#pregnant underboob

[celestiababie]

im bored at work, so here goes another horny thought:

we know mingyunwould definitely be a good husband. he'd do anything for his pregnant wife. cravings at 3 am? he'd wake up and cook for you. feet and back hurting? he's got the oil and ready to loosen up your muscles. while massaging you, he notices how curves and bumps. how plush your body got, thinking of how he was the reason your belly is now growing with his child. he especially loves how swollen your boobs got, and your ass sticks out more now. he can't help but to let his hands wander.

from your back, his hands slowly inching to your sides. carefully rubbing your underboob, fingers gently rubbing your now sensitive tips, his large hands cupping your boobs squeezing them a bit. your moans getting him worked up, he ruts against your ass.

he let go of your boobs and rubs your belly, moving closer to your pussy. since you're nearing your last trimester, you're already so swollen down there, so you're easily aroused. you grip his hand, forcing him to touch you already, wanting to feel his huge fingers in you.

he turns you around, have you lay on your back. he gets in between your legs and sees that you're dripping like crazy. his thumb caressing your lower lips, "got you all knocked up with my kid and you're still so needy? should i stuff even you more?"

you whimper pleading him to get in you. he gets cocky and gets on his knees, tapping his cock on your clit teasing you even more. he loves the sight of his pregnant wife almost drooling, eyes close to tears, pregnancy hormones turning her brain into mush. he pushes in easily while being cautious not to crush you.

the feel of your pussy gripping him like a wet slick cushion drives him mad. he goes crazy while ensuring to not go overboard. your body shaking, especially your tits has him groping you all over. he gets feral knowing he did this to you. proud even.

once you've both cum he'd prepare a nice bath, carries you there and he let's you soak while he changes the sheets. he joins you later and sheepishly apologises like the soft boi he is for getting carried away

I am speechless. I don't even know how to ADD to your sexy brain...oml I think you made me malfunction with this.

Ahem let me collect myself before I share a few extra thoughts...

Warnings: mentions of body insecurities

Mingyu just gives off that vibe of a guy who is naturally affectionate and possessive with his partner. Clingy too.

And I definitely agree that seeing you pregnant with his child would do things to him that would throw him for a loop. Every second he was around you, he'd want his hands on you in some way and if you're away (as if he'd let his pregnant wife out of his sight for too long pfft) he'd be thinking about his hands on you.

He was already accustomed and thankful for your presence in his life, but something about you being pregnant would heighten every feeling he had towards you, your new found glow and changing body invading all of his senses and consuming him which he gladly accepted even if his friends let him know that he looked like he was ready to pounce on you at any given second. Which wouldn't be very far off from the truth.

And while some may find Mingyu's clinginess and unrelenting horniness overbearing, you loved every second of it. It was nice to know that your husband still found you sexy, possibly even sexier despite how your body was changing with the pregnancy. Your ego couldn't help but swell anytime he'd look at you as if you were the most gorgeous person in the world even if a waitress shamelessly flirted with your man right in front of you.

"Okay, my wife and I would like the garlic crusted salmon. Thats all, thank you," he spoke, emphasizing the fact that you were his wife and he was a happily taken man.

His attention would immediately turn back to you, staring at you with so much adoration (and lust), it was enough to get you blushing.

"Mingyu, stop looking at me like that! You said you wanted to take me out for a nice dinner and now you're trying to get into my pants," you hushed, playfully kicking him under the table.

"I don't have to try very hard..." he mumbles with a pout on his lips before picking up his phone, typing away something you can't see.

"What are you doing?"

His eyes flicker away from his phone to yours before a smile that perfectly shows off his canines slowly creeps onto his lips.

"Mmm, just looking up if it's safe to have car sex when you're pregnant. If not, we can just book a room real quick. I picked a restaurant in a hotel for a reason."

Sighs...I want him.

[cass1x1]

🍝👨‍👩‍👧‍👦💯🐶🖊️ for theo, liora, and charlie!

theo

SPAGHETTI — what is/are your oc’s favorite food(s)?

theo likes any kind of dal or curry. they tend to like spicier foods. but they're also not a super picky eater--they'll eat pretty much anything.

FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc’s immediate family? how many people are in your oc’s extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?

theo has an extremely large extended family. they grew up in a multi-generational household with their parents and grandparents and a great aunt/uncle, and lived very very close to several other aunts/uncles. their family is mostly immigrants. obviously, they are not close to any of them, given their line of work. the grandparents and great aunts passed away when they were in college, and they are distant from their parents and have been since before they became a spy. inasmuch as they're close to any family, they have a cousin who grew up alongside them, kinda like siblings. they had also drifted apart before theo became a spy, but theo does keep tabs on her/her family. the closest they have to a found family is their organization.

HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

hmm ok.

before their injury, they really genuinely thought they were olympics-bound--especially for their skill on the beam and the uneven bars

they're less of a thrill-seeker than you might expect. not like afraid of anything in particular but like...don't get the fun of roller coasters or other "scary" amusement park rides.

they started dating pretty young before they were like "this is actually...not for me"

DOG FACE — does your oc have any pets?

they are allowed one pet with sasha. i don't know if they've adopted it yet.

BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos?

they have one on their underboob and one on their ear sorta where a cartilage piercing would go. they want more but realistically it's hard to get them without blowing a potential cover.

charlie

SPAGHETTI — what is/are your oc’s favorite food(s)?

oh god she would haaaaate that question!!! there's no possible way to answer it. she probably has a favorite food for every genre of food. lately, she's been vibin with like cold pasta dishes or cold noodles in general. there's a place near her apartment that does a cold ramen she's lowkey obsessed with.

FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc’s immediate family? how many people are in your oc’s extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?

her immediate family is her and robbie! no but she grew up in a little family of four--her parents and her sister and her. both grandparents passed before she was born. her parents were fine-ish and her sister was an absolute perfect showoff-y type. she had some cousins but they lived far away. if she's close to anyone, it's her dad, but she's not super close to any of them. also, robbie.

HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

charlie never actually finished her degree. she went to school for journalism but dropped out shortly before she got pregnant

she named robbie after robert redford for reasons she won't explain

one of her ambitions is to be the pta mom that always provides snacks and throws parties at the school but she knows she's not organized enough for that

DOG FACE — does your oc have any pets?

nope! she barely has time for her son. she'd like to get a dog someday...

BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos?

she does! one on her wrist of an artsy little heart, and one on her ankle of some little swirly-doos she likes to doodle. she'd like to get one for robbie but she doesn't want his name or his birth date so she's like....gotta think on what to get that honors him. and she wants one of her favorite quote but she doesn't know where to put it.

[jin0]

The breeding kink with Andrew has me SWEATING. I can just imagine the aftermath of it all being successful and months along the ways hormones are raging and he's just obsessed with how you look all round with his child/children. He'd probably go through the entire catalog of positions for pregnant partners and just spend the whole time praising and pampering all the while being filthy. He probably has to keep himself from latching onto your tits as well, though he would absolutely fail.

the moment he finds out you're pregnant, he's not just on daddy protective mode, he's on horny bastard mode and that one is difficult to control or contain, which is a bitch when you're out with him and paps could be around.

he definitely tried to hit a paparazzi once for getting to close to you and made it clear that these hands were rated e for everyone getting too close and familiar with his wife.

but the main problem wouldn't be how protective he is, the problem is how quickly he gets derailed from being protective to being horny in a matter of seconds. because when you're searching through the aisles at the supermarket with him hugging you from behind and caressing your sides, there is no problem. but when it turns into him grinding against your ass and sneaking his hands under your shirt to feel your stomach from closer and to feel your underboob because they're hot and soft and fuck, he wants to suck on them right now, it becomes a problem.

he also has a list of position for pregnant women to enjoy that he made himself according to what you like and don't like and according to what you were comfortable with before. he tries one each night and has you grade them for future reference but will make sure that you thoroughly enjoy each one of them by doing the most obscene shit ever.

you've never felt the pleasure of getting your pussy ate while you sat on his face while his hands pressed you tits, not worried about the breast milk spilling everywhere.

he can see in the mirror how you're so lost in the pleasure, you're not worried about fucking his face fully anymore. you're riding his mouth, letting each and every drop of your slick slide down his throat while he greedily drinks every sip of it. he's enjoying that shit and you know it when you can see his stiff cock, throbbing over his stomach. if you could bend down, he'd be in your mouth already but he's pleasured enough by the vision of his cum staining your tits and you playing with them to taste his cream.

pregnant you is greedy and passionate and never worried about anything because he makes you comfortable to a point you don't need to do anything. when he's done, he'll only ask of you to get on your knees on the bed and present your tits to him. he'll be pumping his cock in your face, enjoying the way you lick his tip softly. you open your mouth to allow him to fuck your tongue a little but that's not what he wants right now. his entire brain is wired around your tits and you can't even think of derailing him from that.

and don't even TRY !! to wear a summer dress around him with your stomach sticking out and the deep cleavage. it's the kind of dress that opens like a bathrobe and fuck, you've got guests but the whole time he's watching you with these hungry eyes, ready play with them until his hands and lips fall off.

when he sees you leave the guests quickly to go to the bathroom upstairs, he's worried and horny (a dangerous combo).

"you're okay baby ? do you need anything ?"

"no... no, i'm good... it's just that they're really heavy and i need a break for a second. don't worry love, baby and i are fine."

you know this man is ready to help. but it still doesn't explain how you end up with your dress draped on the floor, an arm tightly holding your waist while his free hand pulls and presses your breasts with both eagerness and tenderness. but when he starts sucking, that's when you're really happy. cause you'll never admit it but it feels so fucking good when he does it, you find yourself asking for him to sometimes.

when he sees you throw your head back in pleasure, just riding his cock harder despite your belly being in the way, he's ready to blow.

"fuck... andrew, god... feels so good... so fucking good... please, don't stop... more, please baby..."

"yeah... you love that huh princess ? tits so swollen, you need your relief. huh princess ? can't feel better on your own, you need me to suck all that milk out for you... you're okay baby... lemme take care of these gorgeous tits and just sit back. let my cock and mouth do the work princess... lemme please you..."

[pixeldistractions]

Lucy once said she wanted seven children, but the truth was, she could barely handle two. 

It rained far too much here in Washington. Cassie didn’t mind the rain. And maybe Lucy promised they would play outside one last time before bed. But then Eris needed to nurse, again. Growth spurt. She needed a bounce and a burp, and then she spit up. The little squirt aimed straight for Lucy’s cleavage and soaked her all the way down to the underboob. They both needed a change of clothes. Then the rain started. The downpour was too intense to bring the baby out. Too intense for a strong-willed, toddler, too, but try telling that to Cassie. “Why? Mama, you said. You said.” 

And Cassie wasn’t wrong. Lucy did say, didn’t she? 

There was no one to help. They worked Dallas to the bone here, twelve-hour shifts most days of the week. Her neighbor, Marlie, was eight months pregnant and ready to pop. It should have been so lucky to have a teenager next door, but Marlie’s moody teenage son scared Lucy and she would never ask for his help. Everyone else on base had somewhere to be and something to do.

So, sorry, teary little one, so it seems sometimes life doesn’t turn out the way you thought it would. So it seems, sometimes, you don’t get to play outside one more time before bed even though you were given a promise. 

But they were so blessed to be here, together, after everything they’d been through. So blessed. 

[anya-grace]

Two beautiful people sent me an ask about my rivetra actors au, and boyyyy let me tell you, it was so fun making them again 😍 thank you to the pretty souls who asked this! 💘

The first actors au were from season 1 and 2, this one will focus on the filming of season 3 until the last season :) here you go!

more rivetra actors!au headcanon (some are nsfw-ish)

- Let me get straight to the point: lots of sex. Car sex. On-set sex. Dressing room sex. Name it.

- Both of them are aware that it was unprofessional, but there was a time when they did not see each other for more than a month because of their (especially Levi’s) busy and conflicting schedule, so when Petra surprised him on set, the frustration and longing just piled up and they had sex.

- Then it became a habit.

- And this habit, of course, didn’t go unnoticed by the other casts and even crews of the show. Armin heard them once, and the poor boy made a mental note to never ever come close to Levi’s room again.

- The older casts are fine with it since, you know, normal adult stuff. But for the love of the three Walls, can you lovebirds tone the moaning down? People are trying to get some sleep wtf.

- Levi’s make-up artist had to deal with the pain of covering his hickeys (courtesy of Ms. Petra Ral) every shoot. The ones on his neck, especially those near his adam’s apple were the most visible. And since Captain Levi rarely wore a cravat in season three, part one, it made the work harder for the make-up artist.

- As compensation, Petra always bought a special souvenir for Levi’s make-up artist whenever she flies overseas for her theater shows.

- For the premiere of season 3, Levi took Petra as his date on the red carpet. It was the first event they attended publicly as a couple.

- It was a big milestone for their relationship because they are both public figures. And we all know what happens when celebrities publicize their relationships, it is prone to issues and controversies.

- And you can very well guess that Levi Ackerman showing off his beautiful girlfriend to the press was big news. As big as the AoT premiere even.

- During the air of season three, Levi became more famous and he attracted many overseas fans as well as international actresses because of his brilliant scenes with Kenny.

- Although Petra is not the jealous type, she admitted that somehow it affected her when other international actresses expressed their admiration towards Levi. Some even said that Levi is their type and they are looking forward to working with him in the future.

- When Levi sensed this, he immediately headed to his IG and posted a picture of Petra with a very cheesy caption lmao. Forgive him, he's new to this kind of relationship.

- Did I mention he also posted a picture of them kissing in front of the Eiffel tower?

- Only a few know this, but the real Levi is one clingy boyfriend.

- He is very touchy when it comes to Petra. He just really loves holding her. Sometimes he just randomly hugs her, caresses her, nuzzles her. He just loves having skin-to-skin contact with her.

- His love language is actions and gestures.

