#rowan laslow hurt and comfort

[mmoonpies]

not allowed. | rowan laslow.

this is literally all over the place but i just wanted to write angst/hurt and comfort. was just in the mood to be silly and sad.

tw: lowkey self-harm? not graphic and ig it's a form of self-harm, just to be careful, angst, hurt, comfort, jealousy, pining, fighting, miscommunication, all that good stuff, low-key unsatisfying ending just for fun :) <3

unedited atm!

you felt utterly stupid; sitting on the rooftop with your knees tightly held towards your chest. the cold breeze sent a deep, hollow chill through your chest. you stared out upon the rich tapestry of velvet dark in front of you, the white light of the stars shining down beneath you.

despite the fully lit moon, the air felt strangely empty. your eyes beginning to prickle with tears as your throat tightened, a familiar burning sensation creeping up the back of your throat as you forced your own tears back.

your heart was aching as you silently cried out for rowan, but there was no answer.

he had been distant. he would no longer linger when he wasn't needed, he was always on the move, never once static. rowan used to hover around you, always wanting to be near you or watching from the sidelines.

you did not want to believe in the worst, but, you could only pinpoint one scenario that led to this pivotal change; the arrival of wednesday addams.

you held no resentment towards her, more so towards the change of everything with her around. your resentment was close to jealousy as if you were growing green with each mention of her name uttered from rowan's mouth.

you feel the infatuation grow within rowan as he continuously brushed you off for something related to her. you hated feeling so possessive and angry, a fire growing before burning out, replaced with a hollow and dark feeling.

to think that you were almost crying over such a trivial thing made you feel even worse, your lips stretching into a bitter smile while your eyes dropped down to the loose rocks and pebbles scattered across the gutter of the roof.

you inhaled harshly, sucking in calming breaths as you held back your tears. the hollow feeling was replaced with a disgusting bitter feeling, the burning sensation within your throat dying down as you closed your eyes, trying to not scream with rage.

you wouldn't be so bothered if he just communicated with you instead of blowing you off, so bluntly as if he held no remorse or empathy.

you dug your fists into the loose rocks beneath you, letting the sharp edges sink into your skin as you let the pain throb and ache through your hands. your arms began to shake from tensing so hard, forcing them harder into the piles beneath you before pulling them back. you rubbed off the rocks stuck to your skin, a shade of red spreading over your fingers and knuckles.

you let out a harsh breath, letting out all your internalised rage in that one breath before forcing yourself back up and creeping back inside your dormitory.

you vowed to yourself to keep yourself protected, planning to shut yourself away from him. and your mind kept feeding into the doubtful consolation that you were doing a 'brave thing.'

what a joke.

you tried to remove yourself from his life entirely as if you phased into thin air, changing your routine and seating positions in your classes. if rowan noticed, he didn't question it.

you could feel the bitterness present inside of you as if it gathered in between your teeth and coursed through the blood in your fingertips. in a room full of people, your eyes would still land on him. but his eyes were rested upon wednesday's.

how foolish you were to think you could be any more than this.

to think you were the one to be hovering around him, watching from the sidelines as his life began to revolve around her. you knew what shutting yourself out meant for your relationship, but what hurt the most was that rowan didn't even try to cling to you or at least even reach for you.

your heart almost lurched out of your chest as rowan's eyes flicked over to yours, a week of pent-up yearning swelling in your chest before being replaced by the envious, green, feeling. you immediately avert your eyes, dropping them to the floor as your eyes narrow into a sharp glare.

you hate how affected you are by him.

you can feel his gaze burning into your skull as you keep your head lowered, adrenaline fuelling your nerves as nausea pools in the bottom of your stomach. you anxiously wait for the bell to ring, picking at your fingers as your gaze consistently flickers back and forth between your desk and the clock strung up on the wall.

as soon as the bell rings, your hands snatch your bag off your desk before rushing out without a single word. you can see rowan hesitate for a second before doing the same, desperately trying to chase after you.

but you're already gone – or so he thinks.

you're pressed up against the damp cobblestone wall next to the classroom, hidden out of sight. you vowed to yourself to keep yourself protected.

you can hear his hurried footsteps fade away, as he lets out a small huff of disappointment. you finally let yourself slide down the wall, head in your hands as you begin to feel yourself grow upset, again.

you thought you had avoided rowan successfully; hiding in plain sight whenever you saw him and slipping out of class before he could even notice you had gone.

you were tired and exhausted despite feeling slightly relieved rowan had finally begun to notice that something was wrong. yet, you still felt angry that it had taken a week for him to notice your absence.

you were snapped out of your thoughts as a hollow-sounding knock pounded against your door. you quickly got up, making your way towards the door, unbeknownst of what was hidden behind it.

without thinking to check who it was, you swing the door open before your heart falls to the bottom of your feet. rowan laslow in the flesh was standing in front of you, sporting a sheepish smile while looking like he should have a tail tucked between his leg.

you no longer felt affection swell in your chest as you saw him, only bitter irritation. you consider slamming the door in his face, but against your better judgement, you silently open the door wider and walk away from him.

you can hear him follow behind you after he closes the door, each one of his movements filled with hesitation. you keep your back to him, throat tensing as you subconsciously straighten your posture.

"i'm sorry for barging in unannounced, y/n," rowan begins. "i just noticed that you have been acting a little strange lately."

your fists clench as you inhale another sharp breath through your nose, your throat tensing even tighter. the bitterness and anger you felt from that night before flare through your body, angry tears beginning to brim at the corner of your eyes. you almost laugh incredulously at his audacious words - but you didn't know what you expected from someone like him.

"don't you fucking dare," you whisper, voice hushed as you grit your teeth. he murmurs a small questioning remark, forcing you to turn around to stare at him with narrowed eyes. "i said, don't you fucking dare."

the rage flowing through you is undeniable, yet, your facial expression betrays you. despite your eyes narrowed into a venomous and sharp glare, your eyebrows are furrowed as you try to hold back the tears prickling against your eyes. your nostrils are flared slightly while your teeth roll over your bottom lip, switching from side to side as you force yourself to not cry.

rowan is silent, eyebrows furrowed as he tries to process the current situation.

