#persie rambles

[zoyanazyalenskyautism]

birthday…

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why must writing require writing

[persy-r-bozo]

DHMIS - The Yap EPIC - Red Guy

Red is so fascinating to me. He's like a tragic oddity no matter where he travels. He is monotoned and hidden despite being the largest and arguably most brightly colored one there.

I AM IN LOVE with the unable to fit in anxiety and fear thing he has as well, He's too weird for his people. too Normal for the weird freaks.

i think red truly is bonded to the other two. He cares for them and wants them to be safe and far from danger. But here's the thing, I like to think red himself thinks he is a danger to them. He wants to be there to help and comfort them but at the same time, he thinks he's not good enough, that he'll just end up hurting them in some way. Like despite the brain fog a lil voice in his head tell him over and over again he hurt them. either in a "You lead them too their doom" or a "You gave them hope when it was never possible" even "You left to help, but you just made things worse"

think he feels guilty, and blames himself for everything even though he doesn't know why. he might just be doing it out of self hatred or he might have helped Roy or was blind to things in the past he never realized or fully remembers.

That guilt makes him distant. He loves them but he wont show it out of fear for them. I think in transport this is shown perfectly.

he wants them to be in a safe town. he wants them to have friends and neighbor's. he wants them far away from that house and happier and healthier. But he clearly mentions he wont be staying with them. that he will live separately from them. And reassures yellow that it will be ok and better, i don't think he said that because he dislikes them (yeah he gets annoyed sometimes but that's normal) I think he said that because he feels he needs to be separate so they can fully live normal happy lives. and when everything starts to fall apart, he panics. he is swallowed by anxiety. that ticking time bomb finally exploded. he yells out of fear and that fear turns into anger. The keys were dangled in front of him and they were taken away.

During the campsite scene red rocks himself and hides his face a little bit, covering his mouth after telling yellow its going to be ok. He failed again, he hurt them again.

The energy i get from red is someone who cares. and tries. but he keeps failing, it keeps hurting them and that hurts him, only making him more distant.

That is interesting as well, red is truly unpredictable. that urge to help and escape can make red go crazy but it could also truly help. if he were to open up more he could clear his mind just a little bit and connect with his lil found family. But he could also break more, He could accept this world or his "role" If he's Only going to be a monster that only hurts his friends he might as well do it on purpose. get it over with. (what I'm saying is red could easily get better and bond more AND easily have a corruption arch leading him to become a darker force)- (Both possible! and honestly super interesting topics to dive into) like he has main character energy, but he is pushed by the world itself to sit down and mumble along the songs.

in short i see red as a tragic overthinking anxious mess. on the verge of breaking. and that break could help him connect or truly shatter him. (Good Cry Vs "What's even the Point")

He made himself a cage and locked himself inside it.

too bad for him there are two goobers who are determined to get inside and let him out for a walk. no matter what he thinks.

-Relationship views-

Yellow: That's his little guy, the fellow who makes him smile even though every day is a dreaded one. Red overthinks to himself, But yellow doesn't give a damn he just wants to eat breakfast and watch Tv with his Semi Dad #2! and that makes red feel better, just to hang out and be included in whatever yellas doing, and i think red tries to teach him actually good things, like cooking and cleaning. (Lil cute headcannon!! I have a small head cannon that red doesn't like Grolton and Horvis. he doesn't hate it. its just he wouldn't ever choose to watch it personally, But its yellows favorite show and it makes his mornings whenever its on, so he sits and watches it with him.)

Duck: Hes SMITTEN FR FR. I think red does Love duck. But i also think red is practically chained inside the closet. I wouldn't be surprised if his stringy puppet family or species as a whole isn't exactly supportive of anything that's not "Normal or the same" And with how duck tends to dance around some topics and how he seems to be aggressive toward anything that changes his personal life. i think red just decided that staying in the dark - so to speak- is better than potentially losing his family again. But then the fridge scene happened, Red spoke about his feelings and duck was soft and even recuperated to a degree. If we get another season i can see their relationship become more interesting.

