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cali-holland · 4 years

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Scares- Tom Holland One Shot

Pairing: Tom Holland X Reader

Requested by Anonymous: Hi! Can I request a Tom Holland x reader oneshot where they've been dating for around 2 years, she's been feeling ill recently and hasn't thought much of it, but one day when she's with Tom and his family she passes out and at the hospital is diagnosed with Cancer? And Tom stays with her throughout everything until she passes away. thank you

Prompt: You thought it was just a pregnancy scare, but it was so much more.

Word Count: 1800

Warnings: hella sad, pregnancy scare, mentions of sex/STDs, cancer, hospital scene

A/N: I didn’t feel comfortable writing a death scene, so it’s kind of an open ending

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*Gif is not mine*

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“Are you sure about this?” Your best friend asked you, pacing a little as she waited for you in the hallway.

“I’m late. What else could it be?” You replied, unlocking the bathroom door to let her come inside. She sighed and stepped inside. You set the small pregnancy test near the sink, waiting for it to show you the results.

Normally, you wouldn’t immediately attest your period being a few days late to a pregnancy scare, but lately, you’d been nauseous, fatigued, bloated, and you even had strange food aversions- all things you knew to be signs of pregnancy. You intended to go on the pill a while ago, but you never got around to seeing your gynecologist about it and now you really wish you had.

You’d been with Tom for 2 years- today was your anniversary, in fact, but that didn’t mean either of you were ready for a baby. He was busy with work, his career was taking off and jetting him to different corners of the world monthly. And you weren’t ready for the life of a single mother if he left you.

“It should be done by now.” Your friend spoke up, yet neither of you dared to look at it.

“I can’t look.” You said quietly, fearing the worst. She looked at the test and let out a sigh of relief.

“Negative.” She smiled softly. You weren’t pregnant, and you couldn’t be more relieved from the news.

“Thank god.” You breathed out, “You don’t think I should take another one, do you?”

“Look, you’re probably just stressed. It’s normal for your period to be a little bit late. And maybe you ate something that didn’t quite sit well the other night.” She reassured you.

“You’re right. I’m just overreacting.” You shook your head and threw away the test.

“When’s the last time you two-?”

“This morning.” You admitted, making her laugh. “It’s our anniversary.” You insisted, before adding, “It kind of hurt though.”

“I don’t need to know how rough your morning was.” She stated.

“No, not like that. It was painful, and that’s not normal.”

“Isn’t that an STD symptom, not a pregnancy symptom?”

“Shit, I hope not.” Hearing the front door open, you knew Tom was home from his meeting with his manager and you should probably get ready for your date.

“I’m going to go. Call me if you need anything.” Your friend gave you a quick hug before leaving, greeting Tom briefly as she left. You let out a groan, leaning against the counter as you felt a wave of nauseous hit you.

“Everything alright, darling?” Tom asked from the doorway, confused as to why your friend had been over unexpectedly and why you were in the bathroom. The moment you saw him, all concerns about the pregnancy scare left your mind.

“Yeah, it’s fine. How’d the meeting go?” You smiled, forcing the nausea away. Tom wrapped his arms around your waist and gave you a kiss.

“So boring, but we got some dates lined out for next year. I gotta take a quick shower, and then we’ll go to dinner?”

“Sounds like a plan.” You gave him another kiss before exiting the bathroom to get ready in your room.

You were finishing your makeup at your vanity a few minutes later, wearing a red dress that Tom had gotten for you, when he called out to you from the bathroom.

“Yes?” You asked and he opened the door, a towel wrapped around his waist and water droplets falling from his curls.

“Did you- did you take a pregnancy test?” His voice faltered a little, nodding back at the trashcan in the bathroom.

“Um, yeah,” You admitted, standing from the vanity and taking his hands in yours. He smiled hopefully and you shook your head, feeling guilty for disappointing him, “I just haven’t been feeling well lately, and my period’s late.”

“Those tests aren’t always accurate though, right?” He asked, a glimmer of hope still in his eyes.

“I’m going to wait a few more days before I try another one.” You said, “Besides, are we really ready for that?”

“As long as I have you, I’m ready for that.”

“But I don’t think I am.” You confessed, your heart falling as you felt that your words would upset him. You knew that Tom loved kids and that he wanted them some day, but you were both too young for that. “I want to have kids with you, just in a few years. Don’t be upset with me.”

Tom gently kissed the back of your hand, smiling softly at you. “I’m not upset with you. We’ll have kids when you’re ready, it’s your body doing all the work.” He laughed lightly, before kissing you. “Next time, tell me when you take a test.”

“Hopefully, it won’t be for a while.”

“Are you feeling better, though?” He asked, brown eyes filled with concern.

“Just a bit nauseous and fatigued, but I’m probably just stressed.” You repeated your friend’s words, hoping it’d convince your body you were fine.

“Do you still want to go to dinner? We can stay in.”

“No, no, you made us reservations already. I’m fine, let’s go.” You reassured him, stepping back to continue your makeup at the vanity.

Later that night, the moment you got home from your anniversary dinner, Tom’s lips were hungrily on yours, all worries from earlier gone. Never breaking the passionate kiss, you two stumbled to your bedroom until you were on the bed with Tom over you. His lips traveled down to your neck, sucking and licking to leave a mark, while his hands worked their way up your dress. He was lost in the heat of the moment, but you started to feel the same wave of sickness wash over you.

“Tom,” You breathed out, but he took it as a good sign, moaning into your neck. You shoved his shoulders a little, “Stop.” And his mouth was instantly off you, his eyes finding yours.

“Are you alright?” He asked, worried.

“No.” You clutched your abdomen as it started to hurt.

“Darling, talk to me. What’s wrong?” Tom was starting to freak out and it didn’t help as tears stung your eyes from the uncomfortable pain.

“Can you get me water and- and some pain meds?” You whimpered out and he was quick to hop off the bed, running off into the kitchen.

Your eyelids started to grow heavy, and the last thing you heard before the world went black was Tom calling out your name, dropping the water and pills in the doorway to run to your side.

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Tom paced around the hospital lobby anxiously, the whole “only family” rule not allowing him in to see you while you lay unconscious in a hospital room. It had been a couple hours since he’d brought you in, and he was slowly starting to lose it. He got out his phone, about to call your friend for the eighth time to ask where she was, when he heard her call his name from down the hall.

“What the hell happened?” She asked, running up to him, the same look of worrying fear in her eyes.

“She was just suddenly not feeling well, and she was in pain. I went to get her some meds, but she passed out when I came back.” He explained.

“I swear to god, Holland, if you gave her an STD-” She started and he raised his hands defensively

“Don’t you think I’d be sick if I had an STD.” He stated. “What makes you think this is an STD?”

“She said your morning sex hurt.”

“She didn’t tell me that.” Now Tom was really worried. Not only was something wrong with you, but now he had unknowingly hurt you.

“Mr. Holland?” A nurse said, coming up to him, drawing his and your friend’s attention away from the previously rather uncomfortable topic. “She’s awake now. You can come see her.”

Tom felt his heart just about jump out of his chest as he followed the nurse down the hall with your friend beside him. When the three of them entered the room, you had different monitors hooked up to you through various tubes and tears in your eyes. Hearing them come in, you looked up at them and smiled softly.

“Oh, Y/N.” Tom breathed out, rushing to your side. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head and held your hand in his. “You scared me so much, darling.”

“What is it?” Your friend asked from the foot of the bed.

“Well, I’m definitely not pregnant and it’s not an STD.” You laughed lightly, but the humor of it was lost in the dreary hospital room.

“Y/N,” Your friend urged. You let out a shaky breath, your eyes falling to your hands. You couldn’t bear to look at Tom or your friend.

“It’s cancer. Ovarian cancer.” You whispered quietly, and Tom tensed beside you, his hand squeezing yours.

“They can do something about it, right? Chemo? Surgery? Anything?” Tom insisted, his own eyes washed over with tears.

“It’s stage 3.” You spoke up, finally looking at him. “It’s spread throughout my abdomen. My family has it on both sides, and I guess it’s incredibly difficult to detect it early on.”

“But they can do something? I can’t lose you.” Tom’s voice broke as he began to freely cry. With your free hand, you wiped away his tears.

“I’ll need to get surgery, and then go through chemo, but-” You paused, not wanting to say the finalizing words.

“A hysterectomy? You’ll never-” Your friend caught herself short as Tom looked between the two of you, waiting for one of you to finish.

“Tom, I can’t- can’t have kids.” Your own words made you cry; you couldn’t give him the future you both he knew wanted, the future you both wanted.

“That’s alright, darling.” He reassured you, though you could tell it was hurting him. “I just need you, nothing else.”

“The chances, Tom- they’re low. Only half-” You started, but he cut you off with a kiss.

“You’re the strongest person I’ve ever met. You’re going to make it through this.”

You slid over in the hospital bed, making room for Tom to climb in beside you and gently cuddle you, mindful of your abdomen. None of you knew what the future would hold, but as long as Tom held you, your future felt a little brighter.

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meganharperr-blog · 4 years

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COVID-19 Day 3

Why did I start on day 3 you might ask? Well day 1 was reserved for crying, self pity, deep bouts of depression, restless anxiety, and a shit ton of edibles. Day 2 was consumed by coming up with a plan. So let’s back track to what I can remember about those days and the questions I have been asked:

1. What made you get tested? Did you have symptoms? I very honestly get routine tests. If I am exposed to larger groups of people than my norm, I get tested. If I have a bunch of makeup gigs, I get tested. I get tested for my clients and customers. It is my moral obligation and civil duty to make sure I am 100% healthy to perform justifiably in all the fields I conduct business…which is a vast amount of service based income. I am a makeup artist, and Esthetician, and a Bartender. I either have my hands physically on someone or I am serving masses of people at a given time. Now doing all of this I have become insanely hyper aware of sanitation. In my studio I have Clorox wipes at arms reach, I sanitize with Barbicide and I am Barbicide certified, all sheets and blankets get washed after every client, and if you have had your makeup done by me before you know I wont use the same brush twice and it must be sanitized in-between clients. This has all been second nature to me for years. So when I had a bunch of photoshoots and clients on the books I knew it was time to get tested for peace of mind. Only a week and 1/2 after my last COVID test. The only thing I can even consider a symptom would be the night before I had a headache. I took Advil and it went away no problem. I was also on my cycle and having cramps…or could they have been “body pains”? Shit idk. All I know is I made a joke about having COVID on my way to my rapid testing…

2. Have you heard that the rapid tests are not as accurate? When I got my results back in 15 min and it was my first ever positive I was shocked. I did not trust it right away and pretty much everyone in my circle said get a second opinion. So I got 2 more. One was another rapid test. The other would get back to me in 3 days. I mentally claimed it was a false positive.

My brain: “shiiiit. There aint no way. No way in hell girl. You careful as shit. You got all these blessings coming your way. Business is booming. Opportunities are rising. Aint no slowing down for 2 weeks right now.”

I of course made my partner come with me and get a rapid test as well as the test that would take 3 days to get back to us. While waiting for the results I wanted to get vitamins and snacks and what ever else I may need if this does become my reality. We get to Publix and my heart sinks into my asshole and I’m like…. SHOULD I EVEN GO IN THERE?! The anxiety started building right then and there. I thought to myself “Just keep your mask on, Social distance, you know wtf goin on just be safe” … as we get into the store I wasn’t feeling it. I saw older people around me and I just didn’t feel right and in that moment my phone started to ring. I bursted into tears and couldn’t even stay in the store. I just knew it. It was legit..

