#rudy pankow fluff

[hailbales]

helping hand

warnings: jj maybank! x routledge! reader, dry humping, mentions of drugs, subby jj!!!

summary: jj is desperate and you’re more than willing to give a helping hand..

masterlist , request are open & encouraged!! pls <3

minors dni!

your head snapped towards your bedroom door as a certain blonde boy emerged, a faint look of distress covering his features. you glanced down at your phone, 2:14am. confusion laced over you as your eyebrows furrowed, lips pouting out in the slightest. “what’s up, jayj? is the party over already?”

he closed the door behind him, before he began pacing at the end of your bed. your worry only heightened at that, throwing the blanket off of you to rush towards him, situating yourself on your knees towards the edge as you looked up at him. you tried to reach out and grab his arm to get him to calm down but he was moving too fast. “jayj, talk to me. what’s going on? let me help you.”

finally, he stopped in front you, chest heaving up and down as he lifted his cap off his head to run his fingers through his hair before placing it back on. you stood on your knees, placing your hands gently onto his face to try to steady him. butterflies erupted in your stomach when his eyes met yours and he absolutely melted into your touch.

you kept your voice soft and gentle, pushing down your attraction to focus on him. “what do you need, j? talk to me.” it was then you noticed how hot his skin was to the touch, pupils dilated almost to the rim as his cheeks were tainted crimson. he gulped, adams apple bobbing and you had to pull your eyes away from the sight. “I took something.” he confesses and his vagueness has your eyebrows knitting together. “okay…?”

“a-and I knew I shouldn’t have come to you — I mean, your brother would kill me but I, I just..” he cut himself off on a heavy breath and you didn’t miss the way his eyes flickered down your frame, making you squirm inside your skin. “s’okay, j. want you to come to me.” you admitted, thumbs affectionately caressing his cheeks and you could’ve sworn you heard a whimper pass his lips but you convinced yourself you were making it up.

“I took E.”

there was a beat of silence as your lips formed a slight ‘o’, eyebrows raising in realization. his eyes searched yours, a look of guilt and regret in his pretty blues. “oh?” you breathed, fighting the urge to look down at his pants but the urge won as you spot the raging hard on he was carrying, a small wet spot on the front of his cargos. it looked.. painful.

“do you.. d’you want me to help you?” you managed to ask and he nodded eagerly, a slight frown still residing on his lips and your pout deepened. poor boy.

“you wanna lay down for me?” you pushed a stray hair off his forehead, and his breath quivered as he nodded. you moved aside for him, before crawling to meet him between his legs. “what do you want me to do first, j?” you asked, hands gently creeping into the bottom of his shirt to caress the hardness of his abs, feeling him tense beneath your fingers as he breathing heightened.

he looked down at you with soft, lustful eyes, lips slightly parted until they landed on your chest. “can you undress for me?” you gulped but slowly nodded your head, dainty fingers sliding out from beneath his cut off to find the hem of your shirt. “whatever you want, jayj.” you were only wearing an oversized tee and undies so in a matter of seconds you were completely exposed in front of him. “like that?”

his breath shook as he nodded his head, eyes glued to your chest and you bit your lip. “d’you wanna taste them?” at that, his eyes flickered up to yours and he nodded his head. “words, baby.” your own hands traveled up your body, squeezing the flesh in your palms and small groan left his lips, hips jerking slightly. “yes, please.”

you smiled satisfied, crawling up into his lap to straddle him as your hands found his hair, running through the soft locks. his mouth was hesitant at first but when your back arched into him, his hands became greedy as they found your waist, holding you in place as his lips roughly chased your perky tits. you let out a breathy moan when he tugged on your nipple between his teeth and he thrusted up into you, his cloth covered cock rutting against your exposed heat. his head fell back against your pillows at his own action, a loud moan passing his lips. you grinded down against him again and there was another. “fuckk, baby.”

“do you like that, j?” you batted your lashes down at him and he quickly nodded his head, faces screwed up together in pain or pleasure, you couldn’t tell. “d’you wanna dry hump me, jayj? would that make you feel better?” another nod, “please, princess.”

“i’m yours, jayj. do whatever you want to me.” he swore he could’ve came right there, a deep growl involuntarily passing his lips from your words alone. before you could process he was pulling your face down to his, pressing his lips against yours with such raw need it made your pussy throb. he tongue greedily entered your mouth and you welcomed it, taking every whimper and moan he would give you. if you didn’t cum at all tonight it would be worth it, hearing months worth of material for later.

you were so hypnotized in his kiss you hadn’t realized how roughly he was rutting up against you until a long whine left his lips, jaw slacking as he pulled back to watch in awe as his shorts had collected your arousal that was pooling out of you.

you took this as your sign to take control, watching the way every nerve in his face contorted as you began slowly, speeding up your movements to match his heaving chest. “are you gonna cum in your shorts, j? huh? talk to me, baby.”

“yes. oh- god, baby. pleasepleaseplease.” he whined through clenched teeth, and you almost felt bad as he struggled to catch his breath, switching from breathing through his nose to panting heavily, sweat collecting at his brow line.

you could feel his cock twitching from beneath you, soft whimpers of muddled pleas passing his lips as his eyes bounced from the way you were riding him to the way your face contorted in pleasure, whimpering with every breath. “you close, j? ‘know you are, can feel it. must be in so much pain, huh?” your lips click together in pity. “my poor boy.”

“mhmm. jus’ need you so bad. always. always need you.” he’s so pussy drunk, he can’t help but let the confession slip out but he’s too close to regret it, especially with the way you moan at his words, rutting yourself faster against him to better please him. “fuckk, j-jus’ like that, please y/n. don’t stop, don’tstop. jesus chri-“

his words are cut short as a loud yell erupts from the back of his throat, erratically jerking his hips up against your throbbing cunt. “ah, ah! yesyesyes, y/n fuckk-“ he has never cum so hard before in his life, it just kept coming and coming, shooting out of him in long, hot ropes. if he weren’t so wrapped in pleasure he’d be panicked from his sudden lack of oxygen, but it only added to it, a heavenly, sloppy smile creeping onto his face.

you could blame the drugs, but he knew it was you. it’s always you. only you could pull this side out of him and he loved it, giving him a thrill he had never experienced before.

while he was wrapped up in his high, your eyebrows furrowed a bit in worry, slowing down your movements to a halt. “j? jayj, come back to me. hey, I’m right here, baby.” when his eyes met yours again, there wasn’t a thought behind those pretty blues and you grinned. he was still panting, struggling to catch his breath and you were careful as you crawled off of him, coming to his side to cup his jaw.

“you okay? was I too much?” If it weren’t for how concerned you looked as you asked, he would’ve laughed. too much. as if you hadn’t just dommed the fuck out of him. his grin was like no other. cloud nine was all he could think to describe the feeling.“no, baby. you were perfect. thank you, that was-“

he trailed off as he glanced over you, face falling the slightest. “shit. did you-.. did you not cum?”

you giggled in the slightest, as if the noises he made alone couldn’t of got you off . no, you wanted this to be about him.

“next time, jayj.”

“next time?” his voice was excited, hopeful and your pulse fluttered. he had no clue.

“you think I’m letting you go after that?”

[geminijade]

Y'all, I'm Not OK 🔥🥵

[rafescurtainbangz]

*moans*

[obx-pogue4life]

Good Girl Hole

Summary: Your boyfriend JJ wants to give you the pleasure you crave but can't quite figure out what it is that you're wanting...

Warnings: Smut! Nipple play, dirty talk, sensual touching, clit play, fingering, P in V, teasing, praise kink, anal, slight ass play, spanking, semi shy reader, JJ being slightly dom but sweet

"Mmm... fuck baby, I love your tits," my boyfriend JJ mumbles into my bare naked chest before taking another mouthful. I can feel him start to suck on my overly hardened nipple and it feels so good, I can feel it radiating throughout my entire body. Every suck, lick, kiss and bite makes my aching pussy throb for him.

"You're such a good girl letting me play with you baby. You like being my good girl, don't you princess," he coos.

"Mmmhmm," I incoherently babble in response. The want for him to keep touching me anywhere he can reach his skilled hands is completely taking over my brain and I can't help but squirm in pleasurable frustration beside him. If he doesn't take this further right fucking now, I think, I actually might explode. "I need you J. Please, I can't take this anymore. I need you so badly it hurts," I beg.

"Aww... does my girl need to be fucked," he says in a mocking tone. "Does my good girl need this cock? Where do you need it baby," he asks.

"Here?," he questions, taking his thumb and gently parting my lips. His eyes widen as I quickly shake my head no but open my mouth for him. I gently suck the tip of his thumb, swirling my tongue and letting out a little moan. I stare him directly in the eyes and pull it out with a POP! and shake my head no again.

"Fuckkk," he lowly drawls, licking his lips and eyeing me hungrily. "Ok baby, I know what you want," he says with a confident grin. I can feel his hand move down my side and sweep over my aching core, cupping me with his fingers. I let him start to explore my dripping folds and soon enough he goes right for my throbbing clit.

"This what you wanted, baby?," he asks again, not really waiting for an answer. He pinches my clit and begins to roll it back and forth between his fingers. It feels so good, I nearly cum on the spot. He swiftly replaces his fingers with the tip of his cock and starts to swipe it back and forth over my most sensitive areas.

"You're so wet for me y/n. Such a needy princess for me baby. Such a good girl," he praises. My still aching need to feel him snaps me out of my impending pleasure long enough to remember where I want him the most.

I immediately place my hand over him before he gets a chance to stick his eager cock in me and make me cum and he looks at me confused. I smile at him and shake my head no, watching the confusion really overtake him. "No," he questions me, raising and eyebrow.

"No," I repeat him, smirking.

"Baby, I dunno what you want then," he says defeated. "Just tell me and I'll do it. I wanna make you feel good. Don't you want me to make you feel good, baby?"

I stop to think for a minute to figure out how to ask him for what I want without sounding like a pervert.

"J," I ask quietly. "I thought you said that I was your good girl? An unsure look covers his beautiful face.

"You ARE my good girl, y/n. You know that," he says moving a strand of hair out of my face. We both sit up and lean against the headboard of out bed in silence a minute.

"Baby, just say it," he calmly pleads.

I take a deep breath and turn to him, looking into those gorgeous eyes and sigh, slight embarrassment starting to settle in. "Well... If I'm your good girl... then I think you should fuck me... in my good girl hole.

"Shit," he says, a sly smile immediately spreading across his lips. "Baby, we've only done that once and I didn't even consider that a possibility of something you would want right now. Are you sure," he asks seriously. "Is this what you really want?"