- His favorite gesture to do to Petra is a back hug with his arms under her boobs. It was a soft gesture and it wasn't sexual in any way...until it did.

- More than half of their sex started with Levi touching Petra’s underboobs tbh.

- Sometimes Levi thinks that he's neglecting Petra and more than once he considered quitting the show business for her. But then he’ll see her smiling at him, and she tells him that she's very proud of what he’s doing and that she's happy that she gets to support him with doing the things he is really passionate about and just… all he could think of that time is that he wants to marry this amazing woman.

- He is also supportive of Petra’s theater actress career, of course. And he hates the fact that he needs to hide whenever he watches one of her shows since people eventually gather around him asking for an autograph and he feels that it’s rude for Petra. This is her moment and he doesn’t want to ruin it for her.

- Hence, his all-black and mysterious get-up whenever he watches her show.

- AoT season three was a huge success and plans for season four are already on the move. Casts were given a long break before the shooting began again and both Petra and Levi took this as a chance to bond together.

-Petra's favorite thing to do with Levi is playing with animals. She has a soft spot for animals, and she wanted for them to adopt a pet but she knew that the poor animal will only be given less attention because both of them are always busy.

-When Petra's theater world tour ended, she and Levi started living together. They didn't have the chance to do it before since they were both busy.

-Them living together is probably the height of their relationship. They fought, they had sex, they laughed, they played, they bathe together. They did everything together and it was a beautiful experience.

- For their third anniversary, Levi booked a vacation on a private island for a week. It was also their last bonding because Levi is going to start filming again for season four in less than a month.

- They did not communicate with anyone during that one week. It was just them, and they made the most of it.

- Mornings were spent for morning sex and breakfast in bed. Afternoons were for swimming, sleeping, cuddling, hugging, kissing, and every activity they could think of doing. They explored the island, they petted stray animals, they dived into the ocean, they build sandcastles, they ate different dishes, they had sex in caves and while swimming on the beach, they climbed trees, they bought souvenirs, and most importantly, they took many pictures together.

- Evenings were the most romantic of all. They had sex in the darkness of their own room while they hear the ocean waves crashed to the shore outside and as the sea breeze cooled their sweat-slicked skin. They took the time to explore each other’s body like it’s their last (because it will be in a matter of days).

- On their last night, Pet cried while they’re having sex. Levi’s face was buried on the crook of her neck and she was moaning one moment, and then the next she’s sobbing like a poor little baby.

- She said that she’d gotten used to life with Levi always by her side and she didn’t want it to ever change. Levi comforted her. He petted her hair, and he said that it’s going to be okay. He kissed her head, then her hair, her face, and her body. Then they had the most emotional and meaningful sex of their entire life.

- Levi started shooting again for season four. Petra, like the past seasons, visits him as much as she can. It was hard adjusting to this type of life again, but she’s a strong woman. And besides, she’s going to start rehearsing for another theater show again.

- They need to undergo medical check-ups before the casting and she found out then that she is pregnant with Levi’s baby.

- It freaked her out. She and Levi never talked about babies before since they’re busy with their careers, and their relationship has always been just the two of them.

- Levi was out of town for the shoot, and she didn’t want to tell him the good news on the phone so she patiently waited until he got home.

- He was greeted with a fancy dinner, and a “Welcome home, Daddy” by Petra. Levi thought that it was her being cheeky and naughty at first, but when dinner ended and she ran for her life to the sink, that’s when he started getting worried. And when Petra showed him the positive result in her medical check-up, well, let’s just say that on that day, Levi Ackerman received a good reminder of what he did to her on their vacation months ago.

- But seriously, he was seconds away from calling his manager and dropping his AoT contract just so he can take care of Petra and their baby. Petra said that it was fine, and she doesn’t want him to quit.

- Levi apologized to Petra many times because he wasn’t there when she discovered it, but she assured him that it was alright and it wasn’t his fault. God, he’s with the perfect woman.

- Since Levi is a big shot in the industry, he demanded control over his schedules. Honestly, he wanted to be at her side 24/7. He wanted to see her belly swell as months went by. He wanted to be the one to satisfy her midnight pregnancy cravings. He wanted to kiss her face and her belly first thing in the morning.

- He convinced Petra to move temporarily to the Ackerman family house where Levi’s parents are staying. Kenny and Mikasa also lived in the same affluent neighborhood. He had doctors, and helpers, and bodyguards hired for Petra. But she said that she’s too uncomfortable with many people around her.

- Petra and Levi’s mom build a bond of their own. She’d gotten to know more of Levi through his mother’s perspective. The older woman showed her Levi’s teenage room, his past awards, his photos, his audition tapes that weren’t out for the public, and she fell in love with him more.

- They had a super private wedding with their relatives and closest friends. Petra was six months pregnant by that time and season four is planned to air three months from now.

- So, you know about that one holy Rivetra panel where Petra is looking back to Levi? The reason why the scene was not in the actual show was that she is pregnant. That’s why the directors are forced to use old scenes from season one instead.

- Despite all the efforts of being private, paparazzi and the media still caught wind of the secret wedding, and rumors about Petra being pregnant started circulating over the internet. Levi shut down these rumors every time someone attempted to question him in his interviews.

- When the shooting ended, Petra was already eight months into pregnancy. As per tradition, the cast and staff held an after-party, but Petra was surprised when it became a baby shower for her instead.

- The baby was supposedly due in the third week of December, but Petra’s water broke around the first week instead and she started her labor. She ended up having the same birthday as their healthy baby boy.

- The baby was named River Ackerman. He was named after Levi’s role where he won the Best Actor Award when he was seventeen. It was also a tribute to Levi’s role in AoT since his name was sometimes spelled as ‘Rivaille’ on many occasions.

[vecnawrites]

Saphron knows that her brother has been participating in NNN, but she is really looking forward to having another child. So, she sets up Jaune to be locked in the se Room her Wife, Terra, is changing in, hoping for the Arc need to breed will be stronger than his will.

(Accidentally changed something and didn’t notice until it was done! Sorry, hope you still like it!)

Saphron loved her son Adrian, and kenw that she and Terra were in a financially stable enough position to have another baby, a sibling for their baby boy. She knew that she wanted this baby to be Terra’s as well, her core flooding with warmth at the memory of watching Terra’s belly swell, her breasts fill with milk...she squirmed in her seat, feeling her now slick panties pulling away from her core.

There was no problems on Terra’s end, either. She was more than happy to get pregnant again, and she was ovulating now, so her womb would be perfectly receptive to any sperm introduced. All they needed was the ‘donor’...who was on his way...but also didn’t know. That was the one issue.

Both women wanted Jaune to donate again, like he had done for Adrian, but they had heard that he was going through that ‘No Nut November’ thing that guys did. While it was good in one way, with him being so backed up that he would be sure to impregnate her, they couldn’t let him keep going through it. Terra’s fertile time would have passed by the time November was over.

So, the wives plotted and planned, coming up with an idea that both were sure that Jaune would be unable to resist. The plan was in place, the day of attack was set, and all that was left was ensnaring the prey…

Jaune sighed in discomfort as he walked off the train, holding his weekend bag. He was grateful Saphron and Terra had invited him for these few days, even if it was to talk about something. He had seized the chance to leave Beacon for a few days, where the girls were seemingly going out of their way to tease him, his own teammates easily being the worst three offenders.

Their sleepwear had gone from sensible (full t-shirts and sweatpants) to what had to be crop tops and booty shorts. Literally, he saw underboob and ass cheek on a daily basis anymore! It was driving him, and his aching balls, completely and utterly crazy! This weekend would be a great way to relax and unwind…

“Oooofff!” Jaune grunted as he was literally shoved into what he knew to be Saphron and Terra’s bedroom. “And don’t come out until my wife’s good and pregnant!” he heard Saphron yell as the door slammed behind him and clicked shut.

Looking up, Jaune paled, before flushing deeply as he saw his sister-in-law Terra, lying on their bed, naked and laying in a very provocative fashion, palming a breast with one hand and her other hand between her thighs, teasing her folds with slim fingers, spreading the dark lips to tease the pink insides to his view.

The blonde grunted as his cock swelled to full mast within seconds, straining painfully in his pants. He swallowed hard as Terra sat up, firm breasts jiggling slightly as she looked down at him, smiling softly. “Hello Jaune...sorry for the ambush...but we didn’t want you to say no on principle.” she said softly, making the blonde wince.

“We really want another baby…” Terra spread her pussy lips wide, exposing slick pink insides to her stunned brother-in-law. “We wanted you to donate again...it’s the perfect time…” her eyes hooded over as she looked down at his twitching cock. “Get me pregnant again, Jaune...please?”

Jaune didn’t know what happened. One moment he was on the floor, staring up at the naked form of his sister-in-law, then he seemed to blink, and then he was on top of her, just as naked as she was, thrusting hard and fast into her soaking core, Terra’s moans filling his ears as her arms and legs wrapped around him and locked together.

“Yes, yes, yes! Right there! Fuck me harder, Jaune!” the dark haired woman cried out, clenching tightly around the thick cock in her pussy. “Fuck, so thick, so big...fill me up! Every drop in your balls! Make me pregnant! Want your baby!”

Jaune groaned as he emptied himself into Terra’s fertile core, his balls pulsing and jumping, his thick cum filling his sister-in-law in large, heavy bursts. Part of him was slightly upset that he had given in so easily, but the rest was feeling pure relief at the lessened pressure in his balls.

Slowly, he began to move back, only for Terra’s legs to tighten around his waist. “And where do you think you’re going?” he glanced down at hearing Terra’s teasing voice to see her looking up at him playfully. “I know you have so much more than one shot in you...you haven’t cum once since November started, right? I want every drop in those balls in my womb…” Jaune’s cock twitched at her teasing words, and his hips began to move on their own, rocking back and forth in her slick, cum stuffed pussy, intent on filling her until she bloated round from his seed.

In the living room, Saphron smiled smugly as she played with Adrian. She loved it when a plan came together...all that was left was those girls on her brother’s team being blunt about what they wanted!

Jaune Arc:

Status: FAILED

Time Survived: 22 Days

Reason/Method For Failure: Saphron/Terra Wanting Second Baby

[itsunclebucky]

Family Time

Pairings: Beefy!Bucky x Reader

Warning(s): Fluff, mentions of breakup, reconciliation, fluffysmut, smut, 18+

Word Count: 1,556

Author’s Notes: This is for the HBC @the-ss-horniest-book-club​ with the prompt: Being quarantined at home with your ex boyfriend beefy!bucky because he’s the father of your twins and wants to be there for his family.

The child’s bedroom is surrounded by girly giggles as their father Bucky blows raspberries their ribs when he just wants to get them in to their pyjamas and tucked into bed. 

The pandemic health situation going on in the world is an anxious and stressful time for everyone. With cases in New York escalating every few days, Bucky didn’t want to be anywhere else but with his family. 

You and Bucky had a serious relationship 5 years ago, and early in your relationship you became pregnant quite quickly and gave birth to twins, two little girls. They were happy, healthy and your little family was complete. 

Bucky was so supportive during your pregnancy. He went out to get you anything you craved, and you were both happy and in love like teenagers. 

But soon after the babies were born, you and Bucky grew apart and agreed amicably to part ways. He was still your best friend and the best father to your girls. He saw them every evening and had them for the weekend. 

Your love lives were put on hold to raise your children. Yours specifically because you weren’t comfortable bringing different men into your kids lives. And Bucky because he respected you, the mother who stayed home in vomit-stained pyjamas to raise his children. And truthfully, Bucky didn’t want to date anyone else. 

And with the Coronavirus spreading like wildfire, your girls were obviously extremely happy to have their mom and dad under one roof for a while again. It’s been two weeks since you’ve been quarantined with Bucky and the kids. And if it was possible, you had grown closer to him. He bathed the kids, put them to bed, made their breakfast, played on the floor with them. He did it to give you a break, so you could grab an extra hour in bed in the mornings, so you could take a relaxing bath and not worry about a thing. 

Bucky has a full grown beard and his frame has gotten much wider. His hair was always tied back into a bun which you honestly found so adorable. 

“C’mon girls. Gotta get you tucked into bed.” He giggled at the girls. You were leaning against the doorframe of their soft pink bedroom, grinning at the scene. It was something you never thought you would see again. 

“Girls, listen to your daddy.” You stepped in and helped him with their pyjamas.

“Thanks, sweetheart.” He smiled at you and your heart fluttered. Bucky tucked them into sleep and you both tiptoed out of the room. Bucky pulled the door shut quietly and sighed. 

“Finally.” he whispered with a grin. You locked eyes for a few minutes, the memories of the past came flooding in your mind. You realized how much you missed him, how much you needed him. 

“Thank you for putting them to bed.” You spoke quietly and nibbled on your lip. Bucky’s eyes fluttered down to your actions and his eyes turned dark. He cleared his throat and adjusted his pants. “Yeah, it’s no problem. It’s kinda my job.” You nodded and yawned. It was only 9PM but the girls kept you so busy, and they were awake by 5am this morning. 

“I’m gonna head to bed. Goodnight!” You said, and pressed a light kiss to his cheek and walked into your bedroom. Stripping yourself of your clothes and underwear and just throwing a large nightshirt on. You sighed in contentment when the soft sheets below you welcomed you. 

You didn’t know how long it had been until you felt a strong arm wrap around your middle. Bucky’s hard length dug in your back and you moaned softly. 

“What time is it?” You asked in the darkness. Bucky’s lips found your neck and sucked the sweet delicate spot on your pulse point. “It’s 2AM.” He whispered back. Bucky couldn’t help it. The way you nibbled your lip sparked a fire within him. And that look you gave him, was the same look you had before the two of you made love for the first time. And Bucky knows it has been just as long for you as it has for him. He couldn’t stop himself from slipping into your bed. 

