It´s been a long, long time
Chapter 86
Sam had driven into town to grab some necessities—groceries and cleaning supplies—leaving Steve and me alone at the cabin. After watching the sunset from the pier, we headed back inside. We both sat on the couch, unsure how to pass the time.
The evening chill had set in, and I rubbed my arms to stay warm. Noticing me shivering, Steve spoke up. “I can try to get the fireplace going if you’re cold.”
“I’m fine,” I replied, though my voice was far from convincing.
“It’s no big deal. Let me take a look,” he said with a small smile, getting up to crouch in front of the fireplace. The whole exchange felt awkward—like two strangers making forced small talk.
“It should warm up any minute,” Steve said, turning to me after coaxing a small flame to life in the fireplace.
“Thanks,” I replied with a smile, pulling my leg up onto the couch. Steve stood there, hands on his hips, returning the smile.
“Sam should be back any minute,” he added, and I hoped he was right.
As the room gradually grew warmer, I tried to get comfortable, but the couch was stiff and uncomfortable, even just sitting on it. The thought crossed my mind to ask Steve if he wanted to share the room with me, but even a simple conversation felt awkward right now—never mind sharing a bed.
Finally, the front door creaked open, and Sam walked in, carrying two large bags of supplies. Steve quickly stepped forward, taking one of the bags and carrying it into the kitchen, placing it on the table. I followed behind them.
“Any issues in town?” I asked as Sam took off his cap and sunglasses.
“No, everything went smoothly,” he replied, starting to unpack the groceries. I nodded and quietly stepped in to help.
Sam had brought an assortment of fruits and vegetables, a bunch of ramen packets, pasta, various cheeses, and plenty of chicken and beef. “We can freeze the meat, but leave some out for dinner,” Sam instructed. I nodded and started dividing the cuts, sealing most in freezer bags while setting aside some chicken breasts for tonight.
This all felt strangely domestic, almost enough to forget that we were hiding out from the government. Once everything was put away, Steve began cleaning up the dust-covered cabin while Sam and I started cooking.
I was chopping potatoes when Sam broke the silence, slicing the meat as he spoke. “How are you two getting along?”
“It’s a little awkward, but... it’s okay, I guess,” I replied, placing the potatoes into a casserole dish.
“Well, you're stronger than me,” he said with a laugh. “No way I could live in a secluded cabin with my ex-girlfriend.”
I paused, confused, mid-chop. “I mean, technically we’re on a break. Does that make him my ex? Did he tell you we’re broken up?”
Sam turned around, wiping his hands on a dishtowel. “No, no, he did say you were on a break. But does that really make a difference? What would you call him if not your ex-boyfriend?” he asked.
I froze, my eyebrows knitting together in frustration. “I don’t know...” It was all too confusing. With a shrug, I resumed chopping the vegetables. “I don’t know, Sam. I really don’t,” I repeated, feeling exasperated.
I added the chopped vegetables to the casserole dish, and Sam followed with the meat before we placed it in the oven. Steve emerged from the bathroom, his hair disheveled, sleeves rolled up, and looking surprisingly good for someone who had just cleaned a toilet.
He wiped the sweat from his forehead with a grin. “Everything’s squeaky clean, so if nature calls, I suggest heading into the woods—I’d like to keep it that way,” he quipped.
“Very funny,” Sam replied, shaking his head. “Dinner will be ready in 40 minutes.” With that, he plopped down on the couch.
Steve approached me with an awkward smile as I removed my apron and hung it up. “Did you tell Sam we broke up?” I asked, my voice tense. His smile faltered, replaced by confusion as he shook his head.
“What? No, I didn’t,” he replied, clearly caught off guard.
From the living room, Sam’s voice rang out over the sound of the TV. “I can hear you guys!”
Frustrated, I huffed and grabbed Steve’s arm, pulling him into my room and shutting the door behind us. “What are we, Steve? We haven’t even been here a full day, and I already hate how things are.” I crossed my arms. “The politeness, the forced smiles—I hate it.”
He raised his eyebrows. “So, you don’t want me to be polite? Or smile?”
“Not like that,” I replied, my shoulders tense. “Not when it feels fake.”
“I wouldn’t call it fake,” Steve said softly. “Things are just complicated. I’m just trying to make things feel normal.”
I nodded, still uncertain about what we were, but I didn’t want to press the issue further. If he didn’t want to answer, then so be it.
“Your room looks nice,” Steve said, glancing around as he sat down on my freshly made bed. I had unpacked the few clothes I brought a couple of books, the Alpine plushie, and the ladybug pin on the dresser.
“You can sleep here if you want,” I said, sitting down next to him. “The couch is way too small and uncomfortable.”
Steve raised a hand in a defensive gesture. “Oh no, that’s not why I said that—”
But I cut him off. “If you want things to feel normal, then you sleeping on the couch isn’t normal. So, sleep here. I don’t mind,” I said with a smile.
“If you’re sure?” he asked softly.
I nodded. “Yeah, I’m sure. It’s fine. The bed is big enough, and there’s plenty of space between us.”
He perked up at that like a kid permitted to eat sweets before dinner, though there was still a hint of disappointment in his expression that I couldn’t quite place.
We headed back out and settled in to watch TV in silence until dinner was ready. We ate at the kitchen table, with Sam doing most of the talking. I was grateful for his chatter; it filled the space and spared us from awkward silences.
After we were full, Sam opened a small dresser in the living room, revealing a collection of old board games. I had never really played board games before, but I was up for giving it a try. We decided on Monopoly, where the goal was to become the richest player.
After Sam explained the rules, we spent hours on the living room floor, laughing and playing. The cabin was filled with the lingering aroma of our delicious dinner, and the fireplace crackled warmly. For a moment, it almost felt like I could get used to this.