Roy: I dont think red remembers roy, the fog and day loop stuff makes the past more so hard to remember. However i do think they were business partners or at least acquaintances, the guy you hang and drink with every two weeks and talk about your lives. HOWEVER Uh. that changed didn't it? I said this in a random post once before. but i think that if red were to see Roy again, it be one of the few times red truly gets aggressive. (I mean even in the friendship ending he sounds more like he's venting than actually throwing hands.) That he wouldn't remember Roy or what he even did, but he'd remember the feelings, the horrible Fear and Hatred mixture. Like "I don't Know you, But i know you Have to go. my Everything is screaming at me to tear you apart. i need you OUT." Plus i think its awesome when a normally quiet character gets aggressive, its awesome and scary! i can see red tearing though the walls, chasing Roy relentlessly, no matter how many times the houses foundation starts to fall on him, or how many times he gets scratched by rusted nails, he just doesn't stop. (I think it would be super neat)

Lesley: I don't think red even knows Lesley exists. Roy might have mentioned her in the past, but i don't think reds ever even seen her. But if they were to meet i think they'd be chill with each other, drinking tea and talking about those scamps downstairs, but there would be a time limit. Because its just a matter of time before Red slips and mentions how badly he wants to move them away, or Lesley slips and Implies how she's Lowkey In control of everything. and the two of them remember that their protective enemies.

[royalchewy]

This took me forever, but I am so happy to finally have the whole family in one picture! Click for better quality. For those interested, background on the family and more as really long ramble below!

Background of the family is Aramid is a Rageon who was gifted a troll when she was younger. Bergens would sell trolls to other large species, like Rageons, but each treats them as a source of happiness differently. For Rageons, who are very material, they are live in entertainment/living decorations.

Aramid is a bit odd though, seeing her troll, Coir, as a friend, who, being like 16 years older than her, basically becomes her guardian because her dad is never around and her mom is out of the picture. They spend years getting better treatment and personhood for trolls, which is successful and the whole reason Velvet and Veneer even can have trolls napping and troll torture as charges against them. After said incident though, Coir decides to spend sometime back among trolls, having thought the pop trolls were essentially wipes out besides the ones who were also sold like him when young.

He meets Persi (pronounced like Percy and short for Persimmon) while on a tour of pop village, Persi being a putt-putt troll from the Hole-n-Fun. They hit off and eventually have a few kids, who love their giant sister. Especially because said sister is one of the most famous fashion designers in Mount Rageous and is always sending them some of the best outfits she can for dress up and special events, as well comfy and cute ones for the day to day. Enough about the family though, here are some of my favorite parts of this family portrait

The daddy-daughter shots of this piece are everything to me. On the left is Persi with their middle daughter Sisal. Sisal’s favorite animal at the moment is monarch butterflies, because the orange makes her think of Persi and butterflies are just neat.

On the right is Coir with the youngest daughter, Clementine. She’s the shyest and always at Coir’s side. She loves dress up the most and is the one who suggested some kind of princesses and prince outfits for he pictures.

Last of the kiddos is Kevlar! He is the youngest (by half an hour, he and Clementine are technically twins) and only boy. He’s the wild child and always keeps his dads’ on their toes. He is the only one so far who has figured out how to roll up in a ball like the putt-putts can. The pearls in his hair were from an accessory for someone else that he broke. The pearls were because of him too. Sisal asked for butterflies and flowers, Clementine asked for crowns and royalty, Kevlar asked for…. Ocean. He was okay with pearls as the compromise item. He also jumped off Aramid’s shoulder the moment this picture was taken. He was fine.

I lastly just wanted to show Aramid’s necklace and the details of her dress. She and Coir always have matching gold necklaces (usually with their initials/names, but sometimes they switch us up). She gifted Persi different gold chain accessories to match theirs but also to match his style more and will eventually gift her siblings something to their styles when they’re older. I also just wanted to show the flowers and strands of pearls because they were fun to make and finding that brush was a life saver.

I will definitely be making a family picture with just the trolls so I can add even more details to their outfits! If anyone read this whole thing, I apologize for my ramblings, but appreciate you taking the time to do so. Would love to hear and thoughts or answer any questions! Take care!

[starrysnowdrop]

any lilika hcs?

Ohhh this answer will probably be a bit long, so I apologize in advance if I start to ramble!

So I created Lilika, another lala OC a while back, and she was going to be a side character in Hali’s story. She was also shipped with Krile, and though I had received so much positive feedback for her, I really wasn’t inspired to write for her. I didn’t even get around to filling out a full character profile for her.

Which perhaps in the grand scheme of things is a good thing, because a lot of what I had planned for her, well, now I feel like she’s way too similar to Yume. Not only that but I also would probably want to change up her look just a bit because she looks a bit too much like the new look for Persie for my tastes.