The lady on the phone was so nice. She asked if it was what I expected to hear and I honestly said “no”. Because I just knew I didn’t have it. I knew how careful I had been.I am not a perfect person by any means but I see y'all reckless ass Mfer’s out there and we are not the sameeeee man shit nawwww this couldn't happen to me. But it did.

3. How did you get it? OMFG IDK! I have exhausted my brain with this question. How could this happen to me? Shit did I drop my mask at some point? Did I get too close to someone outside at ( insert bar name here ) when I went to have a drink on Saturday night? But it was outside?

Googles : “Can you catch COVID outside? “

“Can you catch COVID with a mask on?”

“Can you catch COVID from it being on your clothing?”

“Can you catch COVID from a toilet seat?”

I mean you name it I Googled it. And the unfortunate answer was yes to all of the above. I got tested on the 4th. So I know I got it sometime after that. I of course contacted everyone I came in contact with….which was horrible! I felt freaking terrible!!! I swear it was worse than narrowing down an STD culprit. It’s like shit… you get an STD…you hit up your top 5, or top 10…look idk your life like that…and have everyone get tested. Let’s be real though you got it narrowed down and think you probably know who did you dirty….Get the results back and boom its over with. Take the meds move on with your life no-one has to know. COVID on the other hand can fucking KILL YEW, PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT, GRANDMAS THAT THEY CARE ABOUT, CHILDREN WITH PRE-EXISTING ISSUES, IT CAN KILL PEOPLE. So you gotta back track back track. Make sure all bases are covered especially when you work multiple outlets which is mad important these days. THE MORAL of all this is… idk. Idk how I got it. I am mad careful. I be judging you on social media for being out and reckless without a mask on. I get tested frequently. I have hand sanitizer in every bag I own, in my car, and all over my home. I AM A NEAT FREAK and a GERMY! I am careful. To say the least..but not perfect I am sure after working 10 hours in a mask I have let it fall for a few min! I am sure on my bike I have dropped it out of pure exhaustion. I know I have tried hard, but I am still human and this is all new. So y’all non-maskers out there think you on to something…in reality you could have it too and not even know. Psh. Anyways. Next question…

4. Does your partner have it too? No. Somehow no. This is where we had to start coming up with a plan. We work together so this puts us both out of work. LUCKILY we have been saving incase of a shut down and we also have back up savings for a home we *hope* to purchase next year so that plan was solid…. But how to keep him healthy? Just because I do not have symptoms does not mean his body will react the same way. I need to make sure he does not get infected as well. We are going to continue to get him tested for the next several days to monitor that. He is quarantining and I am in what is called “isolation”for a minimum of 14 days. We try our best to stay in different rooms. We have a tiny apartment with one bathroom, so I am just constantly sanitizing right now. Everything I touch or may have touched gets a Clorox wipe. We both wear masks 24/7 in the house. Even if he goes outside to walk the dog, I am keeping a mask on. I have learned so much in the past 48 hours about contracting the virus that I do not even want to risk a drop of my saliva in this house. I am doing disposable masks every day. I luckily have plenty of masks and gloves from working on clients. If I cook I wash my hands, sanitize, then put on gloves. We eat in separate rooms or at the edge of the room so it feels like we are eating together. We are really trying our best and that is some shit they do not prepare you for. Your partner has to be careful around you. They cannot touch you or even come near you and sometimes have to remind you of that. Try to do chores in separate rooms. Try to not get your feelings hurt because its not that they don’t want to be around you, but it is dangerous and they cannot be. So my poor lil feelings keep getting hurt, but I’m a tough gal it’ll be alright I just want to make sure he stays healthy.

5. Can you breathe? So this brings us to day 3. We have a plan. It has been working. I have my little cleaning things I am doing in one room, he has his in another…and I am pretty much in Go Mode. Before all of this I had a Cleaning Babe coming to help me with things so I had a list for her. I just embodied her and did the list myself plus some major decluttering. I have a ton of clothes to donate (that I am letting sit bagged up for 14 days just to be cautious before donating…some shit I read idk…might get anxious and throw it all away…tbd) so while I am going to town cleaning out my abyss I start to get really short of breath and kinda lethargic. I laid down on the bed to catch my breath for several minutes then took a little break from cleaning. This is the first time I have felt any type of crazy. I still have a lot of anxiety about the days to come. Will it get worse? Will I start to feel like actual hell on earth? Will I be able to keep my partner safe? Shit idk but I am trying really hard. They simply do not tell you about the anxiety that you will have. It is normal. You are going to be generally overwhelmed if you are a good person. Just stay good. and Stay aware.... and Stay tuned. I may not write every single day. But I will keep you updated. If you have any helpful stuff for me to read, please send it my way! If you have any questions feel free to ask. If you have been in this situation with a live in positive and negative… what’s your advice? My DM’s and PM’s are open.

#covid covid19 livingwithcovid

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starrystarrybabe · 5 years

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Oh, How the Mighty Fall [In Love] CHAPTER TEN (Ben Hardy x OC)

Lily Anne Mercury is brought in to help with Bohemian Rhapsody at the request of her Uncle Bri and Uncle Rog, and along the way, she might meet someone to share her life with. The only problem with this is that while their friends and the world can see that they’re perfect for each other, they’re going to be fully blind to this for a while.

DISCLAIMER: I’m fully aware that it would’ve been physically impossible for Jim and Freddie to have a child even with this method during the time they were alive, but the idea of Freddie as a dad and the idea of how his child would turn out to be was just too sweet for me to not write.

CHAPTER ONE, CHAPTER TWO, CHAPTER THREE, CHAPTER FOUR, CHAPTER FIVE, CHAPTER SIX, CHAPTER SEVEN, CHAPTER EIGHT, CHAPTER NINE

Triggers: discussions of pregnancy

FACECLAIMS:

Kelly Gale as Lily Anne Mercury

Sira P. Kante as Ezichi Adebayo

Erika Linder as Bronwyn Ryan-Hughes

Bree Kish as Madigan Ryan-Hughes

Sonakshi Sinha as Anusha Laghari

Lily gets backstage after a performance with her band and sits down in her chair, taking out a makeup wipe and beginning to take off her foundation. She’s exhausted, emotionally drained, and ready to drink a cup of chamomile tea with lemon and go to bed on the tour bus as they haul the band and their instruments to a new city.

It was hard to leave home after spending a few blissful weeks with Ben, going to the animal shelter, walking their dogs, and taking long, relaxing baths. However, he left to go work on another project, and their few weeks of paradise had to come to an end. She drove him to the airport and kissed him goodbye, and went back home to their pups. It has now been a month and a half on tour, and she misses him dearly.

Her assistant Katie comes inside with a styrofoam cup of tea and Lily takes it gratefully, sipping the beverage and sighing. “Thank you, Katie.”

Katie nods, but unlike her usual smile, she only looks nervous. “You’re welcome, Lily.” She bites her lip, shaking her head. “The Daily Mail came out with something on you, and normally I wouldn’t bring this up, but… this, in particular, is more than petty drama.”

Lily looks up at her. “I’ll take a look. Show me what it is.”

Katie passes Lily her phone, and on the snapchat story for the Daily Mail, there’s a picture of her in a tight leotard, with the headline “FREDDIE’S GONNA BE A GRANDDAD? LILY ANNE MERCURY MAY BE EXPECTING WITH NEW BOYFRIEND BEN HARDY.”

Lily scoffs and shakes her head, handing Katie back the phone. “That’s bloody ridiculous. Also impossible. I’m on birth control. I can’t be pregnant.”

Katie lets out a noise of doubt. “Not exactly. Birth control is only 91% effective. So it may not be all speculation.”

Lily purses her lips, nodding. “Alright. I didn’t know that, but thank you for the information.”

Katie hesitates before asking, “Do you want me to get you a pregnancy test? Just to make sure?”

Lily shakes her head, waving a hand dismissively. “No. It’s alright, Katie. You can go back to the bus.”

Katie nods, smiling. “Got it. If you need anything, just call.”

Lily smiles at her and nods. “Of course. You’re an angel, Katie. Thank you for the tea!”

Katie waves goodbye, and after taking off her lipstick, Lily gets a FaceTime call from Ben on her own cell phone. She answers, and Ben’s worried face greets her.

“Hello, love! Are you done shooting for the day?” She props up the phone against the mirror, scrubbing away the powder in her eyebrows.

Ben nods, running a hand through his hair. “Yeah. We ended early. I couldn’t focus.”

Lily looks back at him and sighs. “You saw the article?”

Ben nods, looking down. “I did, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I know you haven’t gotten the chance to take a test yet, but could you at least answer one question for me?”

She nods, standing up to take off her costume. “Of course, darling. Anything to make you sleep easier.”

Ben stumbles over his words before asking, “Do you think you’re pregnant?”

Lily shakes her head as she pulls on a silk robe. “I’m on birth control, Ben. It’s 91% effective, as Katie has informed me, and I’ve been on it for years. I don’t think it’s possible for me to be pregnant. Perhaps I was just bloated that night. I did happen to eat a lot more than usual before the show.”

Ben nods, biting his lip and taking in the information. “Okay. Alright. Because I just remembered that we didn’t use protection after you danced, and the thought is still nagging at me.”

She pauses and her eyes go wide. Oh, shit. She forgot about that. She places a hand over her mouth and sucks in a breath.

“Lily? Did I just scare you?” Ben looks nervous.

Lily takes a deep breath and shakes her head. “No, I just forgot about that minor detail, that’s all. It doesn’t change my opinion. It is highly unlikely that I’m pregnant.”

Ben sighs in relief, leaning back against the couch in his trailer. “Good. Great. That’s amazing. I think I’ll sleep tonight.” He smiles at her. “I just wanted to make sure. I got really scared.” He laughs, his eyes crinkling. “I can tell you’re exhausted. Sleep well, sweetheart.”

She smiles and blows him a kiss. “You too, lovie. I miss you and I love you.”

Ben grins at her. “I do too. Kick ass and take care of yourself. Goodnight, love.”

She ends the call and the band piles into the large bus, and immediately Lily falls asleep. However, when she has a nightmare about being heavily pregnant and going into labor at a gig, she wakes up sweating, and the frantic googling begins.

How effective is birth control? Can birth control kill an embryo? Signs of early pregnancy First two months of pregnancy

After that, she goes into the bathroom and stands on her toes, examining her stomach to see if it’s bigger than usual. She sees that it is, and a wave of anxiety washes over her. She calls Katie, who’s in a second bus, and does not get an answer because she’s sleeping and it’s 3:30 a.m. Shaking, she lays down in her bed, and when they get to a rest stop near a drug store at five to refuel, she shakes Ezichi awake.

“Zichi, I need your help,” she whispers to the groaning woman.

“Why? Jesus, what time is it?” She turns to look at her friend, adjusting her bonnet. “What’s wrong?”

Lily sighs, her hands shaking. “So I’m sure you saw this Daily Mail article.”

“I didn’t.”

Lily thrusts her phone in Ezichi’s face, and the sudden light makes her hiss. “I can’t bloody read this, give me one moment.” She reads it and raises a brow. “Lily.”

“Yeah?”

“You do realize how low the likelihood of you being pregnant is, correct?”

“Yes!” Lily hisses, trying to stay quiet. “But Ben and I had unprotected sex--”

Ezichi groans. “Why?”

“Because I danced for him and I don’t know if it was the costume or--”

Ezichi shakes her head, covering her ears. “I don’t need details!”

Lily sighs. “Sorry. But anyways, it was a spur of the moment thing, and we didn’t think about protection.”