Bucky’s hand slipped under your nightshirt and up until he felt your underboob. He groaned in your ear and cupped your breast, tweaking the nipple between his thumb and forefinger. Your thighs clenched together but Bucky wasn’t having that, oh no he was not. His hand abandoned your breast and slithered down your body and cupped your soaking wet sensitive cunt. 

“Bucky!” You mewled a little loudly. “Shh, doll. Don’t wanna wake the kids up.” He whispered in your ear just as you raised yourself up on your knees and straddled him. Your thumb hooked on either side of his boxers and swiftly pulled them down. You heard his cock slap against his abdomen. You raised your nightshirt over your head, the cold air perking your nipples up at the sensation. 

Bucky’s hands ghosted over your belly and up to your breasts where he held the soft globes in his hands. You grinded against his hard cock, your slick covering his tip with your wetness. You took a hold of his hard cock and pumped it a few times. You lined it up to your entrance and eased yourself down on it gently. 

Your walls squeezed his cock and he felt every single piece of flesh inside of you. "Fuck! You’re so tight baby.” Bucky panted as he squeezed your tits a little more firmly. Your palms laid flat against his pecs as you started with a little grinding. Your clit rubbed against his pubic hair. “Oh Buck, it’s been too long.” You whispered, catching your breath. Your juices ran down his shaft and onto his balls when you started bouncing on his cock. Raising yourself up enough to keep the tip inside your entrance, and impaling yourself back down again. 

Sounds of quiet moans and panting surrounded the two of you in your bliss. You leaned forward and grabbed hold of the headboard and Bucky’s hands landed on your waist. He forced you up a little, his feet planted on the mattress and he thrusted up in you. Skin slapping skin added to the symphony. 

“Doll, fuck! Christ!” Bucky moaned as your walls clenched around him. The hard thrusting sent the headboard into the wall and you internally cringed and hoped it wasn’t loud enough to wake your babies up in the next room. 

“Buck! The headboard!” You grunted, a sheen of sweat covering your body as horns blared outside. “Fuck the headboard! I need you to cum!” The speed of his thrusts hit against your G-Spot, and a few more deep and hard thrusts had you coming undone over his cock. 

It was what Bucky needed, your orgasm triggered his own as his cum painted the insides of your walls with a low growl. 

You panted and laid your head on his sweaty chest. His fingers ran up and down your spine. “I’ve missed you, doll.” Bucky whispered. You tilted your head to look up in the direction of him, your fingers ran across his beard and you smiled into the darkness. “I’ve missed you too. Didn’t realize how much I needed you here.” You admitted and laid your head back down, breathing in his scent and listening to his heartbeat. “I wanna be here, for you and our girls. We could give it another go. I still love you. We don’t have to rush anything.” He kissed your hair and you smiled. “I think we would love that.” Your fingers interlaced with his metal ones. “I still love you too. Always have and always will.” 

“Mommy! Daddy! Wake up we’re hungry!” Your girls voices echoed through your mind and you felt someone, or rather two pairs of feet bouncing on the bed between you and Bucky. 

“Alright, alright we’re up! Be good girls and go wait in the living room so your mom and I can get dressed, ok?” The girls squealed in delight and charged towards the living room. You chuckled and wondered how you got so lucky. 

You and Bucky got dressed into some clean clothes and joined your girls for breakfast. Bucky made some fluffy pancakes and you poured some coffee for you and Bucky and the girls had their orange juice. 

The girls were snickering to each other and you raised an eyebrow to Bucky who also heard the sneaky little giggles. “What’s the matter ladies?” He smirked. “What were you and mommy doing last night?” They asked. You covered your mouth and Bucky grinned. “Sleeping.” He lied and you blushed. “Are we getting a pussycat daddy? We heard you tell mommy about eating one-”. 

“Ok! That’s enough. No we’re not getting a cat, I talk a lot in my sleep. Now eat your pancakes or I won’t put the ducks in the bath tonight.” He joked and you wished the floor would swallow you up.

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Emily Ratajkowski Shows Off Her Pregnant Belly & Underboob

The Fappening Star Emily Ratajkowski shows off her bare pregnant belly when out in downtown Manhattan

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i don't need 'looking after'! i am perfectly capable of taking care of my own damn self. from the moment kayrem has walked back into our lives, he's been showing off. he's trying to prove his 'worth' to the family, and it's annoying the heck out of me!

first, he takes me away from isaac against my will, then he does this elaborate show of how much he still has an effect on me. i mean, the only reason i called him is that there was no one else to call!! and now he's brought a fucking dog for maxi? sucking up to father? it's not fair! he just doesn't get to be gone for this long and then have the easiest welcome back party.

i hate him!

after grumpily hopping out of the shower, i crash straight into bed. mum's doing overtime which means i'll get to see her first thing in the morning. this is good because i'm still figuring out what to say to her.

my parents always change roles, either one of them is too mad and the other is understanding or vice versa. so i guess she’s gonna be playing the ‘mad’ role tomorrow.

i slide out of bed and creep down the hallway, pausing at the source of the problem…in me.

"what are you doing?" i push the door further in.

without looking up from his crouching position, kayrem’s like, “the dvd player is jacked up. i'm tryna get it to work," and takes a gulp from his redbull.

"can't you wait till tomorrow to do it?"

"tomorrow can wait."

ugh, i never seem to make sense of his comebacks like these. just answer properly, jeez. "what are you tryna watch anyway?"

"get in the bed and you'll see," he grins.

the fuck? wait... i mean, i do kinda need to tell him something so..

"oh, and, shut the door. make sure to lock it too."

"'lock it'?" i stand there nervously.

"we don't want anyone walking in."

huh?

"if one of those scenes happen to come on," he adds like an afterthought.

"oh..." i shut the door and crawl into his bed, sitting up and crossing my legs. "why not just netflix and chill? that dvd player is pretty old; i don't think you can get it to work." i immediately shut my mouth, realising what i said could be taken the wrong way too.

he quits messing about with the player and looks over his shoulder at me with an amused frown, "huh?"

"i meant, like, watch a movie on the laptop. not..y'know. like, literally only a movie and nothing else."

"fine, i suppose you do have a point," he turns off the tv and dvd player before grabbing the laptop and climbing into bed with me. "fuck,” he taps away at the keys, “forgot it was flat.”

"can you just sleep with me instead?"

he raises his eyebrows, surprised.

"next to me! n~not with me!" i quickly clarify before laying down, all red and hot.

i hear the lid of the laptop shut, followed by a swift motion of a shirt being pulled off. the bed dips as a body lies down behind me. gradually, i feel warmth shifting closer to me and the smell of red bull breath. like magnets, we stick together. a hand weaves its way underneath my shirt and i tense up.

"relax," he coos.

his fingers trace over my mini love handles, nearing my belly button. i don't know if i want him to go higher or lower. slightly, i back up into him, rubbing my ass in circular motions on his dick. a grunt leaves his mouth, his hot breath hitting my nape. my respiration elevates and the follicles on my forearms stand up.

"sorry," i sigh.

"don't be. if you like it, keep doing it."

i back up into him further and rest my ass on his bulge. his hand goes higher, tracing the side of my boob, to my underboobs, then to the other side; forming a 'w' in the process.

"you're not wearing a bra.”

"..they're uncomfortable."

he slowly goes up the slopes of my boobs and runs his thumb over my tits, kneading them for a while. "you like this?"

"mhm.."

"how about this?" he skims his hand all the way down to the top of my panties.

i turn a little on my back and buck my hips up, desperately inching my body closer to his fingertips. he inserts his hand and goes past the stubble to reach my throbbing clit. now i can feel the pressure of his dick getting erect and also his hand on my pussy.

"here?" his finger hovers.

"y..yes.."

he tenderly presses down and a moan escapes my mouth.

"you're so sensitive, babysis," he whispers. "i haven't even started."

he rubs my button in a figure 8 which makes me squirm like a worm. his fingers slide in between my moist folds, massaging me, as they go back up again to torture my clit.

"kayrem, please, in..in me."

he puts his mouth next to my ear, "how many?"

"as many as you can fit.."

"on one condition, you have to call me by my middle name from now on, sis."

knots get created in my stomach. knots and crosses. clusters and ravels. memories and misery. no, this cannot be happening again. i was here to talk to him, not play with him.

"stop.”

"what?"

"lavanda," i pull his hand out, "i'm sorry."

he doesn't say anything, but i can tell he's not that happy. i turn to face him. he's lying on his back with an arm crossed behind his head, in a pensive mood. there's a sense of nostalgia dancing in his distant expression as he stares out the skylight. i cuddle up to him, laying an arm and a leg over his torso.

“missed my room,” he murmurs melancholically.

“yeah, think i liked it better as a guest room.”

“shut up,” he rolls his eyes. "…why did you come back, marie?"

"i have something to tell you."

he glances at me curiously with those hazel eyes. how can i get lost in them when i have the exact same colour? his other sleeveless arm lingers over the blanket. i shift closer to him so that my body gently presses into his. he’s warm.

"i'm pregnant."

nothing but tensive as hell silence fills the room.

finally, kayrem exhales loudly, his stomach deflating and my arm lowering with the motion. "why the fuck are you telling me that?" he shoves me away. "i don't care about the shit you do with him. i also don't appreciate you bringing his shit back here."

"your shit."

"what?" he faces me with a blank expression.

"it's yours."

he opens his mouth to say something, but nothing comes out.

i sit up criss~cross applesauce. "that night when we did it, i..i haven't gotten my.." i clear my throat and start again. "i haven't gotten my..my.. ugh, sorry," i apologise, picking at my cuticles.

"it's okay. you can tell me. i’m your big brother," kayrem leans up on his elbow and stops me from fidgeting.

"i haven't gotten my period since. isaac said that he could deal with me being.." i gesture with my eyes to my tummy, "but he doesn't know that it's yours. and if he did, i don't know what he'll think of me. i just thought you should know before i did anything.”

“i..uhh…” kayrem scratches the back of his head. "do you know how far along you are?"

i shake my head.

"have you been to the doctors?"

i shake my head again.

"jesus, marie, have you done anything for it?"

no…

"i'm taking you to the docs tomorrow, i don't care," and he slumps back down.

"what, no!"

"you're going."

"i'm not!"

"like, hell."

"for fuck's sake!" i throw my hands up in the air. "i'm not keeping it, okay!”

he glares at me, trying to remain pragmatic, "i'm pretty sure this is the hormones talking, not you."

"don't you dare blame this on the hormones!"

"fine then," he spits out, "why even tell me all this when you could've gotten rid of it back there?! huh!?"

"because you had the right to know,” i murmur sadly.

he closes his eyes and shakes his head with a sigh, "you don't have to get rid of it because of how it came to be. it's selfish..heedless."

i shrug.

“if you’re worried about mother and father, don’t be. as long as i’m here, nobody can hurt you.”

yet he hurts me from simply uttering those weighty words.

"you can still give it up, but don't kill it.”

"we need to… incest and stuff. it’ll look like an alien.”

“incest or love?”

“i don’t love you, loser.”

“listen, we made the risk the moment we decided not to use..” he stops himself, clearly agitated. “anyways, the point is, marie, you're not a killer. you're nowhere close to being like him."

“what did you say?”

"nothing.”

“no, you said something, tell me.”

“dang it," kayrem rolls his eyes frustratedly. "i wasn't supposed to say anything till morning."

"what are you talking about?"

"hey," he grips my hand softly. "c’mon, let's go to sleep."

"no," i snatch my hand back. "i don't want you touching me right now."

he scoffs, "for real?"

i stare at him.

“whatever, get some sleep," and he turns on his other side, throwing the blanket over himself.

"i hate you, kayrem, i really do."

no answer.

i was about to leave his stupid room when the door sways open quietly.

"rosé, are you in here?" maxi's fragile voice wonders.

"buddy, what's up?" kayrem lifts his head up.

"wasn't talkin' to you," maxi mumbles.

"maxi, what happened?" i ask him.

"rosé," he says with relief when he hears my voice, "i..i had a nightmare and it was... it was..." he breaks into tears before having the chance to finish his sentence.

"naw, baby, come here," i hold my arms out.

"it was really scary!" he squeals and runs to me.

"it was just a nightmare, maxi, a bad dream," i console him, wiping his tears away. "it's not real. you have nothing to worry about, i promise."

"can i sleep with you guys, please?" he asks innocently.

“let’s go to my room, okay?”

"of course," kayrem grips my arm. "jump in, maximus. you can sleep in the middle, between me and marie."

"the... the house was on fire," maxi lays down, and i pull the covers over him. "i couldn't find you, rosé. i couldn't find mummy or daddy or kayrem too. when i looked out the window, i saw all of you standing there and smiling at me."

"jesus..." kayrem mutters.

"you know us, maxi," i sweep his locks to the side. "we would never leave you if the house was ever on fire. that wasn't us in your dream. they just looked like us."

"but you left me ~ twice, already."

i have trouble replying, sorta embarrassed, and give kayrem a glance.

"hey, bud, it was just a nightmare, alright?" he decides to step in for me. "nightmares can scare you, but they can't hurt you."

"see, you're safe with us," i add. "now go to sleep," i kiss him on the forehead. "kayrem and i will make sure the monsters can't come and get you."

"yeah, lil bro, your sister and i...we have our ways," he sends me a wink.

ew.

maxi nods, sobbing in my chest, and tries to fall asleep.

"what the fuck kind of movies have you been letting him watch lately?!" i hiss at kayrem.

"just an ep or two of supernatural," he informs me. "didn't think it'd be that bad."

