#screaming and thrashing and throwing up

[loserifer]

mfw i want to talk about hazbin (lucifer) so badly and share my art and discuss my character analysis but this show is notoriously known for being triggering so no one i know has watched it and all the discord servers are for roleplays or full of really little kids 😭😭😭😂😂😂

[stinkman007]

GOING FUCKING INSANE OVER THIS

[v4low3rtsuka2a4an]

that cole boy again smh boy why you so wolf

[davemustaine]

exodus in bayern on their ‘meat party’ tour | 5/26/1988

© fryderyk gabowicz

[blue-whale-supernova]

lmol analysis Malec Version from Taylor's TTPD (again this is the breakup period) I have many feelings "Oh, what a valiant roar What a bland goodbye The coward claimed he was a lion" This is the line that reminds me of Alec the most, he tried so hard to be brave, to be sure of and to commit to his relationship with Magnus. But he was so scared after all, all those years of repressing his identity and putting himself second weren't just going to go away, and he caved under Camille's temptation and manipulation. Not enough to be a betrayal, but just wavered enough to hurt his lover's heart. "In your suit and tie, in the nick of time You lowdown boy, you stand up guy Holy Ghost, you told me I'm The love of your life" THIS. THIS IS SO ALEC. Throughout the course of his relationship with Magnus and the war, he grew from a moody insecure teenager to someone who was responsible, braver, honest and much more happy with himself. Granted, he still had his insecurities, but just imagine Magnus looking at Alec in a suit at some formal event and noting how much he's grown "When your impressionist paintings of Heaven Turned out to be fakes Well, you took me to hell, too" I interpret this line as Alec's Nephilim lineage supposedly being superiorly holy, yet rendering him unable to be himself. This pains Magnus, because when the supposedly morally superior Shadowhunter turns out not be morally perfect, when the one you love most hurts you because he is weak in the places that you are weak too, that hurts. "You said I'm the love of your life About a million times" *sobs* "You talked me under the table Talking rings and talking cradles I wish I could un-recall How we almost had it all" THIS. THIS. I DONT KNOW HOW I WILL COME BACK FROM THIS. THANK GOD IT DIDNT STAY TRUE but they almost had it all *screams* Magnus I bet you talked about that under the table Imagine Alec just trying to get over how he almost had the love of his life Some comparisons- "I felt aglow like this Never before and never since" *gasp* the semi-loveatfirstsight at the party "But I felt a hole like this Never before, and ever since" YOU KNOW WHO FELT A HOLE YOU KNOW WHICH TWO PEOPLE FELT HOLES??? EVER SINCE A BREAKUP AND 'NOT LIKE THIS' BEFORE??? "If you know it in one glimpse, it's legendary You and I go from one kiss to gettin married" "If you know it in one glimpse, it's legendary What we thought was for all time was momentary" This line kills me. Magnus really considered being together with Alec forever (or ending his own mortality), and it just poof went away. And it would have seemed so short compared to the lifetime he lived, but WE ALL KNOW HOW TORN HE WAS OVER IT

"Dancing phantoms on the terrace Are they second-hand embarrassed That I can't get out of bed?" Magnus TAT TAT TAT he definitely couldn't get out of bed, and was definitely feeling like a failure for fumbling his 500 year old younger lover

"You cinephile in black and white All those plot twists and dynamite Mr. Steal your girl boy, then make her cry" Who's a cinephile and who's full of plot twists and winding stories and stole Alec's heart? A certain warlock, I think. High-key stole Alec when he was hung up on Jace. Also though I support Magnus for going no-con during breakup period, Alec probably had anxiety over his phone like the second-most in the entire series(the first being Jace bc his parabatai is trying to get himself killed every two seconds). I can't how many time bby boy was just pining over his phone

"Who's gonna tell me the truth When you blew in with the winds of fate And told me I reformed you" Alec really didn't know the weight of a relationship with an immortal entailed. Izzy and Jace and Clary all thought the relationship was great for him, which it was, to help him grow into a better person, but, no one could have warned him about the looming anxiety of becoming an insignificant piece in Magnus' long line of histories. And Magnus definitely told Alec how much he meant to him, but like Alec rightfully called him out on, didn't want to talk about the obvious gap between what Alec knew and what Magnus had experienced.