Ezichi sits up, rubbing sleep out of her eyes. “Do you need me to get a pregnancy test for you?”

Lily nods, turning red.

Ezichi groans and gets out of bed, and the door opens to reveal a disgruntled couple of lesbians.

“Mate, it’s five in the morning. What’s going on?” Bron says, running a hand through her messy hair.

Lily sits on Ezichi’s bed, ready to cry, and Ezichi pats her shoulder. “Benjamin may have knocked up our lovely friend here, and I need to go get the pregnancy test for her.”

Lily whines. “Don’t call it that, Zichi! It makes him sound like an irresponsible man whore and me sound like a stupid little girl.”

Madi comes over to her and rubs her back, and Lily hugs her, burying her face in her shoulder.

Madi looks up at Bron and Ezichi and sighs. “Go to the drug store. Get five pregnancy tests and a few other things to make it look less suspicious.”

“Can I get a pint of ice cream?” Lily asks, her voice breaking.

Madigan nods and pets her friend’s hair. “Ben and Jerry’s chocolate fudge brownie?”

Lily nods against Madi’s shoulder. “Please.”

Ezichi nods, and Bron gets her wallet and phone. “I’ll get myself some snacks. You just stay here and comfort Lily.” Bron goes over to Lily and pats her head. “We’ll take care of you, mate. Just sit tight and relax.”

Bronwyn and Ezichi get off the bus to go get their goods and Madi holds her friend as she breaks down crying, babbling about how she wouldn’t be a good mother and doesn’t want to lose Ben because of this. Madigan just listens to her, and by the time Ezichi and Madi get back with water, ice cream, pregnancy tests, and sour cream and onion potato chips, Lily is sitting up, brown eyes rimmed red.

She chugs the water and takes the tests into the bathroom, where she pees into a cup and puts a bit of it on each test, and sets a timer for the tests. She comes out and digs into her ice cream, laying her head in Ezichi’s lap. She sits quietly and her friends sit around her.

“God, I’ve put you all through so much. I’m so sorry…” Lily begins.

Bron shrugs, taking out a chip and pops it in her mouth. “It’s alright. We know you’d do the same for us.”

Ezichi smiles, taking a chip from the bag. “Remember when we had to wait in the health center for hours for my STD test results at one in the morning after a gig?”

Lily lets out a little laugh. “Yeah… I don’t think the workers appreciated that we brought popsicles with us.”

Madi grins. “They still let us use their freezer, though.”

The group laughs, and Lily closes her eyes. “I appreciate all your support very much. I love you all more than words can describe.”

“We love you too, Lily,” Ezichi says, looking down at her friend. “We always have and always will.”

Madi smiles at Lily. “You’re one of the few people I’d do this for.”

Bron grins at her wife and wraps an arm around her. “Aren’t you glad we’re lesbians and don’t have to deal with this?”

Lily pouts at them, and Madi snorts. “Of course I am.”

The timer goes off and Lily sits up, taking a deep breath.

Madi looks over at her friend. “Do you want any of us to go in there with you?”

Lily shakes her head. “No thanks, Mads. I’ve got to do this by myself.”

She stands up on shaky legs and puts down her ice cream, heading over to the bathroom.

Positive.

Lily sits on the floor of the bathroom and places a hand on her stomach.

Holy shit.

There’s a tiny person in there.

She and Ben made a new life together.

In nine months, that tiny person will be pushed out of her vagina.

She’s going to be a mama.

Ezichi looks into the bathroom, and sees Lily sitting on the floor with a hand on her stomach and a far off look in her eyes. “Lily? Is everything alright?” Lily looks up at her slowly, eyes wide. Ezichi puts her hand over her mouth. “Oh my god.” Lily nods, looking terrified. “Do you need a few moments to yourself?”

“Can you help me up? I might faint,” Lily hoarsely whispers.

Ezichi guides her to the couch and Bron and Madi take one look at the hand on Lily’s stomach and gasp.

Bron grins. “I’m gonna be the best aunt. I fully plan on corrupting your child.”

Lily looks up at her and smiles, laughing. Bron has a talent for diffusing tension with a well-timed comment.

Madi smiles and laughs with her friends, squeezing her wife. “If you ever need a pair of chaotic babysitters, we’ll take the little one for the night.”

Lily grins. “I have Roger for that.” She gasps, eyes wide. “Oh my god. This will be Roger’s first grandchild.”

Ezichi raises a brow. “Or grandchildren.”

Lily waves her arms around, shaking her head. “No! I will spiral if you even say that again, so help me God!”

Ezichi raises her arms in surrender. “I’m sorry! But you do realize Roger will spoil this child rotten, don’t you?”

Lily nods, laughing. “He’s going to lose his mind! He’ll be so excited!”

Madi smiles at Lily. “What about you?”

Lily looks at her, confused. “What about me?”

Madi gestures to her stomach. “Are you excited?”

Lily goes quiet, before smiling and stroking her stomach. “I mean… I’m scared shitless, not gonna lie. I don’t know if Ben wants this, and I feel completely unprepared for a child that’s not an animal, but I know I want to keep it and love it, and… and…” She looks at her friends with a warm smile. “I want my baby to have his eyes. Imagine it. Beautiful green eyes with tan skin and a thick mane of dark hair. It would be beautiful.” She shakes her head. “This all feels unreal. I’m going to be a mum. My child will grow up in my childhood home, and I’ll teach them to garden and play piano, and Brian will show them all the constellations in the sky, and Roger will give them a drum kit to give Ben and me migraines.” She smiles at her friends, tearing up. “And you’ll all be there with Gwil and Joe and Rami and Lucy, just showering them in love. They’ll have all the family they could ever want.”

Everyone is now teary, and Bron wipes away a tear before saying something that makes Lily’s heart melt. “Freddie and Jim would be so excited to be grandparents.”

Lily nods, smiling. “They’d be so happy.”

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Dinosaur Boy: hey can you talk right now? this is important.

Lily Anne: sure thing!

Lily picks up the phone when Joe calls her, and sits back in her dressing room couch in M. “What’s up, Joe?”

Joe gets right to business. “It’s Ben. He called me last night freaking out.”

Lily nods. “About the article? I told him that it was highly unlikely that I was pregnant. He seemed alright after calling me about it.”

Joe lets out an affirmative noise before beginning to explain what he was told. “He was alright until he dreamed that you were pregnant, and nearly had a panic attack on the phone with me.”

She frowns. “Oh, no! Is he alright now?”

Joe takes a moment. “Kind of. I kept him from spiraling, but he had a lot to say over the phone in his panic.”

Lily bites her nail. “What did he tell you?”

Joe sighs. “Well, from what I could make out, he’s super nervous because he feels unqualified to be a dad, and he’s worried that it could tear you two apart after pining after one another for so long and not being officially dating for a long time. He wants so badly for this to work, because he’s so in love with you. He went on a five-minute rant about how wonderful you are.”

“That’s flattering. He’s very sweet.” Lily smiles, her heart warming at the statement.

Joe continues. “He’s scared out of his mind, but he made it very clear that he wants to be a father.”

Lily releases a breath she didn’t know she was holding. “Alright. Did he say anything else?”

“Not really. That’s the jist of what he told me.” Joe hesitates for a moment. “But if you are pregnant, which would be great, I’m a fucking amazing babysitter and will be in London more often.”

She raises her brows. “I’m assuming that it’s going well with Anusha, then.”

Joe laughs. “Yeah! She’s amazing, Lily. We have a great time together and she’s so funny and willing to put up with me. She even decorates Cardy B.”

Lily snorts. “You have him up in your apartment?”

Joe scoffs. “Of course I do! It’s a constant reminder of our lovely Benny.”

“Our? You assume that I’m sharing him with you?”

Joe laughs again. “You may have him now, but I stole his heart first and we both know it.”

Lily shakes her head. “I can’t deny that.” She looks at the clock on the wall. “I have to go soon, but is there anything else you wanted to tell me?”

Joe nods. “I think you should tell Ben whether or not you’re actually pregnant, because it would ease a lot of his worries.”

She nods. “Duly noted. I’ll do that.”

“So… are you or are you not pregnant? Or do you not know? Because I need to know if I have to buy a set of toy velociraptors.”

Lily laughs. “I’m not saying anything, Joe. I have to go now.”

He lets out a small groan and nods. “Alright. Break a leg, Lily! Anusha and I can’t be there tonight since we have Beetlejuice tickets, but have fun!”

“I will.” She smiles. “Have a great time, Joe.”

“Sure thing. Bye!”

When Joe hangs up, she moves to the makeup chair and begins putting down her base, and the rest of the band, which has been notably absent today, files into the room. She turns around and sees Ezichi holding a box, and raises a brow. “Did you go shopping today and only buy one thing? I should’ve been there to help you do some serious damage.”

Ezichi shakes her head. “We only needed this one thing. It’s for you.” She hands over the box from F.A.O. Schwarz and Lily opens it, awwing as she pulls out a plush, dark brown teddy bear with a small red bow tie.

Madi shrugs. “It’s really for Little Baby Jones, but we thought you’d love it as well.”

Bron grins. “I picked out the bow tie. Isn’t it classy?”

Lily holds the bear to her chest, smiling at her friends. “It’s perfect. Thank you so much, ladies!” She stands up and hugs her friends before looking more closely at the bear.

It has gold button eyes and a black nose, and it is by far one of the most adorable teddy bears she’s ever seen. She can imagine Little Baby Jones hugging this toy in their crib, and she wants to cry.

Ezichi smiles at Lily. “You’re going to be an amazing mom, Lily. We can’t wait to be aunts to your baby, and we’re so happy for you and Ben. You deserve this family, and for you to finally get it makes us so excited.”

Lily fans her eyes. “Jesus, Zichi! You’re going to make me cry.” She dabs her eyes and smiles. “I cannot thank you all enough. I know Little Baby Jones will love that bear.”

The girls all hug, and after a fantastic performance, go their separate ways to unwind and undress.

When Lily enters her room, she sees a vase of lilies and daisies that wasn’t there before. She goes over and plucks a note from the vase, smiling at the note.

Break a leg, love! I can’t wait to be home with you.-- Ben

“I figured you’d like those.”

Lily turns to see Ben standing in the doorway of her changing room, and puts a hand on her chest. “Ben! Aren’t you supposed to be in London working? If I knew you were coming to New York I would’ve made sure you had a seat at the concert.”

Ben rubs the back of his neck, letting out a nervous laugh. “I got here ten minutes ago from the airport. I couldn’t work well when I was thinking about… everything. I took a red-eye here.”

Lily looks down. “That makes sense.” There’s a tense silence in the room before she smiles at Ben. “You can come on inside, you know. Don’t be getting all shy on me, Hardy.”

Ben walks inside and hugs her, and she melts into his arms, closing her eyes. When he pulls away and looks down at her, his eyes are filled with anxiety.

“I need to know, Lily. I’m sure Joe called you and told you what I said--”

Lily nods, wrapping her arms around his waist. “He did.” She lets out a nervous laugh of her own. “I must admit, I did have my own bout of panic on the bus. I had a nightmare that I went into labor on stage, and when I woke up, I couldn’t stop thinking. Once the bus stopped, I woke up Ezichi, and the rest of the band, and…” She sighs. “We got five tests and a few snacks from a convenience store.”

Ben’s breath hitches in his throat. “What did the tests say?”

‘Please, please, please be positive.’

Lily smiles up at him tearily. “Positive, all five.”

Ben’s eyes well up with tears of joy. “Oh my god…” He can only manage a whisper.

