#pray i won't make the injury worse and end up having to cut the hand up at a doctor rah hahaha

[msmarvelouswinchester]

Hold on

Pairing - Dean Winchester x reader

Summary - Based on the song 'Hold On' by Chord Overstreet

Warning - Angst, Blood, Hospitals

Loving and Fighting,

Accusing, denying,

I can't imagine a world with you gone.

"You could have gotten yourself killed, Y/N!" Dean yelled at you. You huffed. You were boiling with anger. "Seriously? I saved your asses and you are yelling at me? If I didn't risk my life, you would have been dead by now, jerk!" You screamed at Dean. "But that werewolf shoved you into a wall! You could have got seriously injured! I'm just looking out for you!" Dean retorted. "Well, thanks for that but you don't have to look out for me! I can handle myself. And for the shoving part, I am fine, Dean. Now leave me alone!" You went to your room in the bunker taking long steps.

The joy and the chaos

The demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

Dean's POV:

"Hey have you seen Y/N? She went to her room and didn't even come out to get a drink" I was getting worried, it's not her usual behavior. "Well you guys had a pretty nasty fight, it wouldn't be a surprise if she gives you a cold shoulder", Sam said while drinking his beer. "Thanks for the vote of confidence, Sammy. But you know what, I'm gonna go and check on her. I was pretty hard on her. She doesn't deserve it", I started walking towards her room. I opened the door. "Hey Y- Y/N? What the hell? Y/N? Hey?" Y/N was lying on the floor unconscious. "

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"

"Sam! Sam! Sammy! No no no no no. Y/N? Sweetheart? Open your eyes baby" I looked upon her face waiting for her eyes to flutter open. "Dean, wha-Y/N? What happened to her?" Sam asked me. "Sam, just go and call Cas!" Y/N, I won't let anythin' happen to you. Ya'll be okay. I picked Y/N up in bridal style. "Dean? Where are you going?" Sam panicked. "To the hospital. Tell Cas to meet us at the hospital!" I carried Y/N to the car. Then Sam joined us. "Cas will join us at the hospital".I nodded and remained silent. And started driving.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

"Emergency! Where the hell are the doctors? My girlfriend is unconscious. I need a doctor now!" I yelled at the receptionist. "Sir, please calm down. We are taking your girlfriend for medical examination right now." the woman tried to reason. I saw a few people putting Y/N on a stretcher and taking her into a room. "Sir you can't go in with her" "But she's my girlfriend, I need to be with her!" "Dean! Listen to me. She'll be alright. Cas is almost here! Nothing will happen to her, Dean! Nothing!" "Sammy, I should have been more careful with the hunt today. It's all my fault! Sam, she is unconscious on a hospital bed because of me! She is here now because she tried to save me!"

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me

Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'

Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones

"Mr. Collins. I'm Dr. Smith I-" "How is she? She's fine, right? She'll mak-" the doctor cuts me off saying "Yeah, she's one hell of a fighter but it's tough. She has suffered from a terrible brain injury and it's almost impossible to recover from one like that. We are doing our best but she's in coma for now. So, just-everything will be fine". I felt my world collapse. I never felt such pain not even when Dad died. "Can-can we see her?" I heard my voice quiver. "Yes you can" the doc said and gave a smile of reassurance.

They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"

"Y/N. I know you can hear me and I know you will make it through this. Hell you have been through worse" I felt my throat closing up. "Baby, I'm so sorry for yelling at you. You saved my life and now you are fightin' for yours. You are the best girlfriend and my best friend." I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Cas, hey buddy. Heal her, please." He started healing her with his mojo. Come on Y/N, open your eyes. "Dean, it's uh-I can't heal her." "What, why?" Sam asked. "She's already gone too deep. I can't bring her back from there. Nobody can." "No no no no. There's HAVE to be a way. She can't be gone. Sammy, she-she can't be". I left the room and sat down inside the church.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

Flashback~

"Dean it's your 7th slice! Seriously Dean?" Y/N scowled at me. "Y/N, pie is something that won't try to kill me". "Yes it can kill you if you end up choking on it" Y/N said and I started laughing and ended up choking. "Dean, hey you okay?" she said while rubbing my back. "God, Dean I shouldn't have said that." "Hey, I'm not goin' anywhere, okay?" I said kissing her. "Yeah, and don't even dare to leave me". "Hey you'll still have Sam and Cas." "Hey lovebirds, wanna watch a movie tonight?" Sam asked from the library. "Come on let's go and watch a movie."

END OF FLASHBACK....

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying baby, let's go home

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

"Emergency in room number 201. Docters needed urgently." Y/N! I started running towards her room. "Sam! What is happening?" "It's Y/N. Her organs are collapsing." I looked at her. "You have to stay outside." The doc told us. "What is happening to her?" "We'll let you know." "Come on Dean, let's wait outside." Sam dragged me outside. After 15 minutes, the commotion inside the room subsided. "Hey Doc, is she okay?" "Mr. Collins she....."

The Next Day~

I looked at the empty space in the ground.and felt a tear roll down my cheek. The empty space was slowly being filled by Y/N's coffin. "I didn't even get to say a sorry. I didn't even tell her I love her. She left us." "Dean, come on, dude she wouldn't want to see you like this" Sam said to me. I remained silent. I went towards Baby and dialed Y/N's number. "Hey you have reached Y/N L/N. Sorry can't reach my phone. Must be busy. Please leave a message." "Hey Y/N/N, it's Dean. I love you. I'll always do. Hope to see you again someday. Goodbye, baby." Sam opened the door of Baby. "I'm gonna eat 7 slices of pie today" I started the engine throwing a last glance at Y/N's grave. You'll be missed, baby.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you