#restraining order is needed

[tru-3-beauty]

Perfection

In honor of Valentine's Day, I wrote a love letter.

My love,

I am writing this to describe how much you mean to me.  How your very presence affects my life.  I don't have the courage to tell you in person, so this is the best way I can let you know.

The moment I first saw you; my world just stopped moving.  I felt like we were the only two people around.  Nobody else mattered, but you and me.  I only saw your image in my dreams, but I never thought you were real.  Seeing you sit there at the fountain and reading your book; is a memory I will cherish for the rest of our days.  I was only able to think of one word to describe you, perfection.

Your beautiful hair is the right color and shade.  I could just imagine what it would feel and smell like as I will run my fingers through that majestic mane.  I bet it will smell like lavender.  After all you have a Lavender scent perfume and hand lotion in your locker back in high school, so that would make it your favorite scent.  Which is why I gave you that Lavender body wash, on our anniversary.  Just picturing you scrubbing yourself with it makes me excited.

It was not easy figuring out where you were going after high school, but as soon as I found you, I immediately enrolled and got accepted to that same college.  It was so hard keeping my distance from you.  I could tell that you were not ready for a relationship. It was harder getting rid of those who wanted you for themselves.  I could tell that each one of them got on your nerves, and you hated the attention they gave you.  It is okay now; they will not be interfering with our love anymore.  

The way that they screamed and cried for their lives was pretty laughable.  I could not let them go free.  Even if they promised not to go near you again.  They might have told you about my feelings, and that would have been so humiliating.  I never want you to find out from someone else.  You deserve for me to let you know personally.  At least those bothersome people will not annoy us ever again.

Then after we graduated, you were able to get your dream job in that high end company.  I was so proud of you, that I had to send you those flowers and a diamond necklace.  I was so glad that you liked them since I saw the flowers on your living room coffee table.  I also saw that you wore the diamond necklace every day to work.  I knew that necklace would look perfect on you, but one day you just stopped wearing it.  I instantly thought you forgot about it, or even lost the necklace.  

I got you a new one to replace it, but you did not wear it.  That really hurt my feelings.  Why did you stop wearing the necklace?  You never even attempted to reach for it while getting dressed.  You truly are a sight to behold.  You are so perfect even when you look scared and paranoid, for some reason.  I was so worried when the light in your eyes was beginning to fade.  I wanted to know why you were feeling so fearful.

Then one day you just vanished.  I could not see you at your place anymore.  I was pretty sure the extra cash I slipped into your bank account would help you with rent, and any other bills you might have been behind on.  I was so worried something happened to you.  I nearly lost my mind.  Where did you go?  Why was your apartment empty?  You can't leave me.  You are not allowed to leave me.  

I had a hard time trying to find you.  It almost felt like you disappeared without a trace.  I was so close to ending myself, because without you there is no reason to keep on living.  I had to join you in the afterlife.  It was the only reason you were gone, right?  To lose you and your perfect being at such a young age.  

The perfect place for me to end it would be at your grave.  Looking for your grave was very difficult, for some reason you did not come up in the obituaries.  Why was your name not listed?  I searched in every state to see if you passed as a resident in that state, yet your name never came up.  If you were not with our maker, then where were you?

I had to find you.  After everything I did for you, and this is how you thank me.  Leaving me behind while you travel.  I bet you are cheating on me with someone else.  That is why you left me.  You did not want to be seen as a cheater.  It is okay; I never told anyone about us.  I knew you would want privacy about us, but I had to figure out where you went.  I never wanted you out of my life again.  You belong to me and only me, no one else deserves to be in your perfect presence.

It is a good thing that I swiped your phone while you were asleep.  It was a little hard to find you since you got a new phone with a new number.  I even tried to follow your bank records, but you closed that account and opened a new one.  Luckily you never changed your email address.  I did not want you to feel like I was stalking you, but I memorized your email and found out where you last opened it up.

You were just a few states away from me.  It was okay.  I just hopped on the next flight to your city.  It was really difficult to see you.  I was impressed by how much you changed your looks.  You looked stunning just the way you were before.  Why did you change your natural beauty?  And more importantly, who is that man you were with?

It just cannot be!  I am hurt that you would cheat on me.  He must have seduced you into changing everything about you.  He must be the catalyst for all that has happened, right?  I thought I got rid of all the rivals for your love, but it seems I had missed one.  I will make him rue the day he ever met you.  He is not worth your time, or for you to think about.  He will be someplace where no one can find him.  

By the time you finish reading this; I will be waiting outside your door.  It is time for us to cement our love for each other and be together forever.  All you have to do is open the door and we can finally become one.  After all, only I deserve to have your perfect being.

