#rae likes chuuya

[rae-writes]

all for you...

Dazai x twin!reader

wc : 1.k

warnings : angst, ambiguous ending, major character death [not reader or Dazai], blood, implied prior emotional/physical/[light] sexual abuse

synopsis : "I don't want to play this part but I do, all for you"

a/n : I...apologize for this

“Well now…this is quite the mess to clean up…” 

The splattered blood on the wall had begun to drip, sliding down the wood slowly and splashing onto the floor with faint ‘pit, pit’ echoes. There was an eerie, ringing, silence to the air and a tension that felt suffocating.

Something shifted when Mori turned to look at the two children who just witnessed the murder— they were no older than fourteen. 

“You twins are my witnesses…from now on, I will be the new boss of the Port Mafia, and the two of you…will stay by my side.”

Fukuzawa Yukichi and Mori Ogai sat at a small, cherry-wood table that was decorated with a glass china set for the tea they were talking over; it would’ve been a rather amusing sight, if the conversation topic hadn’t been so serious. 

While they both performed their positions as head of their respective organizations diligently- and extremely well- it was no secret that they were each getting higher up in their years. They thought it best to discuss who would potentially be taking over once they were retired together, as it would help maintain their mutual agreement between said organizations. 

“Your best candidate is Doppo Kunikida, is it not? I was fairly certain it was him who was acting in your stead whenever you could not.”

You and Chuuya stood directly behind Mori, with a small handful of your subordinates a couple of feet away; similarly, Fukuzawa had Kunikida and Dazai behind him, with the rest of the agency’s core members on standby. The two heads didn’t really need them here, as they could very well handle themselves against one another, however by this point, it was more or less a tradition. 

“That is correct. What about you? Surely you’re going to pick from your pool of executives, aren’t you?” 

There it was. That nauseous dread pooling in the pit of your stomach. It sunk into your bones, forcing a cold sweat to the surface of your skin as, instinctively, your flight or fight response tried to take over. 

“Actually, that’s what I wanted to talk to you about.”

The sounds around you grow muffled so suddenly it makes your head spin and the scenery melts down into a memory of the executive meeting held a week ago.

“Do not mistake my words. I will continue as the Port Mafia’s head until it is apparent I am no longer able to fulfill my role; even then, my presence will not just disappear. This is my home and the organization I’ve dedicated my life to. I’m simply implying that we will need a suitable replacement when that time comes.” 

Rae glanced at Chuuya, finding him to be exactly who Mori was looking for. There was no one else in the room, or even the entire Port Mafia for that matter, who would be better suited to take over the position as boss. 

“And Dazai Osamu shall be just the person to do so.” 

No matter how sickening the feeling of fear and dread can be, anger will always be the secondary emotion. Even if that anger doesn’t last, it festers somewhere deep inside someone and builds until it’s crawling throughout their whole body— and suddenly it’s controlling them. It’s what takes over their mind like a parasite until it’s moving their legs, their fingers, their hands; until it acts on all those…scenarios in a person’s mind that were never meant to be born- that were only supposed to stay as impulsive thoughts. It’s then that the entire world a person experiences can be flipped upside down and drowned in the raging tides their anger brought. 

It was that anger that had your body moving on autopilot while you just…watched. Like you were a prisoner in your own mind, watching something on the tv screen. 

Your feet took a few steps forward before your hand was reaching for Mori’s teacup and slamming it on the edge of the table, shattering the glass. It left one big shard in your grasp. Your free hand had come up to the back of his head, fingers tangling in the long strands of black hair before yanking, forcing him to look at you with an exposed neck. 

When his red-purple hues met yours, your movements became your own. A gasp tore from your throat as you took in the sight in front of you, ragged breathing making you tremble. It was now that you were able to consciously think about your actions. 

And you thought about Osamu. 

You thought about everything he had to go through— everything Mori forced him to go through. 

You thought about that shine he had in his eyes that dulled over the years, only returning when he’d escaped Mori and the Port Mafia. You thought about the night he left, the way he cried over Odasaku and the way he cried about not wanting to leave you; you’d never seen him cry before. You thought about the hope in his eyes as you helped him leave and the genuine smile he’d given you two years later when you saw him again in the Agency. 

