#pro dean forester

[hitchell-mope]

Well Lane. Here’s where you’re wrong. Dean loves Rory. And Rory’s an ungrateful little cheater!

[stellaluna33]

*Deep breath* Ok. Unpopular opinion time. I've been rewatching Season 1 of Gilmore Girls and we watched Rory's Dance recently, and... I don't think the altercation between Dean and Tristan is nearly the Big Red Flag that a lot of people make it out to be. *hides* Was Dean yelling, "Because I'll kill you, idiot!" ridiculously over-the-top? Oh, definitely. (I burst out laughing, honestly) But he was not the aggressor there. Tristan was the one who kept pushing Dean, and Dean repeatedly refused to engage and kept saying, "I'm not fighting you."

I'm not particularly fond of Dean, and I do think he has definite jealousy/anger issues that become more pronounced over time, but I like honesty and accuracy more than I dislike Dean, and I just don't think this particular scene is a good example of him being a "violent person." Dean didn't start it, he tried to walk away, and yeah, what he yelled was stupidly melodramatic, but I cannot take it seriously. It was stupid teenage posturing, and I don't think it's fair to take it literally. Just like I don't take it literally when Luke threatens to "kill Taylor" or Jess said he was going to track down and kill whoever stole his car or dump Dean's body into a ditch. This is all hyperbole, and I don't like the idea of willfully misinterpreting people just because I don't like them. (I've seen people try to take Luke's and Jess's comments literally too, and this is equally ridiculous. This show is a comedy filled with dramatic people. They're going to be dramatic.)

[sobersight]

which gilmore girls characters would own guns?

lorelai: has a tiny pink camo pistol she has never bought ammo for — she thinks if she just pulls it out during a confrontation, it will scare off her attacker. really, she thinks of it as more of a cute accessory she can keep in her purse instead of a weapon

rory: is pro-gun control so she doesn’t own any firearms. however, she does have a baby blue pepper spray instead (it’s expired)

luke: has a couple firearms he all keeps very responsibly in a safe hidden in his closet. one he bought for self defense purposes, but the others were passed down from his father and he doesn’t have the heart to sell them

christopher: used to own one or two pistols, but he got rid of them when gigi was born

emily: has one antique rifle kept in her panic room that she thinks will defend her in the case of a burglar (it won’t)

richard: has a gun safe in his office containing a pistol and a sophisticated looking rifle, but he hasn’t told emily that they’re there

trix: believes that it’s a man’s job to handle the self defense of the home. however, she still keeps the old firearms that her late husband owned in case of “dire emergencies”

dean: goes hunting with his family regularly and therefore owns several firearms and knows how to use them

jess: has illegal firearms, one of which is a fully automatic that he takes out into the woods occasionally to shoot with his buddies

logan: has several high-tech, custom built handguns and rifles that he and his friends show off to each other. rory vehemently disapproves

lane: prefers knives, or perhaps a baton

mrs kim: she once shot an american soldier during the korean war, traumatizing her and being the inciting event for her conversion to seventh day adventism

paris: expert at self defense. she has a tricked out glock with tons of attachments, as well as excelling in several forms of hand to hand combat

sookie: was there when lorelai bought her pistol, so she also has a matching one. hers is lime green camo and it hasn’t seen the light of day for about five years

jackson: afraid of guns, but owns one gun (that he never touches) to keep up appearances of being tough and masculine

michel: european (doesn’t like guns)

taylor: acts scandalized by the idea of townspeople owning guns and tries to pass a motion banning them from the town, but really he has a large collection of historical muskets and rifles in his home for which he made “special exceptions”

kirk: bought a handgun once, but he shot himself in the foot and the town petitioned at a town meeting to confiscate it as a matter of public safety (it passed unanimously, with even kirk voting to confiscate)

liz: not really interested in firearms. she knows she’s too clumsy to use them — instead, she owns several swords, none of which are really practical

tj: bought a handgun once he and liz bought their house, but he still doesn’t know how to use it

patty: when asked, she says dramatically that she once “shot a man in reno.” she will not elaborate

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I seen you like Tam Lin too! Do you have a favorite version of it?

For one that understands the pro-choice part of the narrative – Tam Lin by Pamela Dean

For ones that understand the vibes and having an angry/feral girl – The Darkest Part of the Forest and Tithe by Holly Black

For one that understands a major point of Tam Lin is to hold on tight and never let go – Echo North* by Joanna Ruth Meyer

And let me not forget the third book in the October Daye series, An Artificial Night

For one where the Janet figure falls in love with the evil queen – The Dark Tide by Alicia Jasinska

Fire and Hemlock...it's hard to recommend because of how weird it is. DWJ’s prose slaps and the stuff about memory is fascinating, but the age gap is.............uh...........yikes...

*Yes, yes. It's an East of the Sun retelling, but the second part is heavily inspired by Tam Lin

[bleachbyatch-blog]

But I am a good girl

Summary: You've been reckless while trying to prove yourself as a hero and your professor is determined to get you to change your ways. Even if it means crossing a line to punish you. (Reader aged 18+ as if UA was a college and not a high school)

CW: f!reader, soft dom!Aizawa, orgasm denial, virgin reader, slight size kink, nothing too nasty

SMUT BENEATH THE CUT. MDNI.

That damn class was going to worry Aizawa into an early grave. The whole lot of them were trouble-makers. They all took training too far, from Midoriya breaking his arm during a match to Todoroki starting a small forest fire in the USJ. Recently a group of them had gotten caught facing down villains instead of waiting for the pros to step in. At the heart of it all, was you. You were the most stubborn, most idealistic, most meddlesome of them all. You were always getting caught up in half-baked plans to save people, to be a hero. And you were going to get yourself killed for it one day. Just like Shirakumo. 

