!!!! and idk it's just really neat to know that people are invested enough in the things i do to feel like that. So it's a huge compliment for me LMAO!! Thank you!!

[spitinsideme]

( same lil freak again <3 )

as for the gushing about your art ( big long word list incoming ) here you are!

first off, pomni with her little sharp goblin hyena fangs. ooooohh mmmyy goddd it’s so cute and she’s like a feral lil freako and rabid animal vibes i love it so muuuuch dude it’s so cool and neat and amazing and cool!! pomni in general with your neat and uniquely smooth art style is so cute and wonderful 100000/10 rating would recommend

ragatha. oh my god i love her with the face build and hair and everything else. she’s so pretty and sorta intimidating and cool and so amazing!! both of the little loons in your art style are so cool and unique and pretty. pure eye candy and makes my soul happy keep going with the beautiful pictures and buttonblossom anarchy

and i’ve seen some of the zooble pieces and they’re also pure eye candy. so flexible and smooth and wonderful

thank you for letting me gush about your art and wonderful things, keep going with the buttonblossom ragapom stuffs it’s amazing and it makes me verrry happy every time i see it ( and i know other people outta feel the same )

hope yous doin okay, and i’ll always be inspired by your works

SMOOTH ???? THATS LIKE THE LAST COMPLIMENT I THOUGHT MY ART WOULD RECEIVE THAT SHIT IS SKETCHY AS FUCK LIKE LITERALLY !!! BUT THANK YOU VERYVERY MUCH IM SOSOSGLAD YOU LIKE THE WAY I DRAW THE SILLY GAYS !!

pomni really is jist a feral freak shes just a silly little lesbian with fangs that are absolutely adorable and amazing and god i lovedrawing her fangs im glad you enjoy seeing them !!

ANR RAGATHA YES ME TOO !!! I LOVE HER TOO !! i think ragatha looks amaizng with rvery art style possible butni love drawing her with likr ... a thicker mom bod and shes jusy southern to me like i cant explain it but she feels so southern to me lime she had a southern accent to me ... i cannot tell you why i think this i just do ... but i am sososos happy that you like them !!

ALSO FOR ZOOBLE IM HAPPY YOU LIKE ZOOBLE !!! zooble is really easy to draw because they are so shaoes but like .. flexible shapes so it just is simple and fun and god they look so fucking cool i love zooble theyre so badass ajd there isnt enough zooble fanart in this world i think there should be more and i will make more

i will definitely keep going with the ragapom stuff !!! as long as there is even one person who enjoys me making it i will make it, i live and draw to see people happy, the fact that it makes me happy too is my own little bonus !! im glad i can inspire you and i will comtinue to do my silly drawings ajd i uope they continue to make you happy for a very long time, thank you for telling me this ❤️

[jeonqkooks]

Ohhh felt that low key.. it's not as bad for me but could be better 😬 Go treat yourself with something you like to make life a little sweeter haha, that's what I do! Daaamn, okay girl, have fun at TS 😭🔥 My "summer plans" are finally taking place........ at the end of september 🤣 I'm going on a little trip with 3 friends and we're staying at a resort that looks pretty neat. Can't wait!!

I didn't get the plant yet and my deco plans are also put on hold for now. There was some family drama going on and I didn't really had the energy for that.

Ohh let's all make a praying circle for more random obs snippets! 👀

I mean same old story, same old people.. I like to think there's a clear line between support and hard work for someone you love and downright obsession but maybe it's just me 😅 I'm afraid most of the sane ones have either left or are on a break, cause we can't even have a decent conversation with most of the ones still around. There could also be the fact that the sane ones are a lot more silent that the rest . Either way it is what it is🤦‍♀️ at the end of the day I prefer to put myself first and just ignore whoever is acting a certain way. The headache inducing discourse??? 😭😭😭😭 again?? Lmaoo

- 🎃

ooooohh a resort hehehe. if it’s still hot then end of september still counts as summer!! i hope you have a great time there with your friends. hot pumpkin summer 🎃😂

if you have any tswift song request, send ‘em over and i’ll get a video for you and you only <3

i feel like there’s definitely more crazies than the normal ones in kpop fandoms unfortunately, rip 😔 sadly we see blind support and unhealthy obsession more often than not. i knew someone who’s insanely obsessed with jk to the point that it’s genuinely concerning and alarming but yk :/ once they go berserk it’s hard to pull them back i guess. it’s so hard to have normal conversations when it comes to kpop bc whatever you say will just go right over other people’s head and they’ll jump you for absolutely no reason at all lol it be like that 😔

and yeah the headache inducing discourse AGAIN it’s never ending 😂 but honestly upon more reflection i’ve realized that sometimes people are simply just garbage - leeches and fruit flies in human form - and we just have to hope for nothing but the worst for them lol

[doodle-girl]

FYI: The Director, the Writer, and the Producer(s) are all on the same team and work together. How close/loose they are depends on the project, but the idea is that the Producers are the ones funding the project (and so get to interject sometimes (Disney CEOs)), the Writer takes either a given script from someone else or (rarely) gets to evolve their own writings, and then they give that to the Director, who is usually a mix between Producer, Writer, and Separate 3rd Party.

To better explain this, That One Guy you always see in the credits of Marvel movies is a producer- he funds the project and tweaks the writings. The Writers are the ones who create the dialogue, and the Director is the one who tells the actors how to play their lines.