You thought about Mori’s sick, twisted version of affection— or ‘love’ as he called it sometimes. About the way he treated the two of you. The way he talked, manipulated, used, touched the two of you. 

As you gazed into the eyes of your tormentor- the man who was planning to drag your brother back to the darkness that had already consumed you- all that was swimming in those devil eyes was some warped version of pride; of satisfaction. 

His voice echoed in your mind, words he didn’t even need to voice aloud because he’d engrained them into you, seeping disgustingly- permanently- into your core. 

‘If I cannot have Osamu, I will gladly have you instead, my precious Y/n.’ 

With steady hands, though a trembling heart, you forced the broken piece of china into the flesh of Mori’s neck. And with a chilling cry, you dragged it across the entire expanse of his throat; his blood was now coating your face. 

It would’ve been a rather amusing sight- the horror plastered across everyone’s faces…if the situation hadn’t been so serious. 

“He…he was going to ask Osamu to be the next boss…and I couldn’t— I wouldn’t let him. Not you, Osamu.” Your voice cracked as you looked over at your brother, heart clenching when he looked at you with such…mortification. “Anyone but you.” 

And Osamu thought back to you. 

He thought back to all those times your eyes darkened in rage whenever Mori did something to him. He thought back to how you’d always yell at Mori for hurting him, whether physically or mentally. He thought back to the nights you promised him you’d help him shove down that darkness Mori festered in him. He thought about the promise you made him when he left the mafia: the promise that you’d be the one to kill Mori for what he’d done to the two of you. 

As he gazed into the eyes of his twin sibling- standing with blood on their face after just repeating the cycle, all for him- he could see the fear of what you’d just done. The determination to be better than Mori...and the love. Love for him. 

He should’ve known, his heart screams. He should’ve known this would happen, that you’d snap. He should’ve stopped you, he should’ve talked to you, he should’ve been there for you, because now—

. . .

After a haunting moment of ringing silence, the only person who dares to move is Chuuya Nakahara; the redhead kneels, sliding his hat off as he bows his head, “All hail the new Port Mafia boss, Dazai Y/n.”

[iridescentdove]

RIZZING CHUUYA.

chuuya nakahara x @theninthholder (rae)

A/N: Here is a small gift for my newest friend, Rae! I hope you love this as much as I enjoyed making it <3

It was not a very quiet day, for sure ...

CHUUYA for once – did not expect this to happen. Okay look, he loved his girlfriend dearly. With all of his heart, he'd almost literally give up his life in the Port Mafia for her because she was just so ... endearing to him.

Yet he was not prepared for RAE to straight up walk into his office casually and begin flirting.

Awkward enough, his face was already flushed from the amount of affection he was receiving – but still, how would you expect him to stay still?! She was teasing him so much ...

"H- Hey, what are you doing?!" CHUUYA exclaims, his face almost the same color as his hair. He was sat in his chair, hat in his hands as RAE came up close ...

She smiles down at him innocently. He was silently praying she wouldn't have gotten any closer – well after all, his heart had begun beating faster the moment she kept getting closer. He is very close to being absolutely deceased. Yet, the ginger couldn't help but admire RAE up close ...

She's the embodiment of perfect.

Simple flaws didn't matter. And instead, that's what made humans – her life, most endearing to him.

"Hey~ you know ..." She leans down, her dark, mesmerizing brown eyes staring into his own blue ones. He almost felt shy if that was the case.

CHUUYA still refused to pull his eyes away, however. Why would he even do that? His girlfriend was obviously, too pretty to look away from. She was grinning at him, albeit a little teasingly, but still rather cute.

"Even if there was no gravity on earth, i'd still fall for you."

With the obviously pun-intended pickup line, RAE held in a small laugh at his reaction. The tip of his ears also turned red, and he felt his own stomach began fluttering with butterflies – a warm feeling that spun itself into his heart.

Good God, is this what it felt like to be flirted with? Well, for once, he wasn't complaining one bit.

RAE leans down a bit more, remaining with a smile.

"Your face is really red, Chuu. Just like my heart, in which, beats endlessly for you and craves your love." Feelibg confident, she loved seeing his face whilst flirting – reaching up ever so slightly to caress his head.

And well, whose complaining? CHUUYA is just that hot, man. Even his girlfriend, well especially her, wouldn't be able to resist. His heart pounds – looking up at her with slightly parted lips. He looks down again, in embarrassment. "What's gotten into you?"

