#play red side of the moon by trixie mattel

[mickeywabbit]

alexa play ‘born this way’ by orville peck

[hullomoon]

Ten Songs | Ten People

Put your music on shuffle and list the first ten songs, then tag ten friends ⋆˙⟡♡

i was tagged by @slavicviking, thank you 💙💙💙

Spitting Off the Edge of the World | Yeah Yeah, Yeahs ft. Perfume Genius

Summertime | Orville Peck

Red Side of the Moon | The Wild Things ft. Trixie Mattel

Cairo, IL | Natalie Hemby

WONDER | morgxn

Pictures | Judah & the Lion ft. Kacey Musgraves

Midas | NISHA

Harvest Moon | The Brothers Comatose; AJ Lee & Blue Summit

Hold On, Hold On | Wild Child

Hypotheticals | Lake Street Drive

tagging @hullosweetpea, @taylorswifttv, @schitthappens, @ahoymultiships, and anyone else who wants to play!

[sunnybugz]

papyrus, orchid, cactus, and daffodil for the ask game :)

papyrus : if you put your on repeat playlist on shuffle, what's the first song that comes up? what do you like about it/associate with it?

touch tank by quinnie !! it makes me think about my ex oops 😭 i used to listen to it and fantasize about us living together in a cute apartment and being in love 🙃 (almost two months post breakup and our 5 year anniversary would've been two weeks from now so im yearning srry) . i do still like the song bc it's horny bubbly yearning music which is my whole personality

orchid : what's a song you consider to be perfect?

ok this is so hard bc i LOVE music but here's a few :

red side of the moon - trixie mattel

good luck, babe! - chappell roan (BEEN ON LOOP SINCE IT CAME OUT)

broom people - the mountain goats

intersection - slaughter, beach dog

sober to death - car seat headrest

a pearl - mitski

townie - mitski

bridge over troubled water - simon and garfunkel

landslide - fleetwood mac (i want my first dance at my wedding to be to this song 💗)

riches and wonders - the mountain goats

cactus : something you're currently learning about ?

ok most of the stuff im learning is school stuff which is just theories of media whoops . learned a lot of music lately though !! i just finished my honour band program which was so fun and i learned so much about playing my instrument (trumpet) and a bunch of new music that actually challenged me

daffodil : do you have siblings ? in what ways are you similar or different to them ?

i have lots of siblings !! 4 or 5 (complicated question, you'll see why)

d (technically oldest sister) : ok so she's Very Dead like . died 20+ years before i was born but the only reason im including her is we look the EXACT SAME . which is weird bc i look exactly like my mom and we don't have the same mom ? but yeah

p (oldest sister who i count, 31) : we are scary similar 😭 once again we look the same (i look like my mom, she looks like her mom, our dad has a type) . we're both very positive people who love to look on the bright side, we're both very interested in activism, both extroverts, and we're both very resilient :'-) most of our differences are generational-- she's 31 and im 19. but she's also more forgiving than me oops i think i hold grudges a lot more which isn't necessarily a bad thing.

r (older sister, 28) : we are not very similar at all-- i don't get along w her very well bc of this and because we weren't raised together. however we both have very strong senses of justice and work at nonprofits !

r (older brother , 23) : we aren't very similar either-- he's rlly introverted and focused on his interests which differ wildly from mine (comics and dnd mainly). but we're both very friendly + very focused on our individual interests even if they're super different (aka the Autism ...)

d (younger brother , 16) : we are so different but also the Same Fucking Guy . my fav family member he is literally the fucking realest . idek how to explain our similarities he's just the only sibling im close in age with (2.5 years) and we Get Each Other . differences wise he's an athlete (star wrestler + football player) whereas i quit sports 5 years ago, he plays video games and i don't, and he gets pissed off way easier but yk . 16 year old boy 😭 we also look SUPER similar especially when we were younger, except he has brown eyes and mine are green (and his eyebrows are 1000× better than mine NATURALLY)

[bodytothefifthpower]

Hi I would like everyone to know that because it was one of the last few shows Trixie played Red Side of the Moon as her encore!!! 🌒

[kiiraeth]

♡ otters song reccs!! ♡

i’m gonna ramble a little with each of these, i’ve also included my favourite lyrics from each of them!! give them a listen and maybe let me know what you think :)

♡ somewhere only we know by keane

my favourite lyric: i felt the earth beneath my feet, sat by the river and it made me complete

this has been one of my very favourite songs since like elementary school, i listen to it on repeat sometimes when i get anxious, and it just makes me feel good it has a good vibe!