"you didn't think..??" i shake my head in irritation. "you're such an idiot..!"

after 10 minutes or so, i can hear little snores coming from maxi.

kayrem puts his arm across maxi and rests the hand at the end of it on my waist. "kinda like seeing you like this," he whispers. "all protective of him. turns me on...a little."

i punch his shoulder, "nothing's gonna happen between you and i with him here. now shush, you're gonna wake him."

with my eyelids closed, the scent of red bull breath comes even closer, and before i know it, a pair of wet lips have enveloped over mine. i am caught a bit off guard because, like, our little brother is with us, and what if he wakes up? however, this doesn't seem to bother my big brother in the slightest.

there's something mellow about the kiss. it makes me feel safe and sound. i try not to make a sound or get lost in it, but i'm kinda losing it already. he tastes of sin, taurine and the colour red if red had a taste. he sticks his hand under my shirt, egging me on. we're both lowkey squishing burrito maxi in the process.

"fuck, stop, stop..!" i quickly retract.

"he's asleep," kayrem says calmly. "he ain't seein' nothin'," and attempts to find my lips again.

"i don't care. goodnight."

a moment later, kayrem snuggles his head inches away from mine and is like, "this could be us, you know. keep it, please.”

[tabloidtoc]

Life & Style, July 13

You can buy a copy of this issue for your very own at my eBay store: https://www.ebay.com/str/bradentonbooks

Cover: Meghan Markle is pregnant and Prince Harry is praying for a girl 

Page 1: Photo Flash -- things are shaping up for Rebel Wilson who declared 2020 her year of health 

Page 2: Contents 

Page 4: The top 10 Michael Kors looks -- Reese Witherspoon, Leighton Meester, Blake Lively, Issa Rae, Saoirse Ronan 

Page 5: Nicole Kidman, Nina Dobrev, Olivia Wilde, Scarlett Johansson, Mandy Moore 

Page 6: Tom Cruise is leaving Hollywood and shopping around for a home in the United Kingdom after spending quarantine holed up at Scientology’s British headquarters because he feels like he gets treated better in the UK than in the US 

Page 7: Jennifer Aniston hires a psychic to talk to her mom Nancy Dow who passed away in 2016 -- Jen and her mom had a falling-out after Nancy penned a memoir and while the pair were able to patch things up there were still a lot of unresolved issues and Jen wants closure and forgiveness and that’s why she hired a clairvoyant, Throwback -- Ashley Tisdale, Biggest Spenders of the Week -- Sofia Vergara and Joe Manganiello, Ariana Grande, John Cena, Ana de Armas, Goldie Hawn 

Page 8: Ashton Kutcher and Mila Kunis have yet to address Danny Masterson’s arrest; Danny has insisted he’s innocent of the rape charges he wishes his friends would too and everyone is waiting to her something anything from them in regards to Danny, Elizabeth Hurley is saddened beyond belief over the death of her ex-partner Steve Bing who jumped to his death 

Page 12: The Week in Photos -- Mindy Kaling celebrated Pride Month in a rainbow minidress, Britney Spears on a bike, Kim Kardashian and Kanye West and their kids North and Saint and Chicago and Psalm 

Page 13: Dorit Kemsley of RHOBH on a trampoline with daughter Phoenix 

Page 14: Kate Mara and Jamie Bell went for a stroll with their daughter

Page 16: Stars Behaving Badly -- Olivia Culpo shows off her underboob on the streets of Miami, John Holzhauer pretends to choke Ken Jennings at a press event for Jeopardy! 

Page 18: Say What?! Michelle Dockery on what’s kept her busy while self-isolating in London, Jennifer Garner on being spotted pushing her cat around L.A., Kelly Osbourne on having Sharon and Ozzy Osbourne as parents, Venus Williams who says she likes to invest in moisturizers, Chris Evans who played Marvel’s Captain America on the big screen from 2011 to 2019 

Page 20: Blake Shelton tells Gwen Stefani to stop smothering him -- Gwen is returning to The Voice this fall and wants to be with Blake 24/7 and although he loves spending time with her sometimes it can be too much

Page 21: Co-parenting can be tricky and quarantine has only made things worse for Miranda Lambert and husband Brendan McLoughlin who are caught in a battle with his ex NYC attorney Kaihla Rettinger over plans to see his son Landon

Page 22: Cover Story -- Meghan Markle pregnant again -- a year after son Archie’s arrival Prince Harry and Meghan prep to welcome baby no. 2 

Page 26: Hollywood Baby Joy and Drama -- Beverley Mitchell cravings come first, Lea Michele tears and controversy, Brie and Nikki Bella twin due dates 

Page 27: Sophie Turner pampered by Joe Jonas, Katy Perry no wedding plans 

Page 28: How Carrie Underwood saved her marriage -- after a few rough years Carrie and Mike Fisher are marking their 10th anniversary 

Page 30: Therapy helped Miley Cyrus get sober -- after a period of self-examination Miley gives up partying for good 

Page 32: Who Lives Here? Reese Witherspoon 

Page 34: Entertainment 

Page 35: Star Review -- Tanner and Jade Tolbert 

Page 36: Shopping -- spa days at home -- Jennifer Lopez 

Page 40: Diva or Down-to-Earth? Dorit Kemsley takes out the trash -- down-to-earth, Alessandra Ambrosio shops local -- down-to-earth, Christina Aguilera has a train wrangler -- diva 

Page 42: Social Stars Posts of the Week -- Jameela Jamil, Zoe Saldana and husband Marco Perego, Real Housewives Erika Jayne and Sutton Stracke and Lisa Rinna took a dance class with Ballet Bodies founder Andie Hecker, Amy Schumer and husband Chris Fischer and son Gene 

Page 44: Horoscope -- Cancer Sofia Vergara, They’re Not Together But They Should Be -- Cancer Sophia Bush and Virgo Alexander Skarsgard 

Page 46: Made Ya Look! Jay Leno fuels up his vintage Lincoln Continental at a gas station in L.A. 

Page 48: What I’m Into -- Nick Viall 

[dontdietwd]

Day 71

I should have stayed in bed.

All of us. We should all have just had a lie in, done nothing all day. We should have stayed in bed.

I woke up in Daryl’s arms and I should have just stayed there, head pillowed in his chest, his both arms circling me tight even as he slept. My leg was thrown over his, my dreadlocks everywhere. I tightened my grip around him, breathing in, his earthy smell mingled with sweat and sex. I had to remember to wash the sheet later, our fluids were probably all over them but right now? I couldn’t care less, because Daryl was awake and turning to me, burying his head in my neck, breathing me in. I just moaned wordlessly, letting him push me to lay on my back and kiss me, slow and sensually. He settled between my legs and looked down at me with a question. Hugging him tight to me, I smiled and nodded, spreading my legs a bit more just as he started to slide in. I sighed when the filled me.

“Morning,” he said, keeping still inside me.

I smiled widely, “Morning handsome.”

Unlike last night, we were slow and soft. We made love rather than fucked. My heart swelled at the thought of Daryl making love to me. I felt like crying with our eyes locked and he moved in and out of me, and when we came it was at the same time, small cries, his forehead against mine.

God, I couldn’t get enough of him. Now I’ve had him, I wanted more if it was possible. I wanted to make love to him again just as soon as we stopped, I wanted to stay in there all day with him, doing it all day, cuddling with him, kissing him. Damn, I had it bad. No guy had ever made me feel like that, it was all so new to me, but so very welcome. It felt so good to be feeling those things that had always scared me before.

“I wish I’d known…” I said without planning it.

Daryl just lifted his head from where he’d rested it on my neck and looked at me questioning.

“That it’d be like that… With you. I’d have tried to get close to you years ago.”

He was thoughtful at that, rested an elbow on the ground propping his head up in his hand and turning to the side a little, sliding out. I could feel his fluids oozing out of me.

“Can’t know if it’d be like this.”

I looked away from him up to the tent. Outside, the sun had only just started to rise. “Yeah… I was someone else.”

“I was too. Don’t think being close to me or my brother would be good for your drinkin’ problem.”

“Why do you say that?” I looked at him again.

“’Cause you know Merle… And there was a time I nearly got into it too. Just stopped ‘cause I didn’t want to end up like my father. Helped Merle sell for a while too.”

“If we were together then… We could have either helped each other out of it or just sank down together with no way back.”

“Yeah,” he agreed. “Can’t know.”

“Just can’t believe the world had to end for us to happen,” I told him and he said nothing, just nodding a little and biting his lip. “Can I ask you somethin’?” he nodded again. “Why’d you tell me to fuck off?”

He knew what I meant. It was the first time we saw each other. I mean, I had seen him during my moving day, he was at his porch looking curiously at the people moving next door to him, but he first time we stopped and spoke to each other.

I was fourteen and had just moved there with my dad and Bobby-Jo. I hated being there. I wanted to be in Atlanta, near my friends, my school. I had just finished 9th grade and now I’d have to go to a new school, meet people all over again. Back then, at 14, I had no patience to meet new people and I was feeling like going to school less and less. I was still not addicted to anything other than cigarettes but even that young I already smoked pot with my friends.

That afternoon, over a week after moving, I was behind our new house, hiding just out of the yard on the patch of woods there was there to smoke a cigarette. There were no fences, it was all open. I had my back against a tree, out of sight if my dad came out of the house. I lit it, took a smoke and looked back at the house to make sure nobody was there, and when I looked back at the road the neighbor was walking towards our houses through the woods. He startled me, I had not seen him approach. I recognized him as the boy next door who’d been looking as we moved in. He was wearing a brown tank top and was dirty from head to feet, as if he’d been in the woods for a while.

“Holy shit!” I cried, a hand on my chest. “Fuck, I thought you was my dad,” and I laughed in relief saying “phew!” He said nothing, just stood there, rooted, staring at me. I took another drag and kept talking, “You live there, right?”

He nodded fast, a bit unnatural, but still said nothing.  I smiled at him. A shy, cute boy that looked dangerous? Yep, I’d hit that.

“You smoke?” I asked him and he nodded again. I fished into the pocket of my sweat pants and extended the pack and lighter to him. “I’m Sam. What’s your name?”

That was a question that would actually have to make him speak and he seemed to notice that too. He ignored the cigarette and started walking towards his house, finally saying “None of ya business. Fuck off.”

Well, that was a disappointment. I thought since he was near my age I could make a friend, and he was cute, dammit, but he was an asshole. I got angry at him because I’d done nothing wrong, and decided I would never speak to him again.

“’Cause I was just stupid kid,” he answered now. “Didn’t know how to talk to people, especially with pretty girls like you. You offered me a cigarette and you was smoking like a pro and I hadn’t been able to smoke without coughing my lungs off yet. Would’ve make as ass of myself in front of ya.”

“Well… You kinda did anyways telling me to fuck off.’

“I chose to make you think of me as an asshole instead of as an idiot.”

“You don’t know I’d have thought you an idiot… I’d pro’ly have taught you to smoke right.”

“Yeah, but I didn’t know that. Thought you’d be the one to tell me to fuck off ‘s soon as I started speakin’ to ya.”

I smiled up at him. I understood. “I’d do to, I think. Was fourteen and trying to be and look cooler than I was.”

“You looked cool to me,” he said and I didn’t really believe him. “Ya did. All pretty, blondie with the eyes,” he gestured to my eyes with a finger and I laughed, “and standing in the woods like that with a cigarette and cursing and all. Too cool for an ass redneck like me.”

I turned to my side to get even closer to him, a hand on his chest, “Well, you should know that when you came down of the woods with a gun in hand and all looking dangerous and mysterious, my developing hormones went nuts.”

He shook his head, “Nah, ya just sayin’ it.”

“I mean it! But well, then you told me to fuck off and I let it go for all those years.”

He was quiet for a moment, thoughtful, a hand tracing my underboob tattoo. “Was better like that. If we got along then with all the hormones we’d be making a baby after another.”

I laughed aloud and he was surprised. It was true, hormonal and irresponsible, I’d end up pregnant on our first time.

“Well, what matters,” I said when I stopped laughing, “is we get along now and we’ll be doing all the hormones ask us too, and I can’t get more pregnant than I already am, so I guess we’re good.”

“We’re good…” he said before leaning in and kissing me.

“Can we just stay here?” I asked him lazily after the kiss. “All day… Do nothing, see no one?”

“Nah…” he said quietly. “Sophia is out there. Gotta find her.”

Shock of reality. Time to wake up. I nodded and kissed him again before we got back to the world outside.

We should have stayed in bed.

 * * *

 They knew. Fuck, they’d heard us last night. The little smile and raised eyebrow Andrea gave in my direction was too foreign for it to mean nothing. Rick laughed a little looking at me when I looked around questioningly, and looked down at his food again. I looked at Daryl who seemed to also have noticed it. We’d tried to be careful with the noises! Or so we thought. Discretion inside a camping tent is not as possible as I’d thought. I couldn’t wait to have a real bedroom.

We were all having breakfast, eating real eggs – the perks of being in a fam, when Glenn got up from his seat, nervous, trying to say something. He called out our attention but most people didn’t even look at him. I stared at him, waiting, my wrist aching. Something bad was coming.

“The barn is full of walkers.”

There was a heavy silence for a moment, when people kind of woke up and tried to understand what he meant. I lowered my half full plate of eggs to a little camping table and got up from where I’d been sitting by Daryl, walking over to Glenn.

“You said what?”

“The – the, uh – The barn. There are walkers inside, locked in.”

“How do you know that? How long’ve you known that?”

“Two nights ago?” he replied as a confession. “Maggie asked me not to tell so I didn’t know what to do!”

“Fuck,” I said and then turned away to walk in the direction of the barn, yelling “Fuck!!”

I head movement right behind me, the others were following. What the fuck did he mean the barn’s full of walkers? This sentence made no sense! Why had none of us ever gone near the barn enough to notice it?

But there they were. I looked in thought a gap, Shane doing the same a little above my head, and the walkers were there, dormant, walking blindly in the dark, and there were many of them, uncountable through the gap. One of them looked directly at us, noticing the presence of the living, and Shane and I retreated.

“Do you still wanna stay?” Shane barked at Rick. “You cannot tell me you alright with this!”

“No, I’m not, but we’re guests here, this isn’t our land,” Rick seemed to be trying to keep level headed.

“This is our lives!” Shane shouted.

