#paracosmoses

[delicrieux]

hiaiaiai just finished rereading myso and got so giggly and warm again ty 🥺💗 this series really was a great companion during quarantine, you're awesome xx

aww love u, myso will always have a special lil place in our hearts. nr1 comfort series!

[jedivszombie]

top 5 memes 💜

Ooohhhhhh thank you for this! 

Top 5 Memes (in no particular order):

This is so ___ Alexa, play (insert music of your choice) - okay, I lied this is by far my favourite meme format. It works so well for so many things and it is just so fun! 

The lady screaming at the cat - as someone who actually watches Real Housewives of Beverley Hills I adore this so much. It’s ridiculous and just top tier!

The lady trying to do the math equation - this is me with a lot of different things, so I truly identify with her and the way it is used.

One does not simply... - this is old school and really speaks to teen Mais but I do truly still love this meme.

Coach Sue from Glee “I’m going to create a ____  that is so ___” - 

we’re vibing: send me a topic and I’ll tell you my top 5

[withoutanaestheticc]

💫💛✨This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you’re amazing inside and out ✨💛💫

*internal screaming*

THANK U BABY - you are so sweet and so so funny you crack me up all the time and if I was annoying enough to type reactions to a majority of your posts all of them would be ‘mood’

[myimaginarywonderland]

Okay, first of I need to thank every follower that ever liked my posts, reblogged them or felt the need to follow me because they liked my content.

Then I need to thank the entire community for sticking with me through this season, these highs and these lows. Through all these tough times, you were the once who created the content that made me smile during race week, that made me feel not alone and made me laugh.

Then, I need to thank so many people which I probably won't even be able to list.

First of the two Renault stans @laurenault and @cute-abiteboul that I can count on.

Than the George trinity @georgerus63 , @formulola and @russellscuffle because you all got me into Mercedes George.

Than @esteboo-ocon for creating some awesome images and fanfics as well as just showing appreciation to underrated drivers.

Also @uni-virtuosis for being one of the first people who interacted with me.

@paracosmoses for being a great person

@theonefrommogi for interacting with my posts.

@albon-and-gang and @albonooo for giving me Alex content.

@holdmyhopeinyourhands for being one of the kindest people from this fandom

@lance-on-pole , @lilpoacher , @laptimedeleted for also providing great content.

@godbastian for being one of the best F1 blogs.

For the whole Lance protection squad.

@greenliketheskyf1pics for giving me Prosenna content.

@simpcedes-amg for providing the thirst content I need.

@gasly-kvyat, @gyzhou-s-main and @jedivszombie for constantly interacting with my posts.

Thank you to everyone that makes this small community a fandom worth staying in.

[andshedoesitagain]

Taking care of you.

Spencer Reid x Reader      Words - 2440

@paracosmoses​ asked - “ Hey, Dylan! I hope you're safe 💚 I absolutely melted while reading "I'll carry you", so I wanted to request a reid imagine (totally fine if you don't feel like it): reader being a bau member who had confessed feelings for reid and he'd rejected them (even tho he felt the same). One night out at a karaoke with the team, reader gets drunk and sings like goodnight n go/imagine/rem (i'm just a sucker for ari but thought i'd be fitting), and they talk.. Idk i'm terrible w plots but i trust you hehe.”

///Thank you so much for this request!! I hope you’re safe too and thank you for the compliment, writing this was a lot of fun and the plot you came up with was great!! So I hope you enjoy it :) ///

Warnings - Alcohol & Vomit

It had been no surprise when you and Spencer had gotten paired up to do a late shift, paperwork that had been piled up for days, mysteriously placed on your desk just as everybody was rushing out the door to get home. It wasn’t like you minded much though, you practically spent every waking moment with your curly haired teammate, having become close when you had first joined the BAU, and the others had obviously taken notice.

Looking up from the last file in front of you, you were met with a gentle smile and a hand stretched out your way, raising a brow you let out a confused chuckle. “Yes?” 