Aizawa wouldn't stand for such reckless behavior anymore. He would talk some sense into you or else…he wasn't sure. 

“(Y/N), see me after class.”

“Oooh, you finally getting expelled?” Mineta chimed from behind you. You shot him a dirty look before sighing and slumping into your desk. 

“Probably.” You were not ready for another lecture from Aizawa. He was so stern, it brought tears to your eyes just thinking about what harsh words he would have for you this time. All you wanted to do was make him proud, to hear him praise you just a little bit. The rest of the period passed and you hung back by your desk as everyone filtered out. Aizawa’s eyes on you just in case you were planning any escape attempts. Your quirk was good for vanishing and he was well aware. 

Ochaco threw a sympathetic look over her shoulder before leaving the two of you alone in the classroom. You approached his desk warily, not knowing what else to do. 

“The dean told me about what happened at your work study.” If you were grateful for one thing, it was that your teacher didn't beat around the bush. “Did you think it was smart to take an entire crew of armed bank robbers on by yourself?” 

“I guess I wasn't really thinking at all. My body just moved.”

“You should have waited for your mentor and the sidekicks to back you up.”

“But I-I'm stronger than all of them.” You cringed at how sheepish your voice sounded. You didn't feel strong at all when Aizawa's disappointed gaze bore into you. 

“That may be true, but you're still just a student. My student. I'm responsible for you. What do you think would happen to me if you got killed doing hero work?”

“You'd be fired?” You guessed with a shrug. 

“I'd be heartbroken.” You gasped at his tender words, snapping your eyes up to his to see for yourself if he was telling the truth. You were met with a sincerity that threatened to knock the wind out of you. “I will not lose any of my students, especially not you. Do you understand me?” The authority crept back into his voice. 

“Yes.” You gulped in the air to respond, your throat thick with emotion. 

Aizawa placed his hand roughly on the side of your neck and used his thumb to tip your chin up. 

“Do you understand that I will punish you when you get caught being reckless again?” 

“If I get caught.” You didn't know where the confidence came from, but you were glad for it, even reveled in the way his eyes narrowed at you. 

“Don't be cute with me.” His grip on your neck tightened, pulling you in closer to him. “If you don't believe me, maybe I'll give you a little taste now.” 

Your eyes widened, like those of a doe. Soft and innocent and a little frightened. His head dipped down to place his lips on your parted ones. He was kissing you. And it felt good. Not at all like a punishment. Your heart stuttered in your chest at the sensation of his tongue and breath gliding over you, coaxing you to reciprocate. You reached a hand out to tug on his scarf and he pushed it away. “Only good girls get to touch me.” You whimpered, but obediently left your arms at your sides when he continued the kiss. 

“Take off your panties and get on the desk.” He commanded. You flushed, you didn't want him to see how wet you'd made the soft cotton. “I'm not going to ask again.” You peeled them off, biting back a whine at the way he watched you drop them. You climbed on the desk, trying to maintain some of your modesty and not flash him your parts. He unbuttoned his pants and let his cock loose, stroking it to its full length. It was way bigger than you would have imagined. Surely he didn't expect that to fit anywhere inside of you. 

He took in your intimidated expression. “Have you ever?” He asked simply. You contemplated lying before you shook your head reluctantly. “Don't worry, just leave it all to me.” While he finished undressing, you pawed at your clit, clumsily trying to relieve the pressure there. When he realized what you were doing, he jerked your hand roughly. “No. Only good girls get to cum.” The wanton whine that fell from your lips didn’t do anything to plead your case to Aizawa, whose expression was as stern as ever.

He joined you up on his desk and pulled you into his lap, his leaking tip prodding up at your trembling hole.

“Oh.” You gasped at how his bulging head fit snugly inside you. “Ooooh!” He gave you another inch and pain blossomed in your core, like you were being stretched to your breaking point already. But your virgin walls were so slippery that you slid right down his shaft until there was a visible bulge in your belly. “Oh, god.” You hid your face with your hands as he guided your motions down onto him over and over. He reached pleasurable places inside you that you didn’t know existed, that you couldn’t have hoped to explore with your own fingers.

“Look who’s all bashful now.” He pulled your hands from your stinging red face and watched it contort as he plowed into you from below. “How does it feel to sit on your teacher’s cock?” You wanted to disappear, you had never been so embarrassed, but the sloppy sound of your pussy sucking him in told a different story. The mess you were making for him, on him, had you quaking with desire. The atoms that made you up would surely vibrate apart and you would cease to exist if he kept up his pace. 

“I'm going to cum.” You warned him. 

“I already told you no.” He reminded you sharply.

“But I am a good girl.” You bucked your hips wildly, bumping your clit into his muscled stomach. 

“No, (Y/N), you aren’t.”

“I'm s-sorry. Can't help it.” Your walls started to close around him in delicious spasms when he pulled out and mercilessly shot hot white ropes of semen onto your clothed stomach instead. Tears spilled down your cheeks before you even realized how cruelly he'd ripped your orgasm away from you. “B-b-but I…I.” You sobbed dumbly, your shaking legs still hooked over his. Your hands braced against the desk behind you barely keeping you steady. He brushed your hair back and shushed you softly. 

“I told you, it was a punishment.” He pressed a sweet but unsatisfying kiss to your temple before curling his arms around you. “But if you promise to be a good girl, maybe next time you'll get a reward.”

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#5

Book!Snape definitely hisses at people.

And I stan that.

386 notes - Posted May 5, 2022

#4

I’m genuinely trying to figure out why ppl hate Snape…and I’m not talking about disliking the character, not every character is loved by everyone, but why do people go out of their way to “daily reminder that Severus Snape wasn’t a good person” or “fuck Snape and anyone who likes him”…it’s confusing.