She merely coos at his adorable expression, pulling away a bit. "Nothing, i'm just falling so hard for you." Nonchalantly, RAE hears a slight groan come out of his lips.

But she knew damn well he was enjoying this.

And well – what's flirting without rizzing up the man. She wiggles her eyebrows with a suggestive expression, and leans in towards his ear ...

"Are you my future? Because my parents always tell me to focus on you."

NOT THE PARENTAL RIZZ

CHUUYA just sighed, grabbing her hand – deep blue eyes drifting over her entire face. He admired it, really. Despite how flustered he seemed from the flirting, he always found her beautiful no matter how she did it.

Silently, he says nothing as he pulled RAE into his lap, his chin finding itself resting on her shoulder. Work can just wait.

She didn't expect the sudden display of affection, and found her own cheeks turning red slightly. Although feeling a bit awkward now that her advances were taken against her.

Oh, but did she like it? Absolutely.

CHUUYA just felt a small smile curl upon his lips, as he kept her in his arms without a single word. Yet, he didn't need to. His actions have spoken loud enough to be heard. And RAE had understood it more than anything.

"Now, shut up and let me kiss you." He held onto both of her upper arms, flipping her over with care. She seemed to be somewhat taken aback by this comment – questioning herself whether it was simply a pickup line ... or if he would kiss her.

Heat creeps up to RAE's cheeks as he felt him lean closer. So it was the latter, after all. The executive chuckles quietly, his voice deep and somewhat – raspy, yet gentle.

He kept holding onto her yet, slowly using his free, gloved hand to cup her cheek. His eyes glint down at her playfully.

"You won't get out of this one, darlin'."

[acornwinter]

النعمة تنمو بشكل أفضل في فصل الشتاء

//Winter -> They/Them, Nonbinary, Lesbian.

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!About me! My likes: Cats!Genshin impact, Honkai Star Rail, Bungou Stray Dogs, Red velvet cake, My moots, Snow! Winter weather, candy, astrology, astronomy, psychology, law + government, forensics, true crime Dislikes: alcohol, sticky summer heat, mushrooms

Genshin UID: 618670674

My favorite characters: DOTTORE, Wriothsley, FURINA, NILOU, Yelan, MAVUIKA (Genshin)

Osamu Dazai, Chuuya Nakahara, Jouno Saigiku (BSD)

Penelope Eckhart (Villains are destined to Die)

Claire François, Rae Taylor (I’m in love with the villainess)

Alastor, Lucifer (Hazbin Hotel)

DR RATIO, AVENTURINE, JING YUAN, BOOTHILL, Sunday, Robin, March 7th, KAFKA, FEIXIAO (HSR)

GOJO, GETO, Shoko, Sukuna (JJK) - - - Masterlist

[mrskurono]

Okay okay, mama here I am with my self ship *drumroll*

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Rae x Chuuya (bsd)

You know I'm shit with thinking about hcs myself but....I feel like Chuuya would be all about scented candles and decorating the INSIDE of the house for Christmas. Like he doesn't want to bother at all about outside stuff cuz that's a pain. But sitting in the livingroom with some candles going and a corny Christmas movie on seems about right to me. I can't see him going all out with like "buzzing with the holiday spirit" out in public but like a lot of it is inside and stays that way haha

Not to mention, he thinks that a good Christmas gift involves his body in some way. Like he dresses up his cock with a pretty ribbon and says that's your present

But oddly he's actually good at getting gifts that isn't of his body

MY WIFE'S NEW SELF SHIP EVERYONE HEUHEU YOU LIKE CHUUYA DON'T YA HUN???

Ok joking aside - Chuuya just seems to have a strong draw towards cinnamon scents? Is it bc they're red? And his hairs red? We may never know. And he decorated outside once but then Dazai commented on it and told him it looked good and Chuuya decided to never decorate outside ever again bc god forbid Dazai talk to him while he's home/in his safe space.