"how fucking dare you stand here and tell me I'm acting strange as if you weren't the one to force distance between us first," you spit out, tone laced with venom and bitterness as your finger points accusingly at him. "i'm only doing this because it's clear you're bored of me and you want wednesday."

"what?" rowan exclaims, a small chuckle leaving his mouth as he stares at you with his mouth open. "you'd think that since you're so distanced from reality, you'd be able to realise that not everything is about you! why are you so self-conceited?"

"isn't that ironic coming from you?" you can't hold back your tears anymore as your voice grows shaky and quieter. "you're the one giving me shit for being 'selfish' when you drop everything for wednesday and leave me behind to pick up everything that was left between us."

"you don't know what you're talking about." rowan's eyes also drop into a sharp glare as soon as the name falls from your mouth. you finally let out the incredulous laugh you held in.

"of course, you would jump to defend her. for the love of god, just admit that you're in love with her and spare me from your weird perverted obsession with her." you hiss, taking a step towards him.

"why do you even care about her?" his voice raises as he throws his arms out. "you're acting like an insolent child, y/n. I'm done talking to you if you're not going to even let me explain - i don't even need to explain myself to you."

"then leave," your voice turns oddly calm as you stare at him, almost emotionless despite the tears falling from your eyes. you walk over to your bed and sit down on it in a sinister way. he lets out a heavy sigh before turning away from you. "but if you leave, i never want to hear from you again."

“don’t, don’t do that…” his voice dropped a pitch, coming out quiet and just above a whisper. his lips upturned into a bitter, thin-lipped smile as his eyebrows furrowed down at you.

“do what, ro-wan?” you enunciate his name, spelling out the syllables with your tongue tauntingly.

he lifted his hand slightly before dropping it, a heavy sigh leaving his mouth as he looked away before chuckling, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. you swung one leg over the other, leaning back onto your hands as you almost glared at him. his neck turns to look back at you, a small smile playing on his lips.

"don't give me an ultimatum."

"why can't you just let her go? i'm right here" you whisper as he whips around to face you. "i thought you wanted me."

“you know i only want you.” his hand clutches his chest as he dramatically steps towards you, his face showing distress. you simply lean your head onto your right shoulder, looking up at him as you bounce your foot.

“then show me.”

rowan takes another step towards you before almost violently gripping your cheeks, pulling you up into a kiss. despite the kiss being full of sentiment and yearning, it felt so harsh that it is almost borderline abusive. his hands were gripping your cheeks so tightly, his fingertips sunk into your skin as if he was afraid you'd slip through his fingers once more.

his lips smooth against yours as your hands grip his hips, pulling him closer to you. you both sink into each other, craving for the aching hole inside of your hearts to be filled by each other. your breaths turn heavy as you force each other closer as if you were fighting for each other, despite having each other.

and yet, you want your skin to bruise. you want to have his hands over you, harsh fingertips digging into your skin and claiming you as his own. you want his teeth to sink into your skin, your tongue, and for his lips to abuse your skin as he smothers you.

it aches and throbs in the best way, but he's yours.

and you're his.

[b4b3tte]

꒰ ⊹ ˚ . Summary — here are some jealousy head canons of Rowan laslow part one!!

Contains of — Jealousy,Slight possessiveness,Deadpan expressions, Fluff,SFW moments, Kisses, Hugs, Comforting, Pet names !!

Babette’s note — I’m so sorry I haven’t released any material, I honestly haven’t found anything interesting to write about but I’ve rewatched Wednesday and noticed i haven’t seen a lot of Rowan fanfics so I decided to write about him!! I hope the new year is going great and thank you for 120 followers!! Request box is open!!!

— There are little to no any problems with you and your relationship with Rowan, but the little problems are him being slightly too jealous.

— him being a outcast in a school full of them, there are a little bit( a-lot ) of insecurities that come with it, so he does get upset having you spend extra time with his Peers, letting his thoughts of you leaving him fill his mind up.

— gets so mad and stressed out, that he uses his inhaler 24/7

— if you are expressing your attention towards Xavier Rowan will give him the deadpan look for the whole week

— he can be very two faced, let’s say you feel bad that you made Rowan feel insecure that you hug and kiss his neck, while he hugs you back he is giving whoever is behind you a nasty deadpan stare letting them know they fucked up

— Rowan is still amazed at how someone gorgeous and like able like you ended up with someone like him. So at first he felt like he shouldn’t be able to touch you, but after you comforted him and such he loves having his hands on you, just basically engaging physical contact

— but He still gets scared having physical contact with you in public, he isn’t embarrassed or ashamed of you more like he is scared you are embarrassed or ashamed of him, so he tries to minimize that affection by just forehead kisses and hand holding

— But when he gets jealous or mad at someone for stealing your attention all of those negative thoughts leave his mind and shows proudly that your his

— by moving you closer to him by pulling your waist next to him, whispers in you ear, kisses on your lips, his hand going up and down your thigh, hand on your lower back leading towards your ass ( 🫢 )

— Having the love of his life spend time with people he doesn’t like hurts him inside which obviously causes a sour sarcastic change in his mood so this can go both ways.

— A.) he leaves you alone with whoever you are hanging out with, locking himself in his room crying, letting his negative thoughts take over.

— B.) he purposely makes his sour mood noticeable to you and waits for you to stop what your doing and focus on him giving him the attention he so desperately needs from you

( I personally think A is more Rowan but u can pick<3 ) 

A :

— When he does cry, it is bad, pure sobs, using his inhaler, resisting the urge to break his glasses,face in pillow with tears and snot all over, he doesn’t take jealousy too well which is pretty clear.

— When you first confessed it took awhile for him to be convinced that you didn’t see him as an outcast

— But when he sees you hanging out with other people or act more interested in them he will think you finally saw him as the outcast he is

— even though it does hurt him, the making up part is the great part about it. Since this probably is a constant cycle he will slightly look forward to how you will make it up to him

—  whether or not it’s by cuddles, constant praises and cute nose kisses or something more deeper if you catch my drift;)

— if you do decide to go through the wholesome route, forehead and nose kisses are the best and comforting for him he absolutely adores

— trust me he enjoys having his lips engage with yours but having forehead and nose kisses makes him feel more comforted and safe

End of A.