A huge smile appears across my reddened face and I nod my head rapidly. "Yes, this is exactly what I want JJ," I say getting on my hands and knees. He chuckles and quickly follows behind me, only stopping to pull me back up a minute to kiss me.

"You really are my good girl, aren't you y/n," he smirks.

"Always," I smile back.

"Ok baby," he says kissing me one more time before I resume my position on all fours. He smacks my bare ass a few times and rubs his thumb over my puckering hole. It feels so good to finally have him touch me where I've been craving him all night.

"Ready?," he prompts me, to which I immediately give a lusty moan when I feel the tip of his cock brush my opening.

I hear him let out a dark laugh as he smacks my ass again, a bit harder this time. The stinging feeling feeds my growing arousal and makes me involuntarily clench my cheeks together. "Relax baby," he whispers seductively, rubbing my tender, reddened skin. My good girl," he praises.

I relax at his calming words and take a deep breath. "Ok, baby," he says again. "Head down, ass up!"

Thank you so much for reading! I appreciate it and hope you liked it!

[rues-daya]

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[iloveprettyboysblog]

I wanna ride, I wanna ride 🥵🔥

[blitzosblog]

Oh Romeo - J.M

Pairing: JJ Maybank x Reader

Summary: Today is your and JJ's wedding day.

Warnings: Kissing

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You stood at the doors hands straightening out the skirt of your dress as you patiently waited, Kiara came up beside you.

"You look beautiful Y/N" She said smiling at you, you turned to her giving her smile.

"Just nerves ya know" You said slightly chuckling at her.

"You know we could always still run if you wanted" She said, nudging you in the side, you both laughed a bit more as Sarah came up behind the two of you.

"You ready?" She asked, you looked down gripping your bouquet tighter, taking a deep breathe in as you held your head high.

"100%"

Both Kiara and Sarah looked at one another, taking their places in front of you as the doors to the ceremony hall opened up, the warmth of the room wafting out, light filled your path, the two girl a head moved forward waiting a few second you slowly began your way down the aisle, the soft melody of violins filled your ears.

Your train ran across the floor as you took gentle steps forward looking round to see your friends and family scattered across the benches.

The girls started to step over to the left as they stood beside the alter, you could see John B and Pope stood to the right smiling like crazy and finally you stepped up the small incline in front of you as you faced JJ, he looked at you with such adoration in his eyes, a smile from ear to ear as he played with him hand nervously.

"You look so beautiful" He whispered leaning forwards making eye contact with you, you smiled at him mouthing the words 'You too'. You both turned to the officiant.

"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to celebrate the union of Y/N Y/L/N and JJ Maybank, and bear witness to their love and marriage." The officiant began, you would give small glances over to JJ every now and then catching him smiling at you as the officiant kept speaking.

"Now for the vows, who would like to go first?" He asked you and JJ look at each other and you decided you'd go first.

"Here I go... JJ I always dreamed of the day I got married, with my dress and the dances, but nothing could have prepared me for the absolute joy of marrying you, from the first time we met you have been a light in my life, always there to cheer me up and hold me when I needed you and I couldn't imagine my life without you now, I look forward to what the future holds for us and to love you for the rest of my life." You spoke voice slightly shaking as you saw tears build in JJ's eyes.

He took a deep breathe before he spoke.

"Y/N, not a lot of people have given me as many chances as you have if any, but you've always been there for me, through every crazy adventure and reckless thing I did, you were always there to patch me up and show me what the true meaning of love is and I'm blessed to have found someone as amazing as you." He finishes, for a moment both of you just stared at one another, before the officiant spoke again and you tuned to him.

"Now Do you JJ Maybank take Y/n Y/L/N as you wife to have and told hold in sickness and in health till death do you part?" He asked.

JJ looked you in the eyes as he spoke.

"I do"

"And do you Y/N Y/L/N take JJ Maybank as your husband to have and to hold, in sickness and in health till death do you part?"

"I do" You said smiling at JJ.

"Well then I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride." He spoke, JJ turned quickly, sweeping you off your feet as he pulled you in, your lipping connecting now, everyone stood, clapping and cheering, you could hear John B whistling, as JJ put you down, forehead pressed against yours.

The two of you held hands as you ran down the aisle.

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The reception was lovely, a small outside venue, covered in little lights and flowers the breeze from the waters dashing across the occupied space.

JJ held you close as the music played, eyes on you, your body's flowing across the floor with one another, the remaining guests surrounding you yet it felt as though it were just the two of you alone in your own world.

"I love you JJ" You whispered looking up at him.

"I love you more" He replied leaning in and kissing you, the two of you were separated by your friends.

"Think the nights coming to end don't you guys?" Pope questioned smiling at JJ, he smiled back, grabbing your hand.

"Lets get our honeymoon started wife" He spoke smirking as he pulled you away from the others into the night.

[slut4tangerine]

move on

— pairing: Rafe x Reader x JJ

— type: angst // fluff

— summary: After a month of moping around after your breakup with Rafe, a love triangle forms.

— a/n: sequel to “we were fine”

— warnings: cursing // mentions of cheating // mentions of depression

It had been about a month since you last saw Rafe. Within that month, a lot happened. You fell into a depression you’d never felt before. Insecurities came crashing down on you as a result of Rafe’s careless actions.

“Was I not good enough?” was a question you asked yourself constantly. The one thing you’ve always feared was not being good enough, and that’s exactly how you felt. You felt like you were in a never-ending spiral of feeling like you weren’t good enough for anyone or anything.

Your friends began seeing a change in your behavior too. You looked like you hadn’t slept in years, the bags under your eyes beginning to appear darker and darker each night. Sarah had occasionally visited you since your breakup with her brother.

She checked in on you to make sure you were okay, wanting you to release any and all emotion so you wouldn’t keep it locked inside, making your depression worse.

Unknown to you, Rafe had been asking Sarah how you were doing every single time she came back from visiting you. She finally gave in and told what was going on; she told him the bare minimum though.

You became friends with the Pogues after Sarah did. She had introduced you to JJ, Pope, Kie & John B. You had gotten extremely close to JJ & Pope throughout the month following your breakup.

When you finally felt comfortable enough to talk about it, you told the Pogues and they all embraced you in a huge group hug.

You may have developed a slight crush on JJ, but your heart was still healing from all of the damage Rafe did.

Okay maybe slight was a bit of an understatement. You definitely had a crush on the boy.

After you walked out of his house that day, Rafe was a complete wreck. He cut off contact with the mystery girl, immediately regretting his decisions.

Rafe wanted you back in his life as soon as possible, but he knew that you were in pain and he was the reason behind it. It was too soon.

2 weeks later, you seemed to be doing better. Your self confidence was still in the gutter, but you actually felt like socializing.

Midsummers was coming up and you decided to invite JJ. You knew Sarah would be there with John B, Pope would be there helping his dad, and Kie would be there against her will because of her parents.

You dressed in a dark blue dress that looked absolutely stunning on you. JJ arrived to pick you up in a matching blue suit. The moment he saw you, his jaw dropped and you couldn’t sworn you saw hearts in the eyes.

“You look absolutely gorgeous, Y/n/n” He said as he kissed your hand, causing you to blush.

“Thank you, J. Let’s go before they take anymore pictures” You grabbed JJ’s hand and ran out of your house.

You arrived at Midsummers with JJ. The venue looked beautiful.

“Thank you for accompanying me, JJ” You smiled at the boy.

“Anything for my favorite girl” He said as he kissed your forehead.

“I’m gonna go grab us some drinks. You want a wine, right?” JJ asked as you nodded. He walked away to grab your drinks.

Across the room was Rafe Cameron, with no date. Just Topper and Kelce at his side. He figured you’d be here since you were a Kook after all, so it’d be the perfect opportunity to talk to you.

“So if any of us see Y/n, we call you immediately?” Kelce asked as Rafe nodded.

“Got it” Topper & Kelce said in unison as the trio went their separate ways.

While waiting for JJ to bring you your drink, you could’ve sworn you saw the back of Rafe’s head. You didn’t think about the fact that the Kook King would be here, at an event hosted for Kooks by Kooks.

You immediately ducked and went to find JJ.

“Woah woah woah, where ya going, pretty lady?” JJ caught you with one arm, keeping you as stable as possible without spilling both drinks onto your dress.

“Let’s go over here” You guided him inside the house.

“What’s going on?” JJ was confused as he followed you to a room in the house.

“I could’ve sworn I just saw Rafe” JJ stopped in his tracks.

“Y/n don’t let him ruin your night. You deserve a fun night out” he assured you as you slowly nodded.

“Now come on. Let’s go have fun” You smiled as he pulled you back to the party.

JJ excused himself to go talk to Pope, who was there per his dad’s request, leaving you to find Sarah.

- Rafe’s Phone -

New message from Topper: I found her. Outside the house entrance with Sarah.

Rafe made his way towards the house entrance, immediately spotting you and Sarah. He acted as if he was passing by and “randomly” noticed you.

“Excu- oh hey Y/n” Rafe stopped walking as he spoke to you. You immediately backed up, hoping Sarah would take notice as to what was happening.

“Hi Rafe” You looked down at your feet, refusing to make eye contact with him.

“Can we talk for a moment?” You looked at Sarah and she shrugged, leaving you to make a decision for yourself.

“Why not” He placed his hand on the small of your back to guide you but you slapped it away immediately.

“Understandable” He muttered to himself as you both found a quiet spot in the grass.

“First of all I’d really like to say that you look bea-” He started before you interrupted him.

“What do you want Rafe?” You sighed.

“Wow okay then…” You rolled your eyes at him, waiting for him to get to his point as he sighed.

“I miss you. I’m sorry for what I did and I can’t live without you, Y/n. I was such a mess after you left my house that day and-”

“No no no no no. You’ve been a mess, Rafe? You’re not the one who was cheated on. You’re not the one who’s been doubting yourself, feeling like you weren’t good enough for your partner” You interrupted.

“I understand. I want to take all responsibility for fucking up and ruining what we had. I just want you to know that you did nothing wrong. It was all me” Rafe looked at you.

“Why’d you do it, Rafe?” You wanted an answer.

“I- I don’t know why I did it. Looking back I know it wasn’t right. I plan to never make that mistake ever again. I need you in my life, Y/n. I can’t live without you” Rafe looked like he was begging.

“So why aren’t you dead yet?” Rafe just looked at you confused.

“You said you cant live without me, so why aren’t you dead yet?” You reiterated as Rafe just sat there in silence.