“I’m going to walk you home,” Spencer stated, his hand still outstretched. Taking a quick glance to the file, you quickly signed off on it before swivelling your chair to look at the man in front of you. Shaking your head amusedly, you took his hand, letting him pull you to your feet. “You don’t need to walk me home, I know we live close, but I imagine you’re wanting to get home as much as I am.” You said, picking up your jacket and bag, looking at him over your shoulder. 

“No, it’s okay, I like knowing you got home safe anyway.” This made you smile, looking back to the ground to avoid him seeing the small flush on your cheeks. “Okay, if you insist,” dramatically you dragged out your words, gazing at the small smile on his face as he pulled on his own jacket. 

You had spent most of the walk joking around with him, trying to ignore the fleeting bumping of hands, or how he’d pull you to the side when you were just away to walk through a puddle. Every little thing making you overthink, although you did your best to dismiss the butterflies in your stomach, although they only continued to build as you contemplated the confession on your mind.

It wasn’t until you finally reached your front door, did you feel your chest begin to ache. “We’re here, and your safe, so I think I’ve done my duties,” Spencer joked, your own little chuckle slipping out.

Taking a deep breath, you felt a surge of confidence. “I uh, I have something to tell you.” The words came out quick, rolling out your mouth before you really had a moment to think about them. Spencer nodded, taking his hands out of his pockets. “I don’t want this to change anything about us, I just need to tell you, to just get it off my chest, okay?”

Reid nodded, his expression soft except the slight furrow of his brow. You took another deep breath. “I have feelings for you.” As soon as the words came out, you wanted to swallow them back up, even more so when Spencer looked to the ground, avoiding your eyes completely as he tried to slink away. For the first time you felt like you couldn’t read him, and it almost hurt. 

“I-I’m sorry.” The words hit you like a truck, a type of blind confusion you weren’t used to smacked across your face. Spencer still hadn’t look back at you, “I can’t, it’s just not—” As he stuttered his way through his words, you cut him off, nausea and embarrassment both taking over your body. 

“It’s fine, never mind,” you weakly laughed, “just pretend I never said anything, I’m tired, that’s all, not thinking straight.” He opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out. Taking that as your queue you turned around to open your front door, the shaking in your hands causing you to fumble with your keys, “shit,” you mumbled in frustration. 

As you got the front door open, you turned to Spencer who stood still in the same place, a look of guilt painting his face, “goodnight, Spence,” voice cracking you smiled at him before closing the door. 

The next few days were difficult, a new type of stiffness now surrounding the both of you, and you had taken every chance you could to avoid being alone with him, in truth you felt guilty, having drove the wedge between the both of you in the first place. Despite the tension, Spencer still sent you soft smiles from across his desk, and you still found a cup of coffee placed on your own desk every morning, the same little smiley face drawn on as he usually did, but things still felt different. 

Your other teammates had also felt the subtle shift of atmosphere, them all send quizzing looks your way, JJ even pulling you to the bathroom at one point to talk. Awkwardly you stumbled through what happened, although instead of the look of awkward sympathy you had been expecting to get, she instead held one of confusion, biting her lip as pushed her hair behind her ear, muttering a quiet, “well that doesn’t make sense.” Though she quickly brushed it off when you brought it up.

“Let’s go to a karaoke night,” Penelope randomly proposed that night, your team all pursing their lips sceptically, “aww, come on, it’ll be fun, and it’ll be a nice change of scenery from our usual bar!” Looking at you almost pleadingly, you titled your head slightly back at her before sighing. 

“Sure, I’m up for it.” Sitting back in your chair, you smiled at Penelope who clapped her hands excitedly, glancing over you caught a pair of brown eyes, Spencer gingerly staring at you before looking over to Penelope.

“I’ll come too,” Spencer said trying to play it off nonchalantly as he was met with the others looks of confusion. Soon enough the others agreed, and you found yourself driving towards the quaint but flashy karaoke place. 

