#otabek altin x yuri plisetsky

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Yuri is tired. There is fighting again. He can sense the tension in the air, and while he'd say it fuels him, the truth is, it scares him more than a summer storm. He's small, and easy to over look. He uses this to stay perfectly still in his bed, hoping, praying the screaming will stop. That this time there will be quiet sobs instead of echoing sounds. There is a cracking sound that shakes his door. He should hide.

He stays where he is. He will be brave. The door shakes again and again, then stops. There is the sound of breaking. There is the sound of screams. There is the sound of sobbing.

The next day he opens his door to see the large crack running down is surface. His мать sits alone on a couch, face streaked with salt as she holds a glass of burning drink, cigarette in hand. She catches sight of him, sniffs, and rises. Something in her eyes is not right. Another 'отец' gone?

мать has had a hard time, he knows, since his father went away. It wasn't his fault, he knows, his отец just had to go. It was his time, or something. But мать has never been the same.

дедушка comes to get him again. Its for a week this time. When he returns there is a new door, and a new man. Yuri wonders how long til this one breaks his mother's heart again. She's not got much more love to give. He can see it. At her edges, she is becoming sharp, and bitter, and grey.

He looks at дедушка and wonders what keeps him going. His light is a soft radiance, an aura of calm that flashes rainbow lights when something particular catches his memory. Sometimes he thinks he can see that in his мать. When she looks at old photos, or sits on the edge of her bed, peering into a jewelry box saying nothing.

Sometimes she goes out to parties, or events. Sometimes she comes home happy and he is happy. Sometimes she comes back with new lovers. Ones who lie. He can hear it. It hurts her heart, which means she can hear it too. And then they leave. They give so many excuses. The one he hears most often is that they are not ready to be a parent. They were only here for a short time, some fun.

It angers Yuri. His материнский heart is turning cold, hard. Soon there will be nothing but stone. No one can love with a heart made of grey, cold stone. Not even those who don't lie to them. Sometimes Yuri thinks he can hear music when he thinks about this. It slows to a grinding halt. Sometimes, when he's really quiet, he thinks he can hear the sound of someone grinding at the stone, trying to unstick it. Sometimes he thinks he's holding a blow torch made of his own breath, trying to warm it.

The next time it happens his дедушка and wonders about several things. Grandpa was a soldier, and he works hard, and he's seen things. This is very comforting. He doesn't sugar coat, even if he doesn't answer everything. Yuri is a boy, so it's okay for him not to know everything right now, he says. But Yuri notices things.

There is less food at home than at дедушкин. There are fewer items. As they get broke, they are not replaced until дедушка comes to fix them. His материнский smiles become grim lines. His clothes don't seem to fit for longer. His smiles begin to fade until one day he looks his мать dead in the eye and asks why she puts up with this revolving line of useless men who take and never give.

She says she didn't mean to hit him. She was just so mad. She says she'll never do it again. She says she's sorry. Дед doesn't give her a second chance. As the door closes on the apartment, he feels that stone feeling take place in his heart, so he partitions it. He wont become hard like her. He wont let himself get caught in a rotating string of people not worthy of him.

That week Дед takes him to the lake in the field. It's shallow and frozen over, but it's good for some skating, and that's a nice activity they can both do. Дед used to do this as a small boy himself, he says. He and his friends used to throw snow balls and skate and then race around the neighbor hood making the most out of nothing on days like these.

Yuri feels the ice give way to his movements like it's trying to resist his very existence. It's in a battle for its very life and Yuri is here to kill it. Yuri looks at the ice as he makes clumsy strokes against it with dull blades. Yuri understand it. He's in a battle for his life too, now that it was taken away from him.

Дед calls to him, asking him to come towards дедушкин hands carefully. The ice is dangerous. The ice wants him to fall, fail. His mother wanted to feel alive. So dose he. To do so, he cannot fail. He'll so the ice. He will cut it and he will win.

This time when life throws stones, it will be the one with the busted lip.

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15

[so-aguarela]

[imjustapoorwayfaringgeek]

🖤Eros & Agape🤍

happy pride month yall✨

i know yoi fandom is kind of dead but i still like it and i went back to my gay figure skaters phase recently so that's what you'll get from me

[hualianschild]

presenting *drumrolls* all the homosexual supporting cast that I've shipped from the media I've watched (till now)

[airjemsonyoi]

Sure, baby. 🥹

[lady-of-ocs]

Just finished Yuri!!! on Ice for the first time and dear god, why didn’t I watch this sooner? The animation for the skating is pure beauty and I adore each and every character (special shoutouts to Phichit, Christophe, and Yuri(o)!). Viktor and Yuuri’s romance was so, so good and I’m truly violent over the fact that I don’t get to see more of them (fanfics here I come!). I salute you long time fans because I’ve been here for three days and I would kill a man (/j for legal reasons) to get more content. Yuri Plisetsky my absolute LITTLE GUY. Imma squish him. He’s such a brat but he’s got a good heart and I love him. All the forehead kisses for Captain cranky cat ears. Bonus points for grandpa and his pirozhikis.

I started ice skating at about age five and skated almost weekly during skating season for years of my life. A childhood dream was to compete and one day go to the Olympics. This show hit me deep in my gut and I’m so happy and yet wounded by it. The pure adoration I have for this show (I literally binged the first 8 or 9 episodes in one sitting because I couldn’t put it down, and the only reason I didn’t finish the others was because I had to study for an exam or risk failure). It’s about ice skating and a beautiful relationship between these two men. I love the connection between the characters (Phichit and Yuuri’s friendship is so fucking sweet and I love the absolute chaos that is Chris and Viktor) and how unique everyone’s skating style is. The costume designs are absolutely killer (I’m partial to Yuuri’s short program costume, Yuri(o)’s free skate costume, and I really enjoy Otabek’s costumes). Chris gets a special mention again because the consistent ass shots during his routines made me fucking cackle. He’s so sexy, I hate him lmao.

Anyway I’ve been here for two paragraphs and I could go on and on about the show. I don’t feel the pain of waiting seven years for Adolescence, but I do understand it now and I’m carrying some of your burdens with you.

In conclusion, I love ice skating and gay people, and I love it even more when those two things are combined.

[byukenen]

best yoi couple 😼

[anime-anything0]

Double/triple pfp

[xxcherukooxx]

[easternlonging]

"i want wolfstar figure skating au" yurio and otabek from yuri on ice already exist girl...

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[capsensislagamoprh]

You can go ahead and blame @ruanek & @blonndiec for this shit. SUCK IT UP, BITCHES!

<3 you all. Party in Ten-Forward!

[ssselthrovv]

Rock Starzzzz!

They listen to much sex pilstols’ songs, jk

and I literally don’t know why I’m always drawing Yuri with smokey eyes make up but it’s suits him

[imjustapoorwayfaringgeek]

📸📸📸

[bunnyseahorse-blog]

Who shipped Otayuri as soon as they saw Episode 10 of Yuri on Ice? Or was it Welcome to the Madness that started it for you?