— For pet names he never really thought about ones he specifically liked, out of the names you’ll call him he will pick favorites out of them

— and it’s most likely you’d figure out the ones he enjoys based on his flustered shy smile reactions.

B :

— we all know Rowan can be secretly bitchy and pissed off and won’t have a difficult time showing it, he gets pissed off about a lot of things in his life but when it comes towards you giving other’s your attention it gives him more of a good reasons to show that annoyance and anger.

— I’m sure Rowan knows you don’t mean to do these things intentionally but it still gets under his skin and has to let you know that he is upset but rather not directly tell you but tell you by his annoyed actions

— Rowan would most definitely give you the silent treatment…if he had the heart too, he honestly loves you too much for his own good that he just can’t ignore you

— just expect bland and deadpan answers instead of his usual shy awkward smiley answers

— surprisingly it’s a big difference in his behavior so it doesn’t take you that long to notice his sudden sour mood

— you’d have to ask him what’s wrong so many times but knowing how stubborn he can be during that time you will just get a lot of “nothing is wrong “ or “ I am fine I don’t know what you are talking about “ or “ I just have a headache nothing big “

— he will be rude towards the person or people you were giving your attention too, and of course you picked up on that which made you connect the dots that he was jealous

— simply all you need to do is wait for his glasses to slightly drop down to his nose and push them back up and hug him and apologize

— you guys will talk about how he felt, some comforting words and everything is good!

End of B

— sometimes he can be possessive in general with no trigger needed, you can suggest a date in weathervane cafe and he will frown and try to give you every excuse in the book not to go.

— Reason for that he rather have you and him cuddling on his bed talking about each others day than go out and have everybody give you stares, the stares only he should be able to give you.

— He always found the term baby gross and off putting since Xavier used it the most towards his past girlfriends but when it came out of your mouth and having it directed to him it felt different so it’s a high nickname up on the list.

— he is most definitely a switch but when you call him sweetheart it unlocks more of his submissive side, since the name sweetheart is rather a feminine ish name he gets super shy when you refer him as that in public

— so during a moment of comfort he adores baby and sweetheart but most importantly Rowan. You using his real name during times like this shows that you are being sincere and actually care so he really appreciates that

Thank you so much for reading it means a lot! I would appreciate likes and comments because it shows me that I did a good job in my writing or I need some improvements so any show of love or feedback is amazing so tysm!!

Just remember, One thing you need to realize is that everything ends up working out. Sometimes even better than you can imagine.Remember this when you're in a hard place or feel like you're challenged the most.Believe in where you're heading. I love you 🤍⭐️!

[rcsewcrld]

Hiii, i saw your requests were open, is it okie to get a Rowan Laslow x Fem/afab reader where its a bit like Hurt/comfort how rowan would push away reader who is supposedly his longtime friend so he could continue trying to look for details in the nightshades library about wednesday or just him just being a bit cold to reader, then reader is befriended by Enid, Ajax and Kent or the more popular crowd and once he see reader drifting away from him he decides to apologize (feel free to decide the ending! no rush)

𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓 | rowan laslow x f!reader | 1.5k words contents - fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, friends to lovers rowan laslow x reader (platonic, can be viewed as romantic), enid sinclair+ajax petropolus+bianca barclay+xavier thorpe+yoko tanaka etc x reader (platonic)

tysm for requesting! it means a lot, i hope this isn't bad lol :)

"Rowan! Wait up!" y/n called to her friend. She'd been friends with him for ages, since they were little kids. However, recently, he'd been completely ignorant of her. Every time she talked to him he seemed to have something better to do, she barely saw him in the hallways. "y/n, I'm running late. Can this wait?" He turned around abruptly, stunning her into silence. There was a moment where she paused before responding hesitantly. "Oh, okay." She nodded. Rowan rushed off somewhere mysterious as y/n sighed. She surveyed her surroundings, hoping to find another one of her friends to hang out with. She'd just had her lunch and, due to Rowan's constant mysterious disappearances, she'd felt quite lonely recently.

"y/n! Over here!" The girl whipped around at the familiar voice of Xavier Thorpe. He'd noticed his roommate's strange, basket case of emotions as of late, making a mental note to check on y/n because he knew they were close. She smiled and made her way over to where he was sitting with the 'popular' group of Nevermore. They were all friendly with y/n, so she didn't feel uncomfortable. "Oh, hey y/n!" Ajax's bubbly voice welcomed her. She took a seat between Xavier and Ajax. "Are you okay? You look a little..." Bianca motioned to her own face, implying that y/n was adorning an expression of discomfort. She sighed, "Rowan's been so strange recently. Every time I ask him to hang out he's not free and he's always disappearing somewhere mysterious. Has he been in your dorm much, Xav?" She turned to her artistic friend.

The boy shook his head, "Not recently. He's been distant with me, too. I'm sure he's fine. There's no reason I can think of why he's acting like this." He smiled reassuringly.

y/n wasn't so sure.

-

"Rowan!" y/n didn't miss the obvious sigh that her best friend let out when he heard her voice calling his name. "What now?!" He exclaimed, louder than he intended. The girl took a step back, "I'm sorry. I just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out. We can watch Harry Potter like old times? Or we can just go prank Xavier... or something... I just feel like I haven't spoken to you in so long, you know? You're my best friend and I've missed you." "God, you really have no idea, do you?" Rowan groaned, his fingers moving to his temples in frustration. y/n huffed, "What?" "You're so fucking annoying. Don't you know how to give people space? God, you're insufferable. No I don't want to hang out with you, haven't you noticed?" The girl's mouth opened and closed like a goldfish before she rushed off, tears pricking at her eyes. How could he say something like that, she thought. In the process of running back to her dorm, head down in order to avoid eye contact with any passers-by, she bumped into someone. Typical, now she had to talk to someone.