It can’t be because he bullied children because there’s a lot of that going on in the hp series. The Marauders bullied people, Draco bullied people, Minerva traumatized and humiliated Neville, Sirius choked Harry and broke Ron’s leg, and as much as Duds was a lil shit, Hagrid mutated Dudley, a child, when Uncle Vernon insulted Harry's parents and Dumbledore…Hagrid retaliated on Dudley with the pig's-tail jinx. Hagrid later told Harry the spell was a mistake - he actually meant to turn Dudley completely into a pig…tf

Then I thought: Is it because he joined the DE’s? Noooo it can’t be because the vast majority of Snape haters like Regulus Black (canonically obsessed with Voldemort, and was a DE), and the vast majority of the hp fandom makes hella excuses for Draco (who was actually blood prejudice)

Then I was like: it’s because he’s ugly…but nowhere does it say he’s ugly. There’s nothing wrong with having a big nose, and greasy hair can be from a NUMBER of things, not just poor hygiene.

Is it because people don’t like that he isn’t a perfect victim? Naaaahhh, people usually like those unhinged characters who’s trauma haunts them

Is it because of that dumb headcanon that he’s obsessed with Lily? Cause if I’m being honest, Snape wasn’t the one who told her he’d stop torturing her friend if and only if she went out with him…and he isn’t the one who wrote her initials on a snitch as if she’s an object to catch…HES not the one who “made a fool of himself whenever she was around”…

Is it because he called her Mudblood? It better not be, cause pure blood fan-favorite Draco loved that word more than him…and didn’t Kreacher hurl that word around a lot? As if he’s used to using it or used to his owners using it? Interesting…Didnt Snape actually stop someone from saying Mudblood?

“And now Snape stood again in the headmaster's study as Phineas Nigellus came hurrying into his portrait. "Headmaster! They are camping in the Forest of Dean! The Mudblood - " "Do not use that word!"

Thought so…

So what is it?

399 notes - Posted May 10, 2022

#3

Alright I just saw this and I snorted so I had to share with you 💀

AND I OOP-

The scream I just scrumpt 💀

And he did!

Then he’d watch him take it like

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#2

Poppy: You have an impressive pain tolerance.

Snape: Thanks, it's the trauma.

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Forest 93-ambassadeur Veira brengt wildlife Suriname realistisch in beeld

Wildlifefotograaf Jean-Pierre Veira nam van 21 tot en met 23 maart deel aan de Green Awareness Expo – een initiatief van de Torarica Group in samenwerking met WWF Guianas – ter gelegenheid van Earth Hour. Deze expositie had als doel bewustwording te creëren over milieukwesties. Veira, nu officieel ambassadeur van Forest93, sloot zich aan bij de expo en presenteerde in Torarica Resort 15 van zijn beste foto’s uit zijn portfolio aan het publiek. Earth Hour en Forest93 Earth Hour is een wereldwijd evenement dat jaarlijks wordt georganiseerd door het Wereld Natuur Fonds (WWF). Tijdens Earth Hour worden mensen over de hele wereld aangemoedigd om gedurende een uur de verlichting en elektrische apparaten uit te schakelen; dit als een daad van solidariteit met de planeet en een oproep tot actie tegen klimaatverandering. Het evenement is bedoeld om bewustwording te creëren over milieukwesties en de noodzaak van duurzaamheid en energiebesparing te benadrukken. Earth Hour wordt gewoonlijk gehouden op de laatste zaterdag van maart, van 20.30 uur tot 21.30 uur lokale tijd. “Surinamers moeten opkomen om hun land te beschermen. Een persoonlijke connectie met de natuur versterkt de drang om de natuur te beschermen”, zegt Veira in gesprek met Key News. Jagers schieten met geweren op dieren, maar Veira doet dat met de camera. De 25-jarige fotograaf heeft zich gespecialiseerd in wildlife en natuurfotografie. “In de studio kun je alles zelf bepalen, alles naar je hand zetten. Landschapsfotografen moeten wachten op het juiste licht en juiste omstandigheden, maar dan hebben ze ruimschoots de gelegenheid er iets moois van te maken”, zegt Veira. “Maar een jaguar, anaconda, exotische vogel of tapir, die kan besluiten niet mee te werken, weg te vliegen vlak vóór het mooiste shot, de andere kant op te gaan of – in het ludiekste geval – in de camera kijken en daarmee laten zien, dat ze weten dat je er bent”, aldus de ervaringsdeskundige. Het fotograferen van wilde dieren in het Surinaamse regenwoud is een droombaan voor de fotograaf, die ook als gids fungeert voor overwegend Amerikaanse en Europese toeristen. Als visuele producent heeft Veira zich voornamelijk gespecialiseerd in het fotograferen van reptielen en amfibieën. Hij zet zich al een aantal jaar pro Deo in om de natuur te promoten en mensen bewust te maken over de waarde van het Surinaams regenwoud met al zijn biodiversiteit. Zijn inzet is niet onopgemerkt gebleven. Veira is door Forest93 aangetrokken als ambassadeur en zelfs toegevoegd aan de lijst van bekende Forest93-ambassadeurs zoals Dean Gorré, Jaïr Tjon en Fa, Shaquille van Zichem en Sharda John. Forest93 is via Green Growth Foundation Suriname een campagne gestart om Surinamers bewust te maken van de waarden van onze natuur. De campagne kent verschillende initiatieven die gefocust zijn op wetgeving, vooral wanneer het aankomt op de grondrechten van onze tribale gemeenschappen. Zo worden er projecten uitgevoerd van Paramaribo tot Kwamalasemutu. Slangenman bij Snake Patrol Suriname In een land waar slangen vaak verkeerd worden begrepen, wijdt Veira zijn leven aan het uitbannen van misvattingen en het voorlichten van anderen over deze fascinerende wezens. Veira wordt algemeen erkend als de ‘slangenman’ en combineert zijn expertise in herpetologie met zijn liefde voor fotografie, waardoor boeiende beelden ontstaan die niet alleen de schoonheid van de natuurlijke wereld laten zien, maar ook dienen als een krachtig hulpmiddel voor milieueducatie. Hij is teammember van Snake Patrol Suriname. Op de expositie stond hij dan ook bij de booth van deze “slangenorganisatie”. Vooral voor kinderen was het een echt avontuur om hun angst te overwinnen en prachtige foto’s te maken met wurgslangen. Vooral de tapijtslang, een boa constrictor waarover er veel mythe is in de Surinaamse orale vertelcultuur, had veel bekijks. Maar het draaide voornamelijk om educatie. Snake Patrol Suriname zet zich in voor educatie en het delen van positieve ervaringen. “Vaak wordt angst aangeleerd of versterkt na traumatische gebeurtenissen, vooral als we iets niet begrijpen of kennen”, schrijft de organisatie op haar pagina. Haar slogan “Het verschil zien tussen schoonheid en angst door kennis” vormt de basis van het werk van de organisatie. Via workshops, trainingen, kinderfeestjes en lezingen biedt SPS op interactieve wijze educatie op maat aan. “We willen dat het ontdekken van de fascinerende wereld van slangen leuk, leerzaam en boeiend is”, merkt Veira op. Read the full article