Everybody had ordered drinks as soon as they got in, and you hadn’t held back, practically throwing them down as you sat with the others, causing Derek to pat you on the shoulder, “woah slow down there, kid.” The others also took notice of your quickly emptying glasses, Reid looking at them like he was counting them before shooting a slightly worried glance your way. 

One by one your team went up and sung on the karaoke machine, everybody clapping along with whatever song even if it was slightly out of time and messy. Resting your face in your hand, you smiled happily and slightly drunkenly at Penelope while she sung up on the stage, hollering as your vision danced and blurred.

When she came down, she accepted a round of high fives from everybody at the table, before JJ spoke, “C’mon Y/N it’s your turn now!” They all clapped and gently nudged up to the stage as you staggered slightly, laughing as you clambered on to the stage. 

Absentmindedly you scrolled through the little screen containing the songs until you found one you knew, “I love this one!” You exhaled grinning over at your teammates who were all still shouting their words of encouragement. 

The music kicked in through the speakers and you found yourself swaying to the music, every few moments squinting to look at the screen through fuzzy eyes. “Tell me why you gotta’ look at me that way, you know what it does to me,” you sung into the mic, your gaze searching for a familiar head of curls, locking eyes as you continued. “I got you, I got you dreamin’, close your eyes and your screaming.” Staggering through the words, you still swayed not looking away from Spencer, whose cheeks were almost as red as yours.

Cheering still rung throughout the room, “Oh why’d you have to be so cute, it’s impossible to ignore you, ah,” all shyness was abandoned due to your stomach full of alcohol, “why must you make me laugh so much, it’s bad enough we get along so well, just say goodnight and go, oh, oh, oh.” Spencer hadn’t taken his eyes off you, shifting in his seat as worry slowly furrowed into his brow, stressfully watching as you continued to stagger and sway. 

It wasn’t until you felt a burning in your throat did you pause, stomach churning as you rushed off the stage. You had practically thrown yourself into the bathroom, retching over the toilet for a couple of minutes, before sliding down the wall, dizzy and your body aching all over. 

Catching a glimpse of your self in the mirror, you saw how red and patchy your face as well as how swollen your lips had become. The bitter taste of alcohol and vomit coated your mouth, as you just rested your head against the wall, your eyes fluttering close tiredly. 

A gentle knock from the door, alerted you, “it’s occupied right now,” you croaked out, your throat still scratchy and sore. Despite your words, the handle slowly went down, and Spencer poked his head around it, eyes widening as he looked at the state you were in. 

“Y/N! Are you alright?” Kneeling beside you, he placed his hands on either side of your face, feebly you rolled your eyes open. 

“Hey Spence, not really,” you slurred, “I’m really drunk and really sorry,” as nonchalantly as you spoke, your face still scrunched up in his hands, reaching up to pull on his sleeve you spoke again, “like really sorry that I ruined everything, and I’m really sorry I’m in love with you, it’s okay you don’t love me back, really it is.” Eyes beginning to water, Spencer’s own eyes widened once again. 

“Hey, hey it’s ok,” pushing your hair behind your ear with his finger, his tone was soothing and careful as he spoke again. “Let’s get you home, okay?” Although his words weren’t really registering as you just wanted to fall asleep right there and then, you nodded letting your hand fall to the ground as you let go of his sleeve. 

Practically lifting you to your feet, you put your head on his shoulder, closing your eyes once again, as you both walked out of the bathroom. Placing you on a chair, you heard mumbles coming from him and your other co-workers just being able to make out, “…taking her home…” the rest all sounding garbled in your head. Your jacket being placed over your shoulders, you felt hands calmly pushing your arms into the sleeves before moving away. You could also just make out Penelope’s voice near one ear, as well as feeling a small kiss being placed on top of your head, and even with your eyes closed you pulled a tired smile. 