"Woah, I'm sorry- Wait, y/n?" She looked up to see Enid Sinclair, a fellow member of Ophelia Hall and a good friend of hers. "Hi, Enid. Look, I've really gotta get going." She attempted to brush past her friend without any further conversation, but Enid had other ideas. "Are you alright?" Enid dipped her head down in an attempt to make eye contact with her friend. Eventually, after a moment of comfortable silence, y/n lifted her head and let a few tears slip down her cheeks. "Oh, honey, what happened?" "Rowan was- was really mean to me and it's not like him and he's been like this for days and I just miss how- how we used to be." y/n managed to blubber. Enid pulled her into a hug. "Wanna go back to my dorm? We were all gonna meet up there and hang out. We'd love to have you join us." Enid offered. y/n just nodded and let Enid guide her to herself and Wednesday's dorm by her shoulder. As the door creaked open, y/n was dreading the amount of questions she was bound to face from her friends. Ajax grinned upon Enid's arrival, "Hi, Enid! Oh- oh and y/n..." He trailed off, noticing the sniffling girl being shepherded by Enid.

"y/n? Are you okay? Let's sit you down and we can talk it out." Yoko patted the spot next to her on Enid's bed. All of her favourite people from Nevermore seemed to be there. Ajax, Xavier, Kent, Yoko, Bianca, and Divina were there. Along with Enid, of course. y/n sat herself next to Yoko and snuggled into her side. Kent started, "If you don't mind telling us, what happened?" "I tried to ask Rowan to hang out with me. Do some stuff we used to do like... watch Harry Potter and prank Xavier," She started with a slight smile at Xavier who offered a reassuring one back, "but then he- he shut me down. Said that I was 'insufferable' and that he didn't want to hang out with me." The group shared irritated looks. For the past couple of months... maybe even the last year, Rowan had become a ball of anger, a picture of nothing but frustration and self-pity. They'd noticed his poor treatment of y/n and Xavier had told them about his frequent disappearances and arguments with him. They often ended up with Xavier being thrown against a wall at the hands of Rowan's telekinesis. Bianca shifted in her seat at the end of Enid's bed, "I'm sure he'll notice how upset he's made you. You two are two peas in a pod, I'm sure you'll be back to normal in no time. It's only been a few weeks since your last little escapade together. I'm sure you'll be fine. Just ignore him for the time being." y/n glanced up at the siren, nodding.

"Now, who wants to forget about shitty friends and eat some ice cream?" Divina smirked, pulling a few tubs and spoons out of a cooler that y/n hadn't noticed earlier.

-

It was lunchtime of the next day, y/n was sitting with Kent, Ajax and Enid in the quad. Ajax snickered, "And then guess what he did, he literally-" He cut himself off, spotting a certain someone approaching. Kent, Enid and y/n looked up in confusion. "y/n. I'm finally free to hang out today, if you want to." Enid scoffed, "The audacity," she mumbled under her breath. Rowan furrowed his brows at the lack of response from his best friend. y/n turned her head away, the rest of the group glaring daggers his way. Rowan took that as his opportunity to turn and walk away. What've I done? Rowan thought. Oh shit. He remembered. God, he needed to apologise. He raced straight back to the group. "y/n, I need to talk to you." He begged. She sighed, getting up reluctantly and following him to a quiet corner in the corridors. "I'm really sorry. I'm sorry for how I've been acting for the past few weeks, I'm sorry for how I've treated you and I'm sorry for the words that I said to you yesterday. I really shouldn't have said that. You know I didn't mean it, right?" He blurted. "I know, I know. It's just hard, y'know. I've been friends with you for so long and to have you drift like that was so weird. And for you to say that, I'll be honest it really upset me. Why are you acting the way you are?" She interrogated.

"I've just found some new stuff and I've been figuring this thing out. You know how my mom was a powerful Seer? Well, before she died she showed me a drawing that she'd done and told me to get rid of the girl in it if she ever turned up at Nevermore. The girl was Wednesday, y/n. You can't tell anyone about this. I don't know much at the moment but I'm figuring it out. You can't get involved, either, you'll be in too much danger. Just keep your distance from Addams for now, I don't know if I trust her. Especially not if this drawing was done 20 years ago." He confessed. y/n was apprehensive, but pulled him down into a hug, nevertheless. "Thank you, thank you, thank you." He squeezed her tight, before releasing her. "Never ever ignore me again, okay? Just tell me. You know that I wouldn't tell anyone. Anyway... wanna come hang out with the others? I know you've missed Xavier almost as much as you missed me." She giggled. Rowan rolled his eyes and followed her back into the Quad.

"All good?" Ajax gave Rowan a threatening once over as the pair took their seats. "All good." y/n nodded, smiling harder than she had in weeks.

"They better stay that way, Laslow." Enid threatened, forcing her claws to come out, playfully of course. Although, Rowan's eyes did widen slightly. "She doesn't mean it, dumbass." y/n laughed. Enid giggled back, "Or do I?"

a/n: thank you so much for reading! I hope that wasn't too shitty, I couldn't make it too long because I had no other ideas to put in and it's my first proper imagine, so... hope you enjoyed :))

[streetwnoname]

Hey I was wondering if you could write something with Rowan (Wednesday) x m reader? Maybe he’s like freaking out and we comfort him and make him tea. I feel like he would be great for hurt/comfort fluff type of stuff. It’s cool if not!!

tea time

rowan laslow x m!reader

rowan had been pacing around his room, worried sick about what he had found in a book from the nightshade library. he was always the anxious type, and over the course of your relationship, you had learned that tea helped him calm down.

right now, you were making him a cup of tea while he sat on his bed. you slowly made your way over to him, handing him the cup of freshly brewed tea. he took it from you, smiling shakily. you wrapped an arm around him, pulling him closer to you.

“rowan, baby, everything’s gonna be okay, i promise.” you cooed, kissing his cheek.

“i’m sorry y/n…i know i can be a lot sometimes…” rowan trails off, burying his face in the crook of your neck.

“i’m always gonna be here to take care of you okay?” you whispered to him, running a hand through his hair. he nods, letting out a soft sigh.

“i love you.”