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David de Gea lined up for Cristiano Ronaldo reunion after Man Utd contract expires

David de Gea lined up for Cristiano Ronaldo reunion after Man Utd contract expires David de Gea is being pursued by Al-Nassr, the team in Saudi Arabia where Cristiano Ronaldo is currently playing. De Gea's contract with Manchester United, which pays him £375,000 per week, has come to an end, and it remains uncertain whether he will agree to a new contract.  The 32-year-old Spanish goalkeeper will likely have to accept a reduced salary if he wishes to remain at Old Trafford, as Erik ten Hag is hesitant to offer him another substantial wage. The current understanding is that the manager of Manchester United is prepared to offer David de Gea a weekly salary of £200,000, but he is not willing to go any higher. De Gea is currently a free agent as negotiations for a contract renewal with Manchester United are ongoing, which has caught the attention of Al-Nassr. It is believed that the Saudi club is willing to present De Gea with a weekly salary of £250,000 if he decides to join them. If De Gea does choose to join Al-Nassr, he will have the opportunity to play alongside Cristiano Ronaldo once again. Ronaldo, the 38-year-old Portuguese international, joined Al-Nassr in January after being released by Manchester United two months earlier, making him the biggest football star in Saudi Arabia. According to The Sun's report, in the event that contract negotiations with Manchester United fall through, David de Gea will have the opportunity to move to Saudi Arabia. It is stated that his preference is to sign a new contract with the Red Devils, but there is no assurance that it will materialize. Manchester United is facing the risk of losing two goalkeepers this summer, as Nottingham Forest is reportedly interested in acquiring Dean Henderson. Henderson, who previously served as De Gea's backup, spent the previous season on loan at Nottingham Forest and is expected to be available for a transfer fee of £25 million. Erik ten Hag, the manager of Manchester United, has already begun searching for a new goalkeeper, but Inter Milan's Andre Onana is not included in his shortlist of potential transfers due to his high price tag. Inter Milan is demanding £60 million for the 27-year-old Cameroonian international, who previously played under Ten Hag at Ajax. As reported by Mirror Football, the two goalkeepers Ten Hag is interested in signing as replacements for De Gea and Henderson are Justin Bijlow from Feyenoord and Kevin Trapp from Eintracht Frankfurt. Feyenoord is asking for a transfer fee of £20 million for 25-year-old Bijlow, while 32-year-old Trapp has a price tag of £10 million. Al-Nassr is one of four clubs owned by the Public Investment Fund, Saudi Arabia's sovereign wealth fund. They are expected to be strong contenders for the Saudi Pro League title in the upcoming season. In the previous season, they finished second, five points behind the champions, Al-Ittihad. In recent years, David de Gea has faced criticism from Manchester United fans, but his reputation as one of the best goalkeepers of his generation remains undeniable. He has been honored with the Premier League Golden Glove award twice and has been named the United Player of the Year on four occasions. De Gea's achievements also extend beyond individual accolades. He has been selected five times for the PFA Team of the Year and has amassed an impressive collection of trophies, including the Premier League title, European Super Cup, and two Europa League titles, during his stints with both Manchester United and Atletico Madrid. His career has seen him participate in over 700 senior matches, showcasing his experience and longevity in the game. United posted an update on De Gea's situation on Friday. "De Gea's contract is due to run out but discussions remain open with the long-serving keeper," the club said. David de Gea lined up for Cristiano Ronaldo reunion after Man Utd contract expires Read the full article

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i was just thinking about how one thing i always hated about the gilmore girls fandom was how everyone coddled jess mariano and forgave him for the shitty things he did to rory but like any little mistake logan or dean made was taken as proof that they were abusive manipulators. 

[mcmusing]

From boys to men.

Once freed from the imbecilic Stars Hollow and the unrelenting grip of the Gilmore ego, Jared Padalecki, Milo Ventimiglia, and Matt Czuchry got to put their full acting capabilities on display.

Most of all, audiences can now pronounce their rather inexplicable last names 💓

[hitchell-mope]

BREAK HIS LEGS DEANIE BREAK HIS LEGS AND MAKE HIM EAT THEM!!!!