The moment of ease faded as bedtime approached. Sam had already retreated to his room, and Steve was in the bathroom. I paced around my bedroom, already dressed in sleep shorts and a shirt, feeling inexplicably nervous. We were just supposed to sleep, after all.
When Steve returned, he had a shy smile on his face, dressed in grey sweatpants and a white tank top. He still looked effortlessly handsome. “What side do you want to sleep on?” he asked.
I shrugged. “I don’t mind either way.”
When he didn’t move, I walked over to the side closer to me. “The left side is fine,” I said, sitting down.
He sat down on the other side and slipped under the blanket, turning to face me. I followed, pulling the blanket over myself and breathing in the scent of freshly washed sheets.
Steve's gaze flickered to the Alpine plushie on my dresser, but he quickly looked away. “You still have it,” he said, his voice neutral.
“Of course I do. Did you expect me to throw it away?” I asked, frowning. I’d put it aside when he once shared his insecurities, but I would never get rid of it.
“No, no, of course not,” he replied, sounding sincere.
I got up, tossed the blanket off, and walked to the dresser. I picked up a small box next to Alpine and returned to the bed, handing it to him.
“I kept this too,” I said, urging him to open it. His expression softened as he recognized the box—it held the ladybug pin he’d given me on my 16th birthday. Slowly, he opened it, his smile growing at the sight.
“I remember that day like it was yesterday,” he said, a hint of nostalgia in his voice. “I was so nervous when I gave it to you.”
Back then, I had thought it was just a friendly gesture, but in hindsight, I realized it meant so much more.
“It’s lost a bit of its shine, but it’s still beautiful,” I said, smiling to myself. “It was the first gift a boy ever gave me.”
“Really?” he asked, perking up in surprise. His reaction tugged at my heart, making me a little sad. So many of my firsts had been with Bucky—maybe this was one he was glad to have for himself.
The moment felt so tender and sweet that, for a second, I forgot everything else. “You’re special to me, Steve. Never forget that,” I said with a sad smile. No matter what had happened between us, he would always have a place in my heart.
I leaned over and kissed his cheek softly before he handed the box back to me with a gentle smile.
“Good night, Steve,” I said, placing the box on my nightstand and turning away to sleep. He switched off the light, his voice soft in the darkness. “Good night.”
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From FB The Marine Buff
LUXURY LINER ROW, JUNE 1952
This striking aerial photograph captures New York City’s famous Luxury Liner Row on June 26, 1952, showcasing some of the era's most illustrious ocean liners.
At the top of the lineup is the then-new UNITED STATES, which had arrived in New York City from her builders on June 23, 1952. Docked at Pier 86, she was being prepared for her maiden voyage set for July 3, 1952. Remarkably, five days earlier, the UNITED STATES was opened to the public, attracting an impressive crowd of approximately 70,000 people, significantly more than a sellout crowd at Yankee Stadium. The queue to board the ship stretched for fourteen blocks.
Next in line at Pier 88 is the flagship of the French Line, the magnificent LIBERTÉ, which had just docked after arriving from Europe that morning. At Pier 90, the stately QUEEN MARY of the Cunard Line was ready for her departure to Europe scheduled for 11:30 a.m. on the same day.
On this day in June 1952, the QUEEN MARY held the title of the fastest liner afloat. However, she would soon lose this title to the UNITED STATES, which would claim the speed record in a little over a week. This photograph marks the first meeting of these two rival liners.
Also visible in this photograph are two other Cunard ships. Tucked on the south side of Pier 90 between the QUEEN MARY and LIBERTÉ is the GEORGIC, and at the bottom of the photo at Pier 92 is a partial view of the MEDIA.
This photo not only highlights the grandeur of these liners but also serves as a testament to the bustling maritime activity that characterized New York Harbor in the mid-20th century.
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for the drabble meme, 86 and nivannedy?
Take My Breath Away by Berlin!
The only thing running through his mind is how cheesy this is. Piers is standing at the alter next to their officiant, everyone turning as Chris wheels Leon down the aisle. The man had tried to weasel his way into walking on his own, but after snapping his leg in three places with his fall into the well, there'd been absolutely no chance of that.
Their wedding was always going to be somewhat casual, neither of them seeing any point in being traditional or by the book. There's no music that precedes him. Some people are clapping, others are whistling, and Leon is rolling his eyes at all of them and biting down on a smile. Piers, though, is trying not to cry. He'd told himself that he wouldn't do this, and before the mission where Leon had gotten hurt, the one where he'd almost drowned, he might have managed to hold it all in; in the after, though, he just stares at Leon approaching with tears in his eyes thinking how fucking grateful he is.
Chris positions the wheelchair across from Piers and ducks into his seat. Leon squints up at him and, before the officiant can speak, murmurs, "You alright?"
"Yeah," he manages. A tear breaks free and streaks down his face, wobbly lips rising up into a smile. He grabs Leon's jaw and tilts the man's head up so that he can press a hard kiss to his forehead, Leon's hand wrapping around his wrist and squeezing lightly. "Sorry. I'm good."
"You don't have to apologize," Leon says, and then they're parting so that they can get on with it.
The vows pass quickly, in a haze. They hadn't done anything special, so they're mostly composed of for better and for worse. They say 'I do.' Piers sets his knee on the seat of the wheelchair between Leon's thighs, curls around him, and gives him everything he's got. People are wolf whistling and throwing rice and cheering, Leon and Piers smiling into it, clicking teeth in the most useless kiss they've ever shared. It's perfect.
"I fucking love you so much," Piers says when they allow an inch between them.
Leon, his own eyes a little bright with unshed tears, pulls him back in.
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