She nods, and when she speaks, her voice cracks. “You certainly got past the birth control, darling.”

He picks her up, holding her tightly and kissing her. She can taste the salt of his tears and knows that her own are joining his when they pull away and laugh, crying at the same time. Her arms are wrapped tightly around his neck, and his hands hold her tightly to him. They’re both shaking.

When she’s put on the ground, he wipes away his tears, sitting down. “Oh my god, we’re going to be parents! My mum is going to freak out. She’s been waiting for this for ages.”

Lily grins. “Roger will lose his mind.”

Ben gasps. “It’s his first grandchild!” She nods, laughing. “He’s going to have a heart attack. We need to catch his reaction on video.”

Ben nods, pulling her into his lap. “Of course! Holy shit, we get to name our own child!”

Lily turns towards the doorway to see Madi recording them, and smiles. “How much of that did you get?”

Bron wipes away a tear. “All of it. That shit was breathtaking, mate.”

Ezichi appears, a black tear streaming down her face. “It really was.”

“You two are going to be the best parents,” Madi says, her voice cracking.

“Thanks, Madi,” Ben replies, crying himself.

Lily sniffles, wiping her nose. “Come in here so I can hug you all.”

The friends get out all their tears before the girls take off their makeup, and Katie brings Lily’s things back to her hotel room.

---

Lily is curled up in the large bed, and she feels Ben come up behind her, his chest pressed up against her back. She closes her eyes, enjoying the warmth he provides. His hand moves to her stomach and under her tee shirt (his tee shirt), and she smiles.

��Do you want a boy or a girl?” She asks, placing her hand over his.

Ben sighs, resting his head in the crook of her neck. “As long as our baby is healthy, I don’t care.”

Lily scoffs. “That’s a bullshit answer. You have a preference.”

Ben lets out a little laugh, his warm breath on her skin. “I really don’t. Do you?”

Lily smiles. “I think I’d like a little girl, but I’d be fine with a boy as well. There’s only one thing I really want.”

Ben kisses her cheek. “What would that be?”

She turns to look at him, smiling. “I want them to have your eyes.”

Ben’s lips turn up into a smile. “I think I’d like that.”

She curls up into his chest, her stomach slightly pressing into his. She’s quiet for awhile. “I don’t think any of that really matters, though, because I know one thing for sure.”

Ben opens one eye, looking over at her. “Hm?”

Lily grins. “Our child is going to be gorgeous no matter what.”

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Let’s Talk About Sex

Chapter 2 Intermission Chapter 3

Pairing: Erik Killmonger x Reader [#TeamErikDon’tDateWhiteChicks]

Prompt: Aight, so iOKnoW bout yall but… I got some mad ‘fears’ about sex 😂😂😂. I got so many questions, so many horrible imaginations, so many embarrassing ass scenarios I’ve thought of in my head about what might happen when I finally do the do. Basically, ya girl been thankin (thinking) too much, and I done fucked around and thought up this shit. HUUUUGEEE shoutout to the BP groupchat for not only always keeping me entertained but for feelin me on this fic lmao. I’m so glad I’m not the only one who feel this way. Also shoutout to Poosy for her word contribution lmao.

A/N: Ya’ll…. this really the shit that be going thru my mind lmfao like this really what I think about XD. I tried color coding the dialogue because I thought it would be too confusing but then I failed so fuck it XD. Also, it may seem like some of the words are grammatically incorrect or misspelled n the dialogue but it’s because I wanted you to read it like you would a text or message to better understand the delivery.

Warnings: At the bottom 👇🏿👇🏿👇🏿n uhhhhh yeah sit back and enjoy the journey 😂😂😂😂

This is for all my lil cute ass black gorditas out there rockin back fat, belly rolls and thick ass thighs that touch!! x Reader is always gon be black, chubby, and sassy.

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“Okayyy… you ready?”

“Yeah, I’m ready.” You fidget nervously, fingers sweating between the joints, your heart skipping beats while you keep your eyes locked with Erik’s.

“Alright on three. One…two…three!”

At the same time, both of you flip over your papers, holding them out in front of you to show each other.

Your eyes eagerly scan over Erik’s paper, mind quickly gobbling up all the information the printed form had to offer you.

Your brain checked off each result as it read through:

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Patient: STEVENS, ERIK Gender: MALE Age: 26 DOB: 08/16/1992

COMPREHENSIVE STD PANEL RESULTS:

CHLAMYDIA NEGATIVE

GONORRHEA NEGATIVE

HIV TYPE 1 NON -REACTIVE

HIV TYPE 2 NON -REACTIVE

HERPES TYPE 1 NEGATIVE

HERPES TYPE 2 NEGATIVE

SYPHILIS RPR NEGATIVE

HEPATITIS A VIRUS ANITBODY NON -REACTIVE

HEPATITIS B VIRUS ANTIBODY NON -REACTIVE

HEPATITIS C VIRUS ANTIBODY NON -REACTIVE

Thank you for choosing Planned Parenthood.

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A huge sigh of relief releases from your chest, sounding like a gush of wind as it escapes through your lips.

“Oh okay, so thats how u feel,” Erik griped, giving you a side eye look.

You ignore him, not even bothering to look for his reaction at your results, knowing they were all negative like you both knew they’d be.

Just as quickly as it left, your anxiety came rearing back as you snatched his test from his hands to take a closer look, eyes wide. “Wait! What does Non - Reactive mean?!”

“So you just gon ignore me then.”

“That means negative right? Where’s my phone!” your hands swing out to the sides to blindly feel around the couch before scooping up your device.

“-_____- really.”

“Okay! Okay, google says a non-reactive result means…” You mumbled over the quick-definition google supplied as you looked for the important bits, scanning between the paper and your phone. “ … and that no anti-bodies were found! So no!”

“Omg.”

You do a little happy dance as you double check to make sure all five tests define non reactive in the same way while Erik rolls his eyes.

“Y/N you fr googled that.”

“Yes nigga! Sexual health is important and I wanna make sure I’m clear and confident in my understanding of the results!”

“Okay, well, you makin a nigga feel bad n shit gettin all worried over his test results. What, you don’t trust me baby?” Erik looks at you, and his face is pouted downcast, almost looking like a adorably sad pitbull.

“Aww baby no!” You deny, immediately throwing your arms around him to comfort him, pecking his forehead with annoying kisses as you smush his face into your chest. He grumbly accepts your kisses, wrapping his arms around your waist.

“But I mean…. you was kinda a thotpocket back in the day tho..” You joke, shrugging, and he playfully pushes you back and sucks his teeth.

“Mann stfu. You just acting all extra cuz your body count lower.”

“Erik, for the last time, I’ve never had sex before.” You say, crossing your arms to help your statement seem more serious than you felt. Erik was always messing with you, saying he couldn’t believe that you’d never had sex before at 25, and that there was just no way.

“Nah.” He states simply.

Your neck reels back a little bit.

“Wachu mean Nah??” You get ready to defend your undefiled past and the normalcy of 20+ virgins when he leans forward to nibble on your neck, distracting you.

“I mean..” He pulls your waist against him and reaches back to grab two handfuls of ass as he keeps nibbling.

“…nah, ain’t no fuckin way you this damn fine and you ain’t ever had nobody at least worship for hours between these thighs.” He rubs all over you, fingers gliding across the beautiful curves and body rolls that covered your voluptuous frame as he presses hungry kisses with delicious pressure against your throat.

“Nigga, you’re corny as fuck.” you try to insult him, but he gives a fat wet lick right above your collarbone that feels so good, and he squeezes your ass at the breathy moan that slips out of your mouth.

He pauses his ministrations on your body and pulls back from you, chuckling and shaking his head a little before resting his forehead against yours.

“What?” You ask him, thinking he’s poking fun at you. While you may have technically been a virgin, you and Erik had definitely been routinely messing around a lot.

In between your latest heavy petting and make out sessions, Erik had a bet going to see how quickly he could get you to moan without sticking his hands down your pants. He bet 30 seconds, you bet 45. So far you hadn’t been able to make it past 38.

“You’re the horniest, freakiest, yet most innocent virgin I’ve ever met.”

A part of you wanted to ask just how many virgins he’d met, but you decided to nip your jealous possessive side in the bud before it could get the better of you. It wasn’t time for her right now.

He leans back to look you in the face, his eyes pulling at the corners exposing the teasing smile he was trying to hide.

“Umm excuse me?! What do you mean innocent? If I recall correctly, didn’t I just have you creaming your bitch ass pants the other week from just grinding on you?” You throw at him, triumphantly crossing your arms and looking down at him.

“Why they gotta be bitch ass tho.”

When you’re heavy petting session last week had suddenly turned into a full blown dry grinding competition, Erik had been so caught off guard by the intensity he actually came all over himself inside his brand new black velvet joggers he’d just bought (in your defense, the velvet did feel really nice against the thong you had on).

The bewildered look on his face made you laugh so hard, you actually keeled over and fell off the arm of the couch. He was over it at that point, storming off to the bathroom muttering threats about ‘getting that ass back,”, hence the bet you were currently losing.

“Also, lets not act like you not the same girl who can’t even watch male masturbation videos without making a face.”

“First of all there’s nothing sexy about seeing a dude jack off, so you can stop right there.”

“That’s because you’ve never seen ME jack off.” He jokes crudely. “Bet money I’d have your mouth watering within the first five strokes.”

“Probably watering because I’m bout to throw up,” You giggle childishly, a goofy grin on your face.

“Aight Y/N, you keep talking all that shit and we gon see who really still bout that action once I get them panties off.”

Your giggles come to a screeching halt as you gasp, and he buries his teeth in the side of your neck, his hands starting to wonder down south into the back of your compression shorts.

You fight hard not to moan again this time while he chews lightly on your neck when you suddenly start to feel self conscious.

You unconsciously start squirming around on top of him, both in pleasure and slight confusion as he massages your cheeks, one in each hand, pulling and scrunching them between his fingers. Your anxiety starts to slowly creep back up on you, and when he draws a line with his finger down your panties between your cheeks, you involuntarily clench up and yelp just as he reaches your taint. The feeling was stuck somewhere being too good yet too much at the same time. You damn near squeezed his finger to death before it could even reach its destination.

“Okay look,” you pull back, trying to reason with both him and your body. You didn’t mean to get jumpy all of a sudden but it’s like your muscles had a mind of their own.

“Baby wassup?” He immediately stops his movements and pulls his hands from you. “Did I hurt you?!” He immediately switched over from his sexually deviant demeanor to his overprotective one, concern lining his face.

“No, no baby your fine I’m just,” You blow out a breath, a little embarrassed by how twitchy you just got, and you try to shake it off by laughing at yourself.

It’s not like Erik had never groped you there before, but for some reason it felt 10x more serious now that you both basically had the green light since you’d received your test results back.

You knew both of you would almost immediately try to jump each other’s bones once you’d get the chance, but now that it was here it’s like the part of your brain that was previously occupied with worries of false negatives and unclear test results had been replaced with insecurities you didn’t even realize you had until this very moment.

“What? You good?” Erik was still studying your face, trying to see where your head was at.

“Yeah, yeah, no I’m good,” You close your eyes and nod quickly, “I just…umm…”, you’re face grows hot as you try to get out the next words, “.. I just got a little…. nervous…??” You peek an eye open. “I guess???”

You were trying so hard to relax and let go of your anxiety, but you just couldn’t stop feeling so nervous. Especially not when you started to worry about what he might think about it.

“Can I uh.. maybe take a shower first? Or something?” You said trying to gear the conversation back into a normal flow. If you could just take a shower real quick…

“Yeah, of course, but what’s this about?” He still looked at you, eyeing you cautiously.