[hallowthyname]

dean and cas are getting a christmas tree rn

[chaztalk]

I see antis saying how the Harry Potter movies are pro-Harmony, and I disagree. I’d honestly argue that the movies are more anti-Harmony than pro-Harmony. The movies do add “moments” between them (not literal moments, just scenes that last like 3-10 seconds). But many of these scenes are compensation for the missed canon scenes between them. The movies missed their first hug, but they hug in Chamber of Secrets. And that’s gets overshadowed by Ron and Hermione’s awkward handshake. The Goblet of Fire tent hug serves up to be Rita Skeeter’s exaggerated fake news story. And in the GoF movie, there’s no indication that Harry and Hermione work together to help him with the tri-wizard tournament (we see the whole trio trying to work together for the 2nd task). And at the end of HBP, it’s just Harry and Hermione talking with people Ron in the background. If you have seen the deleted scenes, you would’ve seen them discussing their “snoggings” with Ginny and Ron. Tent dance is nice but ends uncomfortably sad. When Hermione suggests that they should stay in the Forest of Dean and “grow old” together, Harry doesn’t respond. Their long Horcrux snog was to play on Ron’s emotions. The “I’ll go with you” scene felt forced and undeserved. I said what I said. She’s the one that ended the tent dance and she’s the one that kissed Ron. Not that I see it as romantic or anything. Another problem with this scene is that Harry’s completely emotionless. I don’t remember him shedding a tear, considering that this may be the last time he sees his best friends ever.

After reading this, do you still believe the movies are pro-Harmony?

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{{So this is gonna be a long one, ladies and gentleman so you might want to get comfy if you intend to read this. These are my thoughts on the whole pro Dean/Anti-Dean thing. Thoughts below the cut:

So starting with the first bad topic here: Dean’s thoughts on the Donna Reed show. The first reason people do not like Dean is because he made the comment he thinks that it is nice that the wife on the show cooks for her family. And notes that she looks happy. People deem him misogynistic because of this fact. Where I stand as a woman I see it that he just thought the notion of having a family dinner and eating together was something he liked. He was in no way saying a woman had to do this. He explains this in the show. So no I do not see Dean Forester as misogynistic. Moving on to topic two: Dean’s reaction to the “I love you” scene. So imagine this: It’s your 3 month anniversary. You plan a big dinner with your s/o, you’ve been working on building s/o a car {in this case}, make the whole night romantic, and when you’re showing off said car you open your heart up to this person. You tell them that you love them. And their literal response is: “I love the car?” Of course, he’s going to be a little upset and hurt. He’s 16 years old. Not thinking like an adult would yet he’s tried as an adult. Sure, he should not have snapped at Rory. Yes, he should have tried harder to understand her views. And yes, he should not have broken up with her. But he was a hurt and angry teenager. What do you expect? The jealousy: Okay, Dean had a tendency to get jealous and protective. I get it. We get it. But did you take the time to notice he was rightfully jealous half of the time? With Tristan he was consistently trying to make Dean mad. Consistently trying to get under his skin. Dean may have not known it but Rory and Tristan shared a kiss during Rory and Dean’s time apart. Nothing wrong with that. Rory had every right to. But I kinda feel like Dean could sense something between them. Do I even have to explain the jealousy when it came to Jess? The chemistry with Jess and Rory was palpable. And Jess additionally seemed to thoroughly enjoy getting under Dean’s skin. So again he’s provoked. Not saying he should have acted the way that he did. Just that Jess isn’t innocent and poor baby. But if we refer to the dance scene where their break up happens..Come on. Rory and Jess are having a back and forth basically flirt fighting while Dean is standing there WATCHING. Can you blame him for being hurt and angry? The 3rd break up: Banking on what I was saying before....Dean is standing there, trying to be a good guy, and telling Rory to ignore Jess. But instead she keeps responding and while dancing with Dean she is just TALKING ABOUT JESS. WITH HER BOYFRIEND RIGHT THERE. So of course he was going to snap. Nothing he says during this scene is wrong. I would have left too had my s/o been wrapped up in someone else while being there with me. Sure, he could have broken up privately but if they are flirting/fighting publically infront of everyone why should he have to break up privately? I don’t stand by any of what happened in season 4 or 5. None of that was right. Though I do wish once they got back together and Dean was divorced that they could have found some way to still make it work cuz I am fond of the ship but as is it was probably for the best that Dean made his exit from the show after everything that happened. I felt like they took apart his good qualities starting in season 2, dumbed down his character, and then made him much more unlikable. Season one Dean though? PERFECTION.}}

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Lovely - Dean Winchester x fem!reader part 3

Based on the song Lovely covered by Lauren Babic and Seraphim. Also Happy Destiel Day!

Reader goes to hell and must survive or become a demon. Will the Winchesters reach her in time?

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Dean sat in the Impala outside the building he had dropped Castiel off at. His leg was bouncing at an alarming rate and his eyes kept darting from the clock on the dashboard and the door. Even though the angel had just gone into hell with Meg, he was growing more and more nervous. He should have a little more faith in Cas, he was practically a pro at getting into Hell and saving their asses. This time felt different though. Something was going to go wrong, he just knew it. 

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As he straddled her, Dean watched as her blood dripped off of his knife. (Y/N) coughed, blood coming up and splattering on her chin and chest. His weight, combined with the multiple stab wounds in her body, was making it hard for her to breathe. 

“Ya know, you’re runnin’ out of time. You’re looking for a better place.” Dean ran his fingers over the knife, collecting the thick blood and then putting it in his mouth, tasting it. He hummed, “You could always turn to torture.” She glared up at him, then relaxed with a smile. He stared down at her blood stained grin in confusion. 

"I'm alright. I know someday I'll make it out of here. So tear me to pieces, skin and bone. I don't care." She took a shallow breath, "I don't know what he did to you, Dean..." She reached up, ghosting her fingers over his cheek. Her touch made him seize up, a blush on his cheeks either from embarrassment or anger.

"I'm gonna get you outta here. No matter what." Her eyes fluttered shut, her hand falling to the blood covered floor as her life drained away once again.