But you wanted some Lilika headcanons dear anon, so here’s some that if I ever get around to actually fleshing Lilika out, I’ll be keeping these!

So here we go!

Lili is the name she likes to be called, but her full name is Lilika Lika, and it’s not only a canon compliant Dunesfolk name (unlike Hali, heh), but it’s also my little nod to Final Fantasy X, because I think it sounds similar to Kilika Island.

Lili’s pronouns are She/Her, she is cisgender, and a lesbian. She has had relations with men in her past when she was finding herself, but she came out as a lesbian when she was 20 years old.

She was born in Ul’dah and she is actually the distant cousin of Hali! Lili met Hali when Hali first arrived in Eorzea and looked up information on Nanani’s family (Nanani is Hali’s grandmother and Lili’s great aunt who left Ul’dah to marry her husband and live in Sharlayan).

Lili is descended from a prominent family whose members almost always become involved in the Order of Nald’thal, with many members also joining the Thaumaturge Guild. Lili tried her hand at Thaumaturgy but she found herself woefully unskilled in magic. Instead, she joined the Pugilist Guild and eventually trained in the techniques of the Ala Mhigan Monk.

Unlike Hali who never believed in any forms of religion and only understands religion in an academic sense as a Sharlayan, Lili does believe in the Twelve and has her faith shaken by the events of the MSQ and of course the events of the Myths of the Realm raid series.

Lili has had several casual relationships, including a brief fling with Tataru during ARR and HW, but she never had any serious romantic feelings about someone until she met Krile.

I’m still working out a timeline of the Lili x Krile ship right now, but I’m thinking about them confessing their feelings and officially being in an exclusive relationship around Post ShB to Pre EW. Sometime in the 5.3-5.55 range. They get together before Hali and Aymeric do at least.

That’s all I’ve got for now! Thank you so much for the ask anon!!

[cdragons]

Guys this is an important question…

Does anyone have any idea how to make a name variant off of Persephone, or relating to it???? One that isn’t just Kore???

I found Perse, Persie, Sephie, Sophie, even a Percabelle! But nothing really fits!

I have name derived from Hekate or Hecate figured out!!! It’s going to be Kaetlyn! It’s not an accurate spelling of the actual name, but I looked the name Kaitlin, and it’s derived from Hekate!

…please help I’m rambling

[prince-of-khrysalis]

👻 💐 and 🕷 for the oc ask... and for whichever oc you like !!

TYYYY STORMYY <3 These fit my darling Persephone quite well, so her it is! 👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their “ghostly experiences”, if any? >She's a necromancer of course, so naturally she has a whole heap of ghostly experiences! Mostly unwanted, as she's not actually a fan of undead. Most prominent is probably the various ghosts (including her best friend) that haunt her manor in Marleybone, she sits in the basement sometimes just to talk to them. They tend to be a good change of pace. And seem to find her necromancy comforting. 💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite? > Dahlia karma choc - mainly because it smells like chocolate and she would fucking adore that, also because it symbolizes committment! Persie is loyal to a fault! Black ray petunias, for it's color and also symbolizing gloom<3 She's very gloomy<33 (Also death, misfortune, etc! Fits her!) Black orchid! Another gloomy flower filled with meanings of death and 'unending despair'. It is her favorite flower... It can also mean absolute authority. 👀 🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears? > MMMMMMM LOADED QUESTION. I wouldn't call most of her fears irrational, because most of them have a very strong basis! ;; And there is a long list. Biggest fear though, to keep me from rambling, is 100% to end up just like her mad scientist, morally bankrupt father. Genuinely keeps her awake at night to think she may one day 'change' and throw morals to the wind, too, worse yet that it might sneak up on her and happen while she's unaware.

[jaspersocsandstuff]

If Persi turns into a bird creature and Arran turns into a wolf creature, are they furries?

[fiona-widdershins]

I'm beginning to wonder if I'm the one that's crazy for having a problem with this, like... everyone else doesn't have a problem with it. Am I just being overly sensitive and not open minded enough? Am I just in the wrong group of people? I honestly don't know anymore.

[violetardour]

Me texting @botanicaljimi: Tired, will finish tomorrow, you're going nini so I will too~

Also me: *ends up not going to sleep and contemplating a vampiric existence with goth!Yoongi until the sun rises*

[your-absent-father]

Your turn! Give me some facts

Ohhh okay. Thanks for the ask.