Usually, these are three separate roles, but sometimes, the Director can also be a Producer! And, rarely, someone can be all three. Be wary of someone who is all three, though, since ONE person has complete control over a project that a BUNCH of people are making, and usually... you get the Room.

Not to say you always do (I'm gonna be all three for the thing I'm doing, and I'm well aware of that that means and what it could look like from the outside), but it's pretty common.

Also The Room's writer/director/producer was also the main character. If you've seen The Room a lot of that movie probably just made a lot more sense lmao.

OOOoohh, oh that's neat! Yeah I thought the directors just like, directed all of the main departments or whatever. Hey thanks! <3

[interdimensionalvoid]

Okay so for the au here's the context

Ringmaster Raven is a neat character with a tragic backstory that plays into his aesthetic well. He was charged with arson when Honest Gabe framed him for the fire that destroyed his shop. Raven gets labeled a monster and he embraces the role and aesthetic or the Monster Carnival, eventually coming back to the town that shunned him for revenge

The divergence for this au is that instead of deciding to be a monster he decides to be an arsonist because let the bird ever start fires. I like to think about how he and his level would be different and everything

Ooooohh

[nonbinaryaubrey]

alright!! I'll talk about SOS au in another ask though, so you don't get a huge wall of text. Lilac au follows canon, with the hospital bad ending, but it doesn't end there! Sunny wakes up in white space, realizing he looks exactly like Omori, noticing a younger him there too. He comes to the conclusion that he came back like this to alter the past and get a better future! But his self-hatred gets in the way, and this new Sunny dies, and wakes up in white space. It goes on and on, each Sunny dying in different ways, until one Omori realizes how stupid this all is, and him and his Sunny forgive each other. (hopefully this makes sense, it's a bit difficult to explain in words!) -⭐🖤🐈

ooooohh... :o.. thats neat.. timeloop stuff is fun . the same mistakes repeating over and over until finally something changes.... <- ITS COOL !!!! poor sunny(s) though...

[dragongirltitties]

Hey hey you should check this video out it's really cool. *Puts a hypnosis spiral in front of you* Isn't it neat? Don't you want to just sit with me and watch this? And maybe also take your shirt off and stick out your tongue?

ooooohh... that does sounds like a good idea... and its not like i need a shirt to watch a video....

[justonemorechapternicercy]

A ghost was the sign of an unacknowledged horror. It indicated a gap opened by trauma, an event that because it had not been assimilated must be perpetually relived. There were no words, so there was a haunting.

Signed- HEWWO??? hitman

Ooooohh! A new one! 🥰

I have to say, the description is wonderful, and now I NEED to read the book! Based on the review, it is absolutely up to my alley. I love psychology and hauntings and the two together is just 👌

Thank you for sending me another wonderfully creepy ask! 💙

(And because it is a PJO blog, I can't help but think of Percy's, Nico's, and Annabeth's trauma. I just think it's neat, and for me, it screams Tartarus. Yes, Riordan wants us to believe that demigods don't have PTSD - only Nico has, fuck you Rick -, but this is definitely a good parallel for the survival of Tartarus.)

[areus-in-a-little-cave]

I FINALLY GET TO READ THE FINALE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

YEEEE :D lets goooo

yeah of course :D! it's so very pog

whacking you with a stick rn

home is Not where the heart is moment

hehhehe heehee is just a little guy

whacking you again how dare you bring angst into my angst fic. but :( the idea of clingyduo having to take care of eachother after their injuries oof I am trying to hard right now not to make a spoonfeeding post joke

:] he is with his family he feels comfortable :] :]

he Just wants to make everyone HAPPY!!!

look the adults in this story are c!tubbo, c!ranboo, c!techno, and a little bit of c!phil. none of these fellas have ever properly had a talk about feelings before they're all emotionally Terrible

I support you. grab and shake him and be like can you talk to your son sir please

what a funny little parallel that has nothing to do with me re listening to some hamilton songs and being like huh that could be a neat background thing

:((( michael........ he does not see himself as a kid like there is no difference between him and his parents in his mind mans does not get it

:) hehehe

soooo true the goal was for her just to be a little loud and a bit weird gal

y'know I think these two one after the other work as commentary well enough on their own

big fan of the letter. Do Not think about what techno's internal thought process while writing it might have been btw

me mem meem emwhenen hwenenen ntthe. oodgnghnhgnhg. fr michael really be going through the motions

I think this is the one direct action Michael takes in the fic that doesn't instantly have a negative effect on him

yeah I just figured they'd be british because of tubbo :]

fields of flowers alternate ending where michael has no friends but he got to rock junior's shit twice

he's just a silly little guy!! he tells them about his love of books and debating instead of the fact that he can use a bow and arrow or make potions because this man is the biggest nerd in the world (affectionate) and he thinks those are the super cool impressive things

:] finley and yogurt the two calmest members of the friend group. to be fair it's not by a lot

TECHNO TURN AROUND BABYYYY LETS GOO

:((( ohhhh them they are so. techno loves michael so much I literally was fighting myself not to add more soft lines from him

and there it is!!

:(( EMBER this is so sweet thank you so much. I really love this fic an ooooohh it means a lot coming from you <3 <3

BRO I'm so grateful I wrote it because I met you through it!! :] literally same you are always so lovely to see on the dash and talk to <3 mateeeee oh ember my beloved I'm glad I can make things better because you do the same!!

<3

[bubbles-art]

It’s just hard to accept that that just really happened, ya know?