“Keep your voice down!” Glenn called out, we were really too close from the walkers.

“Either we go in there and do what we gotta do or we just fucking go!” Shane yelled and then found me among the others, “The house you wanna us to move to? To fucking close to this pet herd here! Not safe at all! We gotta get going, we been talking ‘bout Fort Benning for a long time!”

“We can’t go,” Rick told him.

“Why, Rick? Why?”

Carol was he one to answer, “Because my daughter is still out there.”

Then a fight started because Shane pretty much told Carol Sophia was dead by now and Daryl got angry because he’d been nearly killing himself out there to find her, and there was the house she seemed to have been in and the doll and fuck, it was all a mess. I turned my back on them when Daryl tried to jump on Shane, yelling, someone held them, and I didn’t wanna see it. Fuck it all. I started walking back to the camp and didn’t see the end of the fight, but at some point people started to follow me back and away from the barn.

I was already kicking earth on the fire to put it down and throwing the grill and pans to the side when they got near.

“What now?” Theo asked first.

“Now we’re leaving. We ain’t sleeping another night in this farm,” I looked around at all the others and gave the order. I didn’t want any discussion on this. I’d had enough discussing it. “Start packing, We’ll have work to do at the house so the sooner we get there, the better.”

“Did you not fuckin’ hear what I said?” Shane came over, chest puffed in an attempt to intimidate me, fast steps in my direction. “It’s too close from all the walkers! You insane wanting to keep us around!”

Daryl came over and stood between Shane and I because Shane was not stopping even as he got close to me, menacing. Shane stared angrily at him and Daryl held him on, both ready to attack again, as Rick came over to try to separate them and it was all nearly starting all over again. So stood by their side, looking up at the three fire-spitting men.

“You all with the testosterone, that’s enough!” I said loudly to make them listen. They looked at me, the same anger in their eyes, except maybe for Daryl who wasn’t angry at me specifically. I looked at Shane, staring up at him and all but yelled, “You want so much to go to Fort Benning, then just fuckin’ go! Ain’t nobody holding you here! Just go!” and I looked around at the others. “Anyone who wants to go with him, do as you wish!” and I looked at the enraged man again. “You’re unhappy, just go. We’re moving to the house.” And I got away from his face, looked around again at the stunned others and aid, a bit calmer, “Come on, let’s pack.”

Nobody disagreed, they all just started moving, except for Shane who kept on his spot breathing hard, looking like he’d explode. When he spoke again, at least was something coherent. “I want someone on the lookout around the bard at every minute until we leave! Two hours each, I’ll start and Glenn’ll take over after me!”

And he stormed out. It was all quiet for a moment and my heart was pounding, so I took a breath to calm down and them marched to where mine and Daryl’s tents were. I entered mine to start collecting my clothes that were thrown all over and thrown them in the backpack and for the noises I head Daryl was doing the same to his. I didn’t feel like talking right now, there was too much in my mind. What the fuck was Hershel thinking, keeping walkers in the barn?

But well, I knew what he was thinking. Didn’t agree at all, but I knew. He’d said on the first day we were here that he thought there was a cure. He was expecting the crew to come over and heal those walkers in there. Their bodies were decomposing, but sure, they could be healed. They’d be missing a face and all the blood from their bodies, but life would go on normally after that. For fucks’ sakes…

After I got the tent empty, putting my bag and the foldable bed I wouldn’t be using anymore near the cars where everybody else was doing the same, Daryl had already finished with his few things and was putting my tent down. His, or now ours, but hopefully we wouldn’t need to use it again, was already down on the ground.

“Hey,” Daryl said as he saw me get closer. “Going to get the horse and go out again, find her trail after the waterfall.”

“You sure you’re fine to go? Especially on the horse again?”

“I’m fine,” he said and I knew he was annoyed in general at things.

“Well then when you come back go straight to the house, we’ll pro’ly be there already.”

“Yeah, I’ll meet you there.”

He turned to go after that, leaving the tents folded on the ground for me to deal with.

“Daryl?” I called him back and he looked at me, turning around and still taking steps backwards. “Don’t die, alright?”

He nodded gravely and left, going to the stables. Noticing Rick’s absence, I asked Lori about him and she said he’d gone to talk to Hershel. Goddam stubborn men! Whatever, I didn’t care, fuck him. If he wanted to stay in tis farm with his family, fine. He could stay, Shane could go to the fucking fort, whatever, I’d keep the others safe at a house with real beds for the moment before moving on.

“Sam?” I heard Maggie call me and turned to look at her. I dropped a backpack onto the pile before standing with her, drying the sweat from my forehead. “You’re leaving?”

“Yep. We’re leaving.”

“Were you not gonna tell us?”

“I don’t see why, Maggie. None of you cared to tell us you kept walkers in the barn.”

She looked down, taking a breath. “I asked Glenn not to tell you because my dad wanted it like this.”

“I know, Maggie, and he thinks they are people, and that there’s a cure. I’ll tell you something, this is insanity. Alright? This is him and all of you holding on to hope that things are not over, that those people are not dead, and I understand someone trying to keep up hope, but come on! If they were people you knew, I’m sorry ‘bout what I’ll say not, but they are dead. They are putrefying on their feet. They should be buried with honors and love, and not rotting as they walk in a locked barn!”

I turned away from her because I was getting too angry and she was quiet for a moment. I was looking at the barn at the distance and saw Shane was there guarding it and Rick went to talk to him. Damn them.

“I know that,” Maggie said after a moment, her voice dripping sadness and trembling. “My stepmom and stepbrother are there, together with many other people we knew. But I get it now. A walker tried to kill me at the pharmacy and Glenn saved my life. It changed how I see them.”

I turned back to her. “I’m sorry about your mom and bother,” I said calmly. “They deserve to rest like all the other people we’ve loved and died deserve. I would never leave my dad in that situation. Never.”

She nodded, looking down. “Where you all gonna go?”

“We’ll stay at the house a few miles that way,” I pointed. “Daryl and I found it. We’ll stay until we find Sophia, and then we’ll be on our way. See where the road takes us, find a safe place.” Seeing Maggie just nod, I moved on. “I’ll talk to your father before we go. Rick’s still around him lickin’ his boots to let him stay with his family, and it’s his decision, not mine.”

I didn’t see when she walked away because I kept on with what I had to do. As the others were packing too, I looked around to count them all. Lori and Shane were speaking in the far out of the tent area, Andrea, Theo and Glenn were packing, Dale was checking on the RV engine, Carl was just sitting around doing nothing. And then there was Daryl, coming back already. I went over to meet him.

“You didn’t go?”

“Carol told me not to.”

“Wait, what?”

“She don’t think Sophia’s alive anymore!” he said angry punching the air. “Said I couldn’t go ‘cause I’d get hurt again and she couldn’t lose me too!”

Wait, what?!

“She – what, she – Wow!” I was completely incoherent. “She can’t lose you?”

He looked at me understanding what I was thinking. “She pro’ly didn’t mean it like that.”

After a pfff I said, “Wouldn’t surprise me, you’re all worried about her and the girl and you – I mean, you look like that,” I pointed up and down at him.

“Stop,” he said but he was calmer but turned to look away, in the general direction of the barn.

I hummed and crossed my arms. “And how’d you take it?”

He took a few seconds to answer, “Not well.”

“Hm… Something you’d need to apologize for?”

“Pro’ly.”

“Hey…” I said softly and he turned to look at me quietly, so I approached and paced my hands on his hips, “Maybe is for the best. You sill got stitches.”

“Told you I’m fine.”

“I know…”

He lowered his head until it was near mine. He’d calmed down now. “Ready to go?”

“Almost… People are finishing packing, but Rick’s still out there kissin’ Hershel’s ass and Shane… God knows what Shane’s planning.”

“Leave’em… Their grown ass is not your responsibility.”

“I will. They’ll do whatever they wanna do.”

“Good…” he paused. “I go talk to Carol.”

“Okay.”

He seemed a bit in doubt of how to say bye to me now, unwilling to just turn away and go now that things had changed between us, and even more because we were near the others. I didn’t kiss him because I didn’t know how he felt about public affection, but after a moment he gave a very quick peck on the lips and then he was gone. Adorable.

 * * *

 We were ready to go. Everyone was ready to go, except for Lori and Carl who seemed to be waiting for a miracle and just stay, and Rick and Shane who were simply gone for hours now. I wanted to at least set things straight with them before talking the road, and it was time. Glenn was sitting with Maggie on the porch and the others were just around, doing nothing, waiting.

When Daryl and I went to the porch to ask Glenn if he knew something, because Glenn seemed to know everything these days, Theo and Andrea followed. When I saw Shane come in our direction carrying heavy load I knew what was going on. I knew what he was gonna do. Daryl did too, because he stood by my side, eyeing Shane come and ask me “How we gonna go ‘bout this?”

That was the thing. I didn’t really think Shane was wrong about wanting to kill the barn walkers. It was not our decision, but the people in this farm were delusional and they’d end up getting killed by those they still called people. We’d be gone, but still near, if they escaped they wouldn’t take long to reach us at the house. And if they escaped and found Sophia somewhere on the woods, she’d be gone too. If she wasn’t yet, I mean. I had just seconds to make a decision. Shane was there, handing a rifle do Daryl, asking “You with me?” and Daryl took it but still didn’t know what to do. “You got yours?” he asked me.

“No,” I told him and the decision came. No going back. “Gimme one,” I told him and he passed me another rifle. The others kept asking Shane questions and he made a little passionate speech about how they thought this place was safe and how everyone was just as insane as in constant danger, and then started marching to the barn. Before following him I looked at Maggie, and Beth and Patricia who were at the porch, and told them, “I’m sorry. I’ll do this for your safety.”

And we left but fuck! things just would stop getting worse! There was Rick in the far coming back with Hershel and Jimmy, dragging two walkers on leashes in the direction of the barn. They wanted to add more walkers there but that was enough. That was it, this was insanity! Rick was so desperate he was totally blind, completely losing his fucking mind.

But so was Shane. The way he kept on yelling and the things he was saying were completely out of control. He had to be stopped but right now he was dangerous. Everyone would better stay out of his way. He chose to show Hershel walkers were not people by shooting the one he had on the leash in the chest multiple times and it kept on standing and growling and Hershel seemed completely shocked. But when Shane started breaking the locks I was right at front with my rifle ready.

They fell like flies, the sound of the shots ringing in our years, as walker after walker got out of the barn. Shane even shot the one Rick was holding. I could not hear the cries behind us over the shots, but I knew we were breaking this family’s hearts. These walkers had been people they knew, but they had to understand by now after seeing one of them get shot in the chest and keep going, that they were gone. They’d been gone for a long time and they deserved better.

Then it was over. The echo of the shots was the only sound for a long moment, even us who’d been shooting kind of in shock, and what the hell were we supposed to go now? What was I gonna say? I lowered my rifle, breathing hard. Hey, sorry we did exactly what you didn’t want us to do, thank you for everything, bye-bye? We were gonna go away anyway, but now any kind of good relation we could have with this family was gone.

But then…

Just when you think things can’t get any worse.

Sophia’s dead body comes out of the barn.

The shock from a second ago was nothing compared to now. I head many “no” around but I was grounded, looking at her skinny dead body focus on us and growl, a huge bite mark on the side of her neck. From the back of the group, Carol screamed and called out to her baby girl and ran. I looked back and I knew nothing was going to stop Carol from going to Sophia and holding her, even as if it would mean her death.

“Daryl!” I shouted and he looked back to see Carol coming, and he instantly held her down as she fell to the ground, sobbing, her heart shattered.

Who’d do it? It had to be done. She was coming and she’d bite the first one she could see. It had to be done but everyone was rooted, most crying, even Shane had looked down looking defeated.

It had to be done.

Letting my rifle slide to the ground, I took my hunting knife from the holster. This was Sophia, I didn’t want to shoot her. Maybe it was just pure sentimentality, but I felt like it should be more personal. Her mother was watching. I walked over to her and she saw me, focusing her dead eyes on me and she’d bite me is I wasn’t careful, if I let the tears in my eyes blind me. I reached her and held her at bay by her forehead and she growled angrily, hands trying to grab me. I rounded her, holding her head still from behind with an arm, and she struggled but she had been such a tiny girl that it was not hard to keep her still.

I looked up then and found Carol. She was crying on the ground, Daryl holding her, but she wasn’t screaming anymore. My chin trembled and I was crying but… it had to be done.

So I forced my knife into her temple. One strong, purposeful push and it was in, and she was quiet and still. I kept holding her as she went limp and lowered her as gently as I could to the ground. I laid her there and pulled the knife out, and then fell on my knees by her side, surrounded by walkers. I had no control over the tears that simple fell from my eyes, but I felt blank, empty, and couldn’t express anything though my face.

Daryl was telling Carol not to look, but how much worse could it get to her heart? If mine was shattered, how would hers be now? She got up and struggled out of his hold and she ran away alone. I had no strength to get up. I couldn’t. I had just put down what had been Sophia, the one we’d been looking for so long, who Daryl had nearly died in the efforts to find. She was here. She’s been here all along, in the barn, and nobody had known. Mr. Greene would have said something if he knew, wouldn’t he? He probably didn’t know. Maybe it was Otis who brought the walkers and then he died and couldn’t tell us. My mind was in overdrive and I just kept on crying and I knew people were slowly walking away, Beth’s cries getting far, Shane, Rick, most of the others following.

And then Daryl was kneeling by my side and holding me, I hadn’t seen him approach. His presence and his arms made me sob, but it was choked, tears flowing. He took the knife out of my hand, I had still ben clutching to it, and threw it away from us. I clung to him and he held on tight, shushing me, saying it was alright, it was over.

Yes, it was over, but it was not alight.

I gripped Daryl’ arms and looked up at him. “Where’d she go?”

“I don’t know, just away.”

“Go to her?” I asked him. “Please? Just stay with her.”