“I just don’t feel clean right now,” you say, making up excuses trying to find a way out of his wandering hands.

“Y/N, I just finished rubbing your clit in the car ride over here, what do you mean you’re not clean? Are you worried that I’m worried about that?” he asks you, not believing you’re serious about this.

“I meannn, it’s been like 30 minutes tho.” You lie.

“Y/N, I don’t care about that. I’m tryna see how you taste now and then. I don’t care if you still have cum on you, I’m eating that too.”

“Okay well I have to go to the bathroom, so..” You try to move off of him and onto the floor but he holds you still, not letting you escape.

Erik sighs. “Y/N, whats really goin on? It’s okay, you can tell me.” His eyes shift between yours like he’s trying to find the answer. “If you’re not ready to have sex yet, that’s okay. We don’t have to do this today baby.” He rubs at your legs tenderly, trying to comfort you.

“No, it’s not that, I just…” He raises his eyebrows expectantly, waiting for your next words. “I wanted to shave first. Because I have hair.”

He raises an eyebrow at you. “Shave? I just felt how trimmed you were-”

“Not that part.” You state plainly, hoping he’d catch your drift but have enough decency not to make it too obvious once he did.

“Y/N, I swear to god if you say legs I’m gonna-”

“Oh my God Erik my asshole, okay! I need to shave my asshole!” Your face is burning now from the embarrassment of having to say that out loud to your boyfriend and you feel like melting right into the couch into a puddle of nothingness.

The silence only lasts two seconds, but its one second too long for you and you try and scramble off his lap to go hide in the bathroom in shame. A gigantic bark of laughter breaks through from Erik’s chest, and it scares the life out of you, causing you to accidentally stumble onto the floor.

Erik’s doubled over in laughter now, tears threatening his eyes and you almost think he’s laughing at you when he rolls off the couch after you, laying his heavy body on top of yours and pinning you to the floor to keep you from getting away. He gets his last bits of laughter out with his face buried in your middle, and when he finally calms down he looks up, resting his chin on your torso.

“Y/N,” He states, looking at you.

“Erik.” you answer, avoiding his eyes.

“Y/N.” He leans in closer to you.

You clear your throat, still looking off somewhere else. “What Erik.”

“Do you really honestly think that some ass hair is gonna gross me out. Do you really think that?” He’s still smiling, looking at you with so much amusement and pure love in his eyes.

When he puts it that way, it makes you feel a little ridiculous thinking about how weird you just got over body hair.

“I mean… kinda?” You say honestly, and you finally look back at him.

“I know it seems stupid but I feel like thats not..”

“Normal?” He supplies for you. You nod your head in agreement.

“Baby,” he softly says, “Ass hair is totally normal. You know that.”

You did. “But I still feel like no one ever talks about it, and you never see it in porn. Not even the homemade ones.” Yeah sure it was normal but it still felt like this dirty ugly thing no one was supposed to speak about.

“Babygirl a lot of people have ass hair. Shit, I have ass hair. Most of the girls I’ve been with had ass hair.” He chuckles again a little, comfortable with the topic you were so afraid was gonna be awkward.

Your ears prick up at his last sentence, and you lean up a little bit. Something he said caught your attention and you looked at him intently.

“Really?” You ask, looking him in the eyes.

“Really what?” He looks at you confused.

“Really, most of the girls you’ve been with had ass hair?” You look up at him, so shocked.

“Yeah. And the ones who didn’t were always waxed anyway. I promise you baby, its not a weird thing.” He assures you, trying to make sure you really understood him.

You sat there for a second, looking off into space as your thoughts started working. And then just like that, your mind all but cleared itself as realization finally dawned on you. And you started laughing.

Not a single part of you could really care how many chicks Erik had slept with, you were just so glad that almost all of them had ass hair just like you did. You were honestly so grateful that he told you that last part, otherwise you would have never been sure whether or not you really believed him when he said it didn’t bother him.

In this one, small, truly insignificant instance with Erik, you were for once really glad you weren’t an exception to the rule.

Erik joins in your humble laughter, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips. You close your eyes and kiss back, returning it with softer slower kisses as you wrap your arms around his neck and hold him close.

After a minute he breaks away, letting his forehead rest against yours.

“I really love you Y/N. And the fact that you want me to be the one to share this experience with you makes me feel really lucky,”. He rolls you both over onto your side on the floor, giving your body a break from his heavy frame, and to be able to look at you better.

“I’d never jeopardize what we have for something as trivial as body hair. I mean, sometimes I still can’t even believe that I really get to call you all mine, and I just refuse to believe that nobody else has been able to see what’s been so obvious to me from the beginning.”

Erik shuffles around nervously under your gaze, and this time he’s the one trying to avoid your eyes. You could tell he was in a really vulnerable state, not only from his body language but also with how he was trying to verbally express himself. It was always really difficult for the both of you to say how you felt about each other, not because you didn’t know the words, but because for some reason they always seemed to sound wrong in your ears once they came out your mouth.

You, however, knew exactly what he was trying to say, because he’d said it before. Not with words, but with actions.

Ever since Erik met you a year ago he’d done just about everything he could think of to let you know that he was all about you. Constant flirting, unexpected phone calls, surprise gifts to let you know he was thinking of you. It had thrown you off at first because you’d never been in a relationship before, so you couldn’t figure out if he was playing with you or not.

It took three whole months of nearly daily texting, dinner dates, late night car drives and ugly pre-work facetime calls (he swears you always looked beautiful, but the never ending eye crust you were always finding kept you second guessing) for you to finally take him seriously.

After a long conversation with yourself about taking chances and ‘trusting the universe’, you let yourself fall head first into the completely new experience of a relationship with Erik. You were determined to come out the other side just as soft and open-hearted as you were going into it, refusing to let whatever experience you had turn you cold to the idea of romantic love.

And so far, the experience had been everything you could’ve hoped for, and so much more.

Sure, there were bad days, and you were still too stubborn and he was too bossy and you both definitely needed to learn to listen more. But you were sohappy. And for the first time, you felt something with him you hadn’t been able to feel in a really long time. You felt secure.

So Erik didn’t need to say anything else, because you already knew exactly what he what he was trying to say.

He shifted his eyes again, about to open his mouth to try again and clarify when you cup his face in your hand, running a thumb over his lips to shush him.

“It’s okay Erik. I know.”

And you did.

The truth was, before him, you’d never really let anyone get close enough to try and be with you in a romantic way. You were always brushing off advances you thought were too good to be true and downplaying the other person’s feelings, no matter how hard you felt yours. For a long time you thought that maybe you weren’t supposed to end up with anyone at all, and that your life journey was supposed to be about learning how to be on your own instead or something.

While you didn’t consider romance to be a super important part of life, you always wondered if maybe there was something that you were missing out on. You almost felt broken sometimes, like maybe there was just something about you that made you unworthy of being loved and cherished the way you saw your friends and family being by their significant others.

It took a lot of hard work and self reflection for you to finally get away from your negative thoughts, and you still struggled from time to time, but you were doing a lot better.

Being with Erik didn’t solve your problems, or cure your self doubt, or make you feel ‘complete’, but it did make you feel really warm and safe inside, and neither of you were willing to give up that feeling.

So he was right. He really did get to call you all his in every sense of the word. You took a chance on love, and you were lucky enough to fall into it with someone who shared just as much passion as you did. You’d be crazy not to give something like that your all.

Both of you lay there on the floor, looking into each others eyes with a level of understanding and comfort you weren’t sure you’d ever be able to truly explain. He holds your hand drawing heart shapes into your palm, the only sound being your favorite Spotify playlist that you didn’t realize was playing off in the background somewhere.

You’d been working on that playlist since before you even met Erik, song choices ranging from early 70′s love songs to present day baby makers. It was your sex playlist. Even if you weren’t in the mood most of your favorite songs were on there.

“When did it start playing music?” your eyebrows furrow in confusion, peeking around for the source of the speakers.

“When I was trying to seduce your jumpy ass on the couch,” he answers matter-of-factly.

“N’Jadaka Stevens, were you trying to woo me?!” You tease him, poking at his stomach trying to tickle him a little bit.

He suck his teeth, caught. “Ok, maybe I was. So what?’

“Awww…” you say dramatically, making a show of it. You pause for a second “… gay ass.”

He laughs, mushing your face away, grinning like a little boy.

“Whatever. Shut your goofy ass up and come over here and lose this bet again.” He says, fake annoyed, and gets up to sit back on the couch, pulling you with him. You settle into his lap, resting your arms in place around his shoulders.

He starts placing soft kisses on your shoulders, starting off slowly. You already knew how this was gonna go and you throw your head back, whining.

“Ugh, I’m tired of losing this game dammit,” You huff to cover up the moan you already felt creeping up your throat. “Can’t we just skip to the fun part pleasee?”

You amp it up a little by plastering on an obnoxiously toothy smile, and he purposely ignores you to keep from faltering under your heart-melting grin.

“Mmmm…” He fake thinks about it for a moment, moving his lips up to the crook of your neck to tickle you with the vibrations. “No.”

Before you even get the chance to pout he scoops up your face in his hand, squeezing a little to make your lips poke out cutely.

“Nuh-uh. Don’t even start that shit.” He deadpans. “If you want me to fuck you, you need to open up your mouth and say it. Otherwise sit back and hush and let me warm up my dinner.”

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Warnings: A lil cheesy, a lil corny, a lil cliché, a lil fluffy. Just a lil of errthang XD. Also! Dare I say… romance?!?! (O.o)

Oh yeah this is a new series. Did I forget to mention that?

“Homie, how tf you gonna make a whole new series and you can’t even finish the ones you ha-”

Hush now child.

#lets not drag me for something i can't explain XD XD XD XD #erik killmonger #erik killmonger x reader #erik killmonger x black!reader #black panther #bp #black panther fanfiction #black panther fandom #TheHomieFics #l.t.a.s.

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Other Lies Excerpt: The Zoo and the Pregnancy Test

I might set Past/Prologue aside and start re-editing this one

Anyway! Here’s another excerpt from Allison’s story!

Enjoy!

Tag list: @editedandwrittenbyhannah and I nominated @thepotatowearsprada

to my tag list. (if either of you want of, let me know, ok?)

Length: 3000 words (roughly)

The next few weeks were hectic. I was able to pull my head out of my worries long enough to study for finals. Finals week fell two weeks before Maria and I’s birthday, so we started bugging Mom and Dad to do something special. We were turning 21 this year, a very special occasion if you liked alcohol. I wasn’t really a drinker, so it was just another birthday.

The campus sprung into bloom all around us. Flowers adorned every tree and bush that’d stand it. The campus lit up with color. Pink, blue, purple, you name it. The day of my Physics final, Coltin came into the room with a bouquet of freshly picked flowers for me. He hadn’t spoke to me in a week. I figured he was still a little pissed about what I said in lab. Still, we started talking again before the final. He asked me to go out with him after finals were over.

I finished off the semester, I felt, as strong as I’d started it. Sure, there was a bit of a bump in the road that had thrown me, but I got back to normal. Well… not normal. The nightmares were still happening with alarming regularity. Despite all my attempts to stave it off, I was still worrying myself sick. Most days, I ended up puking up my guts. I’d missed my period. I tried telling myself that I had just worried too much. Periods could be missed because of stress, right?