♡ flawlessa by boy willow

my favourite lyric: my flaws stay in the back of my head

i really love the like lofi vibe of this song, it’s got such a cool background that’s pretty unique. i remember having this on repeat while writing an essay a few months ago lmao.

♡ talk to much by COIN

my favourite lyric: you know i talk to much, honey, come put your lips on mine

this one is all thanks to miss mel who now has me hooked on coin, but this song is a banger!! it’s so fun and upbeat and immediately gives you a happy feeling.

♡ glitter by BENEE

my favourite lyric: maybe you should stay here with me, let’s make our own party

benee is WONDERFUL, another one of my favourite songs from her is snail, her music is just so fun!

♡ honeyweed by summer salt

my favourite lyric: she asked me if i wanna know, know how i can be your honeyweed

summer salt is my all time favourite band!! i adore all of their music, it’s very chill and i can listen to all of their stuff on repeat, but this is one of my favourites from them.

♡ all the things she said by t.a.T.u

my favourite lyric: want to fly her away where the sun and the rain come in over my face, wash away all the shame

middle school me was obsessed with this song and recently the memory of it resurfaced in my brain and i’ve had it on repeat. it’s a straight banger, like i can’t even tell you how cool it is for some reason.

♡ red side of the moon by trixie mattel

my favourite lyric: i cannot pick a favourite from this song, every lyric is perfection

trixie mattel!! an incredible drag queen and even more incredible musician, i’ll be real with y’all i don’t understand the meaning behind this song really but the lyrics feel so loving and it’s really beautiful.

♡ video games by trixie mattel

my favourite lyric: they say that the world was built for two, only worth living if somebody is loving you

more trixie mattel baby, i highly recommend all of their music, but this song is actually a cover of lana del rays song. the harpsichord is literally enchanting and it’s. a totally differant feel than lanas version but it is still so good.

♡ skinny love by bon iver

my favourite lyric: and in the morning i’ll be with you, but it will be a different kind

this one is another cover of the birdie song, and dare i say it i think i like bon ivers version more than the og. i just like acoustic guitar a lot sue me.

♡ through the eyes of a child by AURORA

my favourite lyric: again, i can’t pick a favourite from this, they’re each poetic and deep and beautiful aaaa

ok what a BEAUTIFUL SONG AND MESSAGE HERE, this is such a good song the imagery is immaculate and as always auroras voice is stunning and she sounds like a true storyteller. i adore all of auroras music, i have her all my demons album playing all the time i swear. highly recommend everything she sings.

alright that’s it for now!! i apologize for rambling, but this was fun! i’m happy to share my favourite music with y’all because music is such a huge part of who i am. i hope y’all listen to some of these and i hope you like them!!!

[amyraudenfeldsdonutshirt]

Yall I keep trying to listen to Folklore on spotify but it's just playing Red Side of The Moon by Trixie Mattel every time I hit play album and I don't know what it all means

[kadywicker]

💞🎧

shuffle your playlist, what’s the first song that played? the funeral by band of horses

favorite queer song? oh GREAT question. hm. i rlly like red side of the moon by trixie mattel, last kiss by coeur de pirate, & i’m gonna count good old fashioned lover boy by queen. i honestly dont know that many queer songs and a lot of the ones i know are covers :( yall should rec me some !

mlm/nblm asks

[lochnessbian]

i was tagged by @longingcore to do this one and i am currently cooped up in an ugly motel room that i got with the goal of escaping the hell that is my house

rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people

nickname: uhhhhh i don’t rly have a consistent one which is frankly tragic bc i love!! nicknames so much :( someone please. show me tenderness and give me a nickname

zodiac sign: aquarius!! + taurus moon and virgo rising to keep me sane xx

height: 5′7″... just this side of tall-ish

hogwarts house: ...ravenclaw... ya we still loving harry potter even after j.k. rowling’s bullshit ik i’m a clown

last thing i googled: twin peaks theme 10 hours (does not appear to exist. frankly a crime.)