Ooooohh yea baby! It’s sad boi hour :)

Inked traditionally colored digitally. I think it looks neat :)

[chris-evans-indian-fanfic]

Love

One-Shot

Description: Asexual!Bucky thinks he is broken beyond repair, until you show him that he has been complete all this while.

Warnings: Angst, bad language, mention of sex toys, romance and fluff

@jtargaryen18 organised a writing challenge for reaching 4k followers and of course I have to participate multiple times! 😍 I am sorry this entry is a little late 🙈

My Main Masterlist

A/N: This is the first time I am writing an asexual character. Whatever I have written is based upon my knowledge that I have gathered by reading various articles and posts on asexuality. The reason I am writing this is because I want to have an equal amount of straight and LGBTQ+ stories in my masterlist, so that there's something for everyone to enjoy. Hence, if you are an asexual person or know someone who is, and you realise that anything in my story is incorrectly represented, then please let me know. I will immediately correct it, issue an apology and accept my mistake publicly. 

I don’t consent to have any of my work published or featured on any third party app, website or translated. If you are seeing this fanfiction anywhere but Tumblr and AO3, it has been reposted without my permission. In that case, please do share the link and let me know.

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"I cannot fucking believe this!" Karen shouted, "What are you like gay or something?"

Bucky winced at her venomous words. "You need to leave," he said in a quiet, respectful tone.

"Like hell I am going to leave. I want answers!" she placed her hands on her hips and stomped her foot. "What is it? Am I not sexy enough for you? Are you not attracted by this?!" she gestured towards the skimpy lingerie currently hugging her body.

Bucky met her eyes as he responded, "I do not want to have sex with you." 

She huffed, clearly not convinced, "Why not? We have been going out for what, 3 months now? And you still don't want to have sex with me? What is the issue here? Is it-" she paused suddenly, her eyes traveling down his torso to his crotch, "You can't get it up can you?" she sneered.

Bucky shook his head, too exhausted to deal with her, "Karen, it's nothing like that. I just do not want to get physical with you. That's all."

"Oh! Ooooohh!" she bent backwards a bit, "So it was fine to hug me, cuddle with me and hold my hands. But when it comes to sex, you suddenly become a pious celibate saint! What the fuck Bucky?"

Bucky sighed, and handed Karen back her coat, "We are done. Please leave."

She laughed dryly, "Oh abso-fucking-lutely we are done. You know what I think?" she asked while wearing the coat, "I think that you are too old grandpa and that your tiny ass tortured gay dick cannot salute on its own. Because no man in his right mind would deny this," she again pointed to herself. "Super-soldier my ass," she muttered as she left.

The door to his apartment closed with a loud bang, leaving an echo in its wake. Bucky stood still, rooted to his spot. If it were not for the silent tears rolling down his cheeks, anybody could have mistaken him for a statue. 

Slowly, he sat on the floor, his gentle sobs rocking his body as he hugged his knees. 

Decades of torture by the hands of Hydra had left him crippled, physically, mentally and emotionally. When he had been saved by Steve, he had started to piece his life back together, bit by bit. Things such as books, movies, music became tiny jigsaw pieces that slowly filled the void in his life. 

After the final galactic battle with Thanos, Bucky had been officially initiated to the Avengers team, or rather what was left of it. The team soon became an extended family, a family that Bucky was still getting used to. It was especially irksome when Sam and Scott decided to set him up on a date with Karen from Research & Development (R&D), despite his protests.

It wasn't that Bucky didn't desire a relationship. He wanted to be close to someone, experience romance, feel their heartbeat in a close embrace and place light kisses on their forehead. 

But he didn't want to have sex.

At first, he thought he might not have met the right woman. So he searched for porn online, which did little to sway his feelings. He put the issue on a backburner, the safety of the people and the urgency of his missions steering the wheel of his life for a while. 

But when Sam and Scott proudly announced their grand plans for Bucky's date, he remembered his "issue" again. He looked at Karen closely whenever they went on dates together. She looked perfect. Beautiful hair, soft glowing skin, curves in all the right places, all packed in a graceful, slender body.

Bucky liked being close to her, but he was still not getting aroused. Hence, he stopped her advancements everytime she tried to get physical. Karen tolerated it for a while, before her patience wore out tonight.

As the sun rose in the sky, Bucky was still seated on the floor, his cheeks now stained with tears that had stopped sometime in the night, though a sniff escaped from him every few minutes. He looked at the sunlight pouring in from the window, broken by the window-panes, landing at his feet in two rays with a comforting warmth. It was in that moment that Bucky realised, Hydra had truly broken him.

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"We have various types of dildos available. There's The Classic, Textured, Long and Thin, Short and Thick, Vibrators, Transparent Plexiglass Dildos, Strap-Ons, G-Spot Dildos, Double-Ended, Squirting Dildos and ones that also come with a suction grip. Are you looking for yourself or are you looking for something to enjoy with your partner?" the helpful saleswoman asked you.

You stroked your chin in thought, "It's only for me. I already have a vibrator that I bought about a year back. The G-Spot ones have never really worked for me. I am looking to try something new. What is the suction grip one?" 

The attendant handed you the dildo and showed you the suction grip at the end of it, "You can use this to place and stick it on any flat surface you want, whether it's the floor or the wall or the side of your desk. It guarantees a completely hands-free pleasurable experience."

You stuck it on the wall besides the showcase to test the theory. It worked. "Neat! I will take this one," you smiled as the attendant went to fetch a fresh piece.

You paid for your new sex toy and walked back to the Avengers compound with your small white shopping bag in tow.