“I’m not doing this again, Rafe. You had your chance, and you blew it simply because you couldn’t keep your dick in your pants. You probably won’t ever fully understand how hard this was for me. I’m in the process of moving on. Moving on with someone who treats me the way I deserve to be treated. I think you should too” You said as you walked away from him, leaving him there with his thoughts.

You made your way back to the party and you saw JJ talking to Sarah, panic spreading across his face.

“I’m back” You said as you wrapped your arms around JJ’s torso, causing him to turn around and hug you. Sarah walked away, giving you both some much needed privacy.

“Are you okay? Did he hurt you?” JJ examined your arms before you responded.

“I’m fine JJ. He wanted to get back together but I told him no” JJ smiled at the last part of your statement.

“Does this mean I finally have a chance now?” JJ smiled and jumped around like a 5 year old on a sugar high.

“You’ve always had a chance, J. You’ve practically owned my heart since the day we met” You smiled up at him, causing him to smile back at you.

His arms travelled down to your waist as he pulled you in closer. He looked at your for approval before you nodded.

He pulled you in and kissed you slowly but passionately, like he had been waiting for this moment his entire life.

You both smiled into the kiss, not caring what was going on around you.

At that exact moment, Rafe walked back to the party, his eyes immediately spotting you and JJ kissing in the middle of the party.

He saw red, but he decided against starting anything, as he walked to the kegger to drink his sorrows away.

You looked happier with JJ. You probably were happier with JJ. He couldn’t take that away from you. That’s what you deserved.

You deserved someone better than Rafe Cameron.

[blueicequeen19]

72 Hours

Summary: Your mom marries Rudy’s dad - making the actor your new step brother. You two don’t meet until the wedding and you immediately hate each other despite the obvious attraction. But when Rudy threatens to ruin everything, you have no choice but to step in.

Trigger Warning: cnc, dub-con, blackmail

I sneak into his bedroom and to my surprise, find him already naked and hard. He must be having a good dream. He’s laying on his back, the blanket tangled in his legs and one muscular arm thrown over his eyes. My throat is suddenly dry just by seeing him like this. I can’t deny the strong desire that I feel in his presence. Even if he is an unbearable kiss ass with his charm. But when it came down to it, he was a man and he wouldn’t be able to resist me. Being a woman was the only card I could play. I wouldn’t let us end up on the street again. It was time I put Rudy in his place.

I strip out of my sleep clothes and crawl up the bed, throwing my leg over his waist so I can straddle him. My heart was racing. My pussy was throbbing. I was excited. I spat in my palm and careful worked his member, getting him nice and wet for me. I couldn’t complain about his size. It was longer than I expected so I had no doubt he’d feel amazing. Rudy moans in his sleep and it sends a jolt straight to my pussy. His cock is pulsing in my hand and I can’t wait any longer.

I lift up and line him up with my entrance. The head slips in and I can’t help but gasp. I brace myself on his chest and try to sink down as quickly as I can. Rudy stirs, his chin lifting up to the ceiling and his mouth hangs open. A long moan leaves his lips and I have to bite my lip to keep myself in check. I just needed him to cum. This wasn’t about me or pleasure.

I start to rock back and forth, my eyes fluttering when my clit meets his skin. His hands fists the sheets and I move faster, bracing myself on his chest as I start to bounce. I watch as his brows furrow together then his eyes slowly open on a groan.

“Wha—.” I smash my lips to his, not halting my movements. He hesitates for a moment before fisting my hair and kissing me hard, his tongue sliding over mine.

“Fuckkkkk. What are you doing to me?” Rudy grunts, his hands sliding down to grip my hips.

“You feel so good.” I purr, getting lost in the pleasure. Rudy tries to sit up but I push him back down.

“Oh, god.” He rasps, dazed and half asleep.

“Shit!” I cry as a powerful orgasm hits me and I dig my nails into Rudy’s chest. He groans loudly, gripping my hips and attempting to lift me off but I bounce harder, coming down onto his chest again as I kiss him.

“Wait, wait, I’m gonna—.” I feel him pulse inside me, his hands tight on my hips as I ride him through his high before dropping down on his chest. I just fucked my step brother.

I blink and sit up as Rudy watches me with hooded eyes, his lips parted as he sucks in breath after breath.

“Y/N, that was—.”

“Let’s get something straight, Rudy, I’m not on birth control. So unless you want the world to know about you knocking up your step sister then you better bury whatever dirt you’ve dug up on my mother.” I watch as his eyes widen and his breathing slows as it sits in. Then his face hardens, blue eyes narrowing at me.

“You fucking bitch. Get off of me.” Rudy sits upright and I scramble away from him, an emptiness like I’ve never felt before settles in between my legs. I snatch up my clothes and move to the door as Rudy seethes.

“You have to take plan B within 72 hours so what’s it gonna be, step bro?” My hand was on the door handle in case he charges me. I could feel his hot cum sliding down my legs. The rage in his eyes should’ve scared me but it didn’t. If anything, I liked it.

“I’ll fucking ruin you both.” Rudy snarls, hands balled into fists but I don’t miss the way his eyes scan my still naked form. I see him hardening again and he quickly cups himself.

“Not if I ruin you first. Drop whatever shit you have on my mother and leave. Go back to your glamorous life. I only want to see you on holidays. If not, I’ll make you a daddy.” I’m afraid to move, afraid he’ll lunge for me like a caged lion.

“I’ll shove that plan B down your fucking throat.” Rudy snatches up a pair of black boxers and slips them on.

“Your scare tactics won’t work on me. You’re the one who should be afraid of me. I’ve proved I’ll get my way one way or another. 72 hours Rudeth.” I throw the door open and slip out before Rudy can come for me. At this point, it was him or me.

And I chose me.

[thecameronchronicles]

The Words I Never Said

TW: Fluff. Angst. Language. Hints of smut. 

SUMMARY: Rudy stands up for you when his ex goes too far. 

WORD COUNT: 900

REQUESTED

Hey could you possibly write pls Rudy Pankow x Reader where him and Elaine.. (no hate to her, I think she’s a lovely girl, love her) but she and him break up.. before you join on set. You are JJ Maybanks love interest.. You and Rudy get closer, everyone can see it and teases about it. However You keep quiet about Elaine making you upset by saying stupid comments to make you feel uncomfortable.. Rudy finds out and confronts her infront of everyone, telling his true feelings towards you. Thank you so much, I love your writing.. it is so inspirational ❤️❤️❤️

*THANK YOU SO MUCH! HOPE YOU ENJOY!*

The Words I Never Said 

Even though they had broken up long before you joined the cast as JJ's love interest, the tension remained as if it had just been yesterday. Where you were welcomed by the cast, teases made to how close you and Rudy had become so quickly, it appeared as though the characters you played began to bleed over into reality, the crew was often a means for their usual whisper campaigns, all lead by Elaine. 

And usually you were able to brush off the remarks as you knew they existed from a place of such insecurity. But as she explained how 'even Rudy told me he imagines anyone but her in the scenes' and it's awkward for him because he 'sees her as a sister and a friend and she can't take the hint', these words existed well in your mind along those she spoke to your face. These ones would be from pure manipulation as she spoke of your ensemble being bold and even commendable for being brave enough to play such a promiscuous character. Mentions of body image were tossed to make you question if you needed to eat dessert along with the dinners you would go out and attend with the cast, all while Rudy would pull you from reliving those words, even if he wasn't aware they had even been spoken. 

But there was someone you had confided in. JD. Unintentionally, as he has come to you on set, his trusting eyes and loyal reputation had been a reason for such peace as he would quickly learn the reason behind your tears. But within an hour of that pestering secret weighing slightly less on your shoulders for being able to talk about it, you caught the sight of Rudy making determined steps towards the producer's tent. 

"Where do you get off?!" He shot as the laughter of some former joke simmered to silence. 

"Rudy, can we talk about whatever this is-" 

"What's the point?! You don't care what you say or who it hurts. What makes it worse, Elaine, is YOU were the one who ended things. So where do you think you can tell me who I can start to fall for?" You caught each and every word as well as the reactions of cast and crew alike, all while your mutual friends would then look at you. 

"She doesn't deserve that. But you make one more comment about her and you'll find working here VERY difficult." He turned to face you, unaware he'd been the reason behind such a crowd gathering, before moving towards his trailer. 

"Rudy?" You questioned as you knocked on the door to find it having remained ajar from a quick entrance from its owner. 

"I am so sorry about all of that...If I would have known-" 

"I didn't want you to..." 

"Why?" You looked back to the direction you'd both just come from. 

"I didn't want to be the reason for tension..." 

"God, why do you always have to be like this?" His aggression seemed to turn to you, "Always so sweet and considerate...I mean if the things you told JD happened frequently...I can only imagine the things you didn't tell him and you still don't want to hurt her...I want her out of here...I don't want her to hurt you anymore. Because she's so fucking wrong, you know...About your acting, the way I see you as a friend and can't get the hint...and your clothes and weight. My God, I can't focus half the time because I'm trying not to think about all of the things I want to do to you-" He stopped, realizing his rant had confessed far too much. 

"Shit, I'm sorry, I-" You were quick to close the distance between you, his face in your hands, and a soft kiss to his lips. Even though you had kissed before, it had been staged and completely fake. Done so in repetition, it was almost enough to feel numb to the excitement you used to get from it. 

Almost. 

But now, it was new. As if you'd never kissed him before. And it was quickly reciprocated with a hand to the curve of your back pulling you closer. 

"Did you mean it?" You asked as he rested his forehead to yours once breaking the kiss. 

"What?" He asked sweetly. 

"That you were falling in love with me?" He looked to the side before shaking his head. 

"I've already fallen." You returned to kiss him, fisting the fabric of his shirt beneath your grasp while leading him in to you. 

"Then lock the door, Rudy..." He obeyed and returned quickly as you pushed him to the couch. 

"Let me show you that I've fallen for you too.." You were on your knees, hands running up his thighs as you reached his belt. A devilish smile mirrored on his face as you would prove without question just how you'd desired him. 

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Something to Learn

Pairing: JJ Maybank x fem!reader (nickname Zee) x John B

Warning: 18+ MDNI, angst, smut, choking, hair pulling, edging, piv, mentions of drinking and smoking, bruises, abusive/toxic dad, no Sarah yet, not edited/proofread

A/N: this was requested by @lovesickformaybank​ ... I feel like it’s not my best work of smut :/ but enjoy!

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It was a slow night, Kie, Pope, JJ, John B and I has been bored the whole day. We’ve drank, we smoked, we went around the whole island and to the mainland. Yet we still are bored as hell.

Now we were on the HSM Pogue, all of us on the bow in a daze looking up at the night sky. The stars were different tonight, like they were calling out to me as we were moving across the small waves of the water.