song stuck in my head: supercut by lorde

following: too many... half of the ppl i follow are inactive but i am too lazy to do anything about that

followers: 702

amount of sleep i get: not. enough

lucky numbers: 7, 13, 22

dream job: screenwriter!! or journalist. the latter is more realistic, albeit slightly less glamorous, but i'm into both

wearing: a red velvet tank top and a flowy skirt and an air of dissatisfaction

favorite songs: genuinely changes like weekly but uhhh 5 eternal jams: the chain by fleetwood mac, this will be our year by the zombies, soldier by trixie mattel, i didn't just come here to dance by carly rae jepsen, miss atomic bomb by the killers

instruments: uhm. can still mostly play the piano despite having quit lessons like 3 years ago now. i’m not bad at uke, mostly bc it’s nearly impossible to be bad at. i’m trying to teach myself guitar but failing. 

random fact: i just sent out my early decision application! big day in mauraland

aesthetic: stevie nicks if she settled down in a quiet pnw town with a dark secret OR that one picture of kermit the frog in the rainbow sweater with feathers u know the one

i will tag as many ppl as i please @devilsgulch @cowboyvamp @ismill @megaalcremie @hexgirldyke @weatherdyke @cowboydarling and like anyone else who wants 2!! just say that i tagged u or don't.. live ur life peace and love xx

[lemonriice]

21 Questions!

oops it took me a bit to get to this but i suppose it’s fitting now that i’ve picked a new name to go by! i was tagged by @howiites !

nicknames: cat !

zodiac sign: GEMINI sun ; scorpio moon ; pisces rising

height: 5″ 1/2′ >:--(

hogwarts house: s l y t h e r i n

last thing i googled: “froppy icon” for my discord lol. on youtube my last search was “trixie katya waterloo” LMAO

favourite musicians: this is a dumb question haha but obv i am a pop punk rock kid // tho atm ive been listening to a lot of local pinoy bands + trixie mattel / adore delano + kahlid / daniel ceasar / sza / jhene aiko / amine (that vein)

following: 326 (working on increasing this lol)

followers: 1,147 ! (doesnt feel like it)

do you get asks: haha n o p e (esp now that im inactive in the askblogs i mod)

amount of sleep: it’s summer for me atm sooo likeee 10-13 hours (school days: 5-6)

lucky number: 13!

what your wearing: a tank top and pajama shorts,, at home sleep lounge clothing

dream trip: anywhere,, i love travelling but we’re too busy ;___;

instrument: i used to play the piano and i want to take up guitar but guitars are too big for my baby hands + carpal tunnel jdskljsdl

languages: english / tagalog !

favourite songs: again this is so broad but kljfdsjflj trixie mattel’s Red Side of the Moon is such a winter lesbian ballad please listen to it...

random fact: i have an undercut with a bleached top and i change my hair color anywhere from every 3 weeks to every month because my mom and i do the bleaching and coloring ourselves! though i always end up with my tealgreen as my default since i like it the most heheh

aesthetic: as a GenderFluid Icon tm my aesthetic changes like every day so lol

tagging! @soledadcatalina @ging-gum >:3c

[al-dente-icecream]

music asks: 3, 14, 1, 5, 9, 26 xx

is this chris sending me pi again or do all my followers just have the same sense of humour as my friends djkghsf

3: A song that reminds you of summertime

You Can Call Me Al by Paul Simon

14: A song that you would love played at your wedding

She by Elvis Costello bc it was my parents first dance at their wedding nd i love it

1: A song you like with a color in the title

since i’m p sure i said for you blue last time i did these questions im gonna go Red Side Of The Moon by Trixie Mattel

5: A song that needs to be played LOUD

Rubella by The Smoking Popes is a Banger

9: A song that makes you happy

See The Day by Brian David Gilbert Yes its from a series about learning to dance where he explores the feelings of moving away from a city Yes i love it dearly

26: A song that makes you want to fall in love

God Only Knows by The Beach Boys bc gay culture ya feel

thanks pal!!!!!!