"I'm combing through the braids of lies 'I'll never leave' ..."

Alec probably thought this. Sniff sniff.

"Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire Your arson's match your somber eyes" DO YOU REMEMBER MAGNUS' DREAMS?! DO YOU REMEMBER THEM HUH!HOW HE DREAMT OF FIRE?? and boy does Magnus have somber eyes and their relationship went up in flames before the war started "And I'll still see it until I die You're the loss of my life"

WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I've said it before and I'll say it again. If one of them had somehow not survived during the war, or not have gotten back together after, they would be the loss of each other's life. This would be for Alec's mortal life and Magnus' immortal one. I said, "I don't mind, it takes time" I thought I was better safe than starry-eyed Alec, when he first met Magnus; or Magnus, when his eye was caught. They both were cautious, and were both willing to try it out slow. I don't think any of them expected it to go as far as it did, BUT THEY COULDNT HELP IT "Who's gonna stop us from waltzing Back into rekindled flames? If we know the steps anyway" YES. Please do so. Honestly I don't think even if they were still broken up after war, they could've resisted getting back together in the following years. But thank the Angel that wasn't the case. I rest my case.

THEY ARE EACH OTHER'S LOVE OF THEIR LIVES. THE END.

[maepersonal]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

[heismymathtutor]

ladies and gentlemen,he is single.

[loudmound]

see the thing that's always struck me about lawrence is that he actually acts how people think james acts.

[astr0logies]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚  ╷   she  isn't  sure  how  much  more  of  this  she  can  withstand—  this  never  ending  hell scape  that  they  call  𝙷𝙾𝙼𝙴 now ,  the  trials  ,  the  deaths  ,  the  unknown  amount  of  hours  spent  around  an  ever  burning  flame  that  she  wishes  would  finally  burn  out  already  with  every  visit  back  to  it  .  the  scars  ,  the  wounds  ,  they  may  all  disappear  .  .  .  the  memories  of  the  trials  may  slowly  begin  to  fade  with  time  ;  the  𝒎͟𝒐͟𝒔͟𝒕͟  𝒉͟𝒐͟𝒓͟𝒓͟𝒊͟𝒅  aspect  of  all  of  this  ,  well  ,  at  least  for  the  young  witch  herself  ,  being  the  memories  of  her  prior  life  .  the  flashing  images  of  her  past  ,  the  last  time  she  remembered  being  truly  happy  ;  it's  not  fair  .  it's  not  right  at  all  ;  every  single  time  she  closes  her  eyes  ,  nothing  but  a  film  reel  of  moments  through  her  life  ,  her  father  ,  her  mother  ,  the  family  movie  nights—  she  can  still  faintly  remember  the  first  time  her  parents  sat  down  *&  let  her  tell  one  of  her  long  winded  stories  that  she  had  scribbled  crudely  into  a  spiral  ruled  notebook  .  she  doesn't  realize  just  how  lost  in  her  own  pit  of  despair  *&  nostalgia  she  had  become  ,  no  mind  paid  to  the  tears  that  were  obscuring  her  view  ,  building  *&  building  *&  building  until  they  wind  up  completely  betraying  her  ;  streaking  down  freckled  cheeks  incisively  as  a  faint  sobbing  begins  to  pick  up  from  within  her  that  she  didn't  realize  she  was  even  still  capable  of  . 