-

Castiel and Meg, having already crossed the desert plain of raining blood, found themselves at the edge of a decrepit forest of dead trees. The demon held her hand up, signaling the angel to stop before walking further into the wood.

"There's something here." She said, “Can you sense that?” Castiel glanced over the scape until something caught his eye. There seemed to be an area in a clearing up ahead that had not been touched by the hellish rain storm. Pointing up just ahead, Castiel then noticed a demon standing outside a cave mouth near where the rain refused to touch. 

“There’s a shield around that cave, meaning someone important doesn’t want to be found.” Meg looked around the landscape. 

“A knight of Hell has (Y/N)?” Castiel narrowed his eyes. 

“Unlikely.” She shrugged, “But it could be someone who’s climbed the ranks in the torture world. Someone who’s started to enjoy themselves.” Movement from inside the cave mouth made Castiel grab Meg by the shoulder, both of them behind the tree. From around the dead bark, they saw a familiar face talking to the demons outside the cave. It was Dean, but it couldn’t be. 

“What the Hell?” Meg whispered, “Who would go as far as appearing to her as Dean to torture her?” 

“Could it be Crowley?” Castiel had not looked too closely at the demon. 

“Shush, feather butt.” Meg whispered. Castiel looked down at the demon before poking his head around the tree so he could see. 

“This stupid bitch.” The demon grunted, “She won’t shut the hell up...” 

“Is this like her boyfriend or something?” The demon asked, “Why don’t I do you a favor because listening to her harp at you has been more annoying than being sandwiched between two beds of nails. Why don’t I play the boyfriend card and you just...” The demon smirked, “Be yourself, John.” Castiel’s eyes widened. Dean’s façade faded away to reveal the patriarch of the Winchester family, John, as the other demon took on the form of his son. 

“Well, if it ain’t papa Winchester himself.” Meg said as they watched the two enter the cave, “Alright, I’ll take down the barrier, we get in, we get the girl, we get out. Easy Peasy.” 

Cas glanced down at the demon, “I’m afraid it will not be as easy as a peasy.” 

“That’s not...” Meg sighed, “Why not?” 

“John Winchester is ruthless. He won’t go down without a fight. If I know (Y/N), she’s been getting under his skin, and he’ll fight to keep her on the table.” 

“A challenge. Perfect.” Castiel didn’t understand how the situation would be ideal, but then he figured that she was being fictitious. She was often fictitious.  

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“After everything I taught you, you’re still a goddamn screw up!” John’s booming words seemed to shake the room. (Y/N) struggled to open her eyes, her arms shaking as she tried to get up from the floor. Her skin stuck for a moment to the tile with old blood. She found John shoving Dean into the room, a large knife in his hands. 

“I did what you told me to do!” Dean shouted back, “I have always done what you told me to do! My entire life!” There was a crack in his voice. 

John chuckled darkly, motioning to her, “You can’t even torture right. Really, Dean, how hard is it?” 

“Dad...” 

With the knife still gripped tightly in his hand, John swung and cracked Dean across the face with the knife, splitting his cheek. Dean cried out, holding his face. (Y/N) tried to get to her feet, using the torture slab to get into a standing position. 

“Dean...” She reached out to him, her voice resembled that of someone who had smoked a pack a cigarette’s every hour for their entire life. His eyes were wide and full of fear. 

“Sweetheart, I’m sorry...” Dean said, using one hand to cover his face and the other to reach out to her. Suddenly, the hand coming towards her was cut off cleanly by one of John’s obsidian blades. She screamed loudly, his blood spraying across her face. Dean gripped his wrist, yelling out and staring at John in shock. 

“What the hell are you doing?!” Dean’s voice seemed to change, like there was an unexpected change, true bewilderment.

"Shut up." John said darkly, grabbing Dean by his hair and pulling him away from her.

"John, stop!" She cried, taking a step forward. Her knees buckled under her, dropping down to the floor once again.

He looked at her then, eyes black as midnight. He had the blade against Dean's throat, a strong grip on his hair.

"This is your fault, (Y/N). All of this was your fault." His voice had become deeper, the sound of the reverb off the walls made her ears ring.

"Hey, this wasn't part of the deal." Dean glared up, trying to keep John's knife away, failing to do so.

"It doesn't matter." His father said, "You're going to die and she won't help you. She can't. Because she's weak. I told you that love would be the death of you. Take you away from what really mattered." Then, John slit Dean's throat, his eyes never breaking contact from hers.

Some of (Y/N)'s senses seemed to shut down then. She couldn't hear the shrill scream that escaped her throat. Her body numbed, no longer able to feel the insufferable heat of the room, or the grime that had taken over body.

Watching as the blood flowed from Dean's neck, she had become utterly broken. Dean's wide eyes, still shocked, stared into hers as he sputtered. His remaining hand pressed to his neck to keep the blood from coming out to no avail. With a blood curdling huk, he fell to the floor, convulsive and pale. And then he was dead. Her senses came back when John threw the blade on the ground, the volcanic glass shattering around her.

"No...." She sobbed, "No, no, no..." She crawled, ignoring the cuts on her hands from the shards of black, taking Dean's head in her lap. She could feel the last of his life blood soaking into her clothes. Even as it grew cold, the blood burned against her skin like it was searing into her soul. This was her fault. All her fault. She should have stopped him but John was right. She was too weak.

"Are you happy now?" John's voice was raspy with anger. Grabbing a fist full of her hair, he forced her to look up at his eyes. They were black, an endless void, her own reflection stared back at her.

This was the first time she had seen herself since arriving in Hell. She was gaunt, eyes sunken into her sockets. Her skin covered in grime and dried blood, blood that had crusted and matted into her hair. She was dirty and disgusting. Just like how she felt inside.

"You got anything else smart to say, little girl?" He spat.

