When you go to sleep and leave me alone I die a little bit inside
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Sometimes I hate being such a bitter person because now I can’t fully tell when someone is being normal or being spiteful.
Relatively recently someone who had been a friend of mine prior to drama related issues refollowed me, and it scared the shit out of me. They had unfollowed me without telling me why, blocking me in everything, and at the time I was okay with that- they’re an adult and they’re trying to save face. Now though, it feels wrong. I understand why you did it, but I don’t understand why you’re coming back now- and without saying anything. There was no explanation, and it almost feels self serving- but I don’t want to think poorly of this person for no reason. It sucks to not know if someone you were close to wants to hurt you or not, and what sucks more is that this is how I feel about everyone.
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I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
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The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.
A reality where I'm never born.
Everything would be so much better.
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Tw bpd vent
If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.
Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.
And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.
Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.
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Bpd culture is not understanding how easy it is for them to not talk to you and when you arent tlaking to them you feel physically ill and hopeless
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constantly filing the void with anything I can, food, alcohol, substances, sleep, anything to numb myself
i want to die
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a silly little vent comic about religious trauma
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Falling deeper and deeper into a state of uncontrolled rage the more I learn about my boyfriend’s (God’s perfect creation) homophobic parents (demons)
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