“i love you too.”

[talksliketherain]

Rowan Laslow - Hurt

Background- Rowan and Y/n have been best friends forever and they both have feelings for one another but are oblivious to it. Recently he's been going to Nightshade meetings more often, leaving y/n alone to fill her own time.

Not proof read!! Please do not post my work to any other sites or steal it!! If you have any requests dm me!

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Third person Pov-

Y/n and Rowan sat in his dorm, finishing up their project for botany. Rowan hated botany. He had no special interest in plants or flowers or nature of any sort. But he knew y/n did. He looked up at her, observing her squinting her eyes in focus at the drawing she had been working on.

The two had practically grown up together. Before Rowan's mother died, she was best friends with Y/n's aunt, who y/n lived with. After his mother died he began spending a lot more time at the L/n household. His father wasn't too interested in what Rowan did, and kind of detested him because of how much he resembled his mom.

Nevertheless, Y/n and her aunt took Rowan in. He even had his own room at their house.

At about age 13, he began to realize he was deeply in love with her. Since he practically lived with her he got to see all sides of her. This included seeing her sob after her first heartbreak, laugh until she couldn't breathe, and get so mad to the point where she was quite literally red in the face.

He adored every side. He adored everything about her.

He snapped back into reality, hearing her call his name in that voice that drove him nuts.

"Rowan?" she asked, trying to get his attention.

He mentally screamed at the sound of her saying his name.

"Sorry what?"

"I asked what you think about the drawing."

"Oh. Sorry."

He turned his head to observe the picture. They were assigned a tiger lily. His mouth opened a little bit. The drawing was perfect.

"Wow. That's really good. You're gonna give Xavier a run for his money."

Y/n blushed at the compliment. She had been doing her best at trying to make the drawing look as good as possible. She didn't want rowan to think she was incapable.

Just recently she had caught feelings for the Laslow boy. She never really paid him much mind before until earlier in the year. She saw him get hurt during fencing and went with him to the nurse's office. Seeing him there with his hair perfectly parted to the side, glasses sitting perfectly on his nose, and sleeves rolled up a little made her want to die. She thought back to that moment at least twice a day.

She tried forgetting about the skip in her heart when she saw him at that moment, but couldn't push it out of her head. About two weeks ago, she realized she was madly in love with him and gave in to her feelings.

"Thanks, Row. Now I just have to color it in." She looked up at him, sucking in a breath realizing how close they were.

"I could do that part. I mean you pretty much just did the whole thing." he chuckled.

"Uhh. Okay yeah, go ahead."

"Great. I'll finish it before it's due next Monday."

Rowan suddenly realized how close he was to the girl. He didn't want to be weird, so he scooted back as subtly as possible when he put the drawing in his bag.

Y/n frowned at the movement. She had thought that just maybe he was that close on purpose. Guess he was too close for comfort.

Rowan had taken off his jacket and was just in his button-up and vest. Y/n watched his back muscles contract as he leaned down to put his stuff away. Fencing sure did pay off.

He sat up and caught the girl zoned out, staring at his back.

"...You okay?"

"Wha- uh yeah. I'm great. Fantastic actually", Y/n said, hoping it wasn't too noticeable that she was staring at him.

He nodded and picked his bag up, slinging it over his shoulder. Y/n knew what was coming. The two had this unspoken thing with each other where they gave a hug whenever the other left. Recently she had been dreading this. Every touch they shared sent an electric pulse through her body.

She sighed, looking up at him with a sad face.

"Do you have to go?"

Rowan looked down to hide the crimson blush that he could feel spread across his face. They used to hang out all the time, but ever since Rowan joined the Nightshades he had been spending less and less time with the girl. In his defense, he was working on building up the courage to ask the others if she could join. Until then, he had to keep it a secret from you. He didn't know why he was so nervous. They all loved you anyway.

"Yeahhh. Xavier needed me to tutor him for algebra."

"Ah. Okay. Well..bye."

She stood up and mentally prepared herself for what was to come.

When did he get so tall?

He pulled her in, wrapping his arms around her neck. She wrapped hers around his waist, face right in his chest. They stood there for a moment just holding each other.

They both inhaled. As y/n took in the smell of Rowan's light cologne mixed with fresh cold air, he took in the smell of her green apple shampoo and conditioner. Her hair products frequently changed, so he was always excited to see what she chose this time.

Even though they both grew extremely nervous about this hug every time it came, it was addicting. Neither of them could get enough. It was like an excuse just to touch each other based on a tradition from when they were kids. They both mentally cursed and thanked their past kid selves for it. It had grown to mean so much more.

"Sure you don't wanna stay? I'm gonna sneak out and go into Jericho for some coffee and snacks.."

Rowan tried to think of an excuse. He felt bad for ditching their usual hang-out together (again..), but this was the meeting he would ask if she could join. They would finally be able to join each other again.

"I can't. His test is coming up soon. No time to waste."

"Right. Okay. Bye Rowan."

"Bye Y/n"

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Rowan closed the door behind him and immediately felt sick. He knew Y/n was upset with him, but it would all be worth it after tonight.

But he just kept thinking.

Maybe if you got the courage to ask sooner you wouldn't have to feel this way, and she wouldn't be upset.

No. What's done is done. No point in feeling bad about it now. It wasn't like waiting an extra day was gonna kill her.

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Y/n pulled her jacket on and grabbed her wallet in a huff. She knew Rowan wasn't tutoring Xavier for algebra tonight. Xavier was in geometry with her, and their test was yesterday.

Knowing he lied to her angered Y/n. Why would he be ditching her like this? What if there was a girl?

She shook her head trying to shake off the thought of Rowan being in love with someone else. Whatever. Maybe a latte and some chips would get her mind off of this.

She snuck out of the school doors, shivering once she felt the breeze hit her. She knew she should have grabbed Rowan's hoodie he had given her instead but was too stubborn to wear something of his right now when he had pissed her off so badly.

She began heading through the woods, observing her surroundings. She had always felt one with nature. It was peaceful to her.

As her journey continued, she didn't make it too far in before she heard a low growl.