I will do 3 to each so I won't ramble to much

The Unknowns

1. Noel's fiance, Lee Chan came when in the first version of Unknowns, my short film, I have a wedding invitation prop and needed a last name to then just Lee so I gave him the last name Chan after Bang CHAN, person who loosely was a inspiration to Baz in couple ways. After I made the props, I was watching a "introduction to seventeen" video where I saw that Dino of Seventeen's real name was Lee Chan. So, that's why my Lee Chan studies Palentology lmao

2. All of the music hipsters of the band aka Baz and Caro have secret billboard 100 favorites. Baz is a huge swiftie and a harry styles fan. Caro secretly bops to blood sweat and tears.

3. Every character represents a genre of music. Baz is rock, Caro is punk, Ivy is Indie, Noel is alternative, Elena is pop and Aiden is... there is a name to it in my own language but closest in english is ballad.

Tartaros

1. There are a lot of code names that are never said but refrence a role that characters play. My favorites: Andi is Orpheus, Juliana is Clymanestra, Anna is Enyo and Sonia is Persis

2. Evalyn colored her hair red because after she got hurt in the first battle, she couldn't stop seeing herself still head covered in blood when she looked into the mirror. Her hair being the color of blood made Evalyn's brain calm down.

3. I have signs for every family member of Sonia. Edan's is the sign for brother but you hand is forming E

Thanks for the ask!

[zoyanazyalenskyautism]

men,,,like and rb if you agree

[incoherent-but-correct]

i forgot what i was gonna say

[persy-r-bozo]

DHMIS- The Yappining! 2/6 - Yellow

i diddnt know who to fully start with! so i decided yellow was my first victim.

Yellow is a very interesting character. he tends to play into the "Dumb yet sweet" character trope. but the steady reveal that this cannot be farther from the truth is amazing.

I feel him and his reflection could mean alot of things. and i believe it does. a part of me thought it could resemble the two sad sides of neurodivergent Youth. "The gifted" and "The trouble maker" gifted kids tend to be given to much pressure to succeed and troubled ones are ignored or just pushed aside.

i don't think the car killed him, just hurt inside and out. Causing a drift within an already possibly drifting family. (Perhaps this switch disappointed some. or made others go mad.) I think the gravestone and mirror could simply mean that version of him is dead. someone who cant be brought back. He's still the same, just not the way others might have wanted him to be.

The batteries could be a metaphor for meds. or hell he could be a cyborg. I mean his dad made a computer that just spawned bitches so i wouldn't put it past him.

the show or the world their stuck within tried to paint yellow stupidly. However he is quite emotionally intelligent. the world tries to paint him as useless but he isn't. I like the idea that yellow can read people very well. he can understand them in ways that make him super helpful, however he has issues with words and thought, often stumbling over himself.

his kindness and optimism is both a blessing and a curse. it makes him easy to control, but it also makes him a sense of stability and comfort.

he is such an interesting character!. a melancholy character. a sunshine behind a cloud. from a blind and innocent lad within the web series to a more dependable one later on. he has much to overcome, we can only hope he may.

But lets get into the-

-RELATIONSHIP VIEWS-

Red: Yellow and red are a very interesting pair. i feel as though yellow likes red. but he can read him, probably better than red can even read himself. Yellow can sense he is a ticking time bomb. that despite his quiet, he is breaking. so yellow is distant, keeping himself always a few steps away, just in case. He trusts red, its hard not to feel a little protected with a big fellow around. but yellow can just sense it. that red could snap, and that trust might break too.

Duck: THATS HIS RIDE OR DIE RIGHT THERE!. his ride or die! yellow loves duck, and feels a sense of comfort from him i think. I like to believe that duck might have even been a non related uncle of sorts. the brain fog may persist but you never forget that one guy whose never related to yall but still shows up. They are chaotic and i love them. while yellow can read people very well but cannot speak very well. Duck cannot read people for shit BUT BOY, IS HE LOUD N PROUD. They are two puzzle pieces together. pure chaotic opposites. This may cause big fights between the two but oddly enough i feel there's potential for the two to work really well together too. What im saying is PLEASE PLEASE IF WE GET ANOTHER SEASION I WANT TO SEE DUCK AND YELLOW HAVE THIER OWN ADVENTURE AND ITS CHAOTIC AND MESSY AND FUNNY AS FUCK PLEASE!!-

Roy: Roy is more sad. yellow loves him, yet that love is not mutual. and if it was it wasn't true families love, as it never stayed. Yellow flinches when Roy shows up in family. Yet he still wants to believe he came for him. Maybe yellow will realize this. that even though he loves him, He's not a good puppet person.

