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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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me @ all eruri blogs

get the fuck away from me you have ruined my life and everything it doesnt stand for

#reddsblah #i cant scroll any one of those for more than 5 minutes my heart shatters #how did my blog devolve into this trash #dont get me wrong theyve existed on here and on my FB since 2014 but #i just got whisked away into the dmmd fandom #i dont even draw eruri all that often #because you cant replicate perfection #okay you can i just dont have the skill for it #i dont want to draw them because ill make them ugly and ill make what they are ugly #and now im angry ive wasted whatever was left of my mojo into a dead fandom #my next tattoo is an eruri tattoo #cant regret that shit because the series already wrapped up

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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this one doesnt come off

#tattoo #seiken densetsu #legend of mana #mana tree #reddsblah #oricon #hi so yeah im making a post after 84 years because its important #yknow #ive never really left ive just been mourning #the only unstretched unblemished unscarred skin is on my forearms and face so #advertising space here

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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wow i cant believe my home is on fire again.

imagine you shacked up in a communal place thats all warm and welcoming and everyone smiles at you even the people who hate you and one day the landlord busts down the door and screams JIGS UP MOTHERFUCKING SQUATTERS and torches the fucking place to the ground, and everything youve built up in here over the years is just burnt to a crisp and ash and your friends fled or are killed. and you try to stick around in that place because it was your home, is your home, but your posessions are gone and your acquaintances are nowhere to be found and the memories hurt so much.

so you leave so you can heal. you go to another place that isnt as great. you want the pain to fade.

and some time later you think its okay to come back. you see several people milling about, erecting walls of scorched drywall and dragging in bits of trash and plywood to fix the place. you even see some of your old acquaintances. your eyes dont meet. you dont want to discuss what has happened. its fine. its hurting us all. we try to rebuild. it starts to get a little comfortable, as quiet as it is. the hurt thins out a little.

then the landlord is back and screams HAHA U GUIZ THOUGHT I WAS GONE? U THOUGHT MOTHERFUCKERS and razes everything to the ground again. like they dont care that they dont have a liveable premise for people to rent, they just dont like people hanging out here for free. and who can blame them really. if theyre sitting on a plot of land they gotta make money somehow right.

#reddsblah #i dont have the energy for tags this time #everything that needed to be said has been said already #post+#fuck you tumblr #and by extension yahoo #you know yahoo is the only email account i had that i actively disabled #like fucking 10y ago or whatever

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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tumblr: hey you know what we should do me: what tungl: we should do that thing that instagram n facebook does me: wait what tumflr: where they have notification badges me: no please tungrler: but theres actually nothing new me: how about you dont tubernlgs: how about i do anyway

#reddsblah #you know what tumblr was really good at before #not notifying you about shit that doesnt exist #but yall had to jump on the fuckwagon #cant wait for the moment it does that instagram thing where it just tells you #HERES SOMEONE YOU KNOW #or #HERES SOMEONE YOU WOULD LIKE BASED ON YOUR RECENT LIKES #yknow what my back hurts a little bit too much to tagstring trash today #good day #no one ever reads these

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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yknow facebook once removed my eruri post because i tagged it ‘stupid old men’ and apparently thats offensive or some shit.

that doesnt apply here but you think i should change my tag to ‘itll fit if you try hard enough’?

#reddsblah #more people listen to my shit on fb #by more i mean like #2 or maybe 3 #probably because no one actually knows me here and anyone who used to know me is no longer posting or reading #but i missed the unhingedness and the appended part 2 thought process that goes on in this section #like you cant do that in fb #gotta articulate all that shit #and they do that thing where the font is huge and attention grabbing #but once it goes over a certain number of characters it becomes small and insignificant and no one notices it anymore #so it kinda forces you to consolidate your thoughts #which is good yknow but its not doing anything for my mental state #of feeling like im being crammed into a pigeonhole where im unable to just #sputter absolute driveling word diarrhea #what was my point again #oh yeah i miss microblogging

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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someone missed the irony

#reddsblah #read the post again #you own the book dont you #but thank you for quenching the parched desert earth that is my tumblr inbox is2g #it was like my mothers vagina and she got a hysterectomy like 25 years ago or something #thanks anon #i bet 2 dollars and 47 cents that you dont tag your reblogs either #get off anon and claim this 2.47 if you legit tag your fucking shit #so i have the confirmation that im not the only one on this godforsaken toxic trash house that puts their opinions in the tags #it feels like im walking in the ruins of pompeii while the ghosts of have-beens tickle the bottoms of my feet #and the vague whispers of their tag words lick my ears #and those same ghosts still hide behind the safety veil that is anonymity #ah in hindsight your might be rando that found me via tags so assuming youre not someone that follows me #marie kondo #there

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 3 years

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oh yeah yall following me now cos im posting trash garbage ship content you like that shit yeah you like it yeah mmmmm yeah me too but see that was a trap and now you get to read these again

#reddsblah #is there a way to see when the last time content was posted under a certain tag anymore #i need to resurrect all my tags but i dont remember half of them #im really lonely its just a ploy to get people to notice and talk to me please dont leave me #i promise ill give you good content #that was a lie garbage cannot produce good content #unless its the special kinda garbage that considers themselves garbage but you like all the garbage that they produce #no no im just regular garbage like the stinky and burnable kind

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 6 years

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Okay but have you seen all the fucking canon* ships in this fucking game tho

(*I have not read any background stories besides skimming the Wikia)

Chocolate x Coffee: the latter is tsundere af.

