its so weird thinking about childhood best friends you don't know anymore. like. the girl and her siblings who lived next door for year, who I used to considered my sister, who now looking back on it was probably my first crush ever, who swore we would grow up together, who was only 'visiting' her family for a month, turns out her parents lied to us, I never saw her again. the girls I went to summer to summer camp with every year and now I can barely remember there faces.
like. how are they doing?
I still can't conceptualize that these people who mattered *so* much to me are just... gone... chances are that I will never see them again, especially my best friend who's back in Pakistan, and even if I did, so much time has passed that I would most likely not recognize them even if I did see them.
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Just started the new series and if there's one thing I know Dr Who will literally do anything to not have a beach episode.
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actually the dumbest part of modern aus is that i don't want to kill off tariq or have him be a serious romantic contender due to the whole second cousins thing. but i like his weird gay thing with froi so i have to keep that while also keeping him out of action most of the time
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it's the first weekend of the summer which means instead of the usual 25 parties at work there's a whopping 3 and if I'm there my entire shift (noon to 8) I'm gonna be upset
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sometimes i have this strong urge to deactivate but then remember that this is the only place where i have worse taste with my media consumption habits than other smart & cool people i'm joking this is a joke post i think that my friends irl who don't even know what a black sails is are infinitely cooler than me except when they post on ig about whatever new mcu trash movie is out this quarter but other than that? i'm nothing
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husbeast has been working a TON of overtime (going in two hours early most days, working six days a week every week for the whole summer…), and so insisted i be spoiled on my birthday and i got a birthday HAUL
so not only did he take me and our dear friend to see Barbie, i got this
SCREAMING the door on the Barbie dream house bag opens!! and i finally stopped being worried abt being a 36 year old who loves kuromi. cringe is dead, long live our interests and joys
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