When you reached your desk, you heard Karen bitching as usual about something to Jessica. At first, you blocked them out like you did almost everyday, but then a name in their conversation caught your attention.

"He's the Winter Soldier alright. He's completely frozen down there," Karen whispered loudly with disgust. 

"Even that red sexy lingerie didn't do anything for him?" Jessica gasped dramatically.

"No!"

"That's crazy! That hot-red piece will convert even the most gayest of the guys! And it didn't do anything for him? Wow," Jessica responded.

Karen added, "You know something? I have always thought he was extremely weird. Like, dude, I know you were tortured by Hydra or whatever, but get over it man! It's been years since he was free. He should enjoy life and stop being such a wimp. I am 100% sure he is impotent."

"You know I was digging into him the other night," Jessica said in a hushed whisper, "and I saw a message board online which suggested that his penis has been completely cut by Hydra. This person knows all such secrets about these alleged superheros. You should follow him."

"What is his username?"

"Proud-Flat-Earther-MotherFuckers. Wait, I will send you the link," Jessica offered. 

Having heard enough of their nonsense, you made your way towards the HR department. Maybe both Karen and Jessica had forgotten, but talking about the personal lives of Avengers was strictly against the rules and was considered as reason enough to fire employees. 

You filed a complaint with the HR and within a few hours, both the women were fired on the spot. You savored the moment with relish, as their faces turned aghast at the realisation that their actions had consequences. You went up to them, watching the pair clean their desks, with unabashed glee. 

"You know something Karen?" you asked her, "Just because a man refuses to have sex, it didn't mean that he's a wimp, or gay or an impotent. But if you do choose to think of him that way, then it surely makes you a sexiest and a homophobic person."

Karen looked at you furiously, "You bitch! I lost my job because you went and blabbed in front of the HR!"

You chuckled at her outburst, "Oh my dearest Karen. Yes I did go and rat you out to the HR. But that's not what got the two of you fired."

"Then what did?" Jessica asked as she joined the conversation. 

You folded your hands for effect, "Your hateful comments and toxic views cost you your jobs. People like you think that just by using the latest iPhone or following the latest trends, you are a modern, 21st century person. But in reality, it is your open mindset which makes you a member of the modern society. If you would open your mind just as much as you open your legs, trust me, the two of you will be much better off."

You turned to leave, but stopped yourself, "Just a suggestion. Stop using words like gay and impotent as insults. It will help you retain your next job for a longer time." You winked at their speechless faces, and happily returned to your desk. 

Your job in R&D was taxing and so, you always found yourself working late. Today was no exception either. As you left your office at around 8pm, you saw Bucky heading towards the elevator which led to his apartment. You always had a soft spot for the brunette super-soldier. For starters, you couldn't even begin to comprehend the tortures he must have endured in his past. And the fact that he was trying to piece his life back together again? It was truly commendable.

He always kept to himself, his eyes downcast and his body language unsure. And after what you had heard today, you felt even more sorry for the guy. Turning towards the cafeteria, you picked up a box of vanilla-strawberry French macarons for him, thanking the heavens above for the free food available at the Avengers compound. You held the white bag with macarons in your left hand, being mindful of not confusing it with the similar white bag in your right which contained your new sex toy. 

A few moments later, you found yourself in front of his apartment. You had visited him twice before to adjust his vibranium arm or to sort out a few tweaks, but never before had you visited him so late in the evening. 

You knocked, feeling a little hesitant as you did so. He was surprised to find you standing on the opposite of the door, however, he still greeted you courteously nonetheless. 

Before you could state your reason for the visit, he said sincerely, "I heard what you did today. Thank you. I really appreciated it."

Now it was your turn to be surprised, "Oh. Ummm. It's okay really Mr Barnes. It was nothing. You don't need to-"

"No. It wasn't just nothing. You could have turned a deaf ear and ignored them. Yet you chose to stand-up for me. Thank you," a small smile laced his face and you melted on the spot.

You had a crush on Bucky. A BIG one. Could anyone blame you? This guy was a hot, sexy mess of an ice-cream sundae that left you hungry for more even on the coldest nights of the year. 

You realised you were staring into his steel-blue eyes like a creep, and immediately cleared your throat. "What-what they did was wrong. Karen had no right to demean you for your desires or lack of them. I-," you sighed, "I am sorry for what she said. It was disrespectful and hurtful. So I brought you something that I hope will cheer you up."

You awkwardly raised your right hand, "I got you some vanilla-strawberry macarons from the cafeteria."

Bucky did cheer up a bit at the mention of his favourite food. He eagerly took the bag with a huge smile, "Thank you," he said once again as you shook your head. "Thank you for everything you do to keep us safe Mr Barnes. I must be on my way now. Goodnight," and with that you left, grinning like an idiot.

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You took a bath, ate your dinner and slipped into comfortable pyjamas. Excited to try your new sex toy tonight, you unpacked the bag expecting to see the nondescript box of the dildo. Instead, 5 delicious macarons stared back at you with innocence. 

You stumbled backwards in shock, the impact of your action settling like a dull, heavy weight in your stomach. "Oh no no no no," you whispered, horrified.

You immediately rushed to your window and pulled aside the curtain to look at Bucky's building, as if expecting to see him staring daggers at you. One of the privileges of working with the Avengers? You got to stay in a nice apartment within the compound itself. Your residential complex was a little further away from the main building, covered easily by 15 minutes of walking. 

Feeling hyper, you frantically searched for a coat and almost ran out of your house. You rushed back in to keep the box in the bag and again, dashed towards the elevator. 