It was one of the colder nights of Summer at OBX. JJ laid on his back on the bow floor with just a hoodie keeping him warm, his arms behind his head. Kie and Pope were sitting distant from each other, their legs are sharing a blanket. John B and I doing the same.

“Zee, you see that over there?” John B pointed up into the dark sky.

“Wait hold on, let me see.” I scooted closer to him, our thighs touching.

I closed one of my eyes, following up his arm to see where he was pointing at.

“Those stars? What about them?” I turned to face him, our faces just an inch apart. I can feel his breath fan over my face, I smell the mixture of weed and beer that we’ve been consuming all of today.

He smiles at me, his eyes scanning my face before turning his head away from me. “That is the Big Dipper.”

“Oh that’s pretty. Can you show me more?” I gripped at his bicep, resting my jaw on his shoulder.

“Zee.” JJ called out, making me quickly look down at him on the boat floor. “What are you doing?”

“Looking at stars.” I blinked, not knowing if I did something wrong.

“Come lay with me.” he wasn't asking, JJ never asked much.

“John B is showing me stars.”

“Constellations.” John B corrected.

“Yeah, constellations.” I told JJ before letting out a quiet huff, turning back to John B so he can show me more.

I was surprised that JJ didn't retaliate like he usually does, he always has something to say. All of today he was different, he was more quiet. I asked him repeatedly if there was something wrong but he just brushed it off with a ‘nothing’.

John B showed me so many constellations and the brightest start in the North, Arcturus. He told me how he knows all about them, and other cute little facts. 

An hour later everyone began to get tired and cold, we were begging to go home where it would be warmer.

Once we docked at the chateau, everyone began walking into the Routledge home, except JJ.

“J, where are you going?” Kie asked, her body wrapped in a burrito blanket. 

All of our faces looked at JJ all tired, our eyes barely staying open and our bodies swaying from exhaustion.

“Home. C’mon Zee.” he held out my helmet, his already on his head.

“J, it’s late and I'm tired. Let’s just sleep here.” I crossed my arms over my shivering body. My body swaying from the lack of sleep.

“Yeah JJ, you have the whole guest room just for you.” John B tried to convince him.

“We’re going home. Zee put on your helmet and get on.” his tone was harsh, he was demanding.

I knew not to push his buttons, especially when he had alcohol in his system. I wished everyone a good night and lazily dragged my feet to JJ’s motorcycle. I snatched my helmet from his hands and put it on with a groan.

The ride home was quiet. He wasn't singing to music like he usually does. Dead silent.

He parked his bike in front of his house, quickly putting down the kickstand and roughly throwing his helmet onto the dirt.

“J, what the hell is wrong?” I hopped off the bike and gently placed my helmet onto the handle.

I cautiously followed him up to the front door, making sure to keep quiet so we don't wake up Luke. JJ didn't answer, he just stood at the door not moving a muscle and having his back towards me.

“JJ, answer me.” I accentuated my words in a whisper.

He swiftly turned around, his hand finding my throat in seconds. His long fingers wrapped around my neck like it was nothing, squeezing just enough to restrict my breathing a bit. His eyes were dark, pupils blown. His eyebrows were furrowed and his nose flaring.

“You just really like John B, don't you?” he brought my face up to his, I stood on the tips of my toes.

I shook my head sideways, telling him a no.

“Go to the room.” He pushed me away and releasing my throat, I felt at my throat trying to inhale as much air as I can. He didnt even look at me after, he was too busy looking out into the woods.

I quietly walked into the house, seeing a limp body of Luke on the couch. I made my way to the room that JJ and I shared whenever we decided to go back to his house.

I stood in the middle of his room, biting at my nails. My eyes went wide as he stomped his way into the room, closing and locking the bedroom door behind him. 

His figure towered over me, his broad shoulders and long hair casted a shadow. His finger traced my skin from my shoulder to my jawline.

His hand gripped at my throat at an alarming speed, he was holding me up to where I was once again on the tips of my toes.

“You’re gonna get naked and sit on the bed for me.” his eyes were dark, no blue to be seen.

He let go of my neck and let me start to strip. He was taking off his clothes too, his eyes watching me as I take off my sweatpants.

He pulled his hoodie off of his torso, his skin littered with purple and yellow marks. How was I not able to catch how sore he was today? He was struggling to pull the article of clothing over his head, his body aching but he tried not to show the pain.

“J.” I stood up and made my way to him, helping him with his hoodie.

His eyes didn't meet mine, he didn't want to talk about it. Luke was just in the living room, he didn't want another fight with his dad especially with me here.

“JJ.” my fingers lightly circles all of the bruises on his abs, his breath shuddering at the touch.

“Strip.” he held me by my wrists, lightly pushing me away from his body.

“JJ, can we just talk about it?” I sat on the edge of the bed taking off my hoodie, leaving me just in my panties and bra.

“I don't want to talk about this.” His finger pointing towards the biggest bruise. “I want to talk about why you were flirting with John B.”

His fingers splayed on my hips, gripping at the waistband of my underwear. His fingers feeling at the lace, twirling it in his fingers before roughly pulling it down my legs.

“Turn around.” I flipped my body with my stomach against the mattress and my bare ass hanging off the bed.

His fingers laced through my hair, pulling my upper body off of the bed. My back arching achingly. His freehand unclasping my bra, pulling it off my chest and off my arms. My tits bouncing from the release.

“You know, I never thought that I’d be dating a whore.” he muttered into my ear, his lips grazing the shell of my ear with each word he says.

His free hand comes down to my rear, a loud and hard smack caused my body to leach forward. My back arching away from his chest, his hand leaving a swelling red handprint.

“I think you need to learn not to flirt with my best friend.”

He pulled down his shorts and underwear, his free hand fisting his hard cock, using his pre-cum as lube. He brought his tip to my dripping core, dragging it around my slit and spreading the slick.

“J.” I quietly moaned out at the teasing. He was so close to my center, his tip missing it on purpose.

He wrapped his hand around my hair one time, pulling my head closer to his shoulder. That’s when he forced his dick inside of me, not letting me adjust to his size. His hips were like pistons, going in and out of me rapidly. 

His groans and thrusts were filled with anger, but also lust. My skin was raw from his skin slapping against mine. My hole sore from his shaft dragging at a quick rough pace.

His hand stayed in my hair while his other take grip of my throat, holding my back against his chest. Our bodies shaking the bed, not caring if Luke wakes up from his high.

“I- Im gonna cum.” his thrusts making me stutter out with just the little air I was able to breath in.

He slowly pulled out to where his tip was in me. “No.” he pushed into me, his balls hitting against me.

I was barely holding it, the knot was ready to be untangled. My body shook from the strain of keeping it in. I can feel his cock twitch inside me, his thrusts stuttering. 

“Oh fuck!” he groaned loud for the whole side of the cut to hear.

He pulled out and released onto my back, my euphoria taking a pause. He finished, but I didn't. I was a whining mess, pushing back my ass into his hard cock, trying to get some sort of movement.

“JJ.” I exhaustedly snapped at him.

“Only good girls get to cum.” his hand tightening in my hair, I winced.

“I- im a good girl.” I whined against, rutting back against him.

“Good girl don't flirt with their boyfriends best friend.” he let go of my hair and throat, pushing my body forward into the bed. He tucked himself back into his boxers and shorts, leaving me a whining naked mess.

“JJ, please.” I got up from the bed, on my knees where he stood at his dresser. “Please! I’ll do anything!”

Tears formed at the corners of my eyes, the salty liquid falling down my cheeks. It was bubbling inside me, wanting to spill over but not able to. I was so close to popping.

He found some clean clothes and went to the bathroom, paying me no attention. Not letting me finish. He was punishing me. He knew none of my toys would satisfy me. He knew my fingers couldn’t reach the heavenly areas his fingers, tongue, and cock could. 

This was my punishment.

[hailbales]

movie night

warnings: fem reader! x jjmaybank!, p in v, unprotected sex, overstim, cockwarming

summary: jj gets restless watching a movie

masterlist

minors dni!

you froze when you felt his hands inch up your thigh, closing in on the area you so desperately craved for. your hand flew to his, holding it in its place as you anxiously looked around at your friends, but thankfully their eyes were still glued on the tv.

you were sitting on jj’s lap, your back flush against his chest as his hands wondered your body, concealed under the blanket you were using. he thrusts his hardening cock up against you, and although you knew it just looked like he was readjusting himself to anybody but you, your eyes still widened.

“jj, I swear to god if you don’t knock it off, you’re not getting any tonight.” you harshly whispered to him, trying not to draw attention to either of you. thankfully your friends had let you have the seat in the back so they were all facing away from you, but that didn’t make you any less nervous.

“just the tip, baby. please.” he rocked himself against you again and you had to close your eyes to hold your composure. your grip had loosened on his hand, and he took that as a sign to inch further up, applying pressure to your throbbing clit over the small cloth of your underwear. “jj.” you breathed out, and it sounded more like a plead than a warning.

“you have to be quiet, baby. can you do that? can you be quiet for me?” he whispered in your ear before slyly trailing sloppy kisses down your neck. you exhaled a shaky breath, your composure cracking as you nodded your head.

“good girl. that’s a good girl.” he started drawing slow circles on your clit and you threw your head back against his shoulder, holding tightly onto his bicep to steady yourself. you felt him reach between you, steadily pulling his cock out of the confines of his shorts. “there ya go, baby. you’re doing so good. so good for me.”

he pulled your thong to the side, running his thick ring-clad finger through your folds to spread your wetness. he hummed against your neck, thanking whatever god that was listening for making tiny little sundresses that give him easy access

“here’s what I need you to do, doll. I need you to grab that water off the table for me. can you do that? can you be a good girl for me?” you nodded your head, staring down the bottle of cold water sitting on the coffee table just out of reach. “go ahead, baby. keep the blanket on us.”

you obeyed, slowly leaning off his lap on unsteady knees to reach for it. john b spared a slight glance behind him at the movement, but moved his attention back towards the movie. you let out a slight breath of relief, grabbing the bottle into your hand. jj tapped your thigh, signaling you to sit back down.

he guided you with a hand on your waist, aligning himself with your weeping hole. you let out a moan at the intrusion, and jj pinched your thigh in punishment. kie turned back to look at you with a questioning look on her face, but you covered it by letting a nervous laugh. “foots asleep.”

when she turned back around, you let your face morph into pleasure as jj filled you to the hilt. “foot asleep, baby? you needa stand up?” he whispered teasingly in your ear, and you knew he wasn’t gonna let you forget that later.