Before you knew it, you were on your couch, the moments from the karaoke place to your house missing from your memories. Opening your eyes once again you smiled at Spencer who was knelt in front of you his voice fading in, “…Y/N hey, here’s a glass of water, take a few sips for me,” his voice was patient and soft as you took a drink, the water cool against your hot throat. “Awesome,” he said as you placed the glass down. 

Blinking a few times, you surveyed your living room, “How’d I get here?” You asked, looking back to him. 

“I drove you, but you have to get some sleep now, can you get your jacket off while I go and find a bowl?” You nodded in reply pushing the jacket from your shoulders and dumping it on the ground. Hearing some clambering, Spencer emerged back bowl in hand, he placed it down by the couch, hoping you’d take initiative if you were going to be sick again. “Okay, lie down on your side, slowly,” he directed, his tone still patient as you shuffled around and lied down, Spencer adjusting the pillow under your head.

“Are you gonna stay?” You mumbled, struggling to keep your eyes open. “Of course,” you heard just as you slowly slipped to sleep. 

As soon as the sun hit your eyes, you groaned, your head pounding violently as you pushed yourself up onto your elbow. Looking down your eyes squinted at the blanket tucked around you, even more when you looked down to the shoes still on your feet. However, you couldn’t help your expression of shock when you looked over to the other couch in your room, Spencer splayed out across it, yet facing you, fast asleep. 

He also still had his shoes on, his jacket placed neatly over the back of the couch. Swinging your legs over the couch, as silently as possible you pulled off your shoes, before tiptoeing over to where he was. Sitting next to him you softly poked his shoulder, “Spencer,” he continued to sleep, “Spence, wake up.”

Finally, his brown eyes fluttered open, slightly bloodshot, purple bags standing out under his eyes. Sitting up, he rubbed at his eyes, smiling warm-heartedly at you, “hey,” he whispered. 

You couldn’t help but smile back, “good morning.”

“Are you feeling better?” He ran a hand through his hair, eyes narrowed as he looked you up and down. 

“My head feels like it’s on fire,” you laughed timidly, pushing your own hair behind your ear, memories of last night slowly pouring in. Gasping you put your head in your hands. “Oh my god,” your eyes darted back up to him, cheeks red, “I am so sorry about last night, I don’t know what I was thinking, just forget anything I said…or did, oh god.” You placed your face back into your hands, too embarrassed to look at him.

This time he took one of your hands away from your face, “no, I’m sorry.” Looking to the ground in thought, “when you told me about how you felt, I didn’t know how to respond, or how to feel,” slowly he rubbed small circles into your hand, as you listened intently, “I never expected you to feel the same, so I tried to push away how I felt about you.” Gradually, your eyes widened, your mouth dry. 

“You feel the same way?” The words came out slowly, like you were still processing them while you spoke. 

Spencer mumbled, “yeah, and I should’ve told you that night, I don’t even know why I didn’t, it was just all so shocking, and then it felt like you were avoiding me, and then I thought it was too late,” he rambled, your expression softening. Without thought you threw yourself into him, wrapping your arms him in an embrace, “I would totally kiss you right now, but even I don’t wanna taste my own mouth right now.” Laughing, he held you tight, pulling back to push your hair behind your ears with both of his hands, pressing a kiss to your forehead. 

“This’ll do for now.” He mumbled, matching your grin and soft eyes.

[mimnesia]

thank you @eeveesjourney for tagging me :D

17 Questions, 17 People.

1. Nickname? mimi, mimz (mesh)

2. Zodiac? gemini sun (sag moon, leo rising) i know, im horrible /hj

3. Height? 165ish cm aka small

4. Hogwarts House? slytherin

5. Last Thing I googled? tibet thangka (ancient oriental art history exam)

6. Song stuck in my Head? arms tonite by mother mother (send help)

7. Number of Followers? 250 (why? don't follow me i post nothing interesting)

8. Amount of Sleep? huh about 3 hrs

9. Lucky Number? 5 :D

10. Dream Job? no idea tbh, probably cinematography or something

11. Wearing? black tshirt, black sweatpants

12. Favorite Author? currently obsessed w danilo kiš. he is a serbian author, but i think he has his works translated. look him up :D