Hoping that Bucky would have yet to open the box, you sent a silent prayer to all the gods and goddesses in the skies above, even Thor. Meh, you never know when an ex-Avenger could be of help.

You sprinted towards the other building, a multitude of thoughts clouding your mind- What if he was offended by it? Would he file a complaint against me? It would be sorta ironic if I was fired for this! Shit he would think my apology was false and I am probably mocking him.

You reached his apartment, a panting, huffing mess of a person. You knocked frantically, his door shaking with force at your desperation. However, you jumped as Bucky whispered your name from behind you, "Are you okay? What's going on?" he asked with concern as you turned around to face him.

"Did-did you op-open the bo-ox?" you questioned him while panting like a dog. 

He furrowed his brows in response, "No I was planning to open it in a few minutes. Please tell me what's going on. Why do you look so scared?"

You bent over double, your stomach cramping thanks to your impromptu running, "Thi-this is your bag," you held up the package, "That ba-bag is mine."

"Okay," Bucky said slowly, still unsure of your behaviour, "Should I open the door to retrieve your bag?"

You nodded as he stepped aside, "Why are you not wearing any shoes?"

You looked down at your feet at his query, small blades of grass had stuck to your naked feet along with dirt. "I was in a hur-hurry to get to you," you managed to say between your breaths.

Bucky just nodded in response. It was then that you noticed the pack of paper tissues in his hand. He opened the door and stepped inside, beckoning you to follow him. He pointed to the white bag kept on the table while he looked at it with worry. "Will it explode?" he solicited.

"Uhh no," you replied awkwardly.

"Is it dangerous?" curiosity etched on Bucky's face as you swapped the bags.

"No, it's nothing like that," you looked down at your feet, feeling the heat rush to your cheeks with embarrassment.

He narrowed his eyes, "Then what is it?"

"I can't tell you," you quietly admitted, "but here are your macarons. I am really sorry for this. Didn't mean to disturb you from whatever you had planned," you pointed to the box of tissues still in his hand. 

Bucky noticed the underlying question in your statement, "I was about to watch a movie. So needed these to clear the mess."

Your eyes went wide at his sincerity. While you had a crush on him, you definitely did not want to know about Bucky's late night masturbation adventures. Shaking your head, you raised your hands and started walking backwards, "I am sorry I disturbed your nightly… activities. I get out of your hair."

"Actually, would you like to join me for the movie?" Bucky asked hopefully, "We have the macarons and you seem like you need to calm your nerves."

You were surprised for the third time that day. Did Bucky just ask you to masturbate with him? Or have sex while eating the macarons? Or did he want to eat them after you guys have had sex? A flurry of questions swirled in your mind as you stared at him with a slightly open mouth. 

Bucky interpreted your gaze and stumbled to clarify himself, "As friends! Would you like to watch a movie with me as a friend?"

You slowly nodded your affirmation, "Yeah okay. Which movie are we watching?" 

"The Notebook," he revealed with a smile, "It's an extremely emotional movie. Ummm what's the term? Tear-jerker? Uhh yeah, it's a real tear-jerker of a movie."

"Oh so that's why…" you pointed at the tissues. "Yeah," he confirmed, "I tend to cry a lot while watching that movie. And… ummm… I am the kind of person who cries ugly. You know, all tears and snot. So yeah… I need the whole box."

"That's… that's actually sweet," you smiled, "Trust me you are not alone. I start crying as soon as the titles appear on the screen."

He got excited at your confession, "Yes! Exactly! It's because you know what's going to come and you are just mentally preparing yourself."

You chuckled with him in affirmation as he led you further into his apartment.

You freshened up a bit in his washroom, making sure to clean your feet and the residue on your face from the sweat.

Bucky was standing besides your bag when you entered the living room, "Now that we are friends," he intoned, "will you please tell me what's inside of this?"

You sighed, "Mr Barnes-." 

"Bucky," he corrected you and you smiled. 

"Will you promise me you will not take any offense or be insulted by it? I really did not mean to swap the bags."

"I trust you," Bucky said with assurance.

"It's…it is a sex toy," you mumbled quietly. Any normal human wouldn't have heard you, but Bucky's enhanced hearing caught your words flawlessly. 

He took a moment to process your words, and finally, to your amazement, burst out laughing. 

You sheepishly smiled at his reaction as your heart felt a little lighter. "That is embarrassing," he agreed with a wide grin. 

The two of you settled on the couch as Bucky's chuckles lessened. He kept the box of macarons between you two, but hesitated to begin the movie.

You sensed his curiosity, and clarified, "I haven't been in a relationship in a very long time. It's been… 2 years I guess… since my last breakup." You took a deep breath, "And my job doesn't exactly leave a lot of time on my hands for dating or one-night-stands."

Bucky seemed to consider your words for what felt like a long time. Finally, he asked quietly, "What does it feel like? To… to want another person… sexually?"

You blinked your eyes, thinking you must have misheard him. But then, his gaze met yours, and you knew his question was sincere.

"It feels like…," you raked your mind in search for the appropriate words, "...like your entire body is on fire, and you need the touch of the other person to quench your thirst. Like, just for a few moments, you want to shut your mind, and let your body think for you."

Bucky nodded slowly as you finished, "But what if you feel that in your heart? And not for your body?"

You squint your eyes at his question, "What do you mean Bucky?"