“j, please.” you sighed, desperately needing to move, to create some kind of friction. “uh, uh. stay still. wouldn’t want our friends to know your sitting on my cock, now would you?” he rubbed his hand soothingly on the spot that he pinched, placing a gentle kiss on your neck before moving his attention back the movie.

the very, very long movie. jj had made the last five minutes of it torture. constantly readjusting himself as his hands roamed wherever he pleased, at one point just holding his thumb onto your clit but not moving an inch. you were sure your thigh was going to be bruised from how many times he pinched it whenever you would start to slowly rock yourself against him.

as the ending credits began rolling, your friends started gathering their belongings. “me and sarah are heading to her place, got an early start there tomorrow.” john b announced as pope an kie folded up the blankets they had used to make palettes.

“alright, bro. we’re gonna crash here tonight.” jj said, extending his hand to do their handshake before john b ruffled your hair in goodbye. the touch made your breath shake, too subtle to notice by anyone but the blonde beneath you. “bye, birdie.”

the rest bode their goodbyes, seemingly taking their sweet time until the last of them finally cleared the living room, the light and background music from the television creating an eerie atmosphere. jj waited until he heard john b’s van start up, pulling out of the driveway before he quickly flipped you onto your back on the couch, the movement causing a loud moan to escape your lips.

“you touch starved, baby? what, next you’re gonna whimper when pope helps you up? huh?” you could tell even through his dirty talk he was a bit jealous, and that only fueled the wetness between your thighs. “no, j. just need you so bad.” you whined, eyes pleading. he started rocking his hips, going at a tortuously slow pace and that was enough to make the band in your stomach snap.

your breath got caught in your throat as you threw your head back against the couch, nails tarnishing whatever was in your path. your orgasm hit you faster than you could process, feeling like you were fading in and out of consciousness in continuous bliss.

jj gawked at the sight, his cock throbbing inside you ready to cum but he didn’t want the feeling to be over just yet. not after a long hour of teasing, he wasn’t letting you get off that easy.

he lightly slaps your cheek a couple times, pulling you to consciousness and leaving a slight sting in his wake as he sped up his thrust. “we aren’t done just yet, baby. come back to me.”

“fuck, j. can’t take it no more.” you whine, feeling yourself continuously clench around him. he hisses through his teeth before leaning down to lick the tears that had fallen from your eyes on your cheeks. “yes you can. c’mon, know you got one more in you.”

he leans back, slapping your clit causing you to let out a loud cry. “fuck, j!” you pull on his necklace, pulling his lips down to yours as his mouth dominates yours. 

your hips buck into his, meeting his thrusts and he groans against your lips. “there’s my greedy girl. always so good for me.” he litters kisses down your jaw, trailing to your jaw while his hands finds your boobs, pinching your nipple between his fingers.

“god, this pussy feels so good. all. fucking. mine.” his harsh thrusts match his words, one of his hands leaving your breast to wrap around your throat. “all mine, right baby?”

“all yours, j. I’m yours.” you breathe out, face morphing in pleasure as you feel yourself about to fall over the edge. “that’s right, princess. I’ll ruin this tight little pussy for anyone else, you hear me?” his possessive words send you over the edge, a loud pornographic moan escaping your lips as your back arches off the couch.

your body falls limp under his as he continues using you like a fleshlight, chasing his own high. he lets out a deep groan, throwing his head back as he pulls your body to meet his thrust, before you feel warm, long ropes of cum fill you up.

he’s still inside you when he collapses on top of you, your hand immediately flying to play with his hair as you try to catch your breath. “that was incredible, baby.” he murmurs against your skin, before placing a gentle kiss onto your collar bone. you hum in agreement, feeling your eyelids grow heavy as you unconsciously clench around him causing him to let out a slight whimper.

you giggle, running your fingers through his hair soothing until he playfully bites your shoulder, causing you to let out a squeal as try to wiggle out from underneath him “mm, mm. you’re not going anywhere, baby. gonna warm me all night, how’s that sound?”

it’s going to be a long night.

[geminijade]

Brothers from Another Mother and Sisters from Different Mister 💕💞

[adventuresinobx]

MASTERLIST!

OBX Characters

JJ Maybank

Rafe Cameron

John B Routledge

OBX Actors

Drew Starkey

Rudy Pankow

Chase Stokes

Austin North

Blurb Series

Kink Blurbs

My fic recommendations are on my new side blog, @adventuresinobxficrecs 🥰

[obx-pogue4life]

Donut Dick

Summary: JJ thinks he's funny when he puts a donut on his dick and tells you he's got a snack for you but you turn the tables on him and go from silly to sexy, making him absolutely insane and dying for his release

Warning: Cum play, daddy kink, oral sex, dirty talk, squirting, ball play, kissing, fingering, hand job, food (mentions of eating a donut), begging, taunting, teasing, orgasm denial, boob and nipple play, intense orgasms. I hope I didn’t miss any and if I did, let me know

Author's Note: Hi everyone! So it’s been quite a while since I’ve written and posted anything- I can’t believe it’s been over 6 months! I just wanted to take a minute to say thank you for sticking with me after all this time! Whether you are someone who follows me or just someone who happened to stumble across this post, I appreciate your support and taking the time to read my work very much! I hope you enjoy this weird and sexy story I’ve come up with, it’s basically 5000 words of ridiculously silly filth haha I figured I might as well come back with a bang! GO BIG OR GO HOME, RIGHT??!? 😂❤️

"Hey babe, come here," I hear my boyfriend JJ yell from the kitchen.

Groaning to myself, I put my phone down and yell back, "What is it? I don't wanna get up!" and go back to scrolling on my phone.

About a minute goes by and I hear JJ say again in a weirdly peppy sing song voice, "y/n... I've got something for youuuuu" he drawls out. "Come on babe, I made you a snack" he says again trying to coax me.

I groan again but start to get up because I'm sorta hungry and a snack sounds pretty good right about now. I make my way towards the kitchen and nearly drop my phone when I see the sight that's presented before me. Standing smack dab in the middle of the kitchen is a completely naked JJ, standing there in only his black socks! He's got one leg up on a kitchen chair and his arms proudly on his hips, grinning at me like a lunatic. This man also has a full on erection and has decided to hang a fucking donut from his cock. I'm desperately trying to hold in my giggles but then he starts swiveling his hips in a circle and puts his hands behind his head and gives little thrusts and I just lose my cool completely and can't stop laughing at him.

"Like what you see babe," JJ says in a fake sexy accent, adding to my laughter.

"Oh yeah baby, dance for me you sexy hunk of man," I manage to get out while he try's to spin the donut on his cock like a circus trick.

I'm laughing so hard at this point, I have tears streaming down my face and I can't breathe. He is so silly sometimes, I just don't know what to do with him.

"Come on take a bite of the snack I made you," he coaxed cheekily. "I want you to pull it off my cock with your teeth."

I roll my eyes and flip him off but he just laughs at me and grins that goofy grin again, still playing with his dick and twirling that damn donut.

I decide to have a little bit of fun of my own and slowly walk over to him, stripping my pants, top and bra off on the way, before immediately dropping to my knees in front of him.

"Oh my god, are you actually going for this? Holy shit! I was just kidding y/n but fuck, yes! Will you really eat a donut off my dick?" He asks, genuinely unsure if I'm really gonna do it.

"Anything for you J," I say in a mock of his sing song voice from earlier. I can hear his breathing hitch and I lean forward ever so slightly and stick my tongue out and gently lick the tip of his still hard cock, making him softly groan out.

"Oh shit" I can hear him mutter a few times as I open my mouth a little more and swirl my tongue around his head and start gently sucking. I decide to keep my hands to myself and while I'm sucking his tip I start to play with my breasts and squeeze my nipples. It feels so good I moan out in my own pleasure, causing his cock to twitch in my mouth. I look up at him through my eyelashes and continue what I'm doing, looking right into his eyes. A few more moans from me and he's nearly there and I've barely touched him yet. I stop abruptly and sit on my heels and wipe the corner of my mouth with my thumb, sticking it in my mouth after and licking off and precum that got on my face.

"Hmmm," I say to him sort of as a question. I really am hungry and lean in to take a bite of that donut that's been staring me in the face. I hold it with my hand so it doesn't crumble and lick some of the frosting off before swallowing and taking another nibble. JJ is looking at me with wide eyes and I can tell that this weird show I'm putting on for him is really turning him on. I take one more nibble and let the donut break apart in my hand and sexily lick the frosting off my wrist purposely leaving the remaining frosting on my fingers. "You want some," I ask him innocently and put my fingers up to his mouth, teasing him. He leans down and licks the chocolate off my fingers and swallows hard, still looking down at me while I'm kneeling before him and wondering what I'm gonna do next. I don't waste any time and put the rest of the donut on the tabletop. "Looks like someone's been playing with their food... such a naughty boy. Guess I'll just have to clean you up..." and I hear him suck in another deep breath in anticipation.

I lean forward again and begin to kitten lick his cock, making sure to tease his tip and the underside of his shaft while I lick up all the remaining frosting and donut bits that are left behind. He lets out a content sigh and I smile into him, temporarily releasing him from my mouth. "Do you like that baby?" I coo to him. "Does my tongue against your cock feel good?" I ask. He nods his head quickly while I look up at him, putting his dick back in my mouth, taking him in completely. "Fuck yes y/n, that feels so good," he moans out and gives me an animalistic growl. "Fucckkkk."

I start bobbing my head and swirling my tongue, letting him go further and further down my throat. I love the way he's grunting and moaning. I love being able to make him lose himself in such a short amount of time. He reaches down and brushes some of the hair out of my eyes that has fallen forward and I pull back to get a breath. "You look so gorgeous with my cock in your mouth," he breathily says to me, instantly making me blush. I look away for a minute and notice he's got some frosting on his balls and an idea plants itself in my head. I quickly lean forward again and gently cradle his balls in my hand. "Y/n what are you-," he begins to say but I quickly cut him off.

"I promise I'll be extra gentile J, can I?" I ask him, half thinking he's gonna tell me no and to stop. He doesn't usually like his balls messed with but the few times he has let me play with them, I know he enjoyed it.

"Sure babe, I trust you. Just be extra careful, ok?" He says a tad hesitantly. A huge smile spreads across my face and I gently move my fingers up under them and feel around a little.

"Such cute little donut holes you have J," I say sitting back on my heels. He grins at me and and laughs.

"Oh I know you did not just call my balls donut holes, you weirdo," he says throwing his head back still giggling.