[queenofquiet17]

Get to Know Me Tag

Thanks for the tag, @crinkle-eyed-boo!

Nickname: Sar, or in @disgruntledkittenface‘s case, Bookworm

Zodiac: Taurus

Height:  5′4″

Last movie I saw: In the theater: Mary Poppins Returns. I started happy sobbing the second Angela Lansbury appeared and legitimately did not stop the entire time she was on screen. At home: But I’m A Cheerleader for the millionth time because it’s insane how much I love that movie.

Last thing I googled: Synonyms for a word I was using way too much in one of my WIPs.

Favorite musicians: Shit, how much time do you have? A small sampling: Cher, Celine Dion, Indigo Girls, Melissa Etheridge, Melissa Ferrick, Hayley Kiyoko, David Ford, The Butchies, BETTY, Nancy and Beth, Tom Waits, Joni Mitchell, Patty Griffin

Song stuck in my head: "Stars and Satellites” by Minnie Driver, because it was the last thing I listened to before clocking out at work.

Other blogs: Not personally, but my writing is featured at @weareheadoverfeels. And, of course, there’s the @bisexual-disasters Grace/Karen group blog.

Do I get asks: Occasionally, and I love answering them, so don’t be shy!

Following: 97

Amount of sleep: Usually around 7 hours, unless I get super caught up in my writing.

Lucky number: Purely for the inside joke my best friend and I made when we were kids, 704.

What I’m wearing: I just got home from work, so gray lounge pants and an old Cher t-shirt.

Dream job: Sound design for film/TV.

Dream trip: Paris, without a doubt.

Favorite food: Pepperjack tomato soup from my favorite hometown sandwich place, sushi, chicken pad thai, and literally anything that has chocolate on it.

Play any instruments: I play guitar and ukulele. I also picked up a melodica a couple years ago just to play around with.

Languages: English. I took five years of German from 8th grade through Senior year of high school, AND was in the National Foreign Language Honor Society when I graduated, but can now only hold an extremely basic conversation in it and I totally regret letting it slip like that.

Favorite songs: Again, HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU HAVE? First off, it should be known that if I use a song in a fic, it’s one of my favorites. So there’s a decent list. Aside from those: “Red Side of the Moon” by Trixie Mattel, “Panic” by David Ford, “Martha” by Tom Waits, “My Baby” by BETTY (actually, the whole Bright & Dark album is fucking fire, go listen to it right now), “He’ll Never Love You (HNLY)” by Hayley Kiyoko, “Right Next to the Right One” by Celine Dion, “Will You Wait For Me” by Cher, etc etc.

Also, Nancy and Beth’s cover of “I Don’t Love Her” is something to BEHOLD.

Random fact(s): I know how to say one and only one thing in Italian, and it’s only because I’ve listened to Cher’s “Dov'è L’Amore” about 847 billion times in the last twenty years.

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: A small and cozy coffee shop, a reading nook, Fall leaves, incense and candles, vintage dimestore paperback novels (bonus points if they’re lesbian pulp), the crackles and pops of old vinyl records.

I’ll tag @disgruntledkittenface, @uhohmorshedios, @a-brighter-yellow, @fuckingparty and @nastycrookedwoman

[avadaniels]

Title: In It to Win It

Relationship: Trixie Mattel / Katya Zamolodchikova

Words: 9 022

Tags: No Archive Warnings Apply, Cheerleaders, Flirting, Smut, Car Sex

Rating: Mature

“It was nice to annoy you! I hope your team loses.” “I never wanna see you again. I hope you break your neck.”

Or, the one where Katya doesn't go to football games to watch football, and Trixie really doesn't like pretending to hate the enemy cheerleaders.

@lulufeca​ you got car makeout scenes into my head! I hope you like this one haha.

Notes

Oh I love this story. I love cheerleading. I think this is all obvious. The working titles for this were “Red vs. Blue”, “No. Okay.”, and just “Sexy”.

Yeah that song Trixie lipsynced to at the Boulet Brothers thing? It’s now the most listened-to song in my library, with 160 plays (Red Side of the Moon has 150). I am a ridiculous person with ridiculous interests.

