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Spider in my bra. How in the fresh HELL did that even happen, and can it never happen ever again, please?????
#like while i was wearing it to be clear. I do not care if that's tmi. i just lived a nightmare scenario.#how does anyone expect me to go back to exam studying after this. oh my god.#i love spiders. but not that much. jesus christ.#'one sentence horror story' I just lived one.#taylor's tag#arachnophobia tw#nsft#<just to be safe. it's genuinely not unsafe for tumblr. but if anyone filters stuff i want to respect that as much as i can#unlike how the spider disrespected my personal space. rude.
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im gonna fucking cry.
(also im on the hellsite now so here)
#sean chiplock#vivziepop#oh my fucking GOD#WHY CANT PEOPLE BE NORMAL?????#FIRST IT WAS ME LOSING RESPECT FOR VIV#BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY VIV IS A SHITTY PERSON#BUT NOW FUCKING SEAN???? FUCKING???? CHIPLOCK?????#oh my fuck#jesus fucking christ#of fUCKING COURSE HE'D FOLLOW HER AFTER ALL OF HIS SHIT#F U C K#I'm gonna fucking cry#i'm actually gonna cry#sean i looked up to you what the fuck#I'm gonna unfollow sean now byeeeee#samantha screeches - but not in the good way
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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute
#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys#i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my#head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it#may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it#dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt#equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there#like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he#doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be#like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in#ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get#herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you#like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his#actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior#idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be#i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around#blah#sui sq
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Hey pasta, I saw your updated post about the impasta and I was curious so I went back to your original post and clicked on the link to their blog.
The blog is still up and they are active right now. Like they just posted something 5 minutes ago. So maybe they just blocked you? Either way I wanted to make sure you were aware of that
This wasn't what I thought it was referring to, so I figure I can respond. Yeah it looks like they blocked me and not deleted. They're still active and posting stuff, although I can't see it, so thank you for the heads-up (the other people who'd checked from me were also blocked so it appeared deleted across multiple people)!
Honestly at this point, all I want is two things - that people not steal my shit, and that the impasta leaves me alone. This time they denied being the impasta, and you know what? I don't care one way or the other. They still stole from my fic, stole work that wasn't theirs because, in their words, 'I just thought it was a good line and didn't think there would be a problem'.
I'm so tired of people stealing from my work when I invest this much effort into it. This is, roughly, the 5th time I've had to deal with this, since even before the Impasta saga I've had people try to plagiarize TRT. It's tiring.
If they want to keep that blog up now that everyone's aware they're a plagiarist, that's their choice. Not what I'd do but then again I wouldn't have plagiarized in the first place. What I'm hoping now is that they'll leave me alone, and they'll stick to their original work. Literally all I want.
(edit: as stated, what i want is for them to leave me alone and stick to their own work, now that their stolen works are down, you can stop messaging them.)
#fanfic plagiarism#Like jesus fucking christ dear god please#i'm tired of having to deal with this#i spend so much time on trt and as much as we joke#it is exhausting having to run the plagiarist gauntlet over and over#and to just have this person wave it off as 'well i know it was wrong and yeah i stole but it was a good line' like seriously???#yes it's a good line you wanna know why? cause i put the gd effort in to make it one#i'm not getting paid for this shit#i'm sacrificing my free time to try to write a good story and all i want is a little respect#so if they could stay away from me and keep their hands off my work that'd be *great*#sorry about the tag rant this is not directed at you
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natsume book of friends season 4 opening sequence has got me incredibly fucked up. the lyrics. kid natsume's tiny little legs and teenage natsume watching him run. the lyrics. nyanko-sensei burrowing into his arms. did i mention the lyrics? ending frame on the fujiwara family. including natsume. because he's part of their family. as the lyrics ask him to "please [not] keep suffering alone"? somebody fucking hold me.