"I am not the weirdo here, sir, you are!" I say, clutching my chest and faking great shock. "You started this whole thing baby and I'm just finishing it," I smile coyly. "You made quite the mess earlier, J. I think I'm just gonna have to lick that silly left over frosting right off of you if we're ever gonna get you cleaned up," I say and bat my eyes as I look up at him. His leg is still propped up on the chair and he nods his head and opens his leg up a little wider so I can get in there better. He gives me another nod and an excited smile and I lean in forward once again, putting myself face to face with his cock and balls.

I grab his cock with one hand push it up towards his stomach. With my other hand I trace the veins on the underside of his shaft with my fingertips and then my tongue. I can hear him take another deep breath in and out and I can feel his body relaxing. I continue to run my tongue along his veiny underside for a minute and then move down to where his cock actually meets his balls. It's fleshy and sorta squishy and as soon as I press my tongue to it I can feel him stiffen up a little. I put my hands on his thighs, rubbing them reassuringly. "I promise I'll be gentle baby, don't worry," I breathily say. He lets out a deep breath and his body relaxes again. Just using the tip of my tongue, I tease that delicate space between his cock and balls, gently licking up and down and back and forth. His breathing quickens a little and I can tell he's starting to enjoying this. I move down a little lower every time I lick and pretty soon I'm right on top of his balls. I decide to place a gentle kiss on them and to kiss all around his pelvis and at the base of his shaft. Anything I can do to ease his mind and let him relax so he can enjoy this. I notice his tip leaking again and brush the precum off with my fingertip. "Looks like you're starting to enjoy this baby," I tell him. He smiles and nods again and just watches me silently, waiting for my next move.

I use his cum like lipgloss, spreading it evenly on my lips and puckering them. "Jesus Christ" I hear him say under his breath. I look directly at him and suck the remaining cum off my finger as seductively as I can. I hear a loud gulp come from him and I smile to myself knowing that all this is working. His dick twitches in my hand again and I immediately lick my lips a little and start softly kissing and licking his inner thighs, head and shaft. He moans out in appreciation and slightly bucks his hips into my face. I quickly make my way back to his balls and feel his breathing quicken a little but he's still very relaxed. With just the tip of my tongue I circle each orb with feather light touches and can feel the weightlessness they each seem to possess. Running my tongue all around them and over the seam in between cause my boyfriend to let out a manly shriek and groan and his sounds make me instantly stop, not knowing if it was a good sound or a bad one.

"Oh my gosh, are you ok baby? I'm so sorry, I was being so careful, I -" Fuck, no. Feels so... good... babe please... keep... going..." he barely gets out, his breathing is so erratic. "Aww baby I love how good I'm making you feel, you sound so sexy coming undone for me. Don't hold back J, you're making me so wet every time I hear you moan. My panties are soaked for you. Your voice alone in driving me crazy but it's still your turn baby," I say as he reaches for me. I gently push his hand back towards his chest and put my hands on my tits and massage them a little and tweak my nipples. "Mmmm," I let out slowly as I rock my body a little. "This feels good but it's better when you touch me, baby," I tease. His eyes go wide and he licks his lips but I ignore it. I squeeze my breasts together and bounce them with my hands a little and just stare at him and then stop and just smile. "Later," I say and wink at him. "Shit" was all my boyfriend could say.

Satisfied that I had teased him long enough, I dove right back in and started to sensually and slowly lick all around his balls and his ballsack. I could tell he was as relaxed as ever because when I gently started sucking on one of them and ever so delicately pulled it into my mouth, he didn't even flinch. I made a humming noise as I swirled my tongue around and gently pushed my mouth all around it, cupping it around my lips. He grunted and squirmed in satisfaction as I released that ball from my mouth and quickly but softly licked up and down his seam. A long, breathy string of shits and fucks left his mouth and I used my hand to tease the tip of his cock again, the feeling of the two together giving him an extremely pleasurable sensation. I quickly repeated the process on his other ball and as I started to make my way back to his seam and started licking again, he gently tugged on my hair so I stopped. "Too much baby?," I half tease.

"Girl I need to sit... down," he part moans, part chuckles. "So fucking good," he said plopping down on the kitchen chair. Regaining his composure, he tells me he is so full and he needs to cum. "I swear if I don't cum right now, I'm gonna fucking explode," he pleads with me. "Please y/n let me fuck you. I want to make you feel as good as you made me feel. Wanna hear you moan and scream my name over and over again. Plant my seed deep within your pussy and watch you get all swollen with my babies. Fuck, please babe, I want you. I need you," he pleads again.

"That sounds like a lot of fun baby, but it's gonna have to wait," I say getting comfortable on my knees. "I'm not done with you yet," I simply say and smile. A confused look spreads across his face and just as he's about to protest I bring my hands to my chest and start pulling and pinching my nipples. Rolling them between my fingertips, I let out a filthy cry of pleasure and he instantly goes silent and leans back in his chair to watch the show I'm putting on at his feet. I smile at him again and begin to kneed my breasts as I rock back and forth on my heels. I lean in slightly and grab his cock, licking it from base to tip and then stick it as far as I can down my throat while trying to swirl my tongue around him and not choke. I swallow around him and can hear those familiar grunts I love so much coming out of his mouth. Needing air, I pull him out of my mouth and take a much needed breath. "God I love you," JJ says to me, drunk off my mouth.

"You think you love me now J, just you wait baby," I say with a wink. I gently grab his hand and put it on his cock and place mine over his and start to pump his dick. Using my other hand I start teasing my nipples again, pleasuring ourselves in unison. As he starts to get the picture, I let his hand go and massage both my tits with both my hands. He continues to stroke himself while he watches me tease and grope my breasts and his dopey grin is all I need to see in order to know he's loving this just as much as I am. I start to moan his name and tell him I can't wait to feel him inside me when he quickly says that he's gonna cum. I immediately sit up and stop his hand movements and he groans out in frustration. "Why are you stopping me, do you need me to beg? Fuckkkk. Please let me cum babe, I'm so close. I was right there," he says slightly annoyed.

"I get to make you cum," I say sternly. "I get to make you feel good this time baby," I say a little softer.

"You're a terrible tease," he says sighing.

"I know!," you reply happily and then lean back on your heels again. You look at him with innocent eyes and squeeze and push your tits together and shake them a little.

"SEE!," he exclaims! "TEASE!," he fake yells.

"Look JJ, I just thought you might like to titty fuck your way home today, ok?," you say as nonchalantly as you can muster and shrug your shoulders. He leans down and roughly grabs your face with his hand and pulls you up a little so he can kiss you. His kiss is so needy and so rough. It's sloppy and wet but I love it. I smile into his desperation and let myself moan a little. He's so horny he is literally grinding into the kitchen chair and bucking his hips into my stomach. I pull away and grab my tits again and just stare at him for a minute while he eye fucks me. "So...?" I proposition him again. "You wanna cum all over these titties baby?," I say confidently, shaking my breasts and making them jiggle.

JJ licks his lips and mutters something incoherent while I lean back a little, offering my chest to him. He pumps his cock a bit to get himself started up again and then slaps his dick against each of my breasts a couple times. He takes his tip and circles my hardening nipples, getting them a bit sticky with his ever leaking dribbles of cum. I continue to hold my tits up for him while he plays with me and that dopey smile is back, plastered across his face. This man loves boobs. He'd play with them all day if I let him. I hardly ever let him cum on them though because it's messy and I just prefer him to cum inside of me so he knows that I'm doing all of this for his benefit. After a minute more of him rubbing his cock all over my tits and body he's made me sufficiently horny, way more than I thought I'd be with him just slapping my tits with his damn cock. Somehow it works for me though and I am slowly becoming an insane mess. Seeing him get so turned on was making me turned on and hearing him was even worse. He was overly ready, his tip was so red it looked like it might hurt, and that was fucking with me too. All I wanted to do was put it in my mouth and suck him dry but this wasn't about what I wanted. I was doing this for him.

I leaned forward and sat up a little again and kissed him. He stopped his movements and kissed me back. I pulled away slightly and kissed his cheek, down his jawline, down his neck and stopped right over his Adam's apple causing his head to roll back in pleasure. He loved when I sucked his skin right there and loved it even more when I left love bites for him to see later on. It was a sexy kink of his that I loved too. "I love you JJ," I quietly say into his neck.

"And I fucking love you y/n," he murmurs back immediately running his hands through my hair. I decided to take this opportunity while he was still blissed out from my neck kisses to put his eager cock between my breasts and start rubbing them up and down his shaft. With my hands, I pushed my tits together as tightly as I could while encompassing his rock hard dick. Up and down I went, letting my whole body bounce and trying to give him the most pleasure I possibly could. "Uhhhh... yes babe.... Fuck! I'm not gonna last much longer y/n.

"Let go baby, cum for me then," I sweetly coo. He groans and starts to buck himself up in between my breasts. Faster and faster he went, both of our breathing increasing as we meet each other's movements. His pumps getting rougher and faster yet. He was so close. I can't believe he's lasted this long, his stamina is always so sexy to me. I love the control he has over his body and just thinking about it makes me sweat. I am dripping wet and very thankful I've kept on my panties this entire time. After a few more quick thrusts he finally lets out that manly wail I've been longing to hear and I can feel his hot, thick ropes of cum go all over my upper body and onto my neck and face. We both slow our movements and just breathe together for a few seconds. I let go of my chest and his cock, pushing a little of the cum off my face and lick it off my finger. "Mmmm you taste so good, J," I sexily say and lean forward, kissing him on his wide open mouth. He's gawking at me again so I decide to finish my little show for him the only logical way I can think of. I pull away from the kiss and start massaging his cum into my breasts. "This feels so good, baby," I say, trying to keep eye contact. "I hope it was good for you."

"Best afternoon of my life, y/n," he says earnestly. He pulls me up onto my feet and pulls me onto his lap and kisses me again. I can feel his truth through his kiss and it makes my heart flutter.

Instantly his hands start roaming the sides of my body. His one hand brushes back and forth over my nipple while his other hand travels down to where I've been aching for him the most. He gently brushes a finger tip over my opening and immediately I can feel him smile into the crook of my neck. "You're actually dripping, y/n. Like legit dripping wet," he says completely in awe. Still stroking just my opening, he begins to kiss my neck and I can feel him start to suck on the spot that I know, he knows drives me crazy. "Mmmm that feels so good baby, don't stop," I moan out, arching my back slightly and letting my head fall back against him.

"You really have been torturing yourself as much as you have been torturing me, haven't you?" he lustily murmurs into my neck.

"Mmmhmmm," is all I can get out, followed by a sharp and deep breath in. He chuckles at me and says "does my pretty little tease of a girlfriend want to cum?" He questions. I shake my head yes and instinctively start to grind my ass against his leg. "Jesus, you're desperate for a release aren't you babe'" he whispers.