That’s it that’s all. More stuff coming Saturday I think. :)

Cheerleading Jargon Guide

Shell: the 'shirt’ part of a cheerleading uniform.

Spanx: the elastic shorts that cheerleaders wear under their skirts, that function as underwear.

Flyer: the smallest cheerleaders who get lifted and thrown in the air.

Tumbling: cheerleading moves like cartwheels, front flips, etc., usually done with multiple skills in quick succession after a running start. Handsprings, layouts, and fulls are all tumbling skills.

Toe-touch: a jump where you do the middle splits in the air.

Shoutout to the Queen of Tumbling Angel Rice! 

[syllilith]

21 Questions

I was tagged by my fiery capricunt sister @maryaliceswan 💗😘

Nicknames: Syl is my nickname! I don't think I have any others

Zodiac: Pisces (why yes I'm a little bitch)

Height: 5'7'' I believe? I don't know how to use eagle measurements, but I'm 1.70mts

Last movie I watched: Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs with @bellatops or The Mummy (1999) with her and @softbutchbella

Last thing I googled: "what were the candies Strickland ate in the shape of water" I wanted to know if they were based on a real life candy

Favorite musician: Lady Gaga and 2ne1 c:

Other blogs: None yet! That's why this one is so messy

Do I get asks?: Rarely, but lately they've been increasing!

Following: over 900 blogs ngl. I really should clean that up

Amount of sleep: Anywhere between 7 to 3 hours

Lucky number: 3, 6 and 15

What I'm weariness: Pokeball hoodie, gray shorts and my Clefairy earrings

Dream job: Therapist and owner/head of a LGBTQ+ summer camp

Dream Trip: State by state of my country (Mexico) and then going to each and every one of the Ratcords houses!!! Also all of Greece, France and Germany!

Favorite food: Uuuuh I love ice cream and baked goods but meals... I guess stuffed turkey!

Play any instruments?: Oof I'm trying to learn the piano and then the lyre or harp, maybe the autoharp too

Languages: I'm a native Spanish speaker but I'd say I'm pretty good in English too

Favorite song rn: uhm... Circus by Britney Spears and The Violet Hour and Red side of the Moon by Trixie Mattel

Random Fact: one time in highschool I tripped in the stairs and sat down because it was so stupid I found it hilarious, my friends were kinda containing their laughter to not make me feel bad but burst when they saw me laugh too

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: soft hands, pastel skillfully decorated cupcakes, polished rose quartz, pink nail polish bottles, pastel pillows, pearl pink game boy advance, black kitten heels, ruffling skirts, peonies, sweet perfumes

I'm tagging @nothng-in-particular , @edwardanthonyswan , @cozycullens and @gaycullenfeels 😘💗

[lady-of-the-mercians]

Get to know me challenge

thank you for the tag @thereadingchallengechallenge ^.^

Rules: Tag 10 mutuals you wanna know better

Name/Nickname? Charlotte

Star Sign? Virgo

Height? 5′4

Play your playlist on shuffle, what are the first five songs that come up?

‘Kaleidoscope’ by Courtney Act

‘Telephone Wire’ from ‘Fun Home’

‘Red Side of the Moon’ by Trixie Mattel

‘Whiskey Lullaby’ by Brad Paisley

‘Safe and Sound’ by Taylor Swift

Ever had a song or poem written about you? No because no one loves me

When was the last time you played the guitar? Last week!

Who is your celebrity crush? Natalie Dormer

What’s a sound you love? A crackling fire

What’s a sound you hate? Paper tearing - nonononononoihateit

Do you believe in ghosts? I don’t want to.

How about aliens? Of course.

Do you drive? Yes but I sold my 2001 Mini One for university.

What was the last book you read? The Tempest by Shakespeare

Do you like the smell of gasoline? Yesss give me that forbidden vape

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Fracturing my rib playing lacrosse and then exacerbating the injury into a break through riding

Do you have any obsessions right now? Kryolan makeup - it blends like absolutely nothing else and is super pigmented AND cruelty free. Also I’m low key obsessed with Tolkien all of the time...

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? I can hold a grudge better than either Zeus or Poseidon!