#i'm actually almost done with season 4 because i have no self-control. and every time i watch the opening i'm like#no this has only gotten more potent since the last time i watched it. we are reaching danger levels#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#my posts#season 4 is the season of tanuma just completely destroying me on every level. why is every single character like this??#every time he learns something about natsume he's like oh so this is what it's like for natsume?#and then it happens again and he's like wait natsume ALSO has THIS OTHER THING to contend with??#and again: AND A THIRD THING?? WHY MUST THE WORLD'S BEST BOY NATSUME TAKASHI SUFFER???#he just wants to help natsume deal with stuff and i am on the fucking floor#his thought process is just#this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe here's a way i could help him? he doesn't want me to though because it would#put me in danger. but i don't want him to be in danger either. and i'm telling him that to his face. i don't think it's really#gotten through to him but that's okay i will just keep telling him. now i'm realizing that the thing i did to help him maybe just made#things harder for him. this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe sometimes the best way to help him is to just#respect his wishes and yet remind him that he can lean on people and that people love him as much as he loves them#the part where tanuma realized why natsume doesn't tell the fujiwaras about youkai gutted me#this kid is so emotionally astute and such a sweetheart#i just watched the episode where natsume loses his picture of his parents and his old house is getting sold and i cried. SO many tears.#tanuma putting his foot down for once like no actually you need to admit that something is bothering you this time#we can find this picture. ask us to help you do this thing that we can actually do for you. you don't need to be sad for no reason#mmm can't be coherent about it just rest assured it was extremely harmful to me and also exactly what i needed#anyway the season 4 opening song as the thing you say to your younger self who lives inside your current self because#you can't actually go back in time and be the person your younger self needed to have in their life. so all you can do is love that child#in absentia but so so so fiercely and with your whole entire heart#all you can do is give your current self all the love you have for the child you were#jesus CHRIST
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I’m gonna fucking scream
#princess peach showtime#princess peach#EVERYTHING WAS FUCKING PERFECT#PEACH WAS BEING HER BEST GODDAMN SELF#But of COURSE#OF MOTHERFUCKING COURSE she has be more serious and masculine to be taken seriously!#Of course it has to be MOVIE Peach who has no personality outside of kicking ass ALLEGEDLY#But SHE’s the better Peach because she’s less feminine#SHE’s the better Peach because she’s more ExPrEsSiVe#Um#eck-FUCKING-scuse me? Since when is a genuine fucking smile not expressive?!#I’m sorry#I didn’t realize I needed to have a perpetual fucking DREAMWORKS FACE to be respected in society!#Guess I’ll just stop being cutesy and happy and nice to people#Guess I’ll stop liking frills and dresses and cute things#Guess I’ll stop liking the things I like because if a girl likes girly things she’s being sexist towards all other girls#GOD FORBID WOMEN DO ANYTHING#LIKE ACTUALLY#JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I HATE EVERYTHING
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i'm sorry, did i fucking miss something bc why are people throwing around the r-slur all willy nilly like it's this hot new trendy word? it's a goddamn slur. like, did i somehow make that up?? or did some of you stop maturing in middle school??? is it somehow Fucking 2009 all over again??? grow up!
#jesus christ seeing that word in Any Context makes me incredibly fucking mad like what the hell is wrong with you??#whatever respect i have for a person vanishes immediately if they suddenly drop that word into a conversation#i swear it dipped in online usage for a number of years now bc i figured everyone was on the same page that you don't use that word anymore#unless it's on fucking idk. 4chan or some edgy nobodies website. some subreddits maybe#i honestly don't think i've seen the r-slur this often on TUMBLR DOT COM since probably 2013. and even then it wasn't fucking a lot#like sometime btwn the last few years i've seen an uptick on sites that i've been on for years now. WHAT is going on?!?!#it genuinely makes me upset. there is no way you're so EnLighTenEd that you've now got blanket permission to use that word. freak.#rambles
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saw a post that was like “yeah occultism has orientalist origins so people should act with tact when talking about other religions” and then op reblogged that post with an addition thats like youre making fun of the holy BUDDHA. put some RESPECT on his name like ohhhhh we are never getting outta here
#1#before i get insulted. i am asian. i come from a buddhist family. ive been to temples. ive literally prayed.#so its like yeah does it suck that a white person made a dumb meme with buddha? yeah probably#but the meme itself was harmless and nigh indistinguishable from similar memes made with the image of jesus christ#so going like. hey ummm buddha is actually holy please dont disrespect him in response is so fuckign crazy to me like omg#theres better ways to tell people to be respectful to other religions without going You have to respect it because its holy and infallible.