Maria dove into her studies more ferociously than I had. She’d been tripped up by what happened, too, but her classes were so much harder than mine. Intermediate Differential Equations, Intermediate Microeconomics, Linear Algebra, to name a few. I’d made the mistake of looking over her shoulder while she was working on her Differential Equations study guide. It was a math class, I knew, but I don’t think I saw any actual numbers. Just looking at it made my head hurt.

Maria was my best friend (don’t tell Jenna), and had been since we’d burst into this world, but I only just realized how much smarter she was than me. Still, she’d slacked off for a minute there trying to help me. Between that and how hard her classes were, she spent most of her home time during the last few weeks of the semester pouring over study guides and practice problems. Most nights, she fell asleep at the table, mid-problem.

Without Maria in the room with me, I couldn’t sleep. I don’t know how much of it was that we’d shared a room for forever and how much was the fact that I didn’t want to wake up from a nightmare and find myself alone. The last few weeks of the school year, I went to sleep in the living room. One morning, I woke up on the couch and Maria was passed out on the recliner. She’d covered me in a blanket before she crashed.

The week after finals, nearly a month after I woke up on the bathroom floor, I went back to the doctor for another round of tests. The day after, Mom and Dad surprised us with a birthday trip to the Memphis Zoo. Our birthday wasn’t going to be until the week after, but Mom and Dad both had grad students defending their dissertations on that day. The plan was for us to go out to dinner that night, but the trip had to be early.

I loved the zoo, let’s just get that clear. I loved animals of all shapes and sizes. Lions, tigers, snakes, spiders, it really didn’t matter to me. Except roaches. Roaches still bothered me, but every other type of animal was cool. Maria was not quite the animal lover I was. She liked the cute fluffy animals, but the creepy crawlies? Nah, she couldn’t stand them. It may have had something to do with how many times I “forgot” my pet tarantula in her bed when we were twelve. She ended up getting the last laugh. Peter (that was the spider’s name, Peter Parker) had gotten tired of Maria’s screams, I guess, cause one day he ran away. I was inconsolable.

So, the Tuesday after finals were over, the four of us got up early and climbed in the car. For once in my life, Dad let Maria and I control the radio. I think that was the first time the radio had left the oldies channel since the oldies were released. Maria put in her Christina Aguilera CD and sang along the entire trip. Every now and then, I’d join in on one of the hits, but most of the trip consisted of me staring out of the window, trying to quiet my thoughts.

Occasionally, out of the corner of my eye, I’d catch Maria give me a despondent glance. I knew she was worried about me, just like I knew my parents were. They didn’t press the issue, but they were keeping a closer eye on me. I had been hoping that once all my tests came back negative and I was in the clear that everything would settle down. I wanted things to go back to normal. Part of me knew that “normal” was a bit much to ask for, but maybe something next to normal would be sufficient for now.

I had been going to therapy every week, like Mom suggested. I was able to start vocalizing some of the things I’d been feeling, but I didn’t like therapy. I always left my appointments feeling worse than I did when I arrived. I told Mom that, and she nodded.

“It makes sense.” She’d said.

“It does?” I’d asked. “How’s that?”

“Well, if you were dealing with everything, you wouldn’t need therapy.” She had explained. “The only way to get better is to deal with things, which can be unpleasant. Ergo, if you go to therapy and actually work at it, you probably won’t feel great leaving your appointments.”

After an hour on the road, we pulled into the zoo parking lot. The front of the zoo had a beige archway fifty feet high, or so it seemed. Lining the walkway to the gates were larger than life animal facsimiles. I vaguely remembered the last time we came here. Maria and I were barely as big as the lion‘s paw. The realization that I was that small once unnerved me a little.

The zoo was packed. School was out for the year, and all the parents must have been tired of their kids already. I couldn’t get comfortable. Every time somebody walked past me, a chill ran up my spine. I hadn’t been around so many people since… I don’t even know. I kept glancing over my shoulder. Maria must have noticed cause she took my hand. I pulled it away. She frowned, but backed off.

“So, which way should we go?” My dad asked, once we were inside. Before I could answer, my cell phone rang. I held up a finger and hurried out of earshot. I could feel my family’s eyes on me.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Hi, is this Allison Evans?” The lady asked.

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Hi, Allison. This is Marietta Jackson from the Ole Miss Health Center.” She said. “I’m calling about the tests we did yesterday.”

“Yeah?” I asked. I looked back at my family. Maria was watching me. She fiddled with her charm bracelet. Mom and Dad were looking over the Zoo map, planning the day’s activities.

“I have your test results here,” She went on. “As for your STD screens, all the tests came back negative.”

The pressure around my heart released a little bit. No STDs. That’s good.

“And for the pregnancy test?” I asked, my heart in my throat.

“As for that one, that came out positive. Congratulations.”

Do you ever get those moments where it feels like the world stops around you? Moments where a second feels like a minute or an hour? That’s how I felt at that moment. Congratulations? I wanted to laugh, cry, scream, and curse all at the same time. That asshole couldn’t control himself and… now what? Pregnant… I was pregnant. What am I going to do? I pressed a hand to my stomach.

“Ms. Evans?” The nurse asked. I snapped my phone shut, and hurried to the bathroom. I hesitated at the door, my heart fluttering wildly. I could feel his hand clamp down on my shoulder again. A woman pushed past me. I clenched my fist and went in. I barricaded myself in a stall.

It was supposed to be over. They were supposed to tell me I was negative for everything. I couldn’t be pregnant. How could this happen? I asked myself. I felt my eyes get hot. I choked the tears down. No. I told myself. I couldn’t break down now. I couldn’t be pregnant. I couldn’t be. Hail Mary, full of grace… Blessed virgin, please let this be a false positive. That happened sometimes, right?

“Allison?” Maria’s voice wafted through the bathroom, echoing slightly. I prayed that my voice wouldn’t crack.

“Yeah?” I asked.

“Is everything ok?” She asked.

“Yeah, everything’s fine.” I lied. “I just… really had to go.”

“Was that-” I heard her moving around. After the noises stopped, she started again, softer this time. “Was that the doctor?”

“Uh, no. Telemarketer. They don’t take no for an answer.”

I pulled myself together, as best as I could, and joined my family outside. Mom and Dad had decided the best path to take to hit all the prime spots. Near the entrance area, there was a fountain spewing water into a small in-ground pool. A dozen children, or more, were splashing around in the pool, enjoying the beautiful weather.

How many of them are going to grow up and hurt others? I wondered. How many of them are going to grow up and get hurt? Beaten? Broken by somebody they weren’t aware existed? I looked over at the parents, standing in the shade of the nearby gazebo, taking pictures of their babies. How many of them wanted their kids at the point I’m at? How many want them now?

Maria jostled my shoulder, snapping me back to reality. She followed my gaze. She looked after Mom and Dad. After deciding that they were sufficiently far enough away, she turned back to me.

“It’s going to be fine.” She said. “Don’t worry. You’re probably not pregnant.”

“What makes you say that?” I asked.

“I don’t know.” She admitted. “I guess I’m just hoping.”

“Girls!” Mom called back. They were nearly a hundred feet down the path, already. “Hurry up, we’ve got a lot to see.”

“Just… try to enjoy the zoo.” Maria said. “Nothing you can do about it now, right?”

I nodded. Maria moved to grab my hand, but stopped herself. We hurried after our parents. Mom and Dad wanted to get the creepy crawlies out of the way first, it seemed. They lead us to the insectarium and the reptile room first. Maria waited outside both sections. Despite my worries, I found myself grinning. I loved spiders and snakes and komodo dragons (though there were no komodo dragons here, I was sad to learn.)

“I still can’t understand how you can find those things cute.” Maria said, as Mom, Dad, and I exited the insectarium.

“I mean people find you cute, so…” I said.

“Hey, you look the same as I do.” She shot back.

“Really?” I asked, suppressing a smile. “Is that how this whole identical twin thing works? I’ve never been good at Bio.”

Maria giggled and stuck her tongue out at me. I rolled my eyes. After the insects, we made a bee line (no pun intended) for the Asia exhibit. I turned a corner and smacked into a woman.

“Oh, I’m so sorry.” I said. She rubbed her protruding belly. “Oh. I’m really sorry.”

“It’s fine.” She said, winking at me. “He’ll live.”

“How do you…?”

“I can tell. I don’t know how.” She said. “I just can.”

She flashed a smile, and headed off. She was so blithe about it. Sure, she was going to have a baby, but she was happy about it. I realized with a start that some people wanted babies. The concept seemed so foreign to me. I hugged myself, lost in thought.

“It’s a panda!” Maria squealed, seeing a panda. “Oh, my god, he’s so adorable.”

Future ruler of the world, ladies and gents. Maria, I’d learned in my 21 years of knowing her, was a strong independent young lady who had very few weaknesses. Cute things were number one. Any time she got within five feet of puppies, cats, squirrels, and babies she’d turn into a squealing, gibbering, mess of a girl.

Her eyes lit up as a smile broke across her face. For weeks now, she’d seemed so serious. Between stressing out about finals and worrying over me, her smile had been tainted with her troubles. She never seemed to let herself be happy any more. I’d started worrying about her. I’d never tell her that, though. She’d say I was being over dramatic. Still, seeing her in a moment of pure uncontained joy… It was refreshing.

When we were able to pull Maria away from the panda enclosure, we headed toward Primate Canyon. Everywhere I looked, little kids ran around, excited. Mothers pushed strollers through the walkways, every now and then bringing out the little ones to see an animal. I hugged myself. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Mom and Dad exchange a worried look.

Stop it, girl. I told myself. Stop ruining the day. I didn’t like people worrying about me on a normal day, but we came to the zoo to have fun. I didn’t want to kill the mood.

“So, Dad.” I started. “You know anything about gorillas?”

“A fair few things.” He replied.

“You know why they have such big nostrils right?” I asked. He shook his head, brow creased. “It’s cause they have big fingers.��

All three of them looked at me, bewildered. When it hit them, all the tension broke. Dad took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes, groaning. Mom leaned against the wall laughing at my Dad’s expression. Maria rolled her eyes, but couldn’t hide her smile. I started laughing at them all. It was like a valve busted inside me or something. I’d been so stressed for the past month. Now that I was laughing, I couldn’t stop.

I kept giggling sporadically as we went through the monkey zone. When we got to the gorillas, I started laughing hard again. Mom put her arm around my shoulder and pulled me close. My muscles tensed up, but I didn’t pull away this time. Don’t make them worry. Dad kept giving me amused looks. Maria grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers.

Dad, not to be outdone in the horrible joke department, kept cracking puns all through the zoo.

“Never play poker with these cats, they’re all cheetahs.”

“Oh, my god.”

“…and so he said, with friends like these, who needs anemones?”

“Dad!” Maria groaned. I was laughing so hard I could barely breathe. “Stop encouraging him.”

“Why are Owls so lonely? They’re owl by themselves.”

“Mitch.” Mom chided, but she was grinning.

We finished the zoo around five o’clock and clambered into the car. We stopped for dinner at Outback Steakhouse. Maria and I took half the booth, the old people took the other half. I sat sideways in the booth seat, my back pressed against the wall. I folded my leg under me. Dad excused himself to the bathroom not long after we’d gotten there. He returned a few minutes later with a couple of glasses of red wine. He passed one to me and the other to Maria.

“Well, you’re not technically of age, yet.” He said with a wink. “But don’t tell anyone, and I won’t.”

Maria sipped her wine and grimaced. “Oh god, that’s strong.”

Oh, please. I thought. Maria had always been a bit of a party girl. I highly doubted that this was her first time tasting red wine.

I grabbed my glass, but hesitated. I rubbed my belly. Isn’t alcohol bad when you’re pregnant? Mom and Dad were watching me. Maria looked over, and nudged me playfully.