He puts a tiny bunch of poinsettias in his hat at the beginning of December and leaves them there all month don't @ me

Also the bit that he thinks he's a magnificent gift himself sounds around right. But we both know you're gonna untie that ribbon on his pretty dick so don't know what you're doing hiding that with tiny text 😏 He'll also convince you to fuck under the Christmas tree on Christmas eve and RIP when your kid finds mommy NOT with Santa

Alright since I did Atsushi already, I guess I'll do my other one. My Akutagawa self ship...Akutagawa doesn't like Christmas at all until it's our first Christmas. A curmudgeon at heart he can't fend it off the moment we decorate the tree. Something about that just, really sticks with him and becomes very real suddenly to him. Spends an awful amount of time then staring at said tree throughout the month. But it's less creepy when the colorful lights reflect off his eyes and he just kinda zones out content. Akutagawa is shit at gifts though. Unless it's painted out in bold he is either a gift card guy or a "you like this food I bought 10 lbs of it" kind of guy. The thought never counts but the amount of times he wants to cuddle through the month makes up for it.

Let's talk self ships! • #selfshipsaturday baby!

[stariwrites]

👀👀👀👀 Ship your moots

Alright I’m putting this under a readmore because I’m going to try and include all of my moots so let’s see how I do. They’re going to be split up half and half so this is the first half. I’m determined also I may have gone overboard but it’s chill

Edit: adding more here!

@dabitdabi Keigo for sure, they’d be so powerful it would be insane😩, he’d be so cute and flustered and Cheshire is such a sweetheart he’d practically drop everything for her if she needed it. The type of couple who compliment each other, she’d remind him to take care of himself and make sure he knows that shes somebody he can depend on/talk to at the end of the day. And he’ll take care of her too, make sure he remembers her favorite food, flower, blanket you name it he’ll remember.

@sleepyrintaro (ik you’re on a hiatus love but I wanted to include you too) Kuroo, another absolute unit. When I tell you they’re both geniuses and when they’re together they’re either the most intelligent people or have one brain cell shared and there’s no in between, there’s no in between. Rin is amazing and is so kind/has such a big heart the two of them would have so much fun together and be so fun to be around. Kuroo would love hearing about psychology and it would basically turn into talking about hyperfixations going back and forth.

@rukunas Sukuna hands down. Rue is so sweet and has the best vibes and I feel like Sukuna would be drawn to that. The soft but only for you trope definitely comes into play here. Sukuna would look so intimidating and tease Rue but then get flustered half way through. King of curses or not he can be really intimidating one minute but as soon as you need him he’s instantly like ‘what’s wrong baby what happened?’ (Basically the Gordon Ramsey with kids vs with adults comes into play here).

@kkodzvken Dabi or Toga, Lune is a sweetheart and I feel like both Dabi and Toga would look at them and instantly think ‘I want to protect them.’ This relationship would be very cute in its own way because they’d all watch out for each other. Dabi would smile so fondly it would be a crime, but if he’s ever called out on it he would 100% deny it and you can’t convince me otherwise. He’d let Lune wear his coat around if they wanted to. With Toga, she’d do skin care (if you wanted to) and would adore shopping dates! Loves cuddling and just snuggling up to you too!

@katslutski I cannot stress this enough: Nanami Kento. They both value independence and Nanami would take care of you if you needed it. He’d love chilling and watching movies or reading quietly with Kat and nobody can convince me otherwise. Slow dancing in a kitchen would be a must at least once. They’d have separate apartments but spend a lot of time at the others. He’d send texts from time to time asking how she is and would enjoy making dinner together with her. Nothing relaxes him more than the time they have together. Kat is so fun to talk to and is honestly amazing and so is Nanami so they would for sure have the best convos too.

@pupimouto Chuuya hands down. Babi is honestly amazing and Chuuya would be so enamored. He’d also have the thought of ‘Must protect.’ Adores her, the red and pink aesthetic for sure. He’d get into a fight if anybody looked at her the wrong way. If there’s a bad day he’d be there to hold her close to her and reassure her and if she kisses him or holds his hand/tells him she loves him? Gone he has ascended, he’ll smile for the rest of the day.

@oilivia Oikawa. Liv deserves the best and who is Oikawa if he doesn’t provide? Their relationship is super fun, he’d listen to her playlists and playfully tease her a bit but it’s all in good fun. (He makes sure not to go too far and cross a line) the type of relationship where they both bicker playfully, but also have really deep convos. They also balance each other out and help each other to either break out of their shell or relax and just focus on the present. Communication between them is amazing, they make it look so easy. Both of them are able to confide in the other knowing it’s a safe space and there will be no judgement. Oikawa also loves to fluster her in public by calling her cute pet names.