"Please," I whisper back, sounding way more needy than I intended.

"You want my fingers in that pretty little pussy? Like this?" He questions, slowly moving my panties to the side and dipping one finger into my waiting folds. In and out, he shallowly teases my entrance. It feels good but I need more. "Please," I say again. "More please, baby," I plead.

"Whatever you want babe," he complies. Quickly he stops his teasing and puts three fingers deep into me, plunging in and out at a rapid pace. I involuntarily arch my back and hook my one arm around his neck and use the other to hold onto the seat of the chair so I don't fall. "Oh! OOOHH!" Is all I can groin out, the feeling overwhelming all of my senses as I melt into his body. He uses his free arm and hand to hold onto my hips to help keep my now shaking body steady. His arms are so long that he can reach all the way around me to my pussy and uses his fingers to dip into the top of my panties and rub circles onto my pulsating clit. The material of my underwear is so tight against my skin I can feel it start to rip but I couldn't care less. I just need more. I frantically start moving my hips and fucking myself onto his his fingers in rhythm with his hand thrusts. I'm getting so close, I can feel it beginning to boil over within me. He notices my worsening desperation and fucks me faster yet with his fingers, adding an insanely pleasurable fourth finger to the mix. At this point I feel like I'm about to lose my mind any second when he decides to stop rubbing my clit and to pinch it instead. Gentle at first but then a little harder, him being careful to make sure it was making me feel good and not hurt me, before giving me more. Quick and rough pinches followed by firm, repetitive tapping on my most sensitive and over stimulated area was enough to make me yell out his name in pure unashamed pleasure. "j...J...JJ!" I practically scream but I just can't help it. I'm so worked up that I barely recognize my own voice. My body is trembling and I'm randomly convulsing and I seem to have lost all control of my movements. If he wasn't strongly holding me in place, I'd have been on the floor a long time ago. He repeats the pinching and tapping over and over again while his thick fingers stretch me out more and more. All of the sudden I feel an indescribable high wash over me and my vision starts to go fuzzy. He does not let up though and the euphoria I feel is more than incredible. It has me screaming out like a wild animal and I feel like my entire body is on fire. Before I can even realize what's happening, I feel another intense pressure building up within me and there is no turning back now because I am on the brink of explosion. JJ can tell how close I am because all it takes is a few dirty words from him to send me over the edge.

"You're so fucking sexy like this y/n. Completely at my mercy. Show me what that body can do. Show me how you squirt for me y/n. I want your pussy to squirt all over my hand. Do you understand me? If you can do that like a good girl, I promise I'll make you squirt all over my cock when I give you the fucking you deserve, later. Come on gorgeous," he says leaning in to my ear, licking and sucking on my ear lobe. "Squirt for daddy," he whispers.

That whisper was all it took for me to come completely unraveled on his lap. The waves of pleasure circulating through my body were some of the most intense sets of orgasms I've ever experienced. I could feel myself leaking all over him and the pleasure I was receiving from it was enough to bring tears to my eyes. I was sweating, crying and panting over my ragged breathing and loss of breath. The only thing I could do was scream out in pure ecstasy and I was so intoxicated by this wonderfully strong feeling and waves of feel good emotions that I didn't care one bit how loud I was or how I sounded.

As he helped me ride out my incredible high, I got lost in a state of bliss for a few minutes. He stopped all his motions and just held me while I continued to have my tiny tremors of pure lingering pleasure every so often while I was slowly coming back down to normal. Once I finally opened my eyes and looked at him he was just staring at me again with a cocky but semi concerned look on his face. He sighed out in relief and brushed a few lingering tears off my cheek. "What," I said breathily, wondering why he was once again, staring at me with his mouth hanging open.

"Y/n," he grins at me lustily. "It's been like 5 minutes since you came babe," he says incredibly cocky and proud. "I fucking thought you were possessed for a minute," he laughs. "You just kept going and going and moaning and shit. And babe- look at us! Look at the floor! You squirted like a fucking fountain y/n. It was so hot, I'm fucking hard again. You did so good for me, gorgeous. Such a good girl." He praises me, spinning me around so I'm straddling his lap. He leans down and kisses me, making sure to take his time. I feel my cheeks heat up at his words and pull away from his kiss to take a breath. He strokes my cheek lovingly and leans in and kisses my neck reassuringly. "Daddy is so proud of you," he quietly says into my ear between kisses. The feeling of his breath on my neck and his dirty words makes me shiver a little and he pulls back and smiles at me, leaning in to kiss my lips once more. He breathes into me and I can feel all the life coming back into my body. I instantly relax and smile into his kiss. The way he contently sighs back and the way his tongue gently and passionately explores my mouth while his hands tenderly cup my face make me feel so loved in this moment. His kiss always gives it away. If he never told me again how he feels, I'd still know it because I can feel it in his touch.

He eventually and reluctantly pulls away and presses me into his chest, hugging my body tightly and takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly. "Who knew my dumb joke would turn into all this," he chuckles. I smile into his chest and chuckle back. "Yeah who knew your donut dick would turn me on so much," I say, shaking my head. He laughs again and kisses the top of my head lovingly.

"I love you, my little freak," he says affectionately.

"Love you too, my little weirdo," I say back.

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Six Feet Under the Stars | Rudy Pankow | Prologue

When Thea Ross comes back into Rudy Pankow's life five years after he graduated high school, he's not prepared for her to tell him their last encounter resulted in more than he bargained for.

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A/N: Oh look I finally got around to posting this. This has been edited and this version @teelagurl558 hasn’t read yet teehee. Okay I am going to bed now.

tagging people who might be interested: @pankowperfection @pankhoeforlife @sweettartforrudy

“Dorothea Claire Ross, how dare you enter this room without giving me a hug.” Chase Stokes' voice rang out across the meeting room from where he sat on the opposite side and end of the table from where the bleach blonde had just sat down. She held back the urge to roll her eyes at the twenty-eight year old, standing up to walk around the table to give him a tight hug.

“Where’s Em?” He whispered in her ear, “You didn’t tell me you got the role, bitch.”

“Mama Jen has her, Rylie said she would bring her in a couple weeks when I’m settled in my apartment.” She whispered back. “And after I got the role, I disclosed to Jonas that you are my cousin and asked him not to tell you, it was supposed to be a surprise. Speaking of surprises, he’s not here yet?”

“No. He’s stuck in traffic but should be here soon, he’s supposed to be in front of you.” He confirmed. “You’re gonna have to tell him.” 

She glared at him but said nothing, pulling away to return to her seat and sip at her too large, extra caffeinated salted caramel cream cold brew. She knew Chase already had the order memorized from how long he’d been buying it for her, and she could tell he remembered as he made a gagging motion as she took a drink. With a smirk, she sent a playful middle finger his way. 

“So, uh, not to pry or anything but what was that about? Clearly you and Chase know each other.” Madison was the first to speak after a moment of silence. 

“Oh. Yeah, we do.” Thea confirmed. “Known him for all 22 years of my life.”

“Thea is my cousin.” Chase explained. “My mom and her mom were sisters. Thea’s mom unfortunately passed away when she was a kid, and my mom kind of took over in the mom department because no offense to Uncle Grant but he had no idea what he was doing, so she’s like my little sister. She moved to live with my mom when she was 17 and that’s when we got super close.” 

Thea snorted, trying not to burst into laughter at him when he referred to her as his sister. From the corner of her eye she saw Rudy walk into the room, so she didn’t say what she was about to, just bit her lip and smiled politely at the blonde who sat down in front of her, apologizing for being late.

Throughout the table read, Rudy kept staring at her like he knew her from somewhere, but couldn’t quite place where. She knew she was going to have to tell him everything and she was dreading it. As the room cleared out, the pair stayed at the table, and Chase shot her a look as he left, silently asking her if she was okay. When she nodded, he smiled and left, leaving her and Rudy the only two still in the room. 

She could see the wheels turning in his head, making her try not to laugh as she sipped on her coffee and gathered her things to head back to her apartment. Finally, with a shake of her head she spoke to him for the first time in nearly five years.

“Ketchikan High School.” She told him. “I can still read your mind, Rudeth. Just because it’s been five years.” 

“I thought it was you.” He said. “Your hair changed, and uh, you look good.” 

“Uh, thanks. You look good too.” She half smiled. “Hey, uh, I actually need to talk to you about something. It’s not work related and I honestly should have told you five years ago, but I didn’t know I needed to tell you.” 

The blonde man raised an eyebrow at her in confusion. “Oh?”

“Yeah, uh, would you want to come back to mine so we can talk?” She asked. “I mean, if it would be okay with Elaine. I don’t want to cause an issue with her, I’m not trying to break you up over you hanging out with me or something. Not that I think she’s a controlling person or anything. Jesus Christ, I’m just going to shut up now before I have to bury myself alive.” 

Rudy cracked a smile as he laughed. Thea stayed quiet as she took him in again. She couldn’t help but notice for the first time just how much her daughter actually looked like her father. It was the same crooked grin that Emma gave her on a daily basis, and if she was being honest it was probably her favorite thing about her ex best friend. 

“Yeah, no, it’s fine.” he told her. “She’s out running errands then she has a meeting as well. I’ll just text her I’m catching up with you. Did you drive?

“No.” She told him. “I took an Uber.” 

“Excellent, you give me the address and I’ll drive.”

So admittedly, the drive to her apartment was tense. She knew it wouldn’t be as carefree as the drives they took in high school. Chewing on her lip, she glanced at the man driving as she tried to not imagine how different her life would be if she’d managed to tell him about Emma when she found out she was pregnant, but she couldn’t help herself. 

Would they still be acting, or would Rudy have given everything up to support his family? Actually, that was a stupid question because she knew the answer to that one. She knew that if Rudy had even had an inkling that she was pregnant when he moved to LA, he’d have been back in Alaska, or joining her in Florida. He’d be working a dead end job to support his daughter and would be doing everything in his power to make sure she was getting everything she wanted and more. 

That had been a huge reason why she hadn’t told him, knowing that he’d give up all of his success in a heartbeat to support his daughter. She couldn’t dwell on that now, knowing that in just a few minutes he was going to know about Emma Raine Pankow, and she didn’t know how he was going to react to that. All she could do was hope that it went well. 

One thing was for sure and certain, Rudy Pankow was about to get the biggest shock of his lifetime in the form of a blonde haired, blue eyed little girl and Thea wasn’t the one to blame for him not knowing, at least completely.