"Enid?" she asked wearily.

Enid was always messing around with her like this. Even though she hadn't wolfed out yet, she had still always had a knack for growling and scaring the girl.

She heard it again.

"Enid come on this isn't funny. Come out!" she demanded.

Out of the corner of her eye, she watched as a strange creature crawled out of the darkness.

Y/n immediately started sprinting back toward the school. She had almost reached the front lawn when she felt her legs give out from under her. She was pulled back by her leg and flipped over until she felt the violent stabbing pain of the creature clawing open the skin on her chest and legs. She screamed as loud as she could, hoping someone would find her and come help. Her adrenaline got the best of her, as she was frozen in shock and fear. She suddenly snapped back to reality when the monster had finished with her.

She felt the burning of the wounds and the wetness of the blood seeping through her clothes in the cold night air. She couldn't scream anymore, and the blood rushing out of her drained her energy. She reached down and slowly pulled out her phone, pressing Rowan's contact to call him. Even though she had been mad, she needed him right now, and he was the closest thing to family around here.

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Rowan looked down at his phone repeatedly buzzing in her pocket. His face lit up with joy seeing Y/n's contact. He had already asked and received the blessing for her to join the club he was buzzing with excitement. When he asked everyone look at him like he was stupid.

"Dude, why didn't you just ask before? We love having her around. I'm surprised she isn't already one of us." Xavier said.

He got a bunch of different "yeah" and "Duh of course" from the entire group. Easy enough then. He had just sat down and started drinking a mocktail Yoko had made. He was just about to text and ask if he could come to her dorm because he had good news when he got her call.

Rowan picked up the phone and held it to his ear.

"Hey, I was just about t-"

He stopped. He heard sobbing from the girl and immediately stood up, already on edge.

"Y/n what's wrong? Is everything alright?"

"I...need help. Now. Monster...attacked..me... "

"Ooooh My god. Okay. OKAY. IM COMING. Send me your location I'm on my way."

"O...K...." Y/n sobbed.

Rowan hung up and took his robe off. It was time to go. NOW. He didn't even bother explaining to the others. He rushed out and ran towards the location you had sent him.

He made his way toward the edge of the campus lawn, finding you passed out on the grass. Not considering the circumstances, you looked peaceful. Your long eyelashes over top your cheeks and the moonlight above you shone across your face.

But Rowan didn't have time to think about that. He had to act fast.

"Fuck fuck fuck" he quickly used his telekinetic powers to lift you into the air and had you floating behind him as he broke out into a jog to the nurse.

He got to the nurse and quickly explained what happened. The nurse told him to go get her clothes as she tore off the bloodied ones and cleaned the poor girl up.

Rowan rushed down to your dorm and flipped the light on. Yoko was your roommate, and she was still at the meeting so he didn't have to worry about disturbing anyone. He went through the items in your closet, knowing you would want something to be comfortable in. He grabbed a tank top and shorts, knowing you also might not want anything touching your stitched-up wounds.

He grabbed some of your things along the way, knowing you would be spending at least a couple of days in the infirmary. On the way out he spotted his hoodie laying across a chair. He grabbed that too.

Turning the light off and shutting the door, Rowan rushed back, waiting to see what your state was.

He entered the door and handed the nurse your stack of clothes through the curtain. He didn't want to look in and invade your privacy. He tried talking to the nurse through the curtains. He was very impatient.

"How is she? Is she going to be okay? What's going on?" he asked frantically.

"Well she lost a lot of blood, and she's going to need MANY stitches. As of right now, I'm not sure when or if she'll wake up. But ill let you know..." she responded.

He sucked in a breath and held it for a second. This was all his fault. If he asked sooner or left the meeting earlier, or just stayed with you, this would have never happened. He let a single tear roll down his cheek but quickly wiped it away.

For the next couple of hours, all he did was wait. The nurse finally came out.

"She'll make it. But she'll be out for a while. As I said, Miss L/n lost a lot of blood. She's numbed up for now but she'll be in pain for the next few days. If you want you can go check on her. She's cleaned up."

He let out a sigh of relief.

"Thank you so much. Do you mind if I stay with her until she wakes up?"

The nurse smiled at his request. The simple act reminded her that young love still existed. It was a breath of fresh air compared to the cuts and bruises from fights she was constantly healing.

"Go right ahead"

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Y/n woke up dizzy, but stable. She felt sharp pains and something burning all over her. She lifted the hem of her shirt, seeing bloodied stitches all across her abdomen. She pulled down the waistband of her shorts and saw the same thing on her thighs. Same thing on her arms.

At least I'm alive

She looked over to see Rowan sleeping in a chair next to her bedside. A nurse walked over and checked up on her while y/n stared. The nurse glanced up and looked over to see her looking at him so intently.

"Your boyfriend there stayed with you for the past 2 days. He barely leaves your side. Reminds me of how close my husband and I are."

Y/n didn't want to ruin the moment and tell her it wasn't her boyfriend so she just replied "Yeah we're really close."

The nurse walked away. Since she was awake now and Rowan was asleep, it was her turn to watch over him. She looked over all of him, from the freckles on his face to his cupid's bow. She loved every.single.part.

She was still laying down observing his face when he began to stir. His eyes fluttered open and he lifted off his glasses a little bit to rub his eyes before he fully opened them.

"Hey, you're awake! How do you feel?" he asked.

"Fine. Sore. Thank you for saving me."

"It's the least I could do. You're here because of me in the first place."

"Are you kidding? I understand you had things to do. I was going whether you were there or not. This isn't your fault."

"Listen there's something I need to tell you..."

Y/n raised her eyebrow and slightly nodded, telling him to keep going.

"I'm a part of a secret society here called the Nightshades. Recently we've been having more meetings which is why I've had to ditch our usual time together so much. Last night was especially important because...I asked them if you could join. They said yes. So now we can do our usual hangouts again...I mean. Only if you want."

Her eyes widened at the statement.

"Really? Wow. Yeah, I'd love to join. And to think I thought.." she said the last part a little quieter, realizing she ratted herself out.

"You thought what?"