Black Tea x Milk: true quintessential power couple. Milk is only kuudere in public.

Tiramisu + Chocolate + Coffee + Black Tea + Milk: most definitely run a cafe together.

Steak x Red Wine: no one knows why they travel together and no one would guess. A lot of violent hatefucking.

Tempura x Miso x Sanma: self explanatory.

Peking Duck: asexual divorcee daddy.

Omurice x Orange Juice: weeb trash otaku trying fruitlessly to commit to one girl.

Crepe x Macaron: BFFs that are a little too close.

Boston Lobster X Spicy Gluten: definitely BDSM power struggles. Ignores safewords. Toxic relationship.

#reddsblah #food fantasy #ill probably stop playing soon it seems you hit a levelling ramp really hard #like haven't been able to progress story stages in 8 levels #clearly they want you to pay to get through #but it'll be fun while it lasts #does make me want to draw again tho #just a little

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 6 years

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Wouldn't it be funny if of all blogs, mine get deleted tomorrow?

I didn't even bother making a backup of any kind lol

#welp #thnx fr th mmrs #i think i saved most of my digital work #but it's the tags i want #the tags are the important ones #thanks all #I've noticed a steep drop off of tagged reblogs since this year actually #it's like y'all gave up early on #reddsblah

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 6 years

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Right. Posts. Thing. Tumblr blog thing. So uh mhm. Updates.

#reddsblah #in case i havent mentioned it before because ive been consciously and subconsciously trying to keep it on the down low #that someone is now occupying all my time #:)#the irony being that thats exactly like any other situation in which someone gets a significant other and starts ignoring all their friends #hahah jk i has no franns #the other thing hoo boy #is that because of this person ive bitten the bullet and done something brash #OLM inc opened a branch here last december as i was generously told by an ex colleague and i applied and #theyve called me in for a second interview next wednesday #im very hopeful and trying not to get hopes up which is a paradox i know shuthufhffutufckk #oh you dont know who OLM inc is? well buddy my man amigo friendo pal bro lemme tell you #theyre the guys that produced the old berserk #most merchandise based animes like beyblade cardfight yokai watch and games such as disgaea #and every.single.one of the pokemon titles and movies #dasrite #the catch is its super far away and id have to move into the are or risk monthly transports of 800 bucks on gas and tolls alone #and ive never lived alone a day in my life #im very excited to potentially get the opportunity to work for them but im dreading moving and adulting #so heres the first tagstring trash of 2018 i guess? i forget #i tell you what id been sitting on a draft for job application to another local studio for over a whole week before i found out about this #and i immediately changed the details and sent it to them straightaway #ngl it was disappointing to see nothing in my inbox but they replied in two days #in very broken english hey thanks for your app well review it and get back to you next week WOOP did i say next week i meant tonight #self esteem +45

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 6 years

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#reddsblah #ohHAY waddup guiz ya didnt miss me #anyway its been forever because ive been occupied but im just here to tag talk again as a self memo #that im forgetting someone... someone that i think was kind of important >_>#that i distinctly recall discussing games and stuff like monster high and wadanohara #and ive been scouring my facebook discord tumblr and whatever looking for that person slash conversation #and i cant find it #and i dont know why i keep thinking about it im not entirely sure its important #but ill probably kill myself if i dont find out #help #who is this person and why are they missing from my memory #i even... tried whatsapp? i havent tried whatsapp okay but i bet itll be the same #who am i #i kinda know who it is but did they delete >_>#was it skype it was skype wasnt it god damnit skype is now a piece of shit

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 7 years

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Size difference kink issues

Little bit: that's just a tall guy

Bit more: eh you can't really call it kink

About 2x: it'll still fit i think

More than that: might have trouble

Giant: what is wrong with you

Gargantuan: they'll make it work

#reddsblah #it's 11am and I've been up for like 7 hrs #size difference kink is my kink #good night

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 7 years

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Okay okay I’ll say it; Drawing is NOT like riding a bike.

You don’t forget how to ride a bike.

#reddsblah #why not add chronic nausea to my list of things wrong with me #cant tell if new meds or old vits #could be psychological but i do feel a little less worse for wear if i skip a day of vits

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 7 years

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Sometime in the future when I am proposing to the most important person in my life, I hope I am as nervous as Mark is trying to climb the tower. And if that person says yes, I hope I can show the same kind of elation that Mark showed completing Getting Over It.

That way I know that it’s real, and that it was the right decision.

#reddsblah #markiplier #getting over it #with bennet foddy #just kidding i have no one who will be the important one

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 7 years

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Look at all these cool characters I’ll never be able to think up of on my own!

#reddsblah #all these cool characters #and ocs #and worlds #and universes #that ill never be able to think up of #way back when i was coming up with characters and worlds and storylines out of the wazoo #they were all plagiarized #when relatives say oh youre so creative #hahahhahahahahhahhah lady the crud on your phone has more cumulated creativity

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ihaveneverdonedrugs · 7 years

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hi my name is XoXAngelPrinceofDarknessXoX and my hobby is shipping people who have no chemistry with each other.

#reddsblah #so hows it going u guiz?#r u lonely?#cos im lonely #lets b ronery together u and me #PS is chicken good to cook expired because its been frozen?#i suppose ill find out eh #more specifically youll find out when i stop posting

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