He was uncertain, just looking down at me, pain and resignation in his eyes.

“Her pain’s bigger than mine now. Please stay with her?”

“You’ll be ok?”

“I will. Soon. There’s work to do.”

He nodded. It felt good that he understood me, that he didn’t insist on holding me as I cried, that he knew I was strong enough to do whatever I had to do now. So he helped me up, placed a hand on the side of my face and rubbed his thumb there, biting on his lower lip, and then turned and left.

I looked around then. There was me standing there, Dale as he paced in shock, Lori sitting with Carl as they looked at the carnage, and Jimmy and Theo standing as if waiting for instructions. From the house, still far, I saw Shane and Rick come back, quite a few paces of distance between them. From the barn, Andrea came out carrying a blanket and came over to where I was standing by Sophia. She looked at me and reached a hand to touch my shoulder, an empathetic look on her face.

“You did what you had no do. None of us could’ve done it”.

I nodded, my chin tense curving my lips, and I was thankful she’d said that. Then she knelt by Sophia and carefully and respectfully covered her body. Lori sent Carl away with Dale and Shane and Rick stood near us.

“You want us to star burying them?” Theo asked

“We’ll need a service,” Andrea said. “Carol’d what that for Sophia.”

“Jimmy?” I asked making him look up. “Who are Mr. Greene’s wife and stepson?”

“Uh, there’s, uh,” he tried pointing but decided to go over and roll one walker from over another, a female one under it. “There’s Annete, and, uh”, he walked a little further and pointed at another one, “this is Shawn,” he looked up at me again and around at the group and corrected himself, “Was.”

“Ok… So Annete and Shawn and Sophia… We’ll dig them graves over there,” I pointed, “near Otis. The other’s we’ll take away as far as possible and… Burn’em.”

They all nodded gravelly, Shane left saying he’d get the truck to move them, and we all started working.

 * * *

 Daryl was sitting on the RV counter, silent, looking over at Carol who as sitting at the table looking outside. Daryl looked at me as I entered and we exchanged a long look before I looked at Carol.

“Carol?” I said and she looked at me, a bit dazed. “There’s a service… For Sophia,” and Carol looked down and shook her head. I looked at Daryl and back at her. “you don’t wanna be there?”

“Why would I?” she asked.

“’Cause that’s your little girl,” Daryl answered gently.

She looked up at him, “That’s not my little girl. It’s some other… Thing.” Carol looked out the window again and I fully entered the RV, crossing in front of Daryl to sit across from her at the table. “My Sophia was alone in the woods. All this time I thought –” she paused and shook her head, her lips forming a sad, little smile. “She didn’t cry herself to sleep. She didn’t go hungry. She didn’t try to find her way back. Sophia died a long time ago,” she was silent for another moment before looking at me for long second and then saying, “But you never gave up,” and looked at Daryl, “two of you never gave up. You’d’ve given your life for her in those woods,” she looked at me with tears in her eyes. “I’ll be forever grateful,” I opened my mouth to say she didn’t owe us anything but she kept on, looking from me to Daryl and back all the time she spoke, “and you have my trust. No matter what the others want to do from now on, I’m with you, no matter what.”

My heart was swelling with love for that woman and in pain for all that was happening, and I was crying again as I reached other the table and grabbed her hand firmly, and she responded firmly. I didn’t know what to say, so I just nodded at her, accepting her trust and yearning for her friendship. After a moment when we just exchanged a look under Daryl’s gaze, I got up and puller her with me, making her stand.

“Let’s go,” I whispered. “It’s a service for who Sophia was, not for the one from the barn. It’s your baby girl, for the girl we’ve all met. Ok?”

She nodded, crying too, and I led her out of the RV. We walked her there between us, Daryl close by her side as I hugged her all the way there.

 * * *

 It was probably past four in the afternoon when we reached the house. Our caravan was slow on the dirt, narrow road that led to the house Daryl and I had named Cherokee House. On the bike, I clung to his back, just as I’d wished to do on the road before we got trapped by the hoard, before we lost Sophia… I hugged him tighter and feeling it, Daryl let one of his hands go from the handlebar and reached back to squeeze my knee.

Everyone was silent, even Shane, no words exchanged. There seemed to be nothing more to be said. We checked the house before everyone got in, in was still clear of people or walkers, and just as silently people started looking around, putting things away, dusting couches and tables with rags, and going upstairs carrying bags to choose from the many bedrooms there were there. Daryl found a well on the land close to the house and water was brought in. We still had food from the road that we’d been able to save eating from what the farm provided us, so we’d be fine for now.

It was getting dark and there were candles lit on the coffee table on the living room, and without planning everybody gathered on the couches around it, eating from what Carol and Lori had been able to make up for us. Poor Carol, was trying to keep her mind busy…

After long minutes of silence, someone asked what now.

The question of the year.

“Now we rest,” I told them and I know I sounded grave and tired. “For tonight, maybe for all day tomorrow. We sure need it.”

There were nods in solemn agreement

“We’ll need one guard at each door,” Shane said in a grave, raspy voice. He’d yelled too much today. “I’ll take the back door for the first two hours. Volunteers for the front door?”

Theo did, and as I climbed up the stairs Shane was choosing who’d be the next one to take over after them. Thankfully neither Daryl or I were put in the schedule.

I had chosen the bedroom furthest in the upstairs corridor, perhaps the smaller in the house but with a double bed that was dusty but not too bad. After cleaning myself up the best I could with a bucket of water that had been taken to the bathroom, I found it empty. With just a loose t-shirt, I looted the old wooden wardrobe and found one clean white sheet and pillowcases, which I used to replace the dusty ones that were in the bed. I couldn’t even believe I’d be sleeping in a real bed tonight. And with Daryl.

He came in then, also looking cleaner. He saw me sitting in bed then, and I probably looked the image of defeat, looking down to the floor, shoulders down. I felt small. He slowly came over and sat by my side, lowering his elbows to his knees and hanging his head. We were silent for a long moment.

‘I really thought she’d be alive…” Daryl cut the silence with a whisper towards the floor.

“I had my doubts, I confess… But I hoped… I really did hope.”

“D’you think they knew?”

“No… Ain’t nobody this… Cruel to let us keep looking knowing she was there… I don’t think they knew.”

“It was their barn…”

“Otis…” I said simply and he took a second but answered.

“Yeah, pro’ly.”

“At least now we know…”

He nodded and said nothing. I knew he was in pain because he’d dedicated so much to finding her… He’d tried to keep to positive, he’d been so hopeful and now his heart had broken.

“You okay?” he asked me.

I felt my throat tightening. He was hurting but still talking care of me. My beautiful Daryl… I sighed shakily and let my head fall to his shoulder. “Not really… But I’ll be fine. I don’t think we did anything wrong. We were wrong thinking she was alive, but we didn’t do anything wrong. We did all we could. If she’d been out there, you’d have found her.”

Daryl looked sideways at me, still all but curved on himself. “You really think so?”

“I know so.”

He sat up then, turning to face me in bed and rested a hand in my cheek. I closed my eyes, breathing out, trying to allow myself to relax and believe my own words with my heart. He kissed me gently on the lips, never going further than that, maybe afraid I wouldn’t want him tonight. But I did… I wanted him so we’d both be able to feel something good in such a terrible day. So I deepened the kiss, my arms circling his shoulders to bring him closer, and he seemed to understand and kissed me back the way I wanted him to. The kiss I was getting to know, slow, deliberate, firm. The sexiest kiss I’d ever had.

We laid across the bed and he rested on top of me, and right then we didn’t even try to control our desire anymore. It was the hot, breathless moaning kisses, we needed each other, needed to be touching, to feel something good, to forget everything else.

Daryl took my t-shit off me and found me bare under it. I hadn’t even bothered on putting on bra and panties after I washed, I knew we’d need each other tonight. By his groan I got that he approved. He moved so quick I nearly missed it; he slid to the floor, on his knees by the bed, grabbed me by my thighs and pulled my body to the edge of the bed, spread my legs and covered me with his mouth.

I couldn’t believe I was so lucky to find that, other than all of the qualities Daryl had, he also loved eating pussy. And damn, did he do it well. I was like he was feasting, not just eating. Savoring. My feet up in the air, a hand gripping the sheets and the other on his hair, I permitted myself to just feel, let all the pain and guilt disappear. It felt so amazing that I wanted Daryl to feel the same, I want to give him what he was giving me.

He had one hand pumping two fingers inside of me and the other arm extended to hold one breast on his hand. I looked down at him to see those beautiful blue eyes him staring up at me, eyelids half closed.

I hissed, “Fuck Daryl, you’re so good!”

His eyes smiled up at me, only his eyes, because his mouth kept working his miracle. Soon after he got on his feet making me look confused at him. Looking at me he put his two fingers in his mouth and sucked them before saying “Turn around. On your fours.”

A chill ran all over my body and here was no way in the world I was not gonna turn around a get on my fours for him. So I did, crawling to the center of the bed, breathless, fully expecting and hoping that he was gonna enter me not and fuck me ‘till tomorrow, but he didn’t. He kept on what he was going, now from behind. My head fell to the mattress and I swear it was like I could pass out at any moment now. I’m not sure even sure when my orgasm started or for how long it went, all I know is I was lost in it, seeing stars under my eyelids, my legs going weak. I buried my head in a pillow and screamed into it, unable to hold it anymore, my whole body trembling.

When I came to myself he had stopped and was running his hands over my ass and back, saying something I didn’t even assimilate. I fell on my side, breathing hard and looked at him with glassy eyes.

“You’ll end up killing me one of these days,” I told him, making his smile that little sideways smile of his as he got up from the bed to stand by it. Trembling, I sat up and crawled to the edge of the bed. He’d tossed his shirt away and was working of his jeans buttons but I batted his hands away to do it myself. “Will you let me this time?”

He looked down at me, “You wanna?”

“Yeah.”

“You sure?”

“Fuck yeah,” I said when I lowered his jeans and his boxers at the same time, setting his cock free right in front of me. “Sit down.”

He did and took his jeans off from around his ankles and I knelt in front of him. Before I could do what I wanted, though, he caught my face in his hand and pulled me up for a kiss. I could taste myself on him as we kissed for a long moment, my hands on his cock working up and down. When I finally took him in my mouth, Daryl rested his weight on his hands behind him and let his head fall back, just feeling. It’s what I wanted, to have him feel, just feel and not think, not suffer. He was rock hard in my mouth, I could trace his veins with my tongue and I did all I wanted, I took him deep in my throat, I sucked on his head, I traced every inch of him with my lips and tongue, I massaged and kissed his balls, all the while making Daryl breath harder and harder, and then start moaning losing control over his voice. I sped up, taking him in and out and his hips started thrusting forward on their own.

“Sam… oh, fuck, Sam…” he cried and I throbbed just to hear it. He grabbed my hair and his other hand was buried in the sheet. “Gonna cum… Fuck, oh I’m cuming Sam!”

And oh, he did. I took him halfway and sucked him hard and felt him spurt into my mouth. I swallowed one after the other, taking him all in, feeling him pulse and throb in my mouth. I cleaned all of him as he finished, every trace of it. He fell back on the bed, his hands rising to his head as I climbed in by his side, and we both laid there, side by side. It’d been so hot do blow Daryl until he came that I was ready to keep going all night, but give the man a break.

I woke up at some point during the night with him moving me to lay on the pillows, for we’d been across the bed naked and it was getting chilly. He covered us and spooned me tight, his face buried on my neck, and we slept again.

[jonmesseatingglass]

Trying out some positivity

Cons of Hysterectomy

- pain for a few weeks

- scary

- emotionally taxing

- scar

Pros of Hysterectomy

- Time to throw away my period undies and bust out the comfortable cute panties for every day of my life

- No pregnancy scares and hubby doesn’t need a vasectomy now, condom free for life hun, also no more painful sex or tampon insertion

- can’t die of uterine cancer yo

- not bleeding every damn day

- no more anxiety over when my period may or may not come and having to call out of work because of it which is embarassing

- no more periods on every damn vacation I go on

- no more periods. No more periods. Seriously can’t stress this enough

- no more period poops. Omg this is exciting, they’re the worst

- I can pursue a social life again! No more missing out on so much of what’s important to me because of feeling like shit!!