In a relationship? See above, no one loves me! :-)

Tagging: @katywritesbooks, @ashocean, @puddle--fish, @rosiebees, @catilinas @inkbloodthrall @blueisawriter2k18 @forlornraven @illiteratewolf @pyrrhicsolipsism

[sheecoulee]

What's your favorite song by Trixie Mattel? 💖🎀

see this would have been easy before one stone came out but now i feel like natalie imbruglia (torn).i love little sister, soldier, i know you all over again (which was my second most played song on spotify last year) but the one i’ve been listening to the most recently is red side of the moon

[artificialqueens]

Trixie and Katya reenact classic movie scenes ~ Hobnob

A/N: Heres some Ruveiws from my avid readers!

“Bit shit but not unbearable” -The Times “Id just go watch the movies honestly” -Daily Mail

“I just came to buy some hobnob biscuits but i ended up here. whats a Rupaul?” -Dorris ~

Blade runner (1982)

Trixie’s slipping. Her fingertips clasp at an iron bar slick with rainwater and she’s slipping. Her knuckles go white as she strains her throat, but only breathless cries can escape.

She looks below momentarily. Through the darkness specks of everyday life are still moving. Corner store signs surge with light as they flicker enticing colours, contrasting with the cold concrete below. Trixie looks back towards her saboteur. The one who put her in this predicament.

Katya towers over Trixie, her eyes flared. The lighting Ruveals half of her face as two cold pupils pierce through the darkness. Her face is pasted with blood, dripping down her nose and chin. The steady beat of rainwater lashing down is mimicking Trixie’s heartbeat as her grip loosens.

“Quite an experience to live in fear isn’t it.” Katya says, eyes fixated. Her expression is deadpan. Trixie lets out yet another cry, a mix between pleading and sheer exhaustion. “Thats what it is to be a drag queen.” She continues.

Trixie strains. The rain feels heavy as droplets seep into her clothes. Her hand slips and flails to the side of her, giving way to aching muscles. Katya widens her mouth into a grin, yet there’s no emotion behind her expression. That awful smile. There was no hope in that smile.

A single hand claws at the iron for any kind of leverage in pure desperation. Trixie grits her teeth and lets out a sob. Her body spasms and her fingers slip as the only thing keeping her from death gives way to weakness.

She falls. Her eyes are scrunched shut. A few moments pass and Trixie doesn’t feel her stomach drop.

Looking back up she notices a hand wrapped around her wrist. It stings as the clasp tightens. Trixie lets out broken sobs as she feels herself being slowly hoisted up to the roof. Her breathing is erratic. She wheezes, the effects of the adrenaline subsiding.

Was this just the continuation of some sick game? Prolonging the inevitable? Katya is clenching her teeth, She inhales, hand shaking whilst she lifts the entirety of Trixie’s weight.

Trixie is thrown to the floor of the roof, fully in tact. Rationality kicks in and she looks over to Katya, who is closing in now. Her movements are slow. Trixie finds herself shuffling her back into a wall, completely slumped over. She tries to lean up but finds herself slipping on the surface, breathing still shallow.

Katya paused. She took a moment before sitting down in front of the blonde. The neon sign behind her casted a silhouette over Trixie as she found herself face to face with the person that had just put her on the ledge of a roof.

No. Trixie didn’t see any desire for killing behind Katya’s eyes. She looked contented. Her expression was soft as the rainwater ran along her face in a steady stream, mixing with the blood seeping from her body. She was sat cross-legged, fixing a gaze with the breathless queen.

There was a moment of silence before Katya spoke.

“I’ve seen things…things you people wouldn’t believe.” She began, letting out a small chuckle. Her voice was soft.

“Lip syncs on fire off the shoulder of Brighton. I watched fierce drag jewels glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser pub…” She continued, never breaking eye contact. Trixie was still mid writhe, frozen in position as she hunched over the wall, mesmerised by the sincerity of Katya’s words.

“All those moments will be lost in time, like tears…in rain.” Katya spoke. She had to choke out the last part. Her gaze turned to the floor and she allowed a small smile to part her lips.

Trixie scanned Katya’s face. She felt comfort. Her eyes we’re being held like she were some sort of hypnotist. Katya’s body begins to sway, delirious.