"Well, I knew you weren't tutoring Xavier. He's in my class. I thought. Well, I thought you were ditching me for a girl."

Rowan laughed at the statement, making y/n slightly glare for laughing at her.

"ME?"

He continued laughing but then saw the serious look on her face. He knew it was time. This may ruin their friendship, but holding on to this anymore would make him explode.

"Y/n, the only girl I want in my life is you. I've been in love with you since we were kids. When I saw you laying there, lifeless on the ground, all I could think about was how I never got to tell you how much you meant to me."

Her eyes went as big as saucers. She never thought he would ever say anything to her like that. She sat forward and stared down at her hands, trying to figure out how to tell him she reciprocated feelings.

Rowan sat in silence, worrying he made her uncomfortable. He stood up from his chair.

"Listen I'm gonna go I don't want you to thin-"

Y/n quickly turned to him, gripping his wrist with one hand to pull him down, the other hand on the back of his neck to pull him in.

As their lips connected they both melted into the kiss. Y/n felt him smile a little, but quickly force it down so he could go back to kissing her. He lifted his hand to her face and rubbed his thumb back and forth across her cheek.

Y/n sat up a little bit to deepen the kiss, trying to push away the immense pain she was feeling on her stomach, but eventually gave in. She sharply inhaled and leaned back to the spot she was in before, breaking contact between the two.

Rowan sat back down in his seat with a dopey smile spread across his face.

Y/n looked at him with what was only recognizable as unconditional love in her eyes.

"Rowan. I'm in love with you too. Every part of you. I've known you for so long, and I can't imagine what my life would be like without you here."

Rowan took her hand in his, drawing little circles on it as they both stared at each other with love in their eyes. He leaned over and kissed her forehead, then whispered to her...

"I swear. I will never let anything hurt you ever again, my love."

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AND THATS IT!! Thank you for reading and stay tuned for more updates!

[emoonsworld]

Midnight Rain | Rowan Laslow X Reader

A/N: hello! This is my first ever thing I wrote so it's not going to be good. I'm in love with Rowan so I wanted to write about him, also because he barely has any stories. I'm happy to do requests but not smut at all. I'm terrible at that but will do anything else. This writing has some lyrics to Midnight Rain by Taylor Swift so if you want to, listen to it as you are reading it.

WARNINGS: none :)

I sat in my room bored out of my mind. Sat next to me was my roomate, Enid fiddling with her hands looking around our semi-messy dorm. As she had wonder in her eyes, she turned and saw my record player. Like lightning she got up and was next to it, her eyes glowing while looking at the albums I call mine. Her fingers brushed the top of them as she was trying to find the one album I knew she wanted.

¨It's already in the record for you to play Enid.¨ I turned to look at her. A smile appeared on my face like the Cheshire cat when I saw so much joy in her eyes. ¨How did you-¨ I stopped her, ¨I know you like the palm of my hand Enid. I also stopped it on your favorite song so you can hear it.¨ She instantly played the song, Midnight Rain by Taylor Swift. As we kept listening to the song I was deeply listening to the lyrics:

Rain, he wanted it comfortable, I wanted that pain.

These lyrics made my smile disappear. Enid saw it and had a concerned and confused look on her face. ¨Y/N, is something wrong?¨ My eyes went up to my star ceiling not wanting to look at her face. ¨Yeah I'm just, thinking.¨ Nothing but silence except the song still playing, Enid looked at the record then to me, then to the record, ¨ I know something is wrong just tell me.¨ Just as I was about to say what's wrong I heard the lyrics.

I broke his heart cause he was nice,

It brought me back to those times. Those times where I was with him, the sun in my life when I had him. I can hear his voice.

¨Hey love, so are you up for the date tonight?¨ Rowan said, my lover. I turned to look at him, hair combed perfectly like it was everyday, glasses placed on his face angelically, and his clothes ironed without a single crease. He was the textbook definition of perfect. I gave a small smile looking at him,¨ I have to double check Ro, I'm pretty busy.¨ His face dropped, not showing a bit of emotion. It hurts me that he tries and tries, but I'm the reason that stops the plans. ¨Okay, just let me know if you can.¨ He gives me a quick smile, then the bell rings, ¨I'll see you later okay?¨ I looked at him with both pain and love in my eyes,¨ Yeah I'll see you Ro.¨ I was still in that memory until Enid snapped her fingers, ¨ Hello, earth to (Y/N). Do you hear me?¨ I came back to reality and shook my head a little bit, ¨Yeah I'm lost in my thoughts.¨ There was silence as the song continued to play:

'Cause he was sunshine, I was midnight rain.

I looked at Enid, her eyes still on me, ¨This song it…it reminds me of him.¨ I looked back to the ceiling where the stars are glowing,¨ A part of me regrets leaving him, you know breaking his heart. He never did anything wrong, I was the problem. He loved me, but I wasn't okay. I led him on and then broke his heart Enid. When I realized I actually wanted him-¨(Y/N). It's not your fault.¨ I looked at her with glossy eyes, tears ready to fall down like midnight rain, ¨No Enid it is my fault. I get it, I dated him and that was like what? 2 years ago, so I should forget about him, but I can't because I see him everyday, and I hate that.¨ I paused for a second hearing my voice crack,¨I hate that I did that.¨

She stood there a few feet away from me as she saw the first rain drop fall from my eyes. She walked a little closer to touch my shoulder, ¨ (Y/N)-¨ I moved away from her comfort and buried my face in my throw pillow, ¨Just leave me Enid. Please, I'll be okay.¨ I can feel her eyes are on me so I never looked at her, never saw her emotion, ¨Okay. I'll leave, call me when you want me to come back.¨ My face was still on the pillow until I heard the door open and close. I couldn't help until the past with him flashes in my thoughts. All of them were until, but not one. The worst one.