- Maybe my acne will decrease? And my swelling will start to dissipate so I can wear nice clothes again :o I may just go down a dress size again because my belly will fit like olden days

- no more bloating that makes me look pregnant and makes clothes shopping so damn difficult *cries*

- can finally focus on improving other areas of health like my awful underboob rash of ten years

- maybe I’ll be less fatigued and no more brain fog

- I can swim whenever I damn well want to

- no more interrupted sleep when I have to change out my tampon in the middle of the night and again in the early morning. I could literally sleep spread eagle naked at all times with white sheets

- I get to sit around and Netflix with a 6 week recovery and tbh that sounds nice

- less depressed, anxious, and irritable, hopefully

- won’t be up at 5 in the morning typing a list like this because I’m so bloated and in pain even after 600mg of ibuprofen

- I am validated and empowered 💪🤩

[ithinkilikeit-reactions]

Masterlist *NEW*

A/N: Someone suggested I do it alphabetically so here we go

9 Percent

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Scenarios/Reactions

9 Percent in bed (Legal members)

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

A.C.E

Oneshots

Jason:  That’s how it goes (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

How ACE would kiss

How ACE would be in bed

They comfort their s/o on something they’re insecure on

Their s/o can sing very well like SO Hyang

Their s/O falls asleep on another members shoulder

G/F wakes them up because they’re horny

S/O is a dancesport champion

They catch their s/o singing in their native tongue

You kiss them in front of the other members

Idol S/O fainst on stage

You tell them you’re pregnant

You overstimulate them

G/F is cuddly when on her period

S/O walks around the house in just a t-shirt and panties

G/F has underboob tattoos and piercings

G/F asks if they can buy her tampons/pads

S/O has underboob tattoos and nipple piercings

S/O requests a hug because they are stressed

A.C.E when jealous

They have a nightmare and you’re not laying next to him

Headcanons

~Nothing yet~

B.A.P

Oneshots

Yongguk:  Getting out, Friendly competition,

Himchan:  Now (NSFW)

Daehyun:  Good Girl (NSFW)

Youngjae:  This wasn’t the plan

Jongup:  He’s Dangerous (NSFW)

Zelo:  You know me better (NSFW), Heartbeat (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

Dating B.A.P

B.A.P in bed

S/O gives them a good bj (nsfw)

B.A.P as subs

G/F is reluctant to get intimate due to body image issues

B.A.P as doms

They find sex toys in your closet

You want to try cockwarming

S/O casually wears their ex’s clothes 

You ask them for a kiss

You ask them to show you how to give good head

Beach date with B.A.P

S/O gets their nipples pierced

Dryhump with B.A.P

You suggest a threesome

S/O always sleeps naked beside them

S/O is really submissive

Headcanons:

First Time with Yongguk (Headcanons)

First time with Youngjae (Headcanons)

First Time with Zelo (Headcanons)

First Time with Jongup (Headcanons)

BigBang

~Nothing yet~ 

Blackpink

Oneshots:

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios:

They get drunk and have a one night stand

Headcanons:

Theme park first date headcanons with Rosé

Block B

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios

GF is shy around them but not others

Asking your forgiveness

Secret relationship and they are scared to get married

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

BTOB

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios

Their GF feels insecure because they don’t tell them they love her alot

They get jealous

S/O is very tall

Their best friend comes out to them

S/O moans their name in their sleep

S/O hugs thems spontaneously

BTOB as Bottoms

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

BTS

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

S/O overstimulates them

Idol S/O has to dance sexily with another idol

Oral with BTS

Idol baby sister has a cute concept

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Day6

Oneshots

Jae:  I can show you the world (NSFW)

YoungK:  Goosebumps (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

How Day6 would kiss

G/F is nervous to lose their virginity 

How would Day6 be in bed

The morning after an intimate night

You surprise them in lingerie

When they can’t get it up

When they’re jealous

You handcuff them in the middle of sex

Oral with Day6

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

EXID

Oneshots:

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios:

You tell them to touch themselves

Headcanons:

~nothing yet~

EXO

Oneshots

Chanyeol:  Truth or dare (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

G/F wakes them up because their horny

G/F wants to try public sex

Their child walks in on them having sex

Gf touches them selves in front of them [OT9] (nsfw)

They run their stressed s/o a bath

How they cuddle

You overstimulate them

They overstimulate you

Dryhumping with them

The members walk in on you having rough sex

G/F wants to ride their thigh

EXO as doms and subs

Cockwarming with EXO

Oral with EXO

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Fanxy Child

~Nothing Yet~

GOT7

Oneshots

Jaebum:  Karma

Jinyoung:  Karma

Reactions/Scenarios

They have a crush on one of the member’s older sister

You tease them in public

S/O has a kissing scene with another member

They fall for a noona during a fanmeeting

S/O gets jealous of their kissing scene

You overstimulate them

They tell you to touch yourself

You shove your hands in their pants to get their attention

You squirt for the first time

S/O uses their safe word during sex

Best friend comes out as gay

A boy confesses to them

You’re insecure about your first time with him

Oral with GOT7

Headcanons

~Nothing yet~ 

#GUN

#Gun as your boyfriend

#Gun overstimulating you

#GUN with a super supportive and affectionate s/o

History

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios

They overstimulate you

Headcanons

~Nothing yet~ 

They overstimulate you

Hyuna

~Nothing yet~ 

IKON

Oneshots

Jinhwan:  Real Punishment (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

They tell their s/o to touch themselves

S/O is really smol

They confess to a close friend

You tease them in public

S/O is jealous of someone

S/O flinches/cries during argument

They confess to a close friend

S/O is really tall

GF grinds on their hand

You catch them masturbating

You ask them to show you how to give good head

You cry while saying goodbye to them

Oral with iKON

You have nipple piercings

S/O boosts their self esteem

Making out at a party gets heated

You ask him to eat you

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

JBJ

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

How JBJ would propose

How JBJ would kiss

Headcanons

~nothing yet~ 

K.A.R.D

Oneshots

BM:  We don’t go to bed angry (nsfw), Tensions rise (NSFW)

Reactions/Scenarios

Member’s S/O’s contact name is daddy

KARD in Bed

Headcanons

~nothing yet~ 

KNK

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

KNK as subs

S/O wants to have sex in public

Headcanons

~nothing yet~ 

Mamamoo

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios

S/O has tattoos they didn’t know about

They hurt their s/o’s feelings in a fight

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Monsta X

Oneshots

Shownu: Gloves, In Good Hands (smut), Homecoming

Wonho:  Good Morning(SMut), Off Days

Kihyun:  Drive me crazy (Smut)

Jooheon:  Stress Reliever (smut), Short skirts and thigh highs (smut)

I.M/Changkyun: Study Distractions (Smut)

Reactions/Scenarios

S/O is an IKON fangirl

S/O has hidden tattoos

G/F squirts for the first time(NSFW)

S/O gives them a bj for the first time (NSFW)

How their moans sound

S/O makes them cum during a family dinner

You overstimulate them (NSFW)

S/O is really smol

GF is a long time soccer player

You don’t like skinship

Another member walks in on you two having sex (NSFW)

You give them a handjob

You have anxiety and depression

You punish them with toys

Idol GF has a sexy comeback

S/O calls them daddy for the first time

Monsta X as subs

They tell you to touch yourself

They come home to their s/o and child after a playdate

S/O goes into little space for the first time

They prank their S/O but it goes wrong

You make them cum multiple times

GF doesn’t know what she likes in bed because she never touched herself

You swear for the first time around them

They have a plus sized s/o

Shy awkward s/o likes rough sex

G/F wants to ride their thigh

S/O’s parents walks in on you having sex

S/O has mirror sex kink

Monsta X as Greek Gods

You want to try cockwarming

They hear their gf moaning and masturbating

Monsta X when they’re needy

Oral with Monsta X

You ask them to cum on your face

How they kiss

You ignore them while doing homework

You ask him to show you how to give good head

Headcanons

First time with Jooheon (Headcanons)

NCT

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

G/F kisses them when they want something

You’re nervous about your first time (Legal Members)

NCT as subs (Legal members)

Overstimulating NCT 127

Dryhumping with NCT U

You get tired while riding him NCT 127 + Lucas & Ten

What NCT is like in bed

They see you naked for the first time (Not sexual)

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Oner/BC221

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

They overstimulate you (Legal Members)

How they would cheer you up after a bad day

S/O is really clingy after not seeing him for a month

You ask them to spank you (Legal Members)

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Pentagon

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Scenarios/Reactions

You hug/kiss them out of the blue

Headcanons

~Nothing yet~

Seventeen

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

Their kid asks where they came from HipHop unit

GF tells them she’s pregnant  HipHop unit

You hug them suddenly even though you don’t skinship

Overstimulating Seventeen Performance Vocal Hiphop

You tease them in public Hiphop Vocal Performance

You ask them to try BDSM Performance

You walk funny after sex the night before Performance

Headcanons

~nothing yet~ 

Shinee

Oneshots

~nothing yet~

Reactions/Scenarios

G/F kisses them when they wants something

Headcanons

~nothing yet~ 

Sunmi

Unique Dancer (Fluff)

Super Junior

~Nothing Yet~ 

TVXQ!

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

You overstimulate them

Being Jealous

S/O wants to ride their thigh

You make them cum multiple times

They tell you to touch yourself

Spanking and Dirty Talk

You squirt for the first time

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

VIXX

Oneshots

Leo: Lost touch (smut)

Ken:Pepero

Reactions/Scenarios

Vixx as doms and subs

They tell you to touch yourself

GF casually wears their ex’s clothes

You squirt for the first time

You have nipple piercings and a clit piercing

You tell them you’re pregnant

S/O faints due to heat exhaustion

S/O bakes them a cake for a special occasion

Oral with VIXX

Cuddling with VIXX

Cockwarming with VIXX

Their child walks in on them having sex

Rough Sex with VIXX

VIXX as Spies

Headcanons

~nothing yet~

Winner

Oneshots

~nothing yet~ 

Reactions/Scenarios

They tell you to touch yourself

They walk in on you maasturbating to a video of them

Headcanons

Cuddling with Lee Seunghoon

A/N: I hope this masterlist is better and neater!

[dr0wning-in-hell]

Ready - Sweet Pea

summary : Y/N decides that it’s time for her and Sweet Pea to move onto the next level of their relationship, and while in the heat of the moment they forget to protect themselves which leads to an unexpected surprise.

word count : 3.5k+

warnings : a little bit of angst, nervous!reader, scared!reader, cursing, smut, unprotected sex (wrap it up folks!), fingering, oral (fr), teen pregnancy, super sweet Sweet Pea, SHIT TON OF FLUFF SO GET READY

pairing / characters : sweet pea x virgin!pregnant!reader, Toni Topaz, 

prompt : “Hiya, could you do an imagine with Sweet Pea? Prompts 34 35 and 38. I feel like you could make a great plot for this! Also you’re imagines are amazing 😍” - @sweetpeatrashxo “Can you do a sweet pea x Reader were she's a virgin and he is super sweet to her” - @jeromeandjeremiahvaleskafreak

34. “We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.” 35. “I think I might be pregnant..”  38. “Think about it. The little patter of children in our home.”

A/N : I decided to pair these two together thinking it would work out pretty well, so enjoy! THIS IS FILTHY OKAY BE READY

new masterlist | requests | prompt list

Sweet Pea and Y/N had been dating for almost over a year now and they had never gone over the limit of a make-out session. Sure, Y/N and Sweet Pea both wanted to go further, but Y/N didn’t know if she was quite ready yet. The day that Y/N decided she was ready to take it a step forward with her boyfriend she confided in her best friend Toni first. 

“I think I’m ready to move forward.” Y/N said, a shy smile starting to cover her lips.

Toni was more than happy to hear those words come from her friend, especially because she knew that Y/N was only going to do this act with the person she wanted to be with for the rest of her life. Toni knew from the moment that her two best friends started dating that they’d last forever. “If you really want to do this we have to go get you some sexy lingerie, it’ll make you look even hotter.” Toni said. “We can go look at some things and then hopefully make it back to your trailer before Sweet Pea does.” Y/N nodded. The two girls went to the store that day, looking at all the lingerie they had to offer. 

At first Y/N wasn’t sure if she could pull any of the outfits off, but those thoughts were quickly put to rest when she found a piece that she liked. It was a dark green piece, lace covered more than half of the material and there were small scales sewn into the fabric. She picked up the piece, smiling at it. Y/N tried it on, her thoughts once again telling her she wouldn't look good in it but they were wrong. The set made her look absolutely stunning. Y/N loved how the green and the scales matched perfectly with her serpent tattoo that laid on her forearm. Y/N couldn’t wait to see her boyfriend’s reaction, mostly because she had other tattoos in places he wouldn’t see until now.

Y/N bought the set of lingerie and then hurried back to her and Sweet Pea’s trailer. The two had moved in with each other at the six month mark of their relationship, mainly because neither of them had parents that lived with them and they were struggling to pay for everything on their own, which resulted into them moving into one shared trailer. 

Y/N quickly took a shower, making sure to wash her body and shave thoroughly in all the right places so that this wasn’t to awkward of an experience for either of them. After that she sprayed herself in Sweet Pea’s favorite perfume of hers, matching it with its paired lotion. Once that was all done she put on her new set and then put on a sexy outfit just to make sure that everything would be perfect. Y/N waited for Sweet Pea to get home for another hour, so while she waited she decided to Google some tips on sex for first timers. She read through several articles, finding some interesting and not so interesting things on the topic.  

When Sweet Pea arrived back at the trailer he ignored Y/N for a few minutes by going into their room and changing out of his clothes and into a fresh pair of sweats and a muscle tank top. Y/N was the only one who ever saw him wear anything like this, and she was happy about that because boy oh boy would she have issues with other girls starring at her boyfriend. Y/N was still going through some articles on her phone when Sweet Pea came out and sat next to her on the couch, instantly laying his head on her shoulder. At that moment Y/N began to rethink whether or not she should go through with her plan. 

Shutting her phone off Y/N began to run her fingers through her boyfriend’s hair, his soft sighs of content making her smile. “How was practice today, babe?” She asked softly.

“Rough, we got worked overtime and than Mantle wanted start pissing me off by talking about you and how he could get into your pants easier than I could.” He huffed. “But I know that will never happen.” He looked up at her, his brown eyes gazing into her Y/E/C orbs. “Something’s on your mind, what’s wrong?” 

“I um.” God, how I am going to do this? She thought. She just had to tell him straight forward that she was ready, it was just like ripping off a band aid- well kind of. Taking in a deep breathe Y/N sat both her and Sweet Pea up, “I’m ready to move forward in our relationship.” She said.

Sweet Pea’s eyes widened, “Babe, are you sure? Is because of what I said about Reggie?” He quickly questioned.

Y/N shook her head, a smile appearing on her beautiful lips, “No, no it’s not that.” She sighed, “I talked to Toni about it this morning and I decided that I was ready for it now.” Y/N waited for Sweet Pea to say something, which began to scare her, but when he quickly captured her lips with his that feeling was replaced with a different one. 

“I love you so much, you know that right? I’ll never do anything to hurt you.” Sweet Pea mumbled against her lips. She nodded, mumbling ‘just kiss me again’ before pulling her boyfriend to her lips again. The two teens made out for a few minutes before the Serpent boy pulled the girl onto his lap and began grinding her hips into his. The friction between them was unimaginable as Y/N’s jeans rubbed against her clothed core and her center rubbing up against Sweet Pea’s growing erection.  When Pea was fully hard he stood up, hoisting Y/N’s legs around his hips and walked them to the bedroom. Y/N squealed and giggled as he kissed  her face and neck. 