13. Favourite Instrument: guitar, drums (i really wanna learn how to play the drums, it's so cool)

14. Aesthetic? idk it's all over the place. dark academia, dad on a holiday, gay

15. Favourite Song? i can't chose an all time fave so currently arms tonite by mother mother (once again send help)

16. Favourite Animal Noise? birds chirping on a sunny day, cat purring on a cozy day

17. Random? uh idk i have a shitty youtube chanel that i haven't uploaded on for probably over a year

Tagging: @paracosmoses , @myimaginarywonderland, @mercedes-russell

[ghostsdontcry]

Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome 🧚‍♀️💕

Awww 💕💕💕You are the nicest @lemongrass-and-cedarwood

I'm gonna tag bc it's faster from the phone 😅

Tag: @hayilaa-kats @theactualbigchonk @a-clockwork-justice @once-was-a-spiderman-blog @paracosmoses @theeyesofoli @noneofyourbuisness1107

[shesmyevangeline]

tagged by: @lenillouds (thank you!),  tagging: @missing-a-place-ive-never-been, @canadiandutchiefangirl, @topazlance, @no1else-but-me, @proudfanofeverything, @hardhuilen, @saralou23, @trashhhcan, @bury-me-with-books, @paracosmoses

Rules: tag 10 people you want to know better

Name:  Gemma

Cats or dogs: Cats always

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff pride!

Sexuality: I usually say bi, but if you want to be really specific i suppose it would be biromantic asexual. Or something like that. Labels are confusing man

Current time: 20:47/9:47 pm

Reason for url: lt’s a quote from The princess and the frog, once of my favorite Disney movies. ‘Tiana, she is my Evangeline’. I hope I get to be someone’s Evangeline someday. :)

Favorite Animal: Orcas/Killer whales. I love all sea creatures, but I just think they’re incredibly fascinating: they’re a perfect combination of extremely majestic and extremely terrifying

[coloring-the-galaxy]

Tagged by: @paracosmoses

I don't really wanna tag anyone but if you see this feel free to do it! It's basically to get to know people.

Name: Amy

Cats or dogs: dogs, tho I have allergies so I can't really have either

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff all the way

Sexuality: I'm just like backstreet boys cuz I'm Bi, Bi, Bi

Current time: 5:00 pm

Reason for URL: I like looking at the night sky and seeing all the stars

Favorite animal: tough one, but I'd say manatees

[missnxthingg]

🍃🌺🌙If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get it back even better🌙🌺🍃

ooooh, thank you! that's so sweet! 💖💖💖💖 thank you for always being nice to me!

[carelesscatastrophe]

Change

(Personal) Kai Parker Imagine for @paracosmoses

Prompt #11: “You are not wearing that out. I will rip it off of you.”

Warnings: Small mention of smut

Word Count: 448

As soon as you walked out of the walk in closet with your mesh body suit on with a floral  bralette and short denim cut offs, Kai was immediate with his response.

“You are not wearing that out. I will rip it off of you.” His eyes were dark as they trailed down your body, causing you to grow just slightly uncomfortable. “Kai don’t be so possessive, it’s cute!” You grumbled, adjusting the shorts slight;y. “Yeah, maybe if you weer going to Coachella or something.” He replied with an annoyed tone.

“This is what is in style right now and it took me like twenty minutes to pick out this outfit and Y/B/F/N is going to be here soon.” You defended and he looked anything but pitiful for you.

“I’m sure you have time to change, here I’ll pick something out for you.” He said before leaving momentarily and coming back with a long sleeved top.

“Kai that’s a turtleneck.” You groaned in annoyance, pinching the bridge of your nose. “Yeah you”ll look so fab in it.” He was mimicking a valley girl accent at this point and you had to pretend you weren’t amused. “I’m not changing.” You said with determination in your voice and his eyes narrowing, the tick in his jaw going off. 