“Time to die”

Katya hung her head. She went silent.

Trainspotting (1996)

Trixie lay in bed, experiencing the junky limbo. Too tired to sleep. Too ill to stay awake.

She tossed under the sheets for any shred of comfort she could find, but the cold sweat kept pouring. The room began to crack and distort, elongating its structure and walls. The withdrawals were setting in, putting her in a indescribable state of nausea and agony. Yet, she was going through this in the most mundane of places. Her bed.

Trixie paused for a moment. She inhaled deeply and looked to the ceiling. This was only the beginning, and it was already near unbearable. She kept hold of the bedsheets tightly for some tie to reality.

It began to set in.

Hallucinations right at the foot of her bed as she poured buckets of sweat. Her head rolled from side to side, eyes red. Everything she was burnt and she wanted to eject her stomach straight through her mouth.

Trixie saw Tammie brown sat at the end of her bed, chanting old verses from songs she used to listen to. She took the opportunity to try and sleep to the sound of her own mind-forged nostalgia. She was still convulsing and spasming under the weight of her own breath.

The queen at the end of her bed was replaced by a knock at the door. Trixie jerked her head upwards. The room was short again, less winding. Her parents walked in, tray of food in hand. Wether this was still part of the hallucinations was unbeknownst to Trixie.

They looked over her sadly, eyes half lidded. They looked tired too as her mother popped the tray beside Trixie. She continued to roll in agony clasping at her flesh as they left the room and bolted up the doors.

The convulsions were getting violent. She threw herself under the sheets in an attempt to escape anything else she might see. Instead she was greeted by Tatianna as her mind played sick tricks on her.

“Well, this is a good laugh, you fucking useless bastard. Go on, sweat that shite out of your system, because if I come back and it’s still there, I’ll fucking kick it out.” Tatianna said flashing a smile, taunting Trixie.

She yelled, yanking her covers over the visage of Tatianna. She began to sob broken cries as she buried her face in the sheets, spitting and clawing herself into the fabric. She bit her teeth into the pillowcase.

Trixie knew if she turned around now, all she’d see was more hallucinations, but temptation got the better of her.

On the roof Katya was crawling directly above her. She was babbling in nonsense as she crawled closer and closer. Trixie was shaking her head and scrambling through the bedsheets. Katya made her way towards her. The sheets clung to Trixie like an extra later of skin, constricting her movements.

She let out a scream. Katya began twisting her head. She was above her now. Trixie kept her eyes scrunched shut as she continued to bawl.

Katya’s head had fully rotated, and stared right into her subconscious. Fucking acrobats.

Toy story (1996)

“According to my navi-computer, the–”

“Shut up!” Katya hushed with an angry tone, flailing her arms. “Just shut up, you idiot!”

“Katya, this is no time to panic.” Trixie spoke calmly, furrowing her brow at katya.

“This is the perfect time to panic! I’m lost!” Katya retorted, taken back by the other’s words. “and it’s all your fault!”

“My– My fault? If you hadn’t pushed me out of the window in the first place!” Trixie yelled, reciprocating Katyas anger and pointing a finger at her.

“Oh, yeah? Well, if you hadn’t shown up in your stupid little sunglasses…and taken away everything that was important to me-”

“Don’t talk to me about importance.” Trixie said, clearly insulted. “Because of you, the security of this entire Ru-niverse is in jeopardy!”

“What? What are you talking about?” Katya spoke in sheer confusion, raising her arms.

Trixie began to walk, turning her gaze towards the full moon dramatically. “Right now, poised at the edge of the galaxy, Santino Rice has been secretly building…” She began reaching her hand towards the sky. “a weapon with the destructive capacity to annihilate an entire planet.”

Katya waked over to where she was stood. Astounded at the others stupidity.

“I alone have information that Ruveals this weapon’s only weakness. And you, my friend, are responsible for delaying my rendezvous with Rupaul!”

Katya paused for a moment before completely loosing it.

“You are a toy! You aren’t the real Trixie mattel! You’re a–Uh, you’re a doll!”

“You are a sad, strange little man, and you have my pity. Farewell.”

“Oh, yeah? Well, good riddance, ya loony.”