#rambling in blunderland

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I have decided that I am,, No longer pursuing sleep lol. If it wants me it can fucking chase me down ò_ó

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Hey!!

Whoever just sent me a mental hug, I received it and I appreciate it! Please accept my affectionate thoughts in return lol

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My everything hurts

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As a lesbian,what is it like to like dick? I need this answer spiritually

Aha, well... To get the spiritual food you need, I hope you don't mind that this got a little long ^^;;

I'll preface this by saying that there are lesbians who like dick as well, it's just that aforementioned dicks are usually attached to women or feminine-aligned folks, yeah~? Not saying that that necessarily applies to you, but it's worth noting. I understand you probably didn't mean any harm, but when you phrase a question like that it can come across as being transmisogynistic or erasing lesbians who date folks with penises. As such, it's important to me to address it first and foremost.

To get to the nitty gritty of the question, though, being in a relationship and doing sexual acts with someone who has a penis is,, pretty much the same as doing that stuff with anyone? By which I mean to say, no matter who you're getting into bed with, no matter what they've got in their pants, you're going to need to work out your boundaries and what you're comfortable doing with them all the same.

Every relationship is unique. Every partner you have is gonna bring different limits, wants, and needs to the table. I can't exactly generalize the experience of loving them based on their genitalia (^^;)ゞ I may as well try and describe what's it like to be into blondes, or people who are shorter than me, or folks who have love handles. Breaking up humanity into groups based on those features or on their private parts is going to yield a far too variable group for me to accurately state that "dating someone who has ___ is going to be like like ___."

As disatisfying as it may be to hear, the only honest answer I can give is that the experience of liking dicks depends on the individual people they're a part of, just like it does for anyone with any set of genitals.

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I'm just gonna make a list of songs that have gotten stuck in my head while I have a mental breakdown because they keep consistently being,, weird, and I find it kind of amusing. So far we've got

"Two Trucks" by Lemon Demon

"Too Many Lemons in my Chicken" by Indy Chicken

"Cats on Mars" by The Seatbelts

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Nyquil got me fucked up

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Some nights, when I'm tired but not enough to sleep, I get a weird sort of energy in my chest and that weird energy is all the dumb shit I wanna say but don't? And while it's v unsexy of me to keep my dumb thoughts inside it's also like maybe a service for the greater good because if I got started I probably wouldn't be able to stop lmao and I forget where I was going with this

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So I've recently been taking the time to actually listen to Hozier's stuff and like. I Get It Now

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That super cool thing where someone touches you in a way that is decidedly Not So Good and you're like "Hey :) No More Of That Please :))" and they do it again and you can feel their touch for hours afterwards :')??