“Oh really? You think so?” He challenged, nearing you with his arms crossed. Your height was not much compared to him, and you couldn’t help but to feel both turned on and intimidated. You didn’t reply, and his arm hooked around your waist pulling you flush against him. “This is all mine, and I’ll be damned if anybody else sees how delicious you look right now.” He whispered, his warm breath so close to your ear.

“Make me change then.” You played along, and he tutted at you. “Baby if I make you, you definitely won’t be able to walk for a week, and you won’t be going out with your friend tonight, and I know she’s looking forward to seeing you.” He murmured against your earlobe before continuing, “Oh but the things I would do to you..” His words sent waves of shock all the way down to your core and you couldn’t help but feel flustered with his choice of words.

His hands slid up your waist before you heard the tear of material, and a cool breeze on your skin. “Malachai Parker!” You shrieked, pulling away to glare at him. Right at this second, you heard the doorbell ring. “Better hurry and go change, Luiza. Your friend is here.” He chuckled before patting your bum as you angrily walked back into the closet with a story to tell your friend.

[jedivszombie]

⚡🌊✨💖⚡☄️If you're receiving this, you make someone happy💞🌊⚡💖✨☄️ go and send this to 10 people who make you happy or someone you think might need some cheering up.💞✨🌊✨⭐☄️ If you get it back then the better 🌊💞💖⚡✨

Oh thank you so much! This is incredibly sweet of you 🥺🥰

[withoutanaestheticc]

⚡🌊✨💖⚡☄️If you're receiving this, you make someone happy💞🌊⚡💖✨☄️ go and send this to 10 people who make you happy or someone you think might need some cheering up.💞✨🌊✨⭐☄️ If you get it back then the better 🌊💞💖⚡✨

Thank you my sweet ♥️

[myimaginarywonderland]

I was tagged by @pinkperez (thank you so much😊)

Rules: Spell out your url using song titles and tag ten people

Mr Lovermann by Ricky Montgomery

You broke me first by Tate McRae

I kissed a Girl by Katy Perry

Mae by Berlinist

Arcade by Duncan Laurence

Girls/Girls/Boys by P!ATD

I will wait by Mummfords&Sons

Not Afraid by Eminem

All I want by Kodaline

Right now by One Direction

You and I by Barns Courtney

What is love by Jamymes Young

Old yellow bricks by Artic Monkeys

Nobody knows by the Lumineers

Darkside by Grandson

Exile by Taylor Swift

Runaway by Bon Jovi

Little wonders by Rob Thomas

Always by Gavin James feat

Night changes by One Direction

Dancing in the moonlight by Toploader

This was actually fun!

Tagging (only if you want to of course): @waitwhathelp , @redbullporsche , @paracosmoses , @schumachered , @formulola , @holdmyhopeinyourhands , @lilpoacher , @x-theboro-x , @chai-wali-bai and @multifanbol

[withoutanaestheticc]

what's your favorite dish? 😊✨

BANDEJA PAISA 

[withoutanaestheticc]

@formulakay tagged me to do this this or that game! 💖

night out or night in // ice cream in a cone or ice cream in a cup // buttered popcorn or caramel popcorn // ocean or forest // dusk or dawn // vanilla or strawberry // fruity cereal or chocolaty cereal // sunlight or starlight // ferris wheel or rollercoaster // daisies or daffodils // fireflies or ladybugs // sky diving or deep sea diving // tea or coffee// pizza or pasta // wooden flooring or tile floors // friday or saturday // macarons or cupcakes // hoodies or sweaters // juice or milk // sunny weather or cloudy weather // willow tree or oak tree // chapstick or vaseline // dine in or take out // country/pop or alt/rock // spring or summer

I’m gonna tag @dicciardo @gabriel-the-gay @formationlapsz @paracosmoses