He placed his head in his hands, "I just… I don't feel like that with anyone. I mean, I don't want to have sex. Trust me I have tried everything. Literally everything. Still I don't feel aroused… I am broken, aren't I? Because this is abnormal, right? No matter how hard I try I will never be normal."

Your heart shattered at his words. You had heard about his horrid nightmares, but to think that he was struggling to accept himself, thinking that he was broken, even when he had so much love to give, was depressing. You could not just stand by and watch.

Gently, you placed a hand on his shoulder, "Bucky, look at me." When he didn't comply, you urged him, "Bucky, you are not broken. It is completely normal to not have any sexual desires."

"No it's not," he scoffed.

"Yes it is," you coerced him, "Do you know what is asexuality? It is the complete absence of sexual desires. Many people-"

He interrupted you, "There is no such thing. You are making this up."

"I am not," you replied indignantly, "Research indicates that more than 1% of the American population is asexual. Also, experts believe that more people might be asexuals because they think that they "haven't found the right person yet"," you ended with air quotes.

With no reaction from him, you sighed and got up, "Do yourself a favour. Use the internet and learn about asexuality. It will help put your mind at ease." You left after giving that piece of advice.

Bucky stayed in the same position for a few moments after your departure. He nibbled on a macaron as he considered the movie playing in front of him. Unable to focus, he promptly shut it all and carried the box to his bed. The macarons disappeared into his mouth as he tossed and turned, feeling restless. 

There was no way asexuality was a thing. If it was, then how come there were no movies, tv shows or even advertisements on asexuality? That's because it wasn't normal, right? Maybe you had just lied to him to make him feel better? Maybe you took pity on him?

He looked at his phone on the table near the tv set, your final words repeating in his head in a loop. The combination of tiredness and laziness encouraged him to take your advice in the morning.

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You didn't see Bucky for 3 days after your fateful encounter with him. The fact that you still had your job at the Avengers Tower meant that he hadn't filed a complaint yet with the HR. And for that you were grateful. Friday came and you found yourself working late, again. It was around 10pm and you were still in your lab, almost done with the work. That's when you heard the small swoosh of the lab doors opening and closing.

You looked up from your table, and found Bucky staring intently at you with his blue eyes. He cleared his throat and tentatively took a step towards you. "You were right," he said slowly, "I researched online, read a few articles and spoke with the in-house therapist. I am an," he took a deep breath, "an asexual."

You closed your laptop and smiled at his confession, "How are you feeling now?"

"Honestly? A little bit better. I feel somewhat free," he admitted while gripping the white bag in his hand a little bit tighter.

"That's great! I am so proud of the progress you have made," you beamed at him, but sensed his hesitance as you neared him.

"What's wrong?" you gently inquired.

"You are… not… I mean… by any chance… asexual?" he winced at his own question.

You chuckled lightly, "No I am not."

"Ahh, then it's okay," he murmured and turned as if to leave.

You stopped him by placing a hand on his firm bicep, "What's going on?"

He shifted on his feet, visibly uncomfortable and anxious, "I was just… no nevermind it's stupid."

"Bucky," you said his name in a stern voice.

He sighed again, "I thought… I mean I owe you a movie because… of that night… and so… you know… would you like to watch it? The movie? But why would you? You deserve better… you are not an asexual. You are normal. Why would you want to go on a date with me?" he finally ended his mumbling.

You looked at him with squinted eyes, trying to decipher what he had muttered. "Did you just say you would like to go on a date with me? But it was stupid because you are an asexual and I am normal?" you blinked as he nodded.

"Who told you that you are not normal?" you asked him, a little irritated, "Bucky look at me." This time he complied, "You. Are. Normal. As normal as me, as the other Avengers or as anybody else in the world. Do not, for even one goddamn second, think that there's something wrong with you because there isn't. Are you listening to me? Am I clear?" you wagged your forefinger at him.

Amused at your outburst, he nodded with a sheepish grin. Clearing his throat, he asked you again, "Would you like to watch a movie with me tomorrow? As a date?"

You placed your hands on your waist, "Yes."

His grin widened as he asked you the next question, "Still mad at me?"

"Uh-huh."

"Maybe these cupcakes will help," he shyly held up the white bag in front of you, "I made sure they were cupcakes," he added with a smirk.

You graciously accepted the bag, "Cupcakes will always help."

"Great! It's a date then. Tomorrow… at 4pm? My apartment?" Bucky suggested.

You agreed, and he left with a goodbye. As soon as he was out of sight, you opened the box, expecting to see the usual cupcakes inside. Instead, you found that the sweet treats were decorated with cute messages such as "U R Cute" , "Be Mine?" , "So Sweet" and so on. Feeling mushy at his adorable gesture, you bit into the sweet treat as you headed back to your apartment.

The next day, you made sure to wear a purple dress, complete with black, grey and white accessories - the colours of the asexual flag. Bucky beamed at you as he welcomed you into his apartment. He had made a snack mix from popcorn, crispy pretzels, chips and nachos, the perfect accompaniment to any movie according to him, and you couldn't agree more.

The pair of you watched The Notebook in silence, except for a few sobs and sniffs here and there and the straight up bawling during the emotional parts of the movie.

After a while, the film ended but your date continued. The two of you talked about everything, right from the meaningful discussions about the government policies to random questions like "which mythical creature would you be and why?"

Soon, it was time for you to head back to your apartment. Bucky offered to walk you and you happily agreed. But before you left, he asked you nervously, "Would you like to have a second date?"

"I would love to," you beamed, "Which movie should we watch the next time?"