@bakugohoex Jean Kirschtein, they’re able to be independent but also comes together. The best friends before being lovers type of thing. Ria is amazing and Jean would be there to hang out with her and makes sure to call her beautiful everyday. He adores the little domestic moments the most and would love hearing about her day and would check in throughout the day with ‘Hey baby how are you doing?’ Attentive and he’s a very good listener. They’d both work so well together! He seems like the type to theorize movies and so they’d both exchange their own and see who’s closer to what’s actually going on.

@chaos-night *deep inhale* ATSUHIRO SAKO please they’d be so perfect I’m not even kidding! He’d take up ballroom dancing lessons so they could dance in the kitchen and their relationship would be so soft and wholesome. Chaos is a wonderful person and is a great listener as well as fun to talk to so they would both revel in each other’s presence. Atsuhiro would shower her in praise all the time. He’d adore her so much and everyday would fall a little more in love with her. King of romantic dates whether it’s extravagant or just hanging out and watching movies either way he adores it. Will hold her close to his chest as they sleep whispering how much he loves her and how lucky he is to be with her.

@raes-still-rambling the sweetest I can’t even articulate. Tamaki Amajiki they would work so well together. He’d find so much comfort in them. His favorite would be if they just cuddled together and watched a movie. He isn’t big on romance but he’d put his all into it regardless. Loves holding their hand and would smile softly whenever he sees her. They’d definitely have a cuddling playlist and he’d show them he loves them through small actions

@m-mortimer Christa and Ymir 100%. Izzie has such a big heart and I feel like she’d fit into this dynamic so well! They’d both take care of her, Ymir has strong mommy dom energy and would make sure both her girls are doing well. They would all live the cottage core lesbian dream I guarantee you. Would dance around and just have a lot of laughs together, making flower crowns would be an absolute must. They’d all take care of each other and would help if any of them got into a bad headspace. This relationship would feel like a home.

@deludedimagines Levi Ackerman, Sorcha has to be one of the coolest people ever and who better to match that energy than Humanity’s Strongest. Their relationship would be comfort. Both of them would find solace in each other whether it be making tea late at night to playing games in the morning. The two of them would work so well together, completely content to dwell in the comfortable silence they’ve created. They’d also clean together with soft music playing in the background and Levi can’t get enough of it. Their relationship is full of understanding one another. The phrase/lyrics “Life is not the things that we do it’s who we’re doing them with” very much applies here.

@fuwushiguro Toji Fushiguro no questions asked. The most interesting and fun relationship ever, Venus is a goddess and is so kind/compassionate Toji would start out being like ‘I have no intention of falling in love’ and then before he knows it he’s in love. Would protect her no matter what, they would have amazing stories. Their life would be like a movie. He’d hold her and in the soft moments tell her how much he loves her and how he feels complete with them together. He’s the type to use action instead of words so if he sees her sad? He’s off to get ice cream and put on her favorite comfort movie. He grumbles about her making him soft but when she just gives him a smile and says he likes it he can’t help but smile fondly, he can’t argue with that.

@fushigurocockslut Mahito, they too have a fun relationship. Tessa is one of the chillest people I’ve ever had the joy of knowing and her and Mahito would be so chaotic im living for it. They share one brain cell and it’s to wreak total havoc, both of them have the friendship dynamic down to the point where people have to ask if they’re dating or just close friends. Mahito loves spending time with her and they both would absolutely prank the hell out of Nanami. Also they’d find/have the coolest hang outs to chill and listen to music, eat snacks and vibe. Although they may be chaotic they’d also have really chill moments where they would just relax and stargaze. The two of them could talk about everything and anything.

@doinmybesthere Shoto Todoroki. Emme has a huge heart with so much love and she deserves to receive all that love back and more. Shoto is not big on pda, but behind closed doors he loves intimacy. In the quiet moments of just waking up he’d kiss her forehead with a groggy ‘Good morning love’ their dynamic is ‘Two sweethearts in a room they might love each other unconditionally’ and then they did. Slow dancing in the kitchen? Absolutely. Shoto is also attentive and adores Emme’s beautiful singing voice, on bad nights he loves nothing more than to feel her fingers in his hair and hear her voice as he drifts off. If the roles are reversed he holds her to his chest and hums softly while rubbing soothing circles against her back. Their relationship is wholesome and they bring out the best in each other.