‧₊˚⋅   ♯   𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄   !   :     @moldcursed  /  𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷  𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓼 :  [COMFORT]:  sender  cups  a  distressed  receiver's  face  in  their  hands  and  steadies  them  by  resting  their  foreheads  together.  [  ᵖʳᵒᵐᵖᵗ  ⥅  ᵃᶜᶜᵉᵖᵗᶤᶰᵍ ]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚  ╷  the  only  thing  to  pull  her  from  her  self  pity  induced  trance  is  the  sudden  ,  yet  gentle  warmth  *&  pressure  that  comes  to  cup  her  dampened  ,  mud  stained  cheeks  ;  the  palms  cradling  her  face  are  soon  followed  by  the  tender  sensation  of  a  familiar  form  pressing  their  forehead  gently  against  her  own  .   ❝   ethan  ,  hey  !  i  uh  ,  didn't  see  you  there  !   ❞  mikaela  sniffles  out  pitifully  ,  a  weak  attempt  at  pretending  she  hadn't  just  been  silently  sobbing  to  herself  at  the  campfire  .  though  ,  ᵈ͟ᵉ͟ˢ͟ᵖ͟ᶤ͟ᵗ͟ᵉ͟  ʰ͟ᵉ͟ʳ͟  ᵒ͟ᵇ͟ᵛ͟ᶤ͟ᵒ͟ᵘ͟ˢ͟  ˢ͟ᵒ͟ʳ͟ʳ͟ᵒ͟ʷ͟ˢ  ,  the  sight  of  the  dirty  blonde  man  before  her  ;  his  gentle  touch—  it  does  bring  her  a  slowly  forming  sense  of  comfort  accompanied  by .  𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍  ,  𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍  𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 

. 

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Oh god it’s in five months AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[love-marimo]

LOOK AT THEM?!! 🤨🤨😤😤

HE'S CASUALLY STRIKING A POSE TOO??

his abs are so defined you can see it from afar and I AM HERE FOR IT

[crabussy]

holy fuck he's alive. holy shit. ohhh my god

[7official7moose7]

So I just finished the owl house. And now I just feel lost???? Like. What do I do with myself now??????

I do this every time I finish a show but the feeling has never been this intense because I've watched this show since the literal first episode aired back when I had cable. I don't have cable anymore!!!!!

It just feels like years since the first episode and now that it's over, I just don't really know what to do now. I'm not waiting in excitement for new episodes anymore. I'm not pouring over every single fandom wiki looking for details for the next season.

The Owl House is literally such a big part of my life and has been for years and won't ever stop. I don't even know what to say as I type this????? Like. I should be writing a whole novel on all the details of the entire show and how I feel, but. I'm literally so overwhelmed that all of my emotions are just jumbled up and I don't even know where or even how to start.

I think I need a nap, a shower, some food, and maybe a couple days because I am a wreck right now 👍🏼

[themetalheadhippy]

I'm all caught up now on Trigun Stampede and after that season finale I am BROKEN. Studio Orange you will be paying for my therapy 😭🥹👛💔

[dracwife]

Mischa,

I wanted to apologize for not sending a letter sooner. I'm sure you of all people understand that work around the office can get busy, especially around the holidays. Our latest case has put everyone in a spin; I've seen Gibbs drink more cups of coffee in the past 24 hours than I ever have before.

Regardless, I don't want you to feel like you're being left behind, so I thought it best to send you something short to brighten your day. It's snowing as I write this and all I can think about is going for a walk with you, getting some hot cocoa and maybe building a snowman or two. Your smile is something I dream about, your voice is something I hear in my thoughts. Stay warm, wherever you are.

Yours,

Timothy Mcgee

heya springroll 💚

of course i understand, and i'd never hold it against you for a second, you of all people should know that more than anyone. i will say that just seeing the notification for your letter really did make my day, even if it's only just starting.

it's snowing here, too. i don't much care for the holiday season, but something about the idea of spending it with you makes it...a little more tolerable. i can't wait for you to open your gift, i went through a looot of hassle to get it, so you better like it 😮‍💨

i'm joking, really, but...i do look forward to spending christmas with you. i really do. i'm staying warm here at home, but only with the help of your sweatshirt...i just wish i had the owner here too, to help. but i know i will soon, so that's keeping me going <3

get home soon :((

mimi <3

[fromhusk]

i’m watching house and FUCKING JEFF BUCKLEY?! IM I. TEARS TGERES NO WAY