(Y/N) held tight to the flannel that covered Dean's corpse, prepared for whatever John deemed fit of filth like her.

But that didn't mean she couldn't piss him off some more.

"Just a thought..." She took a deep breath in, "You went on a while demon hunting binge in Mary's name. But look what you've done to her children, all you had left of her. Why didn't you just grieve, John?" She smiled, "After years of healing, you would have looked at your children and saw her in them. Her laugh coming from Sam's lips as you tickled him. Her smile on Dean's face when you teach him how to play catch." She inhaled sharply when John's fingers tightening their hold, pulling her upwards to silence her.

"Shut up."

"I figured you out." She hummed, "It was never about Mary. It was about you taking control of a situation you weren't ready for. So you prepped yourself and your children for a fight that would kill you, all of you. You selfish son of a bitch."

"That's it. I've had enough of your mouth." John kneeled down, grabbing a shard of glass and holding it to her lips, "Think I might start taking your tongue when you first wake up from now on. It'll be music to my ears hearing your scream." He pulled his arm back to strike but the room seemed to change. The doorway opened abruptly, bright light filling the frame.

John’s squinted, shielding his eyes with his free arm, still keeping a tight grip on her: “What in the hell-” 

“You’ve been a bad boy, Johnny. And, quite frankly, you’re starting to piss me off.” Even though the light burned her eyes, they opened wide at the familiar voice. 

Meg?

The demon appeared suddenly, shielding their eyes from the light. In her hands was a large baseball bat wrapped in barbed wire. She swung, cracking John across the face. His grip on her head loosened enough for her to jerk away while. Meg gave her a wink, then called towards the door: “I’ll keep big guy occupied, get outta here!”

Just as she was being saved, her eyes lolled shut from exhaustion and blood loss. The last things she felt was a searing pain on her shoulder and a light cooling feeling. 

-

Out of the corner of Dean’s eye, he saw the door to the abandoned house swing open. Castiel staggered out, his tan trench coat covered in soot and burn patches. Dean turned baby over just as the angel opened the door and fell into the front seat. 

Cas took deep breaths, his arms crossed tightly over his chest like he was holding something in. 

“Hurry.” He grumbled deeply. Dean pressed his foot down on the gas, peeling out on the gravel of the backstreet. 

“Where’s Meg?” He asked, glancing from his friend to the road.

“Busy making the diversion.” The demon woman suddenly appeared in the backseat, holding a bloody bat in her lap. Dean slightly appreciated the fact that Meg didn’t put the bloody bat directly on the leather.  She blew out air, blowing a piece of hair out of her face. 

-

Once getting to Bobby’s place, they went downstairs into the panic room where they had been keeping the coffin that held (Y/N)’s corpse. Castiel had gone down alone, leaving Meg, Dean, and Bobby upstairs. 

“How’s Hell?” Dean asked from the recliner chair. 

Meg sighed, crossing her arms over her chest and leaning on the entryway of the living room: “Bit gloomy.” She glanced at the old man in the wheelchair that was glaring at her intensely: “Whaddya say, Hotwheels? How about we let bygones be bygones?” 

Bobby only cocked his shotgun, used exclusively for salt, in response. 

“Fair enough.” Meg shrugged. All their attention turned to Castiel who appeared silently on the other side of the room. 

Dean stood up anxiously: “Is she okay?” 

He sighed, “It will take time for her body to fully heal. She has been decomposing for five months.” 

“Yeah, thanks for the lovely air freshener, by the way.” Bobby said gruffly. 

“I gotta tell you. Getting her out wasn’t easy.” Meg said, “Your dad fights dirty.” 

Dean blinked, narrowing his eyes at the demon, “What?” 

The demon raised her eyebrows, “Did feather-butt not tell you?” 

Dean’s eyes turned to Castiel who still had a raggedness about him, “What the hell is she talking about?” 

“Dean, it’s complicated-” 

“How-How is it complicated?” Dean walked up to the angel, “Was...” He paused, feeling the weight of what he was about to say. It felt like one ton weights on his shoulders, dragging him down to the floor, back to Hell.

“Was my dad torturing her?” His voice was softer than he intended, mostly because his voice almost gave out. Castiel didn’t say anything, but his eyes told Dean everything he wanted to know. 

Without another word, Dean shoved past Castiel and towards the panic room. He slammed the door shut, his shoulders rising and falling sharply from his heavy breathing. He took a chair that had been beside the casket, throwing it across the room with an angry shout. Fingers tugging at his hair as he slid down the wall and onto the concrete floor. How could it be possible that his dad was a torturer in Hell? How could he give up? How could he do these terrible things? Dad wasn’t....

Even he knew saying dad wasn’t like that was wrong. But even now, even all these years later... Dean couldn’t admit to himself the things that he father did were wrong. So many years blaming himself for his punishments. That he deserved the bruises and the beatings. 

-

When (Y/N) opened her eyes again she was in darkness, she tried to sit up only for her forehead to make contact with the top of whatever she was in. The thought dawned on her then that she was in a coffin, her heartbeat accelerating at the fear that John had buried her alive. She started beating on the wood, screaming at the top of her lungs. 

“LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT!” The new fear was that the lid was taken off, waiting for John to grab her and drag her out and back onto the slab. But instead she was met by Dean and Sam’s concerned faces. 

“Dean...” She sat up quickly, even if it caused her to feel woozy and nauseous, wrapping her arms around Dean’s neck. The same neck she had seen split open in a bloom of red. 

“Is he coming back?” She whispered, “Because I don’t think I can do this anymore...” Dean shared a glance with his brother, then hid his face in her hair. He didn’t want Sam to see the tears in his his, he didn’t want Sam to know what their father had done. 

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Fic Writer Questions!

Thanks for the tag @venhedish dont mind if I do darlin'! Loved reading your answers too!