@izukine Takemichi for sure. Both would try and protect the other and they’d both be flustered by the other since they’d both of the thought process of ‘Theyre so cute my heart feels like it’s about to burst’ Liyah is so friendly and awesome and I feel like Takemichi would be drawn to that. Whether it be walking around or just chilling both of them would just like the time they spend together. Every time Takemichi sees her he instantly perks up and has a cute smile on his face. Their relationship holds solid communication and trust.

@cupcake-rogue Bakugou Katsuki without question. King of making sure Star is taken care of and has a soft spot for her. Everybody makes fun of him for it, but he doesn’t care. Star would mean the world to him and knowing that he comes home to see her face would relax him and keep him calm. He loves holding her in his arms and if she runs her fingers through his scalp he’s gone. Instantly falls asleep. Uses actions over words so he’ll make sure he has her favorite foods/drinks stalked in the fridge. If he notices it’s a bad day he’ll ask how he can make it better. The two of them would have a relationship that’s all about care.

@nomadmilk Kirishima Eijirou both of them take care of each other and have so much fun together. Matching outfits? Sure. Cute couple photos? Absolutely! They’re the definition of couple aesthetic/goals. Love being affectionate, it doesn’t matter if they’re in public or not. Kirishima will constantly praise Noma and be like ‘that’s my baby!’ Whenever you do something. He loves supporting you and if you ever comfort him/do the same he’ll be so happy. Loves to hold and cuddle Noma a lot. Both of them together would radiate so much love they both deserve wonderful things.

If I didn’t get to you this round just you wait cause tomorrow is part 2

[frozcnlight]

@azaleastormcd​​ asked: 1. When did you create your muse?

20 asks for OC writers. - still accepting

Note: I apologize in advance. I noticed that I misread the ask when I already was already at over 400 words in my explanation... :’)

I created Miran long time ago, alongside with the second draft of her older brother ‘Sehun Lee’, who was an OC for the Korean otome game ‘Mystic Messenger’ ( hence why they are South Korean ),. It was quickly clear to me, that I want to give him a little sister, however, back then she was supposed to be the dead sibling and she was still called ‘Mi-Rae’. Months passed in which I RPed Sehun and there and then during work, I thought really hard how to fit Miran into his story if being alive.

There was even a time where she was supposed to be more villainish and like, a real bitch. A woman who was stuck into a wheel chair because of an accident that had happened to the two siblings. Sehun being forced to lie about what happened back then, because his sister forced him to. Tho, I soon realized that I let myself get too much inspired by ‘Black Rock Shooter’ that I have had watched like a long time ago - and quickly threw away that idea as well however. The picture of Miran being somebody manipulative - I liked it, but it somehow didn’t fit to me. Especially because Sehun was supposed the manipulative and villainish one already.

Then there there was the idea, where she lived with their other relatives in France, but that was thrown away so much quicker than the first idea.

After like one or two years I planned to change the whole history of the Lee family. Back then still a family with normal money situation, I really wanted to give them a hotel and make them to a rich family because… yeah, I’m unsure why actually. But I don’t regret that decision tbh.

With the growth of number of the Lee siblings ( I added Yejun and with Strelitzia ( Mira’s OC ) the four were complete ), I really wanted to add ‘Mi-Rae’ as well. However, I remembered her name wrong and that’s how she became ‘Miran’, LOL.

For her personality I got really inspired by the Protagonist of the game ‘God Eater 3’ and at first I wanted to inspire her verses after the game too. But it didn’t fit to her rich life style and because the whole experimentation, being imprisoned and treated like a monster-thing reminded me too much of Chuuya ( back then I already consided her more as an OC for BSD ). So that idea was quickly thrown away as well and yeah… I just came up with something much more fitting.

Miran was mentioned in RPs I had before rather often already as a hard-working woman who has barely any time. So yeah, thats how she came to be… just that she now has more time… and I just realized that this ask says ‘WHEN’ I created my muse, not ‘HOW’, wth.