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kind of insane just how morally bankrupt true crime is
#Its weird how like......just how popular it is with people who would crucify you for watching horror movies#Reminded of the like okay this is kind of rambling but like#There was this tweet going around people were making fun of of a person who was like i like horror movies theyre really cute and silly but#If you watch saw youre a horrible monster#But i went to their profile because im weird and no one has the follow up of that person being like stop calling me a pussy i literally#Served in the military and its just so much to fucking unpack like jesus christ#I dont know how some people get it twisted up that its more respectful to constantly consume content about real peoples horrific tragedies#Because youre learning and being aware but if you like fake gore you must be fucked up#You fucking anti anti people dont touch this post i know more than you
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was talking to this guy, like INTRO convo and i said one thing abt how guys in my past have been and he got fuckin weird and went off abt how i was lumping him in w other guys and freaked abt how I gendered him (when I literally didn’t even mention him) and all this shit and i was like 😐🧍🏼♀️ sir ur mad bc i “gendered” you and assumed you’re a man BC YOUR BIO. SAID. MAN.
#oh I went off like that text wasn’t about you#and ur profile said ‘man’ and nothing else so it was assumed ur a cis man who uses he / him pronouns#i specifically put my pronouns in my bio (and said respect them or choke) BC otherwise ppl would assume she/her are my pronouns and they are#not#like. bro what even the fUck????#me and friend and sister are all like that was weird and he’s weird for acting like that out of nowhere over literally nothing#personal#he still wants to have a phone call today so we can talk abt it more but I’m like ….#u literally went off when I stated that the last guy held sex in a relationship higher in value than I do#and that i don’t want someone who makes shitty comments abt my past partners and relationships and how they’ll be different and then they#are not different#I literally was like the point is I want you to SHOW me you’re different don’t say you are bc then when you’re not you look like a lame#didn’t say that Exactly but like#jesus Christ
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#my mom keeps talking about how much she's going to miss me when i go to college and how im never at home any more bc im out w my friends#and im like. actually i cant wait to not live in a house where i have no privacy and i dont have to deal with you being drunk every other#night!! im so fucking tired of living under your surveillance and under your thumb!!!! being isolated and shut up in the house for pretty#much my entire childhood was actually a terrible thing and i wish id just been allowed to go to a normal school and do normal things and be#a normal person!!! with independence and agency and close relationships!! i didnt choose for you to homeschool me and its fucking me up in#ways im only beginning to realize! and im out all the time now bc i actually have friends now. i have people who care about me and like me#and i can confide in. and most importantly anything they know about me they know because i CHOSE to share it with them.#and she keeps joking about folllowing me to college and im like jesus christ there is quite literally nothing id hate more.#and last night she came into my room and talked at me for like half an hour and while she was saying how much how much shed miss me#she had her arm on my chest and i was so goddamn uncomfortable and i couldnt tell her to stop touching me bc she kept talking about how#she loved me but like. has she ever once respected me enough not to touch me when i dont want it. i feel kind of sick right now just#thinking about it bc she NEVER STOPS TOUCHING ME#'violation' might be too strong of a word to apply here but it feels pretty damn close.#like i cant stop thinking about/feeling her arm on my chest and her hands touching my face and i couldnt stop that feeling for hours after#im just so tired of her treating my body like something shes entitled to.#'you'll always be my little girl' no. im not a girl and im not little and i definitely dont belong to you.