He ran his hand in his somewhat disheveled hair, "Uhh… I actually made a date jar. Wait, I will get it."

He brought over a glass jar, filled with tiny bits of folded paper, "I thought we could have dates that start from each English alphabet. We can pick and choose at random from the jar."

Tears pricked the corner of your eyes again at his thoughtful and romantic gesture. You gingerly picked one note from the jar, excited for the adventure that awaited the two of you.

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It took more than 2 years for the pair of you to finish every date in the date jar, except for one. Whether it was jet-skiing in the ocean, taking classes for flamenco dance, him teaching you self-defense or going on a wildlife safari together, you and Bucky finally got through it all. Only the letter "P" was now left.

In these 2 years, any distance between the two of you had practically vanished. Bucky was comfortable in removing his bionic arm in front of you. Moreover, he had started sharing everything with you. Right from his darkest and disturbing nightmares to a pretty butterfly that he may have seen during his missions, Bucky made it a point to ensure that you were a part of his life, and you had absolutely no complaints.

The two of you had also discussed about your sexual desires, and Bucky had been comfortable with you using your sex toys as and when you wished.

Bucky was the perfect boyfriend anybody could ask for. He was considerate, thoughtful, a hardcore feminist and gave the best foot-rubs in the world. And so you were nervous. Nervous because the two of you had never actually sat down to talk about the nature of your relationship. And as the day of the last date loomed nearer, your anxiety increased. At first, you thought of making a second date jar, but he had quickly dismissed the idea, stating that he would be caught up with multiple things after the last date ended.

As you sat in the car that Bucky had sent for you, your apprehension grew. Bucky always picked you up, however this time, he had asked you to come alone in the car. Maybe he wanted to break up with you?

By the time you reached the park it was pitch black. You were sure Bucky had paid the guards to keep the gates of the park open just for you.

As soon as you entered, you saw the pathway lined with 25 lamp posts, leading you towards a breathtaking archway decorated with fairy lights and your favourite flowers.

On every lamp post, a photograph of the two of you - which were taken on your dates - was stuck along with a note. The notes described how he fell in love with you over and over again on every single date. Your progress was slow, as read each of his meticulously written words with tears in your eyes. You collected all of his notes and the photographs, and finally headed towards the lit archway.

When you entered it, the instrumental notes of the song "All of Me" by John Legend reached your ears.

You walked ahead and reached a bend. Upon crossing it, you were showered with rose petals as the live music grew louder. And at the end of the archway, your boyfriend, James Buchanan Barnes, was standing in a tuxedo, looking as sinfully good as the forbidden fruit. The entire area around him was lit with soft fairy lights that cascaded gracefully between tall lamp posts. Even on the ground, small wooden lamps illuminated the grass across the area. A live band was playing the music and your Bucky was standing with the most gorgeous bouquet of red roses that you had ever seen.

Your vision turned blurry as you started crying, and looking at your tears, he started sobbing as well. "No no no I can't cry now," he managed to say between his sobs while giving you his handkerchief, "I have to do this."

He got down on one knee and took your hand in his. You both laughed as you started crying harder. He took a deep breath and said your name, "These 2 years have been the most magical years of my life. You have accepted me as who I am, what I am, and never once tried to change me or make fun of me for it. I never thought I would be treated with the amount of respect that-" he started crying, unable to finish his sentence.

You sat beside him and handed him your kerchief. "Yes," you said with a tear-stained smile.

"Let me ask you first!" he exclaimed between his sobs.

You laughed and wiped your snot as he cleared his throat, "I love you so much. You are the only one I want to-" he started crying again.

"Yes!" you answered his unsaid question.

"I haven't asked you yet!" he exclaimed again as the two of you giggled between your sobs.

"Okay c'mon Bucky you can do this," he muttered to himself as you beamed at him. "Okay," he looked into your eyes and whispered your name, "Will you do me the honour of marrying me and becoming my wife?"

You choked up at finally hearing the words. Rendered speechless, you could only nod as fresh tears escaped your eyes.

"You have to say yes!" he almost shouted with excitement.

"Yes! Yes! Yes!!" you matched his enthusiasm as he slipped a ring onto your finger. His large arms then engulfed you in a bear hug, wrapping you in a safe and secure space for eternity to come.

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[endreal]

I would stretch out upon your altar, offering you my languid form in repose for a late afternoon nap. I’d fall asleep thinking about your charming and quirky sense of humor and hope to see you in my dreams. Also, a neat rock I found. ☺️

Ooooohh! Is it mica?

I bless your offering with pine trees, morning sunlight, and evening warmth. Also a pic coil in case you're outside. I know you also live in mosquito country.

[fireflier]

Cleo herself appeared in the second season of Hermitcraft with a name change and a startling difference to when Joe'd last seen her. He was not surprised- He never was when it came to her.

In return, she was not surprised when he greeted her looking much more human than in the past, or when she became the only one to notice how wrongly he fit into the puzzle that was Hermitcraft. Neither of them fit right, but that was fine. 

Though the change was recent, they decided no one needed to know and it became another secret. A zombie who's been one for centuries is far less threatening than one whose only beginning to rot, anyway.

So, he told the Hermits that she'd come of his request, and that she'd been an undead for as long as he'd known her, alongside a slew of other lies. If Bdubs remembered her before, if he remembered how he'd gotten out of Super Hostile, or even remembered the place at all, he said nothing. Joe took precautions anyways.