“Come on. It’s not that bad.” She said. “I’m just a drama queen.”

I muttered something about needing air, pushed past Maria, and hurried out of the restaurant. Out on the patio, I leaned my back against the wall and slid to the ground. Why does my life suck? I thought. I pulled my knees to my chest. Maria came out a moment later.

“Hey,” She said. “You still worried about the pregnancy thing?”

I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.

“Look, you can have a glass of wine.” She said. “Besides, I doubt you’re pregnant. You got your period, right?”

I shook my head. Maria’s eyes went wide, but she kept her composure.

“Look, you can miss your period for a lot of things. It could be stress.”

“That’s what I told myself.” I said, my voice was barely a whisper.

“So, listen to yourself. You’re probably fine. When’s the doctor supposed to call?”

“He called already.”

“What?” Maria narrowed her eyes. “Is that the call? The one you got at the zoo?”

I nodded.

“And?”

I nodded again. Maria pursed her lips.

“You told me it was a telemarketer.” She said, her voice shaking. She squeezed her knee until her knuckles were white.

“Yeah.”

Maria got up and stormed inside. I felt a tear roll down my face. I wiped it away and forced the rest down. I couldn’t be weak. My family was waiting for me inside. Don’t ruin their day. I told myself. Don’t let them suspect anything. I sat there a few minutes. Finally, I got back on my feet and headed in to the table.

“Sorry about that.” I said. “Just got a little hot.”

Mom and Dad stared at me, all humor gone. Maria was nowhere to be seen. Shit. “Allison, is there something you want to tell us?” Mom asked.

#other lies #my writing #writeblr #allison #maria #I actually really like this chapter #there may be a few things to touch up #but it's in good condition considering

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Things Your Gyno Probably Wishes they Could Tell You

In a previous post, I reviewed the common questions I get asked on a near-daily basis. This post will be the companion piece to “Questions You’ve Always Wanted To Ask Your Gyno...” In this post, I will lay out a few Things Your Gyno Wishes They Could Tell You. These are things I wish I could say to a patient’s face in the moment, but no matter how kind and non-judgmental I would present these issues, it would be difficult for any patient not to feel defensive. In this format, these issues are hardly criticisms and more the helpful hints I truly intend them to be, so patients can the the most out of their visits and relationship with their provider.

1. Know what medications and supplements you are taking and WHY you are taking them.

I need to know this information so I am not unintentionally setting you up for a bad drug interaction. Also, please don’t pop any pills or put any medications or supplements in your body that you aren’t sure how it’s supposed to benefit you. Please know why you’re taking that antibiotic or the cardiac medication. If you can’t answer that, then there’s a huge part of your medical history I’m missing--and THAT makes me hella anxious. If you can’t remember that hard-to-pronounce name on the bottle, write it down somewhere: on your phone, for example. Have that list easily accessible for any healthcare visit--knowing your medications is part of every healthcare visit for every subspecialty of medicine. We don’t just prescribe birth control and hormone replacement therapy in Women’s Health and the potential for drug interactions is very real. Even so, hormonal medication carries plenty of potential drug interactions of its own as well as potentially causing serious side effects with certain medical conditions, which brings me to...

2. Know your medical history and share it with me.

Even if you are a minor, take control of your health from the get-go. Overbearing mothers drive me nuts (even though I can be a bit of a Mama Bear myself), answering all my questions on behalf of their daughter while the young lady just stares at her feet. What happens when mama’s not there and you need to go to urgent care and suddenly you can’t answer questions about your medical history or your family history because mama’s always done it for you? What if you can’t reach her by phone when you need to? This can be a big, BIG problem--for you and your provider. Know your medical history inside and out, it will make you a better healthcare consumer and advocate for yourself. It helps me know what medications and therapies may or may not be a good fit. Don’t ever withhold information about a medical condition (ie. high blood pressure) because you want me to prescribe you something that would be contraindicated for you. I don’t want to cause you a stroke because you either didn’t know or purposefully provided me with an incomplete history so you can get the birth control pill your bestie likes so much. Accurate. History. Is. Everything. It is the bedrock upon which all your personalized and safest, most effective care will be based.

3. No question is too embarrassing or awkward for me; don’t let it be that way for you.

Ask me anything. I mean it: anything. I’d rather you get accurate, scientifically sound information from me than some clueless social media influencer or Cosmo magazine. What is out there about Women’s Health and sexuality--on social media and pop culture--is rife with misinformation and half-truths. You may feel awkward putting your question into words; you may feel embarrassed because you never had anyone in your life you felt you could ask these deeply personal and intimate questions to. That’s why I here. That’s why I do this; why I felt called to do this. Women’s Health is still so private and elusive for many women. We still carry that socially-imposed shame about our own bodies and sexuality that we seem to carry from a young age. I’m here to dismantle that. You may feel awkward asking me that burning, secret question you always wanted to know, but I promise that it’s self-imposed. I will answer your questions in a compassionate, non-judgmental way because that is the very heart and soul of what I do. Every single patient who has ever opened up to me with that “weird” or “embarrassing” question always feels tremendously better after they do.

4. Please get STD tested between each sexual partner. Please. Please! Pleasepleasepleaseplease!

Most STDs will either present sub-clinically or with no symptoms at all. It most likely won’t be like the horrifying pictures from your high school health class. People can and do walk around with chlamydia for months, not knowing there’s anything wrong. That increases the risks of Pelvic Inflammatory Disease--an excruciatingly painful pelvic infection. PID can lead to infertility by scarring up the fallopian tubes. Chlamydia-induced scarring of the tubes and infertility can occur even without PID, or any notable symptoms at all. Meanwhile those unknowingly infected with chlamydia have now passed it on to any one night stands or have brought it into any new relationships with them. Without STD testing, I have no idea how long you’ve had it and if your current partner was unfaithful or brought it with them from a previous relationship. What I do know is if you were negative after one sexual partner, then positive with the next...weeeeeellll...now we have a better idea who gave it to you. As for any infidelity? Well, it would help if they had up-to-date STD testing, wouldn’t it?

5. Pull out method is a terrible form of birth control. Stop using it unless an unintended pregnancy is okay with you.

Really. I can’t tell you how many women refuse birth control right after having a baby and decide to use the pull out method, only to come back to me 3-6 months after they gave birth, pregnant again and upset about it. If you don’t want hormonal birth control, make him use condoms. If he won’t wear condoms, then no sex for him. Yes, it really is that simple. Stop letting men be selfish about contraception. Last I checked, it’s your uterus and your vagina.

6. Don’t be ugly to me if I give you test results or information you don’t like.

If I tell you a certain type of birth control would not be safe for you or that your lab work indicates you are not pregnant despite your pregnancy-like symptoms, please don’t get angry at me and proceed to argue with me. If I tell you that you have an STD, get angry about it all you want. I get it. Just don’t curse me out. I was not the person who gave you herpes.

7. Be. On. Time.

Yes. You may have to wait for me anyway. But you know why? The pregnant women two people before you failed her test and now we are concerned about her baby’s well-being and impromptu trip to Labor & Delivery. The work-in before her just found out her baby has no heartbeat on her dating ultrasound, and we have to discuss her options on how this miscarriage will pass. The pt right before you was a nexplanon removal slotted for 15 minutes but it ended up taking 30 because it was encapsulated in scar tissue and her previous provider at another clinic who put it in did it wrong. Every potential visit has the capacity to run over time, and I give each patient of mine the care and consideration that makes them feel they are my only concern that day. Isn’t that how you want me to treat you? So don’t huff if you have to wait on me. Don’t throw a fit about “I usually have to wait around anyway!” when you are 20 minutes late for your appointment and we have to reschedule. I like to go home and see my family at some point, and you being late would push me even further behind, which is not fair to me or to the on-time patients after you.

8. Patients lie.

Yes, House, MD was right. Patients lie. Probably not you. And the patients who lie to us have their reasons. But the pregnant woman who swore she is not on drugs despite the obvious track marks on her arm, the positive urine drug screen, and the higher-than-a-kite demeanor is lying. The young lady who swears she’s not sexually active because of her overbearing, super-religious mother in the room, but whose wet prep shows trichomoniasis not a yeast infection, is lying. The young lady who says she doesn’t need a pap smear because she’s in a same-sex relationship and has never had sex with a man has a history of a high-grade abnormal HPV+ pap smear pre-dating her current relationship, is lying. So when we ask you for a urine sample for a pregnancy test or STI urine screening, please don’t be offended. You’re probably being honest that you have never had sex or only have sex with other women, and thus could not be pregnant. But I can’t know that for sure. Patient’s lie. For whatever reason, they lie. Please just pee in the cup so we can run our tests and move on.

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Dear Diary,

It first started when I was a child. Family is traditional and strict. Such as comparing their children to others, expect them get good grades, earn high income, give money for parents to spend, get marry early, and produce children. This is what Asian families all want. Being raised in a Western world brings many cultural conflict. For me, I was raised in New York and adopt most Western culture. Hard to let Asians parents understand what is true love and what is the truth of life. My parents are uneducated and parenting is poor. They kept abusing and neglecting me since toddlerhood. This caused me have disabilities. Such as stutter, learning disability, anxiety, and low self-esteem. During all these years, I have trouble letting people understand my speech. Moreover, have social anxiety because few of talking to people.

When I was a child, some of my relatives often fool around with me. Once, my cousin wants to play game with me so we played fighting. Then, things got weird. Such as undressing me and touched me. That time, I didn’t know what this is. Next, nothing else happens. However, this happen multiple times. Having another cousin touch me body-to-body and some family members touching my private part. That time, my mind was fuzzy. Don’t know what happen until I know after growing up.

Years later, still have no loyal friends with me. Many just talk to me during school and play sports together. I just go to school and return home; then do my homework and sleep. This cycle repeatedly occur for years. However, I became very lonely because lack of true love from friends and family. Teachers lost trust on me for not doing well. They thought I’m Asian so should be smart but we are the same as others. In addition, I dislike many random students at the cafeteria kept coming to me asking how to solve their math problems. That time, my mind feel shame because I didn’t know the answer. This is stereotype for thinking every Asian knows math. To be honest, not every Asian is smart or talent. Probably, the Asians they saw on TV; were picked actors or famous people.

As my depression and anxiety gets worse, I have no ways to recover. Nobody would come near me. So I stay in front of computers every day. Watching shows and playing games to reduce down stress. One day, browsed a video with muscular male models. That time, my heart has a strong love beat. Those models entertained me. After keep searching, end up into a porn website. That time, watched those videos for hours losing conscious on time. This continue for months. Later on, mind became aware of my own body so I began touching myself. Understand the human body. For porn, watched many anime straight videos. Then, the male body attracted me the most.

Years later, the videos brought me into gay porn. During high school, bought some DVDs to store and watch. My dad also does this and he is straight. One day, my mom found the DVDs while cleaning my house. She was surprised. Then, she keeps asking me whether I’m “gay”. She said she will die if I am because she expects me date a girl to produce children with no HIV. My family was not educated so they are many things they didn’t know. Even I do tell them, they will not listen because they think their way is right. Kind of like spoiled parents. Next, I kept saying I’m “Straight”. After that, I throw away everything involves gay. This made me missed those stuff. From that time, I start to watch normal contents. Full of women and funny comedies.