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#would be so fucking nice if my neighbors could respect that this is a non-smoking property#and not fucking smoke pot in the goddamn apartment right next to me#nothing triggers my allergies worse fucking go outside and get the fuck away from the building jesus christ#personal
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Dude my sister went through my fucking private notebook
#wordstag#WHAT IS HER PROBLEM????????? GENUINELY??????? FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY FUCKING HEART???????#like. Jesus Christ. Bro has spedran losing all my respect. Not even /i/ know what's in there.#I'm already a private person. And bros honest to god telling me. That they decided. It would be real funny. To go though the#one notebook that I keep on my person at all times. That I've downright hidden in my underwear drawer. The closest thing I have to a diary#like. And it wasn't enough to do it she had to GO OUT AND TELL ME????? THE FUCK??????? AS IF IT WAS NORMAL?#and then she asks to go fishing with me like nothing happened 🧍♂️ like that's just something normal to do to someone#like. Do you understand. I wouldn't go as far to say I'm explicity paranoid about stuff like this but. Man.#I'd like to say it's below her but it really fucking isn't. Horrible.
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im.so so sorry to eden project "a fucking rainbow" nine inch nails performance but the james gig last night might be my new favourite live music experienfe. im sorry
#i dont know. its at least tied#but. james are The best band live. there i said it#i think the thing is NIN had more moments that touched me very personally and also the rainbow was iconic asf#but tim booth is crazy insane and james live feel like . idk its just friendship and love and trust and hope manifest#nothing like it at all. truly#also tim booth up on the barrier right in front of me singing waltzing along lookung right down at me jesus christ#and they played five-o . they fucking played five-o.#anyway. god#i saw god. tbh#james band#tim booth#also mad to be in an arena full of people and its just so near silent in between songs because we're all just in wonderful awe and respect
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Thinking abt Jacob and how bad he fucking fumbled Jason even though he was more than down to take his ugly face to the courthouse, but... Okey!!!!! I guess!!!!!!!
#like i love their weird little thing of#you're my favorite person in the whole world!#you're the man I dream of!#you're the man I imagine spending the rest of my days with#you're my best friend#you're everything to me#you're everything i think about!!!!#i would fucking kill for you!!!#you're my soul mate#you're my worst enemy!!!!!#i cannot stop thinking of you#i cannot to praying for you#sometimes to you#and cuts to jason just <:3 thinking abt making things nice for Jacob and shit#and just#jesus christ#like jacon you dumb bitch he was already getting into the im so toxic for you mindset#but you fucked up man#bc yes also jason was getting a bit freaky with jacob but he tried soooo hard to push it down bc 'haha noo i want to respect his space 💞'#just something something#they blur the lines of soul mate best friend partner and enemy#they would've fucked nasty on the mountains if jason hadn't forgotten abt packing his strap 🙄😒🤦🏽♂🤷🏽♂
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asked my mom what time we were going to get out on the road and she went “oh i don’t know! :) i’m not telling u it’s more fun that way” i am about to start screaming.
#han.txt#the lack of structure makes me want to gnaw my arm off of#i’m feeling panicky bc i feel like i’m fucking trapped and i don’t understand how i’m supposed to view time rn#like are we here for four hours bc then i need to freak out bc i cannot be here that long#but if we’re only here for like an hour or two more that’s fine i can socialize that long but four hours no i cannot#after a whole day of socializing i can’t do another fucking day#i’m so sick of my mom not bothering to try and adjust to my needs as an autistic person like i literally need to know the structure of what#my day looks like#like jesus christ why don’t u fucking respect me enough to answer questions i ask oh my god#is it really that hard to say oh we’re leaving in two hours so it’d be good to get ready now#but noooo it’s oh we’re here for one hour or four or twenty :) like no bitch maybe ur here for twenty hours i’m ******* myself in the bathro
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