Bdubs wasn't always afraid of the moon, but if fear was what it took to maintain his silence, then it had to be done. It was unfortunate that they had to mess with their friends, really, but was a little phobia really so bad? He thought it was much better than the more brutal alternative. Bdubs liked to talk, and it would hurt him badly to have to take that away. 

Of course, Bdubs didn't know of Joe's edits. Hadn't he always been afraid of the night?

OOOOOHH man that's super interesting omg !!! joe being nonhuman is really cool :O i wonder what he was up to !! cleo and joe's dynamic seems super neat tooo

[senoritaimperfecta]

I think it was back in 2018, after The three caballeros made their first appearance in Ducktales, I remember finding your blog because of your edits. They were so cool and inspiring and you blogged about a lot of things I found cool. I am glad because I was introduced to many things thanks to you (like Elena, Dalmatian street, spiderverse to name a few).

Ooooohh!!!! I don’t remember exactly when I started following you but I know it’s been awhile !! Definitely more than a year but you were someone I would always see in my notifications so I was like !!! ‘You seem neat!!’ & I finally followed!!

I’m so glad I could introduce you to other things!! I love Elena of Avalor, 101DS, & Spiderverse so so so much!!! 

[tsunderswapofficial]

I'm in the process of trying to complete a replication of the sprites, starting with using what we were given. They don't give nearly enough to envision a full design, but they certainly provide a starting point. Plus, combining them with the blacked out sprites of the old & new TS!US meeting thing makes a cool shading effect.

Ooooohh, neat! I’ll be interested in seeing the results of that.

- Beethovenus

[sonofanyx]

*Asks all of them*

Favorite character- I'd have to go with Shinsou mostly due to the fact that I can relate to his character a lot from what we know and have seen of him

Least favorite character- Hands down Mineta.

Favorite villain- My boy Shigaraki

Least favorite villain- probably muscular

Favorite teacher- Tie between Aizawa and Hizashi I love them both equally for different reasons

Least favorite teacher- I don't really have one

Favorite student- If I had to pick one that wasn't Shinsou I'd say Kirishima definitely. He's a beautiful character in design and personality and although he struggles with himself he always puts forth his all and he's a sweet character.

Least favorite student- once again...mineta but there's a handful of ones I'm neutral on

Character you wish to see more of- My boy Hizashi

Character you find most interesting or mysterious- Aaah that's a tough one but I'd probably say Shigaraki in all honesty due to his quirk and his backstory but I find loads of them interesting as hell but it's a long list 😅

Any moments or scenes you could watch over and over again- Definitely a few. One being Midoriya vs. Todoroki at the festival. The Hosu incident. All for one vs. All Might. Aizawa talking to Joke about his students and basically saying he cares about them and is proud of them during that one exam.

Any character you disliked at first, but warmed up to?- Honestly it surprises a lot of people when I say this but... Bakugo. I guess it took me understanding his character for me to appreciate him more but even then I still struggle with approving of everything he does but I do really like his character.

Character you liked at first, but no longer do?- Hmmm honestly I'd have to say Iida. I don't know he gets under my skin a lot for some reason

Do you have a favorite quirk?- Ooooohh I have a few. 1) Aizawas. Like being able to erase a quirk while you're looking at someone is pretty neat to me. 2) Shinsou. It could be used for so many things? It's a great quirk to have but also depends on the person who has it. It is just rad as hell, especially the fact that he can use it on multiple people at once. 3) Todoroki. FIERY BOY but also the ice aspect is super COOL(ahaha) too. 4) Monoma. While he can be annoying his quirk is rad

Least favorite quirk?- Fuckin sticky balls is one. That moonfish guy I think his name is, I don't know I just thought his was stupid. Most other quirks I can deal with but there's a few I'm just ???? About

Which pairing are you the most fond of?- Erasermic.

Are there any pairings you aren’t a personal fan of?- Anything that's student/teacher or potentially abusive. I respect all of the others though, I personally just can't get behind those types in particular.

Favorite fight?- As of right now it's a tie between All for one vs All Might or the Overhaul fight

What were your thoughts before watching the show?- I didn't really have one aside from wondering if it was overhyped like a lot of popular anime's

What are your thoughts now after seeing it/ reading it?- I absolutely love it, it's one of my favorites

What or who got you interested in giving it a try?- A lot of Cosplayers I talk to and also sitting down and starting it with you (@soaringbeans )

Were there any moments or scenes that caught you by surprise? - Finding out who Shigaraki was related to

Any moment that was a disappointment?- Not that I can think of right now

Is there a character that a lot of others like, but you don’t, or vice versa?- Honestly Overhaul, I just don't get the big deal over his character. I dig the design I guess but I feel like his character is overhyped in my personal opinion but if y'all like him I respect it

Was it better or worse than you expected it to be?- Soooooo much better than I thought it would be

What moment did you find the saddest, or that hit you the hardest?- From the show so far the scene when All Might said "now it's your turn" From the manga there's a lot but one that had me crying was when they were rescuing Eri up until everything with Nighteye.

Any moments that made you angry or frustrated?- The fact that the first person to find out about One for all that Deku had to tell was Bakugo. It should have been someone else in my opinion, it genuinely upset me

Who gave you the best first impression?-Oh gosh...I'm honestly not sure

Who gave you the first disagreeable impression.- Bakugo when he told my sweet summer child to basically jump off the fucking roof

What is, if any, the biggest flaw you see in the series? Or something you would have done differently?- Nothing major really? I'd have only maybe changed who found out about One for All first but aside from that nothing.