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As soon as the pair were in Thea’s apartment, she was nervous. She didn’t know how to bring it up, but knew it was going to have to happen and soon. With a sigh, she let them and made a beeline to the kitchen to find them something to drink, playing her words over and over in her head as she considered how to break the news. 

“Who’s this? She’s adorable!” Rudy had picked up one of the framed photos of Emma waiting to be hung up from the counter, studying it closely. “Are you a mom, Thea?”

Okay, so maybe she didn’t actually have to tell him that she was a mom now. She did however, much to her dismay, have to tell him he was a father. That was the scary part. You can do this, Thea, just say it. Rip it off like a bandaid.

“I am. She’s four as of February 19th.” She told him, pulling two Pepsis out of the fridge and handing him one. “Her name is Emma, by the way. And her Nana and Gammy absolutely adore her.”

“She’s four?” He raised an eyebrow. “Oh fuck, Thea, if she’s four and she was born in February. I-.”

“I didn’t find out until I was already in Florida, Ru,” she said. “I didn’t have your new number and I tried messaging you on social media but you never answered. Your mom and dad, Gammy and Gamps, by the way, didn’t even know until I went back for Christmas. I was eight months in at that point.” 

“Can I meet her?” He asked. “I mean, I want to meet her. What does she call your dad and stepmom?” 

“Poppy and Lola.” She told him. “And Chase’s mom and stepdad are Nana and Pa.” 

“So Chase?” He asked quietly, not sure if he was really ready for the answer.

“Is my cousin, Ru.” She told him. “His mom is my moms sister. But he has been nothing but the best Uncle Chase to Emma Raine this whole time.” 

“Emma Raine?“ he smiled softly. “Like, after your mom?” 

“Mhm” she hummed, “Emma Raine Pankow. The plan was always to tell you, Ru. You have all your rights to your daughter, you’re on her birth certificate.” 

It was quiet for a moment, like Rudy was trying to absorb the information that she’d just told him. He was a father. He’d gotten his best friend pregnant the one time they slept together before they both moved to separate sides of the lower forty eight, and she’d kept it from him for nearly five years. He had a four year old daughter, and he didn’t even know it. This had to be some sort of cruel joke, right?

“Press is gonna have a field day with this, you know.” He half laughed. “”Outer Banks actor teen father” I can see the headline now. Of course, they’ll have to actually read the article to see that the mother of said child is my friend with benefits from high school turned co star. And I had no fucking idea the kid even existed.” 

Thea didn’t exactly like his tone when he said that, spinning on her heels to glare at him and trying to contain her anger. Unfortunately her temper had always been an issue for her, although it had gotten better with motherhood. But standing here, looking at him with so much anger on his face, like all the information had just caught up to him, and his condescending tone made her snap.

“Excuse me?” She started walking towards him. “I tried to tell you! I messaged you multiple times, I called your mother to get your new number and she never called me back. Which I took to mean that you didn’t want me to have your number. So I made an executive decision, asshole. I chose to keep my mouth shut. You wouldn’t understand, you can’t. You don’t understand Ru, I chose to do this. I chose to keep her a secret, the only other damn person on set that knows about our daughter is Chase. This far from my first role, you can fucking google me, but you won’t find one mention of Emma Pankow on the internet, unless you follow my damn private Instagram. Which you, by the fucking way, unfollowed six days after you moved. I wasn’t even settled in Florida yet but you know what was settled already? Your daughter in my body. I chose to keep my mouth shut, to keep her a secret and not ruin your life because I chose to ruin mine!”

“That wasn’t your decision to make,” he seethed at her. “It wasn’t your right to keep my daughter away from me for four fucking years, Thea! I had no idea she even fucking existed! I lost out on four years of being a fucking father to my child! Four years, Thea! I missed it all. I don’t have a god damn bond with my daughter because of you. Yeah, we were fucking teenagers when I oh so unfortunately ruined your life, but that wouldn’t have stopped me from giving everything up for her, for you. But you know that and you still selfishly kept her to yourself for four years. You’re right by the way, I did tell my mom not to give you my new number but it was for your own benefit, Thea! I thought you deserved better than me.”

Before she could stop herself, her hand came up and made contact with his face. The force of the slap made him gasp in shock as his hand came up to run where he was sure a red mark was forming. Deep down he knew he deserved it, but at that moment he didn’t really care. 

“I’m selfish?! You told your mother not to give me your phone number. I told her it was important, which she found out two months before your daughter was born. That’s selfish Rudy. If you wanted to cut ties with me you should have told me in the airport that day. Did you? No. Instead, you told me you loved me and that you would wait for me to finish high school and come to LA with you. That was the plan right? I go to Florida for my senior year and then I move in with you in LA.” Her voice was raw as she yelled at him. “So, yeah, Rudy, you missed everything, four years of it but it’s not entirely my fault, is it? You missed every doctor's appointment, every kick, the birth of your daughter. You know what else you missed? Me going back to school two and a half weeks after I had an emergency c section, against doctor’s advice, because I was so sick when I was pregnant I didn’t have any days left. You missed Chase working nights and then staying with your daughter from 7:30-4 every day so I could fucking graduate. You missed me not even getting to walk  across the stage because your daughter was in the NICU with RSV and they didn’t know if she was going to make it. That was the fourth time I tried to get your number, asshole. I thought that if she didn’t make it, you’d at least like to know I did everything in my power to make sure she did. You missed her first day of preschool, you missed her first steps, first words — which was fucking dad, by the way, and you missed so many sleepless nights, you prick. Not because I was up with her, but because I was crying over you. You were my best friend, I gave everything to you, and you moved to Los Angeles and dropped me like I was nothing to you.” 

Before he could respond properly, the door swung open, as she hadn’t locked it behind her and Chase came walking in, sighing and rubbing his temples as he took in the scene in front of him. Thea was seething, her chest heaving as she stood in Rudy’s face, waiting for him to respond and Rudy held a pissed off look on his face, his cheekbone starting to bruise from the force of the smack he’d taken minutes before. 

“Separate it.” He demanded. “I’m serious, I could hear you both from downstairs.”

“You don’t get to come into my apartment and boss me around, Chase.” Thea sent him a death glare as she turned to look at him. He knew she was pissed so he held back the urge to roll his eyes at her. 

“I have been bossing you around for twenty two years, Dorothea, and considering you can’t be trusted to not assault your fucking baby daddy? It’s clearly not stopping now.” He tried to stay calm. “Sit your ass down on that couch right now. Rudy, you can sit on the chair there.” He took a few steps into the kitchen to check her freezer for something to put on the blonde's face, deciding that the bag of frozen carrots was going to have to do before wrapping them in a dish towel and handing them over to him. 

“You’re bruising, that should help a bit.” He sighed. “Now, we’re going to talk like adults because we aren’t seventeen anymore. You guys have a child together whether you like it or not. You have an amazing four year old daughter that I knew was yours, Rudy, the moment I met you. And sure, I could have betrayed my little sister and told you but it wasn’t my place and right now we have bigger things to worry about than your butthurt feelings that you didn’t know because you chose not answer your fucking phone because your child is going to be here in approximately four hours.”

“Four hours?” Thea questioned. “No, Rylie isn’t supposed to bring her for two weeks. I don’t have her room set up yet.” 

“Rylie called me because she’s been trying to call you.” Chase told her. “Mom had to go out of town and Rylie has classes she can’t miss so she’s gotta bring her today. I came over to help finish getting the apartment ready,  but walked into world war three.” 

“Right so Rudy should leave.” Thea said.

“You told me I could meet her!” Rudy interjected. Thea rolled her eyes, but decided not snip back at him. 

“That was before you called me selfish for doing what I felt was right.” She was calm, almost scarily calm. Chase knew she’d reached a point in her anger where she was so angry she was calm, and knew he needed to step in. 

“Okay here’s what we’re going to do before Thea decides to break your nose, Rudy.” He started. “You’re going to leave, and tomorrow, I am going to take Emma to the beach. While I do that, you two are going to talk. Like adults, none of this screaming at each other shit. You don’t need it and neither does Emma.”

“Again.” Thea muttered. “Break his nose again.”

“I’m sorry what?” Chase questioned. It was Rudy’s turn to snort in laughter, wincing as it spread pain through his bruised cheek. 

“Thea broke my nose six years ago.” He explained. “That’s how I got the deviated septum.” 

“He deserved it then too.” Thea deadpanned. 

“I did not!” Rudy argued. Thea rolled her eyes at the blonde. It seemed like, for a moment, they were back to their old selves. 

Chase rolled his eyes, moving to stand between them as he fought off the urge to scream. He was twenty eight and it currently felt a lot like breaking up fights between his younger siblings growing up, except this time it was the woman he considered his sister and her baby daddy. 

“I don’t care if he deserved it or not.” He spoke calmly. “Rudy, I am politely asking you to leave and when you guys meet up to properly talk tomorrow, for the love of all things holy, do it in a public place.” 

“Why because she won’t assault me in public?” Rudy’s snark was back, making Thea clench her jaw. “Clearly you don’t know Thea very well then.” 

“Pankow, if you don’t leave I am going to let her knock the shit out of you.” Chase told him as he pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance. “You and I both know she can throw a punch, and I’m about four seconds from letting her do it.” 

“Okay, I’m going.” Rudy stood up, handing the bag of half thawed carrots to Chase. “Tomorrow then. I will text Chase to tell you where to meet up.” 

The Stokes-Ross cousins watched as the younger man walked out of the apartment, Chase sighing as he looked at Thea. 

“You can’t just hit people because you’re mad at them.” He sighed. “What exactly happened?” 

“I don’t want to talk about it right now.” She told him. “I need to get Emma’s room ready and now I have to figure out childcare.” 

Chase looked at her with a frown. He knew that she was stressing out, and he didn’t know how he could help it but to help her get the place ready. The absolute one thing he knew for certain was that Rudy and Thea were a hot mess. They always had been, he knew that. He’d spent several weeks trying to get her out of her funk that she was in because of him only to have the truth come out that she’d given everything to her best friend before she moved. He’d been the one that drove her to Walmart at four am to get a pregnancy test, held her when she cried for days because it was positive and she had no way to get ahold of the blonde man. 

He’d been the one to sit at the hospital with her for nearly thirty two hours while she was in labor with her daughter, then was the one who stayed with Emma during the day so that Thea could graduate. In a way, he felt like he’d been playing dad to his co-star’s child from the get go, but he was going to make sure that Rudy got the chance to be the dad he deserved to be, even if Thea wasn’t happy about it. 

With a soft smile, he turned to look at the blonde girl and sighed.

“Okay” he confirmed. “Tell me what you want me to do.”