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

17 and I started May 2020

2) What's your total AO3 word count?

84,430! Sooooo close to that 100k milestone I just need to get off my writing hiatus since I have a beefy one shot WIP and a couple kink-meme prompt fills started that will get me to the finish line!

3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

On Ao3/as an adult, just Supernatural.

4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Well Jung – This was my first and I’m still super surprised it took off so well considering all the head-hopping. I also hadn’t written fiction since high school so it’s pretty technically rough!

I Can’t Forget the Time and Place Where We Just Met – Who doesn’t love a good old-fashioned double amnesia fic! This was a SPN Masquerade fill and it was super fun to write!

Kiss the Cook – Another SPN Masquerade fill inspired by Dean in an apron in S15. Kitchen fucking is fun fucking!

Iodine and Stitches – 3/5 SPN Masquerade fills that I did fall 2020. Seriously such a fun event to participate in I cant recommend it enough. This is one my only fics with a serious tone throughout which is tough for this clown.

Double Jeopardy – Written for my buddy after finding out she has an intelligence kink! Cut to us giggling about Sam losing his damn mind when he plays Jeopardy with clever Dean!

5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Listen…I can’t fully express how much comments give me LIFE! I want to know what you liked about my silly musings, I want to know your fav part, I want to know that I gave you a boner! I'll take a button smash, I'll take an emoticon. Anything, everything! I make a point to always respond back to show my appreciation for people taking time out of their day to make my day.

6) What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

Without a shadow of a doubt Yesterday Don’t Matter if It’s Gone about what would happen if Sam and Dean hooked up during Mystery Spot and exacerbated Sam’s downward spiral during the months of Tuesdays. I write a lot of humour and this sucker is humourless PLUS has an unhappy ending! Weeee!

8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you've written?

Never have but not opposed to the idea.

9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Nope, I’ve been pretty fortunate but I also write pretty tame shit. So if I start dabbling more in the archive warnings it may change. I do have a fun multichap wincestiel non-con WIP in the works 😈

10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

AHAHAHAHAHA I’d say a good 90-95% of my 84k wordcount is smut! All M/M all explicit! Fun times over at Casa Scissors 😏. I do have some upcoming stuff that’s more plot heavy though which I’m looking forward to.

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I fucking hope not that would be a big bummer.

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes! And as a noob I had to pinch myself, it still fucking blows my mind! A lovely Ao3 user Yigelulu translated I Can’t Forget the Time and Place Where We Just Met into Chinese. It was so incredibly cool to see my words in another language and a great honour that they liked my fic enough to put in all that work!

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yup! Turn Your Head and Cough with my budbud Wearingdeantoprom. Dean gets his prostate rubbed for the first time at the doctors office.

14) What's your all time favorite ship?

Wincest wincest all the wincest! My brain is infected and there is no cure! I am a pro-shipper though ship and let ship my dudes. I also dabble in wincestiel and LOVE any combination of winkline and may write it one day. I don’t really read much from other fandoms. I’ve read some George/Fred (I like brother fucking ok?) and I love me some Jess Mariano/Dean Forester over in the Gilmore Girls camp (the perfect enemies to lovers) but its unfortunately such a small ship. Any souls reading this who like those ships, please drop any recs into my box!

15) What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?

Anything I am passionate about I will finish. I’ve only killed one thing because I got bored with it but I posted my fav part for a fic challenge. I hate not having something to show for my spent time (I know it's a hobby but it's the principle damnit!) and I hate unfinished things. Those damn little ao3 red circles haunt me 🚫

16) What are your writing strengths?

Christ uhhh I’ll say I’m most consistently praised in comments for my dialogue and it’s what always flows the smoothest for me. I think my humour is also a strength, it comes very naturally when I write which is why I have a hard time keeping it out of my fics! Times are tough I just wanna make y’all giggle ok?

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

Frankly, my greatest weakness is that I don’t take it seriously enough to look at my past writing critically for improvement. I also write (non-fiction) for my job and had extensive training to do so, so when its for this hobby I honestly whip it out, edit a couple times, and slap it up ‘good enough’ styles and I don’t go back to re-read once posted. I think if I looked back, I could see lots of opportunities for improvement and could go from a fine writer to a good writer. I’d also say that I’ve written pretty fun fluffy cracky smutty stuff so I guess another weakness is a lack of depth of plot and subject matter. I do want to explore this stuff more though.

18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

My concern is if you don’t speak the language fluently, then native speakers reading your fic might feel a big disconnect if you get colloquialisms and euphemism etc. incorrect. It could take them out of your fic if its not authentic enough. I don’t speak any other language fluently so it would END BADLY. I can speak and read French VERY POORLY and that’s it so no, I will never write in another language unless its jibberish I invented myself!

19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?

The only fanfic I wrote before SPN last year was a handful of super cracky, gen Gundam Wing fanfiction in high school!! They are on a broken USB stick which kills me I want to read them so badly! All my other creative writing was original fiction mainly horror/thrillers. I stopped when I started my undergrad cause...that shit is a lot of work yo.

20) What's your favorite fic you've written?

My first love is my first baby Well Jung. I love the plot, I love the humour in it, I love the heart, and it’s still some of my fav sex I’ve written. And the title makes me giggle too who doesn’t love a bad pun? I'm so thrilled it was so successful but it would still be my favourite even if 3 people read it. It made me rediscover writing as a hobby and helped me explore this wonderful (yet insane) fandom. I love all my babies and I even think the writing is stronger in other fics, but he will always be #1 in my heart.

OK this was fun I love talking about fic writing! If any of you read my stuff and want to know more, hit me with an ask; I love making new frans! Tagging @oddsocksandstuff @samanddeaninpanties @raidens-realm I think my other writer mutuals have been tagged by Ven!