I know someone posted the timeless main theme already, but my favorite musical moment in Goncharov is definitely the song that Katya sings in the cabaret just before the infamous poker scene with Sofia... and her reprisal of it just before she "dies" (EVEN THOUGH I STILL THINK EVERYTHING POINTS TO HER FAKING HER DEATH) just breaks my heart every time....
The music supervisors did their homework on this one too, because the lyrics are actually from a famous poem by Russian poet Alexander Blok, and they just fit the tone of the show SO well...
Night, street, lamp, drugstore,
A dull and meaningless light.
Go on and live another quarter century - nothing will change.
There's no way out.
You'll die, then start from the beginning;
It will repeat, just like before:
Night, icy ripples on a canal,
Drugstore, street, lamp.
UGH! THE THEMES! THE BLEAKNESS OF IT ALL! Anyway, if you need me I'll be hiding in my room and being absolutely normal about all this... and I may post more hard-to-find clips from the soundtrack to my music blog @traumaticmagic later
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hello lovely people..... i am sorry i have been so inactive here, life has been catching up to me and i am constantly scrambling to try and keep up with it.
however!!! I have a NEW SONG coming out APRIL 26TH and i love it very much and I've just gotten the pre-save link for it so im popping it here if anyone would like to save it.... i promise i will post art again eventuallly.... for now here is a little animation I made of the song's cover art
thank you <3 hope you're all welll
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so is anyone interested in a
dot dot dot
MCSM FANGAME
???
ive been planning on making one for a while,, one that appears as a "dating" game, but has some boss fights! (for example, during the lukas route, aiden gets jealous and attacks you!)
you will play as jesse, and you can choose between male jesse, female jesse, or an enby jesse :D
alsooooo i actually wrote a song for aiden's fight! i call it "Ragefelt"!! heres the 1st demo version!! (heads up, this isnt the looped version that will appear in the game)
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hey i finished a new song!! check it out!!
my prompt for starting this was essentially "i'm in a bad mood and i want to make music that'll fix that". apparently what that translated to was whatever genre "music that would make 9-year-old me think they could do a backflip off the swings at the park" is, but like... it DID cheer me up? so, mission accomplished? i hope you enjoy it too!
♫ made with OpenMPT!
✎ cover art by me!
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I wrote a song from the perspective Biana Vacker
She’s such an underused character lately, and I feel like in-universe, she probably feels the same way. And all this song lyric analyzing made a musical theater song just… happen inside of me. So in all of twenty minutes, I wrote this, saved the lyrics, and recorded it with my phone’s very so-so microphone. I hope you guys can enjoy it.
Lyrics under the cut:
The scars you see don’t scare me
But the ones inside, I hide them well
Do you even have time for me?
You say you do, but I can’t tell
Cause you forget to tell me anything
Till it’s already done
Sometimes I feel like I’m the last to know
Out of everyone
And I know that I’ve had it fine
I deserve something hard in my life
But it’s hard and it still will be
Every single time
What if I didn’t reappear?
What would you do or say?
Would you look everywhere for me
Or let my memory fade away?
Lately I don’t just feel replaceable
I feel erasable
Like you would never notice if
I stayed invisible
I’ve relied on a legacy that
I know I can’t trust anymore
So I hardly know who I am
Can’t remember what I’m fighting for
Cause this is all about you
And nowadays you always look through me
Even when I’m visible and standing
Somewhere I know you can see
And I know compared to yours
My problems are nothing, we’re in a war
I know you’ll make the right choices
Even if I feel ignored
What if I didn’t reappear?
What would you do or say?
Would you look everywhere for me
Or let my memory fade away?
Lately I don’t just feel replaceable
I feel erasable
Like you would never notice if
I stayed invisible
Was I not good enough?
Have I ever in life been good enough
For anyone who got close enough
To tell if I was good enough?
Was I not good enough?
Have I ever in life been good enough
For anyone who got close enough
To tell if I was good enough?
What if I didn’t reappear?
What would you do or say?
Would you look everywhere for me
Or let my memory fade away?
Lately I don’t just feel replaceable
I feel erasable
Like you would never notice if
I stayed invisible
What if I didn’t reappear?
What would you do or say?
Would you look everywhere for me
Or let my memory fade away?
Lately I don’t just feel replaceable
I feel erasable
Like you would never notice if
I stayed invisible
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