Sweet Pea placed Y/N on her back on the neatly made bed then taking a step back to admire the beauty he got to call his girlfriend. “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” He breathes out, “Fuck I love you.” Y/N sat up a bit and pulled Sweet Pea on top of her, resulting in her falling back again with her boyfriend on top of her.

“I love you too baby, so much. I’m never gonna leave you.” She whispered. The two began to kiss again, this time the make out session much hotter than the previous one. Sweet Pea’s hand roamed all of Y/N’s body, memorizing every single inch of her. His hands slid up her waist and under her shirt, tracing random patterns on her smooth skin. “You can touch me, Sweets it’s okay, I trust you.” Y/N said in a small tone. Sweet Pea took the time to take off Y/N’s shirt, revealing the lacy bra she had just bought. Y/N heard him groan in satisfaction at the sigh of her in the piece. Again, his large hands trailed up her skin, this time stopping at her breasts. Y/N’s nipples were perked up, pressing against the material of the bra. Sweet Pea ran the pads of his thumbs over her nipples, earning a gasp of delight to come from his girlfriend. Since this was the first time he had ever heard her make a noise like that he was awestruck at how beautiful she sounded. 

“‘M gonna make you feel so good princess, I promise.” The serpent whispered as he kissed down his girlfriend’s stomach and down to the hem of her jeans. Y/N nodded at him, telling him it was okay to take them off. He did, dragging them down her legs ever so slowly. When they were fully off Sweet Pea’s eyes were glued to her body. For the first time he saw the other tattoos that his girlfriend had. She had a large underboob tattoo that Sweet Pea was practically drooling over, and then one right on her thigh. “Never told me you had such beautiful tattoos, babygirl.” Pea rasped out as his fingertips traced the markings. “They look so good on you.” 

Y/N blushed. “Mm, well now you know about them.” She whispered. Sweet Pea continued kissing every inch of her body, teasing Y/N for the longest time that she thought she might burst from just the small touches.

“As much as I love seeing you in this piece, it’s gonna look a lot better on the floor.” Pea mumbled. Y/N nodded and sat up just enough to unclasp the bra and throw it the floor. She thought she would be more nervous about exposing herself to to him for the first time, but because she knew him so well and she trusted him so much she was comfortable with it. Laying back, Y/N watched at Sweet Pea pulled down her lace panties and through them with the the rest of her clothes. “Fucking hell.” His eyes were glued to her cunt, the sight of the freshly shaven area making his mouth water. 

Sweet Pea kneeled down and gently spread Y/N’s legs open so he could see all of her. When the cool air of the trailer hit her exposed core she couldn’t help but let out a low whimper. Sweet Pea dragged his fingers through her soaked folds, collecting her wetness on his digits. “I’m just gonna warm you up, okay baby?” He asked, Y/N nodded. “I need your words babydoll, want to know that you want this.”

“Yes,” Y/N breathed out, “I want this, fuck I need this Pea, please.” She whispered. Sweet Pea nodded and continued on with his actions. The tip of his middle finger prodded at Y/N’s entrance, then slowly pushed through her walls. Y/N gasped, her hands clinging to the sheets quickly. At first the new feeling stung, but then once he started to move his finger in and out of her slowly it turned it a good feeling, a feeling that Y/N was falling in love with. Sweet Pea added a second finger a few minutes later and began to thrust his fingers faster into Y/N’s tight cunt. She was a moaning mess, each time his fingers moved in the slightest way she was whimpering in pleasure. She loved this new feeling, she loved that her boyfriend was the first to ever please her like this. 

The boy blew his hot breathe onto her clit before he gently sucked the nub in between his teeth. “Fuck!” Y/N mewled out, “Fuck, Pea, gah f-feels so good.” She stuttered out. He smirked at her words and pulled his fingers from her pussy, causing a whine to escape her mouth. 

“Taste yourself, love, you taste fucking delicious.” Sweet Pea stretched his arm out and hovered his fingers over Y/N’s lips. She didn’t hesitate for a second before she sucked Sweet Pea’s fingers into her mouth. The moan that came from her mouth just made Pea’s boner strain against his sweats even more. He continued to eat out his girlfriend, relishing in the taste of her for the first time. His tongue lapped up all of her juices, spread apart her folds and sunk into her center, while his thumb rubbed lazy circles onto her clit. The way Y/N’s body was shaking and the way her hands were constantly reaching out and grabbing something gave Pea the memo that she was close to her first orgasm. “Gonna cum for me baby? Come on, cum on tongue, wanna taste you.” Y/N didn’t hold anything back, she let that tightening knot in her stomach unwind and she felt her first orgasm wash over her. Sweet Pea moaned at the taste and feeling of his girlfriend’s cum on his tongue. He lapped up every last drop before pulling his face away from her core. When he sat up Y/N could see her wetness dribbling off of his chin. “You have no idea how good you taste.” He said.

“And you have no idea how much clothes your still wearing.” Y/N smirked. “All that,” She gestured to his tank top and sweats. “Off. Now.” Sweet Pea chuckled at his girlfriend but did as told and began to take off his clothes. Y/N watched closely as he took off his sweats and his member sprung free from it’s confinement. “No boxers?” Y/N teased. Sweet Pea playfully rolled his eyes. 

“You’re absolutely positive that you want to do this?” Sweet Pea asked again. 

“I’m 100% positive, Sweets. I promise.” Y/N said. He nodded and crawled over his girlfriend, pressing a soft and loving kiss to her lips. “I’m ready for you.” She whispered. Sweet Pea nodded and lined his cock up with her entrance. Before pushing in he lubricated himself in her wetness, then slid himself in. Y/N’s hands clung to his biceps, her nails digging into his tan skin as she tried to adjust herself to his length. Sweet Pea began to worry when she hadn’t said anything. but when her grip on his arm loosened and she told him it was okay to move he did.  

Sweet Pea started out with slow, gentle strokes. The serpent may look tough and scary, but deep down he was just scared to hurt the love of his life. Y/N and Sweet Pea’s hands were intertwined, squeezing each other’s hands each time they moaned. Once Sweet Pea knew that Y/N was fully comfortable and used to the feeling of his large cock in her, he began to move faster. Y/N’s moans began to grow loudly, practically screaming as Sweet Pea thrusted into her cunt. He wasn’t being rough with her, he was just making sure that she was enjoying herself. 

“Fuck, Pea, feels so good.” She mewled. 

Sweet Pea grunted in response, snapping his hips against hers. “You’re doing so well for me, babygirl. Taking my cock so good.” He praised. Leaning down, he attached his lips to her neck, leaving small love bites at first and then sucking bright purple marks onto her skin. “So good for me, so happy I got to be your first.” He whispered as he pressed his forehead to hers, “I love you so fucking much.” Y/N just moaned in response, her hands scratching down his back as he continued to make love to her. 

After a few more minutes of thrusting into her and praising her for how well she was doing, both Sweet Pea and Y/N were getting closer to their climaxes. Y/N felt that knot began to grow in her belly, causing her to buck her hips up to meet each of Sweet Pea’ thrusts. “’M close, baby.” She whimpered. The boy nodded and continued thrusting into Y/N until he felt her walls contract around his dick and he felt her cum fall onto his length. Y/N’s orgasm set of his own, causing his hips to still and cock to pulsate in her pussy. They both moaned at the feeling of him filling her up. 

When they had fallen from their high Sweet Pea gently pulled from her pussy and got up, going to the bathroom and getting a damp cloth to clean her up. Y/N was breathing heavily as she smiled to herself. Sweet Pea came back with a cloth and began to clean Y/N up, being gentle as he wiped her clean.

“How do you feel baby?” He asked as he crawled under the covers and laid with her. “I wasn’t too rough with you, was I?” 

Y/N smiled and shook her head, “No, no of course not.” She pecked his cheek, “It was perfect, you were perfect.” Y/N yawned and snuggled up against Sweet Pea’s chest, “I love you so much.” She mumbled, exhaustion taking over in her voice and laying her to rest in his arms. Sweet Pea smiled as he watched Y/N sleep peacefully. He loved his girlfriend so much, he would do anything for her. 

The next few weeks went by smoothly, Y/N and Sweet Pea now constantly trying to find time to please one another. It wasn’t that Y/N was addicted to sex, she just felt more confident in herself and the fact that she could please her boyfriend in more than one way.

One weekend, when Sweet Pea was going to wake Y/N up with morning sex, he was shocked to find Y/N hunched over the toilet vomiting her stomach out. Like any good boyfriend would do, Sweet Pea ran in and held her hair back and rubbed her back to calm her down. When she was done throwing up she  leaned her head against Sweet Pea’s shoulder. 

“Something’s wrong.” Y/N mumbled. 

“What do you mean?” Sweet Pea asked as he stroked Y/N’s hair.

She sighed, “My period was supposed to start two days ago.” Her eyes gazed up at her boyfriend, “I’m not on the pill, and I know we didn’t and haven’t worn a condom when we have sex, but-” She let out a breathe, “Pea, I think I’m Pregnant.” Y/N’s voice was wavering, almost like she was about to cry. In her head, she thought that if she got pregnant that Sweet Pea would ditch her or that she’d be a horrible mother, or that they couldn’t give their child the life they deserve. All of her thoughts were making her want to vomit again.

“How? I mean, you- you don’t your pregnant or not.” Sweet Pea said nervously. 

“We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.” She said. “Are you going to leave me?” She whispered, tears now filling her eyes and spilling down her cheeks. “If I’m pregnant, are you going to leave me?” 

Sweet Pea’s eyes widened and he shook his head quickly, wiping away his girlfriend’s tears. “No, no I would never leave you baby, never.” He said, holding her face in his hands, “I made a promise to you that I would never leave you, I plan on keeping that promise.” He assured her. Y/N nodded slowly and closed her eyes. Sweet Pea pressed his lips to her forehead softly, keeping them there for a few extra seconds before pulling away. “Why don’t you brush your teeth and I’ll make you something to eat, yeah?” He asked softly. Y/N nodded and the two stood up. He walked out of the bathroom and headed to the kitchen to get them something to eat. Y/N brushed her teeth, blinking away the rest of the tears in her eyes. 

Y/N went back to their room and laid under the covers, holding the warm sheets to her chest. She was so scared about whether or not she was pregnant, but there wasn’t a doubt in her mind that she wasn’t. When Sweet Pea came back into the room he gave her a small smile and kissed the top of her head. “Thought you may just like some cereal.” He said as he handed her a bowl full of her favorite breakfast cereal. She gave him a sad smile and slowly began to eat. 

“I’m sorry.” She muttered after a few minutes of silence. Sweet Pea looked at her as if she as crazy, not knowing what she was apologizing for. “I don’t want to fuck up your life with having a kid, I never wanted to ruin your life, I’m so so sorry.” Y/N cried.

Sweet Pea took the bowl of cereal and placed it on their nightstand then pulled her close to him. “Don’t say that, you have never and will never ruin my life.” He reassured her, “I don’t mind having a kid, in fact I want a kid with you. I want a long, happy life with the woman I love.” He said smiling,  “Think about it. The little patter of children in our home.” He kissed the top of her head, “You haven’t ruined my life, or yours, we’ve just started our life together.” 

“Are you even ready for a kid?” Y/N asked as she looked up at him.

Sweet Pea chuckled, “I think we’ll be ready, we always are.” 

[eleemosynecdoche]

Smite Skadi breaks color theory principles so hard I had severe difficulty figuring out she was showing underboob rather than being pregnant. My god.

Smite or Megaten Skadi ?

My god, I don't even remember seeing Smite Skadi. I'm already tired today and I think if I look at the design any longer I might fall into a coma. Smite can't even surpass Barbara Walker, for shame.

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Swedish Bombshell Ella Rose Flaunts Enviable Physique In Skimpy White Swimsuit

Ella Rose shared a hot new update to her Instagram account, and her 782,000 fans are going wild for it.

On Wednesday, January 15, the Swedish bombshell took to the popular social media app to post a photo of herself in which she smolders in a swimsuit that puts her killer body fully on display.

The image shows Ella standing in front of a swimming pool. The blond bombshell struck a sexy pose with her legs slightly apart while taking one hand to her hip. The snap was captured in Beverly Hills in Los Angeles, California, as the geotag she added to her post reveals.

Ella — who is also known for her messy legal battle over her pregnancy with New England Patriots wide receiver Julian Edelman — rocked a white one-piece bathing suit that brings out her sun-kissed skin. Her swimsuit features a large cut out right in the middle, separating the top part from the bottom.

At the top, thick straps go over the model’s shoulders while a low-cut neckline helps showcase her ample cleavage. In addition, the lower part of the top is super-short, leaving quite a bit of underboob on display. The bottom part of the outfit features high-cut legs that come up high on her sides, showcasing her strong hips.

As suggested by the tags Ella added to her photo and caption, her swimsuit is from a partnership between 5Twenty1 and Revolve. As those who follow the Scandinavian beauty will know, she often gives a shout out to the brand on her Instagram feed.

Ella wore her blond hair in a middle part and styled down in textured strands that fall over her shoulders. The model completed her look with a dark smoky eye that adds extra depth to her gaze.

Unsurprisingly, the update was a hit with her fans. Since going live, it has garnered more than 11,300 likes and just shy of 200 comments. Users of the social media platform took to the comments section to compliment the photo and to praise her beauty.

“Your photos have become so much edgier lately — love! So beautiful,” one user chimed in.

“Yaaaas girl, you look amazing,” replied another user.

“Favorite picture of you,” a third user raved, including a red heart emoji at the end of the comment.

As The Inquisitr has previously mentioned, Ella was casually dating Edelman when she discovered she was pregnant in 2016. The model had to file a paternity suit to prove that the Patriots star was the father of her daughter, Lily.

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