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¨ Rowan I need to tell you something.¨ We were walking from the quad to my dorm. He looked up at me and smiled, ¨ Yeah what's on your mind.¨ I was scared to tell him. ¨Umm let's wait until we are at my dorm, it's better private.¨ He looked at me with a confused look on his face, ¨Okay.¨ As we entered the room nobody was here, it's a ghost town, he closed the door and was scared to turn to face him. I always hated the silence, but I never wanted to break it. He knew that so he broke it like always, ¨What did you want to say sweetheart?¨ Man, I hate when he calls me by nicknames. ¨ It's over Ro.¨ Still my back is facing him, not wanting to see him sad. ¨What? (Y/N) what did say.¨ Without looking at him I can tell he is going to break. I finally have the guts to look at him. ¨ Rowan I love you, I really love you but I can't continue this relationship.¨ I felt numb since I couldn't really feel the tears on my cheeks. I was able to see his face, tears already falling down, mouth open a little bit. There was silence again, this time even more painful than the ones we had before. Everytime we had silence it was nothing, just us enjoying each other's company. This time I finally broke it, ¨Row-¨ ¨So that's it. We’re over? Just end like it was nothing? I LOVE YOU! THIS WHOLE TIME I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU! WHY?! Can I atleast know why?¨ I couldn't say anything because I didn't even know the answer to that question. We just stood there,¨ fine¨ he muttered. Within seconds he opened the door with his telekinesis and slammed it close. I was frozen in my spot, this time I could feel the tears and closed my eyes. When I opened them I was back to the present. I must have fallen asleep because it's now 12:30am, midnight. I looked over to Enid's side to see her fast asleep. I got up and went to the record and played the song that haunts me. I was just sitting there listening to the song when I decided to do something I was scared of. I grabbed my phone and went to his number and all I said was, ¨hey¨. Just as I put my phone down these lyrics came up,

And I never think of him except midnights like this.

I swear it was like this was written from a book, but as the song ended, on cue, I saw rain and not just any rain, but midnight rain. I still sat there, waiting, waiting for him to say something. My desk vibrated. I was too scared to see it, but I put some courage in me and looked at it. On my screen it had just a simple, ¨hey¨

[gayllamafromspace]

(Art by me, I put maybe too much effort into this damn fic)

Fandom: Wednesday (TV 2022)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Relationships: Larissa Weems/Original Female Character(s), Larissa Weems/Reader, Gomez Addams/Morticia Addams, Wednesday Addams/Enid Sinclair, Larissa Weems & Reader, Marilyn Thornhill | Laurel Gates & Reader, Marilyn Thornhill | Laurel Gates & Larissa Weems

Characters: Larissa Weems, Marilyn Thornhill | Laurel Gates, Wednesday Addams, Enid Sinclair, Xavier Thorpe, Rowan Laslow, Tyler Galpin, Francoise Sylvanne Galpin, Donovan Galpin, Noble Walker, Lucas Walker (Wednesday), Vlad (Wednesday), Morticia Addams, Gomez Addams, Pugsley Addams, Thing (Addams Family), Fester Addams, Bianca Barclay, Divina (Wednesday), Yoko Tanaka, Eugene Ottinger, Annita Bevington (OC/Reader), Gale Filander (OC), Helen Hillard (OC)

Additional Tags: Character Death, Minor Character Death, Blood and Gore, Mutilation, Nevermore Academy (Wednesday), Fluff and Angst, Fluff, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Friendship, Friends to Lovers, Teacher Reader, History Jokes, Poisoning, Poison, Wolfsbane Poisoning, Banter, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canonical Character Death, Investigations, Murder, Attempted Murder, Grave Robbers, milf OC/reader, doesn't have kids, but in their forties, history professor, Botany, Fun Teacher, POV Third Person, chronically allergic to first person pov, had a friend beta read, Updating the tags as I go, TikTok, sorry but it had to happen, philomena cunk - Freeform, because she's fucking hilarious, Slow Burn, Slow Romance, pop culture references, there might be an occasional song cameo, Addams Family References, we bully historic figures here

Summary: Annita Bevington joined the Nevermore staff two years ago. It had been a peaceful and refreshing change of pace, working with outcasts. Every experienced teacher will tell you that the first year in a new school is the hardest. That rule clearly doesn't apply to Nevermore. Third time's the charm! If you could call chaos and a generous amount of bloodshed charming.

[ao3feed-danganronpa]

The Flowers that bled Hope and Despair

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by RaynaFox

Enid arrives at her very first high school school day as a freshman for Class 80s, until it goes wrong and doesn’t remember anything.

Or.

“Good o’l fashion murder!” He yelled, he prepared to leap, he jumped off the podium with a twirling front flip repeatedly in the air.

“The student who kills a classmates,” he mumbled the last bit, “and gets away with it, will be permitted to walk out of here scot-free!” He landed on the ground with a thump and held his hands up in the air.

“Pummel, Bludgeon, Mutilate, immolate, extirpate, Asphyxiate, know magic? Conjugate!” Monokuma chuckled.

Words: 3576, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of When Despair Blooms, Hope spreads greater

Fandoms: Wednesday (TV 2022), Dangan Ronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen

Characters: Wednesday Addams, Enid Sinclair, Kent (Wednesday), Divina (Wednesday), Yoko Tanaka, Ajax Petropolus, Xavier Thorpe, Eugene Ottinger, Bianca Barclay, Rowan Laslow, Tyler Galpin, Jonah (Wednesday), Carter (Wednesday), Lucas Walker (Wednesday), Thing (Addams Family), Gomez Addams

Relationships: Wednesday Addams/Enid Sinclair, Wednesday Addams & Enid Sinclair, Enid Sinclair & Yoko Tanaka, Wednesday Addams & Enid Sinclair & Yoko Tanaka, Divina/Yoko Tanaka, Wednesday Addams & Yoko Tanaka

Additional Tags: Monokuma (Dangan Ronpa) Being An Asshole, Class Trials (Dangan Ronpa), Killing Game Executions (Dangan Ronpa), Enid Sinclair Has PTSD, Enid Sinclair is Soft for Wednesday Addams, Enid Sinclair is a Ray of Sunshine, Wednesday Addams Has PTSD, Wednesday Addams is Soft for Tyler Galpin, Murderers, Nevermore Academy (Wednesday), Fluff and Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Murder, Blood and Gore, Gore, Danganronpa AU

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