Lesley: This is interesting. If we are to believe she is his mother. he surely doesn't remember her. He Seems uncomfortable within her presence and skittish. But he stays and tries to be sweet. Maybe the reason he seems so skittish around her is because she might be the only creature he cant read that well. She's a mystery, her minds a mystery her everything is an enigma. Even to him. I don't think he remembers her at all. But one things for sure, even in the face of the unknown my boy aint rude.

EXTRA YAP JUST FOR YOU GUYS <3 !!!!!!!!!!

Yellow and clayhill-

Even though clay hill issnt cannon in the slightest and is played as a joke for all the older fans and the creators themselves IM A FREAKAZOID OK? IM INSANE! (i made a small headcannon weird thingy about yellow guy and clayhill to fit clayhill and its "Inexistence" into the series.) BEACUSE IM A MAD MAN OK!!?

I thought of the idea of clayhill being yellows little fanfiction (Babes first fanfiction!! he's following in the footsteps of his eldritch world building parents / guardians!!! <3 ) Yellow used it as a way to vent his little brain foggy daja vu head away.

Ill go though what i remeber clayhills plot line to be. Key thing is remember because I live in the US and i learned off of word of mouth mostly.

Its yellows ideal situation. hes with the other two. they are safe in a town with neighbors and people who love them and see them. Red is calmer, duck is more joyous. its yellows birthday today!. But a mean key comes to life and the mayor is missing.

Duck follows the key and is manipulated and hurt by steave. Yellows venting his frustrations with ducks blind following of the world even though it hurts him. but he understands, its because some of the objects are just so mean. Red runs away, Yellows venting his fears or daja vu like feeling that red will run away. leaving him all alone. He understands it might be for the greater good (finding the mayor) but he is still scared.

Yellow on the other hand, Gets a make over, he outsmarts an object. he finds a way to rescue duck and find red. to save the entire town and have his birthday party at home!. and i believe someone said the age on his badge changed from 38 to 48?

well if it did that might be yellow wishing to be older. Thinking if he was older he could control more things, talk better. Help more often. So in this world. everyday his is birthday, everyday he gets older. everyday he is seen and in control.

But This level of escapism doesn't really work for Lesley/Roy. so whenever they can they remind him that clay hill isn't real. it never was. and it never will be.

[dippydots]

@aimless--jack thanks for allowing my rambling (rambles under the cut)

Edward loves Maisie so much djdjjdjdjdjd. When he saw her for the first time he cried, he was overwhelmed with emotion. Just seeing her little face smile up at him melts his heart everytime. When she was a tot, she would run up and latch onto his leg when he walked around.

He spoils her too, dudes. She wants a toy unicorn? Of course she can, Ed likes unicorns too. She wants to go see that new movie? Yeah she can, the movie looks fun! He's fiercely protective of her, if you talk crap about her, Edward would like you to come around and have face to face contact with Persy. He tries to spend all the time he can with her when he's not busy at the florist shop. He'll play dolls with her, watch a movie with her, all that jazz. He likes to show her the giant garden in their backyard and what all the different flowers are and their meanings.

When Maisie, along with the rest of the Mysfits, gets bullied at school, the first thing she'll do when she gets home is to find Ed and run into his arms. He doesn't mind at all, he'll just wrap his arms around her tightly. Sometimes he'll hum a little lullaby, which often soothes her. He just wants to be a good dad to his little girl, that's all.

[kraviolis]

if ur here bcus i posted undertale then you must abide by my laws:

i talk about what i want when i want and you will be forced to listen to me ramble about anything. you can also make me talk at length about any topic you want if you literally just send me an ask about that topic

i fucking love getting asks please talk to me abt literally anything at all

i make content for either really big fandoms or the most niche little self indulgent thing in the world

my icon is my OC persy he is a siren who is mlm and trans and i made him just to ship with stanford pines when i was 16 and he is everything to me and he will be everything to you, too.

i love talking at length about my personal aus that are very nearly just original content. again, you will listen and indulge me or suffer. this is your choice, not mine.

i love you so much. i love you SO much. do not ever forget this.

i regularly just dont sleep and can and will go over 36-48 hours without sleep. this is fine and normal. (psst. you ever wonder what its really like to stay up for 3 days on no sleep? maybe you should ask me abt it.)

i have adhd. do not be surprised if i become an “overnight blog”.

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