Love, Your one and only Soulmate.

I hope you enjoyed my contribution to the day of love. 

[avephelis]

sometimes i think about niklaus's deals with albatrio and im forever baffled by his whorish tendencies like oooh gillion twirling his hair you're sooo submissive to destiny oh jay you're so smart let me wear my slutty pirate outfit and lean back pussy out. whatever the fuck was going on when he showed up in just robes swirling a glass of wine and then showed chip his drapes and gave him a tramp stamp. girl leave them alone. get a job. i don't like him.

[atlantis-area]

TAEMIN Advice MV Shooting Behind

[dwellsinthebog]

uh so has anyone done this for renkaza yet

[sakuraluck]

lol confirmation that ivan didn’t see till hesitated before running back. do you think he would have died so willingly if he knew that there was a chance that till could’ve chosen him?

ivan’s the kind of guy to pine over someone for two decades with full knowledge that his feelings won’t be reciprocated. if he knew that till had hesitated back then, do you think he would’ve made a second attempt to escape before/during this round?

maybe… now that mizi’s out of the way…

that kind of thought?

do you think that kind of hope would’ve motivate him to try harder to live? knowing that somewhere in till’s heart, ivan had a space there too. and that if he died, he would also be giving him trauma like sua to mizi?

do you think till knew ivan smiled at him so gently and achingly soft before he died? that he let go of till of his own volition and not because he lost strength? or does he think ivan wanted to kill him at the end?

when he opened his eyes and saw ivan falling, do you think ivan’s smile confused him?

do you think he’ll be wracked with survivor’s guilt after this as well? wishing ivan had finished what he started and killed him. do you think till will realize how much ivan loved him even till the end or will he think that even the one person who cared for him eventually hated him?

[haedraulics]

HEY BARBIE 🕺

[tiger-grace]

every time I try to discuss the Spyral arc with someone for the Nightwing comics I have to take the Sisyphus route of going “one must imagine Bruce Wayne to be a bad father…”

[robo-milky]

Cloche and I are at optimal heights

[aro-throughyourchest]

I actually love the fact that c!tommy is a little bastard but that doesn’t make him a bad person he needs to learn and grow but also he’s seventeen and kinda fucked

[twizel]

mask and his annoying big brothers

[wolfpoets]

"you know what he did when i told him i loved him?" because izzy knew telling ed he loved him was his death sentence. because as soon as izzy said it, ed started thinking about what punishment would be fitting, because clearly the toes weren't enough anymore. so, okay, let's terrorize the crew, because izzy has been so fucking concerned about the wellbeing of the crew lately. and when terrorizing the crew just makes izzy fuck up again by defending them, invoking ed's wrath to take the pressure off of them and onto him - "he shot me."

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

saw some speculation on FranklyDear in relation to the audios and i want to toss my two cents in

so all the thing's i've been seeing have been people talking about how they're a couple, but they're not acting like it, so that must be Playfellow's influence making them put distance between each other

but i immediately interpreted it as - they're not there yet. there might be feelings, but they aren't Together. cause in the 14 bug audios, i feel like it's pretty clear that these are snapshots of the neighborhood outside of the show. cameras aren't rolling, there are no influences, it's the neighbors just Existing on their own dime

'cause the conversations are more natural! the characters seem more nuanced! there aren't any sound effects! so if FranklyDear is already established, wouldn't we have "seen" that in their shared audio 8-14? wouldn't Eddie have just called Frank Frank, without the immediate (and somewhat flustered) correction to Mr. Frankly? and wouldn't Frank call him Eddie instead of Mr. Dear? plus, idk about y'all, but that scene was a lil romantically charged. a little flirty - especially from Frank's side. the kind of tension you get from budding emotions, not fully-realized ones

they just seem to be in a before state. the beginning stages. and anyway, i remember Clown saying that revealing FranklyDear as an endgame couple was sort of an Accident? i think we were meant to watch it evolve and figure it out along with the characters, the way we will with any other relationships (that we Definitely are not aware of / confident about yet).

we're still only in the prologue of the story, so it'd make so much sense if Frank and Eddie are not yet Involved. we're on this journey With them

[licoricelump]

they be recruiting anyone into the clan except a therapist

[coffeeisfortheresponsible]

chat what if i made the angstiest animatic of lloyd and harumi and their horribly toxic relationship. would i be burned at the stake and called a llorumi shipper. or does media literacy still exist in the world

[bamsara]

I am. Finally home. Passed out as soon as I got in

Ashley destroyed my suitcase while I was asleep btw

[janesurlife]

James vowels outside carlos's hotel window