Uhm… I think she was first mentioned around June, 2017 and I started RPing her on August, 31st 2019? :’)

[chuuyaaf]

The King and His Mother

Hi~ I’m Ramona, new mod here! You can call me Mona or Rae. I’ll be helping admin Kat and Donut out with requests. This is actually a drabble I wrote a few days ago. Enjoy~ <3

“Chuuya,” I called through his office door, “I’m coming in.” I entered the room, despite not getting an answer. I know he’s in here. And I was right. He’s slumped in the office chair behind his desk. In front of him, lie several empty wine bottles. He looked peaceful… yet so depressed.

“Mom?” He murmured, slowly opening his eyes to see me.

“I know, Chuuya,” I walked over to him, avoiding stepping on the papers and glass shards scattered on the floor. “I know.”

“Mm,” he hummed, nodding off.

“Come on,” I said, as if I was talking to a cornered animal, “let’s get you to your room.” I wrapped my arms around his waist and picked him up. His legs curled around my waist and his arms around my neck.

“Not room,” he mumbled.

“Okay, Chuuya. We won’t go to your room,” I rubbed his back and exited the office, pulling the door closed behind me with my foot. I held him tightly as I walked down the hall to my room, a few doors down from his room… and Dazai’s old room. As we neared, I made sure to keep his face in my neck so he wouldn’t see the door to his room.

We arrived at my door and I opened it. I closed it behind us and made a bee line for my bed. Gently sitting him down, I carefully pulled his coats and vest off his torso and arms and took his shoes off his feet. I turned him sideways and gently pushed him onto his back. Then, I folded the long coat and set it on my desk chair with the vest and cropped coat, placing the shoes on the floor beneath it. I stepped onto the other side of the bed and climbed onto it. I pulled the blankets out from under Chuuya and cover him with them. I turned off the lamp and joined him under the blankets. He seemed to gravitate towards me and ended up curling himself against my chest, like he used to when we were with the Sheep. A smile danced on my lips as I brought one hand up to play with his soft hair and the other around his thin waist.

“I love you, Chuu-chan. I’ll never leave you,” I told him with a loving smile.

“Love you too, Momma,” he replied in a childish tired voice with his face buried in my chest. I pulled him closer and hummed a song I used to sing for him. Not even a full verse in, he fell asleep. I stop humming and kissed the crown of his head.

“I’ll always be with you, Chuuya. Never forget that.” 

[house-of-ocs]

Nina x Chuuya Playlist

A/N:Songs that remind me of Nina and Chuuya

‘Motivation’-Normani

‘All The Ways’-Meghan Trainor

‘Intoxicated’-The Cab

‘Tattooed Heart’-Ariana Grande

‘Heartbeat’-Carrie Underwood

‘Truly Madly Deeply’-Cascada

‘In the Name of Love’-Martin Garrix & Bebe Rexha

‘Never Forget You’-Zara Larsson

‘DNA’-Little Mix

‘Your Love’-Little Mix

‘Nothing Else Matters’-Little Mix

‘Beautiful to Me’-Olly Murs

‘Downtown Girl’-Hot Chelle Rae

‘Kiss You’-One Direction

‘I Do Adore’-Mindy Gledhill

‘You’re So Beautiful’-Empire Cast

‘Never Knew I Needed’-Ne-Yo

‘That’s What I Like’-Bruno Mars

‘Trumpets’-Jason Derulo

‘Like I’m Gonna Lose You’-Meghan Trainor

‘Jai Ho! (You Are My Destiny)’-The Pussycat Dolls & A. R. Rahman

‘ Versace on the Floor’-Bruno Mars

‘Everytime We Touch’-Cascada

‘7 Minutes in Heaven’-Jada Facer

‘Sledgehammer’-Fifth Harmony

‘Holiday’-Little Mix

‘Enough’-Fantasia

‘Sweet Talk’-Samantha Jade

‘Moonlight’-Arianna Grande

I will update this playlist if I find anymore songs that remind me of them. Here’s the link to the YouTube playlist I made

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL40XrM5xAlSr-j3MpQ9a1k2-xjxyIL_ux

[mrskurono]

Was fooling around on SoundCloud and I found an asmr of Chuuya x listener fucking. 😩 and I’m pretty sure it’s with his actual VA???? He uses a vibrator and I- let’s just say I listen to it almost every night 😌😌

Sounds like something @rae-naka-hara would need to inspect as the resident Chuuya simp 😏