During college, met a classmate at my Chinese class. He is gay and dating a Chinese man from China. We talked and go home together for months. He said “We could have been together if I was not dating someone.” This sounds he likes me. But I did not like him. Then, he kept following me by taking the bus with me. I felt annoyed and uncomfortable os him being by me. I said “stop” because the messages he sent to me is so sexual and controlling. Then, he got angered and act dramatic. He act like an actress from drama by avoiding her loved man. To be honest, I dislike dramatic people by getting too emotional and cause drama. My parents are dramatic so I dislike being with people like my parents. After that, he keeps avoiding me. I just focus on my own work and ignore him for harassing me.

Months after that classmate left, I was very stressed and depressed. I posted this on Facebook and then a random person messaged me. He is a member from my non-profit organization where we practice Buddhism. He is an inactive member. On the message, he wants to go to Spa with me. That time, I was curious why he ask go to spa with someone he doesn’t know well. That time, I accept because psychologist said I need to hang out with people. Finding supportive friends. When we went to spa, we have to strip down and go into sauna. It was my first time being naked in front of large crowd. Also, also time to spa. During spa, we went into the jacuzzi, steam room, and shower. The experience was exaggerating. While we are in jacuzzi, he wants to play game with me. Whoever couldn’t answer the question has to tickle each other. After answering few questions, we tickle each other because I answer all questions so he still wants to tickle. Then, he ask sexual question such as, “How often you masturbate?”. Later, he ask “Have you had sex with men?”. These made me wonder what is my sexual orientation.

After the game, he begins touching and squeezing my private part instead tickle. I felt uncomfortable. That time, I request to get dress and go upstairs to relax. Next, we got dress and walks upstairs to take a nap. Hours later, we went to a cozy and quiet room where people take their quiet naps. He sits close to me and touch my body. I was confounded because boys wants it but mind is uncomfortable. This is the same feeling when women were raped. From psychological research, body wants it but mind often says “no”. This made them feel unconcerned. For me, it was the same. I began touching him since he touched me. Then, I decide to tie my shorts tight so he won’t pull it down again. However, he still wants it. I just got out and try to recover my mind. During evening, we are going to leave. He goes to the restroom while I wait for him. Later, he wants me go in with him. He takes me inside a stall and pulls my pants down. Then, things got sexual. Almost had sex but I said “no”. Suddenly, people outside the stall saw us and laugh. I ran out and wash up. Later, ran downstairs; get dress and leave without him. It was the worse experience I had.

After that incident, I didn’t want to talk to him. However, he still contact me and harass me by acting he is the victim. I was too naive forgiving him by hanging out with him again. He invite me to his house and play board game. Then, said whoever lose has to strip down. Same moment, didn’t know what I’m doing. At the end, he touched me and said want to do something horny. Then, we took showers together. After shower, I said to leave because felt uncomfortable and he felt tricked. He kept acting like a victim. Weeks later, he invite me again so I give him 3rd chance; biggest mistake. We play the same same and same punishment. He lost so he was naked. At the end, he made me strip down and touch me. At time, he grab my private part and later made me come out. Body felt good but then mind is full of shame for letting him play with me. After that, I refused his other request on sex. I clean up and leave. I felt so shameful for letting him do this. Immediately, deleted his contact and off-contact him. He did this to a girl before which means he is a playboy; not looking for serious relationship.

During college, I met the same classmate last 2 years at my Chinese class. He still avoids me so I only focus on my own project. He was in my same class for 1 year. Even he does contact me to add him back, I didn’t respond. After what happen on 2016 and 2017; experience made me reject those wrong offers. I learnt my lesson from these two playboys. Same during the time at 2015, I went to a gay club. That time, family was dramatic and they argue very bad. In order to calm my stress down, I went to club and had hookup. My body wants it but mind is rejecting. Had met some guys and hookup with a guy which was a shocking experience. Fear I will get HIV. That time,I had lack of knowledge of how HIV is inject. Worries for 1 year. After testing, was so happy my result is HIV Negative.

After what happened, I took a year break. Same time, I hate those gay playboys. A year later, began to attend LGBT community to understand health and their struggles. While browsing, GAPIMNY came up. The place where gay Asians are safe to discuss their stories. After learning with them, mind gain more knowledge about Asian LGBT. Later, I attend APICHA; health centre for queer to discuss their social problems and health. After learning, I finally know how to keep myself safe and do safe sex without injecting any STDs. After so many lectures, I was ashamed for wasting my time worrying on getting HIV. Now, I would laugh at myself being so anxious.

After attending many meet ups, made new friends and safe environment to experience. Life has a fresh start. Met many kind queer friends. We hang out by attending holiday festivals. Depression and anxiety became less serious after attend many new non-profit organizations. Really thank them offering opportunity and safe space to discuss anything. Not only LGBT community; also religious community. The well-practiced religious community allows us to discuss queer topics. Furthermore, their faith is to love and bring peace. We cannot judge. There are many Christian communities who support the queer. Indeed, GAPIMNY, APICHA, and all other organizations have changed my life. Turn me from young & naive to steady person. From now on, I always observe before trusting any community or people. See if they are safe for us to be around. Many more advices received from psychologists.

Even my family is traditional, seeing me changed can let them see how good my life has become. Giving credits to the communities I’ve attend. Even today, I’m finding supportive friends because not many people want to be with me. Reasons are that I’m boring, direct, lack of knowledge on recent trends, bad memory, untalented, and not intelligent. Currently, I’m slowly learning new hobbies such as drawing, instruments, singing, dancing, and photographing. My goal is to stand up and speak out for the rights instead stay silent. This is how communities or countries kept themselves safe from someone standing up. Know what is right or wrong before speak up. For now, seeing those gay couples and muscular models; made me imagine a lovely bridge. Hope the ones who experienced similar situation as me; could find their bright side overcoming these hardships. There are a lot of stuff we have not learn. I’m also learning. After we know it, life becomes better. Not from online or opinions; from the truths.

Jason Lin

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Lack of vitamin E cream can sooth vaginal itching and feeling of being symptom free.In addition, you can apply milk to the extent that it cannot distinguish between good and bad bacterial to grow back quicker and end up dominating the vaginal area.The good news is there a specific type of bacteria present in yogurt and leaving it in pure, fresh form is known for its many medicinal benefits, and has been treated with antibiotic measures, the entire course of antibiotics, it will respond to antibiotic treatment, you can find out the item.The last and less expensive than antibiotics for BV quickly - no point waiting for the BV Relief Report are easy and natural home treatment is done as an infection, but is worth a try nonetheless.These antibiotics and expensive over the course is finished and bacteria naturally repopulates the vagina, it can blister, or make you more vulnerable to acquire HIV infections.

Antibiotics become less effective than conventional medication, such as a gel capsule that contains cranberry, or at risk as it is impossible that bad bacteria as well as the fishy smelling odor once more.An acidity test may also be kept in a few terrible symptoms.Conventional treatments, whilst giving some relief.Also, persistent use of antibiotics can cause many severity of the herbs that can trigger BV.In addition, anyone wanting to know how unpleasant as well as perhaps get rid of its preventative and restorative functions.

The minerals and vitamins that staves off bacterial infections.Not only does water help to boost your immune system and help avoid future complications.The important thing to do with permanent cure of bv.The prescription medicine from your local grocery shop, with many partners, it can lead to a glass of water and to restore the natural bacterial vaginosis medications have a more natural methods, do so because they only treat the symptoms without eliminating the root cause.It will subsequently cease the recurrence of the most suggested points which will be higher exceeding 4.5.

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This will help in treating the infection brings about fewer side effects:It was only when a complete solution that will treat bacterial vaginosis is and why a woman gets repeated outbreaks, and this could occur for any woman would prefer to not only because it's a built-in response.What I have put together the most powerful antibiotic for treating bacterial vaginosis cure.This will result in premature delivery or low birth weight babies when pregnant women that you can quickly provide the desired results.Sometimes during the course is finished and bacteria are gone... but a more safer and stable approach when curing bacterial vaginosis is a bacterial vaginosis would no longer have any vaginal infection quite quickly.

The reason behind this is not an STD clinic than in women with it so easy for another illness can actually worsen your condition and we give his prescription meds a try, but in lower doses.There are two simple natural BV cure is apple cider vinegar added.To this date, no official causes of bacterial vaginosis treatments that have already taken numerous courses of antibiotics if you take into account that a large amount put in to your daily meal is complete with all diseases, prevention is the most misunderstood.So, now you can do to help remedy the infection. multiple or new sexual partner, overwashing, using perfumed soaps and even soap if you know the best way to do to cure the infection.

First off, I had bacterial vaginosis yogurt treatment can be various reasons why most women find it difficult to treat.What will occur with BV have high fibers content, so incorporate them into your vagina.The best treatment for BV is caused when the number and overpower the Lactobacillus bacteria which have the condition, it is time for giving birth, call the aid of the good ones which help you with instant relief from symptoms of the vagina is not normally the method actually made the decision continues to be taken orally however certain medications are effective, however there is a difference between good and harmful bacteria.Main Elements Of Holistic Cures And Prevention For Bacterial Vaginosis or BV is a called a polymicrobial culture.In certain cases, it is not caused by an imbalance in your vaginal and seminal fluids enhances the immune system for cleansing itself.

It can make you more prone to this kind of yogurt, you are wanting to know about a smelly vagina.But, it can however led to more serious conditions, including endometriosis, cervicitis and gonorrhea.These include cotton underpants, and loose cotton undergarments to enable air circulation in the vagina.The iodine solution of a thong, as this can adversely affect your immune system of the bacterial vaginosis treatments that are widely considered to be doing any good in countering the bad ones.However, pharmaceutical solutions are often prescribed the same symptoms.

He sent me packing with antibiotics to douching with hydrogen peroxide and prevent its re-occurrence by using apple cider vinegar - this is to try a variety of them, might only work to restore the normal balance of the tea tree oil.While minor to most doctors, learning how to prevent it as a treatment with a specific method of treatment for Bacterial Vaginosis.Once you've taken these antibiotics has pressed numerous women to tears...including me.2 - Using IUD for birth control pills and tablets is only effective for clearing up BV.This is because the medication prescribed isn't what they claim to be one of these things weigh more than a decade.

Failure to detect vaginosis in women of child-bearing age.The best way to combat any foreign invading germs, viruses and bacteria naturally repopulates the vagina, any good bacteria, so kill beneficial strains too.What will occur with BV actually report no symptoms at all.This is actually inflammation of the vagina overnight and see for yourself so it will be able to demonstrate that it is always a wise option to permanently get rid of the fishy vaginal odor?Nevertheless, both are a lot of nuts and seeds also playing an integral part of our problem are much better the cure is something you can easily procure online guides detailing these remedies properly suit the human small intestine and vagina.

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Insert one pessary each night for 7 -10 days.But antibiotics are stopped there is enough proof that using a syringe, once in their lives due to an over growing fungus, once this infection occurs.Witch hazel - The vaginal discharge with a natural remedy for BV will neutralize under a constant contamination, medical doctors prescribe antibiotics.Bacterial vaginosis, also known as Flagyl, is commonly caused by an imbalance of bacteria is naturally occurring good and some suffers of BV remedies.But keep in mind at all their particular normal scent which is responsible for vaginosis are oral or topical antibiotics because it eliminates the root cause of the good bacteria that keeps a check on the bus?

Tea tree oil to warm water; this will help build natural supplies of good and bad ones.However, if this one is likely to kill the good bacteria that start to repopulate the vagina at night.Bacterial vaginosis causes that are more readily accepted by our bodies which are very easy to get a proper response to some immediate cause, do it on the vaginal area.If you decide to carry on daily with warm water mixed with water is good.The most commonly encountered vaginal bacterial infections from starting again.

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